Duncan Trussell Family Hour - 356: Cory Allen
Episode Date: October 8, 2019Cory Allen, author and host of The Astral Hustle, joins the DTFH! Check out Cory's new book, Now Is the Way: An Unconventional Approach to Modern Mindfulness. This episode is brought to you by Bomb...as (Visit bombas.com/duncan for 20% off your first purchase).
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called Now is the Way, an unconventional approach to modern mindfulness. He's a meditation teacher
and he's got a fantastic podcast called the Astral Hustle. Please welcome to the DTFH Corey Allen.
Corey Allen, welcome to the DTFH. It is so nice to get to chat with you in person instead of just
emailing. Oh man, I'm really glad to be here and thank you. It's so glad I'm also so happy
to be chatting in person. It's really cool. I checked out your, well what I could check out of
your book because it's still in pre-order, but I was sort of like looking through the beginning of
it and realizing that we're part of this like community, like the people in the Fords giving
you talking about the book in the beginning or people that I've had on my podcast and many of
the people you've had on your podcast, I've had on my podcast and I just realized like what is this
thing that we all seem to kind of be part of? What would you call it? I think it's a new emergence
of like, you know, I look at knowledge or wisdom or like the inner path and seeking all that stuff.
It's like, I don't really look at individuals per se. I look at it as like this long scroll
moving through time and like we're all, humans are all these individual cells that create the
species of the human critter and I look at the collective like neural connections between all
those things is this long river of data and information and for, you know, thousands of
years and increasingly so in the complexity as civilization in the modern age in society and
more people have emerged out of birth and so forth have continued to complexify. That story has
gotten more intense and more streamlined and so forth and so throughout time, you know,
people have been picking up the pen and writing on that scroll and then dying and picking up the
pen and new people pick up the pen and write on that thing and it's just emerging and emerging
and emerging and it's always changing shape. You know, like back in the day, there used to be like
pre-technology. Of course, there was gurus and things like that and who was it? That was some
dude hanging around that if you had a question about, you know, an existential question, a spiritual
question, a question about life, whatever, you would go find that guy that was a guru and you'd
say, yo man, I got this issue. What do you know about it? And he would tell you. But now those
people are irrelevant pretty much. Now we have Google instead of guru, right? So now when you
have a question, you can go ask Google and now Google will tell you, you know, all these different
individuals, all these different books and all these different things you can read. So I really
think what's happening is that all of these, you know, these collection of individuals that you
were just referring to, we're like this kind of singular connected
hive mind of the human collective conscious wisdom that's all been maturing and evolving up until
this point in time. The thing about Google, I think there is a difference, man. And I'm not trying
to like, I mean, I, I neem curly Baba, I would say is my guru. And because of that, I will seem
suspect as I'm trying to defend the guru formation thing, which I think is like really quite dangerous
generally. And I think more and more it's being shown to just be, if anything, that time definitely
does seem to be passing. That being said, I think a difference in the data stream that comes from
Google or from the internet versus like human contact. I think there's a big difference,
but it's tricky in the sense that you can start thinking it is the same, which is I had this
great conversation with Damien Eccles and we were talking about the transmission of information,
the scroll, so to speak, and the disciplic succession as it sometimes called the, what's it
called, whispered transmission. It has all these great names for it. But he was telling me, and I
think I have experienced this to some degree, that it is a combination of just basic philosophical
concepts mixed in with something that's a little bit like the Olympic torch, except instead of
starting wherever off of, you know, an Olympic flame and then traveling, it's moving through time.
And it seems to have started, quite often the stories are it starts from some messiah
being, but a collective maybe, or even something more than that. Do you know what I'm saying?
I do, yeah. And this is the Dharma transmission that they talk about sometimes. Do you feel like
you've gotten that transmission, like you've gotten the download in a traditional way?
I feel like we all have the download and it's a matter of clearing away all the stuff that's
been piled on top of it to kind of get back to it, the natural brilliance. And I totally
agree with what you're talking about as far as the guru idea. A human contact is crucial and
essential to, I think, to just being a person that's learning things in the world. But I guess
the point I was trying to make was that knowledge and information is no longer being held hostage
by one person. Now there's like all these different places, and that's one of what I was
mentioning, all the different people that you can find through the internet and all the books and
all that stuff. We're living in this amazing time where there isn't just one person that's
guarding all the information, like it's everywhere. And I think that's such a useful
turn for this type of stuff to take, because it makes it where you inherently kind of understand
that there isn't just one way. There are a multitude of ways and all of them have value,
and you can find what speaks to you and extract and learn from those different things and kind of
build your own individual narrative of seeking that is what you need, because we all need something
different, of course. I've been working on my discipline lately, and I'm always trying to
learn music these days, but that's something we have in common. And not just learn music the
way I in the past have just dabbled or whatever, but really going online, taking courses, studying
music theory, and I'm astounded by how easy it is to learn how to play music these days. I mean,
forget all the guru bullshit, and like if you wanted to learn guitar in the old days,
you would have to find a guitar teacher. You needed to go and hang out with people who play
the guitar at the very least, but you couldn't go on YouTube and instantaneously have access to
thousands of guitar lessons. And what's fascinating to me about the internet is it is such a
beautiful reflection of us in the sense that back to back, we have guitar lessons.
You could take free classes from Harvard. You can make contact with
some of the smartest people, at least the smartest public figures are putting themselves out there
today through Twitter, Patreon. And yet also, there is this ocean of just shit, right? Like,
you know what I mean? And like, when I watch my habituations and my pattern on the internet,
it's always wild to like realize like, why am I choosing to, why do I keep going back
to some of these data streams that are inevitably just hellscapes? And this,
looking at the Ford of your book and reading what I could of it, it made me want to talk to you a
little bit about that, because I think that decision to siphon bad energy. You were talking
about peace being the energy, I think versus fear, right? And that decision to like go to the fear,
go to the fucking fossil fuel, go to the like polluting energy that gives you this,
definitely gives you a rush. Fear will put a spring in your step. But man, it's not very
sustainable. And the decisions you make in that frightened state are quite often wrong. But why,
Corey, why do we pick fear over peace? If there is this thing that you're saying is in us, why,
why aren't we there? Why don't we want to go there?
