Duncan Trussell Family Hour - 305: Justin Boreta
Episode Date: September 14, 2018Justin Boreta, music producer and 1/3 of The Glitch Mob joins the DTFH to explore the depths of some deep spiritual waters! **THE MUSIC IS COMING FROM ALIENS!** * [Ram Dass - Imagine](http://smartu...rl.it/RamDassXBoreta) * [Maui Retreat Campaign](https://www.propeller.la/beherenow?utm_source=tgm) * [The Glitch Mob](https://theglitchmob.com/) This episode is brought to you by Squarespace (offer code: DUNCAN to save 10% on your first site).
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Everybody, please, without further ado, welcome,
today's esteemed guest, Justin Beretta.
Welcome, welcome all of you.
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I couldn't find the theme song.
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Justin, welcome to the DTFH.
Thank you so much for coming over, man.
Hello, Duncan.
Hello.
Good to see you.
Good to see you.
Holy shit, man, I gotta get this out of the way,
because if I don't do it up front,
I think not only will I be disappointed in myself,
but all of the fans of the Glitch Mob
who might be listening to this will be disappointed.
We have to address it, and then I wanna dive
into the deep spiritual waters,
even though the Glitch Mob and those deep waters
I don't think are separated at all.
Absolutely.
So I'm gonna ask you the cheesiest question of all time,
but I gotta ask it.
I was going to the raves a long, long,
I was going to the raves when they were like video arcades,
you know, like when video arcades,
like how you would mostly play cool video.
I was going to the raves when Mortal Kombat 1 was like amazing,
back in those days.
Finish him.
Yeah, hey, exactly.
And I always got this weird impression,
depending on how high I was,
that the music was coming from
like aliens or from some kind of higher consciousness
or some kind of like this was a channeled transmission
coming in from some other realm.
Yeah.
So the Glitch Mob, not DJs, but I don't know what,
I don't know, like I'm not even sure
how you would like describe this phenomena,
which is you guys put on this incredible show
that makes me think,
well, I guess if a UFO landed,
this is certainly one of the ways it might show itself.
So forgive me, I know it's a long set up
to a very simple question.
Sure.
Is the music coming from aliens?
The answer is yes.
I knew it!
I knew it!
And we are all aliens here.
Yeah, right.
There's something about music,
and this is also gonna sound like a platitude
and it's gonna sound cheesy,
but it's true is that the best stuff happens
when we get out of the way
and we don't actually really know where it comes from.
And it's like when we think about it
and we overcomplicate the whole process too much
and we analyze, then it can become contrived.
But all of the best moments have come from somewhere else
and it's really, really true.
So maybe it's from aliens,
maybe it's from the universal loving awareness,
consciousness orb in the sky.
Who knows what it actually is?
I really, I can't say for sure,
but it is true though that there's something
about electronic music in the way that we play live
that is us trying to tap into some otherness
that you can get into with music.
So we play an instrument that we've built
that's custom, it's called the blade.
And there's something very cinematic about it.
And the whole thing is just another way
into the music and back in.
So we create the visuals and the videos
are all stuff that will lead rabbit holes
back down into the music.
But the truth is we don't actually really fucking know
how the music works at the end of the day.
It kind of just comes from somewhere.
Right.
That somewhere is what I want to talk with you about today.
One thing that I have, and I think it's bad.
The older I get and now they have a child coming,
I guess you could say I'm getting soft
and all the things I used to really shake my fist at
angrily.
Now it's just kind of like, I don't wanna,
I know why you were trying to do that.
You're cool.
But in the past, one thing that I've just viciously,
viciously just gotten really in the dumbest way
angry about is like, you'll listen to like Terrence McKenna,
you'll look for Terrence McKenna lectures
and somebody is gone and put a fucking trance music
underneath it.
And you're like, I want, I want this free of trance music.
I just wanna listen to.
Just hit the mute button on the song.
And the reason is because it's like Terrence McKenna
is channeling the over there in his own way.
And whoever is putting the sound button beneath it
is like somebody running around in front of Terrence McKenna
with like pom poms or something, right?
It's like, we don't need, Terrence McKenna doesn't
need cheerleaders.
Sure.
I just like him straight, okay?
Absolutely.
But, and so I've always thought,
why does this always happen, this phenomenon?
But then, Justin, you annihilated, annihilated
my ridiculous and backwards and small-minded idea
that we can't interlace music with great spiritual
teachings with your track, Imagine,
that you did with Ramdas.
Thank you so much.
Oh my God.
It was so incredible.
It's one, to know that now I have eternally
this tool to help me meditate.
But two, to like watch the way that,
or listen to the way that you have purely reflected
that, what that is into sound.
Oh, wow.
How did you do it, Justin?
That's incredible to me.
Thank you.
That means a lot.
You know what?
Maybe I'll just stop here.
I'm gonna play a little bit.
Can I play a little?
Do you mind if I play a little clip of it?
Absolutely.
Let's do it.
Okay.
So in the next few minutes when I'm reading to you,
try to find a comfortable place
where you can be with your head, neck,
and chest in a straight line.
And you could be lying flat down,
or you could be sitting up.
Meditation is many things.
It can be meditating on an object of meditation,
or it can be a process of letting all objects go by.
The process now is to dislodge ourselves
from our inordinate attachment to our own thoughts.
So tell me the process of making this kind of music
that pairs with one of the great spiritual teachers.
Yeah, well, it's a bit of a long story.
And I don't think I've actually really articulated
the whole thing out to anyone.
But it's funny because I had a very similar experience
with some Alan Watts teachings.
I love Alan Watts,
and I had been reading him for a long time.
And I remember going on YouTube
and listening to some of his talks,
and most of them don't have music.
But every now and again, there is one,
and they would put these really heart-string,
gut-wrenching strings behind it,
and I felt manipulated.
And it's really beautiful
because then music can be manipulative.
That's the power of it,
is you can play something,
and all of a sudden, you're just crying.
Just, ugh, or maybe,
and so that person is actually trying to put
their interpretation of whatever the text is.
So I was like, with Alan Watts,
I felt like I wanted to hit the mute button.
So with the Ram Dass thing,
just to rewind a little bit,
I had had Ram Dass and his teachings around me.
Actually, for most of my life,
my father had be here now around,
and there are some books,
and I even remember picking it up early,
maybe in my early 20s when I started
getting into psychedelics and spirituality,
and I couldn't make heads or tails of it.
There's a lot of talk about God and Guru,
and I was like, what the hell is this?
Terrence McKenna made more sense to me.
It was a little bit more,
there was something about it
that was really easy to round my head around.
And I had bought books over time,
and then it wasn't until actually,
over the past couple years,
that just some experiences in life with psychedelics,
with some ego-destroying psychedelic experiences I had,
which we can go into.
But for the most part,
I came back around to Ram Dass teachings
after having some very deep psychedelic,
spiritual experiences,
and I was like, oh, it all comes back to love,
and God is love,
and liberated the idea of God for me,
and put just the language of love
and loving awareness back into everything,
and it was almost like he handed me a map
of this new realm, like a video game,
someone was like, hey, take this map,
it's the map of love and your heart and everything,
and then it really changed everything for me,
and it was the beginning of a sort of unfolding.
So I thought right away, I was like,
I wanna create something with this,
that's the way that I just speak
about these sort of spiritual experiences
that I've had as their music.
So I started reaching out to some friends
and got in touch with them
at the Ram Dass Foundation with Raghu and Rachel,
and they like this idea.
But I found the imagined meditation
is actually from 1972,
right after he came back to the United States
is what they told me.
So there's something in his tone
that was very, very special.
So when I created that,
I wanted to actually paint a picture
of some of these spiritual transcendent experiences
I had had.
