anything goes with emma chamberlain - talking about nothing for an hour

Episode Date: July 30, 2020

Anything really does go on this episode. Emma chats about everything from starting to surf, to taking a break from makeup, to why her jeans keep ripping. Plus, she answers a ton of questions like how much she’d let her future kids use the internet, all the bands and songs that would make up her life soundtrack (hint: there’s a lot), the things she loves most about her fans, and so much more. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

Hi guys, Harry. It's me. I'm a Chamberlain. This is anything goes. I hate calling myself by my full name. Emma Francis Chamberlain, that's me. I don't know what I'm talking about. Um, so I'm excited for today.

I just kind of want to sit down, catch you guys up and what's going on in my life. Not really have a specific topic, just kind of wing it. I feel like I've been giving so much advice recently that I think I might be out of advice for now. Like I literally think I ran out. Um, don't worry. I will once again refill my advice points and I will be able to give advice again, but I just kind of want to talk about random shit today So I hope you guys are ready for that. Who gives her down for that. Hope that's cool with y'all

um I kind of want to keep it light too because I literally had a panic attack last night The good thing about having a panic attack before bed though is that You can be super anxious. It's like eating at your brain and then you have a panic attack last night. The good thing about having a panic attack before bed though is that you can be super anxious, it's like eating at your brain and then you have a panic attack and then you go right to sleep and your anxiety is like kind of gone because you're so exhausted that your brain is like, I'm over it. I'm going to sleep. So that's kind of nice, but I feel a lot better today and I'm ready to just talk about random dumb shit.

For starters, I'm gonna tell a little story that is so incredibly stupid, but I'm going to tell it anyway. So basically, I'm obsessed with buying jeans. Like, I love jeans more than anything. And I like to collect almost. I feel like, okay, I've never been one to collect things. I used to collect socks that had funny things on them because I just liked socks.

Kind of got over that whole thing and then have since gotten rid of all those socks. Took up a lot of space and never wore any of them after I was like 15. So those are at Goodwill. But I think that my new thing that I collect now is vintage jeans. Vintage, you know what I'm talking about? You're real.

Yeah, I've been really into collecting vintage jeans. I don't know why. Well, I think it's because they're so comfortable and like I just can't stop getting them. Like every time I find a pair that's right, it's so lucky almost and it's so rare that like I have to get them but now that I've been collecting jeans like this

for so many years, I'm kind of, I don't have space for them, like it's bad. But yet, I had a few pairs, I think it was about five that were damaged in some way. So one pair had a fucked up zipper and then the other four pairs had a rip in the ass. Okay, so like right under the pocket in the ass, these rips would happen on accident.

I would sit down too fast, but rip. I know the butt rips are really trendy, or whatever, to have like rips in the butt of your jeans. Personally, I don't like that very much, unless it's like in a good spot, but like if it's right on my ass cheek, like not really my thing, so I ripped a bunch of jeans in the ass.

And I was like, you know what, I'm just gonna go get them fixed. Even though I have literally a hundred other pairs, I'm still gonna go get these fixed because I care about them and all of the pairs of denim that I have are like my babies. So I go and I get all five pairs of these jeans fixed. It was actually so, I couldn't believe how affordable.

It was like, to get like a whole butt rip fixed, it was like 20 bucks. I was like, that is so amazing. You could go and buy a new pair of jeans or you could just fix the ones you already have for $20. So that's a pretty, I mean, I guess that's kind of expensive, but I was kind of impressed. I was like, that's, you know, they put a lot of work into that for $20.

That's cool, but anyway. So got all my jeans fixed, come home with the jeans, put a pair on my favorite ones that ripped. And in an hour into wearing them, I rip the other side. So, I immediately bring them back to the tailor and I'm like, hey, so thank you for fixing one side of my ass cheek on these jeans. Well, now you need to fix the other side. Super sorry, I will see you in a week. Don't know what's up other side. Super sorry, I will see you in a week. Don't know what's up with that. Super upsetting. Vintage jeans are great, but they do be ripping in the ass

for no reason. And it's not like I have a big booty, so it's not like there's any reason for this to be happening to me. Like, I don't deserve this. So just thought I'd share. Yeah. Okay, another thing I'm gonna talk about because it just fucking happened to me right now

I just looked at my clock and it's 10 11 a.m I have been looking at the clock every day at 1 11 2 11 3 11 4 11 5 11 6 11 7 11 Every like time with 11 as the minute. I don't know what that means. Actually, should we read what it means together? Let's find out. Okay, so I'm going to look up what seeing the number 11 means.

I mean, obviously, I'm not super spiritual. I mean, I kind of am in my own way, but not really. I still like to look this shit up because it's like interesting to me. So let's read what seeing 11 a lot means. I also see it everywhere. Like it's not just on the clock. Like I see 11 all the time. It's kind of become my favorite number. And I know that everybody makes a wish at 11 11, but like I'm seeing 11 at every hour. Like every hour I'm seeing 11. And it kinda makes me weirdly feel safe.

Like I can't put a finger on it. It could be like just my brain has like a mental clock and I know to look at that time or something subconsciously. But either way there's something about it. It makes me feel like I have like a guardian angel or something. I don't know if that's crazy, but it's been happening for so many months and it makes me weirdly feel safe for some reason. So anyway, let's find out what

11 means. 11 is a message from the angels concerning your soul, mission, or greater life purpose. They are sending you inspiration and encouragement to develop your abilities in ways that will help all of humanity. Number 11 symbolizes the principles of spiritual enlightenment and awakening and is a reminder from our angels that we have come to this physical world from the realm of spirit. God, this is something. It's an extremely high vibration. Angel number 11 reveals that we have great powers of intuition, which make us highly empathetic Basically, it looks like my soul's larger purpose is within reach

I don't know what that means, but I'm excited to find out. I do kind of feel like I have been having an awakening recently though Like I'm not gonna lie. I I feel like the past a few months I've just learned so much about myself. Like, I've been revisiting things that have happened to me in the past. And like, coming to terms with them, I've been like forgiving people. Whether I say it to their face or not, I feel like I've been forgiving people behind their back or to their face for things. I feel like I have matured a lot in the past month.

