Aware & Aggravated - 75. Revenge is Healing. How To Handle Being Hurt

Episode Date: May 7, 2023

In this episode, Leo explains a new persecutive about revenge, and how to truly get it. He touches on how he'd handle being cheated on, being rejected, being played/lead on, being disrespected, a...nd getting revenge on bullies. 😃  Pick the topic for my next podcast episode: https://forms.gle/zLYrqARubCaLTKzT7✅ FOLLOW ME HERE:https://www.instagram.com/theleoskepi https://www.tiktok.com/@leoskepi 👕 MERCH https://shopleoskepi.com/collections/all-products📱 MY APP POSITIVE FOCUS Apple: https://apps.apple.com/us/app/positive-focus/id1559260311Google: https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.positivefocusapp 🔒 MY PRIVATE FACEBOOK SUPPORT COMMUNITY https://www.facebook.com/groups/851294735925522/ 💎 1-ON-1 COACHING AND MENTORSHIP*Taking on new clients again soon.📝 ACCOUNTABILITY TEMPLATES/WORKSHEETS https://leoskepitemplates.com

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Starting point is 00:00:00 Hey friends, ooh fuck you can tell them up to some shit And that's because this week we're talking about revenge and I've learned a lot about revenge over the years I've been through enough betrayals to fucking last me two three lifetimes, you know, and I'm very about an eye for an eye I'm very about fairness and I'm very about getting my get back bit But I have learned the true ways to get revenge. Like, what people think is revenge? No. I'm gonna tell you what really is revenge
Starting point is 00:00:31 and how to get it, if you need to get it. So I'm gonna talk about when to get revenge, how to actually do it, and then sometimes you just don't need to. People just having to live life as who they are is their fucking revenge sometimes. You just gotta let them be. And I'm gonna go ahead and say this before people try and come for me
Starting point is 00:00:46 for making this episode. This is about revenge. This is about how and when to retaliate if you're going to. This is when you're provoked. I'm not telling nobody to go out and stir shit or hurt people or manipulate people, but I'm gonna teach you how to manipulate the motherfuckers and hurt the motherfuckers that hurts you.
Starting point is 00:01:02 I got you. So one of my favorite ways that I've found to get revenge on people that have hurt me is by weaponizing myself. And what I mean by that is revoking all access to me or having me in your life in any way. That is your biggest revenge you can give someone. I swear to God, I'm going to break all this down and we're going to get into it. But revenge starts when you first meet someone. This is kind of bad.
Starting point is 00:01:29 This is the way I see it. The way that I care about people and the way that I love them and who I am as a person. When you meet me, I am a fucking curse to meet. Because of how I care about people and just who I am at the core. You're never gonna fucking find nobody like me. So when I love someone and I care for someone, I will do absolutely anything for you. I'm there for people more than I've ever experienced. I make people feel safer than they've ever fucking experienced. The way that I love I will make you feel more loved and special and valuable than anyone on this fucking earth when you interact with me.
Starting point is 00:02:05 So the first step of getting revenge is you have to see in your mind how you're so valuable to other people and it's not about looks, it's not about money, it's not that shit, it's about your presence and the love you have to give. When you give that kind of love to someone and you're genuine to spuck and you truly care for them, the worst thing you can do. And the thing that will cause them the most pain when they hurt you is to snatch it from them. And fully fucking revoke all access to you and the love you have to give. Oh, it's so satisfying. Like we're playing a long game with this ship, bitch. I'm gonna teach you how to play the fucking long game because the whole get in and fight with someone or like they cheat on you or they betray you or whatever it is and you like
Starting point is 00:02:48 Put your hands on them. It feels good in the moment. Been there done that you blow their car up You key their car whatever people like to do Been there done that That only lasts for a few minutes that satisfaction doesn't last long But I'm gonna teach you how to play it a long game But what we're gonna talk about is with my couple points in this video is different situations the handle Being betrayed and how to play the long game because we're not doing a little childish act-off your emotions do things that will make you feel good right now You want to get revenge that makes you feel good the rest of your life and it all starts with becoming an absolute fucking curse
Starting point is 00:03:24 To meet because you're never gonna meet no other friend like me. You're never gonna have another friend like me. You're never gonna have another boyfriend like me. Partner, nothing, no one is ever gonna make you feel the way that I make you fucking feel. So step one, like I said, is recognizing your own value and how much of a big contribution you are to someone's life and how you make them feel about themselves and how you truly care for them and what it's like to be cared for by someone like you. You have to get very clear on all the value you bring because it's going to make you very aware of how hard it is to lose someone like you.
