Aware & Aggravated - 62. Achieving Too Much Too Fast

Episode Date: February 6, 2023

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Hi friends, we're starting this episode off with a shot because we have a lot to celebrate. A lot of things to be happy about and I'm gonna basically run you through. Why am I holding it like it's my most prized possession? I'm gonna run you through what the fuck's happened this week because my entire reality has just broken in the best way possible and I'm gonna literally like relive the week with you and tell you all the fucking shit that's happened and then get vulnerable like I always do and like tell you some other shit, but I have to get ready to go out because I'm going to go celebrate and also

I have to go out because of my cousin's birthday. So we have a lot of things to tears about. So we're going to take a shot like get the pregame, but I have to film a podcast because it's Saturday night. So I'm a little late this week because everything that's been happening, I've been so busy, so many good things. I don't have a chaser. It's just water.

So we're gonna have to chase for the fucking prayer, I guess. Come on, God, help! Okay, cheers. To everything I'm about to tell you about. I feel so fucking skinny. Okay, let's jump into this. So my whole life, I've always felt like my life has been a gaslight. And what I mean by that is like,

I always have felt like I make so many shifts internally and so much changes inside of me and I'm just waiting on my reality to catch up. And it's been the most frustrating experience of my fucking life, but after this week, I feel like my reality is 20 steps ahead and I'm trying to catch up. It's like one thing after another, and I'm just like bro, what the fuck, hold up, pump the brakes, but don't. Like it's so many good things. I'm like, I can't slow down. I can't stop. Like nothing,

I don't want anything that's happening to stop, because it's so good. It's like a positive overwhelm, and I've never fucking felt that before. All I'm used to is disappoint me. I don't know how the fuck can deal with good shit happening and like so many good things going on that I'm so busy and like overwhelmed, but I have a very high tolerance of disappointment

because that's what I'm fucking used to. But after this week, I've had to learn and like fix my relationship to good things happening to me. But basically my entire reality broke. And the person you see sitting in front of you or sitting on your screen, hey, or the person you're listening to is totally new. And for the first time, a lot has shifted in me, but also outside of me me and when I mean by like my entire reality broke So many of my thought patterns so many of my beliefs about life my hopes my dreams all this bullshit that just sounds so nice Girl it can happen. It's very fucking real and I'm as like normal as you can get like where you get me It's like you're a little bestie telling you this shit

It's like you're watching all these good things happen to me and I promise it can happen for you too Like I was the person that was watching people's YouTube talking about how they hit a million followers on social media Cuz I hit a million on TikTok. I was the one that was always watching people's TikToks But like how they moved away from their hometown I'm like how did they figure it out? How did they make money? How did people grow on social media and now I am the person that other people are watching because I did it. Like when I ran away and moved to Houston,

like this was the best decision I ever made in my fucking life. Something was just telling me to do it. And I did and I just listened and I'm like, holy fuck. The thing is that line up when you pay attention to your intuition, no better feeling. But a lot of my beliefs were just broken this week. And the level of support that I feel from you guys is different. Like it's so much more different.

I knew you guys supported me, but I dropped my clothing and it completely sold the fuck out in like 3 and a half days. Like sold out. Like all of it. And I thought like maybe one or two things would sell out like after a month no bitch Every single fucking day gone poof out of stock, huh? But let me rewind a little bit. I'm gonna take you to the last four days because it hasn't even been a week It's just been the last four days that I've been like whoa because I dropped everything on Wednesday

So let's go for day one of the launch. Everything that's happened, because so many things have happened that are related to the launch and the clothing and so many things are unrelated that are just like, weird, the coincidences and the things that are just lining up, all at once, okay? So day one, dropped my merch.

And the first 20 minutes, I got 200 orders. I literally was sitting here at my computer, like posting all of my posts online, like I was trying to post on all my different social media that it's live, post the links everywhere. And I was like watching the orders just keep going and I literally was shaking. Like I was already like this.

