WAR MODE - Susquehanna Alchemy (Mike Wann) Pt.1

Episode Date: January 15, 2023

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All right, so real quick we'll introduce you. All right, so real quick, we'll introduce you. Michael Wan, absolute legend. Any other things about yourself you want to say before we get started? Or just where to find you, like right off the bat? I'm sorry, repeat that question I got. Just like right off the bat, where to find you and stuff so like we can get that out out of the way and then just start talking about whatever. Susquehanna Alchemy is the moniker I've always used. So I don't, I have not been putting out much content

over the past year. Most of the stuff which is out there, I think is still very valid. Or YouTube, Instagram has some stuff. But for those people who are interested, and we'll get into this a little bit later, into the work which I'm currently focusing my attention on, the best way is like email me. I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am. I am. I am. I am I am I am. I am. I am. I am. I am. I am. I am. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. I is is th. I is, which is, which is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is, I is the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the thi. I am thi. I am to to to ta. I'm currently focusing my attention on. The best way is like email.

Just email me. Like I am taking a purposeful approach where I am leaning away from technology. Technology is all about convenience. I don't necessarily think that convenience is the best thing for us as human beings. You just do. I'm with you. I just got a new phone, new number, no apps. Right. And the reason I say that is like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, thi, like, that, that, that, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, I'm thi, I am thi, I am thi, I thi, I thi, I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I am, I am, I am th. I am th. I am thi, I am thi, I am thi, I am thi, I am thi, I am thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. tha. I am thi. I am thi. I am thi. I am thi. I am thi I just got a new phone, new number, no apps. Right, right. And the reason I say that is like, like getting in toucest with me and finding

my information, I'll be the first admit it. It ain't convenient. Yeah. But that's okay. Or at least it's okay with the way I want to go and, and I understand the principle, so okay, yes, that's how we got that's that we that we that we that we that we got that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's. that's. that. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. that's. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th.the way. All right, then where we're going? I just want, I wanted you to meet him because, pretty basically like a professional astrologer, right? In a way? I mean, you could go, like I get paid, so if you want to define, you want to define professional that way. I almost like to refer to myself as an unastrologer. My approach is very paradoxical in the fact that, like, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, that, tho, tho, tho, that, tho, tho, thi, thi, that, that thi, thi, we thi, we thi, we thi, thi, thi, the the the the the the the the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, thio, thi, we we thi, we thi, we thi, we thi, we thi, we thi, we got, we got, we got, we got, we got, we got, we got, we got, thi, thi, thi, that, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, they thi, they they the thi, thi, the fact that, like, I know a lot about astrology. I've studied it.

But part of that is, and I'm going to use this language a lot, from my perspective, because I don't want to give the impression that I know everything. What I, what I will say very strongly is these are the conclusions I've reached and I can tell you how I've reached those conclusions. But if you ever hear me talk about like I know it all, like you should walk away or roll your eyes.

Just like when you hear that from someone else I would reckon, you know that's the way I think about it. So as it relates to astrology, where... Let me ask you to you like this. Like, so I've listened to you talk on different podcasts and things, and from listening to you, I've realized that, you know, we live here in this plane, whatever dimension or tier, or whatever you want to call it.

But then there might be other layers, like fabrics of, fabric of reality or like, etheric plane type shit where something will happen and it will affect all this, it will like ring through all the octaves of the universe or whatever you want of existence. Right, right. So like I never thought of that stuff before until I heard you talk about it. So I just wanted you to talk about that because I think that shit is like when something

happens or like there's a bunch of happenings, like something's going on, it could be happening in another dimension. Maybe call them dimensions. I don't know what you call. Right, right. So let's take a couple steps back. I think the, we need to begin to recognize, like, the, the limitations of language. We can only talk about stuff which we got words for. So it's when you realize, like the, it, it, it could could could could could could could could could could could could could could could could the, it, it, it, it, it, it, it, it could could could could could could could could could could the, like, it, it, it, it, it, it could be the, it, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's the, it's the, it's the, of language. We can only talk about stuff which we got words for. So it's when you realize, like,

there could be a whole bunch of stuff out there which we don't have a language to articulate it with. Like, that's a possibility. So when we use words like dimensions or what have you, like maybe those aren't exactly the best words for it, but we're trying to describe something that we may not have words for but we can witness that there's some weird stuff going on. So that being said, for me personally, I like to frame it up into like three easy ways.

Because I've read a whole bunch of stuff like we're talking about before, you asked me the question about like, will you ever, do you think you're ever going to know as much as Manly P. Hall? I'm like, I hope not. But I've read like a lot of this stuff, and I've read a lot of these really complex models of how it all works. And I think I could kind of wrap my mind around it, but that I'm also like I don't really know like it's a little bit confusing. So that being said I like to simplify things and I simplify things for one purpose. I think at the end of the day what really matters is the experience like being alive because I don't know what anything else is. I could

all just be imagination like you know you could be a computer program. I don't know. It's a mystery. But what we do know is we're here and we're having this experience. And what I am most, me personally, and most interested in is what are the working, how does this realm work? Like, you know, I can, and a lot of figuring out how this realm works is just like observation and seeing like cause and effect and then really paying attention to, you know, the controllers. Like we're in a controlled system and so the question becomes like, well, why, how did they get, maybe not how did they get control, but how do they keep the control, what are the

techniques? And that points to principles of where we're having the experience of being alive. So that being said, the simplistic model, which I like, the language I like to use, is we're going to begin with baseline reality. And what I call baseline reality is like the setting, the natural world, nature, all of that sort of stuff, but before we name it. So it's, this is a little bit paradoxical. I mentioned that before, like there's going to be a lot of paradox in my language, but by calling it the natural world, like immediately. Yeah, I'm fucking up. But it's okay, we need to do that in order to talk about, but it's, but it, but it, but it's the the the the the th. But it's the the the the the th. But it's the the the their their their their their their their their their their, their, their, their, their, their, their, thi, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, thia, thia, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, thi, thi, thi, thi.a, thi.a.a.a.a.Na.Na, thii.Na.Na, their, their, their, their, their, their, nature, nature, the natural world, like immediately we're outside of it. But it's okay, we need to do that in order to talk about, but it's a thing.