Starting point is 00:03:59 So when you get to the point where they hurt you or they fuck you over and betray you, when you snatch yourself out of their life and you revoke all access to you You get peace of mind knowing they hurt and ache Every single day that they wake up because you're not in their life They will never find nobody like you. They will never feel cared about again like you made them feel cared about This is kind of like twisted and fucked up, but I Don't care. This is kinda like twisted and fucked up, but I don't care, this is what I do. So the first situation I wanna talk about is how to handle someone cheating on you.
Starting point is 00:04:31 I have like five or six different scenarios where I'm gonna tell you how to retaliate and get the revenge. First one's cheating. When someone cheats on you, you do not want to retaliate at all because you do not want to give someone justification and help them feel better about what they just did to you.
Starting point is 00:04:50 So let's say we're dating and you cheat on me and I come and beat the fuck out of you or beat the fuck out of who you're with and like break both your legs. If I come in like attack you and retaliate, you know what you did to me was fucked up. But now you don't care as much. Like, oh Leo is a fucking psycho. I'm glad I cheated on him. He just broke my fucking legs and beat the shit out of me And who I cheated on him with. When you retaliate, it gives people justification to not have to look at what they just did to you So that's the biggest thing especially with a cheater. Do not retaliate in the moment. Do not attack them Do not give them any justification or any way to feel better
Starting point is 00:05:28 I bet what they just did to you the true revenge is making them fucking sit there with it. Oh my god It's so satisfying. Oh my god long game like I said we're playing a long game So the way to weaponize yourself against someone in this situation of being cheated on. You have to understand your relationship is done. There's no saving it. There's no fixing it. When someone cheats on you, there's no fix it. Make it better. There's no undo. There's no command Z. There's no fix it. The relationship is done. Whether you want to face it and believe that or not, you can try and go back into it. Rebuild the trust. Give them another chance. It's fucked. Your relationship as you knew it is done. It will never be the same. When your partner steps out on you like that,
Starting point is 00:06:10 bitch, don't even fucking bother. Do not even bother with someone who's gonna discard you like that and just do what the fuck they want to do. Fuck that. But what I'm trying to say with this is understand the reality of where you're at when someone cheats on you. It's done. The relationship's already gone. So when you exit this relationship, you wanna do it so strategic and you wanna do it so right because you can get your true revenge in the way you exit.
Starting point is 00:06:34 Don't be a crazy bitch. I've been there. Don't be a crazy motherfucker. It's not as satisfying. So the way you weaponize yourself is by abandoning the absolute fuck out of who just hurt you and who just cheated on you. If you live with this person pretend like you don't know, you better have confirmation and prove that they cheated on you, but one day when they wake up and go to work and they leave, get every single fucking thing you own out of that house and dip while they're fucking gone. Don't say shit, don't send a text, don't
Starting point is 00:07:06 nothing. Completely abandoned the fuck out of them. Cause you know how bad it fucks somebody up. If you were to just come home and all their shit's gone. I always so fucking satisfying. But the main point with that is like for you to abandon someone, it sends them the message they have no fucking value at all. Like that is gonna hurt worse than if you just beat the fuck out of them. Trust me, I've always said my whole life, I'd rather you stand me up and punch me in the fucking face and beat the shit out of me, shoot me, do what you gotta do, versus fuck with me emotionally.
Starting point is 00:07:41 Because that is a lot harder and it's not a pain you can escape. Broken bones, bruises, cuts, all that can heal and it heals just naturally. When you have emotional wounds, you gotta fix that shit and it hurts so much worse. So what you're gonna do basically, you're wounded when you get cheated on. Wound that motherfucker right back, abandon the shit out of them. That's what I would do. This is about turning to what would Leo do, but back, abandon the shit out of them. That's what I would do. This is about to turn into what would Leo do, but I'll abandon the fuck out of you, reflect you, you have no fucking value, and you will never fucking hear from me again.
