Backlisted - Autumn Journal by Louis MacNeice - Rerun
Episode Date: September 9, 2024A classic episode from 2018 with a new introduction. This week John and Andy are joined by actor and director Sam West and writer and academic Sophie Ratcliffe to talk about Louis MacNeice's Autumn Jo...urnal. The poem was composed in the autumn of 1938 while Britain awaited the declaration of the Second World War. Other books under discussion are Katharine Kilalea's OK, Mr Field and Francis Plug: Writer in Residence by Paul Ewen. *For £100 off any Serious Readers HD Light and free UK delivery use the discount code: BACK at seriousreaders.com/backlisted *Tickets are now on sale for our LIVE show in London at Foyles Bookshop on Wednesday Sep 25th where we will be discussing The Parable of The Sower by Octavia Butler, with guests Salena Golden and Una McCormack * To purchase any of the books mentioned in this episode please visit our bookshop at uk.bookshop.org/shop/backlisted where all profits help to sustain this podcast and UK independent bookshops. * For information about everything mentioned in this episode visit www.backlisted.fm *If you'd like to support the show and join in with the book chat, listen without adverts, receive the show early and get extra bonus fortnightly episodes, become a patron at www.patreon.com/backlisted *You can also sign up to our free monthly newsletter here Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices
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Hello, everybody, and welcome to Backlisted.
And today we're treating you to another episode from our archives. This was a conversation that was recorded six years
ago now in 2018 and the subject is Louis McNeese's long poem, Autumn Journal,
about which John will say a little more in a moment, but the reason we wanted to
listen to this one again is, and apologies if this seems
somewhat on the nose, it's autumn.
So what could be more appropriate than Autumn Journal itself, a wonderful, wonderful piece
of work.
I will hand over to our producer, Nikki Birch, to reminisce for all of us about the circumstances of the recording
of this episode.
Yeah. So I had not long joined the parish of Batneston, had I? I was quite a new producer.
And we were recording in person. We now mostly record remotely. We're recording in person
in unbound offices where we always recorded and we'd gathered there as we
would normally do after maybe having a little drink in the pub beforehand.
And we went to pick up our, John went to collect our kind of microphones and
our recording device only to find they were missing and they weren't just
missing, they had been stolen.
Never to be recovered.
Never ever to be recovered again.
Of course we'd all gathered there and you know, you have all the guests and you make
all these efforts to get there and everyone's just like, what the hell are we going to do?
And I have to say, Andy, you're having kittens, weren't you?
You were having kittens at this point.
Having kittens.
I've still got the kittens.
We had one of the UK's finest voice actors in Sam West who turned up to record a professionally
produced podcast.
We had to do it. Well, you say, Nikki.
Well, yeah. So kittens were being had. And I was thinking, well, I've obviously got to
impress everybody here by, you know, just coming up with a solution.
Improvising a solution.
Improvising a solution. So I was like, well, let's just all record on, everyone had, you
know, got their phones out and everyone just put their phones out in front of them. And
I was like, I think it'll be fine. Don't worry. And I was, I gave off that impression of like,
it's all going to be fine. Obviously, you know, I couldn't hear any of the recordings
because they were all just, you know, using their own phone. And I have to say, I was
really pleased with the results considering, you know, that's all it is. They're just recording
them on their phones underneath.
Here's the thing. There's two pieces of magic going on there, Nicky. The first is you managed to
make this happen and anyone who's listened to this episode before will not be saying to themselves,
this is just some people sitting around a table talking into phones. It doesn't sound like that
at all. So that's the first thing. It sounds like a bona fide episode of Bat Listed.
And the second thing is, I'm going to award
myself and John Mitchinson and our guests a small bouquet of flowers for our professionalism.
Because although kittens were pouring out of me, you cannot hear that evidence on the recording.
You did not phone it in, Andy, let's be honest.
Oh no. Everybody did a brilliant job. And actually, it still remains one of the best
readings I think, ever been on backlist.
Yes, absolutely right. John, do you want to tell us a little bit about Autumn Journal?
Yeah, I mean, we should say, if you don't know, you're about to find out about it in detail,
but it's a long poem in 24 sections, a book length poem published in 1939 and it's kind of a poem as diary or he called it,
Noe MacNeese, great Irish poet, called it a panorama and a confession of faith.
A lot of people who love, you know, long poems, long 20th century poems,
claim this one as their favourite. It certainly gives you 86 years ago, 1938, vividly.
It's autobiographical, he talks about his school days and his teaching, his broken marriage.
But also there's a lot of politics in there.
There's his visits to Spain during the Civil War, the Oxford by-election that's being fought over, appeasement.
It is, I think, one of those poems that it looks incredibly easy to do.
Why don't I just record my life in verse?
But the more you read it and the more you study it, and certainly having people
like the guest that we had who not only read it beautifully, but also
got us to see the intricacy and the cleverness of the art of MacNeese.
It's a wonderful thing.
And it always, I have to say,
it does really summon up in a Keatsian way the sense of autumn's past. So here you go.
ALASTAIR Also, I'd like to add, over the last few months,
as various political upheavals have taken place, and the world seems to have shifted into a somewhat darker mode. I've thought about this
poem a lot and about this episode a lot. The sense that the 1930s were defined by an increasingly
heavy foreboding about what might be in store. Well, I've heard the period we're living through at the moment
compared by several commentators to the 1930s again. So without wishing to be too downbeat.
Happy autumn.
Happy autumn. Enjoy it while it's here. So let's listen to this now from 2016,
Louis McNeese, Autumn Journal.
["Autumn Journal"] What did you do last night, Andy?
All right, okay, so this is what I did last night.
I went to the launch party of an album that came out 50 years ago.
And it was the launch party of an album that I wrote an entire book about, about 15 years
ago. And the album is
The Kinks of the Village Green Preservation Society by The Kinks. It's my favourite record.
Anyway, so last night I got to go to this launch party even though I was told about
an hour beforehand that Ray Davis wouldn't be entirely happy if he learned that I was
there. So that was, so that was,
that's sort of, that's all right. I mean that, that's sort of-
Did he not like the book then?
I didn't even know then that he'd actually read the book, but that proves that he has read the
book and I'll take that. Everybody falls out with Ray Davis, it's absolutely fine. So this album,
this album came out on the same day as the White album by The Beatles and Electric Ladyland by Jimmy Hendrix
and the white album went to number one all over the world. Jimmy Hendrix left a huge huge record
1968 50 years ago. Village Green Preservation Society by the Kinks. Charts nowhere in the world.