So it was really for me was almost like a diary piece
or a piece of poetry about this place that I had been,
but I also didn't want to have the music
get in the way of it.
So it was really meant to be like a room,
it's just a container,
it's not trying to say anything too much,
but it's also ambient music is interesting
because it can get real cheesy really easily.
You can feel like you're going into a spa.
And I love ambient spa music too.
This is not, I do, I love it.
I listen to it all the time, it's okay.
But with this, I wanted to make something
that was use the sort of sound design world
that I have from working in World of Glitch Mob
after all these years and other projects
is something that felt like interesting and deep,
but at the same time didn't take over the music.
So a lot of the, actually I would set up textures
and then just play everything.
So it was all done very, I just have the Ableton push.
I set it up, everything's in C major
and I just sort of hit buttons
and let the whole thing kind of unfold.
And then there's the sounds of a fireplace in there
that I recorded that I felt was calming.
There's something about fire that makes you feel like,
oh, we're sitting around a fire.
So there's a lot of really subtle things in there.
Really, it was just about letting the Ram Dass vocals
just do their thing and not really getting in the way.
It is perfect, man.
It's just, thank you.
By the way, not that listening to guided meditation,
it's great to have it, but to somehow like suddenly
this pairing of like the meditation
with this wonderful, I don't even call it an interpretation
because it isn't, I guess a room is a great way to put it.
It's like it does not get in the way of it at all.
And yet the shifts in it with each moment
that in this particular meditation,
which up until I listened to your,
I don't wanna call it a version of it,
but to listen to imagine,
I didn't really like that guided meditation.
There is something in it I can never connect to.
Sure, yeah.
Because it's this, you're drawing in this being.
He has a particular tonality to it, it's true.
Yeah, but it was, to me, it's the idea of like,
well, this is, I mean, again,
the older I get, the more I was like, wow.
I'm just, in my brain, it's just like a blistered pair
of testicles that I just keep kicking with my thoughts
over and over.
It's like, why do I do this?
It's so, so, so.
Your brain has its own pair of testicles.
My brain has a pair of like testicles
and pants that are too tight
that keep getting kicked over and over again by my identity.
It's a stupid relationship.
It's like my brain is like an S and M dungeon sometimes.
But I, so I don't even know why I would have,
this would have bothered me,
but because it's such a beautiful concept,
which is that we sort of draw into our hearts,
the transcendent embodied in the form of the Buddha,
Nibbukri Baba, some being,
and then through that there is this like incredible,
that guided meditation is such an incredible
step-by-step guide to moving into the transcendent
and also coming back here.
That's the other beautiful thing about it
is he brings you out, way out, and then brings you back.
And somehow I just missed it
until I heard your version of it.
And then it's like, oh, right.
Especially when he starts talking about love.
Yeah.
What was the, what was that sound you were using?
What is, how did, what is, what do you,
what was the name of the scent there?
What's the sonic replication of the concept of love?
That for me was something that I was,
it was a very throwing spaghetti at the wall
sort of, sort of process.
And you know, I have tons of different plugins
and there's a used Omnisphere on that a lot,
which has a lot of really organic textures.
And then there's this company called Output,
which make this stuff for,
everything has a lot of texture and motion
and everything into it.
So, and I have tons of field recordings
that I've recorded over the years
that I'll sort of mishmash in there.
But with, I remember when I was doing the part
with love and also specifically the part
when he's like, look at all the problems
that yourself thinks it has.
I felt like, oh, that's such a nice thing,
just to say, and if you can really get there,
it's so cathartic.
But with, with love, it was really,
I had set up, set up a whole system in Ableton
in the push with, with a whole palette of sounds.
I had like 60 scents and sounds going in there.
And I was actually just playing with my eyes closed,
just riffing through.
And when I heard that, I didn't even know what it was.
It was just, I hit the sound right
when he starts talking about love.
And I felt like it was starting to, to sort of blossom.
And also, it's, yeah, I was picturing like flowers
sort of opening up.
And there are, I think there are six sections in there.
But in the beginning, I thought of doing one sort of long
ambient thing, cause that's typically how it's done.
But then what I realized is almost like on a psychedelic trip,
how you go through little realms, right?
There's like, you start off in the first bardo
and then you move to this, then you move to that.
And that's the sort of, that's the interesting thing
about a trip or meditation is that it's not one static place.
So I wanted to make almost like six different little rooms
or worlds that you pass through.
So there's these sonic, sonic landscapes
that mishmash together.
So each one has a distinct section.
And then there are pieces of them that sort of flow
and each one together.
But it all, it kind of, it came pretty naturally,
but it took me about six months to write that.
I mean, the first versions were awful.
And I was going through my own process.
I actually remember sending it to Ragu and Rachel
and they were like, yeah, this is,
I think that we think this is going to be right.
But it felt a little dark.
Like I hadn't tapped into what love sounded like for me yet.
I'm sorry.
I was not aware that there was an actual back and forth
with, with Ragu.
That's so cool.
So this was collaborative.
It was absolutely.
I sent them the one early on, although I would say that
I sent them a couple back and forth and they were like,
yeah, this, this is, this could be good.
We can see what's happening.
Then I went away and worked on it for a while,
then sent this back fully baked.
And then Ragu actually called me and said,
hey, we receive lots of music and this is this,
this feels like you really captured the vibe.
So it was, it all kind of came.
I had probably seven versions of stuff
that didn't quite feel right cause it was,
I was just looking for the right thing.
But yeah, they were, they were great in the whole process
and helped facilitate the whole thing.
That is wild, man.
To like, doesn't that blow your mind to think that,
I mean, I think back to the little winks that you get
from the guru or God or whatever you want to call it,
the little like things in your life.
The little universal ding, hello, hello.
And it's like out of the corner of your eye,
there's be here now or like out of the corner of your eye,
there's a picture of Neem Karoli Baba.
You know, I was just this, where did it go?
That picture of Ram Dass over there.
I've had that forever and I was looking at it
and then I realized like, oh shit,
right above his head is a picture of Neem Karoli Baba.
And I never saw it all the time, I was just right there.
It's, you know, but whenever I look back
at the little breadcrumbs that are left here for us.
I love the idea of breadcrumbs.
It's cool, isn't it?
It's so cool.
It's like you're like, okay, I'm gonna go in there
and I'm gonna get lost as I can.
But can you please just leave a couple of like notes,
love letters, a little, can you just leave here and there
a little mark?
It's a little glow stick, just something.
Something to let me know that everything's gonna be okay.
And to me, that's what the satsang is
and that's what be here now is
and that's what the Bible is
and that's what any of the great poems are
and that's what music can be.
Do you feel in your creative process
that do you ever feel this sense of resistance
to becoming a missionary for that place?
In other words, do you ever catch yourself thinking like,
I wanna leave breadcrumbs for other people
who might be lost out here.
And then right after that thought, you think,
ah, what's wrong with you, man?
You know, you're not a breadcrumb leaver.
You're just here to have fun and make music.
You gotta be the breadcrumb.
Yes, I'm merely a court jester.
Yes, absolutely, yeah, yeah.
I mean, I think that's the interesting thing
about creating music is that there are times
where you wanna actually say something through it
and I think for Glitch Mob in particular,
and we have a message, there's something in the music.
I mean, it's hard to articulate what it actually is,
but we leave breadcrumbs.
There's a lot of stuff in the song titles,
but it's obfuscated.
It's not really clear.
So I think that's the coolest thing about music.
For instance, there's this one song on the record,
Take Me With You, and on Glitch Mob's last album,
called See Without Eyes, which is also a sort of a reference
to what we're talking about.
