Timothy Keller Sermons Podcast by Gospel in Life - Finding God
Episode Date: November 6, 2024For physical health, we have trainers and doctors. Through nutrition and exercise, trainers help you get further than you were. And when you get sick or injured, doctors help get you back on track. It...’s the same thing spiritually. There are spiritual disciplines that are like training and spiritual disciplines that treat problems. We look now at a discipline that is a way of dealing with a problem that can be disastrous. Let’s look at Psalm 42 and 43 and see 1) there’s a condition that is certain to come upon you, 2) there’s a set of causal factors, and 3) there’s a set of cures. This sermon was preached by Dr. Timothy Keller at Redeemer Presbyterian Church on April 21, 2002. Series: Psalms: Disciples of Grace. Scripture: Psalm 42:1-43:5. Today's podcast is brought to you by Gospel in Life, the site for all sermons, books, study guides and resources from Timothy Keller and Redeemer Presbyterian Church. If you've enjoyed listening to this podcast and would like to support the ongoing efforts of this ministry, you can do so by visiting https://gospelinlife.com/give and making a one-time or recurring donation.
Transcript
Discussion (0)
Thanks for listening to Gospel in Life. Today, Tim Keller is preaching through Psalms, the
songbook of the Bible. This Old Testament book shows us how we can turn to God through
every season of life, in joy, in sorrow, in doubt, and praise. After you listen, we invite
you to go online to Gospelinlife.com and sign up for our email updates.
Now here's today's teaching from Dr. Keller.
The scripture for tonight is Psalm 42 and 43.
As the deer pants for the water brooks,
so my soul pants for you, O God.
My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
When shall I come and appear before God?
My tears have been my food day and night,
while they continually say to me,
where is your God?
When I remember these things, I pour out my soul within me,
for I used to go with the multitude.
I went with them to the house of God with the voice of joy and praise, with the multitude
that kept a pilgrim feast.
Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God, for I shall yet praise him for the help of his countenance.
O my God, my soul is cast down within me.
Therefore, I will remember you from the land of the Jordan
and from the heights of Hermon and from the hill Mazar.
Deep calls unto deep at the noise of your waterfalls.
All your waves and billows have gone over me.
The Lord will command his loving kindness in the daytime
and in the night his song shall be with me a prayer to the God of
my life I
Will say to God my rock. Why have you forgotten me?
Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of my enemy as with a breaking of my bones?
My enemies reproach me while they say to me all day long. Where is your God?
Why are you cast down on my soul? And why are you disquieted within me? while they say to me all day long, Where is your God?
Why are you cast down, O my soul?
And why are you disquieted within me?
Hope in God, for I shall yet praise him, The help of my countenance and my God.
Vindicate me, O God, and plead my cause Against an ungodly nation.
O deliver me from the deceitful and unjust man,
for you are the God of my strength.
Why do you cast me off?
Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?
Oh, send out your light and your truth.
Let them lead me.
Let them bring me to your holy hill and to your tabernacle.
Then I will go to the altar of God, to God my exceeding joy,
and on the harp I will praise you, O God, my God. Why are you cast down, O my soul,
and why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God, for I shall yet praise him, the help of my countenance and my God."
This is God's word.
When it comes to physical growth and physical health, you've got sort of two
kinds of practices or disciplines. You've got trainers and you've got doctors.
You have trainers because through nutrition and exercise, trainers and you've got doctors. You have trainers because through nutrition and exercise,
trainers help you get further than you were. They help you make progress physically. But
when you get sick or maybe injure yourself, you need a doctor to get you back on track.
So you need trainers to get you forward from where you were. You need doctors to get you back on track. So you need trainers to get you forward from where you were.
You need doctors to get you back to where you were physically.
Same thing spiritually.
There are spiritual disciplines that are more like training.
And we've been looking at them.
We're in a series on the Psalms looking at what are the spiritual disciplines
by which you grow into the person God's meant you to be. And there are some disciplines that are more along the lines
of training. They tell you things like scriptural. We've been talking about some
of the meditation and prayer, and we're going to be continuing to look at them.
But there are some disciplines, spiritual disciplines, that are defensive. That is, they are ways of treating problems and difficulties.
And tonight we're gonna look at one,
the Psalm 42 and 43,
a way of dealing with a condition that will come on you
if you are in any kind of spiritual pilgrimage at all.
And if you don't know how to deal with it,
it can be disastrous.
It's not, well, let me just tell you that this is,
there's a condition described here.
There is a set of causal factors,
and then finally, there are a set of cures.
There's a condition that is certain to come upon you.
There are causal factors and there's a set of cures.
And this, for you to become skilled at dealing with this condition
is absolutely critical if you're going to make spiritual progress.
So let's take a look at the condition.
What is the condition?
Well, verse one gives it in metaphorical form,
and then verse two explains the metaphor.
First of all, it says, as the deer pants for water brooks.
