Follow Him: A Come, Follow Me Podcast - Alma 39-42 Part 2 • Dr. Adam Miller • August 5-11 • Come Follow Me
Episode Date: July 31, 2024Dr. Miller continues to explore Alma’s lesson to Corianton and examines the process of restoration for each Saint through the Atonement of Jesus Christ.TRANSCRIPTSEnglish: https://tinyurl.com/podcas...tBM32ENFrench: https://tinyurl.com/podcastBM32FRGerman: https://tinyurl.com/podcastBM32DEPortuguese: https://tinyurl.com/podcastBM32PTSpanish: https://tinyurl.com/podcastBM32ES YOUTUBEhttps://youtu.be/08WsDSnRpT0ALL EPISODES/SHOW NOTESfollowHIM website: https://www.followHIMpodcast.comFREE PDF DOWNLOADS OF followHIM QUOTE BOOKSNew Testament: https://tinyurl.com/PodcastNTBookOld Testament: https://tinyurl.com/PodcastOTBookWEEKLY NEWSLETTERhttps://tinyurl.com/followHIMnewsletterSOCIAL MEDIAInstagram: https://www.instagram.com/followHIMpodcastFacebook: https://www.facebook.com/followhimpodcastTIMECODE00:00 Part II– Dr. Adam Miller03:59 Alma 42:27 - Who will come and partake?07:13 Alma 41:7 - Judging ourselves11:01 Alma 41:10 - No one gets away with evil18:08 Alma 42 - Promises are about the future24:11 Love is a law, not a reward29:22 Alma 42:15 - God wants to bless His children36:36 Dr. Miller shares his experience with the Book of Mormon45:32 End of Part II– Dr. Adam MillerThanks to the followHIM team:Steve & Shannon Sorensen: Cofounder, Executive Producer, SponsorDavid & Verla Sorensen: SponsorsDr. Hank Smith: Co-hostJohn Bytheway: Co-hostDavid Perry: ProducerKyle Nelson: Marketing, SponsorLisa Spice: Client Relations, Editor, Show NotesJamie Neilson: Social Media, Graphic DesignWill Stoughton: Video EditorKrystal Roberts: Translation Team, English & French Transcripts, WebsiteAriel Cuadra: Spanish Transcripts"Let Zion in Her Beauty Rise" by Marshall McDonaldhttps://www.marshallmcdonaldmusic.com
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Welcome to part two with Dr. Adam Miller, Alma 39 to 42.
A change of heart is also an intellectual understanding, a better understanding of what good is.
We've been talking about you have a son on a mission. How counterintuitive is that?
I think I'll go on a mission to a different country at my own expense
have people slam doors at me and stuff like that because it's so good
you know that's not obvious yeah yeah it's counterintuitive I had to learn that with
the temple my wife would frequently when we were newly married say let's go to the temple let's go's go to the temple. In my mind, I thought, I don't have time.
I don't have time to go to the temple.
It's something you feel like you are sacrificing your time
and it's counterintuitive, like you said, Adam, to realize
if I spend the time, if I give up my time,
if I want to make that time holy,
it will actually improve all the other hours of the day.
Well, and exercise is counterintuitive, isn't it?
I'm going to break my muscles down so that they'll get stronger, right? The whole weight room thing.
I often joke that there's that sign right in the gym that says, no pain, no gain.
sign right in the gym that says no pain, no gain.
All my life, I've had a different model, which is no pain.
Good.
Nobody believes that one, but yeah.
Yeah, it's a little bit like Hank was indicating earlier, right? It's a little bit like trying to convince your children that no
vegetables are going to make you happier.
Yeah.
Your happiness depends to some degree here on your energy levels and you're going to get more energy out of those vegetables.
You'll feel better.
You will.
Yeah.
It's counterintuitive.
This discussion reminded me of a Joseph Smith statement and now I like it even more because of what he first says
but I'm thinking about that change of heart of
helping us understand what good is. This is from teachings of the Prophet Joseph Smith page 51.