So like, like we can imagine, there's like this baseline reality, we're here, we're having our experience, blah, blah, blah. And then as soon as we start like, like with language, with language, with the words, with like culture and all that sort of stuff, we create, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, th, th, th, th, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. And, th. And, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th not the real reality, it's like real experiential. I'm with you still. Yeah. And then there are, and I don't think there's anything wrong with false reality. There are certain false realities which may be more in harmony with the baseline reality, but any, like, you know, the nature of how we experience consciousness now and our human, like talking and like living together and like community or what have you, all of it's kind of false, but recognizing like what is real, what is false and what is baseline.

And I'll give you one example of what I mean by that and then I'm going to add the third layer. So this thing which we call it the sun, right? You know, whether we call it the sun, the sun, the sun, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, the tha, tho, the tho, the tho, the tho, tho, tho, the thus, the thus, the thus, the the thus, the thus, thus, thus, the the, the, the, thus, the, thus, thus, thus, thus, thus, thus, thus, thus, thus, thus, thus, thus, th. And, th is, th is, th is, th is, th is, th is, th... And, th is, thus, thus, thus, thus, thus, thus, that, the that, the the the that, the the that, they, and, and, they, and, and, they, and, they, they, they. And, they. And, that, that, th we call the sun, right? You know, whether we call it the sun, whether we call it like, you know, Horace, whether we call it whatever, like whatever story, whatever false reality, which is given by a culture to explain what that glowing circle is, which like comes up and goes down,

and we can predict it, like, you know, whatever that is when we, that's going to happen whether we call it something or not. Right. Like, the difference between that and then being able to say, well, okay, that's the sun, and the sun is rising, and then it's setting and it's happening on a 24-hour cycle. That's the difference between, like, let's say, baseline reality and false reality. And the distinction between the the distinction between between between between between between the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the to be the to be to be the to be to be and to be and the to be and the the distinction between the two is not to say right or wrong, the distinction is to understand like where one ends and one begins. Because the human experience is all based upon false reality and the more you understand how false reality is created, experienced, and so forth, then the more power you have in your own life in terms of being alive in this realm and your aliveness link to the body. So we got all of that. So now here's the third layer.

Here's the third layer. And then we can ask. So the third layer is this. This is the easiest one. Okay, this is easy. I'm going to do a real smell. The thing is the greater mystery. And the greater mystery is like where where where where where where where where where where where where where where where where where where where where all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all all. the where where where where where where where all all all all all all. this. this is like. this is like. this is like. this is like. this is like. this is like. this is. this is like. this is like. This is like. This is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is. This is. This is. This is. This is. This is. This is. this. this. this. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the greater mystery, and the greater mystery is like where all this has taken place. I got no freaking idea or baseline. And I'm not try to solve it. Like, I think a lot of people are trying to solve it. I don't care about that because I'm like you. I'm like, I got my hands full, which is this.

Give me this next one. But with that as a model, the model, the model, to to to to, to, to, the model, to, the model, the model, thi, thi, I, I, I, I, I, the, I, thi, I, I, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, thi, the thi, the, the the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, I, I, the, I, I, I, I, I, I, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, give, giveto look at phenomena and be able to say, okay, this falls under the category of greater reality. And I'm not, you know, I recognize it's there. I'm not going to solve that. In fact, I don't think it's meant to be solved, at least from the human being experience, and I don't need to. What I am interested in is what it means to be human, and thethe nature of our experiential reality in this plane and recognizing like how it can be influenced and manipulated. So it's greater reality, false reality and the

the false reality, false reality, and the baseline reality exists within the greater reality, and the base line reality, which is a mystery. Right, right. Okay. So I would say the false reality. The false reality, the false reality. the the false reality. the the the the the the the the the reality, the reality, the reality, the reality, the reality, the the the the reality, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the the the the the the the the th, th, th, th is is is is the the th, th, the th, th, the th, the th, the th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. the their, their, their, their, their their their their ta, their their their the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the baseline reality exists within the greater reality, which is a mystery. Right, right. Okay. But we can know the baseline reality. Any questions? So it's almost like you're talking about going through like radio, like radio stations where like you've got the one, then you can hear both radio stations in between it.

So they're all kind of connected. it's you've got the radio, which is baseline reality. You've got what you're listening to, which is the false reality, because it could change. Like it doesn't matter. And then wherever it is that you're existing to like listen to the radio, that's the greater mystery. All right, that makes that. I follow you here. So the thing that, one of the crazy Bryant death. Okay. And like we we listen at right when it came out and then it was probably like every month after that like dude Michael Wan said

this. It's getting crazier and crazier every fucking month. It was like a kickoff from the greater reality that like filtered through the rest of it where I was like something was going on where I don't know just shit got all fucked up for a couple years. So, I like to think of, I like to think, if I were to actually give myself a title, I would give myself the title not as an astrologer, but as a storyteller. And I think the most, like, as a human being, the stories are the foundation of our experiences. Like, that's how we work. There's something about our inner world, which is made up of our stories. And we don't even realize their stories.

We don't think they're stories. Like, this is just how it is. How can this be a story? And what I do is, like I understand the nature of how stories work with consciousness. I know how to craft a story. I know how to tell a story. And what I'm most interested in, at the end of the day, and this should be true for everyone is my story. Like the most important thing is your story, like you're the main character. That's true for all of us. And so what I think I do very well and what I think people people people people the thi thi thi thi thi the thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to craft a to craft a to craft a to to craft a to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to to the the their their their their their their their the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the toa.a. toft. I think I do very well and what I think people find of interest and why

they like to listen is that I tell like Gonzo conspiracy research stories where I insert myself in the story or I show how my connection is within them, within the stories which I tell. What I've seen over and over again, I don't think this is unique to me. That's thi thi that's thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi that's thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi that's thi thi thi thi thi that's that's that's that's that's that's that that thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thin thi thin thi thin thin thin thi thin thin thin thi thin thi thi thi thi thi thin thi thi thi thi thi thi thi th, within the stories which I tell. What I've seen over and over again, I don't think this is unique to me, but I think that I'm doing this as a demonstration is something really, what we could call magical or unexplainable, which goes to the nature of reality, whether it's astrology or so forth, it comes to be true. to be true. Now, as to the why, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, the the the the the the the the the thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, so forth, it comes to be true. It comes to be true. Now as to the why, like you know, maybe we're up to some debate as to what the why is, and maybe we'll never know for certain, but that undoubtedly happens. And one of the most interesting experiences in my life has was kicked off