Like I was just in here looking at my computer like, bugging out, like I had my phone in my hand, I was trying to post my stories I was just in here looking at my computer like, bugging out like I had my phone in my hand. I was trying to post my stories. I was trying to post on my social media. It's like, oh my god, it's dropped. Yay. And like I had to keep functioning. Even while I was like freaking the fuck out,

like I was already shaking, like I'm fucking little chowow out. Not out of fear, but just out of so much overwhelm of like, what the fuck is happening. I was geeking out. Like I was like on a whole bunch of extra curriculars I was not none. I just high on life But the first time

So when I dropped this clothing I truly didn't think that many people would buy it. I like figured like 500 Things would sell like after a month girl Things would sell like after a month girl We got 200 orders in the first 20 minutes and at the end of the day the end of day one There was a thousand orders and some orders had multiple items and shit. I was literally like What the fuck is my life dude like this doesn't happen to me? I watched this happen to other people But like the fact that it was happening to me. I watch this happen to other people but like the fact that it was happening to me I couldn't wrap my mind around it and

something happened to me that revealed a lot about like my self. It's kind of my like emotional switch like I can turn my emotions off like a switch I just turn them off and I get into fix it mode. It's like it's comes from nursing but also like my childhood and like having to handle certain shit. I have the ability to switch my emotions off and feel nothing and just be strategic and like cold and focused and do whatever needs to be done. Like a patient can be dying in front of me and all the emotions go off and I get into fix

it mode and I will handle the situation at hand. Whenever I feel too strongly of any like fear, worry, anxiety, heartbreak, I switch off and I can't control it. It just switches off. My body gets too similar, like a trauma response. I don't fucking know. My body just switches off and it gets ready to handle anything in front of it. It would like fight or flight mode. I don't flight. I fight. I deal with the situation. So my body gets ready like that. And in the middle of the launch, I was, so this is the first time it's ever happened to me. I was so overwhelmed with so many emotions, like I was on the verge of tears, but like also like freaking out trying to post everything.

And then all of a sudden it turned off. And I like went out, like I like checked out. it turned off and I like went out like I like checked out and like it numbed out and that feeling came back of like handle it and I was like whoa because this is the first time I've ever switched off because I was so overwhelmed by positive feelings and I was like no way come back come come back. Come back. Come back. Like never in my life. Have I ever been so overwhelmed by joy and happiness that I go numb? Ever. It's always the bad emotions, like the fear,

the worry, like the heartbreak. It all switches off for that, but my body switched off because I was so fucking happy. And usually what happens when my body switches off is whatever situation at hand, I have to handle that's causing me to feel so freaked out. I'll handle it. And then like a week, a month later, all of a sudden,

it's like that situation switches back on. And like I process everything I was feeling and I'll like have a fucking breakdown. And like it all comes back and I have to deal with it and face it. And I literally, when I I went numb I got so excited because I was like when this shit switches back on it's the first time I'm gonna be so overwhelmed with happiness and not fear and heartbreak and sadness like I'm so excited for when

that shit switches on and then I really truly realize the situation that I'm so excited for when that shit switches on and then I really truly realize The situation that I'm going through like I'm so fucking excited for it Y'all get it y'all fully fucking get it, but I just want to say thank you like holy fuck like would y'all have just done for me I'm like what the hell, but I'm not even like two steps into all the good shit that's happened Okay, we got to keep going so day one we hit hit a thousand fucking orders. J-WOW followed me. Bitch on TikTok, V, fucking J-WOW. J-N-E-Farley followed me. And when I posted that I had like 200 sales in 20 minutes on my TikTok story, she fucking commented, congratulations.

And then I get a notification of an order. And it's fucking J.W.W. She literally ordered some of my fucking merch. And I lost my mind. Like I don't fangirl a fucking nobody, but J.W.W. Come on. Anyone that's like big or famous, I don't fangle over nobody. I don't give nobody that satisfaction. I'm like, oh you like fangirl ever meet? No, but J.W.W. Yeah, I will and I was just so in a state of like what the fuck like little me grew up watching Jay wow little me grew up watching

Jersey Shore and loving that shit and like the fact that someone that I used to watch and respect and look up to so much knows who I I am. Likes me, follows me, comments on all my fucking videos, and then ordered my fucking merch. What? Literally, I still don't know what the fuck to do it myself. I keep saying, I don't know what to do with myself. I've said it a hundred times the last couple of days, but I don't know what to do.