The nearer man approaches perfection, the clearer are his views and the greater his
are his views and the greater his enjoyments till he has overcome the evils of his life and lost every desire for sin and
like the ancients arrives at that point of faith where he's wrapped in the power and glory of his maker and
Is caught up to dwell with him, but we consider this is a station to which no man ever arrived in a moment I put that under my change of heart file, but that first part says the clearer are his
views. Maybe Corianton had to get straightened out up here. It's always a question not just
of heart but of mind, of the way that they're tangled together. It's useful here, I think,
to see this as being crucial to the very work of restoration.
That our salvation is going to depend here not just on works,
but on desires.
And at the center of the work of restoration
is the work of restoring us to our true, natural, divinely
given desire for what is good, and the discovery of what that
actually is.
And then these desires are what are decisive.
And the whole purpose of law and punishment is to give us that educative, pedagogical space
to discover the truth about ourselves and about our desires so that when we are reunited with God,
we recognize Him for the thing that we were looking for the whole time, rather than fleeing from him.
Reminds me of our t-shirt last year.
Love is a law, not a reward.
Yeah, that's counterintuitive.
Yeah, you can have love now.
Come join me in my work.
Speaking of our desires, look at Alma 42, 27.
Just one of the concluding verses,
Therefore, O my son, whosoever will come may come and partake of the waters of
life freely. And whosoever will not come, the same is not compelled to come, but in
the last day it shall be restored unto him according to his deeds. But what I'm
seeing there is where your desires, If you want to come, come.
Whosoever may will come may come. My intuition is that at the end of the day
there are going to be very few people who don't want to come. Thankfully for all of us.
Let me suggest two other things about the flip side then of this moment of judgment.
Alma describes the moment of salvation as the moment when we are judged not just in
light of our works but in light of our desires.
That's potentially a really powerful redemptive moment as we've been talking about.
But if it doesn't turn out to be a powerful redemptive moment, then something else happens.
The kind of thing that he describes I I think, in Alma chapter 40 verse 14.
This negative moment of judgment.
In Alma 40, 14, Alma says, Now this is the state of the souls of the wicked, yea, in
darkness, and a state of awful, fearful looking for the fiery indignation of the wrath of God
upon them."
Now, at first glance, that seems pretty terrifying, and I think that's probably not wrong.
But at second glance, I think Alma isn't saying maybe what we expect him to be saying.
Alma isn't saying that the state of the souls of the wicked is to suffer the fiery indignation
of the wrath of God. Alma is saying that the
state of the souls of the wicked is to be in a state where you spend your time
looking for the fiery indignation of the wrath of God. That this in a sense is
what it means to be condemned to hell. To be condemned to hell is to spend the
rest of eternity looking for God to punish you, expecting at any moment
that he's a kind of traffic cop who will take joy in punishing you retributively for whatever
it is that you have done.
It doesn't say here that God executes that wrath.
It says that the sinners spend their time looking for God to execute that wrath.
That's who they think God is.
And that really is what it means to be a sinner, is to think that that is who God is, to misunderstand His nature and to misunderstand what He's offering. And
that I think is a pretty surprising turn of events here as well in terms of Alma's description
of how this judgment unfolds.
You're saying that looking could be like anticipating?
Yeah, what it means to be a sinner is that I spend my time thinking that God is someone
who is going to punish me, and I spend my time fearfully looking for that punishment
to come, when that's not the work that God's engaged in at all.
Even the verse before, these shall be cast out into outer darkness, there shall be weeping
and wailing and gnashing of teeth, and that's because of their own iniquity.
They don't understand who God is. It's not that God wants them weeping and wailing and gnashing their teeth. That's
the result of not understanding God.
Yeah, I think we might get this even more clearly in Alma 41 verse 7. Pretty surprisingly,
he says this, These are they that are redeemed of the Lord, yea these are they that are taken out, that are delivered from the endless night of darkness, and thus
they stand or fall, for behold, they are their own judges.
A pretty surprising twist here, that on the day of judgment, if I don't stay in the presence
of God, if I don't honor the the presence of God, if I don't honor
the truth about my desires, it will not be because of something that God judged about me.