Starting point is 00:08:13 If you're able to make a clean break like that, do it. 1000% I would take it as far as like moving, and like moving to a new state or moving somewhere else, just to like, absolutely traumatized the shit out of them for what they just did to me. But if you're not living with them, it's kind of better. Just ghost the fuck out of them. Ghost the absolute shit out of them. That's another option. There's one more option.
Starting point is 00:08:34 But the whole thing with the ghost thing, when you just ghost someone and abandon them, that is gonna make them freak out for many reasons. But it's gonna make them turn the knife on themselves. They're never going to get certainty that you left because they cheated. They're never going to know. You never said anything about it. So that's going to be a thought in their mind.
Starting point is 00:08:56 Oh, what if they didn't find out that I cheated? What else is the problem? They're going to turn that knife at themselves and nitpick themselves of why was I not good enough? What happened? You're never going to give them mental peace or clarity. They're gonna turn that knife at themselves and nitpick themselves of why was I not good enough what happened You're never gonna give them mental peace or clarity that will fuck someone up worse than you can imagine and if you cheat on me Be ready to handle what you just dished out. I'm a fuck you up right back mentally But we've all experienced being abandoned or ghost did I feel like everybody knows it and you start to nitpick yourself of why you weren't good enough or what happened and you try and gain like clarity or closure you can never get it You can never get it from a situation like that what you're doing is trapping them in what they just did to you that is gonna ruin their self esteem
Starting point is 00:09:39 It's gonna ruin them mentally and that's the type shit you get on the long game. Played a long one. Now the last option you can do is a respectable clean breakup. So if you're dating someone and they cheat on you and you find out get your proof, bring it to them. If you got cold hard proof that they fucking cheated, this is why I'm leaving you. Print that shit out, leave it on the fucking counter. This is why I'm leaving you. There's shit out. Leave it on the fucking counter. This is why I'm leaving you. There's no chance of getting me back. We're done. Go in emotionless, cold, show no fucking sadness, show no nothing.
Starting point is 00:10:14 Walk in, drop that shit. Be like, we're done. And leave. Do not look back. Do not reach out. I don't kind of fucking sad you get. You go in there, you shut your emotions off, do not reach out. I don't kind of fucking sad you get. You go in there, you shut your emotions off,
Starting point is 00:10:27 you handle that shit. They have no option but to respect you. You're not mad, you're not fighting. You're saying, this is why I'm leaving you, we're done. Do you wanna ever contact me again, as long as you live? Oh my God, just imagine that situation flipped at you. There is no work it out, there is no hear me out. There is no nothing. Like imagine someone came at you like that. Girl, you. There is no work it out. There is no hear me out. There is no nothing.
Starting point is 00:10:45 Like imagine someone came at you like that. Girl, you be booty hurt as fuck. If I cheated on someone and they came to me and just handled it so much shortly and said, okay, I caught you cheating, we're done. There is no comeback from it, we're done. Do you know what I've ever speak to me again in your life?
Starting point is 00:11:00 And they just left. What that's gonna do to me emotionally? Oh my God. And that's why I'm saying to do this. So you got three options for that handle it. Abandon them. If you live with them, ghost them if you're not living together or handle it maturely and do not budge.
Starting point is 00:11:17 When you say it's done, it's done. But I want to reassure you baby got nothing to fucking lose. It's already over with. Like I said, when they cheat their relationships done, it's tarnished. It's like trying to bring something back that was burnt to ash. It's no coming back And I know some people are gonna get mad at me like oh Leo. This is mean. This is vindictive. This is wrong I don't play by right and wrong. I play by fair so You hurt me and you think I'mma just be the only one hurt? The fuck I look like. Alright, the next situation I'm gonna teach you how to get revenge about is rejection.