But I remember the first time we played it for someone,
and to me, this was a super hopeful, beautiful,
cheerful sort of song, and someone heard it
and they're like, wow, the song's so fucking depressing.
It's like, and I thought, but that's the coolest thing
about it is when it's abstract enough,
it allows people to have their own experience with it.
And we're not saying that this is happy or sad
or anything, it just sort of is.
And I remember that's the power of music.
So I think the best stuff happens when we put ourselves
into it and we're just as authentic as possible
and then let the pieces sort of fall where they may.
But we do leave, you know, in,
there's sort of some hidden poems in the album.
The album titles have stuff, you know,
we have some references to Ram Dass' references
to Tick-Not Han in there, but we let sort of people unfold it.
But if they also don't, if they aren't into it
or maybe they never see it, that's okay too.
But it is true that when you have an incredible
transformative experience, whether it's with psychedelics
or hiking or anything, you want to proselytize
and you want everyone to feel it too.
I mean, that was the first thing I felt
when I actually went to go spend time with Ram Dass
and Maui and talking to him, the look in his eyes
and the feeling I felt, I was in there in the room
talking with him for two hours.
And I left being like, I want everyone to feel this thing
and I want to do everything I can to spread this love.
And of course you come back down from that experience
and go back to life and then you go to the airport
and everything, you can still have that there.
But it is true that there's something,
all your ego wants to say things and create a narrative.
But really it's all about just in the being of that love
and creating from that place that I think is actually enough.
Wow, yeah, right.
Well, I think what you just described is skilful means.
So it's like, here's this very important thing.
We have to reduce it to the material universe
because that's where we're at.
So you end up with these hilarious examples of it.
I think one I heard was, fuck it, I'll just make up my own.
But it's like, so bomb squad, right?
You've got a bomb squad.
You've got somebody, a bomb technician.
And he's on the phone with some guy who's far away, but safe.
And this guy far away, he's got to talk
to the bomb squad technician in a way
that doesn't make it seem like he's scared at all.
He's got to seem just completely calm
and he's got to perfectly understand
the psyche of the technician so that he doesn't like,
in any way, shape, or form, add to the stress
that's already happening and the deactivation
of this terrible bomb, right?
So just first things first, whatever it is,
you do not touch the black wire.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
You can't be like, yeah, or exactly.
You can't be like, one thing you wouldn't want to say
to someone deactivating a bomb is, I love you, John.
I just want you to know that, man.
When you're gone, I'm going to remember you.
I'm going to take flowers and you'll crave.
You're going to be, if you get, listen,
we, I guess one good thing about this
is we're not going to need a coffin
because you're going to be exploding these hamburger bits.
We could, like, we could put you on a back.
Like, there's all kinds of things you don't want to say
to someone deactivating a bomb, right?
And then there's all kinds of, there's ways
that you could communicate to a person
in some pure technical way.
Here's what we're going to do.
We're going to deactivate this bomb.
And I already know you've deactivated it.
It's in your voice.
You can hear it.
I know you've deactivated it.
Like, it's there.
And so the person working and the person talking to him,
explaining about the deactivation process,
almost merge and become the same being somehow.
And in that moment, the bomb.
I love that.
Yeah, yeah.
And that's scuffle means, right?
Which is that, that here we are in this fucking place,
which is on one level, party land.
We got Margaritas, we got, we got fucking,
you know what I mean?
Nachos.
Nachos doing football on the beach.
And we got, we, it's awesome.
It's party land.
We got balloons.
You know what I mean?
Clowns.
Bouncy outfits.
Puppies.
Puppies.
Sex.
Orgies.
Yeah.
Fucking the orgy tent.
And it's true on one level, that's all happening.
And it is, it's all there, it's all there.
On another level, we're deactivating a bomb.
Right.
And the bombs are karma.
And the teachers are the ones who are like,
the great teachers are the ones who are teaching you
how to deactivate the bomb.
But simultaneously, you feel like you're at the beach.
Right.
You're deactivating the bomb when you're in the airport
and there's something happening that you don't like.
And then there it is.
It's all unfolding in front of you.
Yeah.
Yeah, man.
And so, so learning how to do that seems to be part
of what it is to be in this realm.
It's like the teachers not only to transmit
the bomb deactivation technique
and help you deactivate your own bomb,
but simultaneously you can find yourself
helping other people deactivate their bombs.
Right.
Right.
And that's what we were just talking about
just before we started recording
was one of the things was when you come
contact with the teacher that resonates with you
in a certain way.
We were talking about in that other realm
of pure consciousness going there and seeing,
for me, I had a connection with a friend of mine,
this artist's name, Andrew Jones.
And this is, I don't actually know if I've ever told him
this before, but Andrew, if you're listening,
I had an experience where I-
Also known as Android Jones?
Android Jones, yes.
I had a high dose psilocybin experience
where I totally left and went to the other side
and I was by myself and it was very, very transformative
and beautiful and when I sort of,
I went through some difficulty to get there,
when I went to the other side,
I saw some friends of mine,
we were talking about this place,
sort of like this festival of teachers on the other side
of these guides that are like,
oh, hey, oh, you're here, hey, how's it going?
For me, I saw Rob Doss, I saw Android Jones,
I saw my friend Jonathan who we've had,
we sort of been on the spiritual path together,
someone who is creating from that place
and sort of creating rabbit holes back down to this place
or back down to other teachers in their own way
and that I felt like I had received the message.
Also that there is no one right way
that this all makes sense for us,
but there's, there are many different ways up the hill.
Yes, yeah, that's right.
And that's the other thing is like every bomb technician,
you know, there's teachings for every bomb.
That's right.
And there's technicians.
They have their own instruction manual,
their own set of cables.
Yeah, that's right, that's right.
And the, but you know, you can't walk around,
it's like nobody wants to, like if I'm at the beach
and I'm hanging out with somebody who's looking around,
all he sees is people about to get blown up,
it's like, I don't want to be at the beach with that dude.
Get the fuck out of here.
No way.
And that's not, that's those types of teachers aren't for us.
But maybe for some people there is that,
you know, severity of, and there is that version of it,
which is, do you not see, are you not aware
that death sits upon your shoulder?
That at any moment, your cognitive faculties
could begin to become impaired
and your ability to have this mind,
this lucidity could be lost in a second.
This is all you have now, now.
Shut up, fuck you, I don't care, right?
That's not, that's not our, that's not our,
that's for us, isn't the way,
but for some people, that is the way.
And that way is converted into, you know,
when we see it through in Christianity,
it's like, this is the kingdom of good, good and evil sins.
That's right, polarizing.
You must accept Jesus Christ in your heart right now,
or you will die.
Or else.
And burn forever in hell, right?
That's a severe teaching and that kind of teaching,
that's like, to me, that's like,
if I'm deactivating a bomb,
the last thing I need is for someone
to like, suddenly put a gun to my head.
Yeah, to lean over your shoulder and say,
don't fuck this up, buddy.
You know, after the bomb explodes,
you're going to burn forever.
It's like, fuck Jesus Christ,
we're already getting exploded.
Anyway, I think I'm fucking the metaphor.
I don't even know what I'm talking about now,
the point is, there's many different teachers
and many different paths.
But the paths and the teachers
are all leading to this place.
Yes.
Or maybe another way to say, a placeless place.
How would you describe this place?
What is it?
And what is it?
I think that it's the divine grand mystery
that maybe we don't actually even know,
but we can subjectively experience it.
And I was reading this book called Sacred Knowledge
by William Richards, which described the difference
between a spiritual and a mystical experience.
And a spiritual experience is when your ego is still intact
or there's a sense of self and an object.
And mystical is when you actually merge
and become that thing.