I've learned a lot of lessons and I feel like for the first time in my life, I'm kind of like, you know what? I used to be scared of like growing up and like doing the things that you do when you grow up. For example, next steps in your life, like getting married, like fucking being 40. Like I don't know, those are like scary things that I think I was dreading for a long time. And I feel like recently I've kind of found that those things aren't that scary and they're actually really exciting. And you know, even though I'm not even close to being there yet, I'm 19 years old.

I feel like I've grown this appreciation for that. Like that's going to happen to me one day, hopefully. And like I'm excited for that. I also feel like I've become a lot more level-headed. I feel like I used to be really emotional. And I'm still emotional, for sure. But I think I've kind of settled down. I don't feel the need to be as loud all the time.

I don't feel the need to be talking all the time as much. I used to just talk constantly and be loud kind of and obnoxious at times. I feel like I'm just kind of over it. Like I just am not trying to prove anything to anybody anymore. I'm just kind of settled into myself. Do you know what I mean? So don't know what that means.

Don't know if that has something to do with the fact that I've been seeing the number 11. But those things kind of go hand in hand. So that's really interesting. I don't know what it all means. I just looked in the mirror. And my hair is, I honestly love being blonde. Y'all, I went blonde blonde recently and I fucking love it I like didn't think I was

gonna love it this much but I started using this like certain shampoo that like makes your blonde like more like like less orangey less yellowy and like more I don't know I don't know less brassy guess. And I like love my blonde hair. Oh my god, Emma liking something. That's crazy. But no, I really like it. So that's shocking. And I kind of want to be blonde for the rest of my life.

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Call or go to stateform.com for a quote today. So we'll keep you guys updated on that, moving on. So recently I went surfing for the first time. I was on a family trip and my dad super into surfing. So he was like, come surfing with me. So I was like, fashow. And I went two days in a row. The first day I went, I got up on the board

like maybe twice. Not really like, not, it wasn't great. I got really cold really fast because of the ocean in Northern California is like 57 degrees. And I was wearing a very thin wetsuit. So I was so cold. And the rest of my family had these thick wetsuits on. And I'm wearing this thin little wetsuit

And I could just feel the cold water like in my asshole like it was just awful and I got cold so fast and I had to get out Pretty quickly, but got up on the Board a few times. I don't know if this is gonna become a new thing for me I think I like the idea of surfing more than I actually like surfing itself. I like the idea of me being like, yeah, I'm gonna go out and hit the waves today and I cannot wait. The swell looks crazy and I'm just like,

I'm excited to get out there. Like I just wanna say shit like that. But, and I don't even know what I just said or if that makes sense. But I like the idea of it. I like the aesthetic of it. Like I like the vibe of all of it. But when it comes to actually surfing, like I don't know if I have the patience to learn. I don't know. Second day I went out.

I was having really bad anxiety the whole day. And then I got in the water. And I'm like the water was creeping up. It went from, you know, my toes to my knees to my stomach. And then to my like chest. And I was like, it was so cold that I started crying in the water. And I had a panic attack in the water because I was already really anxious. And so going out into the freezing cold ocean, while it's having bad anxiety, it was not a good combination. So I fully start crying. And I was having a panic attack in the water. And my dad was with me and he was like, what's going on? I was like, I'm literally having a good combination. So I fully start crying. And I was like having a panic attack in the water. And my dad was with me and he was like,

what's going on? I was like, I'm literally having a panic attack. And I was like trying to like swallow my tears but I couldn't stop crying. It was so bizarre. And I don't know, I don't know. It was weird. But then that day I was almost like,

once my panic attack was over, it was very short. I pushed it away. Then I actually caught even more waves because I was kinda like fuck this, I don't even care about anything. So I'm just gonna say yellow and just send it. So I did and then I got up more times and I did the day before so I was good.

Glad I didn't give up. Surfing is fun, I don't know, we'll see if I end up doing anything with it. Now that I'm like, I feel like my hair hair matches the vibe of surfing though, because I'm blonde. It looks like I like going to sun a lot, because my hair looks sun bleached in a way. So I feel like I fit the vibe right now, so it's like I might as well ride this wave. No pun intended, but I don't know. We'll see.

Another thing that's been interesting is that I haven't been wearing makeup recently. I had like this phase where like I didn't want to be around anybody without wearing makeup for like probably six months. Just because, I mean, honestly, it was because I was on Acutane and so and my acne was kind of bad.

And like, I was pale too, because when you're on Acutane, you can't go on the sun. And so, like, I was super self-conscious about how, like, sickly I almost looked, because I was so pale. And, yeah, I was just like embarrassing to me for some reason. Yeah, I was really pale. My acne was kind of bad. So I was just also, for some reason, when I was on Acutane, my face would get super red

in swollen. For some reason, I don't know why, but it would just get really puffy and I would get hot flashes almost. Like I was literally going through my nipause and so I just felt better with makeup on, but now I'm off-acutane. I'm like probably a month off of it.

I've been tanning because I'm finally allowed to tan again. And my skin is good. I do have a zit right now, actually. My first zit since I'm off-acutane, but I don't even care. I'm like, I'm not gonna wear makeup anymore. I just like, not wearing makeup makes me feel so much more free in a way.