Now, just keep this in mind, deer aren't stupid.
They don't wait till they're dying of thirst
before they go look for water.
A panting deer is not just a thirsty deer.
A panting deer is a deer that's literally dying of thirst.
And therefore, a panting deer is a deer that has come dying of thirst. And therefore a panting deer is a deer that
has come down to the place, the river bed or the stream bed where it's used to in the
heat of the day assuaging its thirst through cool, clear streams of water and finds the
river bed dry. And you see the psalmist is saying, I'm like the deer and God is like the dry
river brook, the dry riverbed. And then verse 2 explains my soul thirst for God
for the living God. It's not that he doesn't believe in God anymore but the
psalmist can't sense God as a living God. The personal sense of dealing, a personal
sense that there's a God who's there that I'm dealing with and he's dealing
with me. The give and take, it's gone. Keep going on the verse.
When shall I come and appear before God? Which literally is, when shall I see the
face of God? And over and over and over again in verse 5, it says,
hope in God I will yet praise him for the help of his countenance.
He's lost the countenance of God. He's lost the face of God.
That doesn't mean he doesn't believe there's a God who is everywhere.
It means that he's lost his relational experience of God's presence.
He has no more taste, no more feel, no more sight, no more sound of God in his soul.
You know what we mean by that?
Thoughts about God that used to comfort him, sweeten, soften, strengthen him,
they don't resonate.
They don't strike. They're not striking. They don't do it anymore.
When he says, pardon me, the condition he's describing is he's lost the reality of God.
Not belief in God. He's lost the reality of God. He's lost the presence of God,
the sense of God's presence on his heart and in his soul.
He no longer feels like he's got hold on God.
He no longer has a sense that there's a God who's there who
he's in a personal relationship with.
He's experiencing, it's a spectrum here, he's experiencing
spiritual dryness, spiritual drought, spiritual darkness,
spiritual deadness.
Nothing resonates.
And what's important to see here is there are other Psalms in which the spiritual dryness and deadness
coexists with a sense of guilt.
There are numbers of Psalms, and we'll be looking at one of them in our series,
where the reason why the psalmist has lost God, lost God's, his presence,
and lost the sense of God's reality is because the psalmist has lost God, lost God's, his presence and lost the sense of God's reality
is because the psalmist has done something wrong and therefore the psalmist feels guilt and then
he has to confess his sin and he has to repent. But did you notice that's not happening here?
This psalmist, this speaker, this writer is experiencing deep dryness, a deep spiritual
drought, deep spiritual deadness and he's done nothing wrong.
It's come upon him.
Now this is very important.
I'm gonna, this is very important because Americans,
and therefore Americans who are Christians,
Americans, if something's wrong,
they wanna know who so they can sue them.
It's in other words, nothing should be wrong.
If something is wrong, there's somebody who I can sue.
And it's the same thing that happens
with Christians who are Americans.
When something goes wrong like this,
when I start to experience spiritual deadness
and drought and dryness, I must be,
I'm sure there's some button I'm not pushing.
I'm sure there's something on my Christian to-do list
I'm missing. And unfortunately, I'm not pushing. I'm sure there's something on my Christian to-do list I'm missing.
And unfortunately, we're very moralistic about this.
It's, I would say one of the reasons why it's tough
for Christians to admit to their Christian friends
just how deeply dry they are,
is because the Christian friends might say,
what, you don't have the reality of God in your life?
You're not experiencing his presence?
You're experiencing spiritual deadness?
Well, they say, have you prayed in faith?
Have you confessed all known sin?
Have you claimed the promises?
Have you rebuked the devil?
Have you pleaded the blood?
Have you thanked God for all your many blessings?
Surely there'd be nothing wrong
if you were doing your entire daily Christian to-do list.
Obviously, you're doing something wrong.
But this guy's not doing anything wrong.
And he's dying of thirst.
He's dying of spiritual thirst.
There is no confession in here.
There's no, I am sorry for my sins.
I hide them no longer.
I repent.
He doesn't say that. Because you see, and this is the point,
this condition will come upon you. This will happen to you.
And though, of course, spiritual dryness and deadness can happen
as a result of you doing something wrong, that you're violating your conscience,
of course, but the point, it can happen without that.
And therefore, it will happen to you.
Even if you're doing your daily Christian to-do list,
it will happen to you.
Now, the reason why you need to know that here is,
let me just real briefly point this out
to a few different groups of people that are probably here.
If you're a newer Christian, and one of the joys of Redeemer is that there's always so many people around that are new in the faith.
If you are a new or Christian, this is particularly a problem.
The first time you experience this, it can really, really freak you out.
First of all, nobody explains it to you.
Nobody tells you it's going to happen.
Secondly, now this is what I mean by culture.
I'm sorry if I'm going to be beating up on Americans.
After all, I like Americans, I am American,
I married American, I begat three Americans.