Hardly sells any copies at all, nearly finishes the
King's career, is a terrible flop. 50 years later they have the launch party
for it. And there in the room at the same time were Ray Davis, his brother Dave
Davis, their drummer Mick Avery, not the bass player who plays on the record because he's dead,
but John Dalton, his replacement bass player, even Barry Wentzel, the photographer who took
the picture on the front cover was there.
How old is he?
They are all old, let's not mince our words. Also, it must be noted, it was tremendous
fun.
Is Autumn Almanac on that album?
It was recorded in the run-up to that album, it's not on that album, but that's why we
had Autumn Almanac as our special autumnal, one of the reasons we had it as our special
autumnal theme music today. So yes, so that's what I've been up to. You just moved house.
As anybody knows, you don't just move house. You leave one house and feel very, very pleased
that you've managed to do that. And then you face the nightmare of the moving into the
other house, which is essentially just a room after room. I've never done the from the big
to the small before, but from the big to the small just means boxes everywhere. It's like
one of those really difficult puzzles where
you have to move one bit in order to create enough space to do another. I say this with
some pride, I plumbed in the washing machine last night. Not something I'd ever thought
I'd have to do.
You're a man. Great bear of a man.
Well it was not... I ran some washing and it worked, but it was...
Yeah.
Shall we say, Nicky, what we're doing?
I mean, we are...
I have to say, everybody, this has been a stressful week.
Today has been beyond stressful.
I thought I was beginning mildly stressed that I'd left my notebook at home with all
my Louis McNeese notes, but is there's nothing as to what we
discovered when we got to the office which is we think I'm putting this out
there I'm hoping it's none of you but we think we think people have stolen our
podcast kit. We came in today there's a we have a Tibetan blanket that we always
have to damp down sound.
And underneath that, there is usually microphones and a mixing desk and they'd all gone.
I mean, masses of computer equipment in the office that hadn't gone.
I'm wondering whether it's, you know, lit friction or the LRB podcast.
It's sabotage.
Yeah.
Yeah.
They've actually decided that.
We've just had enough.
Hello and welcome to Backlisted, the podcast that gives new life to our books.
Today you find us staring out into the autumnal gloom, fretting about the onset of war, shoring
fragments against our ruins.
I'm Jon Mitchinson, the publisher of Unbound, the platform where readers crowdfund the books
they really want to read.
And I'm Andy Miller, author of The Year of Reading Dangerously. And joining us today
is Samuel West, actor, director and narrator, most recently on our screens as Geoffrey Ponting
in the film adaptation of Ian McEwan's On Chesil Beach, and as Anthony Eden in the Oscar
nominated Darkest Hour. And also, I think all right thinking people agree,
the definitive Leonard Bast.
Yes.
Oh, you're very kind.
Could you give me just a little bit of Bast?
Oh, right.
Careful.
His voice is something like this.
It's slightly nasal, it's slightly South London
where I grew up.
And his people are agricultural laborers from
South London. But now he's sort of second generation South London from somewhere near Vauxhall.
So he talks a bit like me. When I kept a blog when I was writing The Year of Reading Dangerously,
when I was doing the reading for it, I didn't do it under my own name. I did it under the name Leonard Bass. Did you? And I used a little screen grab of you with your bowler hat and mustache as my avatar
for that.
So if you could speak exclusively in that voice.
We're also joined by Sophie Ratcliffe, writer, critic and academic, associate professor of
English at Lady Margaret Hall in Oxford, editor of P.G. Woodhouse's Letters, and her new book,
The Lost Properties of Love, subtitled An Exhibition of Myself,
is out from William Collins in February next year, right?
This isn't your Knicker's book, is it?
It emerged from the Knicker's book, John. It's working title, it was Anna Karenina's
Handbag and it was going to be about such things,
but it's become something a bit different along the way.
You first told me about that, I mean, many, many years ago.
Yeah, it's been a long time.
It's about the things we hide, really, like.
In handbags?
Well, it's about the things we hide, like grief,
childhood bereavement, love affairs, because, and the stuff in the
bottom of your handbag and Nabokov said what was in Anna Karenina's handbag just before
she threw it away and I was always haunted by that.
It's a good acting question.
Yeah.
What's in your handbag?
And when I, when I turned 40, I remember looking in my handbag, trying to find anything at
all and just putting out this sort of bit of, bit of, shrinky dink and old tampons and all this
stuff. And so it's sort of a book that's come out of, come out of that, a lot of lists of
things we carry around.
The book we're here to talk about today is a first for us. It's the first time we've
done on Batlisted a poem, a book-length poem and the book is
Autumn Journal by Louis McNeese published by Faber and Faber in 1939
but written kind of more or less in real time between August and December 1938.
But before we get on to it, John, what have you been reading this week, if you've had
time to read anything?
Well, to be honest, it has been a challenge, but I have read, I think, a short, quite brilliant
book called OK, Mr. Field by Catherine Killarly.
Catherine Killarly is South African by Berth, a poet, and has been based in the UK. She came to University of East Anglia
as a creative writing student, and this is her first novel. I'm not going to go on much about
it except to say that it is, I think it's gonna take its place in that sort of,
the small novels that will be talked and written about
for years, you know, so long, see you tomorrow.
Thomas Bernhard is what it comes to.
It's a study in isolation.
The story is very simple, kind of quite disturbing.
It's a concert pianist, Mr. Field,
who fractures his wrist in a train crash on the way back
and after that can't really play properly.
He can play, but he doesn't play terribly well.
And he is the sort of person who, you know, he can't really, he doesn't want to play
badly.
And then he ends up, what it's really about, it's about art and being good at art
and then not being good at art.
And then it's about, he goes back to South Africa
where he purchases a house which is a facsimile
to in every detail of Le Corbusier's Villa Savoy
on the South African coast.
And he goes with his wife Mim and to recuperate and to try
and rebuild his life and from then on more or less everything goes wrong.
Mim disappears. It's jet black this book. You have absolutely no idea where the
story is going to take you. I'll read you a tiny little bit just so you get a bit
of the idea of the voice. This is the bit about the accident.
The sleep I fell into was heavy, like the temporary shutting down a computer does when
it goes into sleep mode to conserve energy. I missed my stop, also I'd fallen asleep earlier
and part of my stressful day I fell asleep earlier on a bus and I'd already chosen this
as the bit of, I don't know whether it's life imitating art or what. I missed my stop
and several after it and woke to a loud bang and everyone talking and
shouting at once.
I remember someone picked me up and carried me like a dog up a long escalator.
Lovely.
I remember a tide of commuters climbing over turnstiles.
The next thing I remember is coming to in a hospital ward with my left arm bandaged
to the elbow.