with that Kobe Bryant, with the Kobe Bryant story And maybe we could lean into that a little bit right now for the audience And I'll tell you guys because you're Philly boys and there's a Philly story at the end of the day Or at least it begins as a Philly story and It is through the hot for me at least it is the hindsight of like looking back at the trajectory when my conscious mind my awareness caught up to everything. to to to to to to to to to to to to to the?????? the? the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. the the the thi thi the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the. the. the. thea. tobybybybybybybybybybybybybybybybybybyby. te. te. te. the. the. the. the., it is the hindsight of like looking back at the trajectory when my conscious mind, my awareness caught up to everything like there, and I'm sharing this maybe for you and for like the listeners to be like, oh, okay, like, you know, let me try that within my own life because it's not like I'm doing anything magical or different,

I'm just able to articulate or maybe see something which then other people are going to be able to see that in their lives and we'll talk as a little bit later as to why I think that is valuable. So the Kobe Bryant, the Kobe Bryant story like I like basketball. I was grown up in this culture and you know I'm an athletic guy and I like to play sports. I like basketball. I know Kobe Bryant is. and it's never really a big I'm never a fan but I maybe I'm an old school family like Larry Bird like that. Yeah yeah yeah but but like I know who Kobe Brian is and I recognize his skill and and all of that but the thing which

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Yeah, he was good. There were a handful of other people who did that. I think Kevin Garnett, I think he did that. Maybe Joe Smith, right? I don't know, like I'm pulling these things out. But anyway, so that was on my radar. And then having, I didn't grow up in Pennsylvania, but I moved to Pennsylvania. I moved to Lancaster in the early 2000s and that's when a lot of the Susquehanna stuff

Actually, it was until later that the Susquehanna stuff came in but anyway So that's when I was I began doing all of that research and I was in Pennsylvania and I'm always very very interested in my immediate surroundings and I encourage that for everyone. It's like what you want to study?? to study th? want to study across the world like be aware of that and maybe study that but your real point of knowledge should be like... I mean you make me want to go to the Sesquahanna and go to High Point and see this stuff because I'm like sitting here just going like, whoa the queen came here this is nuts. Yeah well okay so that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that's the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the their the the the the the the the the the the the the the the thean. thean. thean. thean. thean.ean. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the So anyway, so I was aware of this story, you know, of what had happened in Lower Marion Township in the early 90s, that there was a friggin helicopter crash that happened over a, over an elementary school, and the helicopter rained down its pieces on the children who are playing on on the on the playground and the guy who was in

the helicopter was was a senator like I knew that happened and I and I knew enough from my conspiracy research I'm like that ain't normal was he a Heinz as well he was a Heinz he was he was a Heinz he's a John Heinz the third I don't know if he was a skull in bones I don't know if he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he he th he th he th he th he th he th he th he th th a Heinz. He was the Heinz. He was John Heinz the third. I don't know if he was a skull and bones, but his father was and his grandfather was. Odds are. So like, I don't know if he went, yes. the odds are.

He's at least connected. Definitely. I don't know any bonesmen. I mean at any given point I think there's like 150 living bonesmen. Maybe that number is even like too big because you can do the math. Dude I when we get into this kind of stuff I get freaked out I just looked into the nights of Malta there's only 500. There's 500 passports for Malta and like in the whole world. Huh. And they're on the UN security council. They have like like like like the the the their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their. their. their. their. their. their. their th. their 50. th. th. their 50. th. th. th. their. their. their. th. their. th. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. to. to. to. th. th. t. t. t. th. te. the. the. the. the. their. th. the. the. th. th. the whole world. Huh. And they're on the UN security, they have like a, they have a spot on the UN Security Council as like an overseer with the Vatican. All right, I want to go back to the Knights of Malta for personal reason.

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sort of death. Like you know, helicopter, any sort of airplane crash is going to be dramatic. And what I mean by that is this goes back to consciousness. Is the richer the imagery which we can put into someone's mind, like the deeper it goes in consciousness, and the deeper it goes in your individual consciousness, the stronger the story it is. And this is how, like, this is affecting reality. And then that affects reality.

So okay, so if you can picture in your mind like anything horrific, like 9-11 is a great example. The idea, like it was horrific enough, like they drilled in like, plane crash, plane crash, plane crash, that it could echo through layers of reality. It echoes through, but he, possibly time. Even before that, even before that, it is drilled, like what you're saying, I'm not denying that that is being accurate,

but I want to go and take a step back to something which is like undeniable which is when you show that on TV I don't know if you remember this like this is what happened on the first week after 9-11 third grade they showed it over and over and over and over and over again and then they stopped and so what happens is is like that's like hypnotic suggestions like on the deepest level because you're emotionally and it's like so visually strong so this gets into the psyche and then what they did that first couple weeks and then they stopped it because everyone remembers this is yeah I remember all the images of the jumpers.

Remember all the images of the jumpers. Then you go and you try a look nowadays, let me see the images of the jumpers. It's scrubbed but it's it exists in everyone's memory. So this is like how you get into consciousness. So that is a powerful, imaginatory thing. You're not going to forget that. The same thing with like a helicopter crash. So all this being said, so I knew that there was this helicopter crash which happened in Pennsylvania with like, which is a huge mental thing. Like people aren't going to forget that, particularly tied to children because there's nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing nothing that like like like that like that like that like thi th. their their thi, like, like, like, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thooom, thoom, thoom, thooooooo, thi, thoom, thoom. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, the. thi, thi, thi, thi, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. to children because there's nothing that like you know that's the whole sandy hook

thing is yeah when you link in the children like it's for the children like that goes deep like that is fundamental in us as human beings as adults is like we are to protect the children we just inherently kind of sense that and so when we add children into horrific, because we have a culture which is completely built upon death, at the same time, this is the gaslighting that you're like terrified of. The denial of death. Yes, yes, it's that paradox. It's all the paradox because it creates the tension and that's where the juices is in