I think it's like, it's not that we're choosing fear, it's that we grow up in this
circumstance where we're bullied into being fearful. And it's because, you know, there's
obviously a bazillion reasons, one of which is we live in, you know, in a society where like,
America is in the business of making things famous. And if you're not famous, a lot of people feel
like normalness isn't enough. And being normal is failing. If we're being told that we're not
enough so that we need to keep buying new things, we're marketed to like, if you have this, you'll
feel okay. If you buy this, you'll feel okay. If you wear that, you'll feel okay. And so we're all
feeling like less than we're feeling like we're scared. So, you know, the modern world is freaky,
it's complex. And so, you know, we're, yeah, we're just born into this space of like,
yeah, man, feeling insignificant, and like nobody, and like we need to kind of,
in an animalistic way, almost get ours, you know, that's sort of this theme that is really
beat into people for whatever reason. And what was amazing for me anyway, was like realizing
that based upon my, you know, family inheritance, I'll call it, you know, my five billion dollars
that I inherited. Yeah, I inherited a billion. Wow, five's great. Oh, I got to end this, man.
If only a billionaire, yeah, I'm sorry, man, anything under three, I can't. Sorry, man. Well,
I'm working at it, I'm trying to inherit again. Well, just let me know whenever you can, and we'll
pick this up again. All right, well, nice chatting with you. Yeah, this was, this was okay, actually.
Yeah, this is okay. No, but anyway, you know, like, you know, your family inherited programs,
the operating script that you get from your family circumstances and so forth. And yeah, man, you
know, I had a lot of, a lot of pain, a lot of suffering based upon, you know, being loved
conditionally, being taught by my father that he was this Dallas like banker kind of Tarantino
movie type of guy that was very much this alpha conservative fellow that always carried guns and
stuff and sure, I had one of those. And wait a second, maybe we're synchronizing here.
Then you took my inheritance, motherfucker. Oh, hey, man, that's the game, Duncan.
So you got, you got the, the, the like, power dad. Yes, got the power dad download and the
all of that. And, and so, you know, and then he wasn't around, you know, and so it was like,
I had a lot of resentment, a lot of fee wasn't around because of the divorce you got your parents
got divorced or wasn't around because he was a workaholic or divorce. Yeah, yeah, divorce. And
he just didn't really have much interest, you know, right. So he was doing his own thing. And so,
yeah, man, like that left me with a lot of resentment. And then just, you know, otherwise
being, as I said, just being growing up in a destructive attachment environment with conditional
love and emotional manipulation and, and being parented through fear where you, you know, I
wasn't able to know what to trust know what to believe like what is real like what I'm being
gaslit constantly is kind of how I felt and it left me feeling calcified and externally and
and scared and just tons of anxiety and cynical and ultimately I used my
begin using my intellect as a way to like chop down everyone else so that I could feel secure.
So if I could like undress someone intellectually really fast and show them that I could think,
you know, in particular ways, it make them sort of like, hmm, I don't know, maybe it's like a
jujitsu move like you got to get someone to where they're like intellectually about to tap and then
you can feel comfortable because you know that you've got that that handle on them, you know,
and so yeah, I know what you mean, man. I know that you mean you like because you're insecure
and because you I'm sorry, can you all one second? I don't mean to interrupt this, but my
Chihuahua was about to shit on my podcast, Epistry. Oh, it's a good metaphor. It's like,
it's so bad and embarrassing. I remember when I started realizing I was doing that and like,
like just the weightiness of that and the neediness that you, you know, you're around somebody
and they don't understand why they're probably feeling tired when they're hanging out with you
and or you know what I mean? It's like there's something and it's because you're literally
like want them to be your daddy. Yeah, totally. Yeah, that's it. That's it. And it's like,
you find yourself as an adult, like one of your walking with someone else, you're letting that
you're like following them in this most nuanced little microtonal type of way where it's like,
you're walking together, but you're really following them like a little kid. You're just
not holding hands, even though you're like six foot three, you know? Yeah. So, so here's, here's
how I, I chrysalis and in hatched out of that was feeling all of that stuff. We're just talking
about all the nastiness, you know, I don't, I imagine you probably had this same thing, man,
is like just because of where you, you seem to have ended up and it's secure billionaire.
The classic problem.
Classic problem.
No matter how many fucking fountains I get around my mansion, I still can't sleep, man.
It's crazy too. And the fact that they're all filled with your own piss is you'd think that would
do it. I tried piss, it didn't work. Then someone said drum didn't work because now the cumbereds
keep me up at night.
Those cumbereds are heaven. Their feathers look beautiful though after a couple of months of
that.
Undeniably beautiful.
Yeah. You can really, it's where I do a lot of my truth gazing is into the kaleidoscopic
feathers of cumbereds.
What did Gandhi say? I learned everything I knew, I know from the cumberd.
That's right. That's right. Yeah. He said, my knowledge went tits up whenever I started gazing
into cumbereds. Okay. So underneath all of the suffering, the external suffering, the destructive
vinegary narcissism out into the world, I always had this deep, deep connection and
awareness of true compassion, of real love, of this desire for peace because being in a
chaotic space emotionally and physically, I've really learned, I was shown what the
lesson was to like, this is why peace is important because this is what it's like when it isn't here.