It will be because of a judgment or even misjudgment here that I have made about myself.
That is a wonderful twist. It reminds me, if you don't mind, I'm going to share a thought from
a devotional from our friend, Brad Wilcox.
His grace is sufficient.
He said, in the past, I had a picture in my mind of what the final judgment would be like.
You know, when something like this, Jesus standing there with a clipboard and Brad standing in the other side of the room,
nervously looking at Jesus, Jesus checks his clipboard and says,
Oh, Brad, you missed it by two points.
Brad begs Jesus, please check
the essay question one more time. There have to be two points you can squeeze out of that
essay. That's how I always saw it. But the older I get, and the more I understand the
wonderful plan of redemption, the more I realized that in the final judgment, it will not be
the unrepentant sinner begging Jesus, let me stay. No, He will probably be saying,
get me out of here. Knowing Christ's character, I believe that if anyone is going to be begging
on that occasion, it would probably be Jesus begging the sinner, please choose to stay.
Please use my atonement not just to be cleansed, but to be changed so that you want to stay. I think
that fits pretty well with I want you here. It's your misjudgment of you.
Yeah, I think that's quite right. It's to me significant that when Alma describes this
process of restoration, he says your resurrection is going to do two things. When God restores you in this way to your proper and perfect frame, everyone, he says,
will be resurrected, will receive their body, and everyone will be returned to the presence
of God.
From there it's just a question of whether you stay or go.
We often frame our mortal journey here as a question of whether or not we can make it back to God.
That's not what Alma says. It's not a question of making it back to God.
Alma says God's going to restore all of you to his presence.
The decisive question is whether or not you stay.
Do you remember Stephen Robinson, that book he wrote called Believing Christ?
He wrote in the 90s and then wrote a follow-up called Following Christ. There's one line I remember from that book that was
so good and that was, the question is not, am I going to make it? The question is, do
I want to stay? I think it's kind of funny in verse 7 that you're delivered from an endless
night of darkness and it sounds like he knows what section 19 teaches that if it's endless, how can you be delivered from it? It's like Elma
suffering endless torment for two days. You're like, wait a minute. And section 19 says,
well, it's called endless because endless is my name. I didn't say there'd be no end
to the punishment, but I love they are their own judges, which is so true in
Life you go get a temple recommend. What's the last question?
Do you consider yourself?
Go to the stake present. What's the last question?
We are our own judge a lot of times in life
Yeah, it's in this sense
in life. Yeah. It's in this sense that as Alma emphasizes, it's impossible to get away with anything. It's impossible to get away with evil. Or as he famously says, perhaps
most famously in all of these chapters, in Alma chapter 41 verse 10, it turns out that
wickedness never was happiness. There's no danger of anyone ever getting away with evil.
To think that you could get away with doing evil is to think that it's only evil because
God punishes you with evil, as if it would have been good if he didn't punish you with
evil in return.
But that's not the case at all, Amma says.
God doesn't have to punish you with evil in response to your evil.
Because evil is already evil.
Wickedness never was happiness in the first place.
If you've chosen what was evil, if you've participated in wickedness, that is its own
punishment.
And God doesn't have to add anything to that pie in order for you to have already gotten
what it is that you chose.
God's not in the work of punishment here in terms of retribution. He's only in the work of
discipline in terms of an education that we need. The wickedness being wicked takes care of itself
from the start, though again, coming to discover that wickedness never was happiness in the first
places, the very kind of education that we have to undergo in order for us to discover the truth about our own
desires.
Hmm.
That is wonderful.
It's not like you stole happiness from some sort of evil thing and you got away with it.
Look at me.
I got happiness out of evil.
It doesn't exist there.
Sometimes we wring our hands about the possibility of people getting away with stuff as if wickedness weren't already wickedness. there. seriously the fact that it's not bad because God punished you with bad for doing it.
It's bad just plain because it was bad in the first place.
My dad joined the church when he was 24 and he said sometimes people would say to him,
oh, so before that you got to fill in the blank, you know, as if wickedness was happiness.