You were in an accident, said the doctor at my bedside, but don't look so worried, I'm
not going to cut off your hand.
He laughed, and the nurse beside him laughed too.
Even the patient near Jason's bed, whose head had until now been dropped forward as though
he were asleep, started laughing though he may have been coughing.
I couldn't be sure because he covered his face with his hands.
The bones of my left wrist had splintered, I was told, and were now held together by a metal pin,
the presence of which, since I couldn't see it, though the bandage confirmed its existence,
infected everything with a gothic atmosphere, making the bloody gauze which the nurse lifted
from my skin, hissing through her teeth, look like a stringy spider- spider worm spanning the lips of the cut and the fluid seeping
from a stitch looking like oil oozing from a grotesque sausage.
The accident must have been in the news because I heard two nurses smoking in the covered
work white outside my window talking about it.
It must have been suicide, one would say, because the driver died with his hand on the
accelerator.
What's unconceivable to me, said the other, is the wad of cash in his pocket.
He'd withdrawn it to buy his daughter a car.
Who kills himself when he's planning to buy his daughter a car?
The first nurse looked at a cigarette as if it had suddenly become distasteful.
Yes, she said, but who drives into a brick wall and doesn't cover his face with his
hands?
Anyway, said the other, life sure. And then you die.
Sometimes I wish I were just a train driver so I could drive
around all day listening to
music.
It's very good.
Yeah.
Original.
So Andy, what have you been
reading this week?
You know what I've been reading
this week.
I've been waiting for, for three
years, four years to come out.
So I've been reading the novel Francis Plug, writer in residence by Paul Ewan,
the sequel to 2014's Francis Plug, How to be a Public Author.
Have either of you read?
Oh, I say without exaggeration and from a position of expertise
that Francis Plug, How to be a Public Author by Paul Ewan
is the funniest novel published in the UK
in the last 10 years.
It is an absolute masterpiece, that book.
I did an event in the summer
with the writer Matthew de Bechua,
and he defined the difference between,
we were talking about the difference between
you call yourself a writer or you call yourself an author.
And he said the difference is the writer is the guy who writes the books
and the author is the guy who goes out and does this shit.
Right? And what Francis Pluck how to be a public author about is the is the authorial role of going out. And it's not only extremely funny, it's also the most,
it is the most accurate depiction of the complicity of authors, publishers, bookshops and audiences
in creating these weird spaces of public worship of private grief. Although you, actually you two have got to be two of the best perspectives on this book
that could possibly exist.
I will say that I know it's very in and I know it appeals to a lot of things that I
find funny, but I find them funny because I recognize the truth in them. Anyway, this is his new book. It's called Francis Plug, writer in residence. In the
last book, for reasons that we won't go into in depth, Francis Plug, a wannabe writer,
is writing a manual for authors to how to behave in public.
And one of the ways he's investigating how to do this is by going to events, stealing
the wine, approaching the authors, getting them to sign their first edition copies of
Booker Prize winning novels.
So as the book goes on, reproduced in Francis Plug, How to Be
a Public Author, and again in the new one, are the front title pages of books that the
author Paul Ewan has gone and got signed at an event. There's one by John Mullan to Francis
Plug with best wishes. And what Francis Plug does is he writes down
what's the authors say to him and this is auto fiction as comedy. For instance,
here is Francis Plug meeting the late Doris Lessing, page 140. When the
journalist camping outside her home informed her of her Nobel
Prize win, Doris Lessing stepping out of a cab said, Oh Christ, Francis, when I win the
Nobel Prize for Literature, I'm going to say, shit a brick. Doris Lessing, good for you.
Francis, or are you shaking my shit? Doris Lessing. That's a new one to me.
Francis.
Or, oh my god, that there is some crazy shit you spoutin' out of your mouth.
Doris Lessing.
Okay, yes.
Francis.
Or, what the shitty shit?
Doris Lessing.
Yes.
Francis. Or, or. Doris Lessing. Yes. Francis. Or, or Doris Lessing. Shall I sign these other people's
books while you keep thinking? So as the book goes on, you have a series of cameo appearances
by famous authors. However, Francis has had his book published and it's published by the
same publisher as Paul Ewan, Gali Beggar.
So the publishers of Gali Beggar feature as characters in this novel. He's got a job as
a writer in residence at Greenwich University, rather like the author Paul Ewan, and he enjoys
a drink, which the author Paul Ewan also does. Nina Stebby just reviewed it in The Guardian. She said it's pure delight.
Ben Myers just reviewed it, said Francis Plugg is the savior of comic fiction. There's a very
famous thing we keep talking about on this podcast about the Bollinger-Woodhouse Prize for Comic
Fiction was not awarded last year because there were allegedly no funny books that had been
published. So this book is as good as volume one. I hope he goes on and writes another one. They're absolutely wonderful, incredibly funny. No, in fact,
it's not just that. They are both very funny and very depressing. It's just the two best
qualities any book can have. He runs them side by side. I'm just going to read another
little bit if you're humor me. This is Francis meeting the American, the veteran American novelist Paul Oster.
Veteran.
Due to the unusual seating arrangements, I find myself sat almost side onto Paul Oster at the
same raised level as the stage. Sitting forward with legs tucked beneath his chair, his side...
Sorry.
We've lost him.
Sorry, I'm trying my best. His side profile resembles the reddy orange zigzag on Ziggy
Stardust's face. He's a surprisingly tall man, poor Oster, and although he's just turned
70, there's a sense of Buzz Lightyear about him, helped by a similar physical stature
and bold determination. So the thing is, the iconoclasm of this is the point of what I
was saying earlier, you would not, should not describe the great Paul Oster. And he
is great in these terms, and yet they're not entirely disrespectful. They're playing off
the idea of Paul Oster as much as the real person, right? He normally steers clear of these events, he
says, but is embracing his current tour and enjoying it. At his signing I say I'm sorry,
but I find that very hard to believe. Paul Oster, why's that? Francis, are you kidding?
Look at all these people, what a frigging nightmare. Paul Oster, well yes, but it's
not something I'm pushed to do very often. FP, what about pushing buttons on your chest?
Do you do that?
Paul Oster, what do you mean?
Francis, like Buzz Lightyear does, do you know him?
You bear a strong resemblance.
Paul Oster, name rings a bell.
FP, he has wings attached to his arms.
Paul Oster. Has he? Francis. Yes, he has. And his sights are ultimately set on the universal good
of humankind. Paul Oster. Well, I suppose there are worse doppelgangers. FP. Did you notice the
garage door behind you during your talk?
Paul Oster. Garage door? FP. Yes, it was like you were being interviewed in my old house.