And a lot of people grow up in a rather stable situation, but whenever you grow up in an
emotionally or physically chaotic type of situation, you really honor and you have this
integral connection towards like, okay, peace is fucking valuable, man. And I always had that
underneath all that other stuff. And it was weird. It was like, I was living disconnected from
who I was outwardly into the world. And so I randomly overheard when I was a teenager,
I randomly overheard someone mentioning about like who if they could talk to a couple of people
like dead or alive, who would they be? They mentioned Jesus, Nietzsche and a few other people,
which like, we could stop right there. That's an interesting enough like dinner table to have Jesus
and Nietzsche. And so I was randomly like walking through a bookstore one day and I saw Nietzsche on
the back of the spine of a book and I went over and picked it up and I was like, holy shit, this
like, I felt completely incompatible with the rest of the world. But this, this is like how I
think this is the math of how my conceptual mind works. And I became obsessed with like Western
philosophy, right? So I went way deep into Western philosophy. And then just following some of the
bridges of the hippie philosophers like Terrence McKenna and Robert and Tom Wilson and people like
that. I then found my way to Eastern philosophy. And then once I read that, I was like, this is not
only what I think this is this is how I think this is what I believe this is this is the kind of the
pathways in which I see are possible in the world. And I became obsessed with Eastern philosophy. And
that's how I learned how to meditate was, you know, as a teenager, privately in my in my room,
I had this sort of like Victor Franklin moment where I realized no matter what was happening
outside of my skin in the world, that the world in my body, my inner life is mine. And I can
begin to turn like that those that those broken pieces into I can melt that gold down and reform
it into what I know is possible and then allow that begin to begin to emerge and hatch out of my
body into the world. And I just started like, yeah, doing that, you know, meditating and doing
trying all these different practices, seeing what worked. And just quietly one step at a time,
one day at a time, following that path. And what became fascinating to me was that I saw like,
as I just continued on, and I would read, you know, I got way into psychology and neuroscience
and all this stuff. And I could feel like as I would read, I could feel like I'd feel stoned
after I was done reading a lot of this stuff. And I realized like, that's my brain literally
like the horizon of my mind is getting pushed back. Because I'm like, my the wattage of my brain
is getting turned up. And I got addicted to that feeling. And as I continued doing these practices,
I started to realize like, wait a second, I'm like, I'm a different person than I was three
months ago. Like I don't feel as angry, I don't feel as scared. I'm able to like rest in my skin,
like my hands don't shake when I go to put the key in the keyhole the front door anymore,
like I'm not as anxious, you know, did you did you find something when that's the times I've had
that happen? I realized how addicted I am to that anxiety. Like, when it's not there,
there is it, I don't know, did you have that that sense of like shit, man, that was me or that was
like, that was one of the defining qualities of who I am. Yeah, being anxious, freaked out,
neurotic, weird, whatever. And yeah, and then when it's gone, when when you're doing the work,
and you get these little spaces in between freakouts that are longer than you're used to,
there is a sense of like, shit, did I just lose something? It's really kind of pathetic.
You know, no, no, no, it's a beautiful part of the process, man. And you did lose something.
You lost an old story of who you told yourself who you were. It's like every big breakthrough I've
had in my life, or you know, they're not even like, you know, these big theatrical breakthrough,
but like these big moments I had of deeper insights of hatching, of continuing to follow
this new image and idea of myself into the kaleidoscopic bridge of the future. Like every time
that that happened, there was like a mourning period. And it was because the I in quotes,
that I believed I was was dead. And it was like, okay, that guy who was wearing death metal t-shirts
and pissed off and angry at everyone, it was like this Nietzschean that thought he was smarter
than everybody. That guy's dying. And like, it's okay, it was who I was, but he's gone now. And
like, I'm going to sit with that feeling. And so I know what you mean is that that I call those
like growing pains, you know, your but it's like internal growth as opposed to physical growth.
It reminds me of like, when you have an shitty piece of furniture in your house. And you I don't
know if this, I mean, like, I've sometimes I'll have a thing around me for the longest time.
Like, for example, right now, I'm looking over at the corner of my podcast studio,
and I have an overturned spray bottle of cleaner next to a record player that I don't use. And it's
ugly. But I haven't I've just let it sit there and ignore it. But it's always there. It's just
but anytime you take something like that out of your room, you feel that space. And it's a strange
thing of like, God damn it, I was attached to the clutter. I was attached to the to the I was
attached to the whatever that fuck it was, I was hoarding. And God, what weird creatures we are,
huh? It's like, you see those? Well, you know, I don't know, they said it was pathetic. I thought
it was kind of cool from an evolutionary perspective, not pathetic. They said it was sad. But this
story emerged of these like bees or hornets, building their nest out of plastic. You know,
or you see these creatures that construct their shells out of like, plastic floating in the ocean.
And that's I think what a lot of us are like, in this dimension, right? Like, we're like,
gathering, we gather the story, the shit story, and we assemble this crazy fucking shell thing.
And then we just huddle inside of it and hiss at anything that walks by.
But yeah, you, it seems abnormal to me, you're a teenager meditating and reading Nietzsche and
like coming to some brilliant realization, I'm just these days, I think, coming to these kinds
of realizations, the great peaceful kingdom in the heart and all that stuff. Yeah. Yeah, man. I mean,
it wasn't, you know, like an easy just like, you know, light switch type of thing. It's a it faded in
over the period of a long, a long time. But, you know, I, I don't know if it's just, I have thought
about like, how was that possible? Like no one in my family were readers even, much less being into
something esoteric. You know, I got way into Crowley into Sufi mysticism and all that stuff at the
same time. And, you know, I ended up meeting Robin and Tom Wilson whenever I was 18. And then I went
and, you know, spent time with him in person over us 21. How did that happen? Can you tell me that
story? Yeah, sure, man. Be glad to. So basically, you know, in really diving into all this, this
obsessive compulsive reading, which, you know, in hindsight, I realized that, like, I was putting
blinders on to use that obsession with philosophy, and even Zen Buddhism, which at the time I was
still coming from the headmind, not the heartmind. It was like, here's another way to be stringent
clinical about reality. This is just a more express way to depersonalize, you know, through
Zen Buddhism. Anyway, amidst all of that, I just randomly found a copy of Prometheus Rising,
one of ours 1817 or 18. And yeah, I just read it and was like, Oh, holy shit, this guy, you know,
particularly at the time, it was like, this is kind of the I grew up on like really on stand
up comedy a lot too. So like, Carlin was like a huge influence to me growing up. My brother and I
listened to Carlin like nonstop from the time I was like, you know, 12 or something. Cool. And so I
always had that that comedic sort of voice in the back of my head. Right. And so like reading
Robert Anton Wilson was like, Oh, wow, this guy is kind of like Nietzsche kind of like leery,
kind of like the Buddha, but also kind of like Carlin. And that was like the perfect parent
God for me to begin to become obsessed with. So yeah, I get really obsessed with him. And then
what happened was they started making a documentary about him called maybe logic.