I have, you know, I'm sort of irrevocably American,
but I'm going to talk to you about some of the downsides
of our culture night here.
And automatically, because of the culture in which you were raised, you don't
expect this thing to happen unless you do something wrong.
You know, unless you are really violating one of the rules or something like that,
this shouldn't happen.
And when it does happen, you freak out.
And one of the big problems is that new Christians in particular,
on top of everything else, you start to doubt whether the whole thing,
you start to say maybe the whole thing was a dream.
You know, you haven't been with it long enough and there can be a real insecurity
on top of everything else.
So if you're a newer Christian, you better learn that this is coming
and you better learn how to deal with it.
That's what we're here to do tonight to help you with.
Secondly, all of us, whether we're new or not, all of us really have to be careful
about this because in general, when spiritual drought happens,
we do not treat it very well. You know, a lot of you busy New Yorkers,
you're really good at working out,
but as soon as a cold or a flu bug comes along, you can't miss work, you can't stop anything,
you can't miss any of your appointments. Next thing you know, you're in the hospital.
Because you're really good at, you know, in other words, you're really good at moving,
you're good at the positive physical disciplines, but you're not very good at the defensive
ones. This is true in this case too. Another stupid metaphor. Let me give you another stupid metaphor. You know if you're an outfielder,
it used to happen to me all the time. Actually when I did play baseball, I was an outfielder.
You know and you're really pulling for your team and next thing you know you see a ball sailing into the outfield,
they got a hit. And you know that we, and this is terrible, I used to get so demoralized,
oh no, they got a hit. And so and then then suddenly realized oh gosh the ball has just gone by me
And it would have been bad for it to be a single, but now it's a triple and that's how it is with spiritual dryness
It's it's bad when it happens, but by and large we boot the ball
It comes to us and it's bad enough, but because we don't act on it
We don't know how to deal with it. we don't react the way we're going to see here we should
be reacting, the singles turn into a triple, you know, instead of one run scoring, three
runs score on us and that sort of thing.
One more thing, there are probably people in this room who have been almost have been off the rails for
maybe years because you were a Christian, you understood yourself as a Christian, and
one of these times a spiritual dryness came and you couldn't see where it was coming
from.
You didn't do anything wrong, you didn't know what was going on, and in a sense you
misplayed the ball.
And you see at first this is not, you can see this here,
this is not a set of intellectual doubts.
In the beginning, it's not a set of intellectual doubts.
Notice he doesn't say, I don't believe in God.
He says, I can't feel him.
But if you don't do the right thing with it,
if you don't treat it properly, it will become,
God will become so unreal to you
It'll start to overtake everything including your beliefs including your your intellect
And I know I continually meet people that I think this is what's happened that years ago
They they can remember being Christians and they still don't know now what they are. They they can't completely jettison the Christian faith
They can't completely get rid of it. They have such deep and profound reservations about God, about the faith, about themselves. They're sort of in the twilight
zone. They're not sure whether they're Christians or not. Nobody is. I'm not. They can ask me
and say, am I a Christian? I don't know, I say. And usually it's because years ago this
happened and they never got themselves back on the rail. And what started out as a kind of subjective existential
alien, you know, sense of alienation from God became something much more,
something much more serious, something much more pervasive and sustained. So you need to know how
to deal with this condition because it will come. Now, secondly, what are some of the causal factors?
And I, I'm using the word causal factors carefully
because the things I'm about to tell you
don't have to automatically cause this condition.
But in this passage, as I've seen in life as a pastor,
they tend to go along, they tend to be associated
with this condition. Do you understand? I'm not trying to say if this happens, automatically this will happen, they tend to go along, they tend to be associated with
this condition.
Do you understand?
I'm not trying to say if this happens,
automatically this will happen, but in general,
these conditions, these causal factors tend to be associated
with the condition of spiritual dryness, spiritual drought,
spiritual darkness, and spiritual deadness.
Number one, a disruption of community.
Disruption of community.
Disruption of community. Notice verse four, I used to go with a multitude,
I went with them to the house of God
with a voice of joy and praise,
with a multitude that kept a pilgrim feast.
Then down a verse, two verses I mean,
my God, I will remember you from the land of the Jordan,
from the heights of Hermon, from the hill Mazar.
Now, we don't know why this happened,
but he used to be in the southern part of Judah.
He used to go to the temple,
he used to regularly be part of the temple worship,
be part of the feasting, be part of the joy and praise,
but now he's in the northern part,
he's away from the people of God,
he's away from the congregation,
away from the temple, away from the worship.
He's up in the north.
He's up on the mountain range,
of which Mount Hermon is the peak,
but it's a kind of long mountain range,
and he's in the north and he's away from all that.
We don't know why.
We don't know if he was captured,
we don't know if he was exiled,
we don't know if he moved there, we don't know why. We don't know if he was captured, we don't know if he was exiled, we don't know if he moved there,
we don't know why.