That's what he would say. Oh, you mean, so wickedness is happiness. And I got to do all of that stuff.
He would remind them I didn't I never had a home evening. I
never had a youth conference.
This is what we do, right? We mix these categories up. We get it
wrong. We think that what's bad is good. And what's good is bad.
And it's not because we don't want what's good. But it's
because we're wrong about about which one is which.
And to be saved is to be saved
from my ignorance about the truth there.
Doesn't Samuel the Lamanite say something
about trying to find happiness in iniquity
is contrary to the nature of that righteousness
which is in our eternal head or something like that.
It's impossible to find.
There's no reason for me to punish my child for hurting themselves.
They've already hurt themselves.
As if they got happiness out of that.
Right, yeah.
You are, to use a 1970s song, you're looking for love in all the wrong places.
You're looking for happiness in all the wrong places. Looking for happiness in all the wrong places.
I think this is exactly right. This would be my reading of what Alma means when he says that part
of the work of restoration is to bring back evil for evil. I don't think that that means that God
is going to do evil to us because we have done evil.
What I think that means here in light of Alma 41.10, the claim that wickedness never was
happiness, what I think that means is that God is going to bring back the truth about
evil, that it was evil from the start, and you can't pretend otherwise.
And that's part of what the law of restoration restores.
It restores the truth about what evil actually is, that it never was happiness, and no evil
needs to be added there on top of it because it was already evil in the first place.
The clearer are his views.
Could I tell you guys about an experience I had with Alma 40, 11, and 12?
We had a sister in our ward and her husband called me in and said,
my wife's about to pass and she wanted to say goodbye. That's a very poignant
moment. My wife and I went over to see Trish. I said, Trish can I read you a
couple of verses of scripture? I went to Alma 40.
Now concerning the state of the soul between death and the resurrection, behold it has been made known unto me by an angel that the spirits of all men as soon as they are departed from this mortal body,
yea the spirits of all men whether they be good or evil are taken home to that God who gave them life
and then shall it come to pass that the spirits
of those who are righteous are received into a state of happiness, which is called Paradise,
a state of rest, a state of peace, where they shall rest from all their troubles,
and from all care and sorrow." I will never forget Trish looked at me and went, I'm ready.
I got to retell that story at her funeral too.
She said, I'm ready.
To be able to say that, I think, means she had this understanding of God and what this
was all about.
And I just thought those verses, I always want to have those in my back pocket.
We have a hospital in our stake boundary and we
go there a lot to give blessings. And sometimes the people that we go to see
have not been active at all. But those verses can give a lot of hope.
Chris I read these chapters and I read about the
punishment of the sinner. You might say that they are judging themselves. I'm reading
Alma 40 verse 26, for they are unclean and no unclean thing can inherit the kingdom of God.
They see themselves that way. Yeah, and this is partly a product of the way that if
I think that my salvation is about deserving or not deserving God's love,
instead of joining in God's work of love, then I'm going to always end up judging myself to
be insufficient in deserving it, and I'll never find it, and I will be my own judge here, and I
will condemn myself to not deserving love. But the problem won't be that I failed
to deserve it. The problem will be that I failed to understand that love was a law and
not a reward that you deserve or don't.
That looking for the fiery indignation, it's not coming. That's how I view God. They drink
the dregs of a bitter cup. That sounds very similar.
Yeah, it's their cup.
That's what it says. They're consigned to partake of the fruits of their labors. It's not
the punisher will hand you a cup. It's you made this. Now you got to eat it.
In October of 2016, Elder Quentin L. Cook, he said Alma 42 contains some of the most magnificent
doctrine on the atonement in all scripture Alma helped Corianton
understand that it is not an injustice that the sinner should be consigned to a
state of misery but he noted that starting with Adam a merciful God had
provided a space for repentance because without repentance the great plan of salvation
would have been frustrated. Alma also established that God's plan is a plan of happiness. Alma's
teachings are most instructive. For behold, justice exerciseth all his demands and also mercy
claimeth all which is her own. There's a footnote that says notice justice is male and mercy is
female. I don't know what to do with that.