Like, I literally didn't want to go to sleep on Day one because I felt like I was in a dream like all of my limiting beliefs all of myself doubt any worry any fear that I had Poof was gone with everything that happened. I was just like Whoa, I genuinely did not want the day to end and I've never had a day like that in my life I've always looked forward to the next day because I'm like I get to just fucking like Wash my hands with the day before and like go to the next day It's a new start, but I didn't want the day to end. I didn't go to bed till like 5 a.m. because I was so Excited I was just like what the fuck is my new reality like what the fuck is my new life like this little life

I just stepped into as soon as to a clock hit and all my clothing launched everything flipped and like the life that I stepped into Was one that I really fucking like and I'm like holy shit like it's mine like it's my life. I still don't know to do it myself Drink I don't know Cheers I still don't know to do it myself. Drink, I don't know. I said, just a little bit. Cheers. I drink that a little too smooth. Oh my god, it's so bad. I look like an alcoholic. Okay, so day one I finally went to fuck to bed.

I was so goddamn tired. Like my adrenaline had been going all day and like, you know when you have like an adrenaline spike, you crash, I finally crashed. And I was up bright and early at 8 a.m. on three hours of fucking sleep because I was so excited to wake up and like experience the next day

and like, what the fuck is going to happen? I wake up and the day goes on and orders keep coming in and I was literally so fucking blown away because at the end of day two I hit 1600 orders 1600 Hey my 500. I thought I was gonna get please are you kidding? Universe laughing at me, But day two I started like, my emotions started like picking back up and like I started like tapping back in and I was like okay, like I was taking in the situation

for what it was and I just had a great fucking day. And then more influencers that I follow started ordering my shit and I was like, huh? Like so many people that are like big big I forget that I'm big now my god I still think I'm just normal as fuck I just have a couple numbers next to my user names you know what I mean like we're normal fuck I don't get it I don't see myself as like an influencer I don't claim that shit it's embarrassing but it is what I am at this point so I literally was like blown away because orders just kept coming in all day.

Like I was literally like cooking and my phone would be going off. Like I was taking a shit and my phone was going off. I was like, what the fuck? Like it just kept going and I was just like in fucking shock all day. It was like every time my phone went off, I was so happy. And I told y'all about this shit I went through with

a necks of mine, where I told y'all how I got harassed so bad. And for the last two years, every time my phone, that's why it's always on Do Not This Third. Every time my phone goes off, it was like a panic or like a dread or like when your stomach drops, it's like, like, what the fuck now? Like any time an unknown number texts me, your stomach drops. It's like like what the fuck now like anytime an unknown number text meet my stomach drops still I'm still dealing with shit from that because for like a year Every time my phone went off it was more and more devastation. It was more and more harassment It was more and more shit. So like that's still something that I deal with is every time my phone goes off I panic that's why I always

have it muted. I always have my phone muted and I, like, if I'm doing anything, I have it on do not disturb because there's been so many times where my phone will go off when I'm in the middle of something. Like my stomach will drop and my heart will like, skip a fucking beat for a second. I'm just like, God damn it. But I left my phone on loud. And this whole experience like repaired my relationship with my phone going off. Like I was so excited every time I fucking phone went off. And I was just like, oh, yeah, yeah, I can't describe it. Like what y'all have done for me is so much more than you fucking realize. But day two was a lot of like influencers and people that I look up to. But day two was a lot of like influencers and people that I look up to and

People that I didn't think would buy bought and I was just like well, so we ended the day with 1600 orders and then day three Is when shit got fucking wild so day three I wake up orders are still trickling in it's like slow now. It's like slowed down orders are like coming in slowly And I'm like I'm still getting them, but they're like slowing down. I'm like, okay, I'm finally taking in what's happened I'm seeing the numbers and I'm just like what the fuck then I get an email of a confirmation of a date To be a guest on drew afiolos podcast And if you don't know her, you should. You sh**kin' should, bitch.

But I had been talking to them about being on the podcast and I didn't really think it was gonna happen. And cause Drew followed me, her boyfriend followed me, I fucking loved him obsessed with them. She's followed me for like a few months now. But I reached out and was like, yo, I think we would make a killer fucking podcast episode. And she reached back out and was like, yes, I'll have my team schedule you.