But here's the point.
There's individual Bible study,
and then there's corporate Bible study,
community Bible study.
There's individual prayer and contemplation,
and then there's corporate prayer and praise.
And they are not the same.
You need them both.
Again, for example, he longs for, he remembers fondly,
the Pilgrim Feast, for example.
What was the Pilgrim Feast?
The Pilgrim Feast is something very similar
to what we're doing tonight.
The feasts were times in which the people of God
corporately remembered the great and mighty acts of God
that he did in order to make them a people.
So for example, the Passover was maybe the prime,
but one of the feasts.
And what did you do at Passover?
The people came together.
It was, see, it talks about a pilgrim feast.
They came from all over the country,
and they came together and they read
the scriptural passages about the exodus
and about the great things that God did,
and they remembered how he made them a people
and how he saved them by bringing them out
under the blood of the lamb.
And then they recommit themselves
and they praise God together.
Now, you see, it's group Bible study,
it's group prayer and praise,
and Americans underestimate the importance
of communal spiritual disciplines.
Now here I am beating up again.
I told you this was gonna happen tonight,
but just as Americans tend to be moralistic,
that is they tend to say, well, if something's wrong,
I must be doing something wrong.
They're also individualistic.
Over and over and over again, surveys show that 80 to 90 percent of Americans say,
I can be a good Christian or a good Jew or a good Muslim,
I can be a spiritual person without going to a mosque, a synagogue or a church.
I can be a spiritual person without being part of another institution.
I can be a spiritual person, a very good spiritual person,
all by myself.
80 to 90%, year after year, say that.
And of course, that is totally antithetical to all of Islam,
all of Judaism, all of Christianity,
and I have to tell you the common sense too.
How do you know you're right? All by yourself.
How can you stay hot all by yourself?
How can you... This man doesn't underestimate it.
But I'll tell you this, we tend to, and as a result we fall into very often spiritual dryness because
We we want to come as individuals
We want to get our little fix we want to get our sermon or we want to get our
Our you know our music want to get our fix go home
Maybe talk to one or two friends. We really don't want to make ourselves accountable
We really don't want to become part of a regular community study a regular community prayer
Big community small community tight community. We don't want to do that. We're busy.
Or we're just private. You'll not get away with it.
And by the way, let me just say one other quick thing. You say, well,
I go to Redeemer and I'm very active and very busy. I want to tell you,
as a person who's been a Redeemer for a long time, in New York City,
this is probably true of most of the country, but especially in New York,
people are constantly coming and going,
coming and going, coming and going.
And if you're just here year after year after year,
you're gonna find that unless you are actively
reconstructing your community almost every two
or three years, you're suddenly going to be lonely
calling from Mount Mazar wondering where did everybody go?
You can fall into spiritual dryness because you lose your community.
They're gone.
They leave.
You have to reconstruct.
You have to work on the new friendships.
You have to work on building.
Who are you going to be accountable to?
Who are you going to be talking to about your spiritual walk?
Who are you going to be learning with?
Who are you going to be praying with?
Or else?
Number two, second causal factor is not just disruption of community,
but disillusionment at the events of life.
Disillusionment at the events of life.
Where is your God?
See verse three, the enemies of this chapter of this psalm are not like the enemies of many other psalms.
Many of the other psalms have enemies who are after the person's life,
after the author or the psalmist's life, trying to kill him.
In this case, you notice, the enemies are taunting him.
The enemies come along, he's living with them, so these aren't the same kinds of enemies.
They're taunting him and they're saying,
where is your God?
And it's going to his heart.
Because in verse nine, he asked the same question.
Verse nine, it says, I will say, why have you forgotten me?
Now what's that question mean?
Again, we don't know the specifics.
But what we know is very, very disappointing,
disillusioning events are happening.
So you don't ask that question, where is your God, unless things are happening that
don't fit in, don't fit in with the idea of a good, loving, holy, just, wise God.
See, what's the question, where is your God?
It goes like this.
If he's your God, if he really is for you,
if he's really the God you say he is,
why is this happening?
Why is this happening?
And it's not just a question from outside,
like in verse three and verse 10,
it's a question from inside.
Because the psalmist himself is saying,
why have you forgotten me?
And of course, this is a second very, very normal
causal factor involved with these times
of spiritual dryness.
Things go wrong and it's very hard to explain,
very hard to understand, they're inexplicable.
Like, you just committed yourself to Jesus
for the first time in your life
and the next two years of your life are the worst
that have ever happened, the worst your life has ever been.
More awful things have happened,
and you sit there and you say,
and you know, by the way, there's some people who say,
well, I committed my life to Christ
and everything fell apart.
Why did that happen?
Of course, one of the answers is,
imagine if your life had fallen apart
and you weren't committed to Christ.
But that's not how you think about it.
You say, why would God have allowed that?
And therefore it's the normal second causal factor.