Or just outside it. Paul Oster. Pause. I see. Well, thanks for coming. FP. Oh, speaking of my garage, would
you be okay staying in it for the Greenwich Book Festival? Paul Oster. Sorry. FP. The
Greenwich Book Festival. You've been specially handpicked to attend, Paul Oster. I hadn't heard about that.
But FP, don't worry, it's all been sorted.
Out of interest, how many air miles do you have?
So what I'm saying, that is a very, very funny book.
It's called Francis Plug, writer and resident.
It's published by Gallybega. They're an independent publisher.
Who we love. Who we love, who deserve your support, as does Paul Ewan. So there we are,
look we've burnt off some of the anxiety, only a little bit of it, as we've got rid of all laughter,
so we can turn to... Although then we can go to the anxiety which is... Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Turn to good account, which is Autumn Journal by Louis McNeese.
that turned to Good Account, which is Autumn Journal by Louis McNeese.
Sam, Autumn Journal, can you remember where you were or who you were the first time you read Autumn Journal? Yes, I can. I was a very early version of me in Oxford in Lady Margaret Hall and where I studied English
and I turned to my rather falling apart edition of Faber, collected poems of Louis McNeese
and found in the front, Samuel West Oxford November 85. So that's sort of autumn.
You were there at the same time. I didn't know that.
And I was in a...
85 was the year I was reading it.
I was 83 to 86.
I was 85 to 88.
So it was the first year of my three-year degree.
And I was in an English set with Michael Gove.
I don't know what happened to him.
She was God.
But I discovered this poem,
which kind of hit me with the force of a bullet, really.
It seemed very chatty and personal.
And it talked about some stuff I didn't really understand.
But then it talked about love
in ways that I did understand and wished I could understand better. And as somebody who was a bit of a late starter,
sort of set the bar of honesty and reality in love and personal relationships, sort of high,
but not so impossibly high that you didn't think you might one day be able to clear it.
It's been a more or less constant companion ever since actually.
And you recorded a version didn't you in early sort of 2002?
Yeah that's about right.
With music by Gary Urshon.
Gary Urshon who is now an Oscar nominated composer. He got nominated
for his beautiful score for Mr Turner. The Mike Lee film. Yeah, he wrote the beautiful
it's a sort of harp quintet I think string quartet and harp and there's some sound effects
in the background, not many. And I read about half the poem, probably, quite a lot of the early chapters and the last couple.
And then quite a lot of people wrote to me,
this was before iPlayer, saying,
I really enjoyed that, when can I hear it again?
And I said, search me, I have absolutely no idea.
But apparently it can be found legally or illegally
online nowadays.
And it is repeated on four extra occasionally.
We'll put a link up to it on our website
because if people have or haven't read the poem
and want an introduction to it,
it seems to me a perfect way in.
What I loved about it was that you captured the, there's just a
vulnerability about this poem, which is, which I, like you, you
go back to time and time again, and it still feels like it was
written yesterday. That's an extremely thing.
Sophie, where were you when you, can you remember the first time
you became aware of Louis McNeese? His work or just his
name or in passing?
Yeah, I can because I remember I was at school, it was in a poetry anthology that we had for
us one of the first years of GCSE and it was a lovely anthology called Touched with Fire,
which had some incredible poems that really actually that's why I fell in love with poetry
and decided to do my job, this one anthology. But I remember thinking, I remember the poem
and thinking that's a funny name or unusual name and I was going to get the E on the I
wrong, I knew it. It was an unexpected arrangement first line, which was, life in a day,
he took his girl to the ballet. And trying to work out how that sounded, the sort of day in ballet,
you had to do something with the second word to do that. And it finishes. As far as I remember,
it just falls off the end. And he took us to go to the ballet
and it said something like,
being short-sighted, he could hardly see it.
So it was my introduction to bathos.
It's just like, what, what, and that,
and the poem itself falls off the end.
It, you expect it to finish with a bang
and it goes out with this whimper.
It's about a marriage going wrong and becoming jaded.
And I just, I remember enough about the thinking, this is different.
And to make poetry out of the art of syncing in poetry, and that's what I sort of remember
as a smaller me.
I'm just going to read, we have a very starry backup for today's Battlestars.
Do we? We do, we do. Do we? we have a very starry backup for today's Batlisters.
Do we?
We do, we do.
I'm going to read Alan Bennett's description of the career of Louis McNeese, because I
think it's worth, we normally wouldn't do it this way around, but I think it's worth
putting this in the minds of listeners before we then move on to talk about the work and
about Autumn Journal in particular.
So this is from a book called Six Poets Hardy to Lark him,
which was republished by Faber a couple of years ago
by Alan Bennett.
MacNeese is one of the six poets that he talks about.
There's a couple of little bits in here
that I'll share with people as we go on.
But here's his description of MacNeese's life and career.
Louis MacNeese was born in Belfast in 1907,
the son of a bookish Church of Ireland minister,
a bishop-to-be. Academically precocious, he was already writing verse at seven around
the time of his mother's death. He was educated in England at Sherbourne and Marlborough.
At Merton College, Oxford, he made the acquaintance of Auden and Spender and published his first book of poems, Blind Fireworks, in 1929.
He worked subsequently as a translator, literary critic, playwright, autobiographer, BBC producer
and feature writer. In 1941 he was appointed scriptwriter producer in BBC Radio's features
department where he worked until his death. Letters from Iceland 1937 was written in
collaboration with Auden and subsequent collections include The Earth Compels, Autumn Journal,
Plant and Phantom, Springboard, Holes in the Sky and Autumn Sequel. Minis published highly
acclaimed translations including the Agamemnon and Goethe's Faust and he scripted more than 150 radio plays including The Dark Tower
1947. The Burning Perch, his last volume of poems, appeared shortly before his death in 1963 at the
age of 55. It's shockingly young isn't it? It's certainly in terms now that feels incredibly
And certainly in terms now, that feels incredibly young, doesn't it?
John, where did you first read The Autumn Journal? Because I know this is a really special book for you.
It was almost exactly the same as Sam.
I was at Merton College in Oxford, which is where my niece had gone.
And I was, as you do, you know, an undergraduate, casting around
to try and find
something slightly different.
I'd been casting around,
looking at slightly lesser well-known
first world war poets like Iver Gurney,
Isaac Rosenberg, David Jones.
And you come to the poets of the 1930s
and you've got Auden looming over the whole thing.
And I read McNeese and I liked Sophie, and you've got Auden looming over the whole thing.
