Huberman Lab - Josh Waitzkin: The Art of Learning & Living Life
Episode Date: January 27, 2025In this episode, my guest is Josh Waitzkin, former child chess prodigy and the subject of the movie and true story Searching for Bobby Fischer. Josh is also a world champion martial arts competitor an...d the author of the book The Art of Learning. We discuss Josh’s childhood as a chess prodigy and how he learned to train and compete at the highest levels by facing his fears and overcoming points of weakness. He explains the principles that unify disparate physical and mental pursuits and how understanding the interconnectedness of the learning process enables ultra-high-level performance across disciplines. We explore how to structure one’s day to tap into the most creative, generative, and unique capabilities. Josh shares his approach to learning, including how to address flaws and mistakes and how to harness the subtle and overt energies of the learning and peak performance process. He also discusses how he structures his life and makes decisions related to career and family. This episode is sure to inspire deep thinking and practical life changes for all who listen. Read the full episode show notes at hubermanlab.com. Thank you to our sponsors AG1: https://drinkag1.com/huberman Wealthfront**: https://wealthfront.com/huberman Our Place: https://fromourplace.com/huberman Joovv: https://joovv.com/huberman Function: https://functionhealth.com/huberman Eight Sleep: https://eightsleep.com/huberman **This experience may not be representative of the experience of other clients of Wealthfront, and there is no guarantee that all clients will have similar experiences. Cash Account is offered by Wealthfront Brokerage LLC, Member FINRA/SIPC. The Annual Percentage Yield (“APY”) on cash deposits as of December 27, 2024, is representative, subject to change, and requires no minimum. Funds in the Cash Account are swept to partner banks where they earn the variable APY. Promo terms and FDIC coverage conditions apply. Same-day withdrawal or instant payment transfers may be limited by destination institutions, daily transaction caps, and by participating entities such as Wells Fargo, the RTP® Network, and FedNow® Service. New Cash Account deposits are subject to a 2-4 day holding period before becoming available for transfer. Timestamps 00:00:00 Josh Waitzkin 00:03:21 Chess, Competition & Performance 00:10:50 Martial Arts, Tai Chi, Jiu-Jitsu, Foiling, Training Others 00:14:41 Sponsors: Wealthfront & Our Place 00:17:43 Theory of Mind, Chess, Strategy & Mindset 00:26:39 Early Chess Training 00:32:30 Failure & Change, Chess, Tension, Power of Empty Space 00:43:22 Sponsors: AG1 & Joovv 00:48:06 Grief, Competition Loss, Growth, Frustration Tolerance 00:57:22 Arousal, Frame Rates, Intense Moments 01:06:17 Frame Rates & Pupil Size; Firewalking, Training 01:13:12 Sponsor: Function 01:15:58 Stress & Recovery, Tools: Doing Less, Most Important Question (MIQ) 01:23:24 Tool: Still Body, Active Mind; Shame, Strengthening Weaknesses 01:32:02 Child Prodigies, Brittle; Chess Principles & Transfer to Life 01:43:22 Sponsor: Eight Sleep 01:44:48 Preconscious vs Postconscious 01:52:02 Hypoxic Breathwork Caution & Drowning; Foiling, Fear, Postconscious 01:57:05 Static vs Dynamic Mindset, High Performers 02:05:48 Comebacks, Hunting Adversity, Living on Other Side of Pain, Tool: Cold Plunge 02:19:20 Ego, Identity, Unbreakable Will 02:29:18 Studying People; Chess, Computers; Science & AI; Ocean & Control 02:40:37 Time, Future Direction, True to Self, Wounds 02:51:07 Daily Routine, Individualization, Waking Up, Tool: MIQ Gap Analysis 03:00:21 Tool: MIQ; Stuck Points, Distraction 03:05:58 Reflective vs Stimulus-Response, Optimize Quality not Quantity 03:14:12 Zero-Cost Support, YouTube, Spotify & Apple Follow & Reviews, Sponsors, YouTube Feedback, Social Media, Protocols Book, Neural Network Newsletter Disclaimer & Disclosures
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Welcome to the Huberman Lab Podcast,
where we discuss science
and science-based tools for everyday life.
I'm Andrew Huberman,
and I'm a professor of neurobiology and ophthalmology
at Stanford School of Medicine.
My guest today is Josh Waitzkin.
Josh Waitzkin is a former child prodigy
who began playing the game of chess at six years old,
and by the time he was 16 years old,
had become a national champion many times over,
as well as an international champion.
In fact, he achieved the level of international master,
which is one of the highest levels of achievement
in the game of chess for anyone of any age.
His early life achievements were the topic and focus
of the book and movie,
searching for Bobby Fischer.
He then quit playing the game of chess
and moved on to martial arts,
the study of philosophy at Columbia University, New York,
and eventually foiling,
which is essentially surfing over the water.
Josh is not only a high performer,
he has now become perhaps the most sought after
professional coach in the domains of finance,
in the domains of creative endeavors,
professional sports and military.
Today's episode is one of my favorite Huberman Lab podcast episodes ever.
I know as a podcast host, you're not supposed to say that, but it's absolutely true because not only is Josh Wadskin so highly
accomplished, but he is an exceptional teacher of the learning process.
He took what he learned in chess and about learning chess
and applied that to martial arts, to foiling, et cetera.
And from participating in all those endeavors,
he was able to distill out
the essential elements of learning
and how to tailor one's learning process
to one's own unique personality and style,
flaws and tendency to make mistakes
and how to leverage all of that
in order to be able to learn better.
In fact, throughout today's episode,
I promise that you will constantly be reflecting
on where you experience things like tension and fear,
both in your personal life, your professional life,
your educational life,
whatever it is that you're trying to learn
and pursue in life, today's conversation,
thanks to Josh, will allow you to look at that, understand it better,
and know where to apply work, when to relax,
when to push forward, and in effect,
how to become a better learner, both of yourself
and whatever it is that you happen to be pursuing in life.
We have a saying in science,
which is that sometimes you encounter
somebody who is truly N of one, meaning a
sample size of one in a category all by themselves.
Josh Waitzkin is truly an N of one.
I know of no other person like him or even close to him in terms of his ability to live
a unique life path and to take what he learns and to put it out into the world so that others
may benefit.
He lives with a tremendous amount of intentionality for the people he loves, for the things he
loves and with the intention of helping others learn how to learn better.
I must say it was a true honor to sit down with Josh.
I've been a huge fan of his work for a very long time.
You'll also learn that he's a really nice person.
Before we begin, I'd like to emphasize that this podcast is separate from my teaching and research roles at Stanford.
It is however, part of my desire and effort
to bring zero cost to consumer information
about science and science related tools
to the general public.
In keeping with that theme,
this podcast episode does include sponsors.
And now for my discussion with Josh Wateskin.
Josh Wateskin, welcome.
Thank you, man.
Great to be here.
I feel like I've known you a long time
because I saw the search for Bobby Fischer
and I learned about the real human that was about you.
And I read the art of learning
and I must say I'm a fan and somewhat obsessed
with the uniqueness of your arc
and the choices you've made
and your understanding of learning as a process and its universal properties, its specific properties
in different contexts.
So I'm excited to dive in.
I think for people that perhaps are not familiar with you, maybe you could just give us a broad
overview of your backstory, like the things that you've really focused on in kind of chunks, if you will,
just for a couple of minutes so that people can get familiar with the incredible things you've
done. And I think that reflects the uniqueness of your choice-making process, which then we'll get
into. Yeah, sure. Well, thank you, man. It's an honor. I appreciate what you said. Yeah, so I
started playing chess. I grew up in New York City, downtown Manhattan.
I started playing chess when I was six years old.
And I discovered chess walking through Washington Square
Park with my mom.
And I remember watching a day or two.
And then at one point, I broke away from her.
I was going to play on monkey bars.
And I ran over and asked an old man if I could play.
And he said yes. and my mom was surprised.
And we started playing.
I played my first game of chess.
And I remember the very distinct feeling of,
it was as if I was discovering or rediscovering
a lost memory.
It wasn't like I was learning something new.
It was like I was wiping away the dust or the cobwebs between something,
between me and something I had known very deeply at one point.
Very strange feeling for a six-year-old boy.
And then I just fell in love with the game.
I got really intensely into it. My first teachers were the Hustlers in Washington Square.
So it was just like a raucous crowd of guys who took me under their wings,
started teaching me the tactical street side of the game.
And I was just unhindered as a learner,
which is interesting from my perspective now as a dad,
because my little boy Charlie is taking on surfing
with that same kind of freedom,
just that liberated, uncomplicated,
out of his own way kind of vibe.
Yeah, and then by the time I was seven,
I started competing,
and then I was the top-rated player from my age
in the country,
from most of the years from age seven to 23
in my whole chess career.
So it was a very strange upbringing in some ways
which has led to some quirky elements in my psychology
which was that I was living in a pressure cooker
of competition from age six on
and my whole childhood was spent as the target.
And so like if you're competing in national championships,
and I would compete in youth national and world championships,
then otherwise I'd be competing against adults,
everything else.
But then you're the target, so any mistake you make,
and kids make mistakes all the time, we all do,
my rivals and their coaches who are strong masters
and international masters and grand masters
would be able to study, and adult strong players can see very easily the weaknesses
in a child and so they would be prepared for them.
So if I didn't take on a weakness, it would be exploited and I would experience pain.
And so from a very young age, not taking on my weaknesses became outside of, was outside
of my conceptual scheme, which is a really interesting thing to grow up with.
And it's in many ways like
lay the foundation for a lot of what I've done since. And there are lots of things about
that upbringing, which could be unhealthy.
Being in the public eye.
Yeah.
Plus it's very bizarre. Luckily it was before social media.
Yeah. Super. Yeah. And I've never been on social media in any way, which has been a
choice. So yeah, so when I was 11, the book, Searching for Bobby Fischer, came out,
and then when I was 15, the movie came out.
And at that point, I was completely in love with chess.
It was my first love.
I was an unobstructed learner.
I loved competition.
A lot of my opponents were trying to control the game,
memorize openings, figure out how to win by force,
but I loved the battle.
My style was to create chaos,
like in Washington Square Park. Find hidden harmonies in chaos, and I loved that. So as
the game went on and they moved away from their opening preparation and controlling
things, we moved into my power zone, which was the fight. I loved the fight. And then
my chess life in many ways was free flowing, and then the movie came out when I was 15.
And then you can imagine what that was like as a young teenager,
all the attention, the media, cameras everywhere,
groupies, all the temptations, and I didn't ask for it.
And it was a really, it was an alienating period for me
relative to chess, and around the same time
I started training with a Russian chess trainer
who started urging me to move away from my self-expression as a chess player.
And to study the players who were the opposite of me. I was an attacking player, aggressive.
I played kind of in the style, not at the level, but in the style of Bobby Fischer or Garry Kasparov or Mikhail Tal, world champions who were like hot-blooded.
And I was being urged to study the more cold-blooded prophylactic side
of chess. Petrosian, Karpov, more conservative defensive players. So I was
being told instead of saying like what what does Josh feel here? What would
Karpov play here? Who's the opposite of me? And so the combination of that public
eye and then the movement away from my self-expression led to a period of
obstructedness and self-consciousness.
And what an interesting theme we could talk about
at one point is that passage from a pre-conscious
to a post-conscious competitor.
In many ways, I went from that freedom
of pre-conscious competition
into the tunnel of existential crisis.
And I grappled with it for a lot of years.
And when I was 18, when I graduated high school,
and during that grappling, I was still the top rated player in the country. I was 18, when I graduated high school, I, and during that grappling,
I was still the top rated player in the country. I was winning national championships every
year. So like from the outside, it looked good, but from the inside, I was in turmoil.
I was fighting with myself. I had all these demons. And then I left the U.S. I spent a
number of years after high school studying East Asian philosophy, meditating, reflecting.
And then my study of chess in those years,
and I was deeply in love with chess still,
it became much more of an introspective process.
It became, I was competing as intensely as ever,
but chess became connected to life.
And then when I was 19 years old,
I started training at the Human Performance Institute.
At the time it was called LGE,
Lair, Grapple, and Etcheverry.
It was a LGE, Lair, Grapple, and Etcheverry. It was a performance training,
cross-disciplinary performance training center
that Jim Lair opened up.
And then it became the HBI later on.
And I'll never forget the moment that I was working
with these performance psychologists,
and I was at the gym,
and I was working with nutritionists,
and I was doing this intense workout,
and I looked next to me and there was Jim Harbaugh,
who was the head coach at the time of the, who was the quarterback at
the time of the Colts NFL team and we got into this amazing dialogue about performance
and it was a real eye opening moment for me because I realized that we spoke the same
language.
It's like holy shit this guy's a, he's an NFL quarterback and I'm this crazy chess
player but we're doing the same thing.
And it was this crystallization moment
where I realized that all of these arts
are fundamentally connected at the highest levels.
And what we're doing is much more similar.
Like if you're at the, like I observed that people
who are at the pinnacles of different arts
are often doing things that are much more similar
than people who are in the same art from them,
but at lower levels.
There's something in that qualitative experience.
And then I began studying the principles that connected these things.
And then I had this interesting experience.
I'm kind of compressing a life into a minute or two, but I...
In my early 20s, I ultimately moved away from chess,
and I'm happy to talk about why and that journey.
And then I moved into the martial arts.
My study of East Asian philosophy moved me into the study of Taoism and Tai Chi and then
into Tai Chi push-hands.
And I had this really interesting experience where at that point I'd been, the introspective
process of studying chess had become much more about studying life And so I was this I was I was in an exploration of interconnectedness
But I was I was not playing chess anymore, and I was all in on the martial arts
But I was giving a simultaneous chess exhibition
Which I did every year for many years for Duchenne Muscle, the district for your research
And I was playing 50 chess games at once and I was walking around this big square playing against 50 young up and
coming strong players at the same time and I realized at one point I wasn't playing
chess.
I was moving chess pieces but I was thinking in Tai Chi language.
I was feeling flow, feeling space left behind, riding energetic waves of the game and it
was like I was winning all these chess games but I hadn't played chess in a long time and
I wasn't playing chess. And it became like, and then my study of Tai Chi
became extremely accelerated,
and then I started winning competing,
and then I won in the fighting application,
and I started winning national championships.
And then I began to think about,
or become more and more deeply involved in the study
and the exploration of thematic interconnectedness,
which has really become a life's work. And then my martial arts life ended up more and more deeply involved in the study and the exploration of thematic interconnectedness,
which has really become a life's work.
And then my martial arts life ended up ending, you know, and taking me all over the world and won some world championships.
And I moved to Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu and trained in that art for many years and was training for the World Championship for Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu
after winning worlds in the Tai Chi Chuan.
And I broke my back in a training camp. I own a school with Marcelo Garcia, who's a dear friend,
who's nine-time world champion, perhaps the greatest grappler pound-to-pound to ever live.
And I was training at a really high level and I was thinking about this, like I was getting ready
to run begin my surge toward black Belt World Championships in jujitsu.
And I ruptured my L4, L5 disc.
And it was the first time I'd been moved away from an art,
not on my own terms.
And it was a brutal injury.
Then I ended up, as we do when we're mad men,
coming back and training for a year and a half
on the broken, busted up back.
And then the doctors told me I had to let this one go, and then coming back and training for a year and a half on the broken, busted up back,
and then the doctors told me I had to let this one go,
or I'd be crippled for life.
And around that period is where I started to go all in
on the art of training others.