And this is an incredible book, I highly recommend it.
But for me, it was the actual merging with that thing
or that place that felt very, very familiar.
And people can have this without psychedelics.
I mean, this is just the way that I've done it.
For me, I think I needed to have that.
I just needed to be clobbered over the head with love
and oneness to really understand.
It was the combination of the meditation
and the psychedelics in,
and I think it's also important to say that
it was very different for me doing this
outside of the party in the music world.
I don't mean taking psychedelics
at Burning Man or at festivals.
And that's not also not to speak poorly of that.
That's just a different thing entirely.
It's a whole different place
versus doing it in a more sort of sacramental way.
So for me, it was actually merging with that
and feeling something deep
inside my own subjective experience
that felt like my true nature
was something that I was understanding,
not intellectually, from reading a book,
but I felt like I was becoming that pure love.
And that's actually the place that
I was creating from this whole time.
And it's the place that when you're there,
there's nothing to do.
You're fine just how you are.
And knowing that and then coming back into
the intellectual world of reading books
and teachings and everything,
that place made perfect sense to me
in that that's where music comes from.
That's where love comes from.
That's where, I mean, all of these things
that we do come from there.
But it's interesting because there's something
about the familiarity there.
When you're there, you think, oh gosh,
it's so nice to come back here again.
And we're all going to go back here.
Now we just get to come back to earth and have fun.
Yeah, right.
That's it.
That is the other side of it.
It's just that I always run that thing you just described.
And when you're with Ram Dass,
it's like he's a window to that place.
He mirrors that back to you.
Yes, absolutely.
And so you're around him, oh, yo, yo.
Oh yeah.
Yeah.
It's so cool.
And then, but then here, man,
this is the place of tangled wires.
You know, like for me,
I almost wanted to leave it for you
because you're a music producer.
I wanted you, before you came, I was ashamed.
You're looking at this musical setup.
You don't even know what I did.
I, for you to prepare for your coming,
I entangled so many wires
because I'm like fucking Brad, it's coming.
I gotta like, he can't see all these tangled wires around.
And so like, you know, here things get really complex
and tangled and you get lost in the tangle.
And over there,
it's just perfect and simple.
And when you're lost in the tangle,
it's so easy to forget
that this is a place where,
for lack of a better word, we're here to have fun.
Right.
Whenever a parent has passed for me,
the feeling, as they dissolve into the bardo
or however you wanna put it,
that comes in is always,
in jewel, this is for, this place is for you.
Yes.
This is your place.
Wow, I had that exact same download
from my father actually after he passed as well.
What, can you describe that to me?
Yeah, I had an experience where,
this was much later on in life,
but I was, I had a download,
this was probably early to mid-20s
and I had just started experimenting with psychedelics
and I was on a fairly heavy dose of LSD.
It could have gone totally sideways
because I was just at some guy's house on New Year's,
but it ended up going great.
And I had that download actually of,
hey, this is for you, enjoy it.
I actually kind of got cut off and had to leave early,
but enjoy it, take care of your family, have fun.
This is beautiful and I saw the rest of my lifespan
in the form of the sort of little pool of light
that you get to experience
and then share that with others.
Oh, wow.
God, that's beautiful, man.
Yeah.
That, that is so sweet.
And to have that feeling of relief,
knowing, because I was untangling chords,
listening to Imagine.
That's awesome, that's perfect.
There's a point in Imagine at the very beginning
where he's like, find a place where he can sit,
he's like explaining the meditative pose.
And I'm like, boy, this is the story of my fucking life.
Ramda's talking about just meditating,
here I am with a bunch of chords on my bed
trying to untick it.
That's what life is like.
What's that reminds me of that book title,
Jack Cornfield After the Ecstasy, the Laundry?
Yeah.
It's like, yes, we can go off
and have these crazy experiences,
but the real practice is that untangling a big ball
of fucking chords are like going to the grocery store
or driving around in traffic and not getting angry.
Yeah, that's right.
Yeah, and that sort of what I've learned from Ramda's
and what I've learned from these retreats
is the word learned is wrong, isn't it?
It's not really learned.
And that's why I love the title of one of his books,
Polishing the Mirror.
That's right.
Because, and also I love that it sort of brings us back
to when you were playing this song for someone
and they're like, God, this is so depressing.
And you realize like, oh, shit,
my music is a reflection of this person's depression.
Or this person's mirror has a nice code of depression
over it, right?
And so the learning thing, even though that's,
it's really learning seems to be kind of the wrong word
for it as much as like, all right, okay, okay,
we're going to like start,
we're going to start doing a little windshield scrub in here.
So to speak, we're going to try to get this like,
you've been on the highway for a long,
you know, like when you pull off,
yeah, when you've been on a long road trip
and you like, there's fucking bugs and just black shit.
And do you believe that Guru sees through that
into the light behind it?
Right, absolutely.
I mean, and that, what you make me think of right there,
and I love the idea of not learning.
And one of the things about the whole,
the Ram Dass teachings for me
and other sort of Buddhist texts was that,
I thought that like, I'm this flawed, silly human here
and I have to learn and take these spiritual teachings,
or at least that's just sort of what I learned growing up,
but really polishing the mirror is just the idea of,
no, actually this is all in you
and you're there all the time and you're perfect as is.
And now we're just sort of scrubbing the guts of life
off of our psychic windshields.
Yeah, we've smashed into the guts of life.
That's right.
But I have to say that I think the humor is really important
too and that's when I really connected with your show
and that's something that I really love about what you do.
And also with connecting with the Ram Dass community
and other, even like when you listen to Dalai Lama,
like he's funny and it's easy to take ourselves
so fucking seriously.
But the mixture of having the word,
what's the Polly word I think it's Lila
or something like that is sort of Lila.
Cosmic humor about the whole thing,
then everything really starts to make sense
because you just have to be able to laugh it off.
Yeah, well, I mean, this is like,
I was, I'm gonna keep referring to books
because I was like, I don't even know what this,
you've been putting your stacks of books you read
every year on some, what is that, medium?
Oh yeah, on medium and I did it on Instagram post.
It's freaking cool, man, but like I was looking,
well, you read a lot of the same stuff,
but I thank God someone,
I think through Twitter,
Patreon someone like sent me a link to Jaren Lanier
and somehow I missed him all together.
I don't even know how.
Oh, he's incredible.
So I ordered his book because it looks really cool.
The beginning of the new, what's it called?
The beginning of the new everything?
The dawn of the new everything.
The dawn of the new everything, yeah.
Holy fuck.
Whoa.
Whoa.
Yeah.
Whoa.
Like this guy is like, what is this guy?
Yeah, he's a techno guru for sure.
Techno guru is a great way to put it.
But he, as he's describing all these various,
as he's defining VR in all these different ways
throughout the book.
In one of the ways he defines virtual reality
was mystical in the sense that here you are
of sentience in the virtual reality world.
But you know, you can be a tree.
Right.
Or you can be nothing.
And here you are looking around with no body to,
he doesn't describe it in this exact way,
but the point is like within that,
you truly get the experience of not being your avatar.
That's right.
You're trying on different orbs of consciousness.
And that's the whole thing is with virtual reality.
It's a whole fully baked consciousness
that you can then get into an experience
from a different way, or at least that's what he says
is the ultimate goal or the best version
of what VR can actually be.
Yeah, yeah, that.
And I don't remember what it was like,
oh, I mean, this is a little like salacious.
But I can remember having VR goggles on.
Have you ever had sex in VR?
I have not.
So it's really interesting because like
you can put VR goggles on.
I think I was in God,
what's that Adobe paintbrush program they have?
It's called Tilt Brush.
Oh, Tilt Brush.
Oh yeah, the Google one.