And MacNeese, I just read MacNeese,
like Sophie had written, read some of the lyrics,
which were, I thought, beautiful,
and had this kind of, there's a softness to MacNeese
that's really interesting, a kind of a, you know,
you can't get away from the kind of Yatesian brilliance
of Auden when you're reading poetry.
But then I discovered
Autumn Journal and I'd been doing, you know, as you have to do, you have to do Yeats and you have
to do Eliot and you're studying 20th century poetry. And I suddenly thought I'd found my guy
with Autumn Journal. I thought this is what poetry, my dream of what poetry could be,
which is something that was, you could reflect, you could be, which is something that was you could reflect, you could
be funny, you could be non-committed, you could talk about the fact that you didn't understand
things, and you could do it, and you could do it with amazing structure, rhythmic structure and rhyme.
I remember the first time I read it, and the total sense of exhilaration is something I always pick up and I go back
to passages and I, you know, but I went back having gone back and reread it this time and
decided I wasn't, I didn't want to get any MacNeese and kind of stuff in front of me.
I just wanted to go back and it, God, it's as we will, I hope demonstrate it is, I could
give this book to anyone I think and say, if you don't believe you can read a book,
a whole book length poem.
I read this early this year for the first time and I came to you, John, and went, I've just read this amazing book by Louis McNeese.
We ought to do it on Bat... We don't often do it this way because we...
But I said, we really got to do it on Bat... And you went, it's my favourite poem.
I went, right, we're off.
I think it is the great poem of the 20th century, for me anyway, in English.
When I went to Iceland a few years ago, long-term listeners will recall,
I took Letters from Iceland with me by Auden and MacNeice,
which was in fact recommended to me by someone here at Unbound.
And I came back and I said, oh my god, that was so wonderful, thank you,
what a brilliant suggestion. And they said, yeah, I haven't actually read it.
wonderful, thank you, what a brilliant suggestion. And they said, yeah, I haven't actually read it.
So, but we've got, but we've got now we've got a clip.
MacNeese was at Marlborough at the same time
and in the same class as the poet John Betjeman.
And this is a little clip of Betjeman talking
about his memories of MacNeese
when they were at school together.
He was younger than me, but much cleverer.
We were both in the Classical Fifth.
I suppose I was a bit jealous because Louis was good at work,
a clever classical scholar, and he enjoyed games, which I absolutely loathed,
and games were of course worshed at Marlborough.
Louis, even in those days, one knew without having
to ask him that he was a poet, he looked like a poet.
He had large eyes and he looked rather like a frightened hair
and a pale freckled face and a dreamy appearance
and he was always writing.
I love the idea that he can look like a poet.
His large eyes.
He's quite a good advert for poets.
He's very handsome.
There's a wonderful story here that Bennett recounts saying
Stephen Spender tells the story how
when the Soviet Union came into the war in 1941
the British ambassador Sir Archibald Clark Kerr thought he would give a party for British poets with a view to putting them in touch with their Soviet counterparts. Throughout
his party, McNeese, sleek, dark and expressionless, leant against the chimney piece glass in hand,
looking infinitely removed from his colleagues. At the end of the evening, Clark Kerr went
up to him and said, Is it true we were brought up in Belfast at Carrick, Fergus?
McNeese said, Yes, it is.
Ah, said Clark Kerr, then that confirms a legend I have heard that centuries ago, a
race of seals invaded that coast and interbred with the population.
Good night.
Wow.
Doesn't look at all like it's here. Or a hair I think. But MacNeese clearly had a sense of himself as a poet and a thinker and a creative person from a young age.
He was a brilliant classicist and he could declaim classical verse incredibly well. But you get that from Alton Journal, the reflections on the importance or lack of importance of
classical learning in the face of what's actually happening.
Yeah, he wears it quite lightly, doesn't he?
What I feel is in the way that that McSpaund Day thing the idea of all these these this sort of group of poets he's the one that always interested me because he feels to
me almost like the sort of poetic kind of opposite of Orwell he doesn't really
sign up for anything he's too he's too kind of clever to join the Communist
Party or to... He's not a Marxist in a classical sense. Or, you know, he's Camus rather than Sartre.
What interests him is kind of the emotional truth of things.
The Autumn Journal, amongst many of the things that I love about it,
is that reading it at this time of year, you're reminded it is a journal.
I mean, it actually does. It's a diary.
It's writing through, albeit an extraordinary that 1938 into 39 sort of descent into war.
But it's about time, you know, it's about it's a sustained meditation time, much in the way that Four Quartets is, but in my view, doesn't have all the
doesn't have all the throat clearing, the myth kitty showing off that Four Quartets has. I mean, much as I love Four Quartets, it's just, there's just something about, I can't imagine anyone who is in any way sensitive picking up Autumn Journal and not finding.
And also the language in it is so, you never feel that he's going, I'm writing, I've just been reading,
which I'm enjoying, Robin Robinson's verse novel.
But it's very much a verse novel, you know,
and the writing is exquisite and the metaphors are exquisite.
But it's, with Autumn Journal,
it's almost kind of conversational.
When I took a holiday from Twitter recently,
which I have to do occasionally,
well, often sometimes when I feel either too depressed
or confounded by the political direction of the world
or just that I'm shouting into the void,
it suddenly became important to nobody but me
what tweet I returned with,
because I wanted to say something that was valuable
or useful and wasn't sort of shawty. So on the 1st of September I posted this. September
has come. It is hers whose vitality leaps in the autumn, whose nature prefers
trees without leaves and a fire in the fireplace.
So I give her this month and the next, though the whole of my year should be hers who has
rendered already so many of its days intolerable or perplexed, but so many more so happy.
Who has left a scent on my life and left my walls dancing over and over with her shadow,
whose hair is twined in all my waterfalls
and all of London littered with remembered kisses.
And a lot of people liked it.
And I thought, yeah, quite right too.
That September is hers.
The her refers to Nancy Spender.
She married Stephen Spender.
We have a clip of Nancy Spender's reaction to reading Autumn Journal for the first time and how she felt about
that part of the poem. I had had the book sent to me from Dewey and I was on the
underground but I was on the Northern line going home from Charing Cross and I
was absolutely appalled when I read it. I really felt I couldn't go out again.
Everybody would be sort of pointing and saying,
that is the woman who left Louis, you know,
that sort of thing.
Well, I had to really,
because it became so cross-pubic.
I never thought he was particularly handsome.
Other people would tell me he was very handsome.
I just thought he looked like a horse.
He might sort of swerve violently and you'd fall off,
you know, and I mean, literally like a horse.
I think that's wonderful.
It's funny to hear her voice.
I mean, so this is, as Sam said, such a love poem and a meditation.