And I said, okay, if I can't be all in training
as a competitor, as an athlete myself,
I'd been training elite competitors
in mental and physical performances for some time then,
but I wanted to take on the challenge of loving training others with the same intensity that I love training myself.
And I went all in on that art.
And I'm still all in on that art, but I never actually got to the place where I love not being in the arena myself,
as much as being in the arena myself.
And then in this chapter of my life now,
I've fallen in love with the ocean arts,
initially surfing and now foiling.
And for the last eight years,
I've been living in the jungles of Costa Rica
with my family.
And I train three to five hours a day in foiling.
And so I'm in my really intense training lifestyle myself
and I train elite mental and physical competitors
around the world in finance, in science, technology,
and in sports.
I've been doing some amazing work with the Boston Celtics
for the last few years.
So that's a journey in a nutshell.
Happy to dig into any of it.
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Yeah, thank you.
We'll definitely revisit certain time points
and themes there.
I can imagine as a young boy playing chess,
you have your own strategies,
you're developing an understanding of what works for you,
but of course you, as a young kid,
are also getting into the mind of the other player.
You actually described that your coach or coaches
were encouraging you to get into a different mindset,
one that was not your default or trained up mindset,
less focused on chaos and aggression
and more in this other mode of playing
by thinking about these other types of chess players
and ways to play chess.
So I can imagine that, you know,
most kids are not weaned.
Their brain isn't developing around a game, right?
It seems that your brain was built,
the developmental neuroplasticity that's so robust
in early childhood was built around this game
that we call chess.
And it seems to me that you were encouraged
to develop a theory of mind that wasn't just your own,
which itself I think is really unique.
I mean, most six, seven, eight, nine, 10, 12 year olds
might be told, hey, listen,
the reason they were mean to you at school
is like they just hate themselves.
Or they just didn't think about whether or not
to pick you first or last for the game
or whatever it is, right? You know, that you get told to do that.
But for you, it became a, it seems an intense practice
of trying to learn to get into the mind of another
while holding on to your own sense
of what's you versus them.
And so as a developmental neurobiologist,
I understand this is like perhaps one
of the most important events
in the development of our brain.
Seems that your brain was built up around that
dynamic and so now you coach
peak performers and
So much of coaching and teaching or being a parent is to get into the mind of another the difference is when you're a parent
You can think back to being a child and at least get some general sense of what that's like.
Stepping back from what I just said,
and I realize that there's a lot of words there,
but do you think that what you're doing
when you approach a practice like Tai Chi
or Brazilian Jiu Jitsu or science or math or music from the perspective of a performer or a teacher
is that you're getting into the mind of someone else.
You're getting it, you're trying to,
or you're trying to stay in your own mindset.
I'm sorry I'm not being more succinct with this.
But I think that-
No, I think that's a great question.
You know, as humans, we do this.
Like I'm sure our dogs look up at us and say,
oh, like they're happy with me or they're sad with me.
But they're, you know, the algorithms they're running
are more simplistic.
I mean, we as the most sophisticated old world primates
do this so spectacularly well.
And it seems that much of your career and your life
has been built around these kinds of dynamics. So put simply, what is your mindset when you approach a practice that's just
you in the practice versus your mindset when you approach a practice when it's you and another,
a competitor versus when you're trying to teach something, you and a bunch of different minds,
but there's a common goal.
Okay, so there's really three big questions
wrapped in there.
There's sort of like 15 really big questions.
15 really big questions,
and my audience gets upset at the length of these questions,
but I think for me it's important to just kind of
set this out there as a buffet
from which you can select anything
or discard anything that you like.
There are some many delectable things to select there. Yeah, so I mean first of all,
one-on-one competition is so interesting in mental and physical arena. So if we think about
Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu or chess, there's two of them. Let's zone in on chess because that's when I was
a kid. You're thinking about what your plan is and you're also thinking about what your opponent's
plan is. And you have to, every move your opponent makes, you're also thinking about what your opponent's plan is.
And you have to, every move your opponent makes,
you have to think, why did he do that?
What's his plan?
What is his tactical plan?
What is his strategic plan, short term and long term?
So you're trying to unpack his strategy.
Always.
And you're assuming that he has or she has a strategy.
Well, if they don't have a strategy,
then they're not gonna be a good chess player.
And so then very quickly, if you're evolving in that art,
you're only playing against people who are at your level
or better if you're growing.
If you're always playing down, then you're not improving.
And there's a beautiful filtration process
in the people who accelerate in their growth curve
in the chess world are ones who are challenging themselves
all the time, playing up, pushing their limits.
And so I spent my life against playing as strong players.
And I always played a little up, except for when I was in youth competition, I always played up. So I spent my life against playing as strong players.
And I always played a little up, except for when I was in youth competition,
I always played up, which was important for me.
And so people had a plan,
and they were very deceptive about their plans,
and they had their layers to the plans.
There's the tactics they're trying to set up,
there's their long-term strategy,
but then there's what they want me
to think their strategy is, which it isn't.
And in fact, their strategy is to have misdirection around what their strategy and their tactics
are and their layers to it.
And it can go many, many layers deep.
Same thing in the martial arts.
So obviously, you need to have a theory of mind to play that game, at least the way I
played chess at a high level.
And there's this very interesting shared consciousness
between players. You and I are sitting a little further apart than we would sit if we were
playing chess. So if we were like half the distance we are from one another, and we're
just sitting for six hours with like a three-foot chessboard at three feet between us studying
this thing, our minds become connected. We often will share the same illusion. You might see
something and then I see it when you see it. If we have the same, we might have the same
blind spot, we might have the same insight. The connectedness of minds is fascinating.
And it's through chess, it's directly energetic, it's through eye contact, it's through body
language, it's by seeing micro expressions, it's everything. So you're always reading
the opponent.
And as you get really good, you learn what your tells are, what your opponent's tells are.
Then you also learn, like I often would have tells on purpose,
and I'd have predictable tells that I would let people lean on for a long time,
until I didn't let them lean on it anymore.
It's like in the martial arts where you give someone comfort in a lean, right?
And you give them a rep of something, they can lean on you, they can lean here.
And then they can lean here very comfortably five or six or eight or ten times in a row
until they can't and then they're on the floor.
Right?
So you're, this is happening in chess, it's happening in all of these things.
And one-on-one competition is a relentless truth-teller.
You know, if you have a weakness, it will be exposed.
If your opponent has a weakness you will expose it if you go
Into a chess game, and you've got a huge opening repertoire. That's extremely complex, but there's like one little place that I just hope he doesn't go there
He always goes there. It's so bonkers. You can't hope your opponent's not going to see it
You can't make the second best move because maybe he'll blunder and I'll win that that never works if you're playing as real competition
And so like you need to understand your mind,
you need to understand your opponent's mind,
you need to understand your opponent's understanding
of your mind, right?
That's a lot of plates to spin.
And what I guess what I said before, not so clearly,
is that for a young mind to be able to learn
to spin all those plates is incredible.
It's clearly possible.
It's unique, but it's possible you did that.
But it takes a young mind or an adult mind
out of its own unique experience.
So this is eventually how we'll circle back
to pre-consciousness versus post-consciousness.
But in the meantime,
when was it that you first recall thinking,
not, oh, I'm going to beat this guy,
but sensing, you know, he's getting nervous,
or he's confident, or he can sense that I'm nervous,
or I'm going to set a trap and just, you know,
feeling out, you know, whether or not they detect the trap
I mean that it's just a lot right away when I was I mean is to keep in mind my my first teachers were hustlers
We're chess hustlers from Washington Square
So they would they would mess with my mind all the time and then they would teach me what they were doing and they would
Do it again at a higher level right so you're distracting. They're distracting. They're setting traps
They're using Jedi mind tricks of every sort. They didn't kid gloves you at all.
I wouldn't say at all. I mean, this was a rough and tumble crowd. You know, there were a lot of
drugs in the park. There's a lot of like, you know, fights in the park. I mean, they, these guys took
me under their wing. I mean, there were moments where like some guy would be going off and the
guy was like, hey, Josh is here, you know, cut that out. Like they, I was their protege. So they did,
they did, but they also, you they also did not wear thick gloves.
And the gloves were thinning out all the time.
And I was getting better fast.
Then we'd go to war.
They were my teachers.
They were my friends.
I'm super grateful for like they...
And then what's interesting is that my first classical chess teacher, Bruce Pendelfini,
saw me playing in the park and asked my father if I could work with him. And then we started training together. And one of the things that
I feel really badly about is the way he was portrayed in the film, Searching for Bobby
Fisher, because Bruce is still a dear friend of mine. Ben Kingsley played him as a much
more severe person than he was. He was a beautiful teacher. And he really wanted me to express
myself, as did the guys in the park,
but he was also filling in the holes
and teaching me a classical chess foundation.
And we were studying chess from the end game first.
Principles, studying positions of reduced complexity
to touch high level principles,
and then learning to apply them
to more and more complex positions.
So my early chess education
had both the classical study with Bruce,
and it had the street smart game
with the hustlers at the park.
And, but to answer your question right away,
when I was six years old,
like my opponents would mess with my mind
and trap me and trick me and make me think here
and then they go there and then I would learn to do that.
And then I remember where there was one
like youth competition where I made a move,
just had a trap and went, oh.
I mean, it was like that obvious, right?
It's like the worst.
And then it gets increasingly subtle, right?
But like if my opponent said, oh, he's unhappy,
take the pawn, and then your opponent see it,
and then you learn, you know, those things just keep on,
the circles get smaller and smaller and tighter and tighter
and more and more refined.
This is the opposite of Asperger's or autism, by the way.
What you're describing is a hypertrophy set of circuits
for theory of mind in a very young kid.
So to be able to understand what's happening around you.
And I think for many people, the joys of childhood
are really about not being aware of what's going on around you.
The psychologists would refer to this as like a lack of impingement.
Impingement is when like a kid is playing and they're really enjoying something and
then suddenly they decide they don't want to play anymore and the parent doesn't want
to be bothered.
So they say, no, no, no, no, like keep playing.
They're like impinging on the kid's reflexive desire to do something or not do something.
This isn't about keeping them safe.
This is in the domain of safety. But at least within the channel of chess,
seems that you developed your entire understanding
of the psychology of human beings,
except for of course you had to experience it
at home of family and friends.
But chess certainly cut a wide trough
through your development.
Well, I'm really grateful for my early chess life,
and I also would never choose to put that on my children.
I mean, it worked out really well for me.
I mean, I have my wounds, right?
I mean, there's lots of things that I've had to grapple with.
But I think if you put a lot of children
through the pressures that I went through,
it wouldn't work out well.
And I watched a lot of my young,
I mean, almost all my young rivals,
I mean like very close to all of my young rivals.
I ended up quitting and falling into crisis
and you know then you have parents and coaches
who are expressing their own egoic needs
through the children and the children are shouldering that
and then that becomes very difficult to deal with
and then you're dealing with heartbreak,
and you're putting everything on the line,
and you're losing, and you're dealing
with your own self-doubts, and the heartbreak
of your mother, and your father, and your coach,
and then your friends.
I mean, there are so many, and then as the pressures
get more and more intense in chess,
like you really are putting your heart and soul
on the line through that chessboard.
In casual games, let alone in national and world championships.
And you're being shattered when you lose.
I was shattered many times over.
I mean, I lost last rounds of national chess championships and world championships multiple
times over.
And those were the greatest moments of my life in retrospect.
They taught me the most important lessons of my life.
I would never take it back.
It's been, and that's a pattern in my chest life,
in my fight life, and everything I've gone through.
The most heartbreaking, devastating moments,
ultimately, were the ones that catalyzed the most growth.
And they were beautiful.
And I really relate to them that way.
But they also can be brutal for young minds,
and they can destroy people.
Yeah, what do you think it is about failure
or missing the mark in some way that catalyzes change?
I mean, I always say that, you know,
your brain has no reason to change
if you're just trying to learn something
and you're in flow, you're getting, you know,
most people associate being quote unquote in flow
with getting everything correct, doing everything correctly.
I don't think that was the original definition that Cheeks and the Eye intended. But the neuroscience of brain plasticity tells us that it's only under conditions in which
there's some mismatch between what you're trying to do.
Like even – this has been studied in terms of reaching for an object and there's a
mirror displacement or a prism displacement or something.
You eventually can learn to error correct because the cup is actually over there as opposed to where you see it.
But it is the deployment of these chemicals inside of us, adrenaline, noradrenaline and
dopamine in particular those three, their cousins, the catecholamines that tells the
– at a neurochemical level tells the synapses, wait, something needs to change.
I mean, the brain doesn't have any reason to change
unless there's frustration, agitation,
or at least some neurochemical change associated
with those things that we call frustration and agitation.
So do you think these big, what feel like cataclysmic fails
set a sort of window of plasticity in which we can change?
I often didn't think that.
That it's only through the devastation of a huge loss
that the brain is now set up for a bunch of new learning.
Certainly we wouldn't want to design the system that way,
but as I always joke, you know,
I wasn't consulted the design phase and you weren't either.
We just had to work with what's there.
Like big failure.
Why do you think that sets a wave front of change?
Yeah, it's a great question.
Well, I think the study you sent me yesterday
speaks to this.
Yeah, maybe we should talk about that.
Yeah, maybe I'll answer that question experientially.
Maybe you could then talk about the study
and we can riff on it a little bit.
This is so much fun by the way,
because I've lived my life in the arena,
just like pushing myself, like I'm my own,
I'm not a scientist, but I'm like my own laboratory.
You said to me yesterday at the game, like-
You said, I'm not a scientist,
but I'm looking forward to tomorrow.
And I said, trust me, you're a scientist.
Yeah.
You know, I do science through the lens
of a certain understanding of mechanism
and structure function and some processes.
And you do science
through the lens of experience
and drawing core parallels and principles
in different domains and at different levels
from unskilled all the way up to virtuosity.
That's kinda how I see it.
I think the way that I,
like if I think about the most painful losses of my life, the most devastating injuries
of my life, I think about dying, drowning,
I drown on the bottom of, doing hypoxic breath work
in a pool, so on the bottom of the pool,
four and a half minutes after that, it was,
it led to the, arguably the best decision of my life
to move into the jungle.
I think about losing the last round of the under 18
world chess championship on
the first board. That's a very interesting story I could describe a little bit. Or I
think about my first national championship I lost when I was 7, 8, first board, last
round, just unobstructed learning until then. And then I lost the last round for the title.
Fell into an opening trap.
Like that's the loss that was the greatest thing
that ever happened to me.
You were how old?
I think I had just turned eight,
or maybe I was late seven.
And like that was, it was,
because if I had won that game,
I easily could have associated winning
with just no pain, no heart,
just cruising up into the then. That was the moment
that like I got my ass kicked. I had to go back, you know, deal with these demons, come
back, train for the next year, and then I won the next year, and then it was off to
the races. My life might look very different if I'd won that game. And actually the kid
who beat me in that game, David Arnett, became, two years later, we became best friends. For
all of our childhood, we were on the same chess team and best friends and for all of our childhood we
were on the same chess team and best friends and I think he gave me the
greatest gift of my competitive life by kicking my ass that game. The most
devastating loss of my chess life was so I was 17 years old I was competing in
the world under 18 chess championship in second Hungary
Every so every year there's another 12 14 16 18 21 world championship
and I was always representing the US in those tournaments around the world and you know, I
you know travel to India or Brazil or Hungary or Germany or somewhere and compete in the world championship and
Under 18 worlds I played the tournament.