So there's disruption of community, disillusionment with the events of life, and lastly, deprivation
physically.
This month we're excited to let you know about a brand new resource based on Tim Keller's
best love books.
Go Forward in Love, a year of daily readings from Timothy Keller, features a short passage
each day from one of Dr. Keller's books to use for daily reflection.
Each day's reading offers deep insight, biblical wisdom, and spiritual encouragement.
The passages are meant to lead you into worship, help you reflect on God's attributes, and
encourage you to live more missionally.
Go Forward in Love is our thanks when you give to Gospel in Life in November.
To receive your copy, just visit Gospelinlife.com slash give.
That's Gospelinlife.com slash give.
And thank you for your generosity, which helps us share the love of Christ with more people.
Look at verse 3.
Verse 3.
Most commentators miss this, but one commentator in particular who was a physician picked it
up.
Verse 3.
My tears have been my food day and night.
Ah, now think about this for a second. Notice what he's saying? and picked it up. Verse three, my tears have been my food day and night.
Ah, now think about this for a second.
Notice what he's saying?
My tears have been my food day and night.
First of all, he's saying, I'm not eating.
Tears is all I'm eating.
The only thing I eat is my tears.
So the first thing he's saying is I have no appetite.
He's stopped eating, he's lost his appetite,
a sign of clinical depression. But notice something else. He's not sleeping. Because he doesn't
just say my tears have been my food all day. My tears have been my food day and night.
I'm weeping all night. And you don't weep all night unless you're, if you're asleep.
So he's not eating and he's not drinking. Pardon me, and he's not sleeping. And what does that mean?
What it means is you're not gonna be able to deal
with the overall condition if you ignore the fact
that there's now a physical aspect to it.
It could be the disillusionment,
it could be the disruption,
it could be other things led him to this situation,
but now you're not gonna pull yourself out of it
because the physical, the tiredness and the lack of eating and sleeping is
aggravating the situation. David Martin Lloyd-Jones, who was a physician before
became a pastor, preached a very famous sermon on this text, on this passage,
years ago. And this is what he says about verse 3, which is interesting.
He says, does anyone hold the view that as long as you are a
Christian, it doesn't matter what the condition of your body
is, you'll soon be disillusioned if you believe that.
There are some in whose cases it's clear to me that the cause
of their depression is mainly physical.
On the other hand, people who are physically weak are more
prone to attacks of spiritual discouragement and depression. But if you recognize that the physical may be partly responsible for the spiritual condition and
make allowances for this, you'll be better able to deal with the spiritual issues.
Now this is extremely important. I'll just take a minute or two on this.
Dr. Lloyd-Jones is saying something very important, and by the way, even though he was British and he preached 50 years ago,
it's another, I have to say,
it tends to be another critique of American culture.
Because American culture is not just moralistic,
and it's not just individualistic,
it's, and now this isn't a very familiar word,
it's dualistic in that it pits the body
and the spirit against each other.
And American Christians tend to, when you look at spiritual discouragement Familiar word. It's dualistic in that it pits the body and the spirit against each other.
And American Christians tend to,
when you look at spiritual discouragement,
or somebody who says, I just don't feel God,
we have a tendency to ignore the physical,
but you shouldn't.
Lloyd-Jones says, if you don't see
that the physical is very often involved,
because you've got a physical aspect
as well as a spiritual aspect.
In the early 90s, I can't remember what year, maybe one or 92, I had about two months,
about eight weeks in which every single sermon was like, was agony because all during the
sermon, all during the sermon, all the way through, I would almost essentially hear a voice saying,
they're never going to believe you.
Just shut up.
Why would they believe you? That was a stupid point.
That was unclear.
Just accusation, accusation, all through the sermon for about eight weeks.
And, you know, at the time, the way I looked at it,
and Kathy and I talked a lot about this,
at the time we looked at it and we said,
well, I'm just not praying enough.
Now we look back and it's very obvious to see
I was just enormously overtired.
And see, the doctor points out that here in verse three,
you see that there's an, they're inextricably linked.
Let me summarize it like this. you see that they're inextricably linked.
Let me summarize it like this.
There are people who say, there's secular people
who say everything is basically physical.
So if you are discouraged or depressed one dimensionally,
it's physical, take your medicine.
Take medicine, it's physical.
There's another kind of person
who reduces everything to moral. People from traditional societies, in fact I'm afraid a lot of
Christians, they reduce everything to moral. If you're discouraged or you're depressed,
buck up. Pull yourself together. Keep a stiff upper lip. Stop sniffling. Okay? And
then there's a third kind of person who doesn't reduce everything to the
physical and doesn't reduce everything to the moral
But reduces everything to the psychological and emotional
So if you're discouraged or depressed
Well, we're gonna listen to you and accept you and listen to you and and support you and listen to you and accept you and listen
To you and support you but not listen
Will you listen?