And I was like crowdsourced the like whatever, I don't know what it even was at that point,
if it was Kickstarter, or if it's anything like that. But I remember, like helping fund the
documentary about him called maybe logic. And then around the same time,
they started doing like online classes like Robert Anton Wilson started the what he called
the maybe logic Academy. And it was and this is like in 2000, I don't know, maybe 2002 or
something like that. 2001. And so it was online, like university taught by, are you serious,
Robert Anton Wilson, I think Nick Herbert did one, I think Ivan Stang might have done one.
Yeah. So there's all these like counter cultural legends
doing them. And so I took like Robert Anton Wilson's course. So we would like talk online and I
would be able to ask him, you know, I'm sure all these bonehead questions. Imagine being like a 70
year old talking to an 18 year old. You know what I mean? Just what an idiot I'm sure that I sounded
like. But we would like be able to talk and stuff. And, and then during the premiere of the maybe
logic thing in Santa Cruz, I went out there and then met him in person there, and get to spend
some time with him. And then after that, I began just trying to kind of just help in any way I
could just be supportive. And then he was trying to write this book kind of based on his lectures,
because he's done so many awesome lectures over the years. So they were going to translate his
lectures into sort of a collection, a book collection. And so I was working for him as
like a transcriber. So I had all these really, like shitty quality lectures that hadn't been
published. And I was like to spend hours and hours, you know, transcribing them sending them
the transcripts. And then unfortunately, he died before they put out that book. But I ended up going
to his funeral as well. They watched him like dump his ashes into Monterey Bay. And what was the funeral
like? It was, it was pretty, it was cool, man. It wasn't like, maybe I don't know what one would
expect, but it was pretty like normal. And the aliens to show up. I don't know, man, a submarine to
come out of the bay and like turn his ashes back into him and then. Exactly. Yeah, Eris was there
giving. Yeah, no, it was, it was pretty cool, man. Like a lot of countercultural, you know,
those figures were there hanging around and just some people, his kids were there and I drank like,
you know, I don't know, 10 shots of Jameson. I respect. And yeah, it was, it was pretty, it
was wild, man. It was just a, it was a good, good moment. But so he was one of your serious teachers,
like you, he was one of the big, big teachers in your life. Yes, definitely, definitely, man.
And I mean, as I said, like I think that not to be that dude, but one of the things I put in the
book was in my book was that wisdom without levity is a tragedy. Wow. And I think, I think that Raw
definitely encapsulated that and he did that thing that, you know, I started talking about
this recently is that, you know, no one's perfect and Robin and Tom Wilson definitely had his like,
his faults, but he was incredibly, incredibly impactful and powerful. But the most valuable
thing that I think he contributed to the world and contributed to me in my way of thinking
was that you should think for yourself. And he presented his ideas and his work in this cyclical
type of way that he swirled around the subjective viewpoint of an objective idea enough to where
you had to go, wait a second, I was like, what, what's going on here? What do I think about this?
And that was his trick. That's what I say, like that swirling ring that he wore. That's what that
always meant to me. It was like that swirl of like, hear all these, you know, impressions or
subjective, his reality, what do you call a reality tunnel, these different ways of seeing
objective reality. And the swirl is being able to step back and go, Oh, hold on a second.
What is my impression of this? And what do I think for myself? And that's, that's this really
necessary, crucial lesson to be able to learn how to, you know, something that's important to me
is like, how do you author your own future? How do you begin to recognize and increase yourself
awareness to relearn, you know, who you are, what you are, who you want to be, and then how you
can begin to like, respond to your life and walk into a direction that you want, as opposed to just
getting into this momentum of pre-programmed chain reactions, where you end up living 10 years with
your head underwater, you know? Well, you know, man, I think one reason it's very easy to do that is
because for many of us, our experience of nature, our experience of certainly of cities, our experience
of anything outside our homes, and for some people, even inside our homes, is marked by the imposition
of boundaries. You go to the ocean and there's lifeguards and quite often there's buoys. You
can't swim past those fucking things. A lifeguard gets mad at you. And you know, this situation of
having like these invisible lines placed over reality by people who are theoretically trying to
keep you safe has produced, for a lot of us, I think a real fear reaction when you're off the map.
And man, I love going off the fucking map, but whenever I do make it off the map, so to speak,
whoa, it's a little scary because you don't have help now. There isn't that fucking guy you can
kind of secretly walk behind to tell you what's happening. There isn't the whistleblowing person.
There isn't anything except you in reality. And that's scary. I think these days, that's
terrifies the shit out of people who have really invested themselves in the idea that they figured
it out. They did it already. They figured it out, man. They know everything. Carl Sagan figured
it out. Neil LaGrosse Tyson figured it out. I'm just in a well-tended amusement park. And I'll
just hang out here and pretend I'm happy until I fucking kick the bucket. You know, and a lot of
times going off the map means breaking the law, doesn't it? It means putting things in your body
that are illegal. Sometimes it means trespassing. It literal trust. You've got to go into places
where either the government or somebody said, don't go there. Yeah, you got to take weird
drugs in weird places. Weird drugs and weird places, man. And then you just, I love the experience
of going off the map. And also, I love the experience of the invisible barriers
that you're imposing on yourself for maybe no reason. But what would you say those are for you
now? Oh, now. That's interesting. I don't know, man. I don't really, I guess I don't think about
life in terms of those barriers now. Like, to me, things just feel fluid and open and just
continually evolving and moving forward. And in a sense that I think a big way that I stopped
feeling like I needed to overcome something was, and doctors hate this, doctors hate it.
And I'm going to tell you about this secret. This is going to put you into the enter of my
click funnel. Doctors hate this secret, man. Doctors hate this secret. Foot doctors hate this
secret. Yeah, that this mom's method. Yeah, foot doctors hate this Tennessee mom's foot secret.
They hate this secret. I'm going to share it in just five more minutes after I prime you to go
into my funnel. You know, Duncan, you got to go on the buyer's journey. You can't just, I can't
just offer you up. I got to qualify the sale first. Then you got to go through the buyer's
journey. You got to find yourself along the way. And that is the secret.