I just was playing very inspired chess.
I had just picked up on the road three weeks before Jack
Kerouac.
I was just on fire with Kerouac's vision.
And I was just so appreciating life
with this freshness and intensity more than I'd ever had.
I was totally on fire in chess, in life, in love, in everything.
And I was paired against Peter Svidler, who was the Russian.
We were on the first board last round.
We were playing for the world championship.
Every country sends their national champion, so it's a long tournament to get there.
Early in the game, I think it was move 12,
he offered me a draw.
So if I'd accepted the draw for,
it would have been the tie breaks.
I didn't know exactly what was happening,
but I thought that he was slightly favored in tie breaks.
I wasn't sure, but basically the world championship would be determined
or the gold medal would be determined by how our opponents
in previous rounds did in the last round.
But I hadn't calculated it out before, but I had a feeling it was like,
maybe it was like 40-60 or 30-70 against me.
But it was my style. I never accepted a draw at first.
I always wanted to fight. So I declined, pushed for a win.
Now the beauty of his decision was also he offered me a draw in the critical position
where I had to make a very specific decision, which is a trick that chess players play on one another, which
is that like if you're, we should talk about tension at one point. It's a really beautiful
theme to explore in different sports. So one thing that happens in chess games is that
you have this building tension between minds and often the tension on the chess board and
the tension on the minds are mounting together. And the urge, the need to release psychological tension often leads to the decision to release
chest tension in the chess pieces.
And when you release chest tension, usually the person who releases the tension will be
on the wrong side of tactics.
So a lot of chess, the chess game is about putting mental pressure on the opponent to
force them to break the tension on the chessboard.
So in that game he offered me a draw.
So you think about it, we're 17 years old,
we're 10 days into a world championship battle.
We, even no matter how much we love the battle,
some piece of ourselves wants a way out.
Like we want to release the tension, right?
It's just elemental to who we are
when we're living with that much pressure.
So all I have to do then is like accept the draw shake hands and the tournament's over and then it's out of our hands
What happens so in that moment? I have to also make a critical chest position
So the the urge to release the tension is subtly entering into my chest position and in that move
I declined the draw and I made a slightly over aggressive move
Which turned and he ended up?
Playing a beautiful game big attack beating me. I lose the world championship just this close to like your dream
You're shattered, right?
I
Then went and hitchhiked across Eastern Europe to meet my girlfriend at the time in a little town in Slovenia and let me broke up and
All that and I ended up meeting again in a street corner in Brazil the world under 21 championship three weeks later
Lots of drama, you know being a 17 year old kid. I
Didn't study that chess loss
for
Two and a half months. It was so painful to me
I always studied games immediately afterwards and I always think you might study a chess game for anywhere between three and 15 hours,
studying one chess game, and that's, that, say, 10 hours is focused on the two or three critical positions of the game.
And this was before chess computers were rampant and you had chess engines that could always just tell you the answer to the move.
That's also something we should talk about later. How chess engines and AI chess engines change the nature of
who chess players are because you can have the answer right
away versus having to sit in cognitive and emotional
dissonance for sometimes weeks or months at a time without
knowing the answer.
But we'll come back to that maybe.
So I didn't study that loss for 2 and 1 half months because
it was so painful to me. My family spent a lot of time at sea,
which was an interesting part of my life and my chess life,
living on a little boat, catching our own food,
doing our own engine work.
And I was at sea after competing in both of those world championships
and some other things.
And I sat down to study that game.
And I spent, you know, dozen plus hours
studying that one critical position of the game.
And then I realized what the, like,
the move I should have made
was outside of my conceptual scheme
in that critical position.
I wasn't ready to make that move,
the move I had to make.
And he was also, I think,
a slightly stronger chess player than me.
I was a great fighter.
I loved the battle,
but I think objectively he was a better, his name is Peter Svidler. He ended up becoming a world-class grandmaster
and is just an incredible chess player today. At the time, he was just amazingly brilliant,
beautiful fluid mind, but I was confident going into the game.
So I had to make this move that would essentially be... His was on the king's side, my expansion was on
the queen's side.
I had to remove my final defensive piece from in front of my king, away from my king's side,
which is super counterintuitive because you think you want to defend your king.
What I didn't realize is that harnessing the power of empty space against aggression.
His attack needed my defense like fire needs fuel to burn.
Moving my last defensive piece, his attack couldn't break through.
But that principle was something I didn't understand at all.
And so it's not like I would have found that move, but it was a real pop in my mind, right?
So then I was 17, 18 years old, and then a year later I started studying Tai Chi.
I started studying Daoist meditation, Daoist philosophy, the Dao De Jing, Chuang Tzu, Lao
Tzu, the inner chapters.
And then I get into Tai Chi, I started moving meditation and I started doing Tai Chi Chuan,
push hands.
Without making the connection.
Push hands is the martial art which is the essence of push hands
is learning to utilize empty space against aggression.
But I hadn't connected it to that moment.
Then you fast forward to 2004 World Championship,
which is what the art of learning ended with.
The final chapter of that is the World Championship finals.
I'm fighting this guy bigger than me, stronger than me.
He's been training since childhood.
Final fight in a big stadium,
everyone wanting me to be destroyed
in the biggest fight of my life.
And I won that fight by harnessing the power of empty space,
by letting him feel my weakness, by leaning on him,
by letting him, and then I just ended up disappearing.
So it's very interesting how there was no mental process,
there's no conscious processing of that connection. But the biggest loss of my chest life and then the principle which I wasn't ready to understand yet
Was how I won the world championship in the martial arts so many years later and it's a completely different discipline, right?
So it's an example of like and of course that principles manifest in every part of my life today
But like that's one of many stories in my life where a loss spurs an insight which might
consciously or often unconsciously lead to something incredible down the road.
And I think that one of the biggest challenges that we have, it's so interesting that the
loss of a world chess championship final leads to the win, direct lesson, leads to the win
of a world championship in in a fighting realm and
how common that is and
One of the things that I think about like when you when you sit down with great competitors
again and again when you hear their inner journey the
The most heartbreaking losses lead to the transformational change which leads to the biggest wins of their life
lead to the transformational change, which leads to the biggest wins of their life.
Whether it's in basketball, whether it's in fighting,
whether it's in business, it's in finance,
it's in writing.
Love.
Oh, love, oh my God, love, yeah.
I mean, breakups are devastating.
They're a death of sorts.
Yeah.
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And, you know, occasionally
you'll hear these tragedies of typically it's young guys who the girlfriend breaks
up with them and they commit suicide.
And for years he would work with families of these people, these young guys, and he
finally connected the dots and he realized that in every case, it was as if there was
no future whatsoever because it was their first relationship.
When you hear it, you just go, oh, it makes so much sense.
But the 16-year-old and 18-year-old brain, however old these kids were, it's devastating.
I want to make sure that I ask about devastation because you said that you were devastated.
You experienced a tremendous amount of pain
from these losses, in particular,
the one that you just described.
If you don't mind, I'd like to ask you
about what that was like.
I don't want to spin off into a discussion
about the science of grief,
but I did an episode about grief
and it was really surprising to learn
that most of what you hear about in pop culture,
that there are these very specific stages of grief
and you progress through them linearly.
None of that is true.
All of modern research says
that it's not disbelief, anger, acceptance.
It's like a hodgepodge of different emotions
depending on time of day and middle of the night.
But the core feature, and I find this so interesting,
is that grief, whether or not it's what I would consider
kind of trivial grief, like losing your favorite pen
or a watch that you really love, okay, an object,
versus somebody extremely close to you,
a parent, a loved one, a child, God forbid,
that the brain systems that map memory onto action
are disrupted in grief, such that you wake up each day
and you want to go see the person or call them.
And so it's a, what grief really represents is a remapping
of your understanding about what you can do
with your physical body to create action
and interaction with this person that's now gone.
And so the remapping is one of the nervous system
having to do all this no-go.
We talk in terms of inaction systems
and the basal ganglia of the brain.
It's you have go programs and no-go programs.
There's some other stuff too, but it's mostly go or no-go.
And basically grief is this taking of a,
depending on how long and how deeply you knew the person,
a tremendous amount of neural real estate and algorithms
that were all go. You could text them, you could call them, you could hug them, you could the person, a tremendous amount of neural real estate and algorithms that were all go.
You could text them, you could call them,
you could hug them, you could kiss them,
you could listen to them, you could smell them.
And now it's all no go.
And that we think is what we experience as grief.
Now, in terms of losing a very important chess match,
when you talk about being in pain and in grief,
what was that like?
Did that mean sleepless nights, disbelief?
And at what point do you think you were able to say,
okay, you know what?
I'm going to start thinking about this constructively.
I'm going to turn this into a go,
as opposed to just trying to, you know,
get in your time machine and travel back in time,
which of course is impossible.
What was that early experience of devastation like
and how did it transmute into growth?
Yeah, well, even sitting with you now,
thinking about it, it seems ridiculous
for a chess game to be, losing a chess game
to be anywhere near like the absolute heartbreak
of losing a loved one.
And yet we can make things very large in our minds
and in our beings, right?
I think that human, I mean, one thing I think about
is how hard we fight to maintain our conceptual schemes,
our identities, even if they're torturing us.
And loss isn't relative.
You know, I mean, the fact that we're sitting right now,
not far from, you know,
hundreds, if not thousands of homes that have been wiped away doesn't change other losses.
We sometimes will say, well, at least we're, I have a lot of friends that lost their homes.
They'll say, well, at least we have our health.
We have our things.
Okay.
And so we can do this, but it's not how the human emotion
system responds reflexively to our own losses.
So I don't think it's like dismissive or sociopathic
to experience a big loss in one's life as a big loss,
even if it's not the worst possible loss.
It's just not how we're wired.
Right.
And one of the things that I reflect on
and that I've cultivated, it's very hard, but that I work to cultivate is when you're in those
moments of rupture to both be in the rupture and have the perspective that we will have later
about the rupture, which is not to say not being in the rupture. One of the things I feel badly about in,
like when I wrote The Art of Learning,
I spoke a lot about process and outcome
and it had a big impact on the chess world.
And then what happened is there were generations
of parents who had young kid chess players
who their kids would go to compete
and the parents would say,
it doesn't matter if you win or lose,
all that matters is the process.
It doesn't matter if you win or lose all the matters of the process It doesn't matter if you win or lose and the kids are like putting on their armor to go to battle
Mental battle and the chess is fucking intense like when you're playing chess you're putting your mind your body your psyche everything like
On the line and if you lose you feel shattered like that's just how you feel
If you're not trying your hardest then we can't even shouldn't be talking about you So you. If you're not trying your hardest, then we can't even, we shouldn't even be talking about you.
So let's say you are trying your hardest, you're putting it all on the line, it's on the line.
And you lose and you're shattered. Like every part of you didn't, didn't you, you just, you feel destroyed.
So the kids are putting on their armor to go to battle and the parent tells them, it doesn't matter if I win or lose.
It's deeply confusing. And the kids actually usually know that the parents are full of shit.
The parents actually care so much
and they feel guilty about how much they care
by their kid's result.
They're telling their kid that to feel less guilty
about the fact that they're putting their own ego needs
on their child and it's all like,
and the kids see it all.
That's the hilarious thing.
It's like an eight, 10, 11 year old.
Like they see it all and they're like,
mom, give me a break.
And the parents are just stuck in their guilt and absurdity.
Seen this so many times.
So, like the discussion of process and outcome
is so subtle, right?
Because yes, it's about the process,
it's about the journey, it's about the long-term process.
But if we don't care about the results,
the process won't work.
So we need to put ourselves on the line enough
to be shattered and the process is what really matters
but it's not that we can
Liberate ourselves from
Caring enough to be shattered because then we're not engaged and it is something about putting our egos on the line
That is what leads to the growth surges that great competitors have the ones who become virtuosos
Right and so then that stated how can we have experienced the ones who become virtuosos, right? And so then that stated,
how can we experience the simultaneity of being shattered
and having the perspective that this is probably
the greatest thing that ever happened to me?
Well, you have to be in a mode of theory of mind
with yourself about your future self somehow.
And this is what I think losses are so beneficial for,
is that if you've had a couple of breakups,
you realize that you can fall in love again. If you've only had breakups,
perhaps you think, well, it always leads to a breakup, but you know that the process of
moving forward is the only way to test that hypothesis again. And so I think repeated failure
So, I think repeated failure is essential, right? Because with repeated failure means that there was also repeated fighting one ways back after
failure.
So, yeah, I think sometimes—not to take us into a different course of story, but just
very briefly, the first manuscript I ever submitted in graduate school, it took forever to get published.
And it went from the highest of journals
down to a good journal, solid journal,
but it took forever.
And that was so beneficial.
I was crushing at the time,
but my reward circuitry is built up around very long latency
between effort and final outcome.
I'm just used to long waits between figuring out what's going to happen.
And actually one of the weirdest things about podcasting or social media is that I feel like
you go to quote unquote to publication so fast. It's like, whoa, like things used to projects
used to take two years and then you get reviews and then this, you know.
So I think your early devastating failure or failures,
cause you had a few of them in there at least.
Oh, a lot more than a few.
Probably set you up for tremendous frustration tolerance.
And this, not just hearing,
I mean the words this too shall pass, They're helpful, but that's really something
that needs to be experienced in my view.
It's a very interesting thing
when you're talking about competitors,
what is the right balance between playing up
and playing down, right?
How much do you want to build the confidence
of a young competitor or artist or person,
or any of us, young, whatever age,
when how much do you want to be stretched a little bit beyond your ability so that your weaknesses are exposed, confidence of a young competitor or artist or person or any of us, young, whatever age.
When how much do you want to be stretched a little bit beyond your ability so that your
weaknesses are exposed, you have to take them on and you have to grow.
And getting that balance right is hugely important and it's not simple.
Like a lot of boxing training camps are based around the boxer's confidence being everything
and you want them to feel invincible going into the ring.
And then from another perspective, it's something very powerful about having a training camp
that's so intense that all your weaknesses are exposed,
you have to take them on.
If you're not sparring against people
who can expose your weaknesses,
then you don't know what they are,
and you don't have the chance to grow.
I live at this point with trying to be at max stretch
without snapping. For example, if I look at my foiling, with a trying to be at max stretch Without snapping
Right, like for example, if I look at my foiling like if I'm not falling enough during a foil session that I'm not pushing my turns
hard enough
And if I'm
Yeah, if you're just if you're just succeeding all the time, then you're not pushing yourself enough. Do you believe in optimal?
levels of arousal for different aspects of practice or game? Autonomic arousal is something that I've worked on for many years and one of the most
impressive features, I think, of our brains as humans.
First would be our ability to think into the past, present, or future, or combination of
those two.
If other animals do that, they don't do it nearly as well
and they certainly don't create technologies
to bridge those different time scales.
That's number one.
But the other one is our visual
and temporal aperture of focus.
So when we are in a state of elevated arousal,
our visual aperture shrinks,
I'm sure you're familiar with this,
and we slice time more finely.
Much, you know, it's like a higher frame rate.
Which is why people who, for instance,
see a devastating traumatic car crash report
experiencing things in slow motion, right?
Because their frame rate is high, like a slow motion video.
Whereas when we are relaxed,
our frame rate is larger bins of time.