the tension. So anyway. So that happens. We got John Hines, we got the skull and bones. When John Hines dies, his wife marries, remarries another skull and bonesman. John Kerry. Right? And John Hines, one month before, had been the congressional, he was on a congressional board, I think was called the Church Committee, the Church Committee may be M.K. Ultra, I'm getting, I may be getting confused in my memory bank, but what

he definitely was part of was the Congressional Committee which was looking into the Iran-Contra scandal, which was a skull and bones operation because it was run by George Bush, who was at the time, George Bush Sr., who was the head of, of, of the CIA. And so the point I'm th th th th I I I I I I I I I I I I I I I thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, I'm thi, I'm thi, thi, I thi, I thi, thi, thi, thi, but thi, but thi, but th. th. th. thi, th. th. th. th. th. th, th, th, th. But th. What th. What th. What th. What th. What th. th. th. th. thi, thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, I thi, thi, theeeeeeeee an thean. I thean. I thean. thean. What theanananananananananananananananananananananan, the, Sr., who was the head of the CIA. And so the point I'm trying to make is like there were so many like rich elements in that particular story. And I believe this took place in the early 90s, it was either 91 or 94, which was helicopter, hind, skull and bones, Iran, Contra, all of this and then like it just kind of disappeared Like I knew that I remember the first time I read about that probably in the in the 2000s like I was reading? There's something more going on and that went in Mike's memory bank right and like I've read so many different things like? Right and like I've read so many different things like that was something that stuck out so that when?????? the. there. There. There's. There's. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There. There's. There's. There's something. There's something. There's something. There's something. There's something. There's something. There's something. There's something. There's something. There's something. the. There's something. There's something. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. many different things like that was something that stuck out so that when

Kobe Bryant died, when like that was the biggest news of the day. This was January 27th, whatever year it was, was it 2020? It was right before I think. Yeah, it was 2020. It was 2020. Yeah, it was 2020. Yeah, it was 2020. So as soon as that happened, as soon as that happened, I knew Kobe Bryant because he was the best high school basketball player in the world. Like I knew that and I knew he was from Lower Marion Township. I knew that because I was interested in that. And I also knew that John Hines had a helicopter crash in this like skull and bone sort of like really kind of freaky way in lower Marion Township and then Kobe Bryant died in a helicopter crash and I'm like how the F are these not related? And how the F has my brain been waiting for that story? I had those two, I never link those two before,

but it was triangulated. So the point why I'm sharing with all this because that kicked off a whole bunch of things in Mike's personal story. Like as soon as I heard that I'm like, oh, this is a great story. I want to go in THC and tell this story. I was able to put that whole thing together. Like in three days had been waiting like there's a part of me that had been waiting for that and the Kobe Bryant story if you were to go back and listen to that nowadays at the end of mine and Greg's conversation we start talking about COVID because we recorded that mid-February. It was right at the start of it because I remember we did a podcast right after it and I was like yeah Bill doesn't think it's real. Yeah. It was

like straight out the back straight out the gate. And the question he and I had like when we go back to that or if if I were to go back and look at that conversation and when I go and I look at my own personal life in terms of like a gonzo conspiracy research project. We said, we're like, what is this a ritual for? What is this kicking off? And it was released, I believe that that episode was released in this first, the first week in March, and the following week was when COVID became a national emergency, when it was on the Ids of March when it became

to me which is a key marker. So like the hindsight the Hines you know part of the hindsight of that is like you know this like marking like before all of that the dominoes like we can go back and look and like we called that out we could somehow or another we're like this is a major ritual and it's going to mark something. We don't know what it is and then the coronavirus hit and then all is crazy. And everything has been freaky. So the question is like to go to loop this back which is like well, you know, how does this happen?

What begets what? different levels of reality, like I'm not really certain. But what I can say for certain is like, there is, I can see the touch points and the trajectory within my personal life, and I can see that there's a continuity, and there is a record, there's a public record. Like we went, we recorded this, we did that. And like, all that does is one thing. It's not about like, oh, Mike, Mike, Mike, thiiiiiiiiii, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, the the thi, thi, thi, thi, they, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I they. the, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the the, the the the, the, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi. thin, thoooo. toge. toge, toge, th. th. thi, thi, thi, they. the does is one thing. It's not about like, oh Mike is a predictor of the future No, not at all like I'm not saying that. I'm like there is more going on to the story of how we're living our lives and if we individually like if you as an individual and you as an individual

And we as a listener as we begin to go and see that that there is there something else that we could even manage, and it's fun of shit. It's fun of shit to see your own story and to tell your stories. Like this is the reason where I think at the end of the day it is so important is because when our stories become more magnetized within our own inner world, meaning like we understand ourselves in a literal way as like the main character in our movie, the movie, the false reality which they're trying to project you in, that becomes demagnetized and then we move out of it. That to me is what this is about, is this like breaking away from what that story, that movie, that culture, that false reality, which we were all born into, which is undeniably like it's going to collapse upon itself.

It is going into its own black hole of like data centers and QR codes and and cryptocurrency. Yeah. I'm just thinking like, so when you're, so you're basically just a storyteller, but you know where we are because you can watch the stars or whatever, and that's part of the grand reality. I would, okay, great question. Great, great question. So this is what I don't know what the hell the stars are. Well, I don't just imagine we're just Vikings on a boat in the ocean. Love it. You're the one dude that, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, great, I, th. I th. I th. So, I thi, I thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, th. So, th. So, thi, thi, thi, so, thi, thi, thi. So, thi. So, thi. So, thi. So, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. So, thi, thi, thi, just Vikings on a boat in the ocean. Love it. You're the one dude that's like, yo, I know where we are. At least I know where we are. Okay, so yes, so that's, so, if you're going to go and do your research, and all the research is are like different stories.

This is the truth of stories. Every single story can deconstruct. So there's no one, and this gets really hard for people because we want something solid. We want something friggin solid. Why do we want something solid? Because no one's ever told you what this is. And so because of that, the very beginning of the human experience is you don't have solid ground.