And it's also, he gave it to her to read, and he shoved it in her bag, and she started
reading it on the train, on the tube, which I love the idea that the person to whom this poem
I was what was dedicated with that. She read it on the train and it begins
This is the person is inopportunity inopportunity desired on boats and trains
The same person and that she read it on a train and that the poem begins on a train.
I'm rather obsessed with trains as sort of metaphor.
Your book is built around trains, right?
Yeah, it's built around trains and train journeys and the epigraph of it is from another
train poem by William and niece.
And I just, so I just find it's wonderful.
It made its way in underground.
I wonder if that reaction is more that people don't do things like that. You don't you don't
write about stuff like that. And it's not not that it was a horrible thing to say, just that
that their relationship in it washing washing ones clean linen in public.
their relationship, you know, washing, washing ones clean in public.
I mean, we can't know. I think she felt less committed to the idea of it being this perfect moment than the poet did. But what's so wonderful that in Canto 19. Oh, yes.
When we were out of love. Could we, that? Because that is... This is quite extraordinary.
You can cut this down if you like, but I'm going to have to read a page and a half of this.
Okay.
Oh, what a busy morning. Engines start with a roar. All the wires are buzzing, the tape machines vomit on the floor.
And I feel that my mind once again is open.
The lady is gone who stood in the way so long.
The hypnosis is over, no one calls encore to the song.
When we are out of love, how are we ever in it?
Where are the mountains and the mountain skies?
That heady air instinct with a strange sincerity
which winged our lies.
The peaks have fallen in like dropping pastry.
Now I could see her come around the corner
without the pulse responding.
The flowery orator in the heart is dumb.
His bag of tricks is empty.
His overstatements, those rainbow bubbles, have burst.
When we meet, she need not feel embarrassed,
the cad with the golden tongue has done his worst and has no orders from me to mix his phrases rich
to make the air a carpet for her to walk on. I only wonder which day, which hour, I found
this freedom. But freedom is not so exciting. We prefer to be drawn in the rush of the stars as they circle,
a traffic that ends with dawn. Now I am free of the stars and the word love makes no sense.
This history is almost ripe for the mind's museum. Broken jars that once held wine or perfume.
Yet looking at their elegance on the stands, I feel a certain pride that only
lately and yet so long ago, I held them in my hands while they were full and fragrant.
So on this busy morning, I hope, my dear, that you are also busy with another vintage
of another year. I wish you luck and I thank you for the party. A good party, though at the end my thirst was worse than at the beginning.
But never to have drunk, no doubt, would be the worst.
Pain, they say, is always twin to pleasure.
Better to have these twins than no children at all.
Very much better to act for good and bad than have no sins and take no action either.
You were my blizzard who had been my bed. But taking the whole series of blight and blossom,
I would not choose a simpler crop instead. Thank you, my dear. Dear, against my judgment.
dear, against my judgment.
Should we take a moment?
Wow, that was incredible. Thank you. Actually, I went back to this when the first person of my own age I knew I had known all their life died.
Because pain, they say, is always twin to pleasure, better to have these twins than
have no children at all.
I thought, I've got to feel this now.
It was the first real loss of a person I'd ever felt.
And I thought, no, this is the other side of the coin of love.
And it's better that it should be this thing than that I never knew this person.
And this was the first time I'd ever read that, put better than I could put it,
but I'd sort of taken it in and thought,
no, that's true, that's useful.
I think that that profundity in McNeese that he did,
but he never shows off,
that's what I love about this poem.
It's this sort of, you know, you don't feel that he's having to call in
all that Yeatsian kind of apparatus of
gyres and mythology. He sort of goes to the heart of something that is as good as anything
anybody has ever written about the end of a relationship.
It's both honest and eloquent. is as good as anything anybody has ever written about the end of a relationship.
It's both honest and eloquent.
The economy and the directness is what I love
about this poem is that it's so personal.
That's the thing going back to it.
It absolutely hasn't aged a jot.
Every time I go back to it,
I find you find new and brilliant stuff.
It's good when poetry is useful.
I remember when he was a poet laureate, Andrew Motion,
talking about poetry and people had said,
oh, poetry, it's a bit, you know, it's a bit up there.
It's not for me.
And he said, okay, do you remember when Princess Diana died
and Kensington Palace was covered in flowers
and stapled Queen of Hearts cards?
He said most of the flowers or the cards had a few
lines of verse attached. And it wasn't always very good verse, but it was the natural language
that people turned to when they couldn't express their grief or sadness any other way. And it was
a really good defense of poetry from somebody whose public job was to do exactly that, or part of which was to do that. And I think a lot of McNeese is like that. You think you could give
this to somebody and it would be a comfort. It's a way of composing ourselves, really.
And this is, so I don't know whether there is, there is showing off in this in sense of virtuoso
showing off in this in sense of virtuoso composition but what he is what he's showing is the dilemma of someone being in the in the now almost the fear of
dissolving when you were talking about the vulnerability at the beginning and
he I love the fact that there's a moment when he's actually in the bath I mean
there's a comedy the whole poem if it's in journal form is is that he's actually in the bath. I mean, there's a comedy, the whole
poem, if it's in journal form, is that he's on a train or he's thinking about being in
Barcelona or he's in a cafe. And there's even when he's apparently, it's a bit like Bridget
Jones's diary, he's writing in the bath, but the point at which he has this very philosophical
bit about Aristotle's right to think of man and action as the essential and really existent
man, he's sort of tongue in cheek, he's talking about himself being all philosophical. And
he says, I cannot line this bath forever clouding the cooling water with rose veranium soap.
One can have a great affinity with the sense of how we try and pull ourselves together.
It also has the feel as you read through it of being something that benefited from a relatively
speedy composition because my sense as a writer, I don't write poetry, but as someone who's written and edited
books, is that each canto tends to find something interesting to do with the
energy left in the wake of the previous canto. So he's feeling his way forward
to some extent. Now what do I want to write about?
What's the right thing here? What's the right thing to keep the energy swerving along?
But I think without necessarily rereading it and thinking how does this make a cohesive
whole, it doesn't feel like he's tried to make a single poem that makes sense of one state of mind in the autumn of 1938 at all.
Because I don't think there was one.
This is a really interesting thing that before he had finished it, this is a very publishing thing, John,
things never change, before he finished writing it T.S. Eliot was pestering him for a blurb for the catalogue.
And so MacNeese wrote for him some notes for the catalogue.
And now we normally on Batlist, we read the blurb on the back of the book, but I thought this was actually better.