And I feel like so much of the discussion
around things like flow and optimal states for learning
have to do with assuming that there's one optimal state
of arousal, but I feel like in every endeavor
I've ever been involved in, it's about learning the transitions state of arousal, but I feel like in every endeavor I've ever been involved in,
it's about learning the transitions
between the arousal states that allows us to,
pull back a little bit as things, as you said,
like get tense, just relax just a little bit
to be able to maybe see a different perspective
or ratchet up our level of tension or AKA arousal
in order to be able to fine slice the, you know,
the micro expressions of a competitor.
I mean, these two cameras on the fronts of our skull
and the rest of our brain are really devoted
to this process of, you know, shrinking
or expanding the aperture of our consciousness.
And it can be talked about in terms of space,
just vision, like tunnel vision versus panoramic vision.
Can be talked about at space time,
tunnel vision, fine slice, panoramic vision, broader slice.
But then when you start getting into like the,
then you map that onto the past, present and future mapping.
And that's where I feel like we're into the game
of skill learning and chess and strategy.
So forgive me for the kind of, you know,
top contorted neuroscience district,
but that's how I see the human primate as so different
than all the other creatures in the world.
That's how we're different,
because we can learn chess or ballet, foil.
Gibbons are pretty amazing at what gibbons do, but if they're trying to learn other
stuff that they've been failing so far.
I spent a lot of time playing with framerates.
I had this experience that I wrote about in that slowing down time chapter of the art
of learning where I
when I had these experiences both in in chess and in fighting but I was one time I was I was fighting in a against a super heavyweight dude in a competition and my hand shattered and like I
broke my hand right here and it was it was it was interesting because like the fight was was very
intense reasonably hard and my hand broke and instantly time slowed down.
And he was moving in slow motion.
And I was able to just so easily play with someone
with like a broken hand compared
to what had been a war before.
We know what that is.
Right, we do know that.
It's adrenaline.
Adrenaline.
Yeah.
Adrenaline and that tunnel vision
and then the frames are fat.
And so if I inject you with just a little bit of adrenaline,
it stays in your periphery
but it activates systems in your brain in parallel to that and
You're gonna experience an immediate dilation of your pupils
Your you'll have more tunnel vision. I mean every process is sped up in the direction of higher frame rate
So then the question then became for me and this would be fun to talk about
I've never spoken to a scientist about this process. Like how do I learn to do that at will?
Right, and then how can I train,
because I can't just pump myself with adrenaline
all the time, although maybe I can learn to
have that physiological response.
You can deploy it.
Right, so then how can I deploy it?
What are triggers for having that chemical change?
And then also how can I train so that
I have the experience of more frames than my opponent?
And so Marcelo Garcia, he's known as the king of the scramble, he spends his whole time
in transition.
So if you're training jiu-jitsu with most people, they're always finding a position
and holding it.
Marcelo, one of the unique things about his training life for most of his life was that
he never held positions.
He was always moving.
He was always in the in-between.
And it's true in most arts is that people think
that the art is the positions that they see,
but the real high level art is the space
in between the positions.
So if you have this position, leads to this position,
that's gonna be like, there's gonna be no frames
in between for most people.
For some people, there might be four frames,
but if I have 100 frames, then I can play in pockets
that you don't see.
And so if you're living your life in the training process
in the in-between, in the transition,
if you're always, the way that manifests in the actual,
like for example, Jiu Jitsu training
or submission grappling training is,
if you're not holding positions, you're always moving
and you're spending all of your time in the in-between,
while people who are holding position are always static.
So if you go to a Jiu Jitsu school and you sit and watch,
it's interesting to look for this one thing.
Notice the amount of time static versus in motion.
Marcelo was always in motion.
There's a beautiful clip of him that you got,
people can look up, it's in Arte Suave,
it was an old documentary back in the day,
like 25 years ago I think it was.
It's on YouTube, it's like an eight minute clip of him
training as I think an 18 year old. And you watch him, just an eight-minute clip of him training as an – I think an 18-year-old.
And you watch him just like in the early days of him learning this transitional approach
and he's just never stopping.
He's always allowing the person – but you have to get past the egoic dynamics because
you can't – you're giving up on dominating people all the time because when you're
in a dominant position in Jiu Jitsu, you want to hold it because you've won.
And there's all this bullshit passing between men who are fighting or women who are fighting each other.
We wanna dominate.
But if you release that and you're thinking
about the learning process, then you stop holding,
then you're moving and you're getting nonstop exposure
to the in-between.
So if you spend your life training in the in-between,
then you have more frames than other people do.
That's what a lot of what illusionists are doing.
They spend all of their time training in the spaces
that other people don't look at.
And so it's not magic, it's brilliant training.
It's the art of illusion at the in-between.
And a lot of the things that you can do,
a high-level martial artist can do
to a lower-level martial artist
or someone who doesn't train that feels mystical.
It's all about that principle manifest in interesting ways.
But, and in general, like for me, and this goes back to the question you asked two or three
brilliant expansive questions ago around intense moments.
A lot of what my training has been is having some serendipitous intense moment and then
learning and that becomes a beacon.
So for example, there was a moment I was playing in a world chess championship in Calicut, India,
and I was deep into a calculation, couldn't find the solution and there was an earthquake
and everything started like in the actual world, everything started shaking, right? But I experienced the earthquake
from inside of the chess position,
and I knew there was an earthquake,
but I also was lost, my brain was lost in the labyrinth,
and I found the solution.
And then I got up and left, vacated,
because we had to leave the playing hall,
then we came back and I made my move and went on to win.
And it was so interesting, because it was like,
and then the earthquake
Like my and a lot of what happens in chess is that you're reaching so deep into the complexity like into the cupboard
But the solution is right here at the front and all you have to do is come back out and surface one of the best
ways by the way to
prevent to minimize chess blunders
with like talented young players or players of any love any age is
To shift the order of decide, make the move,
and then write it down, because you notate your chess games,
to decide, write it down, and then make the move.
The write it down is a resurfacing,
and you have common sense, look at the position.
Almost all chess blunders,
you realize you've blundered instantly.
You can think for 20 minutes, make your move,
you know instantly you've blundered, Because there's not that surfacing, right? But then
you can learn to just do the surfacing before making the actual move. It's true with human
decision making in general.
Right, we realize that the scrub right as we complete it.
Yeah, because we're caught up in all of our bullshit, we make the move and then we've
left our thought process and like, oh, that was just absurd. Right? And we see it. I mean, you think about, I mean, you think
about the heartbreaking literature, you know, studies in how people who have jumped off
a bridge relate to it the moment after they've jumped off the bridge, those who have survived
right the interviews afterwards.
Yeah, they report wishing they hadn't jumped.
Right.
Immediately. Like, they jump and then they wish they hadn't jumped.
Such an important message.
You know, we hear all this stuff about suicide prevention
but just that knowledge.
I mean, I don't know how conscious of that sort of thing
people are as they're headed down the trench
of suicidal depression,
but these apertures that we're talking about,
these time-space apertures where frame rate is set
and visual aperture is set.
I think for most people, we experience them
as sort of notches.
So it's like, you're in a high state of arousal
and you have high frame rate, you know,
and then, and just like being like a ball bearing down
in a trench, you can't really see out the other side.
You're literally in there at a certain frame rate
of let's say an argument, an intense argument
with somebody where you want to win and you're frustrated with them
and the whole situation and you're in the trench.
Whereas when you're relaxed, it's more, you know,
a broad concave or a flat table
where the ball bearing can move around at will.
It sounds like Marcelo and people that train
these different transition states
is you're really learning to access
the different frame rates,
but from a place of like kind of like a little dimple in a table and then being able to move to
the next one as a dimple and kind of moving from dimple to dimple as opposed to like these trenches
of brain states. And I think about this a lot, a lot, because I feel like most bad decisions are made
from a high frame rate, high arousal state.
Most of the terrible things that humans
have done to one another,
I suppose their sociopathy and like pre-planned things,
but they tend to be associated with high arousal states
where people regret what they did,
all second degree murder, for instance.
In any event, I think the ability to move
through these different arousal states at will is possible.
You asked earlier, like, how would one do that?
Well, the beautiful thing about the visual system
and these different frame rates and states of arousal
is that it works in both directions.
So when you're in a higher state of arousal,
your visual aperture shrinks, you go to a higher frame rate,
but it's also true that if you shrink your visual aperture,
you go to a higher frame rate.
The converse is also true if you deliberately,
for instance, as we're looking across one another right now,
if I start to take in the fullness of the picture here,
the walls, et cetera, there's a natural relaxation
of the autonomic arousal systems,
or parasympathetic activity goes up.
And what's incredible is that any time we view a horizon,
that naturally happens,
because you're not setting to a single fixation point.
So anytime you see a horizon, you relax,
and it's not a coincidence.
So the visual system can drive it inward,
and your autonomic arousal can drive it
toward your visual system.
The other thing is there's a really beautiful paper
that came out about two years ago,
which showed that people who do a biofeedback game
where they're watching a little,
you know, it's like a more kind of like a sine wave
and they're deliberately trying to increase
their level of arousal as the curve goes up
for those that are just listening.
Within a few days, they can learn to control
their pupil size, which sets their arousal
and their aperture for a segmenting time.
So you can learn this through biofeedback.
And I think that the script for that is available online.
I haven't tried it yet, but if you ever heard of these yogis that could control their pupil
sizes even independently of one another, that's amazing because it's not supposed to be able
to occur but you can.
So you can learn to – I guess the poor man's version of this would be look in the mirror,
stare at yourself and try to ramp up your level of autonomic arousal, watch your pupils
get bigger and then try and relax yourself and make them smaller.
That practice it seems in biofeedback allows people to do it without staring into the mirror,
so to speak.
So, it can be done.
It's just that it hasn't been parsed by science that finely until recently.
It's interesting.
I – so I have this term I use called fire walking, which for me what it means is, is cultivating the ability to
learn from experiences one doesn't have with the same somatic intensity that one learns
from really intense experiences that we have.
So for example, let's just say you're a jiu-jitsu fighter and you overextend your arm and you're
in a world championship and you get your arm broken or your shoulder ripped off or something.
So you've lost the world championship and you got a shattered arm.
You're not gonna overextend your arm that way again.
You've learned that that lesson is burned in.
But like if you're watching a jujitsu fight
and someone overshows their arm,
he gets arm barred and then taps out.
It's a very, very different experience.
How can we cultivate the ability to study other people's
like worst, most heartbreaking blunders, worst moments, et cetera,
and learn from that with the same somatic intensity
that they learned from it, right?
So much of that is physiological.
So I spent a lot of time doing biofeedback
and a lot of time doing visualization practices
and doing very intense visualization practices
and many, many years working with triggers
for my own psychology and physiology
so that I can get my physiology primed
to have an intense learning experience
while studying something that might otherwise
just feel intellectual.
And then combining that with my own experience of things.
And it's such a, I mean, if we can,
100x or 1000x or 10,000x our learning curve
by being able to learn from other things
with the same intensity
that we've learned from our own things,
but people don't harness that.
Why do you think they don't?
Is it just, it takes time and it doesn't seem
as intuitive as going out and shooting free throws
or something like that?
I think people are really amazingly unreflective
about the training process.
But I told you, like, I'm working,
I haven't written a book since The Art of Learning,
and I'm a couple years into this beautiful process
of writing my next book, which is gonna be called,
I think, The Art of Training,
which is really what I've been cultivating
for the last decades.
And I'm deconstructing my approach to training
in mental and physical disciplines.
And it's really interesting to go through that process
myself, like what do I do, what have I done,
and what have I helped others do?
It's interesting that the art of learning
kind of was a birthing process,
that's what it felt like to me.
I took notes to it for five years
and then after 2004 Worlds, I wrote it in nine months.
It just kind of came out of me. And I'm kind of in that process now with this, so it feels five years and then after 2004 Worlds I wrote it in nine months it just kind of came out of me and I'm kind of in that process now with
this so it feels really organic and intrinsic the creative process and I I
don't know it's very interesting when you talk to people who were really
playing at elite levels of different fields or were just below like full
self-expression or like they're just in the edge of virtuosity but not quite
there and you start to deconstruct what they do. There's so much low hanging fruit that they can do.
Why?
I don't know.
I think in many ways people,
I mean, there's lots of reasons I think of one thing,
people who are very talented in arts
don't have to be so deliberate about their training often
to reach a certain level.
Often people have other people building their training
process and they're not reflective
about their own training process
because they have big
Teams of coaches who are creating it for them
People haven't cultivated the art of deconstruction
Which is an art that's very important people haven't cultivated the art of loving training which is a hugely important like meta skill to learn
People haven't taken on like all the skills around
physiological triggers, around changing one's physiological state at will.
People haven't practiced visualization very intensely. There are all these
like these skills that we can put together in order to
train at a world-class level. But it takes patience and
creativity and you know train at a world-class level, but it takes patience and creativity
and not just being subject to whatever else does,
but being able to look expansively at everything.
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We had a guest on this podcast, Jim Hollis,
he's an 84 year old, probably 85 year old Jungian analyst
on and he, just brilliant guy,
he's written some really important books
under Saturn's shadow and et cetera.
And he said, you know, so he has a real kind of like suit up,
show up, you know, get to work kind of mentality,
but he also is very reflective person.
And he said, if there's one simple key to life,
it's that one understand that most of our daily lives,
our waking lives are in stimulus response,
but that it's so critical to take 10 to 15 minutes each day
to just get out of stimulus and response
and either to just let stuff geyser up
out of our unconscious, subconscious mind,
or to just put some real thought to something
that most everybody is in stimulus response.
I wonder these days with social media
and so many things filling the space
between walking to the car
or with the pro players that you work with, you know, I'm guessing the moment
they're on the plane, they're on their phones and texting
and all these things are wonderful technologies
but they fill all the space with stimulus response.
Yeah.
They fill all the space with stimulus response.
And you know, it's not unless you go to a place
with no wifi accessibility that you suddenly realize like,
wow, like,
wow, like, in most of modern life, we're just constantly in this tennis or ping pong match
with this trivial thing and that trivial thing.
And some of it's essential, but that there's no, quote unquote, space anymore.
Many ways my life is built around creating that space.
And it's interesting, when I was playing chess
I experimented from with studying chess from everywhere between 45 minutes a day to 16 hours a day to see where the sweet spot was
What I came to was about four and a half hours a day
But that four and a half hours a day was like a ten out of ten like fucking just on fire and
then the rest of the day became about cultivating those four and a half hours.
And my life today has that kind of rhythm as well.
And you know, training, like I've spent many years working with people who are just brilliant in...
The investment space has been a really interesting way because it's a great laboratory,
because people are very driven. They want to... they're all in, they're motivated.
They'll take themselves on.
And it's a great place for me to, over the last couple decades,
to like refine the art of training.
Because I don't like solving for motivation.
That's one thing.
And I think part of that relates to that quirky dynamic
from when I was seven that I described
of always being the target and so never having,
like not taking on my weaknesses
was outside of my conceptual scheme.
And so in many ways, I haven't really had to struggle
with motivation myself, for better or worse.
And I love working with people, partnering with people
who are all in, who want to take themselves on.
I don't love having to motivate people.
And so a great laboratory for me is with people
who have all sorts of problems, who might might be obstructed but who are all in.
And like you're working with world class investors and they're grinding themselves out 14, 15,
16 hours a day.
Doing less is a huge part of doing much more.
And you start to see like they might be, like if you think about a 10 out of 10 as being, like in terms of like, when they're at their very best
creatively, they could slip from like a 10 to a two
and not even notice.
And then you begin to cultivate an awareness
of where one is in one's creative spectrum, right?