I feel like, I don't have to worry about rubbing my eyes. I don't have to worry about it falling down my face. I don't have to worry about breaking out from the products I'm using. It's just like, nice to just have a clean face, you know? And like, and just let my skin breathe. And I feel like my skin looks so much better from it. So it's kind of a win-win,

but it took me a long time to get to this point where I'm just like, fuck this, I don't wanna wear makeup. It's scary to not wear makeup like in front of certain people. Like there's certain people where you're like, oh, it's fine. But like if you say, like say if you have a crush on a guy

and you're going to hang out with them, of course you're gonna fucking wear makeup. I mean, not of course, but at least that's how my brain was. I was like, of course I'm nowhere makeup, I'm not gonna not wear makeup. But now I'm like, fuck that. Like I'm just gonna not wear makeup at all ever.

Kinda go back to my roots. I used to do that on my YouTube channel when I really bad acne. I just was like, fuck this, I'm not gonna not wear makeup at all ever. Kinda go back to my roots. I used to do that on my YouTube channel when I really bad acne. I just was like, fuck this, I'm not gonna wear makeup because I don't like how it feels on my face. And if people think I look less good without makeup on, then that's their fucking problem. So, that is that.

But it feels really good. And I challenge you guys to take a makeup break. You know, it's good for your skin, it's good for your mind. I think it also helps you. It makes you feel more confident sometimes in like in the way that your face looks when it's with makeup. Okay, wait, I'll explain this. I feel like if I stop wearing makeup for a while, then when I start wearing it again,

I have a new appreciation for the way that makeup accentuates my features. You know what I mean? Whereas when I'm wearing makeup every day, I just start to get used to it and then I start to knit pick it. And I'm like, oh, my foundation doesn't lay very well on my face, I look bad or whatever.

But if I take a break from wearing makeup, even if I'm just inside all week, and then I start wearing makeup again, I'm like, wow, it's really cool how it accentuates my features. It's more of a positive experience. Do you know what I'm saying? So take a makeup break, see what happens, period. Also, I feel like being able to go outside in tan

for me has been really nice because it just get some vitamin D in and, you know, it feels good to have a tan. It makes me look healthier. Like I look healthier when I'm not just like, when I don't have like a fucking vampire that sits inside. So I'm trying to tan, although I know tanning is like,

not good for you, but I literally can't stop. I do hate it though. Like the process of tanning is so irritating. Like who the fuck wants to just like lay outside and be sweaty for 30 minutes? I do 15 minutes on each side. Usually, because the UV index is insane in LA, which is basically how strong the sun is. So like if I lay out for longer than that, I will, it's not healthy. So I do 15 minutes on each side.

Been growing a nice healthy tan. It's been great. Got nice orange nails to match my tan until one of my nails broke. And now all the nails, the lawns are closed in LA. So I don't know what to do and I'm scared. My thumb looks like it went into blender. Like it looks terrible.

But there's nothing I can do about it. And I can't fix acrylics on my own. And I might do a road trip somewhere to get my nails done. No joke. I might drive a few hours away to, oh, Frankie, don't do that. I might literally drive to San Francisco to get my nails done and then come back. Like it's kind of tempting because they love having my nails done. But anyway, whatever. Last thing I'm going to talk about is jewelry. Because I've been obsessed with jewelry recently, I am going to look at what I have going on right now.

I've, I'm obsessed with getting piercings for one. Obsessed. Like I love piercings. Love getting my ear all pierced up. Although they always get infected and close up, but I think that this time, like the last time I got my ears pierced, my body reacted properly.

So now, I think that these ones might be here to stay. But here's what I've been into recently, mixing gold and silver. Okay, I had this phase where I was like only silver, jewelry, period, nothing else. But now I'm gold and silver. It's kind of everything. Like I've been wearing this gold chain necklace

within a little silver lock necklace. And then I have a bunch of different gold and silver hoops in my ears and it's just so fucking fun. Jewelry's really fun and it took me so long to figure it out. Like, it's one of the best accessories, I think. And I'm obsessed with it, but it is hard to find good jewelry places. So if you guys have any, let me know.

Preferably ones that aren't that are decent quality because I do get infections in my ears. When it comes to necklaces and shit shit I don't care where it's from but like with earrings they have to be real metal Or else I get an infection so shout out to my body for literally rejecting everything fun because there's so many cute fun earrings That I love so much, but that I can't wear because they'll give me an ear infection so and make my ears drip with pus

So yeah, you know, I also speaking of piercings I made up my I made a decision that I'm never getting a tattoo. I don't think it matches my personality I don't I I love tattoos on other people. I think it's like so fucking cool and I I Love it. I love seeing people's tattoos. I think it's like so fucking cool and I love it. I love seeing people's tattoos. I think it's like a very, it can be a very attractive thing as well. I really, like, it just is like cool when people have tattoos.

I like it, but not for me. I, not for me. I was talking to my dad and I was like, I don't think I can ever get a tattoo and he was like, I can't picture you with one. I can't. So that's that. I know I was gonna get big, big tattoo. I can ever get a tattoo. And he was like, I can't picture you with one. I can't. So that's that. I know I was going to get Biggie Big tattoo.

And I know I talked about that. Biggie Biggs, my stuff, Danimals, a kid. But I think that's canceled. And I think I'm never going to get a tattoo. I'm very indecisive in my mind. Change is about things very quickly. So I don't think it's a good idea anyway. I'm done talking about me.