Starting point is 00:11:49 Oh, that one hurts. So when someone rejects you, the worst thing you can do to them is let them. Oh my god, like I said, weaponize yourself against them. You gave someone a chance to be with you, they didn't want it and they rejected you or whatever happened. You need to make sure that is their absolute last chance of ever getting access to you. If you decline it, there is no comeback, there is no get it back. When you handle things right, people will always come back. Every single person who's fucked me over has always tried to come back. And what do I hit him with? No. Absolutely the fuck not. It's so satisfying. But like the rejection thing, they either don't see the value in you or they don't want you. That's all they have to say, is they don't fucking want you. Someone should only be allowed to say that
Starting point is 00:12:40 to you one time in their fucking life. As long as they breathe, someone can only say I don't want you once. Do not ever let them be in the position to tell you twice or you're a fucking dumbass. Love you, but I have to tell you the truth. There are no second chances with rejection for me personally. And this is how I get revenge with that. Because the worst thing you can do when someone rejects you is take all of your energy and focus off of them
Starting point is 00:13:03 and put it into yourself. You don't go put it into somebody else because they're gonna be looking at the person like, oh, you downgraded or whatever. They're gonna find a way to make it like not as big of a deal. They're gonna see like, oh, she's butt hurt. She's going to rebound with that guy. That's how people are gonna look at it. Take all of your effort, energy, and attention and focus and shove that shit into yourself only because the best revenge you can get on someone who rejected you is to level up into someone they are not on the same caliber of literally level up so hard they can't get access to you again that is the biggest fuck you you can give somebody
Starting point is 00:13:38 like you didn't see my value when I was down here now it's so obvious to front of your face and you want me and now you get that satisfaction of nah you'll never fucking get me again and you're not gonna be worried about them anymore because you're up here now. They're not on your fucking standards. You're gonna be like oh, no, I can glad I dodged that bullet. You see? And I consider that the best revenge because you every day get to just know what happened there There's nothing better than someone rejecting you and then becoming too good for them the way you just walk around in life Oh my god, I'm getting angry like the way you just walk around and behave When you know you got that upper hand like that of like you fucked around and found out I love it
Starting point is 00:14:21 But every single time someone tries to come back into your life when you get to hit him with that Fuck no, oh it feels better than breaking their fucking jaw trust me It's just like oh it just builds and builds and makes you feel better and hotter and it just fucking drives you When you just have that you know what I mean? Oh? I love it and one of the biggest things I want to say when you take all the energy and put it into yourself, don't post shit on social media. Go silent. Not out of like bitter or but hurt or whatever, but do not post stories and videos and pictures
Starting point is 00:14:54 of shit making it look like you're like fine and unbothered without them because they're going to know that's what you're doing. If they're over here rejecting you and you're sad about it and then the next day you're out with a new person or you're out like drinking and like, oh, like, it's obvious you're online trying to look cute for them. Everybody sees through it, everybody fucking sees it. It's embarrassing. Don't do that. Literally go fucking quiet. I don't give a fuck if it's a week, a month, like a couple of months, just go quiet. Do your own thing, disappear, and then when you come back, leveled up so high.
Starting point is 00:15:25 Oh my god bitch, this is the long game I'm talking about, you gotta play it, because that's where the true satisfaction of the revenge comes in. But it's not even revenge that's spiteful. It's revenge that did nothing but help you, and make you become who you wanted to become and achieve what you wanted to achieve, and look the way you want to look. Like use this fucking pain and use this shit to put it into yourself and fucking level yourself up. That is the revenge and it's nothing actually intended against them.
Starting point is 00:15:54 All the pain and all the hurt is going to lift you up and you just get to watch them stay down. Alright, the next thing we're talking about for revenge is when someone's attacking you or doing crazy ass shit Saying crazy ass shit, doing crazy shit like my ex was a nut job And when you're fighting with someone that you were like dating or someone you were close to and they start doing some crazy ass shit It's all fun and games when they're just tormenting you and no one knows They're all comfortable acting out
Starting point is 00:16:25 and doing all this crazy shit because it's just between you two. Your best revenge for that is to embarrass the absolute fuck out of them for their behavior by making sure everybody knows, literally expose it. Just talk about what the fuck they're doing, but when you shed light on what someone is doing to you, they're gonna get very embarrassed by their actions and their behaviors. Like when my ex was doing
Starting point is 00:16:49 all that shit to me, as soon as I started telling people the weird ass shit he was doing, he would stop for a minute and then go crazy. Like, it's just the long story. But as soon as you expose what someone is doing and you make them seem crazy and irrational because that's exactly what they're doing is being fucking childish. They're not going to be able to do it so freely. You know what I mean? Like if you're the only one sitting there dealing with it, fuck that. Your revenge is some bearish to shit out of them. They'll quit. So my next little topic I wanted to talk about with getting revenge is when someone wastes your time or leads you on and my response is kind of the same as rejection. Like just do not ever give them a chance to have access to you again.