Damn, that was bullshit. All right. Here's the secret. So like, or for me, this was very useful,
was what I call like the acceptance of what is. And that sounds super basic. And it is. And the
issue, the reason why I think humans have trouble accepting things that are simple is because they
don't get to put their human little fingerprints and get them all humified and complexed up and all
that stuff and get their stink all over them, you know. But the most simple thing, like accepting
what is to me was so useful because I set without idea literally for like a year of like, I'm going
to just, and by accept what is, I don't mean be inactive. I don't mean don't continue to try and
like self develop and refine yourself and so on and improve. I mean, to be with what is the
circumstances of being alive, the circumstances of what comes to you like of the narrative story of
the camera view of your mind intersecting with the self organizing structures of reality and the
environment. And instead of trying to make the world like you, like we all do, allow the world to
change you somewhat, and then also allow you to change the world at the same time, allow this
interlocking dance between the arising of your natural brilliance of like the fullness of what
you are coming through from the root of your subconscious passing through your memory and
heart, mind, your emotions and your intellect and allowing all that to come through without
as much resistance as possible. That's like grasping, right? So grasping is allowing the
full dunkiness, the richness coming up from, you know, your intuitive conscious mind. And then
whenever it passes through the heart, oh, do you need to change this and some emotional
like to make it serve some idea or make it serve some resonance that you feel like it must serve.
When it passes through the intellectual mind, does the inner critic kick on? Do you feel like
you're a piece of shit all of a sudden for some reason? Do you start hating on yourself? Do you
feel like you have to shift what you want to come through? Because that's the only way that you'll
be accepted through by the world or whatever it is that comes up in your mind, you know,
but really let that thing come through, man, and feel what's coming through honor that thing and
allow it to inter-gauge and lock with the world and for it to all connect and be what is and to me
the acceptance of letting that come through. And this includes the the fuck ups and the failures
and things not going your way. But just being able to like realize that those are more that's
growing pains, you got to swing with that stuff, man. And like, for me, some of the biggest teaching
moments I've had has been through failures has been through things not going my way. Because then,
as I've encountered things that haven't turned out, I've wanted them to, I have then changed my
way of thinking. And through that change of thinking ended up at a result way greater than I
was even possibly imagining of the thing that didn't go through. It's through that flexibility
in that, and this is kind of an Alan Watts idea in some ways, being able to bend with the water
and not get all wrapped up in your own story, wrapped up in your ego, wrapped up of your idea
of what should be and allowing what is to unfold and then walking through the doors that open before
you. Okay, I love it. And I'm not good at that. But what about the thing that happens when you're
around somebody who isn't doing that? And you become the part of the universe that they're
trying to make like them. And then you enter into relationships and situations with people who,
yeah, fuck, you might be all open and shit, you're the river and the water, but I'm going to like
build a goddamn dam. I'm going to harvest your energy. You know what I mean? I'm going to build
where I'm going to, I'm going to fucking fine. If you want to be all fluid, go ahead. I'm going
to fluid your ass into my fucking maze. And I'm going to like, you know what I mean? This happens.
I do. And this is one of my fears when I think about this kind of stuff is like, and I don't
think I'm alone and thinking, shit, that's a great way to get exploited. That's a, you know,
that looseness, that openness, that being said, anytime I overcome the tyrannical motherfucker
inside of me that wants to produce in every single moment, some kind of like fascist version of
reality where I'm controlling everything and just give it up. And just for a second, let the universe
do its thing. Everything gets so much better. And everything becomes so much more interesting.
And that's when the synchronicity start and the epiphany start.
That's right. That's right, man. That's, you know, when the synchronicity start,
that's how you know that the conduits of being that you've actually got amongst the conduits
of being, that's what synchronicities are, in my opinion. The conduits of being, what do you mean?
Like the fractal web that connects all things, like the fabric of our universe, that shit gets
tuned up like a, like a, you know, musical, like a chord on a piano. Yeah. And when the vibrations
all get in sync, they create like a beautiful sound. That's like where you hit, you know,
a black key and a white key and a piano next to each other, you hear dissonance. If you hit all,
you know, white keys, you hear, or the proper, you know, combination of white and black keys,
you're a beautiful resonant sound. And that's things being in tune. And that's like the conduits
of being all that shit. It's all resonance, man. It works in the same way. And why have you
let go and start like, and stop grasping, then you get amongst that tunage. And that's when
the synchronicities appear, because you start being like, Oh, cool, I'm walking within the
scaffolding that like I need to be like life wants us to, you know, we get in the, I hate the word
the flow, because it's so sort of like overused, but you get in that in that groove, man. But I
think a very important thing to say is that being open in, in kind of swinging with what is, does not
mean allowing yourself to be a doormat or allowing yourself to be, you know, have your energy harvested,
as you said, like, that's a big misconception in the earlier stages of people who are trying to be
more compassionate. And it's just a lesson that's got to be learned is that compassion is not
identity quality. Compassion is an intention. Like you have to draw strong boundaries for yourself.
You have to have like this personal sovereignty where, yeah, man, if somebody's trying to suck
your energy, like, no, that you're not, you're not someone to steal off of, you know, if I don't
get my energy sucked, I won't have any come from my fountains. Great point. Important point.
Important point. Then you won't be tits up with knowledge, man. And so you're just saying it's
like, yeah, it's not, it's not like you're like becoming some kind of like, yellow-bellied thing
rolling over and letting anybody kick you in this. It's like, you still get to have your,
your claws if you need them, you still get to like, you know, have a self. I guess what I'm
expressing here is just how much I define myself by my defense mechanisms.
So tell me a situation. Well, yeah, like love is strength, right? Not complacency.
Love is like fierce. Yeah. Calling. Love. I'll tell you a situation that happened today. I was,
so like, I've somehow, man, I'm on this like quest to start waking up at five and working out.
And I was fucked up. Oh, that's not the end of it? Oh, I thought that was the end of it. Okay, no.
What's up, man? What's wrong with me? Yeah, I can't help you with that one, Duncan. I'm sorry, man.
It's working. I'm pulling it off and it's cool. And it's like really special. The time between
five and seven in any city is magic. And so again, I got up today. This is like, by the way,
this is the second time I pulled this off. So sorry if I'm putting out there and doing this
like consistently, but two for me is a big deal. That's two in it. That's like two times and like
two times of intentionally doing it, not because I had some meeting or some shit.