And then I never heard back for a couple weeks, so I was like, oh, they forgot. And then I got the confirmation email and they said, pick between these two dates and then you're booked on the podcast. And I was like, ha! What the fuck? I literally picked a date and they got back to me like in three minutes and we're like,

okay, you're booked, you're scheduled, here's the outline and I was like, this is real, like it's happening. Like, I'm a beyond that bitch fuck that, oh my God. So day three, we get the fucking confirmation to go on Drew's podcast. What the hell? And I go and I have to go book a ticket.

I have to go to LA so I can go be on this fucking podcast. So I'm like, shit, okay. So I start looking up tickets. I got to look up tickets and not be worried about the cost of it. Because the orders were coming in and I was like, Leo, you have money to spend now. You can invest back into your career without stressing like go buy yourself a fucking ticket and I got to enjoy the

experience of being booked on a huge podcast like that and also enjoy the experience of booking the flight and not worrying like I got like the most peaceful, smooth, like I got accepted, I bought the flight and I'm like, holy shit. So I, that's another thing I want to say thank you for. Like when I just talked about in my last episode about money makes you happy, y'all just gave me the ability to like enjoy the fucking moment and the good things that are happening to me. Oh my, I can't put it into words, but I booked my flight and I made it for like five or six days because I was like I want to see some influence This one I'm near I got a lot of friends. I got a lot of people that follow me back I have a lot of like little like online friends

So I was like let me go hang out with them a lot of people in an LA So that excitement was like bugging me the fuck out. I was like what the hell's happening right now? What you know what I mean? I was like huh? So the flight is booked. I'm going to LA and I'm going on the goddamn podcast, but it doesn't stop there So I posted a gym video on my TikTok because I post like little mic dubs in the gym and where they just like talk shit When I'm at the gym and it's so fucking fun and y'all love it And they always like do pretty well like get like I'm around like a million views and I posted one and I talked about my rainbow sleeve hoodie that I like a million views and I posted one and I talked

about my rainbow sleeve hoodie that I released in the video and I was like there's absolutely nothing to be ashamed of about being gay and I want you to fucking tap into my confidence every time you wear this goddamn hoodie and remember that there's nothing to fucking be ashamed of and I post a fatick talk and then just like a few hours, it got like 2 million fucking views. And so many people that were watching the video bought the rainbow sleeve hoodie that I released because I talked about it in the video and orders like started coming in again because they had slowed down and like they started picking back up and I was like, what the fuck?

Like I started gaining followers like crazy. I started getting sales like crazy I my fucking video blew to two fucking million and I was just like oh My god like I've never had a video hit like two million views and like six hours before that was fucking nuts Usually it takes a few days but I just felt like everything was lining up and like I finally felt supported by like the universe if that makes sense Where I do something and then things keep happening to like help it and I've never experienced that before like everything I've experienced is like I feel prevented I feel held back I feel fucked with you know what I mean like Carmically and like universally fucked with But I take it back because not this time

So by the end of day three I hit 2,300 orders 2,300 orders. I thought I was gonna get 500 500 Max in a month in three fucking days. I got 2,300 Bro, I still can't believe this is happening and like this happened I still feel like someone's gonna pinch me and I'm gonna wake up from a dream like that's how my life feels right now Oh my god, so we gotta go in a day four because day four Bitch so day three I went out with my friends at night and like went to celebrate and just like hung out drink

I woke up a little hungover and I like, fuck, so I wake up on day 4 which was today. To seeing that it sold the fuck out, and not just one thing, everything sold out. I thought I was gonna sell out of like one or two things max after like a month, bitch, by the fourth day, every single thing was sold out. Every single design, every single item sold out gone. Vanished. I was celebrating because I got like a thousand orders. And then you're just gonna sell me out like that? Oh, I gotta go drink again. I gotta go celebrate again. So I'm literally trying to take that in.

And then I check my phone and I get on T-Sake. And I check my profile. And the video I posted yesterday on me at the gym talking about the rainbow hoodie. Blue the fuck up. Even more. And I hit a million fucking followers. On TikTok. A million.