Starting point is 00:17:28 If someone waste your time or leads you on, when you cut that shit off immediately, and their first fuck up, they're done, you gotta realize this person in front of you is not who you think they are. Like, I know you might feel a lot toward them and you care about them and you like them, you're like, oh, I'm sad to have to cut it off, but you have to face. If they're being inconsiderate of you and your time and they're just leading you on and stringing you along That's not someone who's gonna care about you
Starting point is 00:17:53 That's not the person that you want to go for is someone who's gonna fuck around with you So understand by you cutting them off is not losing them They just revealed who they are and that's why you lost them You already lost them as soon as you see the true them. So that's already done So don't look at it like oh now I have to cut it off. It could have been something great They're not fucking great look at the truth of them look at their actions look at their behavior look at where they treat you That's done you making the decision to cut them off is not ending it They already ended it by being who they were a little shit
Starting point is 00:18:24 to cut them off is not ending it. They already ended it by being who they were, a little shit. But just imagine, like, you fuck something up with somebody and you're like a little bit inconsiderate of their time or you kind of like lead them on and you're like, and like half-stringing them along your half invested and they just cut that shit. Respectfully, probably like, no, this is not gonna fly, like good luck. You have no option but to respect them. Like they're not gonna allow someone to like fuck with them or like fuck on them like that? Oh my god. That's what I'm talking about. The revenge in that is respect.
Starting point is 00:18:54 Like the person is gonna respect the fuck out of you and they have no option to. Because you're not mad, you're not being petty, you're not being spiteful, you're calling out what you saw, you're not gonna choose to put up with it or tolerate it and you're done. You're out. Do you all get it? Like do you see how that's so hot? Like this person is gonna envy you the rest of their fucking life And then when you go about putting all your effort and energy into you and you start leveling up again, they're gonna be like whoa All right, the next one's gonna hit me canceled. I feel I can already see clips of this getting like posted everywhere Alright the next one's gonna hit me canceled I feel I can already see clips of this getting like posted everywhere
Starting point is 00:19:29 But we're gonna talk about when someone disrespects you and how to get revenge on that I have two options here one Weaponize yourself as soon as someone disrespects you. It's done. It's cut You're not getting a second chance to fucking disrespect me cut that shit or you can do what I do But I pick my battles I go back and forth between these two of weaponizing myself and cutting them off and giving them no access to me and retaliating. And the way I retaliate with someone disrespects me is you disrespect me. I'm disrespecting you right back because I have a weird relationship with this and people try and like tell me to be the bigger person all the time. I'm six, seven, I'm big enough. I don't have to fucking be the bigger person. I always am. But if I'm in a situation out in public and someone is a disrespectful little fuck that pisses me off.
Starting point is 00:20:13 Like someone to disrespect me or put hate on me is like an energetic like they're throwing negative energy onto me. Now I'll be fucked if I'm gonna let you throw that on me, and I just have to walk away with that and have the rest of my day just like be pissed off. Nope, I'm not the only one leaving the interaction pissed off. You're gonna be pissed off too bitch. You wanted to throw it at me, I'm gonna throw that shit right back at you. We're gonna shit on each other, we're gonna disrespect each other, and we're both gonna walk away pissed off. But the thing is, usually when someone provokes me and disrespects me I get pissed off because you just who the fuck are you bitch?