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anything when you shop better hydration today using promo code anything at liquidiv.com. Okay, I found a few questions. Let's get into it. Sir, somebody said, I'm really interested about your opinion on this. How much freedom with the internet will you give your kids? When do you think you'll give them a phone and how will you enforce their privileges? How would you help them stay away from the bad parts of the internet? Honestly, I'm going to keep my child off the internet

for as long as possible to start. Like, I mean, I'm not gonna, like it's one of those things that I'm not going to hand my child. If that makes sense, like I mean I'm not gonna like it's one of those things that I'm not going to hand my child. If that makes sense like I'm gonna I don't think I'm going to give like put YouTube in front of my kids face when they're young. Like I don't think I'm going to make my child an Instagram when they're fucking first born. I know people do that. They like make their baby an Instagram when their baby's like, I'm gonna keep my child off the internet

until their like mom, I really want a phone and like mom, everybody at school is Instagram. Like, I'm gonna keep them almost in the dark about all of it until it's like not avoidable anymore, if that makes sense. I want my kid to have as normal of a childhood as possible, which is another reason why I don't want to raise my kid in LA because I feel like here,

it's like everybody's kind of a few steps ahead. I'm gonna keep my kid off of it for as long as possible, but then at a certain point, it's inevitable. They're gonna be like, hey, I want an Instagram, and that's when I'm gonna give them a huge talk about everything. I'm gonna be like, okay, here's the rules.

Everything on the internet is permanent. The internet is not real life. Never be mean to people on the internet. Don't talk to strangers on the internet. Get them the whole fucking rundown. But I'm also not going to be the type of parent that's like, you're only allowed to go on your phone for 15 minutes a day. Because at the same time, you have to give your child freedom.

And we do live in a world where our phones are very important. And so I'm not going to let my kid learn for themselves, but I'm also going to make sure that I'm consistently planning seeds about how toxic it can be and how you need to be careful about X, Y, and Z. So it's like a balance. I'm not gonna, I'm gonna keep them away from it for as long as possible, but at the same time,

once they get on their phones and they start to do the whole thing, you know, what can I do? But I'm definitely gonna keep my child off the internet. I don't know what I'm even gonna be doing when I'm an adult with my life, but I know for a fact that I'm gonna keep my kid off the internet. At least, I'm not gonna post a photo of my child. I just can't. Because I have seen the way that it, like, if my kid isn't okay with it, then it's not

gonna, I need them to tell me, Mom, I want to be on the internet. Like, I like this, like I wanna be in your video or, you know, whatever, and I'll consider it, but even then, like, no, I don't know. I think the internet's so awful, but also like so amazing, but also like so awful, and it can be so scary, especially for somebody who's developing, like the effects that it has on kids and their self-esteem

is so terrible and like the things that it can cause. I mean, you know, I struggled with so many different mental things because of the internet and I want my kid to grow up without that, if possible. I don't know if it's possible, but I'm gonna do my absolute best to protect them from it. But also, hopefully show them how the internet can be fun, and hopefully help them have a healthy relationship with it. When it comes to enforcing kids' privileges, I have never been a believer in like being overly controlling of your child. I feel like

if my kid wants to spend all day on their phone, they're gonna figure out on their own that that doesn't make them feel very good. And I'll be there to be like, hey, you're feeling a little bit down in the dumps. That's, this is why it's cause you were on your phone all day, but that's up to you. You know what I mean?

If you'd rather go get no shinn or something with me instead, let's go do that. But if you want to be on your phone all day, that's up to you. You know what I mean? If it starts to get out of control, then whatever. But I also think that it's very normal. So it's about giving your kids the option. You know, you can be on your phone if you want, or you can come live in the real world with me and we can go do something fun

You know what I mean? And I think Spending time with your child as well Will help prevent that if you like give your kids things to do put them into sports You know get them started on some hobbies Take them to the beach take them to go get food like do things like that so that They don't have as much of a reason to sit on their phone all day. I don't know.

The best thing you can do is just tell your child the truth of the matter in a way that's respectful of them. Like if you approach your kid like, hey, you know, I want you to do what makes you happy and do it. I want you to feel like you have freedom, but at the same time I need to tell you the dangers of the situation in a way that makes them feel supported, but not like they're in trouble. I think that they're actually going to listen.

I don't know. We'll see. I won't probably have a kid for another, what, 10 years. So we have some time to think about that more. Somebody asked, what's my wider family's opinion on my career? I think in the beginning, my parents were in it with me, so that's kind of different. But like my entire family, I think they were kind of like, what is going on? And I think it was really confusing in the beginning for everybody, but I think now everybody has been on the internet for three years.

So I think everybody's kind of used to it now, understands the whole thing, and they're really supportive, and I'm really grateful for that. But I think it took some time for everybody to understand like what I'm doing and why I'm doing it, and that this is like a serious thing, and it's kind of not just like a little joky thing that I'm, you know what I mean?

Like, I don't think people realize how serious it was. Like I don't think my family necessarily realized how serious it was until I like moved out and all of that and we've had a lot of conversations about it and they've asked a lot of questions and now I think we're all on the same page and they kind of see it for what it is, which is awesome. But I don't also expect people who aren't in it to understand it.

Like it's a very weird thing and it's also a very new thing. You know what I mean? This didn't exist 20 years ago. So like we're all kind of learning about this whole thing together and yeah, but they're into it. They support me and I think that they're proud of me and I'm really grateful for that. Next, are you going to live in LA for the rest of your life? No, I've made my decision now.

Recently, I've decided no. I used to say yes, but I literally hate it here right now for some reason. I can't put a finger on it, but I don't like it right now. I'm kind of pissed off with LA at the moment. I want to raise my kid somewhere else, maybe give my kid some seasons, maybe raise my kid in California, but like, just not in LA.