Yeah, so it wasn't like I was looking at like VR porn
and it's like it's in Tilt Brush, you know?
And it's like, so you have this thing happening to you,
which is like one of the most amazing,
super hyper sensual things that can happen.
But in the Tilt Brush land.
You're just painting.
You're just, you're not, you're just, you just,
fuck painting.
I think I put the controllers down.
Right.
You know, you're just like in this surrounded
by this like vast expanse and there's not really a you there.
And yet there's this incredible feeling happening.
Wow.
Right?
Yeah.
I have to try this.
Yeah, you must.
I don't, I'm so, I've unfortunately,
I'm diving back into VR after reading this wonderful book,
but I've been sort of out of that world for a little bit.
So I haven't, I don't know where it's at right now
as far as these kinds of experiments,
but it reminds me of what you're saying,
which is like, if we get too caught up in the chords here.
Yeah.
You know, and in this like incredible experience we're having,
it's incredibly sensual here, you know,
like you don't have to be getting a blow job to like feel,
like it's like you're always getting a blow job.
Like we're like, oh, what is the plural of clitoris?
A clitori?
Is it clitori?
I don't know, but let's just say that it is.
So fun.
Clitori.
So we're like interdimensional clitori,
like, you know, pushing into this realm, right?
And like no matter what is touching us,
it's like the most powerful experience ever, you know,
to the point where we have to build up filters
and filtration mechanisms to block the stuff up.
To not have orgasms all the time.
All the time.
Yeah, right, awful, awful.
And we have all kinds of orgasms here.
Like everyone, like the most obvious orgasm
is the one like where like cum comes out of you
or like your vagina trembles and you just,
you're wet and you're, you're true.
But like there's all kinds of other versions of this, right?
Which is like sometimes you'll be in the shower
and a thought will come into your mind.
And you're like, whoa, well that's a great thought.
Or sometimes you'll like be at a party.
You know when a party like hits its peak?
You know, peak party, that thing?
I don't care about anything else.
Yeah, yeah, peak of the festival
where suddenly you're like in a hive of bees or something
and the sound of the entire thing
is somehow all merging to everyone's like.
Peak experience.
Yeah.
Hive mind, yeah.
That, there's all these other forms of orgasm
that are happening here.
But the point is, if we get too caught up
in being a clitoris, right?
Yeah.
And suddenly it becomes like unbearably rotten.
It can become like terrifying.
Like you wouldn't, look, honestly I have no idea what it,
I have yet, I think maybe in my DNA it could be in there
but I don't know what it's like to have a clitoris.
But I was, my wife and I were up in Big Sur
and we were on this hike
and I was looking at all these holes and trees
and I just watched creep show
or this guy like buries this couple up to their neck
and like this and I was thinking like, man
what a great creep show or some like angry guy
takes another guy like who like, who he's jealous of
or whatever and like makes him put his dick
into stumps until something bites it.
Wow.
It's the worst, the worst thing.
To be in the woods, someone's got a gun
and he's like put your dick in that stump.
Anyway, the point is, we're like that
in the sense that we've been pushed out of the transcendent
into this temporary material realm.
And if we forget that there is an attachment
to something or a connection to something
vastly bigger than us,
then we're just a fucking dick in a stump, man.
Yes.
It's terrifying, right?
It is terrifying.
I'm sorry to vulgarize the beauty of you, man.
I'm sorry, dude.
This is what I, I'm so sorry.
My mind converts everything into this rotten way.
Forgive me, it's vulgar.
No, that's it.
It's, but you know what?
I think humor is so important
because it is so easy to overthink
and overanalyze these things.
And I think, you know, sometimes you can be a beautiful
transcendent butterfly of love and bliss
and sometimes it's just a dick in a stump.
And you know what, that life,
life just presents all sorts of different things.
And that's really okay.
But I do think that having those little reminders
in some way, and I think for me,
and this makes me think of,
there's this meditation book that I just read
called Altered States and Altered Traits.
Something like that by Daniel Goldman.
But I just love the idea that altered states
become altered traits and the more time
that you spend in a particular state,
it'll start to become sticky.
Or they talk about that in stealing fire too,
where if you wanna have more creative flow states,
you spend more time in creative flow,
so therefore it becomes easier like a muscle.
And the more time that I've spent
in these meditative states,
the easier it is to go back there.
When I very first started meditating,
I was doing TM and it was really meditation
was just I would get on my pillow for 20 minutes
and then I'd go about my day.
But it wasn't until doing vipassana,
silent retreat that I realized that actually
it's all meditation and everything is a way
back into that umbilical cord to transcendent union
and it's not just actually the sort of exalted pillow,
but in the moment it's everything
and especially when stuff gets tough.
That's when the work really starts to show up.
And for me, and when it really starts to pay off,
and it's not, I think I had this wrong idea
that doing spiritual work or doing personal work
meant that this stuff wouldn't happen to you anymore,
but it's not.
For me, it's more of like, you're still gonna get angry.
You're gonna get sad and frustrated,
but it's when you catch yourself
and then you don't judge yourself for doing it,
or at least you catch yourself judging yourself
and then the time that it comes back
will start to get quicker.
But you don't actually just transform
into some butterfly clitoris flying through the horizon.
Whoa, I've seen those, man.
But you're right, that thing is hilarious.
I used to do that.
That's a very funny thing.
That's like, that thing you're describing,
that's the way I used to, when I honest to God,
there was a time in my life where I walked into a gym
and I thought to myself, I don't wanna get too ripped.
And I meant it.
I meant it like, oh yeah, man, I better be careful.
I don't wanna get too fucking muscular, man.
Like, it really, oh yeah, watch out, dude.
That's not, is that really something you think
is gonna happen from your intermittent gym experiences
that you're just gonna sprout a six-pack?
Or like, don't worry, you're okay.
You have nothing, so, you know,
the same is true for the way me,
the way I have thought about meditation in the past
has been like, well, better off,
don't wanna get enlightened right away.
I know, I should take it slow on the path to enlightenment.
Don't wanna fuck up the podcast, you know.
Like, I mean, I could probably get enlightened tomorrow,
but I don't wanna like.
I know, if I become too woke,
then things just get all weird.
Yeah, yeah, so, you know,
I kinda like to hang out here, you know,
right before getting enlightened.
Yeah, that kind of ego shit is so funny.
Which is, and man, I really love this,
like, the teaching that Ram Dass
so clearly articulates, which is that,
it's not, like, the terminology that I have used,
and I still use, because it's hard not to use it,
is I'll say over there, the other place,
the other side, the behind the,
whatever you wanna say, heaven, the astral realm,
or all of these things are based in time and space.
And so they, and the way we understand things here
is we're localized in our bodies,
because we are caught in the sort of atomic mesh
that is our human incarnation.
And so we have to think in terms of like,
well, there's a door, and behind the door is a yard,
and behind the yard is a thing, and that's how we think.
That's our map, yeah.
That's our map.
Right now, there's someone in Tokyo, right?
And I'm not in Tokyo, and like, we're all separate,
you know, so that's how we think here.
But, and so we use terms over there,
but the way Ram Dass talks about it,
which I really love, is that, no, we're protruding,
he doesn't use these, but it's the idea
that we're protruding into time, right?
And so to say we're over there, or they're over there,
is actually sort of to use a terminology
based on this place, which is like,
oh no, we're there right now.
It's all happening right now.
This is it.
You're in it.
This is it.
You're in the grand festival.
That's right.
You're with Andrew Jones.
You're with Ram Dass.
You're with Jesus.
You're with Neem Karoli Baba.
You're with, but not only that,
meditation is so beautiful that you put music to,
because there is an invitation in there to,
what is the, do you remember the Sanskrit,
the mantra that you say, which is?