Starting point is 00:20:49 What's your fucking mouth? They're pissed off. They're in a bad mood. They transfer it to me when I do something back to them Whether I yell at them verbally or do some disrespectful shit. So be it. I'm throwing that energy right back to fuck on you return to sender hoe and throwing that energy right back to fuck on you. Return to sender hoe. And when I leave an interaction after I've stood up for myself and disrespecting a motherfucker right back, I just do it 10 times worse.
Starting point is 00:21:12 I feel better. I feel good. They leave pissed off. So you see how it turns from you coming at me, disrespecting me. And I'm sitting here pissed off and then I leave. And I'm like, oh, I should have said this. I could have said that. And I'm just in my head pissed off the rest of the day. Nah, fuck
Starting point is 00:21:28 that. You thought at me, I'm throwing it right back at you because now I feel better. You see, like you're gonna leave the interaction with what you just threw. You tried to throw your negativity onto me, I threw this shit right back and now you're the only one leaving with it. Fuck you. But I do choose my battles. I don't always do that. Like sometimes I'll just like overlook things because I know I'm gonna get my revenge. Anyways, it's like if some little loser fucking piece of shit tries to like say something or like
Starting point is 00:21:53 says some slash shit, me just being who I am is the revenge. Them having to live their life as them is their punishment, which I've had to learn. It's taken a long time. But like these people that comment hate on social media, sometimes I clap back. Most of a time I don't. They're ugly, stupid, or have zero personality and nobody wants to fucking watch them. You're already condemned to that pain. You living your life is
Starting point is 00:22:21 painful enough, bitch. I just get this in here and live my life because that's gonna piss you off worse. Me doing good, me continuing to succeed is gonna piss you off. So most of the time I don't even acknowledge hate comments, sometimes I'm in the mood to just stir some shit and throw it right back on them fuck you. But those are kind of the ways that I get my revenge for disrespect or people just like talking shit and like pissing me off. Like sometimes I'll attack back and Sometimes I'll just play that long game where me being who I am and me succeeding is the revenge because you having to watch it You having to watch a motherfucker you hate do better than you look better than you be better than you
Starting point is 00:22:59 Oh, that that hurts that hurts way worse than me telling you to go fuck yourself. Like imagine, you hate somebody so bad, you comment some hate, and they don't even fucking acknowledge you. All these little fucking losers want his acknowledgement. I'm not giving you that. I'm gonna just live my life and buy a fucking pair of shoes that cost your rent. I'm a fucking asshole. And I'm fucking allowed to be. I don't care. Alright, now the last thing I wanna talk about getting revenge on is bullies. And people who used to make fun of you because I have a lot of bullies from my past.
Starting point is 00:23:32 And I used to beat the fuck out of everybody. Like I don't forget, I don't forgive. I don't give a shit. I don't do no that. I'll do what my consequences when I die. If the whole god shit's real, I'll handle that. All the time in high school, like, I used to just get my get back by attacking them and then when I got out of school,
Starting point is 00:23:50 I had occasionally see one out and I would just attack them off guard and just get them. Just for that little Leo revenge, like I just wanted like beat the fuck out of them for what they did to me and I would. And I used to just like catch people and just like do what I wanted to fucking do to them because why not, I don't forget bitch, I don't forget. I'm gonna give you something that pain you inflicted on me enjoy
Starting point is 00:24:10 But like I said with the whole cheating thing that doesn't feel as good like the way that I get revenge now on the people who use to bully me is by being and achieving Everything they never fucking will. I am someone who has so much these fucking losers will never get. They'll never be nobody worth the fuck online. No one will care about them. They'll never look the way that I do. They'll never make them on a money the way that I do by being myself.
Starting point is 00:24:38 They're fucking nobody's. Like I said, they're condemned to their life. They're condemned to having to live their life as them. Putting your hands on someone is too easy. I want to make you regret your entire fucking life. Me waking up and achieving shit and being who I am is so triggering to people who hate me and I get off on it. There's no better revenge than that. There's no better revenge than me succeeding
Starting point is 00:25:05 For all these people who hated me all these years and always people hated me for no fucking reason Now I gave you motherfuckers plenty of reasons to hate me So now I expect the hate and joy bitch enjoy watching me achieve and be everything you'll never fucking be You'll never be even a quarter of what the fuck I am. Ever, and that is what makes me wake up with a smile on my fucking face every day. Like a happy dick, I just wake up like, ugh, like a happy as hell. That's the true revenge, that is it.