So this is McNeese's note to Eliot saying, this is what, Eliot said, can you give me a few, give me a few pointers. And this is what Autumn Journal is. A long poem of from 2000 to 3000 lines
written from August to December 1938, not strictly a journal, but giving the tenor of
my intellectual and emotional experiences during that period. It is about nearly everything
from which first-hand experience I consider significant. It is written in sections averaging about 80 lines in length.
This division gives it a dramatic italics quality as different parts of myself, e.g.
the anarchist, the defeatist, the sensual man, the philosopher, the would-be good citizen
can be given their say in turn. It contains reportage, metaphysics, ethics, lyrical emotion, autobiography,
nightmare. There is a constant interrelation of abstract and concrete. Generalisations are
balanced by pictures. Places presented include Hampshire, Spain, Birmingham, Ireland, and especially London. It is written throughout in an elastic kind of quatrain.
This form A gives the whole poem a formal unity,
but B saves it from monotony by allowing it a great range of appropriate variations.
The writing is direct. Anyone could understand it.
And I think it is my best work to date. It is
both a panorama and a confession of faith. And that's just the blurb.
Excellent. Glad to hear that.
We should say that he's funny too in this poem. I love the Birmingham, Canto 8 is Homer
in a Dudley accent.
But life was comfortable, life was fine with two in a bed and patchwork cushions and checks
and tassels on the washing line and a gramophone, a cap, the smell of jasmine, the stakes were
tender, the films were fun, the walls were striped like a Russian ballet.
There were lots of things undone but nobody cared for the days were early.
Nobody niggled, nobody cared.
The soul was deaf to the mounting debit, the soul was unprepared, but the firelight danced on the plywood ceiling." And he gets
a, he loves, he was a great jazz fan and there's a sort of a, there's a kind of a, almost a
rappy feel to some of the, some of the stuff in it.
When you're reading it aloud, that Canto 8 is a great one to arrive at because it just
sets you off.
Thinking about sort of writing, we're talking about writing in 1938, 1939, it's time when
everyone there was lots of things coming out at this moment, there's between the acts at that moment
and Auden writing on these posts, the sense of how do you write capture that moment and it's
sort of reminded me all the sort of rise of auto fiction at the moment, we've got Nascar doing
autumn and people producing, thinking,
what do we do now faced with what we're looking at politically?
And thinking, perhaps all I can try and do is capture the now
and a sort of listy writing at White Keys.
I wondered, you know, Sam, you were saying about returning to Twitter,
having taken a break from The noise. You know, one of
the things I found about reading this for the first time earlier this year, and I
slightly, you know, I say this with the proviso that I don't think one event is
as bad as the other, but nonetheless it was fascinating to read something written
80 years ago in a period of looming national crisis, shall we say, to see that sense of
time slipping away from the poet in the knowledge that something bad is coming. You don't quite
know the shape. You don't quite know where it will land, but you know people are waiting.
You know the phony war has started before the war has started.
And that's, he talks about the importance of being honest to the present moment as he writes,
even if he's got it wrong, he's just getting it down.
Hitler yells on the wireless. The night is damp and still, and I hear dull blows on wood outside
my window. They are cutting down the trees on Primrose Hill.
The wood is white like the roast flesh of chicken, each tree falling like a closing
fan.
No more looking at the view from seats beneath the branches.
Everything is going to plan.
They want the crest of this hill for anti-aircraft.
The guns will take the view, and searchlights
probe the heavens for bacilli with narrow ones of blue. And everybody knows that view.
It's just that bacilli made me think of Orwell, the people in metal tubes trying to kill me.
trying to kill, above my head trying to kill me in the line of the unicorn. I thought this was what a wonderful book this is about London as well. We've done quite
a few London novels on Batlisted but this is what part of the dream of it really is
the sense of wandering slightly untethered through these various collapsed spaces of
London how you can be in Piccadilly one moment and Primrose Hill the next. I mean the other thing that I love, his reflections in Ireland are I think remarkable.
He's an Irish writer, as so many Irish writers are, writing in exile in England.
There's an amazing thing in Canto 18 which I don't really feel...
I can't really do... as we've got Sam here, I don't know,
but there's that, sing us no more idles,
no more pastures, no more.
Sing us no more idles, no more pastures,
no more epics of the English earth.
The country is a dwindling annex to the factory,
squalid as an afterbirth.
This England is tight and narrow, teeming with unwanted children
who are so many, each is alone. Nyeby and her children stand beneath the smokestack turned to
stone. And still the church bells brag above the empty churches and the Union Jack thumps the wind
above the law courts and the barracks. And in the allotments, the
black scarecrow holds a fort of grimy heads of cabbage, besieged by grimy birds, like
a hack politician fighting the winged aggressor with yesterday's magic coat of ragged words.
Sophie, this dovetails with something you wanted to talk about, which is an earlier
poem called Trained to Dublin.
Yeah, I wanted to talk about that. I mean, in relation to I don't think backlisted does
poetry that often, right? And I suppose when I said I was going to talk about Orton Charnall,
someone said, oh, a long poem. I couldn't, I couldn't, wouldn't want to read a long poem.
And there is a sense in this, this does move very quickly and it is it is
hugely readable but for anyone who
Wants a sort of taster of it
I think this poem trained to Dublin is a really really good way in and it's even shorter and it seems to capture this idea
Of being stuck in a rhythm and which is what autumn journal is about how are we stuck in rhythms of thought?
and which is what Autumn Journal is about, how are we stuck in rhythms of thought, rhythms of habit, how should we think differently, should we think differently and acknowledging
we are. I'll just read a bit of it because I think it is my favourite poem ever.
Our half-thought thoughts divide in sifted wisps against the basic facts we patterned
without pause. I can no more gather my mind up in my fist than
the shadow of the smoke of this train upon the grass. This is the way that animals'
lives pass.
The train's rhythm never alents. The telephone posts go striding backwards like the legs
of time to wear in a Georgian house. You turn at the carpet's edge, turning a sentence.
While outside my window here,
the smoke makes broken queries in the air.
The train keeps moving and the rain holds off.
I count the buttons on the seat.
I hear a shell held hollow to the ear,
the mere reiteration of integers,
the bell that tolls and tolls,
the monotony of fear.
At times we are doctrinaire, at times we are frivolous, plastering over the cracks, a gesture
making good.
But the strength of us does not come out of us.
It is we, I think, are the idols, and it is God who has set us up as men who are painted
wood and the trains carry us about, but not consistently so, for during
a tiny portion of our lives we are not in trains.
Oh, that's wonderful. God, that's wonderful. I've got a clip here of Auden reading the end of his poem,
The Cave of Making, in Memoria am Louis McNeese, in 1965.