Will you listen? The Bible says that you have an emotional aspect so you need friends, and you have a
physical aspect so you need rest and food and maybe medicine, but you also have a spiritual
aspect and you need truth.
And as a result, if you have a Christian worldview, if you have a Christian view of human nature,
you should be the least reductionistic, the most nuanced, the most multi-dimensional, the most balanced. You shouldn't say buck
up. You shouldn't just sit and listen or just yell and say buck up and just give
the truth or just you know give medicine. But you have to recognize that all of
these things are involved. All of them are involved. And as we look at the cures
here, which we're about to now, you will see an astounding balance that you won't see in any other approach
or any other worldview, an astounding balance of both listening to the emotions and at the
same time talking to the heart. Of both listening and figuring out motivation and being kind
and supporting, but at the same time being tough too. This is a fascinating balance here.
Now, what are the cures?
Four things that this person does, four things this speaker
does that you have got to do when this comes on you.
He pours out his soul, he analyzes his hopes,
he remembers the loving kindness of the grace of God, and he preaches sermons
to his heart. He pours out his soul, he analyzes his hopes, he remembers the grace of God,
and he learns how to preach to his own heart. Number one, pours out his soul. See, he says
that in verse four, therefore I pour out my soul.
But you know what he's doing?
That's the whole psalm.
Let me tell you what's ironic about this.
He says, I don't feel God.
He says, that's his problem, I don't feel God.
I get nothing out of worship, I get nothing out of prayer,
I get nothing out of Bible reading,
I just don't sense him there at all.
And what is he doing in Psalm 42 and 43?
It's an eloquent, theologically rich,
sustained, beautiful, reflective prayer and meditation.
In other words, and this is the first thing
you've got to do, if you don't get anything
out of worship in this period of time, in your dry time,
if you get nothing out of worship, don't miss it.
If you get nothing out of prayer, don't miss it.
If you get nothing out of Bible reading, don't miss it.
Pour out your soul.
You say, but I don't feel anything,
fine then talk about that.
If nothing else, talk to God about how you're getting
nothing out of it.
If nothing else, talk to God about how much you miss him.
If nothing else, talk to the absent God about his absence.
So the first thing is, do not ignore those
spiritual disciplines, in fact, be more disciplined
about them than you ever have been before. Okay? Number one, he pours out his soul. Number two, he analyzes
his hopes. Now, there's a refrain that comes up three times. And this refrain, this is
in some ways the theme that runs right through the passage. In verse five, in verse 11, and
then in verse five of 43, almost repetitious, not quite, I'll tell you about that in a second,
but it says, why are you cast down, oh my soul? Why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God.
Three times he does that. Why are you cast down and disquieted? Hope in God.
Now, this is a question about this question.
Is this a rhetorical question?
Why are you cast down on my soul?
There are some rhetorical questions
that are not after information, right?
If you say to somebody, why did you do that?
You're not asking for information.
What you're really saying is, that was stupid.
You're just saying that was stupid.
Why did you do that?
Is it a rhetorical question?
You're not asking for information.
You're saying, why were you so stupid, basically?
Is that what he's doing to here?
Is he saying, why are you cast down?
How stupid?
I don't think so.
The commentators that I like the most, the commentators that I respect the most, say
he's looking for information. He's actually asking himself, why did I get so downcast?
Now you say, well, wait a minute, I thought you said that though he's downcast,
it's not the result of sin, it's not the result of something he's done wrong.
Right. And yet, he's still doing some self-examination.
And what is he looking for? He's looking for his hopes.
He says, why am I so cast down?
It's because I've put my hope in some things
that are now letting me down.
Even though, as I said, spiritual dryness can come upon you
without you sinning to cause it.
However, spiritual dryness is a perfect time to examine your heart because
spiritual dryness reveals inordinate loves, false hopes. Perfect example of this is in Psalm 1,
pardon me, Psalm 3. Psalm 3 is about when David was on the run for his life because his favorite son,
the son that he loved the most, Absalom, had actually pulled off a coup d'etat,
was trying to take David's throne,
was now trying to hunt him down and kill him
so he could have the kingship.
And there were two things in David's life
that had been the source of his glory.
Now the word glory literally means weight.
It means significance.
It means something that makes you matter.
Weight. Weightiness.
And the two things that were David's glory were number one,
the love of his son and family.
And number two, the love and acclaim of his people.
And he lost both of them.
And yet right in the middle of Psalm 3, verse 3, it's a short
Psalm, he says this, but you, O Lord, are my shield, my glory,
and the lifter of my head.
Pretty famous verse, but do you see what he's saying?
You, O Lord, are my shield, my glory, and the lifter of my head." Pretty famous verse, but do you see what he's saying? You, O Lord, are my shield, my glory,
and the lifter of my head.
And what he's doing at that point is he says,
my son used to be my glory, my people used to be my glory,
I've lost them and it hurts me, but I'm not devastated
because what I am doing in this moment
is I am relocating my glory.