And we kind of want to get like a story, whether that story is going to be science whether that story is religion whether that story is metaphysics or anything or anything because it's like give me something solid but the truth so but so this is what I'm about to tell you is like this is hot at on the first level it appears difficult but it's really not. So there is the nature within the human being who wants to find solid ground and something solid because this is a mystery and they're like and they're like I need something. And they're like, we're looking for stories where we're like, okay this is it. I found the real thing. Like that's where you see like a lot of the scintiasm. It's like, I know that the religious stories are like. Like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, a a a the, a the, a the, a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a, a. th. And, a. And, a. And, a. And, a. And, th. And, th. And, like, like,that's all a bunch of BS and so give me the science because

That's gonna fall apart too. So every story falls apart and what I mean by that like it could be that the story Which you're believing is a lie like it could be absolute fallacy or on the more simplistic level is like if looked at everything? Everything can be looked at from another level another perspective and then it changes. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, so the nature of our reality is th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, the thi, thi, the the the the the the the the the the story, the story, the story. So, the story, the story. So, the story. So, the story, the story. So, thi, the story. So, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th. th. th. the story, thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. thi. tooooo. the story, the story, the story, the story, the story, the story, the story, the story story, the story, the story story,. Yeah, so the nature of our reality is this. We experience our lives based upon our stories and every story deconstructs. That's the solid ground. That's the solid ground. The solid ground is that it's mobile, that it's malleable. Okay, yeah, all right. That's, I was confused.

What's deconstruct means is whatever Yeah, no, I get it. Okay. I had a story when I was I remember being in my 20s and be like, I I could have told you what the story of my life was. And then at some point I was like, well, that's not fucking real. And like, basically it's like, I thought X, Y, Z. At thi. thi. the th. th. th. th. the th. th. their. th. th. their. their. their. their. th. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their story. the story. their. the story. the story. the story. the story. the story. the story. the story. the story. the story. the story. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I. I'm. t. I'm. t. t. I'm. t. t. t................ t... the. I. I now I'm like here's Michael Wan. He'll tell me it's cool. Like, oh, no, here, dude, here's where we are. You're good. You don't need a story. You're good. So, so this is it. So, so I want to go back to like the stars and the astrology in that. So this is the conclusion which I've reached. The conclusion is, I tho tho tholusion is I don don don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't, th, th, th, th, th, th, thi, thi, thi, thus, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, here, the, thu, thu, here, here, thu, th, thu, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here, here I do know that I see them. Yeah. And I do know that we could all agree what they are. So, and we can, there is a difference. Living in Philadelphia, we ignore this part of reality.

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agree upon is that the heavens, this is whatever they may be, whatever these stars may be, they are universally accessible. Everyone gets to see the moon. It doesn't matter where you are on Earth. I don't know what the Earth is. I don't know if it's flat, I don't know if it's round, I don't know if it's spherical, I don't know if it's all made for us to see. That's all made for us to see. That's all made for us to see. And it's like, dude, look, look, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, you, you, the, the, the, the, the, the, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, thu, thu, thu, thu, thu, thu, thu, thus, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. It, th. It's, th. th. th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th see and so that just becomes a point of reference.

And so there's a school of thought, like you've probably heard of Gnosticism right? Yes, dude. Oh man. So the Gnostic say the planets are evil. So if you were to go, like there's a lot of people like, oh I'm Nostic. So if you go down that path and I'm not saying it's right or wrong. I don't, I don't, I'm, I'm, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, th. th. th. thi, thi, thi, thi, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, I'm not, I'm not, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. there, there, there, there, there, there's, th. 't know nothing. So but what I do know is like if I were there's a lot within Gnosticism which like I'm like okay that makes sense I can lean into that I kind of like how that sounds. They're like oh yeah the arcons because this is where the word arcon comes from is from the n Sea Scrolls which were supposedly discovered in 1947. So it's like before 1947 none of this stuff existed. So like what you're telling me that this just came out of nowhere?

I'm not saying that's real or not. I'm just saying like we're basing, like we're so thirsty for solid grounds. So anyway, so this is where it comes from and they say the in the Gnostic texts, like, you know, the part of it is like one of the interpretations is it's all mushrooms. That's what the Nostic texts are like, you know, all you're going to do is take mushrooms and that's where you find Jesus. Or that's what's what they're about. Maybe that's true, maybe that's not. There's something with mushrooms without a doubt. thi. the, but the, but the, but the, but the the the the their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their theirmoom, their their theirms, theirms, theirms, theirms, their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their theirms, it is is theirms, it's theirms, theirms, theirms, theirms. theirms. theirms. theirms. theirms. theirms. their thuuuuu. thu. thu. thuoom, thuoom, thuoomeuoomems. thoomems. their their their their their their the controlling nature of the false reality of our culture, which is right now. If that is accurate, like you know, follow, then the question which I would ask myself if I'm being honest is like, well, if I'm following the astrology or like the planets,

am I following the Archons which the Gnostics are trying to warn me about? And if I start thinking that way, now, like, now I'm, the, the, the, the, the, the, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, th, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, like, like, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thu, the, the, th, th, th, the, th, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, thi, thi, thi, thi, thi, thru, thru.e, thru.e, thruuuu.e, thruu.e, are, thruu.e, thrace, thrace, the, the, the, I following the Archons which the Gnostics are trying to warn me about? And if I start thinking that way, now I'm fucked. Because you can't prove anything, it's like who's the boogie man? And like that's part of this paradox. Like you can't prove it. So all you can do is say, the one thing I do know for certain is the biggest thing we can all see I don't know what the the the biggest tho the biggest tho..... the biggest. th. the biggest. And I can't the biggest. th. I'm the th. I'm th. I'm the the one. It's. It's. It's. It's th. It's th. It's, th. It's, th. I'm thi. I'm thi. I'm, th. I'm, th. I'm, th. I'm, th. I'm, th. I'm, thi, I I'm, I'm, thi, thi, I's, th. I's, th. I's, th. I's, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. So, th. And, th. And, the the the the the the the the the the the thin, the thin, th the th th th th thin. I'm, the th th th th th thin. th th th theean. thi. thi. thee. I, I don't know what it is, and I can measure those rhythms, and I can become familiar with them. And that's like the strongest conclusion,

which Mike will come to, is like, this is the biggest thing we can all agree upon, and I'm going to continue to become familiar with them, and follow them, for the one reason is the biggestthe biggest real thing that we have. And if I can see, if I in my experience come up against something which is undeniable, which says like, yeah, that is bad for me or that does not serve me in this process of awakening, well, then I'll drop it like a hot potato.