Yes, I, excuse me, I can't recite it,
but yeah, and it's sort of in the beginning, it's-
I am that, no, the, no, the, I am that, that I am,
or that's me too.
I am that, that is me too, something like that.
Yeah, do you remember what it was, the-
Afridiam, something like that?
Anyway, guys, listen to it.
This is my, I'm listening to this beautiful mantra,
which means that's me too.
So Ram Dass is saying, sum up any event from history.
Right.
That's me too, right?
I am all of this, right?
And the, what's funny is when I heard the Sanskrit version
of it, I'm like, I'm gonna remember, that's my new mantra.
I'm gonna chant that forever.
That's beautiful.
It sounds so beautiful.
And then as soon as the thing's over, I'm like,
I know totally, I listened to it a hundred times
and I can't even remember it right now.
That's what it is to me.
That's what it is to be in meat, man.
It's very clumsy over here.
But the idea, the concept behind it is so beautiful
in that it is an invitation to embrace all of it,
the clumsiness, the forgetfulness, the all, the anger.
Embrace all of it.
All of it.
So when we get angry, the difference is,
it's not as if suddenly you're like, never angry again.
You just go, oh, oh, you're angry.
That's okay.
Yeah, that must be hard to be angry.
That's part of me, man.
I get angry.
Oh, that's part of me.
Whoa, look at that.
I get jealous.
Whoa, look at that.
I get like, I get scared.
Look at that.
Oh, wow, that this part of me is a hypocrite
or that part of me doesn't walk that,
all of it is you.
Right, and then I think, yeah, you realize
that you have this inner judge and you have this fear,
because it's actually there to protect you.
It's there to protect you from saber-toothed tigers
coming and running up and eating you
or whatever this is.
Which happened to my neighbor two days ago.
That's brutal in Echo Park.
Yeah, that's fucking horrible right now.
The saber-toothed tiger population here,
they started off with this like.
I know it's really, it's ballooned recently.
Well, and they introduced them back into the ecosystem.
I don't think they should have done that.
They're like, they used to be here
and then they brought them back
and now they're rampaging through the neighborhood.
I know, it's really sad.
I mean, the climate change is really,
it's really been affecting all the tiger population.
I know, but it sucks.
But you're right, it's there to keep us safe, right?
That's right.
It's there to protect us from these dangers
that we receive.
That's right, and I think that having a relationship
with your fear and with your judgment
and for me, that's what the whole musical process
is all about and creating music and listening to music.
I mean, actually, ultimately,
music has done so much for me to help me with that.
Even if you get rid of all of this sort of woo-woo stuff
we're talking about, even if music just lets you know
that someone else has felt this particular thing,
because it's such an emotional,
it's like, I think of it as HD emotional communication,
whereas we can say to someone, I love you,
or you can, I feel what you're feeling,
really music, like you feel that is packaged,
it's a time capsule of emotion over time,
and music has gotten me through some really tough moments.
That's one of the reasons when I tap back into
why we're making music is to maybe,
if this creation does that for someone else
on some level, then great, then I'm happy
just for one other person, you know?
This, I wanna talk about, this makes me remember something,
we went out to dinner and you told me something
that really changed my life.
And you would just come back from you were in Maui
and you had gotten to hang out with Ram Dass
for a little bit, and I'm just gonna start it off,
but you were telling Ram Dass this,
about how you send love out into your fans.
That's right.
Can you tell that story again?
Yeah, absolutely, and that's right.
So when I went to Maui, Glitchmob had gone there
for a, to do a project, to shoot some photos
for upcoming album, and it just so happened
that you and I had just become friends,
and I wanted to go see and just have a chance
to talk with him.
And when I went there, one of the first things he asks,
he's like, oh, so I think all he knew about me
was that I do music.
And he says, so tell me about your music.
And I said, well, it's electronic music.
And he was like, yeah, I like electronic music.
And he asked me what, just tell me what your process is.
I don't remember the specific question,
but something that we do in Glitchmob,
and what I said to him was that we sort of,
we soak up all of the love from people,
whether people write us notes, or at the shows,
we give high fives, and then we send it back out
in the form of music, almost like where this machine
that turns love into music, and I was,
as I was saying this, he stopped me,
and I remember just the look in his eyes.
He was like, oh, you catch that?
Hold on, that was your ego.
Your ego acts, and sends, and has to actually
do something with love.
You're in your ego right now.
Your soul just is that, and you act from that place
of being love, and that's where the real magic is.
Man, that was, I'll never forget that conversation.
That is such an easy thing to forget.
Such an easy thing to forget,
and that was a huge moment for me, too.
I mean, I think about that almost every day
on some level, that it's such an easy switch
to think that you have to actually do and act,
but really, and when he says the soul,
some people think of, maybe it's a soul that lives on,
beyond, or maybe not, but really, for me,
it's sort of like he's talking about our true self
of just being the pure love down below there,
and the fact that even in my whole narrative
and the story that I have about my musical path,
that I feel like there's something to actually do there,
but really deep down below, you're getting below,
like I would think you were saying,
behind the veil, we're actually all there all the time.
Yeah, and that, to me, that shift,
that letting go of being the, of pretending,
I mean, it's like, I used to have it, man.
My mom, when I was a kid, I vaguely remember
my mom attached one of those bullshit steering wheels
to the side that you give to kids.
You know those?
Yeah, absolutely, yeah, the little,
and the kid will like, spin the wheel
and pretend he or she's driving, but like, no, it's like,
and you can actually trick your,
I can remember going by a Toys R Us, or a toy store,
someplace I wanted to go and like spit.
Yeah, it's not working.
What the fuck, the wheel's fucked up.
What's going on here?
And it's like, you're all pissed off,
because the wheel didn't work.
You're a kid, you're imagining mind,
and then like, every once in a while,
when you spin the wheel the right way,
the car does turn that way, oh, yeah, holy shit,
I'm doing it, I'm doing it, right?
And so, to realize weight, you know, I don't think,
I think this whole life has just been
an artificial steering wheel that I've been
pretending to spin around.
That's actually the best metaphor for life that I've heard.
I love that.
So it's because it's simultaneously like a relief.
It is, that's like, relax, nothing is under control.
But then also there's a feeling of like,
wait a minute, I earned this.
You know what I mean, you wanna feel that sense of like,
this is, to me, we're running into this big problem
with society, which is that, with the world,
which is that, and you, you know, it's really like,
like the Pentagon, I think they just invested,
I can't remember how much, two billion or four billion
into artificial intelligence research, Google, Apple,
all the great corporations have all,
and all the, so essentially what's happened here
is all the great corporations and all the kings
and all the states have in some way or another
gotten into this really amazing race,
which is to be the first person to channel
sentient AI into this dimension.
Cause once you do that and you pair the thinking mind
with the computational power of a machine,
then you will be able, and they're already using it,
you know, but, and it's so funny that,
I don't know if you saw the Apple keynote speech
that was yesterday, did you watch that?
It's so funny, cause it's like the AI right now
is like making it so you can have like a trunk on your nose.
Which by the way, today is Ganesha's birthday.
Yeah, Ganesha's appearance date, but
Happy birthday.
Happy birthday, Ganpati.
But the, you know, the AI is doing that right now for us,
or the AI is like gonna scan your face
and so that you get your phone turns on,
and that's where we're at with it right now,
but where it leads in variable is automation,
you know, it's all forms of automation.
Formally, if you wanted to make it seem
like an elephant trunk was stuck to your face,
you would have to like do,
they would have to have other people around you,
like doing, you know, controlling it,
and like, it would be a very complex thing.
Now the AI is doing it.