And then you start to cultivate the art of stress
and recovery and like amping oneself up and then releasing.
And you see that the ability to turn it on is directly connected to the ability to turn it off,
as you know.
If you walk into a fight gym
and you study a bunch of fighters in the match,
one great read you can make is looking at the depth
of physiological relaxation when the guys aren't fighting,
and you'll see who the highest level fighters are.
The best guys, man, they can turn it on with wild intensity,
but their bodies are so mellow when they're not going.
And then man, they're so efficient.
It's so, that oscillation, that range is so huge, right?
But people don't cultivate the art of turning it off
in order to learn how to turn it on.
You know, for many, many years, decades,
I've been practicing what I call now the MIQ process,
most important question process.
And the essence of it is, it's what I came to as the most potent way so far
that I've found to train analysts or thinkers
in mental arenas.
You're training people in the art
of discovering what matters most.
If you look at, if you talk to a great chess player,
actually looks at less than a lower level chess player,
but they look at the right direction.
So you might think a great chess player,
people often think like, oh yeah,
I can calculate 50 moves deep, 100 moves deep.
It's all irrelevant, move two was inaccurate,
so it was just all an illusion.
The great chess players might look at much less,
but they're looking in the most potent directions.
The lower level chess players are lost
in a sea of complexity.
So if you're working with, let's say, a scientist, or an investor, or whatever, them straining
their mind for what is the most important question, ideally to begin the practice toward
the end of their work day with a release, a recovery period with full intensity and
a peak performance state, stretch one's mind for what matters most.
And then release it.
Release the workday completely.
Don't work all night grinding yourself out at a low level.
Release, and then first thing in the morning,
waking up pre-input, return one's mind
to the critical question and brainstorm on it.
It's very powerful because you're opening up the,
you're systematically opening the channel
between the conscious and the unconscious mind.
You're feeding critical questions to the unconscious, which is processing
overnight and like, I know you know all this, like the consistency with which you come up
with an insight in the morning is incredible. Interestingly, and you'll probably know why
much more than me, improved dreamer call often happens in simultaneously when one starts
to have more and more insights about the MIQ in the morning, which is fascinating.
Then over time you can have micro manifestation of this throughout the day before going for a workout, before taking a walk, before taking a break, before taking a piss.
Instead of going, when you're gonna go to the bathroom in the day, instead of like checking your phone while taking a piss,
you pose yourself in MIQ, you release it, you do not do anything but piss in the bathroom and
breathe and then return to the question
and you'll have an insight.
Right, so you're learning to just oscillate
between the conscious and unconscious states
and you're opening up that channel
and you're practicing stress and recovery.
Then your physiological workouts are also stress
and recovery all the time.
So you're building that theme in everything that you do.
And you realize that like when you're at your very best
for four or five hours a day, you're doing multiples of the work that you do. And you realize that when you're at your very best for four or five hours a day,
you're doing multiples of the work that you're doing
if you're just grinding yourself at,
you know what I've called in the past,
a simmering six or whatever,
for 15 or 16 hours a day.
And so people can do so much more in less time.
And my lifestyle is based on that.
You know, I'm training very intensely physically
and I'm doing really intense mental work
and I oscillate between them in beautiful ways
and I have a lot of empty space for reflection,
for meditation, for zoning my mind on what matters most.
It's about quality not quantity.
But it's so interesting how we live in this culture
where just quantity is just consuming everyone.
Yeah, well, it's as Hollis said, just quantity is just consuming everyone.
Yeah, well, it's as Hollis said, the stimulus response thing dominates.
And it dominates, I think, because,
well, I have several reflections.
First of all, I just have to say,
you're absolutely a scientist.
You just proved it to us.
Through a description of this process,
which I might ask you to describe once again, because I think there's so much value
in each of the pieces and how it's put together.
Three things come to mind.
First of all, yes, indeed, as you know,
and listeners of this podcast will know that,
yeah, it is during sleep that we reorganize
our neural connections and actual neuroplasticity occurs.
The stimulus is provided in wakefulness and focus and attention, but the actual rewiring
occurs during sleep, deep sleep and rapid eye movement sleep.
One little fun, I think, but also powerful tool that I learned from, maybe you know him
as well, I'm blessed to have Rick Rubin as a very good friend.
Oh yeah, Rick and I have had beautiful jams.
Yeah, wonderful.
He's such a wise soul.
I've been spending more and more time with Rick.
But he taught me something extremely valuable,
which was the process of taking some time
to just lie completely still
and let your mind go as wild as it needs to
or as calm as it needs to
while keeping the body completely still.
This mimics rapid eye movement sleep when we're paralyzed
and the mind is very, very active.
And I actually think that practices such as yoga nidra,
non-sleep deep rest are also mimics
of rapid eye movement sleep.
And there are data starting to emerge now
that it mimics rapid eye movement sleep,
but in wakefulness.
So put simply lying still, relaxing the body
as much as possible and letting the mind be extremely active.
Rick also taught me a little trick
for which I don't know any science,
but it certainly seems to work for me,
which is that if you wake up from a dream
and you want to continue having that dream,
keep your body completely still.
Whereas if you wake up from a dream
and it was a troubling or anxiety provoking dream,
move your body.
And it seems to work extremely well. And I have my theories about why this works.
I have to ask about this process of reflecting on one's own mistakes deliberately, kind of
addressing one's own pain points or shame points as such a key feature of your upbringing and
your practice around learning.
Forgive me for going a little bit longer here,
but recently somebody taught me something extremely useful.
She said, you know, our consciousness is sort of
like a lighthouse and we have this beam of light
sweeping around 360 degrees.
But where we have places of shame about whatever,
things that were done to us, things that we've done,
whatever, just points of shame,
things that we don't want people to know about us,
that we don't even like to think about.
It's like a stain on that lighthouse.
And when that light passes through that stain,
it casts a wedge, a shadow in the shape of a wedge.
And she described it in somewhat mystical terms.
She said, you know, it's through that shadow
that evil things enter us and that the world can hurt us.
And that the process of getting over our shame,
but also experiencing life in much more fullness
and being able to cultivate our craft
and be more present for ourselves and for others
is a process of going right up to that lighthouse window
and looking at the stain and going, that's what it is.
And that's the process of wiping it off.
Now that's all, you know, that's just an illustration
for us to understand.
What I think is the process you're describing,
which is that you get right up next to your worst nightmares,
your worst mistakes,
the things you don't want to think about. And in doing so, you learn to relax in their presence,
and they sort of disappear as points of shame. Yeah, it's interesting. When I wrote The Art of
Learning, it was in many ways cathartic for me because there were parts of my life that that I had felt
like I had let myself down like there were there were parts like like my
chest life I've I moved away from and like there were certain moments of it
where I felt like I hadn't fully expressed my potential.
And I just wrote them all.
I just shared it all.
And it was so beautiful.
It was so cathartic.
When I think about leadership, I think that it's so important to, like leading with vulnerability
is such an exquisite, I spent, Joe Mazzullo and I spent the day a couple days ago with
Sean McVeigh, who's the head coach of the LA Rams who just
Just a few days after this big the big loss against the Eagles and we had this we actually ended up
watching the tape it was his first watching of the tape of this heartbreaking playoff loss he had and
and
Watching him process it and you know, he's such a great leader
Both Joe and and Sean lead.
They both take themselves on more intensive than anything,
but they lead with vulnerability.
They go up against their stains.
And being authentic there, as opposed
to being a leader or a father or a mother
or a coach who just keeps it in the pocket
as if they're perfect, there's something
so inauthentic about that.
I think in human relationship it in the pocket as if they're perfect. There's something so inauthentic about that. I think in human relationship
and in the cultivation of oneself as an artist,
going right at one's weakness is so powerful.
Now, of course, there's also the tender balance
of how much we should cultivate our strengths
and how much we should be showing up our weaknesses.
And one of the most important principles
which I learned too late in my chess life is that
we can take on our weaknesses through the lens of our strengths.
Right?
Remember this brilliant sage Russian coach Yuri Razumov said to me at one point, you
can learn Karpov through Kasparov.
His point it being, you can learn about the great defense, the defensive chess through
the great defense of great aggressors
like you.
As opposed to just studying Karpov and thinking what should I, what would Karpov do here,
which it was urged to do by other people.
Like learn defense through offense, right?
So it was part of my self-expression.
I learned that principle too late for my chess life, but it's manifest everywhere else, right?
So while we're cultivating our strength, which I think we should do it as a way of life how do we go up
against our stains but in ways that we're not fundamentally
it's not shame I don't I don't relate just personally like I don't that's a
word I don't like shame it's not shame it's like like when it becomes just
like a breath pattern like we lose we put ourselves on the line, we lose,
we go at it, we study it, we study how,
we study about what, the other thing that's incredible
to me is that when you study your losses,
when you go up against what you're calling
as a beautiful image, like the shadow of the lighthouse.
The interconnectedness of the lighthouse, right?
The interconnectedness of the technical, the psychological, and the thematic is so powerful
in the learning process.
Almost every technical mistake that we make in an art, if we're pushing ourselves to
our limits, if we're like, if you and I are like around the same level and we're
competing in something, we're about this in anything, any technical mistake I made will have a psychological dimension because
I most likely, my technical weakness was emerged because I was so psychologically pressured
that I wasn't able to solve the technical position.
Or if I make a psychological error, it's often because I was a little technically out of my water.
And so it put pressure, extra pressure on my psyche that then you were able to exploit.
And every technical mistake is local.
But there's themes, there's like a theme that houses hundreds of those technical manifestations.
So if we are always thinking about the technical,
the thematic, the psychological,
and we have what I call a six dimensional
introspective process, right?
And we're looking at all of these,
the interconnectedness of those different parts
of the human experience of an art or anything else,
then the growth curve is incredibly explosive
because we recognize, we make a technical mistake,
and we learn the theme.
We take on the theme that houses that one,
but also houses dozens of others.
And so as we turn that theme into a strength,
into a power zone, then that technical mistake goes away,
as do the other manifestations of that theme.
And if we're also studying the psychological weakness
that allowed that technical weakness to manifest,
to like unearth itself, then that psychological dimension
becomes something that we take on. And then we're studying thematic interconnectedness
as a way of life because then that lesson we learned through that chest
that like I made a subtle chest mistake but that connects to my love life it
connects to my fatherhood it connects to my like my foiling my jujitsu my
everything because it connects to the theme and it connects to my psychology
and it manifests I don't believe in compartmentalization. I believe in
thematic interconnectedness. Right? And like the core themes of my life I would
say if I had to boil it down would be love, interconnectedness, and receptivity.
I only do what I love and I spend time with people who I love and that's how I
live. The study of interconnectedness is my way of life in
some of the ways I've been describing and receptivity is what I cultivate
every day in my life and the ocean with people with humans and we always get
get isolated we get like siloed oh yeah is this chess mistake like one of the
things I've I've found so confusing
is why don't more great chess players who try successfully translate their level
from chess to other things?
Because chess is so hard.
And chess is such a relentlessly truth-telling art.
If you become a world-class chess player,
you're fucking good.
Because there's no luck in chess.
Especially if you become very good very young.
I mean, I think this is true of most prodigies.
I don't want to name them, but I have a colleague, very smart guy.
His science is very solid.
And I remember I met with him and I said, is it true that you're...
He's going to love that.
You referred to him as solid.
Yeah, that's OK.
He's done nice work.
I just wouldn't say that it's like transformed our understanding of like everything in that
field.
He's made some very important contributions.
He's a fabulous teacher and a nice person.
But he's said – one day I was meeting with him and I said, you're a child prodigy,
I heard and he said, former child prodigy.
And I was like, OK, well, we're getting technical.
But yeah, OK, I think we're – and I asked my dad because he – my dad lived in the
same building as Daniel Barenbaum, the musician.
It was if you've ever seen the movie Hillary and Jackie.
He was one of the most accomplished piano players at a very young age.
My dad used to hear him playing when he was a kid and like they wouldn't let him play
with other kids and he was like – I mean, Barambam is a serious,
for classical musicians and pianists in particular,
it's like a serious stuff.
And I, so I asked my dad, I was like,
what's the deal with this child prodigy thing?
And he said, yeah, very few of them go on to do much
in their adult careers in any field.
Right.
And I was like, wow.
And I thought, okay, so what's missing there
is clearly not a lack of ability, focus.
I mean, you could just say raw talent,
but you still have to, kids still have to focus.
So what's missing is this transfer of understanding,
it seems, or what you're talking about,
the interconnectedness of things.
And so, yeah, I probably will get myself in trouble
with this colleague, but hey, listen,
maybe he'll take on something new
and do something additionally spectacular.
He's got a lot of things on his plate.
But, you know, that struck me.
I was like, oh, you know, it's not clear
that being a quote unquote child prodigy
is such a good thing for the long arc of one's life.
But you have seemed to bring in these other elements,
love, I'd like to talk more about that.
And I would also add,
at least from an outsider's perspective of,
you seem to have broken the mold
with kind of what's expected of you,
based on your prior accomplishments.
In fact, yeah.
I have no identity in being a prodigy.
Just to be clear, I don't relate to that word at all.
I mean, that word has been put on me from the outside,
but I just don't associate with it.
I don't relate to it at all.
Because I was maybe somewhat talented in chess compared to most people.
But then very early in my, by the time I was like six and something, I was only competing
against people who were better than me and kids who were as talented as me.
And then on the world stage, kids who were more talented than me. And I couldn't rely on my talent at all,
because I had to work my ass off,
and I won and I lost and I got my ass kicked.
And so for me, it was all about the battle
and taking myself on.
And I think what happens, it's funny,
many years ago I was giving a simultaneous chess exhibition,
and I showed up at this place and all these kids were there and they were all excited to play against me, and I showed up at this place, and all these kids were there,
and they were all excited to play against me,
and then the organizer of it said,
"'My son hasn't lost a chess game in two years.'"
And that's all you need to know.
Because it's just like, that means you're just,
and of course he was the one kid
who didn't want to play against me, right?
Because if you haven't lost a chess game in two years,
you're not taking your shit on.
You're finding people who you can beat,
and you're only playing against them.
So there's a couple levels to this.
Let's dig into it.
So I think that people who have identity
in being a prodigy develop a brittleness often
because they associate their level of mastery with talent,
with something innate, with being smarter,
more brilliant, more gifted, whatever.
And then that is, you think about Carol Dweck's work
in Entity and Corrental Theories of Intelligence, right?
That's an entity theory of intelligence.
So I think there's that
and there's something fundamentally brittle about that.
And then one doesn't take risk,
one doesn't expose oneself,
one associates one's great moments
with something ingrained or innate
versus the hard work that it took to get there.
And there's all sorts of paralyzing dynamics there.
Oh, there's also a tendency to lie.
Carol's early papers referred to this
in the discussion sections.
You have to read deep into those papers,
but she describes how the students
who did not have growth mindset that really identified
and held so much of their ego with their performance,
were at a significantly greater tendency
to lie about their performance when they didn't do well.
To themselves and to others.
That's right.
But the lying to oneself is the really interesting part.
So there's that dimension, right?
Which you and I have both seen
just countless manifestations of.
And believe me, when you're competing against someone
who you see has that kind of psychological
construction, they're done.
You can just break them.
You can, there's so many chinks in the armor.
It's like, so, there's a brittleness there.
You can just find where their mind stops in false constructs, where the energy stops,
where their bodies crimped.
You can just find their connection to the ground and explode through it.