But until that, like, I just know that's a possibility. So that being said, all that, like that was that was that was that was that was that was that was that was that was that was that was that was that was that was that was the that was the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the. the the the the the the the the the the the the the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. te. the, I just know that's a possibility. So that being said, all that, like, that was a caveat, like all the stories deconstruct. I'm not saying like, you know, like planets are great or planets are dangerous. I'm just saying that's the shit which we can follow, which is different in the sky. And we can see, but everyone on Earth can see the moon, can see the planets, so they know what they're looking for, but not everyone gets to see the Pacific,

not everyone gets to see Mount Killingero. It's like the real TV. So that being said, when you, I'm holding back. When we go and we look at those rhythms, which we're all underneath, at the very least, we can understand that sky clock for the sake of saying, like the movie inception, like that spinning top, I know where I am. I know where I am relative to that. And then that just gives-

You're gonna break me, dude, you're gonna. Now, now, and now, once I know where I to tell. thrown where I am, now I can't that. that. that.... I that. I that... I that. I that. I that. I that. I that. I that. I that. I that. I that. I that's, that's, that's, that's, that's, the the the that's, the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the thin. thin. thin. thin. thin. toda. toda.ooooooooooooooooooooooooomoomooomoom. the. that's the I'm kind, this is the most real I could know. And that's when it gets fun and that's when you begin looking at your life. If you look at each other's lives and we're like, guess what? This is actually kind of fun because when I tell you the story of this table and this house where we're sitting right now, your mind is going to blow. So I'm going to pause. to the their their their their their their their their their their their their their their their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their their their their their. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.. Yeah................................... the. the. the. the. t. t. t. t. t. the. t. t. t. t. t. t. th. t. t. th. t. t. the. the. the. the. the. the. the guys that make the TV that everyone knows, the culture creators and all that stuff, they're like, oh don't look at that, look at this, don't look at this. Don't look at this.

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I'm terrified, bro. Well, I think to say at one point we had no fear because we existed and understood the nature of reality where we as human beings our human beings our physical structure is different than everything else on this planet so to me that says that we should be able to have an existence different than everything else I don't think that they I think the fear thing is part of like... Damn you're a white pill. Yeah. That's that's a weird thing, like when I took mushrooms, like a lot of the stuff was like whatever, whoever's talking to you on it, like those dudes like, what the fuck are you afraid of? Yeah, like just you're here. Chil out. Yeah. It's crazy. Easier said, to thunne. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the stuff. the stuff. the stuff. the stuff. the stuff. the stuff. the stuff. the stuff. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Take a shower and wash my hair without opening my eyes thinking something's gonna break in my house

I mean so so to me To me what I mean Probably for the last 10 years and it goes in in in in various ways is to Decondition myself from my own fears. Are you afraid of death? That's the least thing. I've got no fear of that. I've got no fear of that. They're like, I mean, like, most of our fears are culturally induced.

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and I'm living in, I'm living in West Baltimore. And I'm living like in the... I've told this story many times. I'm like, I I I I I I've the story. I've the story. I've I've I've I've I've I've I've I've like I've like I've like I've like I've like I've like I've like I've like I've the story. I've the story. I've the story. I've their. I've their like like like like like like like I've lived liked. I've lived like liked. I've like I've like a their. I've like a their, I've like a their, I've liked. I've liked. I've liked. I've liked. I've liked. I've liked. I've liked. I've liked. I've liked. I've liked. I've like like like like like a the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. I've liked. I've the th. I've today. I've the today. I'm the the the th. I'm the the the th. I've th. I've the th. I've like like like like. I've like. I've told this story many times, I'm not going to get into the graphic detail, but I was living in a location which had very, very significant ties to my family history. It's where my mother lived, my grandmother lived like one mile away and all sorts of different stuff and it was like this beautiful house overlooking like this amazing park in West Baltimore, but at the same time there's like no heat and like and I was in the hood Like I was literally in the hood and I'm listening to gunshots every night Same person right here and at the at the same time. It's like you know never lock in the door. I had no windows. Never lock and like like being able to like like there was there was like this Paradox like can I hold the space the space the space the space the space the space the space the space the space the space the space the space the space. the space. the space. the space. I the space. I the space. I the space. I the space. I the space. I the space. I the the th. I th. I th. I the th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I was th. I was th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I th. I the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. I th. I th. I th. I was th. I was th. th. th. th. th. the the the the the the the the the the the the. the. the. the. the. th. th. lock. And like being able to like, like there was there was like this paradox.

Like can I hold the space of like, like you had to wear an armor. Like when you live, like this is the nature of how they constructed the hood. Yeah. Like the hood is punishment. Or like you know it's literally a prison for all the human beings that have to live in it. And what you need to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have to have the the their their their their their their their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. their. the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th. the the the the the the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. the. prison for all the human beings that have to live in it. And what you need to do is, you need to have a certain level of armor, or at least it appears to be that you need a certain level of armor just to exist, just to drive your freaking car because there's potholes everywhere. Like to get food, like there's no real food in everything, and all of that. So it's like, how do I like hold like that, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, to, to, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, to, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, to, to, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the, to, to, the I like hold like an art like that need to hold an armor at the same

time to like have absolutely no fear right and like that's the paradox and that was part of like my deconditioning. And then I moved directly from there to Southern Lancaster and I lived in the Amish hood. Like I literally lived in farms surrounded by Amish farms and that was a little bit more of... And I was from Lancaster County to begin with, but I was not in the agricultural Amish part of Lancaster County, so it was still a little bit new to me And I felt a whole lot more ostracized in the farm and I had a whole lot more freaky things and literally my life was more in danger Walking around like because I walked everywhere and I'm walking on this country roads and like there's not supposed to be walking And like the huge trucks are walk are just coming down the road and there's no There's no shoulder and like I like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th the th th th th th thus thus thus thus thus thus the the thus tho tho tho tho the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th th thus thus thus thus thus thus thus the the the the thou the the thou theeea thou thea thou theea thou the the the thou the the the thrucks are walking down the road and there's no, there's no shoulder and like I like squeeze it like I mean like, oh no like a like a physiological level like I mean if I wanted to like assess risk like to my physical health I had more assess more