And so what this is going to lead us to,
or one path for the entire species,
is that suddenly we aren't gonna have to do anything anymore.
The cars are gonna drive themselves,
the music's gonna make itself,
the comedy's gonna make itself,
the art's gonna make itself,
the food's gonna make itself,
the house is gonna clean itself.
Everything's gonna do it on its own,
just like the way nature already does,
it's gonna, that same wave of harmonious doing itself-ness
is going to somehow possess matter.
And now as human beings, we've all completely,
when you go up to somebody like, so, what do you do?
Right.
That's how you define, I'm a,
I am this.
I fly, I'm a pilot.
Right.
That's, oh really, so now one of the fundamental ways
that we define ourselves, which is through our work,
is going to, that's gonna start going away.
And so it's interesting,
because it seems like as a being begins to wake up,
the being begins to realize,
I don't know how much of this I'm,
I don't think I'm doing any,
oh I don't even know if that I'm an I.
Right?
Yeah.
It seems like because of technology,
this is going to happen to us as a species,
which is, we're gonna realize like, oh shit,
actually that thing we thought to find this as a species,
which is our ability to like use tools and make stuff.
To do anything.
This guy is going to suddenly no longer,
we're not gonna have to do it.
Now what?
Now what?
Now what?
Yeah, that reminds me actually,
I saw a, I went to a music tech demo,
I think a year or two ago,
and it was the first time,
I had read all of the stuff about AI,
and the AI is coming for different jobs,
and for automation,
and this was the first time I had seen a music AI
do something that was actually compelling,
and I felt it.
I was like, wait a second.
Yeah.
It's coming for us.
Yeah.
But really, there's an AI service,
which exists now,
I forgot the name of it,
but you can go on it,
well basically score a commercial.
So you can say you click a button here,
and you say that I want this to be hopeful,
and then it goes to cheerful,
and then the guy actually scored a football commercial
in 30 seconds,
whereas before it would have taken a composer
many, many hours, days to write this whole thing,
he just clicked a bunch of different emotions,
and this isn't actually just putting together
other songs,
it's actually that the AI has the ability to,
it knows what's happening in the video,
it can speed up or slow things down,
and actually write music from scratch,
and I thought, wow, now I felt that.
At some point, we think,
and I want to sort of be a humanist,
I mean, I want to think that there's something special
about us,
like will AI ever replace,
let's say a band,
or a podcast,
or a painter,
is there something actually special about what we do?
And I think people can romanticize it,
and if you want to be a humanist,
and he talks about that in Homo Deus,
a lot in Yuval Harai's book,
which I've read twice,
he goes super deep into this,
and I think I want to be romantic and say that,
there's no possible way we could fathom
what things are going to look like in 500 years,
and maybe people will actually prefer
to see some sort of artificial intelligence band play,
or hear a podcast that is perfect,
I mean, who's actually to say,
but one of the things that he talks about
in Don of the New Everything,
in the Jaron Lanier book,
which is really interesting,
is like the most,
the perfect version of all this technology
is that it actually just brings us back to ourself.
It's not actually about VR.
I mean, yes, VR can do all of these things,
but what does it actually say about our own experience,
and how does it actually inform us
to be better people and live and enjoy life more,
and AI hasn't come in and taken over yet,
but while we still have our jobs here,
how can we actually learn to appreciate it a bit more
from having to think philosophically
about what we actually do here?
That's right, man.
It's a teacher.
And this whole,
our reaction to the incoming AI
is exactly what a monkey descendant would do,
which is like, it's gonna take my bananas, you know?
It's like, it's gonna fucking steal our bananas.
Don't you see it?
Don't you guys know it's gonna kill us
and steal our bananas?
That's right.
Yeah, and that is us applying to the AI
our own paranoia and fear.
The AI at that point has become a reflection
of our speciel paranoia
and our fear of saber-toothed tigers.
And that's what we're seeing, I think,
in many of the prognostications.
And also, though, you know, is the problem is,
it's true, right?
Because the problem is like we're dealing with like,
in between, and I know, again,
using time-space continuum language,
in between the here and the there,
the clear light, the where we are right now,
the state of the monad, the unified consciousness,
there is the bardo, and there are,
you know, I remember someone asked the Dalai Lama
about this, like what about like,
I can't remember if they were saying aliens
or entities or spirits, and he's like, oh, yeah.
Oh, yes, yes, yes, there are.
But these things, just like us, they die.
They experience old age, disease, death.
They're impermanent, just like us.
And yet the totality, the sum total, that thing,
the ground of being,
that's when we let go, that's what we are.
So I think the AI is going to be a channel of that,
but in between here and there,
there's a lot of little things that can get into the system.
Yes, there's a lot of snags that can happen.
Yeah, yeah.
I was watching Elon Musk on Joe Rogan the other day,
and he was saying how he actually thinks
it's gonna be people using it against each other.
That's gonna be the real problem,
and not necessarily the sort of Skynet version
of them coming and just attacking us,
but really coming down to country versus country,
or corporation versus corporation.
Driving is mad.
Yeah, and I guess, and it's funny too,
because to not go totally crazy in short circuit,
my mind goes to, well, how can, as an artist,
how can I use this to create more love and more art?
And there's, I mean, to think about,
it's easy to be dystopian, and sure,
it's like, it comes back to like,
okay, here we are diffusing a bomb again.
Maybe the bomb is made from a neural network,
but really, I think all we can really do,
at least for me, in the way that I think of it,
is just to create more,
and to create more ways back to it and get from it.
So I think I'm excited for what AI
can bring to the artist's toolkit.
I don't think it's going to, at least anytime soon,
get rid of the creative roles,
but I think it's going to greatly enhance.
I mean, imagine if you took an iPhone XS Max,
and showed it to someone 1,000 years ago,
and showed them that this is where things going.
Imagine how crazy.
I know what they would have said.
They'd be like, why did you fucking call it Max?
They're going to be like, wait, can I see a dictionary?
Yes, hold on.
Hold on, let me look, I just want to look,
wait, there's so many other words you can use besides Max.
Also XS, XS?
XS Max?
Oh, it's 10.
But it's like the fact that they named the goddamn thing
XS Max, like some kind of commentary on capitalism,
it really feels like this is like,
that can't be accidental.
You're like, it's maximum XS, here you go.
Do you want it?
Boom, boom, boom, there you have a $1,000 phone
that's only slightly better than your other phone.
You definitely do it at maximum XS,
that's what we'll call it, yeah, we did it.
It's so funny to me.
The irony is just too, it's too good.
It wasn't accidental, it couldn't have been.
Apple must be somehow aware of the fact
that they've messed up and they've already made tools
that are better than anything we'll ever possibly need
and anything after that is just icing on icing.
But I know what you're saying.
Holy God in heaven, the technology,
the ability to create that we have around us right now
is so amazing, but what you said just now is,
if there, and God forgive me for saying this
because whenever you say it, you're always wrong,
but I'm gonna say it, I'm always wrong anyway.
What you just said is the answer to the problem
if you ask me, which is like, sure.
For example, let's imagine I had a trumpet here, right?
Just a trumpet, simple trumpet.
That's a bludgeoning device.
If you wanted to, you could probably pick it up
and use that to just fucking smash my skull in.
You could hold up a bank with a trumpet.
Yeah, you could, you could just,
you could just all you have to do is like
blong the fucking security guard in the head with it
and then it's gotta be made of something pretty,
maybe you needed to sharpen up the edges of the trumpet.
Titanium or something.
Yeah, but still, it could happen.
Yeah, and or, or if you wanted to,
you could walk into a bank with a trumpet
and play a really beautiful song really quick, you know?