In mental and physical disciplines, if someone has that kind of identity in being the more
brilliant one, the more gifted one, whatever, their prey from a competitive perspective,
which is ultimately good for them if they expose themselves to it because then they
have to take themselves on.
But the dynamic that I was reflecting on in chess players
is a little next door to this,
which is that I think that,
like if you're learning how to play chess,
and let's just say I was teaching you to play chess.
Trivially.
Okay, so let's say I was teaching you to play chess, right?
I could teach you to play chess with a language that is chess specific.
Or I could teach you chess principles.
I could teach you very effectively with chess principles.
But I could also teach you just as effectively, or maybe somewhat more effectively, but it's
to say just as effectively, with chess principles that are also life principles.
And it's interesting, when you watch most chess teachers, they teach in a localized
manner.
So people can spend 20 years inside of chess,
but never break beyond the 64 squares.
Or they can from the age of six or seven on,
be learning that principle as it connects to chess,
but also seeing how it connects to life.
Could you give me an example of one such principle?
Because I love in biology teaching not names,
not using nouns, but instead teaching verbs.
Because ultimately, if you want to understand,
for instance, how the nervous system works
or the immune system,
you teach the verb actions of molecules.
And the names of the molecules are important
if you decide to go into that field professionally,
but otherwise the principles and verbs
are what's most important.
So what's an example of a principle of chess
or a mode of action on the board that you think transfers?
Everything transfers first of all.
Okay.
Like, I mean, if we're open to it,
then everything in chess connects.
So when people ask me, do you still play chess?
I say metaphorically.
I mean, I play chess all the time.
I just have not moved a piece in many, many, many years.
Right?
So, but okay, to be specific.
So I could give you many examples, but, um,
alright. So, so in chess there's a bishop and there's a knight. Right? They're both worth about
three pawns. Now, I could teach you, okay, so the knight moves like an L and can jump over pieces.
The bishop moves diagonally and is stuck on one color for its whole life. Um, they're both worth
about three pawns. But knights are, and I can just tell you, but knights are a little bit better in closed
positions because they can jump over things.
Bishops are a little better if your pawns are on the opposite color from them, right?
But you should also know that rooks and bishops are, bishops and knights are about the same.
Rooks and bishops are much stronger than rooks and knights.
And you should also know that queens and knights
are a bit stronger than queens and bishops.
So the bishop's value is a little bit stronger
compared with the rook and the knight's value
a little bit stronger with the queen,
and pawn structure influences them, right?
So I could teach you a very simple set of principles
through which you can understand
how to evaluate bishops and knights, right?
And there's many other layers to that, but that's some of it.
I can also teach you the same thing and be teaching you the nature of relativity.
I could be teaching you the nature of interdependence.
I could teach you the nature of...
I could teach you the pawn structure play,
that the way you can play with pawn structure
that influences bishops and knights
in ways that are chess specific
or in ways that just allow you to understand
dynamic quality and static quality.
You know what leaps to mind when you made that description
and I didn't follow all of it to memorization
was family feud.
I just imagine two families in a feud, right?
You get two brothers together, they can do certain things.
We get a brother and sister together, I have a sister.
She can do certain things that are powerful
and diabolical in ways that two brothers can't.
Yeah, so you get two big strong brothers,
but maybe one that can't creep through small places.
And so you can map to different,
that's sort of more of just kind of an analogy for it all.
But I started to immediately think about like,
oh, it's like a family feud.
If I were to view the pieces as sibling dynamics
and parent sibling cousin dynamics.
It's like matchups with humans or in basketball,
like this team is better than this team and this team.
But again, there's some matchups
that are hugely favorable.
A lot of like the inside game of basketball is around, is around which teams thrive against which
other teams, even though they might be inferior, because of the nature of the construction of the
team. And you have networks of those teams, and how do you deal with lineups, how do you deal with
rotation patterns. Like the inner game of basketball is all based on the same stuff that dictates the
bishop and the knight, and the rook and the the queen and how they influence it, right?
It's interdependence.
Beautiful.
It's relativity. It's dynamic quality.
And you can think about Robert Persig's work in Zen and there are most of the maintenance in Lila around dynamic quality versus static quality.
And you can be teaching a student while you're teaching about rook and bishop and rook and knight or knights and bishops,
you can be teaching them about dynamic quality, right?
And then you can, and then you can like expand into the study of the metaphysics of quality and
then it's you can have a seven-year-old student who's learning chess or 12-year-old
who's learning chess or who's learning about life and philosophy and everything
and you can do it in the same amount of time but you're just you're trapping a
mind inside of 64 squares or you're teaching a mind about life through the
64 squares. And I think so many of the reasons that people who become excellent in one thing
can't translate it into other places.
It's not will later on in life.
They have the will,
it's because they didn't learn with universal principles.
They didn't study their art with a presence
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When I think about interconnectedness,
I think the word mapping comes to mind and I define
a map of any kind as a transformation of one set of points into another set of points,
right?
Points along the earth transferred onto a page or an electronic map, you know?
What's missing from a kind of basic understanding of a transformation of points into another
transformation of points are these verb actions, like it's the algorithms, if you will, that's not present in how we map one context
onto another context.
It requires a lot of thinking to do what you describe.
I don't think it's reflexive for most people
to say watch a game of basketball
and think about the emotional dynamics
and the consistencies of the emotional dynamics.
Last night I had the great gift of,
Josh brought me to a Celtics game. So he brought me to a Celtics game and they're of the emotional dynamics. Last night I had the great gift of, Josh brought me to a Celtics game.
So he brought me to a Celtics game
and they were playing the Clippers.
So I was cheering against the hometown crowd
here in Los Angeles.
But it was friendly.
And you were describing the players
and their recent history and the kind of last season,
the season, and you said something about
the difference between pre-conscious effort
and post-conscious effort.
Maybe we could talk about that as a gateway into ego,
which is like a term that the moment you say,
throughout the word ego, it's like saying sex.
It's like people make all sorts of assumptions
about what it is and what it isn't.
But let's talk about pre-conscious and post-conscious.
Because we'll get back to the Celtics
and the game that was played last night,
by the way, the Celtics won in overtime
by a good size margin.
So there's something very beautiful
that I think all of us are drawn to as observers,
but hopefully everyone gets to experience this
at some point in their life as well firsthand.
When somebody in art, music, sport, or whatever
is just being themselves
and this seeming virtuosity comes out.
If I think about kind of what Rick Rubin does,
a lot of what Rick has done historically
is to find artists and work with artists
and just bring out what they're already doing, like the core elements.
Like when Beastie Boy started, it was like a joke he said,
and they were kind of making fun of,
had wrestling elements and hardcore and punk
and all this stuff and hip hop.
And, you know, but he tends to work with artists early on
when they're in that really like pure state
of not thinking about the returns on their investment
and all that.
And, you know, he said many times before to me
and publicly that, you know,
after people achieve a certain level of fame,
it's much harder to get back to that,
just pure picture of oneself,
pre-conscious expression.
Just Josh being Josh as an eight-year-old,
you just happen to be in
Washington Square Park learning chess,
or, you know, pick any number of different examples.
So very different than when people now reflect
on their trophies on the wall or their platinum records
or the fact that they won and lost
or that there's another champion in the house that,
and the real virtuosos seem to be people that
can get back to that over and over again.
The Yo-Yo Mas, the, you know, and people live longer now.
So it used to be the, the Mozart's, the Box, you know,
they could make their contribution and then they died.
Yeah, now we live longer lives.
So people have many more chances,
but there's also that longer window for lack of productivity
This is a really important theme and it's a gateway into so much that we can we can explore a lot through this this tunnel
When I use this term pre-conscious and post-conscious artist or competitor, it's it's my own language
So I'll describe what I what I mean by it
Will you think about myself in the in the chess world right like? Like one discovers an art, one feels a passion for it,
one, it's beautiful, it's joyous, it's self-expressive,
I love the battle, I'm winning, I'm losing,
I'm having fun, I'm just letting it rip, right?
There's an aivete to that.
There's a freedom, there's a playfulness, right?
There's a lack of complexity, a lack of self-awareness,
a lack of awareness of my own mutability, a
lack of awareness that I can be shattered or I can die, a lack of awareness of the existential
absurdity of the fact that I'm devoting my life to 64 squares and 32 pieces of wood
on top of 64 squares. I haven't reflected on the fact that this is ridiculous, right?
Or if you're fighting, like, what am I doing? I'm spending my life in combat.
Like, what about love?
What about saving the planet?
What about everything else?
What?
I haven't reflected on the fact that this is just a joke
in its absurdity, right?
And one's liberated from those kinds of things.
And then there comes this moment, and for me,
it was triggered by the movie,
by losing that sense of self-expression, by thinking what
would someone else do here instead of what's my freedom, my playfulness tell me to do.
It can happen when one has a near-death experience. It can happen when one has one's heart broken.
It can happen when one starts reading existentialist literature and reflecting on the absurdity
of things, or one has a friend who starts pointing out over and over like, this is fucking
ridiculous, you're just playing chess, what are you doing?
Or it can happen when one wins the world championship or the NBA finals because suddenly the thing
that you have oriented yourself around, your whole life, the goal you had your whole life,
you've now accomplished.
And now you're on the other side of it.
And so suddenly your world has shifted.
The things that motivated you no longer motivate you.
The things that felt so important to you now seem somewhat trivial because you've already
accomplished that.
Like where's the intrinsic motivation?
Where's the deep self-expression?
You think about, as we gain complexity in our psychology, and we can gain that complexity There's the deep self-expression.
As we gain complexity in our psychology, and we can gain that complexity in many different
ways, we hit this tunnel.
Often when someone becomes self-aware, or when someone becomes less liberated, or the
chains set in, or when one...
I guess you say you're an extreme athlete, but you feel invincible.
And then suddenly you have a terrible accident.
You realize, holy shit, I could actually die.
I can break.
Then how do you get back to that freedom
of taking the wild risks that you've been taking
as that extreme athlete,
with an awareness of the fact that you can die?
Like for me, I had, you know,
I foil now in the biggest waves that I can find
in where I live, in Costa Rica.
And you know, you have big hold downs.
You're foiling on top of a long mass,
which is a carbon mass, which is very sharp,
and then a wing, which is sharp.
So you're basically going 40, 45 miles
on top of the guillotine.
And if you're trying to, you're really cultivating
high performance foiling, you're pushing turns really hard.
You're breaching wing tips, like you can taco
and have the thing come right at your head or your neck.
Like you can die at any minute if you get something wrong
Which is very different was like foiling straight or e foiling talking about high-performance training
Like you by definition have to be risking these things in order to push the limits of what's possible
And if you're not you're not at that stretch point
Right and but then suddenly like you have a terrible injury or let's just say you're like I drowned on the bottom of a pool
Some 11 years ago 10 11 years ago heard about this. Yeah, it was a I was doing hypoxic breath work
I did not realize which maybe if I hadn't you could have taught me if I'd known you that
Carbon-dioxide will gives you the urge to breathe. Yeah, I didn't realize that so I had all the CO2 flushed out of my body
I felt blissful. I was swimming underwater
Yeah, exhale. I guess we should save a few lives here
or prevent a few deaths rather.
Anytime you emphasize the duration
or intensity of your exhales,
you're going to blow out more carbon dioxide.
Carbon dioxide is the trigger for the gasp reflex.
So yes, you'll be able to hold your breath longer above
or below water if you first do cyclic hyperventilation
and then a long, and dump all your air.
But never ever, ever do cyclic hyperventilation folks
or any long exhale emphasized breathing,
even standing in a puddle
because that gasp reflex is the thing
that makes you shoot for the surface.
And if you don't do that,
you feel pretty peaceful until lights out. Or drive a car. Don't do it while driving a car. Or drive a car. I know people who haven't do that, you feel pretty peaceful until lights out.
Or drive a car.
Don't do it while driving a car.
Or drive a car.
I know people who haven't done that.
Right.
Actually, rather exceptional people who I know.
Yeah.
Dumping carbon dioxide is, you hold your breath longer, but that's part of the problem.
And shallow water blackout usually happens to very high level athletes, Navy SEALs, right?
Because they're training at pushing their limits.
They're learning to suppress the urge to breathe.
And if you're flushing CO2, you're learning,
you're training yourself not to feel it.
And I've been a free diver my whole life.
I grew up free diving, spearfishing
in the southern Bahamas.
But I wasn't doing hypoxic breath work while free diving.
Here I was at the NYU pool.
I drowned.
I was in the bottom of the pool for 4 and 1 half minutes
after blacking out.
Switch.
4 and 1 half minutes.
Yeah.
I should have, which I know because I should be dead.
I should be dead or brain damaged in a big way.
I know the time it was because there was an old man who I knew who was in the locker room
who saw me in the bottom of the pool lying there and he timed his laps and he did four
laps and he said after the third one I'm going to check on him and then he did his fourth
lap, pulled me in his lap, laps are a little bit over a minute and I was unconscious for
25 minutes. I was totally blue except my face was blown out,
red, my eyes, my body, my training almost killed me
and also saved me.
My body handled it really well.
I had no water in my lungs.
I spent that night in the hospital, of course,
and I was like testing my, I remember doing like
remembering all chest variations, like testing my mind
in any way, like was I ruined? And I was like testing my, I remember doing like, remembering all chest variations,
like testing my mind in any way, like was I ruined?
And I somehow survived and I survived intact.
And that's one of those moments, shattering moments,
which I am ultimately grateful for,
because it's what catalyzed me to.
I emerged with more of a commitment,
and I've had this kind of commitment in my life
for most, for many years, but a more intense commitment
to live life as truly and beautifully
and authentically as conceivable.
And then soon after, we moved to the jungle
and we live life, we live now, which is awesome, my family.
But I bring that up now because imagine how one relates
to big wave surfing or big wave foiling pre and post drowning.
Right? There's, like, one has to have an integrated sense for one's own mortality versus being naive to the fact that it can happen.
Right? So that tunnel from the pre-conscious to the post-conscious performer is a passage where during that passage most
people are locked up. They underperform where they were when they were more naive. And I
don't personally relate to it as a return to the pre-conscious state. I relate to it
as an integration of one's mortality, of the existential absurdity into one's consciousness
and then a discovery
of a deeper sense of liberation, of freedom,
but that is not in denial of what we've learned
in that tunnel or what triggered that tunnel,
but that is more complex.
Yeah, trying to be our previous selves
is not a great strategy.
Trying to integrate our previous experiences
in our current and future selves
seems like a good strategy.
I feel that way.
And I think it's also pretty, you can't go back.
You can't pretend you're not, dying is impossible.
You can't pretend that you're unbreakable.
We are breakable.
Some people do it without being really reflective,
but I think that if you ask anyone
who really has been in life and death situations
as a way of life for a long time, whether they
relate to the idea of fearlessness, if they really reflect on it, they'll say no.
Because fearlessness isn't a thing, it's how one works with fear.
Usually what locks people up isn't fear, it's the fear of fear.
We're afraid of our fear, we're afraid of being afraid.
But like you ask a great Navy SEAL, they work with their fear. You ask a great MMA fighter, they're of our fear. We're afraid of being afraid. But like you ask a great Navy SEAL,
they work with their fear.
You ask a great MMA fighter, they're not without fear.
Of course they have fear.
If they don't have fear, they have a problem.
And there are some examples of people
who might be wired a little bit differently.
But the integration of the more complex worldview
into one's liberation is the post-conscious performer.