And not because the baby was crying, but two times and maybe a decade of like, okay, I'm going to get
up early and I'm going to start exercising. It's been a while. Anyway, I get to the gym.
There are juice bars closed. I wanted some caffeine. So I go to the Starbucks right up the
street and walk in. There's a guy sitting there five a.m. And I've gotten my head. Listen, man,
that thing we were talking about earlier, this is now a place for me to sit on some dumb ledge
of judgment. Like I'm up at five. Look at these empty streets. While they sleep, the warrior goes
to train. Doctors are going to hate me by the time the sun comes up. I'm going to have all the secrets.
No, I'm embarrassing. I've done it twice and I'm already like, you know what I mean? I'm like acting
like I'm Goggins or whatever. It's like two fucking times. Anyway, so I get to the Starbucks
and there's this guy sitting now. I'm annoyed because the people in the Starbucks don't seem
like I was thinking like, I'm no longer going to bed. I just run into like healthy people in the
morning. Like that's where the healthy people are. This fucking guy is sitting at Starbucks. He's
taking his shoes off, his bare feet are hanging there. Okay, whatever. That's fine. But this guy
is coughing like and he's literally sitting right where they serve the drink the fucking lot.
Why would they serve the drinks? Like he's sick and he's sitting at the place where the drinks
come out and he's sneezing on them. Like he's part of some satanic germ ridden assembly line.
And like, I'm like, I can't get sick. I'm too busy. I have baby. I anyway, I didn't, I like
sat there and as soon as my drink came out, I snatched it, making sure it wasn't sneezed on
and got out of there. But there is an example, man of like, I'm like pissed at the guy. I'm like
mad at the fact that people would just not be so unaware that they would do that fucking shit.
And also there is a piece of me that almost wants to say something to him. Like German,
you see what you're doing? Like, do you understand you're the fucking reason the black plague happened?
Yeah. Hey, snot wizard, why don't you go practice your magic somewhere else?
It's a snot wizard. It's a morning snot wizard. He's decided to sit and cast spells on everybody's
coffee. Blessings, I guess is what he was probably about. So what about that? That's what I'm talking
about. It's like, I don't, I cannot be in the flow in those places because my asshole just fucking
tightens up and I'm just like, Oh, yeah. Okay, I know what you mean. Right. So that like, I think
what you're experiencing in those moments, first off, like, you got to let yourself off the hook
because that's just a part of being human, man. Like, you're we're all going to get into the
situations where the world seems to be magnetically opposed to our senses, you know, like that happens
to me where I'm just like, Oh, man, look at this person, look at this snot wizard over here.
Um, but the issue is it's not about not having that feeling because that's I actually think
that's a part of our evolutionary, like ancient brain is that because ultimately, this is the most
heartening thought ever is that we are a hotel for our DNA. And that we're designed on a on a
genetic level to just reproduce essentially, right. And so everything about us is designed to somehow
lull ourselves into the illusion that we are at least better than that guy at the snot bar,
you know, they were at least better than him. So we deserve to continue on. We have the self
belief in the conviction to continue on to reproduce to take resources and so on, right.
Yes. And that's why you're sitting in the, you know, the example I've used before is like,
you're sitting, I don't want busted. I, you know, isn't worth new examples. So the example I've used
before when you're sitting in the traffic or whatever, and someone walks across the crosswalk
and you're like, Oh, look at that douchebag. It's like, what? Like, why did I think that? Like
that, that guy's probably that guy's someone's son. He's probably super nice. He's probably
interesting or whatever. And so like, what is that thought? Well, I think that's an evolutionary
ancient brain thing going, Hey, yo, Duncan, you're better than that guy. So you deserve to have a
steak tonight because he doesn't need any meat. He should have vegetables, you know,
he should be weak and whatever. And so, so anyway, so it's not about having that thought,
it's about recognizing that thought and then having, you know, the space, the negative space
internally, and being mindful enough to then choose what to do with that thought. So another
thing I put in my book is that you were not your thoughts, you were your thoughts, you turn into
action. Because we, you know, we have 40,000 thoughts a day. And some of those thoughts are
going to be great. Some of those thoughts are going to be, you know, judgmental and critical
or whatever of ourselves of others. So as all of those thoughts go through and flow through us
constantly all day, as the clouds roll underneath the sun, your consciousness is the sun, you know,
shining down. And all these, these thoughts are the clouds. And so as the dark storm winds come
by, as the negative thoughts come by, the thoughts of judgments, the thought that makes you want
to go like, man, fuck that guy. That's not wizard. What you become, what you build into your future
self is what you choose to grab and to express. And so by choose, by recognizing that thought,
and you did, you succeeded, you like saw the side, you had an impulse to want to say something to
him to get really wrapped up in it and get really pissed off. And you're able to just like, okay,
you recognize it and you let it flow on. That is taking one small step into building yourself
into the Duncan that has fewer of those thoughts and that suffers from firstly not being identified
as a person that ever would express that type of negativity and melt that into actually who you are,
being able to let that go into infinity. And the amazing thing about that way of thinking is
this is something I realized from my own personal like path of this was I realized that as I like,
you know, in my back in my younger years, whenever I was a narcissistic little prick and full of anger
and vinegar and what have you, before all the psychedelics and meditation, I realized that
like, there was always this tiny little ember in there. It was like this ember of positivity, of
love, of like complete infinite compassion that was buried amongst the ash of all this other stuff
that had been burned to the ground, you know, all the suffering. And I started just paying
attention to that little ember. And I started thinking literally like, if I can just give
that ember some air, it's going to catch a little bit more fire and that fire can grow and grow and
grow. I need to start indulging that part of what I know is in me, you know, and I started really
like focusing on that person, that quarry within me that that element of me. And the more I could
just, you know, of course, I was still doing like, you know, saying mean things and being judgmental
and just being a first class, you know, cynical asshole, all over the place. But I was still
like letting that like, okay, I need to come back to that thing. And the more I did that,
the more that that started to take over in over the course of a long time in periods of like,
what I call existential paralysis, feeling completely like depersonalized and disembodied
and overwhelmed by my head mind, as opposed to like the heart mind, and all that stuff,
like just always choosing and like coming back and trusting that space, and allowing that to
keep growing, is that it really eventually overwhelmed the dark side, right? And it began
to take over. And only later by reading like neuroscience that I realized what was happening
on like a physiological level was that given that, you know, the neuroplasticity of our brains
rewire, because, you know, for anyone that isn't like hip to that, essentially, we have thoughts
because, you know, our this is super rudimentary, but like, the neurons in our brains sig electrical
impulses to each other through synapses, which these connective, low roadways. And because
our biology is all about optimization, because it takes a lot of energy to be a human critter,
you know, like the brain, the electricity that's in the brain can power like a small light bulb or
whatever. So it's always trying to make that pathway easier, more simple. I'm sorry, if I could
just stop you there. The electricity in my brain actually powers a medium sized light bulb. Oh,
I was thinking a fluorescent light bulb. I was I mean, like in a lighthouse. Are you okay? Okay,
I was gonna say, are you being humble again, Duncan? You're amazing, man. This is the best.