I think I'm at like a million and like 15,000 right now. I've gained like 30k in the last two days. What? I thought I was so broken for so long. I thought I was so fucked up. I thought I was so unlovable. But a million fucking people To follow me and thousands of people like me enough to buy the fucking merch I made The only thing I can say for this entire past four days is it's the most healing fucking shit I've ever experienced like y'all healed so much for me and I can't Put it into words. I wish I could just like get a syringe and pull this feeling out of me so I could inject it into you so you could just feel it. I can't fucking describe it. But I literally, you can't buy it.

I've tried to buy everything you could buy. Anything money could buy I've tried to buy it. Nothing makes you feel like this. And I like literally am in debt to you guys for the rest of my fucking life. I don't care if I don't feel like this forever. I don't guys for the rest of my fucking life. I don't care if I don't feel like this forever. I don't care if it wears off in two days. The fact that I just got to feel like this, there's no words. There's no words. I'm not even gonna try. I'm just gonna fucking say thank you.

From the bottom of my heart and the bottom of Little Leo's heart, because you healed the fuck out of him. And I feel it. So it does not stop there. I told you and I feel it. So it does not stop there. I told you all I was overwhelmed. Next, guess who fucking follows me on TikTok? Wild guess. Kailani, the artist, the singer.

And for nice like this, I just want to text you anyway. That one. I fucking scream that song. Knights like this by Kailani. Every time with my friend cat, we've literally been shitty booty ass drunk, walking out of the bar, and we're just on the street fucking singing our little heart out. I sound like a fucking whale. I can't sing. I sound fucked up, but I be singing that shit And like and literally one of my favorite memories is that okwachobi music festival We're walking back to the tent to go to bed. I step in the car

We're walking back to the tent and me and cat just get the fucking singing this song again And we just like belted it like the whole way back and like broke can Lonnie followed me on six heck what the literal Me like I don't think over nobody. I told you but like there's a couple few people I will fangirl over if she wanted them and Lana Del Rey I'm a baggy. That'm such a fucking vaguette. But like I said, it doesn't stop there. So I posted a TikTok about me being in LA to my friends only. So on TikTok, only the people that I follow back can see that video.

And I talked about being in LA. And three other people asked me to be on their podcast while I'm in LA. So when I originally was going to LA for Drew's podcast, now I'm gonna be on four podcasts, total as a guest. And I'm just like, what the fuck, what the fuck?

And so many people wanna hang out with me, like other influencers like wanna hang out with me. Don't worry, I'm gonna get all the tea on everybody. I'm gonna hang out with each one and fuck a find out who's who's who's what who's cool who's not and I'll tell you That'll be our little secret But that was the final kicker of the fucking day like this is today like this is still today This is day four. I'm like so in shock still How can you not be all this shit happening oh my god I'm just still

used to go things like going wrong I'm able to handle that but I don't have like the skills really to handle things going right I don't fucking know how to do that I never had to deal with so many things going right I don't have to handle it but this experience really made a lot of things clear for me about why I had so many bad things happen in the past and why I couldn't manifest certain shit for so long Man, you know, I feel about that shit. I wasn't able to handle it. I wasn't a match to it. Who I was Would not have been able to handle the opportunities that are now in front of me who I was was not good enough for this shit Couldn't have handled it wasn't ready for it like everything that's happened Shaped me into someone who could handle it. So now it's manifesting

So I just want you to know like if you're trying to achieve something or accomplish something from my new perspective of being on the other side You're not fucking ready for it and you're not a match to it. You're being made a match to it. So if shit just seems like it's going fucking wrong, it's not. Because everything that's happened for me in my past has prepared me for what I'm going through now and like what I'm facing now, like all the opportunities and all the good, like I went through all the bad. And sometimes you learn through contrast, you experience the bad, you experience the unwanted, so that you're aware of what you do want and you're capable of handling it because you've been through all the bad shit. And everything that I've tried in the past, all the things that have failed.