I'm relocating my glory.
I'm relocating my glory in you, your approval, your smile,
your love, your support.
I've got that, and if I've got that,
then I won't be devastated by the loss of anything else.
I will lift up my head.
Anyway, that's what's happening here.
Do you know that?
What he's saying is, I see that one of the reasons
I'm so downcast because of the events of the life that you know have made me wonder and
All the other things that have happened is I see there's certain things
I've been putting my hopes in again. We don't know what they are. He doesn't say what they are
Verse in Psalm 3 it's easier to discover what those things are
because in verse in Psalm 3, it's easier to discover what those things are because in Psalm 3 you have example
of David and Absalom and how he's lost his kingship and he's lost what his sons love.
Here you don't know what it is, but I can tell you this.
In times of dryness, that's when to look, what is it that you really hope in?
What is it that is your real significance?
What are the things that you really rest in?
Don't rest so much in them.
Relocate your hope.
Shift your hope.
And that's what he's doing.
It's very, very profound.
During times, do you know the difference between during times of spiritual discouragement and dryness?
He's not repenting.
He's not beating himself on the chest saying, oh, I must be doing things wrong, I guess I'm not praying enough,
I'm not reading my Bible enough, maybe I need to do this
and maybe I need to do more of this.
No, but what he is doing, he is doing, he is doing self-examination
at a profound level.
He sees things that he puts his hopes in which are not going to be able
to sustain his soul unless he hopes in God.
So he pours out his soul unless he hopes in God.
So he pours out his soul, he analyzes his hopes.
Thirdly, he remembers the loving kindness of God.
You notice how down here in verse five, verse six,
he says, my soul is cast down, therefore I will remember.
So he is very, very deliberately thinking about something,
remembering something, but he's not only
thinking about God in general.
Verse eight, the Lord will command his loving kindness
in the daytime and the night his song will be with me
a prayer to the God of my life.
The commentators say this, he is thinking about
God's loving kindness, which is the Hebrew word ksev,
which means covenant faithfulness, unmerited grace, unconditional love.
And he's thinking about his entire life.
He's thinking about the history of redemption, that's the Bible, and about
he's seeing grace of God in all of that.
He's thinking about his own personal history, all of his life, and he's seeing grace of God in all of that. He's thinking about his own personal history, all of his life, and he's thinking about the grace of God,
and he's turned it into a song.
You know why, by the way?
Because the heading of this,
though we didn't have it printed,
this is not a Psalm of David,
this is a song of one of the sons of Korah,
and 1 Corinthians, 1 Chronicles 6 tells us
the sons of Korah were professional musicians, verse Chronicles 6 tells us the sons of Korah were professional
musicians, full-time artists.
Notice this one happens to be a string instrumentalist because at the end he says, I'm going to
pick up my harp again someday.
And what he's doing is he is turning the grace of God into a song that he sings to
himself even at night.
Now lastly, he's remembering the grace of God,
he's reanalyzing his hopes, he's pouring out his soul,
and then he finally, this is the key in a way,
he takes all that and what does he do?
He has learned to preach to his heart.
Notice the three refrains are not prayers,
he's not talking to God,
he's not saying, why am I cast down, oh my God, nor is he talking to us, he's not talking to God. He's not saying, why am I cast down, oh my God?
Nor is he talking to us.
He's saying, why am I so cast down, oh my people?
But he's saying, why are you so cast down, oh my soul?
And Dr. Lloyd-Jones in his famous sermon says,
this is the key.
You'll never get out of spiritual dryness
unless you learn how to do this.
He's listened to his heart. He's poured his heart out.
He's analyzed his hopes. He's thought about the grace of God.
But at one point he stops listening to his heart and he starts talking to his heart.
Why are you cast out on my soul? Look at this.
Do you know how to do that?
In times of spiritual dryness and
discouragement every morning you wake up and your heart is talking. Oh my gosh, oh
my gosh, oh no, oh no, it's terrible, it's terrible, terrible. At some point you have
to grab your heart and say listen heart, shut up and listen. Do you know, do you
know when to do that? Do you see the balance here? This is not buck up, but
this is not just listen and listen and listen.
And I'm sorry to be so self-referential,
but I can't help it.
This guy has learned to preach.
Now I know something about this, and let me tell you,
it takes a lot of listening to be a good preacher.
If you want to preach to people in New York,
if you want to preach to people in Bombay,
you want to preach to people in London,
it doesn't matter, but wherever you go,
you can't just walk in and say, you want to preach to people in Bombay, you want to preach to people in London, it doesn't matter, but wherever you go, you can't just walk in
and say, I know what I'm doing.
You have to listen to them.
You have to live with them.
You have to find out what their hopes are, what their fears are, what their strengths
are, what their weaknesses are, so that you can build up their strengths and you can identify
your weakness, their weaknesses, but you have to do lots and lots of listening.