I'm sorry. Neuroplasticity. So I'm sorry. Go ahead. Why the fuck did I do that? I didn't
cut you off. Neuroplasticity. You know what I call that, Duncan? I call that being a good boy,
once you just did. What's apologizing? No, no, no, no. The like having the thing that's so,
so fun in the brain that you have that you got to interject and drop it in. I love that. It's
being the good boy. Okay, thank you. You are not as you're the opposite of a snot wizard.
Okay, so the neuroplasticity. I'm a cosmic Kleenex. Okay, so
I look at those things also, like what you, the chiming in thing, I'm all about it because it's
like, I feel like in the same way as like in a gospel situation, like an Episcopal church,
whenever people are singing and someone's giving a sermon, then the people in the audience are
shouting like, yes, or like there's, you know, what do they say? Fuck yeah, whatever. I don't
think they say fuck yeah, but that would be. Oh, they don't. Fuck yeah.
You know what I'm talking about? Yeah, man. That's like the, that's the psychic high five,
man. So I like those. Okay, cool. Yeah. All right. Anyway, neuroplasticity. So
basically habitual thoughts in your brain, your brain rewires to make those roadway
connections easier and more direct so that as the, you know, one set of neurons trying to connect
to another set, the synapses is a shorter distance. So it takes less of your abundant
electricity in your brain, Duncan, to make that connection, right? And so as you can get yourself
into habitual thinking patterns, what happens is that the way that your brain thinks by default
starts to shift and change over time. You know, I think it takes like 60 days to start that
connection. And then that just continues to compound from there. Well, what's interesting
about that is that if you use mindfulness, and that's why meditation is so valuable, it doesn't
even have to be this big, you know, thing filled with the stink of religiosity. It's just a simple
practice of taking the phone off the hook, you know, your brain for five, 10, 20 minutes a day
and sitting and breathing. You simply, it's as easy as this. As I say, you do it every night
when you sleep, you just have to do it when you're awake, right? As you just breathe in,
and then exhale and allow the muscles in your face and body to soften. Breathe in again,
try and imagine breathing in something like life, like whatever that means to you.
Exhale, allow your face and all your muscles to soften a little bit more, and just make it that
simple. Do that for five minutes a day, and you'll begin to feel that negative space,
more space between impulse and action. And that's the space you need to be able to begin to
author your future and choose how you want to show up in the world and how you want to,
do you want to indulge that negative thought, or do you want to try and walk into this image,
walk into this idea in this honor of something more peaceful, something more open, something
more filled with our relentless curiosity and wonder, as opposed to the gnashing teeth of judgment
and anger and fear. And so, as you begin to do that more, your brain starts rewiring in a path
to make those thoughts more easy, to make the positive thoughts, to make that what comes up
with you naturally, and what's crazy about it, and I just know this from, because I live through it,
I forget this out by living it, is that as that begins to shift, when you go to look at, you know,
the entire world in your daily life, the, all of the nuances, the impression, the overall harmonic
that's created from all of the tones happening in the world become, by default, more positive.
You start seeing the world in a different way. You start, the world begins looking more full of
wonder in a more peaceful place. You know what, this is a thing that I, when we, hopefully you
will be able to do part two of this with me, because I have a theory about this these days,
it's fucking crazy, but because, which is that it's not just that the world looks differently,
it's literally different. Like maybe you're moving into another realm when you do these practices,
and like if your internal neurological structure and the quantum flow of energy in your brain
is being changed, then who the fuck knows what's really happening? Are we literally
just moving into some other aspect of the multiverse? Is it like, because to me, it's like,
man, I know what you're, I know what you're saying. And the times I've been lucky enough to experience
this thing you're talking about, where it's like, you get done with this and it's, it's a different
universe. This is something John Lilly used to say, you get out of a float tank, you're in a new
dimension, man. You've moved through- Yeah, you're a dolphin. You're a dolphin in a, in a, in a speedo,
man. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But like, this is, um, to me, like, uh, one, and I, you know, I, I think that
talking, talking about this shit could be a little confusing for people who are just interested in
meditating and learning a little piece. But my God, man, there's like, to me, I, when Christ
says the kingdom of heaven is inside of you, when Chogyam Champa Rinpoche talks about Shambhala,
when you hear over and over and over again, and all these religions and all these mythologies
about the existence of the fountain of youth, the hidden city, the, like, whatever you want to call it.
And here in the modern times, you're like, yeah, that's a really beautiful metaphor.
But sometimes, depending on how many edibles, edibles I've consumed,
sometimes I think, I don't think that's, I think they mean it. Yeah. Do you ever wonder that,
like, do you ever wonder if like, if you, that there would be, hear this shit about ascension,
you know, do you ever, or like the goddamn Zog Chin people turn themselves into rainbows?