And thus none but the truly penitent are saved, still quoting,
seen in their true light, the glorious blessings of repentance and adherence to the Savior's teachings are
monumentally important. It is not unfair to be clear, as Alma was with Corianton, about the consequences of sinful choices and lack of repentance.
It has often been declared, sooner or later, everybody has to sit down to a banquet of
consequences.
And it sounds like, and drink the drigs of a better cup, that comes with the banquet
for free at the end of Alma 40 verse 26 there. Adam, I read in chapter 42 verse 22 and 23 that God ceases not to be God and mercy
claim at the penitent. Mercy comes because of the atonement. What we've been talking
about today, is that me seeing clearly? Mercy claims the penitent?
Mercy claims the penitent? Yeah, I think that's right. To be penitent is to discover that my evil actions were evil,
and that they now require me to repent, which is to respond to my evil with the good that I now need in order to become good again.
And that's precisely what comes into view here as we begin to undergo this process of
restoration that the atonement itself enacts. Mercy claims me because I allow it to.
Yeah, Mercy's always trying to claim me. It's just a question of whether I will allow it to
claim me or not. Adam, you wrote a book called an early resurrection. I think that's life in Christ before you die.
And since Alma has been talking about resurrection, I thought I might bring a couple of thoughts in
from that book and have you maybe tie them together with what we've been talking about here.
I loved this part of the book. Promises are a certain way of looking forward.
When I promised myself to my wife, I didn't
just bind myself to her in the present. I gave her my future. Without waiting for that
future to arrive, without waiting to see what sorrows or joys would come, I promised. Dressed
in white, we knelt at the altar in the temple in joined hands. We were terribly young.
Oh, I remember. The mirrors set face to face reflected
endless futures at which we couldn't guess. Still, I loved her. I gave her all those futures as a gift.
And we kissed. Now, promised to each other and sealed by a holy ordinance, we live as though
those futures had already come. Now, in a very real way, our futures are given as gifts
in the present. And now we're empowered by those promises to love each other in the present.
Then you wrote a little later in the book, My job is to live right now, as if I had already
passed through death's veil and into the presence of God. My job is to live
my promised redemption in the present tense. The reason I thought of those was the very
end of Alma's speaking to Corianton, Let the mercy and long-suffering of God have full
sway in your heart, and now you are called to preach the word unto this people. I saw that same commitment
to live this entire message now.
The process of restoration is modeled for us as Alma sees it by resurrection. But I
think as the Book of Mormon also emphasizes again and again, perhaps uniquely in relationship to
our other scripture, this is not a process that we have to wait for.
The process of restoration is a process that God is anxious to get going here and now.
In some very real sense, the process of my resurrection is something that God is anxious
to get started right here, right now, in this
life.
And especially if it's the case that the only obstacle here is not God but me, then there
is no reason that I can't begin to experience my redemption now by participating with God
in his work here and now.
In the same way that wickedness never was happiness
and never could be,
it's also true that righteousness always was happiness
and always will be.
And that's as true now as it would be at any future date
when I might find myself back in the presence of God.
Corianton can move forward in that way,
having promised his future to God, just like his father had.
Yeah, exactly. Especially insofar as he takes up the work of ministry and joins God in the work of restoration.
There's not something else right here. It's not the case that the work of restoration will get you to some other promised end.
The work of restoration and your invitation to participate in it is the thing
that's on offer. It is what you're looking for. Adam, last time we were together, we talked about
the book of Romans, and I would encourage all of our listeners, if you haven't heard those episodes,
please go back. We can link them in our show notes, followhiem.co because it was so fun
to get all the feedback that we did from those episodes.
It was fun to see people's worlds open up in different ways to the gospel.
With the love is a law, not a reward.
Do you see Corianton seeing that love is a reward here and Alma as the opposite saying
you don't have to see it that way?
For my part, I think that's very much what's at stake in this whole conversation.
Corianton thinks that love is a kind of reward that he could succeed at earning or have failed
at earning. And at the moment he thinks he's failed at earning or have failed at earning.