LA is an awful toxic place. It also is very amazing, and there's very many amazing opportunities, and there's some amazing people here as well as Shetty, but there's also some really amazing people here that I wouldn't have met if I never lived here that I think have changed my life And like I would never trade that for the world, but at the same time I Don't live here forever like I want my friends and like whoever I'm married to move somewhere else One more like 30 or something. I don't know where that location is gonna be

but Definitely not fucking here The other weekend I was in this little beach town in Northern California and I was like this is so amazing. It's so chill here There's not a lot to do but then again when you're next to the beach you can just go to the beach every day, I guess I Was like this is like perfect like this would be a perfect place for as a kid maybe too boring. I don't know but like a Little beach town somewhere. I feel like would be very amazing and That's kind of my life goal. I'm kind of excited for that part of my life because I'm kind of sick of being like in this constant go go go state of being in LA and like I don't know and it's just kind of scary here. I don't know. I'm ready to get out of it eventually.

Somebody said are there any other types of media you want to venture in like reality shows acting? Honestly, no, I'm really happy with Chamberlain Coffee and YouTube and Podcasts and you know social media in general which everybody does so that's not really like Whatever but I'm really happy with it. I don't have like a passion for acting. I Don't really have an interest in being in a reality show like I don don't feel the need to like, I think a lot of people want to keep adding more things to their list of things that they do or whatever. And that's great, but like I think that sometimes they can force it and I don't ever want to force anything. I, if I wanted to be an actor, I would be an actor. I wouldn't have became a YouTuber.

I want to be a YouTuber. I like being myself on camera, which is why being an actor would just not work for me. I think I'd cringe too much. Actors really do hard work because that shit's so mentally confusing and I have some friends that act and I just like, it just doesn't appeal to me, like, whatever. And I can't sing, so definitely won't be going into music. And, but I love listening to it, so that's perfect. Yeah, for now, I'm just, I love working on Chairman Lincolffy. I love making YouTube videos, and I love making podcasts.

So I'm just gonna stick to that, and we'll see where that takes me. I think I'm more interested in, like, instead of going, like, doing more things where, I think I'm more interested in like, instead of going, like doing more things where like I'm the personality in it, I really like the idea of like, having a business and learning about that because I'm passionate about that. And it's a confusing process,

but that's something that I'm more interested in than say becoming an actor or something. Moving on. Is there something you look back on in regret doing? You know, I've been struggling with this recently because I'm always somebody that believed to like live with no regret. Like I believe that you can't regret things. I mean, obviously if you do something like really bad, like I don't know. Even if you like commit a crime,

like let's say you like steal from a store and you go to jail or something. Obviously certain crimes is different, but like I'm talking about something that's, didn't necessarily harm anyone. When it comes to the other stuff, that's a whole other conversation. But let's say you do something really not good, right?

Like steel or you cheat on somebody. I've never done that. But I'm just giving examples, things like that. The thing is, I feel like the way that people should look at mistakes is not in a way of regret, but in a way of regret, but in a way of wanting to learn and grow from it. You know what I mean? I do have regrets for sure.

There's things that I regret, but at the same time, I wouldn't be me without those things. And every single one of the things that I quote unquote regret, I've learned so much from. I do my absolute best every single day to turn my feeling of regret and do a feeling of inspiration to be a better person and to do the right thing and to take care of myself and to take care of others and to treat people right. Like I use it as inspiration for that. And I also appreciate the lessons that those regrets have taught me. And so I think that if you look at it like that, having regrets is actually a really positive thing and it can help you become a better person, whereas just sitting there and regretting

something doesn't get you anywhere. But using it as a way to grow and learn about something is great. I've had regrets where they've taught me something that there's no way I would have learned otherwise and I'm so grateful for that lesson. But the problem is you have to make the mistake to learn that lesson sometimes. That's what shitty about life, but if you live in regret, you won't ever be able to move past it. But if you accept that you've done what you've done and you take the steps to be a better person

and do better and not do that same thing again, then that's actually a really amazing thing. Somebody asked favorite thing about my fan base. I mean, there's so many things. I think mainly just the like, I feel like we all have like the same sense of humor and like think the same things are funny. And I think it's really cool how you guys make me laugh. Like a lot, like you guys will comment shit that's so fucking funny to me or you'll tweet shit at me that's super funny or whatever and it's like I love that.

I love that you guys get my sense of humor and like know how to make me laugh. Like sometimes, you know, if I'm in, if I'm kind of bummed out, I'll be on Twitter and you know, somebody will like tweet me something that's really funny. And like that makes my day, you know what I mean? And I love that and I love that you guys get me like that. So definitely that, but also just, you know, the support and, you know,

the understanding that you have you guys have for me is really special. And I just appreciate the support and like the, and the love that you guys give me that I feel like is so special. Somebody said, what would be the perfect soundtrack for a movie of your life? Definitely this charming man by the the smiths would be in it. Definitely we're going to be friends by black, is it black stripes? White stripes? That's embarrassing. The white stripes. It's in the Napoleon Dynamite movie and that song will forever be in my head. Also what you know by two doors to my club would be in there. Definitely such great heights by the Postal Service.

Definitely a lack of color by Death Calf or QT. West Coast by Coconut Records. Dare by Gorillas for sure. Also. Read My Mind by the Killers, Any Taiman Paula song, Any Casey Musgrave song, Any Song by the Strokes, Any Song by Wings, Paul McCartney and Wings, Any Beatles song, David Bowie as well would be in there. Vampire Weekend would be in there, as well, would be in there. Vampire Weekend would be in there, Rex Orange County would be in there. Oh my God, the growlers would need to be in there.

That's a crazy one. Beachfalls, and the Walters as well. God, Gustav Pretend it would be in there. Oh, the band Hurbs would be in there, especially what's that song called. It's like my favorite song. How did I forget? What once was by HERS?