Sure. Do you buy into that stuff, Corey? Well, I don't buy into the Zosha notion of like,
that's a nice little, that's got a ring to it, doesn't it? It's only the motion in the Zosha
notion that, you know, as far as like, man, he was there meditating, and I looked over and it was
just hair and fingernails. You know, I think that that type of thing is a bit of a metaphorical
way that we can get an idea or concept in our mind and begin to aim towards that, you know,
as a kind of a hypothetical. But as far as like, literalness, yeah, I absolutely think that, like,
I, speaking of Chogyum, you know, I raise Wind Horse every morning, you know.
Can you tell people what that is so people maybe don't know what that is and it sounds crazy?
Sure. When you just say it, if no one's ever heard of it, what do you do?
Yeah, man, it's basically just, I mean, okay, so in short, it's bringing in energy,
it's consciously during meditation, drawing in source energy. That's the easiest way for me to
describe it. Okay. And I look at it as it's a very literal thing. The idea is, you know, raising
Wind Horse is drawing in all of like the life force into your body. And, you know, someone can hear
that and say, okay, well, how many crystals are you surrounded with, whatever you're doing this,
whatever. How much crystal meth are you surrounded by? Yeah, I'm actually perched on
top of a mountain of crystal meth. During that, that's the horse that I ride is a white horse.
It's actually a city on a crystal meth mountain. Absolutely. They just mine that
shit right out of the mountain. Yeah. But think of it in this way, like, I'm very much like,
I think that casting the net of the hypothetical and the speculative is crucial towards
finding out what's next and exploring your mind in the world. But I also think it's equally important
to not spiritual bypass and delude yourself by believing every bit of flotsam and jetsam that
you pull back up out of the water, you have to run that shit through your rational kind of
scientific materialist filter to say, okay, like what's testable? And I like things that have one
hand in the scientific materialism and then a couple of fingers into the spiritual mystic. And
I want those things to lock together. And that's the stuff that I tend to be drawn towards.
Me too. And it's important because otherwise, let me tell you, if you put the whole fist in that
other side, you are going to end up embarrassing yourself, man. Either one, man. Yeah. If you
spend all your time fisting science, then you're going to be a cold, boring, reductive motherfucker.
And if you spend all your time fisting, you know, mysticism, you're going to be a self-deluded,
you're going to keep wondering why things don't work out and why people are against you and why
others don't get it in quotes. In definitely in quotes. And you're going to have a manic fucking
episode and you're going to make some really dumb tweets and blog posts. And then you're going to
get, there's that both roads lead to a really dark place. But like, I know what you're saying,
like, and I love, this is what we have now is like the flotsam and jetsam of a, you know, hundreds
of different mythologies, hundreds of different philosophies, millions, I don't know, thousands
that you could look at. And then also grounding us. We've got this fantastic, like beautiful,
deep understanding of cosmology and physics. And they both mirror each other to some degree.
Man, why do I, I didn't mean to, you know, some obvious fucking point. I have got to go. It's
1212. I'm running late for a thing. This podcast popped up out of the blue. I should have expected
that I would want to talk to you for a thousand hours. But fortunately for my listeners, they
can listen to you for, I don't know if it's a thousand hours, but you have a beautiful podcast
called the astral hustle. Am I correct about that? You nailed it. And you've got a pay wonderful
Patreon. You do you, you actually, I believe are a meditation teacher. You've been helping people.
You work directly with people like Robert Anton Wilson used to work with you. Correct. I'll allow
you to call me that. I don't know the name for whatever. I have this theory of like, we shouldn't
be able to call ourselves artists or teachers, only other people should be able to call us artists
and teachers. See, there's the bound. There's one of your boundaries, Mr. No, it gets the stink
off of it, man. It's a way to inoculate yourself against arrogance. And look, I'll tell you this.
I just, I can't remember who it was. Maybe it was Pima Chodron. Sorry if it's not you, Pima, not
you listen. She doesn't listen to my podcast. She's on the edge of her cushion right now.
Talk about the height of fucking narcissism talking to like Pima fucking Chodron. This is your podcast.
Jesus Christ. What's wrong with me? But, but, uh, but, um, one of these beautiful, brilliant people,
I don't think it was there actually said, die a teacher. And like, it was this wonderful permiss
and I think Robert Anton Wilson's, I make you a pope and like, now you're a pope and I make you
a teacher. Damn it. So there you go. Whether you like it or not. And you, you get to now teach
and speaking of teaching. That's a lot of enlightenment coming through right there, my friend.
Uh, you, one last thing, just so I can continue to plug all this beautiful stuff you're putting
out here. Now is the way is your new book coming out and it is available for pre-sale right now.
I don't know when this podcast comes up and just saying that in case it comes out before Tuesday.
If you're listening to this after Tuesday, it's there for you. Man, listen, I'm so,
this, I love podcasting and God damn it. Thank you for having this conversation with me and
thank you for doing it like chaotically. And, and, and I really, this was a wonderful conversation
and it has given me a lot to think about. Thank you so much, man. Thank you. I really appreciate it.
And, uh, I love podcasting too. And it's always, uh, it's just a real pleasure. And it's, it's,
you know, these conversations that they're like, kind of like magic, right? They feel special.
You go somewhere with them. And, uh, it's just a beautiful time. So thank you so much,
man. I really appreciate it. And also, you know, you said it's chaotic, but no,
all chaos is calm. If you're cool, man. Wow, cool. Hey, I'm going to send you a cum bird.
I can't wait. I can't wait. I'll talk to you soon. By that, I mean, you mean a dead one that's been
preserved and, and, uh, and, uh, uh, like amber fluid or something. So I can keep it forever,
right? Yeah, absolutely. That's my, that's, you know, one of, that's 30% of my income comes from
my online cum bird business, my amberized cum birds on ed.com. That's what, I know you got to go,
but that's one of my big jokes I do all the time just in life is like email me at quarry at
amberized cum birds.com. It's actually dot com. Dot com. Yeah. Hey, man. That's the best way to get
all to me. I, I will chat with you soon. Let's please do this again. And, uh, I can't wait to
get a copy of your book. And howdy Kushner. That was Corey Allen. Make sure you listen to his
podcast, the astral hustle, and you can find his book at quarry Allen.com. Thank you. Bombas for
the socks and for sponsoring this episode. Get 20% off. Go to Bombas use offer code Duncan. And
thank you for listening. We'll be back later on this week with David Nick turn. Until then,
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