But at some point, you turn and you say, now listen.
And if you've done your listening well,
they'll do their listening well.
It's very hard to learn how to preach to a group of people.
If you have listened to your heart
so that you've found its false hopes,
you know you've really listen carefully.
At some point you have to turn around
and you have to learn how to preach
the grace of God to yourself.
You have to, just like I've had to learn
how to find illustrations that ring your bell,
you say, oh, I get it.
You have to learn illustrations that ring your heart's bell.
But at some point you have to learn,
do you know how to do this?
After you've listened and listened,
do you finally turn around and say,
now listen, self, just shut up and you listen to learn. Do you know how to do this? After you've listened to listen, do you finally turn around and say, now listen, self, just shut up and you listen to me.
You take yourself in hand, you say, why are you like this? You've forgotten this, you've forgotten
this, you've forgotten this. Do you know how to do that? That is an absolutely essential skill
and you have to. And what will the result be? What's fun is, notice
the realism of this Psalm. He doesn't say, hope in God I do now praise him. That would
be denial. Nor does he say, hope in God I'll never praise him. That would be despondency.
He says, hope in God I will praise him. And if you look carefully, you'll see a progression.
I don't have the time to trace it out,
but you'll see that bit by bit by bit,
he starts in the dumps, he moves himself up
because in verse five, he says,
hope in God for I shall yet praise him
for the help of his countenance,
which simply means all I want is to see him come back.
But by the time he gets to the very bottom,
it says, hope in God for I shall yet praise him
the help of my countenance, which is his way of saying,
I can feel him already beginning to lift up my face,
lift up my heart, lift up my spirits.
The results will happen slow, but they will happen.
Okay, last point.
I don't know how he preached to his heart
about the loving kindness of God, about the grace of God,
but we've got a resource he doesn't have.
I just told you it's very hard to learn how to preach
because you've gotta listen
so that people will listen to you.
If you listen to them well, they'll listen to you.
If you haven't listened to them well, then the things you say were just going to
bounce right off and they're going to say that was boring or stupid or offensive.
But let me tell you a way to preach the gospel to your heart with a kind of
vividness and effectiveness that he didn't have. The biggest problem during
times of dryness is you say,
I think God has finally given up on me. He's not there. Makes sense?
I'm an idiot. I've been a failure. I'm inadequate. He's abandoned me.
No, says the psalmist to the heart. I will yet praise him. He's a loving,
kind God. He's a gracious God. He will yet praise him. He's a loving kind God.
He's a gracious God.
He will not abandon you.
Well, how do I know?
Here's how you and I know.
Here's something you can use in your heart.
Read Psalm 42 to 43 and listen to the one
who really said, I thirst.
Who really said, I'm dying of thirst.
Read it and hear the one who said, my God, my God,
why have you forgotten me?
Read it and think of the one whose enemies taunted him,
where is your God?
Let's see if God will come and save him.
Don't you see, Jesus Christ really experienced
not just the loss of the feeling of God,
he lost God, even though he was trusting God.
He had the ultimate thirst, the ultimate cosmic thirst,
he was really forgotten by God.
He was really forsaken by God.
He really experienced the thirst of God.
Why?
So that in spite of your failures and inadequacy,
God will never give up on you.
God treated him and punished him
and gave him the things we deserve so we can receive
his commitment, his love unconditionally.
And that's what you have to say to yourself.
And if you say that to yourself,
if you preach Christ to yourself,
you'll get out of the trough and you'll be better for it.
You will have grown.
What's interesting is when you deal with spiritual dryness
properly, you don't just get back on track.
When you do get back on track, you find yourself having,
you get back far down the path, far further ahead,
far humbler, far happier, far stronger than you were before.
I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
but wholly lean on Jesus' name.
In Christ the solid rock I stand,
on Christ the solid rock I stand,
all other ground is sinking sand.
Let's pray.
Father, we ask that now in the Lord's Supper,
you would make it real to us what your Son did.
We pray, Lord, for those of us
who are spiritually dry
right now that this actual sacrament will be part
of the remedy.
We pray that you would help us, though, most of all,
to expect, recognize, analyze, and treat our own hearts
and the hearts of those around us so that we can grow
in grace in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus.
In his name we pray. Amen.
Thanks for listening to today's teaching. We hope you were encouraged by it and
that it gives you a deeper appreciation for God's grace and helps you apply His
Word to your life. You can find more resources from Tim Keller by subscribing to our quarterly journal at
GospelInLife.com.
When you subscribe, you'll receive free articles, sermons, devotionals, and other valuable resources.
We also invite you to stay connected with us on Facebook, Instagram, YouTube, and Twitter.
Today's sermon was preached in 2002.
The sermons and talks you hear on the Gospel in Life podcast were preached from 1989 to
2017, while Dr. Keller was senior pastor at Redeemer Presbyterian Church.