Oh my god, sorry, I need to stop. That's like, I don't know why I just went in so hard on that. Somebody said, I can't get over the fact that all my friends have boyfriends at the moment and I don't. The thing is, I don't even want to be with anyone and I couldn't see myself being in a long-term commitment. It's very scared of me. Have you ever felt this way? Absolutely. I had appeared a time there where I was the only single friend and all of my friends had boyfriends and I was

like, holy shit, this is awful. What do I do? This has happened multiple times in my life because I like really have a hard time finding people I like. And then when I do, it's like great. But it's at least great for as long as it's gonna be great. I mean, it depends. But the thing is, if you aren't ready to be in a committed relationship, I know that it's hard because when you're friends of a boyfriend and you don't, or girlfriend, if your friends are in a relationship in general

and you're not, it can feel, it makes you feel very isolated because you're like, okay, they're busy with their significant other like all the time, right? Cause okay, when you're dating somebody, you hang out with them at night sometimes or you go to dinner with them or you like get coffee with them or whatever

and you're like doing things with them and those are normally times that you would have spent with your friend but then now your friend is with their boyfriend, or a girlfriend, or a significant other. And you're like, oh my god, what the fuck? Like, now I have all this free time. And I'm kind of feel left out, because I now

have to split my time with my friend with this significant other. The thing is, this is a great time for you to make more friends. It's a great time for you to make more friends. It's a great time for you to start a hobby, start putting that extra love into whatever you're into at the moment. You know what I mean?

This is a great opportunity to focus on you. Because if you were ready for a relationship, then fuck yeah, have fun. Try to find someone you're interested in, send a few DMs, walk up to somebody at a coffee shop, like, fucking send it, but if you're not ready, then just spend this time on yourself,

work on yourself, make yourself better, but also don't be afraid of committed relationships. I'm like, you know, I don't know if this is weird about me, but I like don't have any hesitation with it. Like, I'm never like, I'm either yes or no when it comes to that type of stuff. I feel like I'm either like, yes, I would date you for sure, or like, I don't want to have anything to do with you at all. I don't really talk to people usually, unless I'm like interested in something more, then just like a conversation, or like, a little thingy, you know, like, I'm interested in something more, then just a conversation or a little thingy. I'm not in it to be messing around, I guess.

I really plan on things being for the long haul. I don't ever plan on it being like, yeah, I'll probably date this person for a few months and then I'm out. Or, oh, I'll get with this person for a few months and then I'm out. Or, oh, I'll get with this person for like a few months and then I'm out, but I don't wanna put a label on it. I like that security, you know?

And I like being in a relationship, I mean, as long as the person I'm with is good, like being in a relationship is a really beautiful thing. And if it's the right one, then you're gonna be learning and growing from it while you're in it as well. So don't be afraid, you know what I mean? Just wait for that right person to come along and it's actually can be a really beautiful thing.

I didn't think that that was possible though. I used to think that like long-term relationships in general, I was like, I don't think that there's any way that this can be, I always thought of it as being something that like takes, that like knocks you down a few levels. Does that make sense? Like I always thought like, okay, if you're in a relationship, then you're giving up,

you're giving up your freedom, and you're giving up like your drive and all the stuff, like you're gonna become lazy and you're gonna whatever, but that's actually not true. I think that if you're in the right relationship, you will be literally learning and growing and like becoming better way faster than you would have on your own. Like being in the right relationship will force you to

like want to be a better person and will like force you to like want to be a better person and we'll like force you to work harder and like We'll force you to kind of Look at things that you've been doing in a new way because you're like with this person that I'm with now like How would they have felt about the things that I did in my past or how you know whatever and then it makes you like Think about it. It makes you want to be better. You know what I mean? When you admire the person that you're with and they like push you to be better in a way that's not judgmental, right?

Because that's key. But I think that's a fucking beautiful thing. So, you know, obviously don't force yourself into anything but also don't be scared. Like it can be a really beautiful thing that can teach you a lot. And yeah, somebody said his Coachella legitimately stressful for you. Don't be scared like it can be a really beautiful thing that can teach you a lot and Yeah Somebody said his Coachella legitimately stressful for you like the idea of planning outfits and meeting tons of people and being in big crowds

Like I know it's Coachella's so it's obviously gonna be fun, but doesn't make you anxious. Honestly no I I mean I get a little bit anxious, but it's more like just excited for me. I'm a very Well, I don't know about anymore. I more like just excited for me. I'm a very, well, I don't know about anymore. I used to be a very social person, like craved social interaction. Like just loved being in big crowds of people, loved meeting new people, could talk to anybody, whatever.

And I'm still like that for sure, but I also feel like I don't really have this like craving for it as much anymore. I used to be like so excited to go to something like Coachella because I would just see so many people that I knew at once and it was like so interesting. And it was like kind of fun to people watch and like you never know what's gonna happen.

You're gonna have so many fun conversations with people. You're gonna see so many people see so many different outfits. It was like fun, it's exciting. But now I'm gonna gonna, I'm really content with my home life right now. So I'm almost like, I don't really, I'm kind of like, yes, when Coachella comes around, like you best believe it's gonna be amazing

and I cannot wait. But also, I'm not like, I don't crave these social interactions anymore. And I do think that they actually have been giving me a little bit more anxiety recently than they used to. I think I used to just love being around people, but now I do think that it's been giving me a little bit more anxiety because it's like,

I'm the type of person where I never used to think like this, but recently I have been, and maybe this is a bad thing, but I now like get anxiety about like what I said. Like I'm like, what if that joke wasn't funny or like what if they thought I was annoying or like, what if, you know, I like overshared or like, what if you know what I mean? There's like so many things to worry about after you're done talking to somebody. It's so much easier to just be with the people that you love, no, and trust.