And at the moment he thinks he's failed at earning it.
And Alma's entire project here is to explain to him how restoration works.
That restoration is not about God now giving him the evil that he deserves because he's
done evil, but that the whole project of restoration as modeled by resurrection is to take what
was bad and turn it into what
is good, to take what was corrupted and make it incorruptible.
And that that is what God is offering.
And all Corianton needs to do to find what he's looking for here is to return to the
ministry and participate in the work that God invited him to join in the first place.
He sought for love in, as John said, all the wrong places.
Yeah, or at least the wrong time and the wrong way. Yeah, all three of us are parents and many
of our listeners, of course, are moms and dads. How do we help our children flip that prevalent
message of God wants to punish you? How have you done it as a father? Because it
can be so damaging, at least I've seen it in my own children, to I do something
that is wrong against the rules, against the commandments, and now I see myself
as not as valuable. At least knowing you, Adam, that's not what you
would want my child to think. So how do I help them not think that? I don't know
that I'm much of an example for how to actually do this in practice, but in
theory at least, which is what I specialize in as a philosopher, the thing
that you can't do as a parent is to indicate in any way that
your love for that child depends on their being what you want them to be. You can't
structure your relationship to them as if your love was a reward that they could earn
or not. Which means that maybe the one basic essential non-negotiable thing
that I have to be capable of doing as a parent is that I have to be capable
of disconnecting
my love for that child from
what I want from that child.
I have to be able to uncouple here
my care and concern for them
from my expectations about what they should or shouldn't be
such that I become capable of constantly seeing
and adapting to what they actually need from me
rather than trying to force
them into the box of what I want them to be.
If I try to force them into the box of what I want them to be, if I try to use them to
satisfy my own desires for their lives, I will trap us both.
And the love that could have sustained us will become impossible.
Sometimes what we talk about maybe is more of a belief than a practice.
We try to practice it.
But I've tried to share with my kids that Heavenly Father has different ways of saying
I love you and one of them is I love you and one of them is thou shalt not.
That thou shalt not is going to protect you from so much hurt heartache and sorrow. Or
as Adam taught us today to use the words of Alma, it will be for your good. Every commandment
has love behind it. It's going to protect you from some pretty bad consequences. I remember
reading Elizabeth Smart's book that helped her through those months of horrific captivity
that she remembered how often her mother told her, I love you no matter what, and how that sustained her.
She wasn't doing anything wrong, but a lot of people react to that kind of thing that
happened to Elizabeth, smart as if they did something wrong, she didn't.
But that assurance that my mother loves me was one of the things that helped her through
that.
Adam, I'm going to quote another book called Letters to a Young Mormon by
Adam Miller. I thought of it when Alma says at the very end of this letter to Corianton,
don't endeavor to excuse yourself. Don't deny the justice of God, almost as if he's saying,
don't hide from this anymore. And you wrote, when God knocks, don't creep to the door and
look through the peephole to see if he looks like you thought he would. Rush to the door
and throw it open. Loved that idea. Is that what you see Alma trying to express to Corianne?
And I could be absolutely wrong here, but you don't need to hide from him. He wants to bless you.
That's a strong parallel. As Alma diagnoses it, Corianton's main difficulty here may be
in the fact that he's hamstrung by some expectations about who or what God is
that don't allow him now to accept the good that's
being offered and to himself do the good that needs to be done in response to his
own mistakes. And it's easy, so easy to get trapped in these expectations that, as
we said a moment ago, are all structured around our false assumption that love is something that you have to deserve
and that the whole point of all of this is to figure out whether or not we deserve it
when really the only thing that's ever been at stake is whether or not we would be willing to participate in it.
There's a wonderful verse in Alma 42 verse 15 that we haven't talked about yet. He says, Now the plan of mercy could not be brought about except an atonement should be made.
Therefore, God Himself atoneth for the sins of the world to bring about the plan of mercy.
I want to come back to this talk you brought up from Elder Kiron.