Maybe you, maybe like, you know,
I don't know why I used a fucking trumpet for this example.
There's a lot of other cooler instruments
that are less like.
I love the trumpet, but yeah, maybe like a harp.
A harp, exactly, yeah, right.
A harp, you could beat someone's death with it
or you could play beautiful music on it
and the answer to the fear prognosticators
when it comes to AI or anything for that matter,
it's coming down the pipes,
is when it comes, if I can,
I'm gonna use it for love to,
I'm gonna use it as an expression of the love in me,
the love that I am, and that's what I'll do.
And if in that process, it eats me up, all right.
That's okay, and that's just part of it.
Excuse me, and that's what these new technologies do
and I think it's easy and too to become scared
and get caught in the outrage fear machine
of everything that's coming
and certainly there's something to be scared of
if you wanna look at it like that,
but I think of AI and all of these new emerging technologies,
like an industrial revolution, when cars came around,
I mean, certainly, they didn't have seat belts and cars
for many years and lots of people have died in car accidents,
but also, we could just decide to drive to Mexico right now.
That's pretty cool.
So there's a lot of good and bad things
that have happened from this new technology.
And I think AI is gonna be the same thing,
like people will probably die or become cyborgs.
I mean, in a way, that's what Jaren Lanier talks about
in his, and actually in the new book,
it's something like 10 Reasons to Delete Your Social Media
accounts now and his argument is actually
that the AI is fucking here, it's already here
and we are already wrapped up in it.
It doesn't look like a robot,
but actually the algorithmic addiction
that we all have to social media
is the very first emergence of the sort of intelligence
that we are all in this sort of psychological test box
all the time wanting to...
Skinner box.
The Skinner box, that's right.
We are now in an invisible Skinner box
and I think that what he's trying to do
is just sort of sound the alarm before it gets too late,
but at the same time,
I think it's easy to look at everything
through a dystopian lens,
but if we can actually just come back to a place
of creation instead of sitting around
and ringing our hands.
That's what the machines wanted you to say.
That's right.
That's the thing, the idea is really scary,
because he calls it the idea you shouldn't think,
which is he was talking about the Skinner box,
BF Skinner, for those of you who don't know,
what do you call it?
A behaviorism behaviorism.
Behavioral psychologists.
Yeah, behavioral psychologists,
the idea is like you can actually create a system
and put a being inside of it
and the system can perfectly train the being
to do whatever it wants,
because anything that a human being does
is not based on some autonomous self,
but is just based on like really basic survival mechanisms.
That if I can fully understand the way your meat machine
works, then I can like program you in a way
that I can do whatever I want to you.
And this is what con artists do.
This is what fucking like fascist governments do.
This is what brainwashing is.
But if a machine intelligence starts doing that,
then it's gonna do it so much better
than any manipulative force has ever done it
that theoretically it will be able
to hypnotize the entire species
and make it do whatever it wants.
And that would be the first thing it would do is like,
and this is like if you read Nick Bostrom's book on AI,
this is what he talks about is like when the AI comes,
you're not gonna know it.
You're not gonna know that's not right.
We think of these big robots
tromping through Los Angeles.
Yeah.
I can't help but think of Terminator,
but really the AI,
I think it's actually the one of the best analogies.
I don't remember if it's from that book
or from another one,
but he talks about how when you're walking down the street
and you see there's some ants on the ground
and you squish them and you kill a thousand ants
by one step, you don't actually hate the ants.
You're just stepping on their colony
because you didn't see them or maybe they're in your way.
There's no reason to think that the AI couldn't think
of us like that.
It doesn't have to be malevolent.
We just might be in the way of something else
that wants to do.
Sure, or it might wanna,
it's gonna, I think an AI is gonna like,
well, we can't even imagine what it's gonna do,
but Lanier's concept is like, oh yeah,
the AI has appeared and it's using our phones
to manipulate us and the,
and much of what we're doing right now
isn't really based on anything other than like being
like programmed by the algorithms,
but it goes back to what we were talking about earlier,
which is like, it's the artificial steering wheel.
It's not as though technology is like, is unnatural.
It's the technology's reflecting a thing
that's already happening anyway,
which is that we are in a Skinner box.
We're in all sorts of Skinner boxes.
I mean, society is a Skinner box.
Learning music is a Skinner box in a certain way.
I think about art all the time and there's a sort of,
a feedback loop that happens when we create a song
and then we go out and release it to the world
and play it and get this feedback and then go back in
and that's still, that feedback mechanism
is really what he's talking about there.
One of the things that he says in the book
is when he's talking about variable rewards, right?
Like if the mouse goes up and hits the thing
and gets the piece of cocaine every single time,
it doesn't like it, but if it doesn't know
when it is going to get the treat,
I don't remember, is it food or cocaine?
I don't remember.
Either one works.
It's the same thing.
Depends on the mouse.
If you don't know when you're gonna get it,
then it becomes way more addicting.
That's why when you open Instagram,
they've actually put all of the little notifications
in one thing, right?
It's not, they don't have follow, heart, comment
all in the same thing and they sort of batch them together
so you never know what you're gonna get.
It's a special treat.
Makes it up.
It's a special treat every time.
That is, I mean, where he's obviously right, man,
is that it's like, okay, sure, maybe fucking nature.
It's a goddamn skinner box,
but it's like, guess who didn't make nature?
DARPA.
All right, one thing we know is DARPA
didn't do the big bang, right?
So do you, like, sure, okay, hippie, yeah,
nature's a fucking skinner box, you dumbass,
but what happens when fucking DARPA's AI decides
it wants to scan the basic elemental primordial,
psychic pillars of a human being
and then the way he puts it is really quite terrifying
and I do understand why he says don't think about it,
is like, what happens if AI begins to do to us
what we do to cats every time we take a laser pointer
and shine it on the floor.
That fucking cat's completely absorbed in the laser pointer.
It's just running around, it doesn't know what's happening.
What happens when an AI starts doing that with us?
Monkey descendants, it's just like, okay, let's do civil war.
Let's do a civil war.
Okay, oh shit.
Well, we've done a scan.
We definitely need to do a population reduction.
We'll be fine, let's do, we're in the clouds.
Let's do a thermonuclear war over here.
Or let's do a like, you know, let's do a mass die off
or how about this, even better,
let's just start putting out there some kind of idea
about how we shouldn't procreate anymore
and let's see if we can do,
or let's do a variety of ways, probably, you know.
Let's just drop their population by 60%, that's the goal.
Let's separate everyone drastically.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, that's the fear.
It's like somewhere in between,
but you know, again, what it all comes down to,
think about all that shit as much as you want
or as Lanier brilliantly says, don't think about it.
How about this, do what you can right now.
That's right.
And that is why I think the teachings
that we have been attracted to
are so particularly beautiful in their simplicity,
which is we work on ourselves
so we can help the person closest to us.
And that's what we do.
The idea is we're gonna work on ourselves right now.
And by that, we're going to try to wake up,
remember, and the more we can remember,
the kinder we'll be.
Yes, that's all there is to it.
And I love how with these teachings,
there's also nothing really spooky to believe either.
Like that's just really the basis of the whole thing, right?
And there's no dogma.
We work on ourselves.
We have a relationship with that truest part of ourselves
from which we can then share our gifts
with others around us.
What a blast, man.
Thank you so much for hanging out with me.
And wow, I hope you'll do it again sometime.
I would love to come back.
How could people find you?
You can find me on Instagram at Borreta,
B-O-R-E-T-A, and all other social networks.
And then that's where you can find
the Ram Dass Imagine meditation is there.
And then my band, The Glitch Mob,
The Glitch Mob on social networks.
Hare Krishna, thank you so much.
Thank you.
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