Hang out with them. Talk to them about your feelings. Hang out with them. And then there's no risk because you know that you love, know, and trust, hang out with them, talk to them about your feelings, hang out with them, and then there's no risk because you know that you can trust them. Talking to people that you don't know that well is kind of risky. I also have this constant paranoia about people lying about, like, what if, okay, I have this anxiety where I'm like, what if I walked up to somebody and was like, your outfits really cute, and then they went and told everybody

that I said that they're off it was ugly. Like, I have this anxiety that people like have it out for me or something. I don't know why that is, but it's like this weird paranoia constantly where I feel like people are trying to like change my character like they want. Does that make sense or like make me look bad or something? And that's not true.

Like I don't think that that's true. I don't actually think people do that or are trying to do that at all. But I think that I do have a like fear of that and I think that I get anxiety about that. See, but like see how irrational that is? How irrational is it to be up all night in bed being like, what if somebody lies about me?

What? That's just so like, out of my control and something that I could easily be like, hey guys, this is not true. But I always have fears of people lying about my character. And I think that being around a lot of people at once makes that anxiety worse and just anxiety worse in general.

But Coachella is fun, I am really excited. I can't wait to have coordinating outfits with all my friends and all like three of them and it's gonna be crazy. But that was like really off topic. I don't really know where what happened. Somebody asked me, have you ever pooped completely naked? Yes, sometimes you just need to get naked.

Yeah, I've definitely done that. Whether it was before the shower or it was, or things just got a little bit too out of hand and closed started flying off, it has happened. Somebody said, do you really see everything on Twitter? Also, do you have anything muted? I don't have anything muted. I don't even know how to do that. But I also, I definitely don really see everything on Twitter? Also, do you have anything muted? I don't have anything muted. I don't even know how to do that.

But I also, I definitely don't see everything on Twitter because I don't go on Twitter that much. I've found it can be like a really, really crazy overwhelming, anxiety provoking app. And like, so I definitely don't see everything because I'm not on it all the time. I do definitely go on it, but just not a lot, just because I feel like it can really affect my brain

in a negative way. And there's just so much information all at once and it can be so overwhelming. So I do avoid it because of that, but I don't know anything muted, so I don't know how that works. So many said I was diagnosed with anxiety three months ago. My doctor was getting me a therapist and I freaked out. I convinced my family that I was fine

because I was scared even though I wasn't. The thought of me talking to new people scares me. Love you and your podcast and trust you to ask you for advice. Well, I'm so glad that you feel like you can ask me for advice. I really appreciate that and I'm here for you always. for advice, I really appreciate that. And I'm here for you always. So here's the thing that you need to remember. The thing that I think I used to hate, hate, hate, hate therapy, because I went to therapy for a few years when I was younger.

Actually, there's only a few months, but I didn't like it either. It made my problems worse at the time, and I really hated it, but I think it was just because I didn't have a good therapist. Like I don't think I had a good match. Here's the thing, well you need to remember is this person is talking to people all day

about their problems, okay? They're not judging you for yours. If anything, you never have to talk to this person again. You can tell them anything you want. And if for some reason you get uncomfortable and you're like, and I don't want to see this person ever again, like I embarrass myself, you just don't, you stop going to that therapist. Like, it's a very low risk situation. I know that it's scary, but I can promise you that it does feel really good to get everything off your chest. And therapists can really help. My experience was personally not the best, but at the same time, I do believe that therapists can be a really, really useful thing. And I remember when I remember I was

going through a really tough time and I actually called a therapist once. She just did sessions like one-off sessions on the phone. And like, she really helped me, you know? And it was scary to give her a call, but once I did it, it felt really good, and I felt this huge weight lifted. I think that you give it a try, and if you don't like it, you can always stop going. So don't bottle up your feelings

and don't invalidate your feelings because you're afraid of going to a therapist or you're afraid of what people will think. Sometimes you have to do uncomfortable things to help you with your problems. To later have a better, happier, healthier life. Coffee time, he, okay. Oh my God.

I'm really hungry for some reason. I don't know why. I'm too lazy to cook. I also think all my avocados are rotten. So I was going to make eggs with avocados, but I don't think I can because I don't think my avocados are, I think they're rotten. So anyways, um, okay. How do you forget about somebody that you spend every day of your life with for years? I can't do it and I was completely cut from their life. It's so hard. You know, this is interesting because I don't know if you're ever going to forget. I don't think you are. There's people that I was really close to.

They're not close to anymore. And where the loss of them has really hurt me. And I have never forgotten about them. I still think about them sometimes to this day. But I think that the way that I think about them now is a lot. It doesn't hurt me to think about them. Yes, they're going to cross my mind occasionally of course, but it doesn't hurt me anymore so it's all with time it there's nothing that you can do

to make yourself Not care anymore, okay? You're gonna care like that's fucking normal and It's inevitable, but I think that you just have to be patient with yourself. Don't beat yourself up over it and eventually you're gonna be able to think of them and be like oh, this is a passing thought and I hope that they're doing well. Sorry, he was yawning. I hope that they're doing well, but I'm just gonna push that thought away. You know what I mean? You just let it be a passing thought.

But I mean, there's no way, like I think my parents probably even think about their first relationships or some of their old friends that they don't have anymore. Like there's no way that, like I don't think that shit goes away. That's always gonna be in your brain, but it's about how you feel about it when you think of it.

And I think that you're gonna get to a point where it doesn't hurt you anymore. Somebody asked you think of it. And I think that you're gonna get to a point where it doesn't hurt you anymore. Somebody asked, what would 15-year-old Emma think of current Emma? Oh my God. Honestly, I don't want to be an asshole, but I think 15-year-old me would be like, wow. I think my 15-year-old me would be really proud of myself. Because I have really blossomed a lot,

and in a short amount of time, and I think that I would be really relieved and excited to see that. And I think 15 year old me would also be really happy that I found something I would be giving advice to 15 year old me and 15 year old me would be like, shut the fuck up and not listen. And that's what's wrong with me. So anyway, but I think we would be friends.