risk at in in the Amish area but the point I'm trying to make is like this desensitization of like whatever could be fearful of whether that's cultural or whether that's like like th like th like th like th like th like th like th like that's like th like th like th like th like th like th like th like th like th like th like like like like like like like like like. like. like. Like. Like. Like. Like. Like. Like, like. Like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like like, like like like, like like like like like, like, like, like, like like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, a, like, a, a, a, a, like, a, a, like, a, like, like, like, like, a, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like, like this desensitization of like whatever could be fearful of whether that's cultural or whether that's like actually I'm afraid of like my physical death or what have you at the same time like not given a shit anymore. At the same time meeting people I would never be able to meet at the same time like being included into these small like normally very insulated groups which like I like culturally I should not be included in but like they open their doors to me like like like that that to me is part of like the this process of like of deconditioning of all of the stories and the fear is like you got to kind of like jump in head first and and and

deal with it. I still have fear of cold water. Like I can't jump in cold water like I want to like I'm looking at that that pond behind us and I know there are all these people like oh yeah let's jump on it like New Year's Day I'm gonna go like I love that idea. But like cold water scares. It's not happening. I wanted to. I know that's my level. So I'm not saying like I'm without fear. I'm just saying like I know where my lines are and I know like how I meet that. And I think that's part of like this process of understanding how this realm works of being alive, linked to a body, in baseline reality, living in a false reality,

and learning how to be in a false reality and not of that false reality. And I would say even more interesting, what I'm interested in, which I think is occurring right now, is the large-scale meta-paradigm shift of people like us and the listeners like us who are like beginning to poke holes through the stories which two generations ago no one could have

ever imagined would be true and we're moving away from that one false reality system as it's beginning to collapse upon itself through like the AI apocalypse. I mean they had such a good rap on everybody in like the 50s and 60s man. All they had to do is just say something on the news and everyone. They had it wrapped up man. Right. Like it was everyone. And now isn't there something going on where like we're entering the or leaving whatever age we're now into the age of Aquarius which is like knowledge and like truth coming to light. All right, so that's a really, really interesting question.

All right, we're going to deconstruct that. Can we deconstruct that? Right on. So, so I want to first go to what you're saying in the 1950s. So, to me, like, time really began in 1945, right? Like, I don't know, like, I know is like it's in a book. Yeah. Like maybe it happened like I don't know like but but it's the best I got I'll say that I'm not offering you another story I'm just saying like there's a huge blind spot so 1945 is where it gets really interesting for me. So that's when like post World War II

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So that all happens and the TV, like we look at it's like, that black and white TV, how did you like, how did grandma, like, they're, that, that, that, that, th........ they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, they, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we, we don't, we don't, we, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, we don't, th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th. th.'s interesting. Because it's constantly like getting it's like it's like an addiction so it's like you know how like when you when they're saying chasing the dragon you're always chasing that first high for whatever like your your substance of choices because you become acclimated to it so when the black and white TV first came out that was so nuts to consciousness at the time like yeah the time. Like yeah, that like completely mesmerized it. And where we are right now, it's got to be like what it is, like constant change of information. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And they're ramping it up. And they're constantly ramping it up. Because it has to stay ahead of the

consciousness to like pie piper bring you around. I just get weirded out there they're trying to get closer and closer to your eyes. Yeah. It's just a weird thing that I think of they for some reason they wear something like right over your head. Until you become one with it. Yeah. Like that's where it's going. It I was like, I'm not going to go along with that. I might, if that's reality, I'm gone now. So that is, that is a level of reality which is being laid out. Like, there has been, it has been laid out for over, for at least since 1945 that this is where it's going. Like, if you go and you look, I don't even know if it's still around. Do you know who Truthstream Media is?

Oh, yeah, I've seen it. I couldn't tell you who it is, but I've seen it on YouTube and stuff. So Truthstream Media, like, they put out, I mean, this was a documentary, this is like four or five years ago, and they did an excellent job in showing you you like what everyone was writing about and thii like with cybernetics in like the 1930s and 1920s and with what they were saying what technology was going to be. So you go and you look and what they're what they demonstrate through like you know the history is like where we are right now is not like an organic natural conclusion. This was planned where we are in 2020 with technology

was what they were like planning with the technology. So it's like, this is like, this is like, this is like, this is like, this is where it's this. This is this is where it's heading. When you say, this is false, today, thee. And it's like, like, hey man, this is where it's heading. Like, why are you fighting it? Like, it's awesome, dude. And it's like, like, you're- My buddy came over the house the other night,

and he started talking like this, and I get it like a crazy feeling in my stomach, and I feel like I'm going real fast, like I'm all mushrooms or something. the younger population is just going to be in tune with technology. If you watch a toddler play with an iPad, it's fucking crazy. So, okay, so I'm sorry. So, you know, you are so friggin spot on. And this is like what, and what you're saying is, is to me, the conclusion which I've reached as being this guy who's like seeing like in his own life like crazy things like just like unfolding like how the fuck did I say that then and then this happened and like saying

like okay I have a little bit of a touch of like how reality happens like so when I hear you say that you're spot on and if people are listening to this they've already the the consciousness of the individual who who is what you're describing how you can't fight this is this is where it's this is this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this this this is this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this this is this is this is this is this is this is this is this is th th th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is th is thi th is is is is is th is thi th is is the the the thi thi thi thi this is this is this is this is this is the the of the individual who is what you're describing, you can't fight this, this is where it's going, this is the internet of things, like, you know, they're in the box. They don't see it's in the box, they don't understand it. If you can see, sense, and understand that that is not the box you want to be in, like, you have, like there's something alive in you that sees like the bigger picture like or a bigger picture not the biggest picture but you can see what's happening like no I can see this is a trap and I'm not going to go into that. And then it becomes like a little bit more clear as to what's happening when I said before like

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The language which I use, which is like leaning away, like, I'm not going for the convenience. I'm like saying, okay, now you got to email me, just like you did in 2014. Like, yeah, right, right. Like, it's like, I can't jump out of technology right now. I recognize that, but I can begin to lean away from it and see what it is. That to me is becoming part of, of, like, the, what a new reality is. And I'm gonna get to the age of Aquarius in a moment. So now let's go to the point of the the generation of children who like look at an iPad and like you could give them a remote to like a TV and you've been trying to figure out how to do something and within like two minutes of four-year-old like figured it out and you're like what did you do?