I looked at them like such big failures and I was so fucking heartbroken and discouraged. And I figured this would just be another one. And it was the exact opposite. But now I can look back and see how all of my failures in the past were just orchestrating something so much bigger. Like this is bigger than I ever fucking tried to manifest or like believe or dream. Like this shit is bigger than all the other things that I tried. I didn't even realize it. Like I genuinely didn't even fucking know at the time. But nothing that I tried before it failed or went wrong. It was a stepping stone and part of the orchestration to get me to the experience I'm having now. Which I couldn't have fucking asked for if you told

me it exists. I didn't know shit like this was fucking possible dude But I just want to give you that if you're going through shit right now You're meant to be going through it and nothing is going wrong What's happening is meant to be happening because it is happening and you know that and I swear to God Combaction this video whenever you're fucking going through shit and you're just discouraged keep going keep Recommitting it's all happening for you. And I was so resistant to believing that before, but now I fucking believe it. Because I see how everything I tried before lined up and taught me the skills and taught me how to handle things and like rise to the occasion. Because Old Me couldn't have handled none of this shit.

So many things have gone wrong with dropping this clothing. So much headache, so much frustration, so much shit that old me wouldn't have been able to handle because I wasn't disciplined back then. I wasn't able to handle the situation that I'm having now and I'm handling it and I'm doing fine. It is stressful, sure, but I'm capable and I'm willing and I'm able to handle it because of what I've gone through if I never went through it

I would have gotten to this place and it would have fucking bombed Just remember me saying these words what's happening is happening for you you are being lined up First of all, I'm think bigger. I Swared a fucking God as someone who's been through the worst shit you can imagine and Failed more times than you can fucking think It's happening for you. I Just wish I could look back on like me a year ago me a month ago and be like dude It's it's okay like I know you're going through fucking hell, but I promise it's come like what you want is coming

What you want is coming times 10. Like just hold on, keep going, just keep fucking going. Like that fucking fish, Dory, is that a fucking name? Just keep swimming, yeah, keep doing it. Keep swimming. I don't really know what this episode was. I wanted to share what the fuck I was going through and then say a big fat ass, thank you.

Like a big fat wick thank you because you have no fucking idea what y'all have just done for me I don't even think I can fathom it yet my level of gratitude right now is beyond my own comprehension my in my reality is beyond my comprehension right now and I don't know beach I'm just so like what the fuck? I'm just so overwhelmed with so much positive and it's all because of you guys and I would fucking suck all of you off if I could Maybe not maybe just like a handier something but my final thought is I just want to tell every single one of you Everything is going to be okay. I don't care what you're going through. I don't care how fucking dark it gets. Do not stop.

It's gonna be okay. I promise you're gonna be fine. It's gonna work out. Just keep moving. Keep moving, keep moving, keep moving. If you get into a very dark spot, if you stop, you will stay there. If you keep going, you will get through it. From someone who's been in the darkest fucking places

you can imagine, keep your depressed, tired, hopeless-ass walking. There will be things that make you hopeful, and there will be things that line up, I promise. Just remember me saying, do not stop. Do not stop in a place of fucking darkness. Keep going going and I'm gonna end the podcast on that I seriously love you all so fucking much What the job just here focus Siri talking to me my ghost don't fuck with my shit I'll tell you all before you're welcome to stay in my apartment You're welcome to hang out with me as long as you don't move shit As long as you don't fuck with shit as long as you don't break shit, and as long as I don't see you because y'all know that scares me do not let me see you Okay, behave get whatever you want from the fridge you can eat. It's fine. I have a relationship with my ghosts in my house

I'm nice to them. I like a little company, but I have boundaries with them I don't want to fucking see them Don't let me see you as a ghost like I have one fucking like what's it called Come on, so these are like agreement Don't let me fucking see you. I'm gonna be scared. Don't move my shit Don't lose my shit if you want to do a little laundry move it. I don't care But like don't move my shit cuz I've had ghosts fucking do that in the past if you don't believe in ghosts sorry they're fun but enough of me and my little paranormal shit okay whatever I love you fucking

guys to the end of time and there is no time so forever thank you for all that you've given me and thank you for healing Little Leo because what seems little to you guys is bigger than you can imagine for me. So, thank you. I'm gonna go drink and go wallow in my happy feelings and go out from my cousin's birthday. But please take care of yourself, everybody be safe. Keep fucking moving, you got this shit, everything's happening for you. And I will talk to you guys next Sunday. moving you got this shit everything's happening for you and I will talk to you guys next

Sunday.