God's intent is to bring you home. It seems in verse 15 it matches what Elder Kiron
says here. God does not put up roadblocks and barriers. He removes them. God Himself
atoneth for the sins of the world. He does not keep you out. He welcomes you in. And then this,
His entire ministry was a living declaration of this intent. Can you
show us Adam or talk about how the Savior's ministry is a declaration of his intent to
remove roadblocks?
Yeah. Of course, at the heart of his ministry is the work of atonement itself. The work
of atonement is, I think as Alma describes it here, the work of restoration.
Part of that work of restoration involves justice and punishment as a good that we need,
and part of that work of restoration manifests as mercy then, as a good in response to our evil,
as an invitation to rejoin in response to our evil.
The atonement is really the hinge on which all of that work turns.
As God exemplifies what it means to respond to corruption within corruption, to respond
to what is bad with what is good by restoring what is bad to what is good, Jesus' mortal
ministry exemplifies these same traits. Jesus went about doing good.
Jesus went about commanding us to love our enemies. Jesus, before healing someone,
never asked if they did or didn't deserve it. He asked if they were or weren't willing to
participate in it by way of their faith. That's the pattern. That's what it looks like to join
him in this work of restoration.
We have many listeners out there, Adam, who don't see themselves as good. There seems
to be a view out there that only if I just do a little bit more, work harder, if I can get rid of every single sin in my life, that then I measured up.
From your point of view, let's speak directly to that person just for a minute.
You're so good at at least for me in these interviews of making me feel like,
wait, wait, I am enough. It's not about earning my place. It's about participating in
God's work. Yeah, maybe I, maybe I could speak in the first person here. I don't deserve to be loved.
I'm not good enough for that. But my journey in the gospel has largely been a journey of discovering
my failure to deserve love isn't because I didn't measure up in all the ways that would
have qualified me to deserve that love, but because I had misunderstood what love was
in the first place.
I had mistaken it for a reward, when it was in fact instead a law.
It is in my experience profoundly liberating to discover not that I had failed to complete the right
project by deserving love, but that I had been doing the wrong thing the whole time.
Extraordinarily liberating to put down the burden of doing something that cannot be done,
and to discover instead that the very thing that I was looking for the whole time, that love,
was already right here freely and wholly available in the invitation to love other people.
Friends, family, enemies included, maybe especially when that enemy seemed to be myself.
I feel like so often in these discussions we get down to a better understanding of the nature of God.
Is he the traffic cop? Is he the university professor that's trying to see how many he can flunk?
Or is he a perfect loving Heavenly Father who wants relentlessly to get all his children back?
When we assign the wrong kind of character to God based on imperfect worldly examples,
that's where the trouble starts. And I'm really glad you started with Elder Ciaran and that story because that
helps us for Elder Ciaran to say you're looking at God wrong. That's not what he's like.
I hesitate to add to God's mission statement.
I hesitate to add to God's mission statement. However, I have restated, this is my work and my glory to bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man as to say something
like this is my work and my glory to help my children choose to be exalted. I will not
force it. What does Alma say? Whosoever will not come, the same
is not compelled to come. Because righteousness isn't righteousness unless it is chosen. Exaltation
isn't exaltation. How can you be like God when He is not forced? If I were to force you, it's no
longer by definition what God does, what He is. Adam, before we let you go, as you
can tell, I don't want you to leave. One way I know I'm feeling the spirit is I do not
want it to end. And I'm sure there's many listeners out there who feel the same way.
Tell us about the Book of Mormon as a whole. Adam, you are a voracious reader and I only have to look behind you to see that reading is a gift that you have and you've developed.
Yet, here's this Book of Mormon that I know you love.
Could you speak to what the Book of Mormon has done for you, specific, maybe even specific portions of it that you want to highlight because one of my favorite parts of our program is taking someone
like yourself who is
In my opinion, I'm sure many others one of the best thinkers in the church
Especially one of the best philosophers in the church right there next to Joe Spencer
Can you tell us about the Book of Mormon and your experiences with it?