Starting point is 00:25:36 And I've had so many people who used to bully me and talk shit, reach out to me, and try to be friends with me now. Never in my fucking life, while I be friends with you. I want you to hear me when I fucking say that. I wish you nothing, but the absolute worst in your life. And so many people have asked me to coach them and give them advice. I'm all for helping people and I want to get people through anything that I can and save anyone I can from their suffering.
Starting point is 00:26:04 Except the people who caused me suffering. I want you to suffer the same way that I did, and I want you to get to such a fucking point of hopelessness and pain that that is where your realizations hit you, like you fucking did to me. I'm not showing nobody mercy. I will never give advice to anyone who used to bully me. All y'all that reach out and all y'all, oh how you been long time. Yeah, and it's gonna be even longer because now you're sitting in my fucking requested and I'm
Starting point is 00:26:33 not opening it. I'm looking at your message for the satisfaction. I'm gonna go fucking beat off to it. That you need help. That you're in pain. That you're suffering. The way that you fucking made me suffer. And you're not asking me for help, that's my satisfaction, that's my revenge, is when I fucking ignore that shit, and I just get to know that you need me, and I get to know that you want my help, and I'm gonna hold it from you,
Starting point is 00:26:59 because when I needed help, when I needed mercy, who showed it to me? None of you. A religious baffles the hell out of me like my bullies and everyone who hated me for so long are now like my biggest fans and they ask me how I have so much confidence they ask me how I love myself so much and I just want to give a little piece of advice for all of you that are still watching. It's just gonna get worse and I'm sitting here waiting for it. No, I'm not gonna fucking help you. How don't you give a fuck if you pay me a hundred million
Starting point is 00:27:30 dollars? I'll take your money and rob you blind. I ain't helping you bitch. I'm an eagle-tistical fuck. I'm an asshole. I'm the most caring genuine person you'll ever meet. I care so much more than people even know, but like I always talk about there's duality and everything. As much as someone can love is as much as someone can hate. And my favorite thing is handling what people do to me and I stay strong through it. And then I get to do it right back to them and I get to watch them suffer and not be able to handle it. That shit gets me off. Like, I handled it. I made the hard decisions.
Starting point is 00:28:07 I went through the hard shit. I went through the pain. And now that it's your turn, you can't handle it. Oh wow, ain't that some shit. You weak little fucking bitch. I handled it, but you can't. Hmm, funny. Basically, the moral of my story is weaponizing yourself
Starting point is 00:28:26 is the best revenge. Becoming the best you you can be is the biggest fuck you. You can send to anyone, especially people who don't like you or people who have hurt you. Case closed. The last thing I wanna end this episode on is telling you, surprise, I released tote bags.
Starting point is 00:28:44 I added a full line of tote bags to my merch collection. so for those of you that don't know, I have merch. You'll link will be in the description. You can shop it. It's cool shit. Like, it's all things that I wanted, but nobody made, so I made it, it's like a wear it. Like, I don't make anything that I wouldn't wear. That's why it's all black. I'll also link all of my social media in the description so you can follow me and keep up with me, see what I'm doing, and buying, and who I'm terrorizing. But everyone watching the YouTube version of this, leave me a thumbs up if you like this episode. Don't leave nothing if you didn't like it.
Starting point is 00:29:11 And also leave me a little comment, some of what you thought. And if you didn't like something I said, tell me we can find about it. Like I'm very open to, fight about it. I don't mean fight about it. I'm very open to criticism and new perspective. So if you have a new perspective to share, share it with me. Like I know I'm very harsh on my opinions, but I do reflect a lot. And if you have a good point, I give credit where credit is due. Like, if you check me and you write, okay, you write, you know? But if you're listening to the audio version of this, leave me a 5 star
Starting point is 00:29:34 is rating. A big fat 5 star is teaching you how to get revenge. Well, that's all I got for this episode. Everybody stay safe. Please take care of yourself. And I will talk to you guys next Sunday. Stay safe, please take care of yourself, and I will talk to you guys next Sunday.

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