And it can play in lots of ways.
It can also play.
And so one thing that when you think about a sports team that has accomplished everyone's
dreams and now we want to win a championship again, we can't go back to what worked before
because they're different men.
One needs to find a different kind of mission, a different kinds of internal relationship to the mission,
a different kind of freedom.
How important do you think it is to attach language
to these things of identity and source of motivation?
In other words, let's say, okay,
you're working with the Celtics,
they won the championship last year.
This year, they are in a completely different mental frame
as a consequence.
They're quote unquote dominant in the sense
that they hold the crown, they hold the trophy,
but they're more vulnerable too,
because the only place to go from there is either stay
or you're going down a notch or more.
So do you think it's important for them
to create a verbal label for where they're at?
Like we're the champs and we're going to hold on
to the belt, we're going to hold on to, I realize there's not a belt in basketball, by the way, where they're at? Like, we're the champs and we're gonna hold on to the belt. We're gonna hold on to,
I realize there's not a belt in basketball, by the way,
that they're gonna hold on to their status,
or is that the wrong way to think about it?
Because the game is played through verbs.
It's not played through adjectives.
I don't think we ever wanna hold on to, like that's static.
Like we need to... We want to...
Like you think about predator and prey dynamics in the world or in competition or in anything.
Like you want to be competing. Now there's a fusion of the predator and prey. You wanna
have the awareness that prey has, but one wants to be playing to win, not to lose.
The moment we're trying to hold on to something we already have, we're falling into the static quality.
Or you think about, for example, brilliant investors.
They'll have success.
Then they'll try to figure out how to replicate their success.
So they'll build mental models, frameworks
to replicate their success.
And those become grooves, like neural pathways.
So then they follow those grooves.
But then the grooves become a rut, and the water stops.
And they get stuck in an old, so they succeeded, they built mental models, they recreated the
patterns, it was beautiful, but then it got static.
And then it's that stuck energy.
It doesn't apply to the world because the world's changing.
And what actually made them succeed was dynamic quality, was being at what Robert Persig would
call the front of the freight train, driving through space-time, pre-intellectual consciousness.
Right?
And then they're trying to recreate it,
they're getting too stuck in things
and they create mental models that are stale
and then other people replicate those stale mental models
and you have huge industries that emerge
from static quality later on top of static quality,
which is most of humanity.
Right?
So I think that as a world-class competitor
who's trying to win after winning,
one needs to have the same dynamic mindset one had when one was hunting for it in the first place.
Rediscovery. Marcelo Garcia, one of my most, one of my favorite moments of Marcelo was,
so we were, so Marcelo, nine-time world champion in the grappling arts, five-time ADCC,
world champion in the grappling arts, five time ADCC, five time Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu, four time ADCC. ADCC is when Abu Dhabi combat championship, when all the different grappling
arts come together. It happens every two years. So Russian Sambo, Judo, wrestling, Jiu-Jitsu,
right? Everything comes together and you see who's the strongest grappler in all the different
arts. He is known by many as the greatest pound-for-pound
grappler to ever live.
Just for context, Marcelo is one of my dearest friends.
We own a school together in New York.
We trained together for a very, very long time.
He and his, he's in an amazing moment right now.
He and his wife, Tachi, who's also one of my dearest friends
had a terrible tragedy years
ago.
They lost a baby.
And just devastating period.
And then Marcelo had cancer.
He had stomach cancer.
He had surgery, eight rounds of chemotherapy.
He hasn't competed in 13 years, and he's actually competing tomorrow for the first time in,
I think it's 13 years, in Bangkok.
It was going to be in Denver and I was going to fly there between the Lakers and the MAVS
games but it's in Bangkok so I can't get there.
But he's weighed in, he's doing great, he's feeling awesome.
So the story I'm about to tell is about this epic, beautiful human being who in many ways
created, he's the innovator that led to much of what is
modern grappling today.
So back in I think it was 2005 and 2007, this story, or maybe 2007, 2009, I think it's
2005 and 2007.
Chronology is not a strong point for me in terms of my recollection in general.
We were in a training camp.
We were training all the time.
He had this innovative repertoire.
He goes into ADCC, dominates it,
and it's a very specific repertoire, back-taking repertoire, guillotines.
Just dominates, blows the grappling world away.
For the two years that followed him winning that ADCC,
the entire grappling world was studying what he had just done.
Or a lot of the grappling world was studying what he had just done. Or a lot of the grappling world was studying what he just done and learning
grip recreated.
It was so beautiful, innovative, powerful, playing up weight classes.
Just unbelievable.
I was on the mats with Marcelo the next day, the Monday after he fought Sunday.
I also want to say Marcelo never, I never, in all the years I had of training
with Marcelo, I never saw him miss a Monday training after winning a major competition on Sunday.
Wow.
Everyone takes time off.
I never saw him miss a Monday.
You talk about dynamic quality and humility and a way of life, right?
The Monday he was on the mats, he shed the entire repertoire.
So we just won the world championship.
Everyone spent the next two years chasing his quality, which was dynamic, they turned it static.
He shed the whole repertoire and created
a whole new repertoire.
And he was playing this Omoplata game,
which he then went on the next two years later
and won again with this brand new thing.
Just shedding the snake skin or shedding the old shell.
It's such a beautiful example of pushing one's limits
as a way of life, not being stuck in old mental models,
right, breaking new ground as a way of life,
dynamic quality, that's what it takes.
And so hard for people to do.
I mean, I think about Michael Jordan and the fact that
he wanted to be a pro baseball player.
So he had a brief stint at that and it was underwhelming,
certainly compared to his basketball career.
But of course his basketball career was, you know,
so spectacular that, you know that the expectation wasn't there.
But nonetheless, it's so rare to find people
that are super successful repeatedly within domain,
let alone across domains.
It's just-
Yeah.
Richard Feynman, yeah, he could paint a little bit
and draw a little bit, but I don't know.
I've seen those pictures of the roosters.
They're kind of first year art school.
So it's cool.
Cool, you learn to draw and paint, but if his name
wasn't on them, no one would care.
Well, Jordan had just an incredible competitive drive.
Incredible competitive drive.
And it's very hard to replicate success in an art, Just an incredible competitive drive. Incredible competitive drive. And like the amount of, like,
it's very hard to replicate success in an art
because one shouldn't replicate.
One should drive to re-create, to rediscover, right?
It's like a re-creation of something new, not old, right?
I think the impulse once one wins
is to do what one did before.
But the world changes.
Like one of the gifts the Celtics have this year
is that everyone is targeting us.
Right, because we're the champions.
Like we won it last year.
So everyone brings like an extra 30% every night,
every team.
And the NBA is stacked with brilliant athletes.
Even the lower level teams from the outside in
are filled with amazing athletes who,
if you're the game of the week or the month for them,
they bring it all.
So all of our weaknesses are being exposed,
which is what we want, right?
And so you have, there's growing pains,
you work through it all.
And so the good thing about the competitive,
truth-telling world is that our competitors,
our rivals help force us to take our shit on.
Which makes it very hard to sit in static quality unless we're happy with mediocrity.
The Celtics have, you know, one of the most, Joe Mazzullo is the head coach of the Boston Celtics and he's one of, he and I are dear friends and for the last two and a half years or so we've been
thought partners and brothers in this journey. And I've never seen anyone in my life better at turning
weaknesses into strengths than Joe, which is a huge statement because I spent my life with
these all-in performers. Not taking weaknesses and like making them less weak or like leveling them
out, but turning like an area of core weakness into a core power zone. That's a superpower and
that's something that Joe
trains harder than anybody else and he leads by example and he leads with vulnerability
and there's something he embodies dynamic quality and that's really special and that's something I
have unbelievable respect for and you look at Joe now like Joe just has learned to just thrive in
pain and discomfort in his limits,
in living at his limits.
And that's like the leadership,
which I think will lead to beautiful things.
So I feel like there are at least three components
to what you're describing.
One is that, you know, maybe in this pre-conscious phase,
people are thinking about what they have to gain
from this process that they're in
and the process is natural,
at least to the extent that they're motivated to do it.
It comes from some source.
This seems to be the stage and the thing
that Rick Rubin is trying to tap into
in the artists that he works with,
whether or not they're established or new,
is that it's the identification of that
pre-conscious energy,
which is so pure and so beautiful by definition.
As opposed to the second thing, which is when people have something to lose,
they went from poverty to having a really nice home, they bought their mama home,
their love in this life, they don't want to lose it. They don't want to go back to where they were
before, even though where they were before probably played a key role in that pre-conscious state
that allowed them to get to that next level.
Versus something to protect.
And trying to not lose everything you've got is very different than trying to protect
certain elements of what one has.
So like in terms of the Celtics, they hold the championship title now.
So they have something to lose, frankly,
they could not get it again, but it's in the record books.
So it's nuanced, right?
It's not like in a fight you can get knocked out or worse,
but you're still a champion if you were a champion once.
I mean, certain fields are like that.
Well, going back to back is an approach way of framing that.
Like going back to back is different
from protecting the title.
Right, because then the words like reigning champions,
you know, it's like, even though you're already
the reigning champion, you know,
or you think about dynasties.
Like I grew up when the 49ers were like kind of
in multiple dynasties. So it was like in the, when the 49ers were like kind of in multiple dynasties.
So it was like the Joe Montana era and the Steve Young era.
And like, you know, like these dynasties
where they were just considered such an important team
overall because of how long they were able
to do what they did.
The Bulls, right?
You know, so Tiger Woods, right?
And there seems to be a kind of obsession with this process,
at least in the United States,
where we love to see the rise of somebody from, you know,
a nominee to fame or rags to riches.
And then, but there also seems to be this kind of obsession
with their fall, their demise, and then coming back again.
And I think the most, you know, prominent example of this
in my mind is Mike Tyson, whose life is like,
as a friend described it as almost Shakespearean
and the way that he came from nothing
then youngest heavyweight champion,
then all these issues, legal and financial,
then back again, and now he seems to be in kind of,
he's at least of a level of status
where he can wear his own shirt
and no one thinks it's weird, it actually looks cool.
He's probably the only guy who can wear his own shirt and no one thinks it's weird. It actually looks cool.
He's probably the only guy who can wear a shirt with his own name on it and it just
seems right.
He earned that one.
I think ironically it was the hangover.
It was him pretending to have an act as an actor that brought him back as a lovable character.
It's kind of interesting. Like he seems to now be on the Mount Rushmore of famous American athletes who, you know,
like I only wish the best for him, but whatever happens next, like that, that he, that it
cemented, his legacy is cemented.
At some point people's legacy is cemented.
And I wonder how that feels too.
So maybe we could talk about these different stages of the of the sine wave that hopefully is upward and drifting right.
One of the things that's very difficult in modern society
and in the life of a professional athlete or team
in modern society is that, you know,
you think about NBA players.
They're always being interviewed by the media.
And the media is always trying to drum up drama.
And always trying to ask, the media always asks the question
that is exactly what the performance psychologist of the player would not want the player to think about.
So for example, they might ask something about like,
how do you feel knowing the expectations of you are so large you can never live up to them?
Or is it shameful?
Do you feel ashamed about your performance now
because of the expectations on you?
The questions like that will be framed.
Or your wife is eight months pregnant.
How do you feel being 5,000 miles away right now?
That would be pretty benign, right?
Yeah, it's like, thanks.
Right, there's something, because you want a player
to be liberated from self-consciousness.
You don't want a player to be playing with an awareness
or a fixation on external expectations or the external I.
One, like I remember the feeling in my chess life
when I transitioned from losing myself in thought
to thinking about how I looked thinking to the cameras
or the groupies or whatever on the outside.
Like wildly different mindsets as a chess player, right?
And so you have all these pressures
that are trying to pull you out of an ideal performance state.
And so one needs to learn, develop thick skin
or a way of integrating it or be playful with it.
And I really believe in embracing adversity.
We have this theme of hunting adversity on the team,
which is like these things that could be seen as detrimental or problems or things that could get in the way of our liberation.
We welcome them, like cold water. Getting in cold water every day is a very important, I think it's a beautiful opportunity to train it so much.
But we don't want to get in cold water gritting our teeth and hating it. No, we want to love the fact that we're about to suffer
in that cold water.
I've been cold plunging for many, many years,
maybe 15 years.
And it's not like when you get into 34 degree water,
even if you've been training for a very long time,
you're thrilled about this five minute
or 10 minute plunge you're about to do.
The most consistent stimulus for adrenaline release
and noradrenaline release in the brain
that is safe if done properly.
Right.
And you never really habituate.
I maybe would just really quickly double click
on this thing of cold plunging.
I don't go for time.
I think only in terms of walls of adrenaline.
So some days like just getting in the thing is a big wall.
I think of it just for lack of a better word as a wall.
On a hot day, I'm happy to get into the cold plunge.
But then what I think is so valuable about cold plunging
is that if you start to focus on what neuroscientists
call interoception, everything,
our perception of everything from our skin inward,
you can start to feel the deployment of adrenaline
in your body, or at least its effects.
And you can say, here's another wall of adrenaline.
You watch your frame rate go up,
the impulse to stay still because as you move,
you break up that thermal layer, gets even colder.
But then you also want to get out.
And then that wall passes.
And then you start to notice that the distance
between the walls changes.
And then playing with that in one's mind as when I distract myself, the walls come suddenly
or when I'm focused on the walls, they seem like big swells as opposed to when I relax
myself, they seem like just like more sharp peaks.
Learning that those dynamics of how adrenaline impacts us cognitively and frame rate and
all that I think is an immensely valuable practice.
And I can't think of anything else, not sprinting, not lifting weights, you know, not real life
arguments because that can be destructive.
I can't think of any other kind of venue for exploring one's ability to work through
stress and tension than the cold plunge.
I agree. I have this principle I call living on the other side of pain. And I think that
pain, mental discomfort, physical discomfort, or confronting some issue one doesn't want
to think about, or taking on one's bias pattern, or if you're, let's say, a professional decision
maker taking on what the network of your cognitive biases
tends to lead to.
Like these are all forms of pain, right?
I think the cold water training is such an exquisite way
to practice living on the other side of pain
in a way that is thematically resonant.
And you can train at that, doing that physical practice
can liberate you in your mental arenas
to take on shit you don't want to take on.
One thing I've found is that when you're training peak performers,
there can be the impulse to go right at their weakness
in the place they're making the error. But
it's usually much less potent to do it that way
because they're well calloused over in that area. So if you're like a poker player who has
some control issue, right?
It's, you could like take on the control issue in poker,
but they're so brilliant at poker,
like they've built callouses around it,
they've built ways of dealing with it,
and they're able to play at a high level despite,
but like, but they're probably very controlling at home
as well with their, with their spouse or their kids
or whatever.
And if you take on the control issues in places
that are much less developed,
it'll be much easier to take it on
because it's less calloused
and it will be massively liberating in their poker game.
So I often, like this is this idea of interconnectedness
and thematic interconnectedness.
I'll identify a theme someone needs to work with,
but then we'll practice that theme
in other areas of their life.
And then you could have core habits
which manifest that theme.
And then there comes this amazing moment
where the theme just becomes like internalized
because one practices it in things that are away
from where it manifests professionally.
And then it just releases.
And then all the manifestations of that theme
just become your way of life.
So for example, like if one wants to take on
one's resistance to discomfort, to pain,
to pushing one's limits, right?
One can practice things like cold plunging, like cardiovascular interval training, like
other things, like withholding orgasm, whatever.