I mentioned at the outset that I don't really have a lot of interest in the Book of Mormon as a historical relic of any kind.
My interest in the Book of Mormon is almost exclusively framed in terms of my experience of the book as alive, living, an experience of the book
in terms of what it can do here and now and going forward of all the power that it encompasses,
all the power that it can express, especially in terms of its ability to open doors to an
experience of God. If I love the Book of Mormon, which I do, it's
because the Book of Mormon has introduced me to God more than any other
book in all of my life that I have ever read. This book has deeply and
undeniably introduced me to God.
Two things I think have become obvious to me about Book of Mormon over the years, the
more time that I've spent with it, the more carefully I've read it, is that number one,
as a people, I don't know that we've even started to read the Book of Mormon.
We've hardly ever given it a chance to speak in
its own voice, to tell us what it wants to say rather than our imposing on it what we
expect it to say. To that degree, we've really hamstrung the book's ability to accomplish
its own mission of introducing us to Jesus Christ.
But I've also found over the years that even the weakest effort on my part to engage with
the book, to read it, to study it, to understand it, to spend time with it, will be rewarded
with not just an understanding of the book, but with a first-person, present-tense experience
of God, of His love and of His power of redemption.
That's what the book promises, and as best I can tell, in my experience, that is exactly
what the book has delivered.
Corianton gives us some great hope here, Adam, that your point of view can change, that you
can see God clearly.
At least from indications later on in the book Alma 48 says that Captain Moroni,
we know that Mormon really likes, he describes him as like unto Ammon, like the other sons of Mosiah
and also Alma and his sons. And then in chapter 49 verse 30 that the word of God was preached among the people, declared unto
them by Helaman and Shiblon and Corianton. There's a hopeful part, and I think for every
listener, at least for me, you're helping me and the book is helping me see, this can
happen for me.
Yeah, I would hope that it's obvious
that this letter Alma writes to Corianton
is itself a powerfully hopeful letter,
even in its account of justice and punishment.
It is an extraordinarily hopeful account
of the good news of the gospel of Jesus Christ.
Corianton's good evidence that that hope is justified.
And his own father Alma may be
even better evidence of the fact that this hope in Christ is justified,
regardless of what we think we've done or how far we think we have drifted from
God. God is relentless in his pursuit of us, and his purpose is fail not, and his
purpose is to restore us.
And he will.
In our last episode when we talked to Jack Welch, he mentioned that the word plan appears
ten times in Elma's letter to Corianton.
And it's so fun to see what's taught there, because it's called plan of happiness and
plan of redemption and plan of mercy and plan of salvation. There's God being relentless. He has this plan.
As you said, he fails not. Adam, thank you for spending your time with us.
It's always a pleasure to join you. Grateful that you have me.
We love having you on Follow Him. As we close this episode, I'd like to give our listeners something to do.
That I've listened to this, I've loved it, it's filled my heart, it's expanded my mind,
it's opened up new things that I've never seen before. And now I guess I'm a practical person.
How do I set down anchor? What would you say if I said, okay, what do I do, Adam?
What do I do?
Let me offer a fun little exercise listeners could do by way of scripture study with the
Book of Mormon.
This was something that I did the other day preparing for a seminar that I'll participate
in starting next week on Second Nephi Nephi 2, trying to help myself become
more familiar with the text and its details.
It's an interesting historical curiosity that when Joseph Smith dictated the text of the
Book of Mormon, he did not dictate punctuation, and it was left to the printer to supply the punctuation so that
the punctuation is non-canonical technically here's a fun exercise you
can try as a Latter-day Saint you can copy and paste the text of a chapter
that you're interested in into into a document strip out all of its punctuation, and then you do the exercise of resupplying
what a punctuation should structure that reading of the text and see what happens, see where
it takes you.
Mm-hmm.
I love that.
I love that too.
I love that too. We hope everyone listening will take a little time.
You might see things you've never seen before. You will see many things that you have never seen before.
Well, with that, we want to thank Dr. Adam Miller for joining us today.
So fun. We've talked about Job. We've talked about Romans. Now we've talked about Alma
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