And Auden obviously very struck by the loss of a friend,
but also the loss of a contemporary
and saw MacNeese's death as the moment that he, Auden, needed to recommit to poetry, that
he felt that he had lost focus after he moved to the States. So this is recorded, I think, relatively close to when the poem was written.
I wish you hadn't caught that cold,
but the dead we miss are easier to talk to.
With those no longer tensed by problems, one cannot feel shy.
And anyway, when playing cards or drinking or pulling faces arrived at the question,
what else is there to do but talk to the voices of conscience they have become?
From now on, as a visitor who needn't be met at the station, your influence is welcome at any hour
in my U-Body, especially here where titles from poems to the burning
perch offer proof positive of the maker you were. With whom I once collaborated,
once at a weird symposium exchanged winks as a jugging went on about alienation.
Seeing you know our mystery from the inside, and therefore how much in our lonely dens
we need the companionship of our good dead.
To give us comfort on dowry days when the self is an identity dumped on a mound of nothing.
To break the spell of our self-enchantment when lip-smacking imps that mork and hooey
write with us what they
will. You won't think me imposing you, I ask you to stay at my elbow until cocktail time.
Dear shade, for your elegy I should have been able to manage something more like you than
this egocentric monologue, but accept it for friendship's sake.
God, that's beautiful as well.
That's fantastic.
That's very very beautiful.
But actually he's wrong at the end. I was thinking how unlike some ordnance,
maybe unlike late ordnance that is, it nods to MacNeese's immediacy and simplicity
and doesn't have any of
that you know glory in the incomprehensible word that Ordon would love.
Isn't that the thing that I go back to McNeese again and again because he just feels like a
you I don't really you know the poetry you read the poetry he remains mysterious
he remains someone that you feel that you would absolutely
want to spend an evening with and talk to.
And so much of his work was working with other people's work.
That always interested me, all the play adaptations.
So he's a good sign and an artist,
if they're a good collaborator.
And the lack of, that's the thing about Autumn Journal,
for somebody who was 31 when he wrote it,
the lack of disfiguring egotism and grandstanding
is just seems remarkable.
And it remains through collective poems.
There isn't a sort of a, there's not a lot of up and down.
There isn't a great late flowering.
He kind of, he hit his stride
and did what he did brilliantly until he stopped.
His public profile though goes up near the end of his life.
Yeah.
But it's perceived I think that the last volume, The Burning Perch, which is published
three days after his death, it was due to go clearly anyway, but he died because he
It was due to go clearly anyway, but he died because he wanted some sound effects for a play and wanted to make sure they were right.
So went down a pothole in Yorkshire, came out sopping wet, went to the pub to warm up,
caught pneumonia and died.
So John, you're right, but he's working right up to the end he remains
productive right up to the end. I was thinking about the final part of this
poem which is a lullaby really. So I love lullaby, they're self-erasing poetic form
spoken so that no one can hear it anymore. And there's something really quietly composed about ending.
We're going to go out on the voice of Louis McNeese himself.
But before we hear that, Sam,
could you give us the end of Autumn Journal
Sophie was just talking about?
I'm going to read this from the first edition
that I was given on my 50th birthday
by my dear friend, Helen Mountfield,
who is a fellow poetry lover.
And I want to say that because our mutual love
of this poem has been with us
since we were at university together.
I think one of the shocking things
that stayed with me at this poem
is that every time I read it, seems to be more up-to-date. That is the
takeout quote. I love that. That's exactly right. And so if every time you go back to
it you think oh god this is horribly relevant. Yeah. So politically and this
isn't a bit about love it's about who we want to be, which is maybe a question we might be asking ourselves
a bit more nowadays.
What is it we want really?
For what end and how?
If it is something feasible, obtainable,
let us dream it now and pray for a possible land,
not of sleepwalkers, not of angry puppets, but where both heart
and brain can understand the movements of our fellows, where life is a choice of instruments
and none is debarred his natural music, where the waters of life are free of the ice blockade
of hunger and thought is free as the sun, where the altars of sheer power and mere profit have fallen
to disuse, where nobody sees the use of buying money and blood at the cost of blood and money,
where the individual no longer squandered in self-assertion works with the rest, endowed
with the split vision of a juggler and the quick lock of a taxi, where the people are more than a crowd.
So sleep in hope of this, but only for a little.
Your hope must wake while the choice is yours to make, the mortgage not foreclosed, the
offer open.
Sleep serene, avoid the backward glance, go forward, dreams.
Sleep serene, avoid the backward glance, go forward, dreams. Sleep serene, avoid the backward glance,
go forward, dreams, and do not halt.
Behind you in the desert stands a token of doubt,
a pillar of salt.
Sleep the past and wake the future,
and walk out promptly through the open door.
But you, my coward doubts, may go on sleeping.
You need not wake again, not anymore.
The new year comes with bombs.
It is too late to dose the dead with honorable intentions.
If you have honor to spare, employ it on the living.
The dead are dead as 1938.
Sleep to the noise of running water tomorrow to be crossed, however deep.
This is no river of the dead or Lethe. Tonight we sleep on the banks of Rubicon. The dye is cast.
There will be time to audit the accounts later. There will be sunlight later. And the equation
will come out at last.
and the equation will come out at last. There really is nothing to be said after that.
Thank you, Sam. How do you end a long poem?
Well, I would say, right, just like that.
Beautiful. As you say, that idea,
each time you go back to this poem, it seems like it's written
more recently.
A great credit to poetry but a great credit also to what MacNeese has done.
That's all we have time for so I want to thank Sam and Sophie and Nikki our producer and
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We're going to leave you with the voice, we've talked about him,
you've heard his friends talking about him, his lovers talking about him and us talking about him.
We're going to leave you with the voice of Louis McNeese himself
both explaining and then declaiming a little bit of his poem, Bagpipe Music.
Here is a poem which I wrote towards the end of the 1930s during a visit to the Western
Isles of Scotland. It's a poem which on the surface is a nonsense poem. It's called bagpipe
music and technically one of the points about it was to try and suggest by the sound of the lines
the noise of the bagpipes. It's no go the herringboard, it's no go the Bible. All we want
is a packet of fags when our hands are idle. It's no go the Pictor Palace, it's no go the stadium, it's no go
the country caught with a pot of pink geraniums. It's no go the government
grants, it's no go the elections. Sit on your ass for 50 years and hang your hat
on a pension. It's no go my honey love, it's no go my
poppet. Work your hands from day to day, the winds will blow the profit.
The glass is falling hour by hour, the glass will fall forever.
But if you break the bloody glass, you won't hold up the weather. Music