Somebody said, if there was the purge from the movie, I don't know if I didn't even see the movie, but I know it's like there's no laws for 24 hours or something. Would you hide or would you go out and do something? Definitely hide, 1000% hide. But I also feel like somebody would probably try to kill me. I don't know who it would be, but I wouldn't be surprised if somebody was trying to kill me. So I would definitely go into a closet, lock it, and not come out and tell those over.

I would literally go to another city, like I would hide in Alaska or something. I have no interest in hurting others stealing things, um, or anything of that sort. It's not very, that doesn't sound fun to me. Somebody said, did you ever listen to One Direction when you're younger? Everybody's talking about One Direction on Twitter and don't be mad at me, but I still don't know why because I don't go on Twitter enough

and so like I didn't read into it. I guess they might be doing something together or something, or they're all friends again or something, I don't really know what's going on. But I didn't really listen to a lot of One Direction as a kid, or Justin Bieber, like I never really was into the pop music thing, like as a kid, for some reason,

I didn't even really listen to music until freshman year of high school, eighth grade ish. So I was kinda out of the loop, but I did know definitely a strong handful of one direction songs and There was definitely a few that I liked and I also like that song by Nile That's like the one that is really sweet. I don't know what it's called like this town or something That's not it. It's not called this town I don't know, but like what's it called? I'm gonna find it

So in my sleepy time place. Oh here it is. Yeah, it's called this town. Okay. Anyway, really good song I don't know, but like what's it called? I'm gonna find it. It's on my sleepy time playlist. Oh, here it is. Yeah, it is called this town. Okay, anyway, really good song. Very relaxing. Somebody said, I'm a junior in high school, still have no clue what I wanna do with my life. And I just feel pressure telling me

that I should already know. I guess it's not really a question, but I need some advice. The thing is, there is this pressure in our society in general to like know what you want to do with your life when you're like fucking born. Like people just expect you to like know how you what you want to do with your whole life. That is just so unrealistic. And it's so sad that like, that's the world that we live in where like we have to have

our shit figured out the second that we breathe our first breath. Like that's just so annoying and not true. I think that you know, you will find it on your own time and there's no rush. And even if you go to college for four years, for something that you're kind of if you on, just that's okay like you don't need to know if you need to fucking take a gap year or something to figure it out like if you don't want to go to college at all like there's no

rules like I know that everybody says oh my god and look it I just looked at my fucking phone and it's 11 11 God I literally swear to God I don't understand why this keeps happening with this number. Oh my God, it's scaring me. Anyway, you don't need to have your shit all figured out. Be patient with yourself. It's going to come on its own time when you're ready to discover it. Ooh, somebody said can we get some sneak peeks of what's coming up on Chairman Coffee?

Listen, y'all, I can't say a lot, but I'm going to make a whole, there's something, something big, okay, so something, this is what I can say, I think, I might have to send this to my team and make sure it's okay. Something very big, this, Chairman Coffee is changing and it's getting a lot cooler, a lot better, and a lot of things are going to change very soon. And we've been working on it for so long, and I'm so excited. I can't talk about it yet, but I just know that like, I'm very excited about it, and I don't think I've ever been this excited about something in my life.

New products and another whole change of it. Things are changing, get excited. Oh, this is really interesting. Somebody said, has there ever been a time in your life where you thought you had everything together, but then you reflected on that time and realizing you were actually wrong. PSR, this is kind of dark.

Absolutely, oh my God. Yes. So I've like, I can like think of specifically a time in my life when I was definitely not doing well. But like I had convinced myself that like the people in my life and like the things I was doing with my life were good. Because I was like,. Because I just wanted that so bad that I convinced myself that it was true. In retrospect, the people in my life were toxic. I had a bunch of issues with my mind. My mind was fucked.

Really bad mental issues, struggling with depression in a really bad way, but wouldn't admit it to myself. So it was this weird thing that I was swallowing and bottling up and not admitting to myself, really bad anxiety, no confidence, all that shit. Talks to people around me. And I just, but I convinced myself that I was living my best life.

I don't know, 1000%. Somebody said, what do you do on your board or feeling down to live your spirits, especially in quarantine? Recently, I think going to the beach has really helped me. I love going to the beach. Even if it's just like driving past it, that really helps me jumping in the ocean.

If you guys don't live near an ocean, maybe you have a lake, maybe you have a fucking pool in your backyard, maybe you have a bathtub. Lake just getting in a body of water for some reason really helps me. It makes me feel really calm and happy. So that's what I've been doing. All right, so last question. Somebody said if you were to ask your older self a question, what would you ask?

I would ask them, you know, actually, I don't think I would ask them anything. I don't want to know. Like, I don't want to know. I like living in the moment. Like, I don't want to know what my life is going to be like in 10 years. I don't want to know. I mean, I have my own ideas of what I want it to look like, but I wouldn't even wanna ask right now, because like, what if I go in a different direction and I do something completely different with my life? That would like bum me out about what I'm doing now.

I'd be like, well then what's the point of what I'm doing now? You know what I mean? So like, no, I don't think I'd ask them anything. On that note, I really have to use the potty. Thank you guys for listening to me. Just ramble about random shit for so long today. Please feel free to rate, review, and subscribe to anything goes on all of the places that you listen to podcasts.

I really appreciate it. Leave a review if you want. Give me a little five stars. Never heard nobody. And I really appreciate it. Leave a review if you want. Give me a little five stars. Never heard nobody. And I really appreciate you guys and I appreciate you listening to me. Talk and let me just vent to y'all. And if you want to tweet questions or topics to me, Twitter is at AG podcast. And that's about it. I'm going to go pee now. I've been holding it for the past 30 minutes and I love you all so much. Follow your dreams and be yourself. Okay. I'm out of here.