And like I don't know, I put, and like, but they did it. Yeah, yeah. And it's because their neuropathways are different than yours and mine. So this is understanding the nature of our reality. Us as human beings, the way our brains work, the programming of our physical, of our, the, the, the, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, tha, the physical mechanism of our bodies, it's auto-diactic, which means it's self-learning, okay?

That is the nature of how we work. Our brains, and they call it like neuropathways or whatever, and it happens both emotionally, like the house you're raised in, the language which they speak, all of that, but it's also bigger than that. It's the technology, it's the overall zi-it-itiziziziziziziziz, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's thi, it's thi, it's the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the thi, it's the the the the thi, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the like the house you're raised in, the language which they speak, all of that, but it's also bigger than that. It's the technology, it's the overall zeitgeist of the time which you're born into. The brains naturally wire to that. And so by being born in this post-touchscreen smartphone world where everything is like all of that is all of the the technology is based upon an understanding of how the natural world works that's why technology is systems within systems which mirrors permaculture

which built on top like it's built upon a truth yeah which so it's like their brains are so wired with that. And so that's why they're able to do that naturally. Their brain naturally, like there was no training just like your first language, you don't need to be taught that, you become it. We do that with everything. So we've got this generation where their brains understand, their brains understand, integration and interconnection in a way previous generations have not. Because it is such a great training device, the smartphones and all of that.

So this is one story which I see unfolding as people begin to not lean into the AI Pied Piper like apocalypse and what that is is the you know the collapse of whatever and as we move out to something else and we can't think of what that something else is yet because if you're imagining what something else is chances are that imaginary story came from the very system that is trying to keep you it that's the paradox. I I'm tellion the I'm tel th is th is th th th th th thinging thing thing thing th, I'm the the the the the the the the the the the the that's that's that's that's that's that's that's that is that's that's that's that is that is that is that is that is that is that is that is that is that is is is that is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is is that is that is that is that is that is that's that's that's that's that's that's th is th is th is th is the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the the that I I I I the that's that's that's the the that's, chances are that imaginatory story came from the very system that is trying to keep you it. That's the paradox. I'm telling you, dude, I haven't been able to imagine the future.

So don't, you shouldn't, that's the thing. Don't imagine, like, know what you're not going into. Chill. But here's the beauty. That next generation, if that ability, their brain is already wired, is applied to something which is not technology. Right. They're still gonna have that capability. And they're going to be able to see and do things in a way which previous generations have not.

Like that is like, that's a good story. Yes. Oh, age of aquarious. Okay, so now we're going to go into the age of aquarius. All right. All right. All right. Okay. So, so, there are two levels to the story. So the first thing is there is a false or an inverted age of aquirious story which

is being laid out through technology. Okay? So we can look at Age of Aquarius in general archetypical terminology. And Age of Aquarius is going to be electric as expressed through lightning. That's why the symbol of Aquarius are those two lightning bolts. Oh, I thought they were waves. Except it's an air sign. They could be seen as waves, like water waves or what have you, but they're all, they're lightning bolts. And Uranus, because Uranus is, both Uranus and Saturn are said to be the

rulers of Aquarius. So it's, it's the, it's lightning boats, it's electric, it's fast. It's also said to be communal. It's about the group. And it's not hierarchial. It's it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, their, like lightning, their, their, their, their, like, like, like, their, their, like, like, their, like, like, their, their lightning-a.thea.thea.l.thea.l. their lightning-like, lightning-like, their lightning-like, lightning-like, their lightning-like, lightning-a-like, their lightning-the be communal. It's about the group. And it's not hierarchical. It's flat. So it's like the group. And it's like innovative, new ways of doing it. So those are general truths of the age of Aquarius. And those general truths can be expressed in infinite ways. And what we're seeing is the technology matches like those archetypes, but it's just being expressed in a way that's very anti-human. But it's still electric. It's still like, yeah, it's all one big group.

You're all in the same fucking data set. Yeah, right. There's a truth to that, but it's an inverted truth which is in disharmony with baseline reality. Why do I say it's in disharmony to baseline reality? So I'm going to do the most obvious answer to that. Data centers and the internet and all the technology, like it's made. And it's made by mining. And it's made by like going in and getting the raw materials, which like China's like going to Africa to go and get the rights.

Like all of that fucking bullshit. All of that, like move the people off the land and we're going to do this, we're going to create the factories and you got to sign the paperwork that if you commit suicide suicide, your your your their their their the suicide suicide suicide suicide suicide suicide suicide suicide suicide your the the the the the to be the to be to be to be the to be the to be their to be to be to be to be to be to be to be to be create the factories, and you gotta sign the paperwork that if you commit suicide, your family's gonna be responsible for like paying your funeral costs and like all of that fucking shit. Like that is what builds the internet. If you can't see that, that is in disharmony to both the natural world. Right, right, and then into like what it means to be human like that is the baseline of the technology like that should like doesn't matter if we do the greatest thing like we're

using the technology right now we're having a good conversation and hopefully if we do our job right we've inspired like a new a new story in someone's mind it's all good stuff right and we're doing it on the stuff you're shit on Mike yes I am I recognize that but this stuff needs to go away. Or at least we could reach a status at some point until we find something better. So anyway, so that's the inverted age of Aquarius is technology. They're saying innovation equals hardware technology. Like that is like the assumption. And so there's another, there are other expressions of this age of Aquarius where it's still about innovation.

So innovation just means a new way of doing it. Electric, like how we create electricity right now are power plants. We're literally mining electrons from the earth in the same way we mine all the other sort of stuff. And all sorts of like things that are kind of like not good, that are in aversion to the baseline reality occur when we create the electricity. But we can be electric other ways, like when you hear like all the Tesla stuff and like scalar waves and all of that, that's beyond my understanding. But like there are many, the point I'm trying to make is there are many other ways which age of Aquarius archetypes could theoretically be expressed, okay?

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