You can have ways of practicing the theme that are completely separate from where it's
manifesting or hindering you in your professional life,
where you're probably very good at dealing with it,
and then the unlock will just happen,
and you'll be liberated from it.
Right, this is one of the most powerful ways
that I've found to train.
I also find cold plunging is just unbelievable
for sleep quality, for, I do contrast training now,
and I agree with you, like I've spent a lot,
for years I was doing like really long, cold, 36 degree water
for 11 or 12 minutes.
And I pushed myself really hard.
And man, 11 minutes is so different from nine minutes.
Different world.
And now I found that I have a practice of I'll
do three to four rounds of 42 to 44 degrees between that and the sauna and I find I'll do like one longer plunge a week
But like in daily practice, I don't feel the urge to do very long
Breath-holds or very long cold plunges. I don't necessarily
Yeah, same. I'll do cold plunge for one to three minutes. Yeah, and I love
Contrast with heat. Oh,. And I'm very heat tolerant.
I love, love, love the sauna.
I don't love the cold,
but I love the long arc of dopamine
that comes after the cold.
I always say no one really enjoys being in the thing.
You feel 10 times as good.
Is there a better sleep hack?
I'm asking you, because you know this stuff.
Well, there are supplements that could support sleep
and that kind of thing.
And people learning how to deliberately relax their body
can help with transition to sleep and back to sleep.
But one core principle that I haven't really talked about
in the podcast is that if you,
the more adrenaline,
nor epinephrine, nor adrenaline,
and dopamine that you experience early in the day,
as well as cortisol from bright light, exercise,
caffeine, and cold,
the better you're going to sleep at night.
It also sets your circadian rhythm around
kind of like a big set of arousal promoting stimuli
early in the day and then, you know,
last third of your day, you're very parasympathetic
for lack of a better way to put it.
And that eases the transition to sleep.
I mean, you know, dimming the lights, parasympathetic,
bright lights increases the amount of cortisol
with your morning cortisol pulse by 50%, five zero,
which is great.
Keeps you less susceptible to infection all day,
these kinds of things.
And we're meant to be in oscillation,
obviously across the 24 hour cycle, but even within the day.
It's a little bit tougher when people have evening activities
or you put, like last night,
I was watching these guys play
a hard game of basketball at eight to 10 PM.
That's a lot of late night work.
So-
And we're on the West Coast,
you can think what time that is, East Coast time.
Right, right.
So is there a better sleep stack?
Not really.
I mean, and if you want to increase your rapid eye movement
sleep non-pharmacologically,
I would say meaning not exogenous pharmacology.
Yeah, the cold plunge in the morning,
early part of the day.
For evening, anything that moves blood out to your periphery,
so sauna, hot shower, that sort of thing
is going to drop your core body temperature
when you get out, right?
It's a little paradoxical to people,
but you warm up to then cool off
at the level of core body temperature and it'll ease the transition to sleep. Yeah, it's a little paradoxical to people, but you know, you warm up to then cool off at the level of core body
temperature and it'll ease the transition to sleep.
Yeah, it's a wonderful practice.
And people who pick at cold plunging, they're like,
well, it blocks hypertrophy.
Okay, yeah, okay, that's true.
So in the six hours after you're trying to get your,
you know, a little more peak on your biceps or something,
it's going to block that.
But most people have not experienced control over their
physiology at the level that comes
from doing consistent cold plunging in the early part of the day, warming up and becoming
more parasympathetic later in the day.
They start to feel a level of control over their mood and energy that's so striking with
basically zero cost.
Yeah, I agree.
Yeah.
Sorry to riff on that, but people will probably wonder about specifics.
I want to make sure that we talk about two things
and you can decide which one to talk about first.
One is ego.
And then the second one is earlier you described
a set of dynamics across the day
and some concrete things about, you know,
how one picks the most important question,
like what am I working on today?
And how to kind of push that into certain portions
of the day, how long to do that,
and then how to stay out of stimulus and response
and the transition points so that you can make the most
of that work or extract the most from that work
as you head into the evening dinner with your family,
sleep and then wake up, repeat.
Which one do you think would be most valuable?
Damage go wherever you want to go, where should we go?
All right, before we get practical,
let's get a little bit more theoretical
and then get back to practical.
Ego, like the constriction is what comes to mind,
like the idea that like I want to impose my will
on something, I want a certain outcome,
and if I don't get it, it's going to hurt in some way.
There's some punishment mechanism internally,
like that might drive me to work even harder.
It's not always bad, but how do you frame ego?
And I will say that the words I am seem very important,
like when people identify as I am the champion,
I'm part of a champion team in the NBA,
I'm a Celtic, you know, I'm a player,
you know, I'm a Celtics player, clearly I'm not.
But you know, when we attach identity to ego,
that's also where it seems like
it kind of deepens the trench a bit.
But maybe it can be more relaxed
than the way I'm describing it.
How do you think about ego?
We had, so Graham Duncan, my dear friend,
joined us at the game last night.
And Graham I consider to be in the realm
of like elite mental talent,
mapping and assessment to just be in the league of his own. He's such a genius in the realm of
of just finding and
like
Like identifying people who have world-class potential in mental arenas in really quirky ways. He's a beautiful soul and
one of the the the ways he frames this in the investment space
when he's looking at high potential investors
is he doesn't want to find people
who have too specific an identity in the way
that they relate to what they do, to make money,
to invest, to whatever.
Because there's something static in I am a X, Y, or Z.
Versus I am something more broad,
which leads to one's relationship to dynamic quality,
to rediscovery, to changing as the world changes, right?
I think that this relates a little bit
to what I was describing in terms of learning chess locally
versus learning chess in a way that connects to all of life, which is so dynamic.
I spent many years studying Ayamakabuddha's philosophy, and so I come from both a Western
and Eastern perspective when I think about the question of ego.
And I think that one of the things that happens in the West when we talk about East Asian
philosophy is that we oversimplify it, and we create, we kind of polarize things.
And I think, so it's easy to, people talk so quickly about being egoless, right?
Or say someone is low ego.
And when they say they're low ego, they don't actually mean that they're low ego.
They mean that they have a sound egoic structure.
Like they're not insecure.
If they say they're low ego, they're usually saying that they are, they're not in, like if they say they're low ego, they're usually saying that they are,
they're not expressing insecurity all the time.
Which means that it's not that they have a low ego,
it's that their ego is not fundamentally,
like it's not a rupture in the structure
that's leaking all the time.
So the way I relate to ego from like a competitive perspective or from a like
artistic perspective or a self-cultivation perspective is that I
relate to it around dynamic versus static, constant exploration as opposed
to being stuck in how one relates to old patterns. I relate to understanding the emptiness of our egoic dynamics, understanding
the non-absolute nature of our ego, the relational nature of things, the interconnectedness and
the interdependence of all things. I think it's so easy to have an identity which we
think is like, I am this, but we're not this. This doesn't exist out of relation to that,
and that doesn't relate in relation to this other thing.
So understanding the chain of relationality,
and then how our ego manifests in all of that.
So having the ability to both dissolve one's relationship
to static egoic dynamics, but also having a sense of identity,
and having a sense of what one's self-expression is.
There is this thing about will.
When you're competing, you can feel when someone has an unbreakable will.
When you're matching up against somebody and they're wishy-washy, you can just blow
through them.
But when their will is just like...
I'll never forget Marcelo Garcia against Colisans in
a big world championship match.
Colisans was wrist locking everybody and Marcelo put his hand right into the wrist lock and
looked into his eyes.
He's like, try it.
He just put his hand into it.
And you can break someone by being unbreakable.
You can see a lot of fights where somebody tries to submit someone and someone is unsubmitted
and the person who has the huge advantage gets broken because they realize, holy shit,
this guy is unbreakable and so they become broken.
Right?
So there's having the ability to have that like – when you touch a fighter, like fighters
all rub up against each other.
You learn a lot like feeling someone.
So if you meet like fighters that hug, they'll give each hug. You learn so much on the touch, you know? And like,
you can feel when someone is brittle. You touch them, you can feel how much contact
they've taken, how much they've been hit, how much they've absorbed, how much they've
been abused, how much they've received. And you can feel where their energy stops.
You can feel if there's like just static things
in them, and then you can also feel when the earth is moving inside of them, when it's
just like this molten energy, it's just moving in them.
And when you feel a body that like it just can envelop you, and it can be a mountain,
or it can be like water.
So I relate to ego in that you want to be able to be like water and be like a mountain.
I've never answered that question before.
I just riffed on that.
But that's like the essence of how we relate to it.
I mean, and as I walked in here to take a seat at my chair,
I got a good heart slap on the back from you.
And I was wondering if you were testing me.
I thought you last night too.
I won't ask what your read on my ego was,
but I felt it as a slap of camaraderie, like
let's do this.
It felt great.
And I was also thinking about my good friend Lex Friedman, who is a black belt in Brazilian
jiu-jitsu and a very intense guy who wears his heart on his sleeve publicly.
And people sometimes will take shots at him for that, which really upsets me.
I really respect Lex.
I think what he does is awesome.
I love his podcast.
He's brilliant.
And the way he, in really prickly issues,
has got people on both sides of things
and welcomes everyone in and has dialogue.
I have a huge amount of respect
for how Lex handles himself in the public world.
Yeah, you guys would have a fun conversation.
He's going to be jealous
that we got a chance to sit down here.
But, you know, Lex is at home and with his friends
exactly how he appears to be.
Like all that intense self-torture around what to do
and how to frame something, who to talk to,
how to talk to them.
And that's the world he lives in.
And, but in terms of his physicality, like I think it's hard to understand to how to talk to them and that's the world he lives in.
But in terms of his physicality, I think it's hard to understand just how—he's like
dense like dark matter.
I think a lot of guys that roll a jujitsu, you shake their hands and there's a solidity
there that's very different than just muscle.
It's like people that are just like,
they're used to being up against bodies apparently.
So it's an experience.
These are subtle things, but clearly they matter.
And as you've pointed out,
one brings them to their professional life.
You bring it to friendships.
I can't think of,
I have many super quote unquote solid friends,
but Lex is among the most solid of them.
He's just his presence.
He has a courageousness with which he,
in my observation from afar,
comports himself in the world
that I have a lot of respect for.
And Rick Rubin, we both know Rick
and people know Rick as this bearded icon of creativity
and he is indeed that.
The fluidity that he moves through life with is just,
it's like, it's astonishing.
I've spent a lot of time with him
and I don't want to like get into my observations of Rick,
the Rickisms, if you will,
but it's astonishing how much attention and he puts into creating this thing
that we're talking about space,
like getting out of stimulus and response.
I don't think he'd mind me sharing this.
It's not uncommon for me to like go over,
to hang out with him and he'll just say like,
hey, like before we like talk,
you want to just like do this meditation?
We'll just like sit there and meditate.
And you quickly go into a mindset of like,
oh my goodness, like this is like a thing.
And then, but like, nope, you just get into being present.
And then, I don't know, then you hang out
and you talk about, if you're us, you know, the Ramones.
Cause we both love the Ramones.
Yeah.
So I love the way you frame ego.
I think that that's very helpful
because a physical embodiment of something
that is largely psychological to most people,
at least the concept, is very helpful.
Do you ever just as a practice,
just look at how people walk or how they interact?
Oh yeah.
I mean, of course, that's my way of life.
I mean, it's funny, as a chess player even, I used to study people off the board all the
time.
I'd watch them...
I remember you used to play these tournaments in Bermuda, and once a year, an invitational
high-level tournament, and then you'd watch someone walking and they'd get caught in the
rain.
And watching someone in the rain, you learn so much. Would they just stand and
embrace it? Or would they put something over their head and run away? What would they do?
And in general, if someone has a negative relation to the rain, they're usually pretty
controlling and then you have a feel for how to handle them on the board, create chaos on the
board. Just mix it up, make it uncontrollable. Or if someone is like full
free spirit in the rain like me, like maybe you want to make the game like a little bit
more quiet, conservative, like strategic, not so chaotic, like where one has to find
exact precise solutions in specific kinds of positions where like you can't improvise,
you're not finding hidden harmonies in chaos. You're finding specific thing, right?
Control and reign.
And then the fight game, man,
you're watching people all the time.
I mean, you watch fighters watching one another.
You see a lot.
Feeling one other, watching one other.
And I love watching people away from what they do
because all those themes are much more visible than when they're from what they do. Because all those themes are much more visible
than in when they're doing what they do.
What about in non-competitive endeavors
like ballet, opera, music,
where certainly it's competitive in that,
you're competing for people's attention, time and money,
but it's not direct competition.
Do you spend time working with pre-performers
in these domains where, you know,
like just I heard from someone recently who she said,
you know, I'm a good dancer, but then I went to New York
and I discovered that I'm not such a good dancer.
Like the level of who gets to actually dance
in some of the premier venues there
is like so unbelievably high that,
and by the way, that shouldn't discourage anyone,
that should encourage people, show them what's possible.
Do you work with people like that
or is it usually competitive arenas?
I've utilized competitive fields as beautiful laboratories
for refining my relationship to the training process
because of how relentlessly truth-telling they are.
But I also come from a family of artists. My grandmother was a brilliant
abstract expressionist painter and sculptor. Stella Wateskin, amazing woman.
She was in the, she was good friends with Hans Hoffman and Koenig and Jackson
Pollock. I mean that was her crowd. She was part of the, like the early beat
generation back in the day. And I come from a family of artists. And yeah, I mean, one of the, you know, a lot of what I'm thinking about in recent years
is how to channel my life's work into making the biggest positive impact possible in the
world.
And I'm really worried in this moment around what's happening in human consciousness,
the depths of distraction.
How can we enhance the human ability
to make decisions in an increasingly complex world
where there's so much misinformation?
And also, how can we take on humanity's biggest challenges?
And so for example, one of the projects
that I'm really excited about that I've
been working on for the last couple years is called Lila Science. And so, for example, one of the projects that I'm really excited about that I've been working
on for the last couple of years is called Lila Science.
And these aren't competitors, these are scientists.
And we're essentially, we've, so I was sitting with this question for two or three years,
like, who should I partner with to try to take on humanity's biggest challenges. And I met this guy.
He ended up renting Graham's house, who we were at the game
with yesterday, next door to mine in Costa Rica.
And his name is Jeff von Monson.
And Jeff is just a brilliant scientific visionary and
creator.
And we ended up having three weeks of dialogue. And I
incidentally like invested one of his companies years before, which was
interesting. But we had like this incredible three weeks of dialogue while
he was standing next door. And then we looked at each other and realized we
should be teaming up. And we've and I've also been very close to and observing
the world of artificial intelligence for a long time,
partially because Demis Hassabis was a childhood friend of mine.
We grew up playing chess together from when we were like 11 years old.
And so I've observed his journey.
And I think that it is very interesting in chess,
like the seat that I had watching the impact on chess of first computers, increasingly
powerful machines, and then artificial intelligence was fascinating.
Because if you imagine what it's like to see one's life's work be overcome in three
hours of experimentation, like what AlphaZero did, just breathtaking.
And to give some perspective on things,
there's an ELO system in chess, right?
There's a ranking system.
The highest rated chess players in the world,
human chess players are rated, you know,
from Garry Kasparov, Magnus Carlsen, Bobby Fisher.
All the world champions are rated somewhere
in the 2800 to 2900 level, right, ELO.
The strongest AI engines now are north of 3800 ELO. And just for context
of how wild that gap is, when I was eight years old, my rating was 1800. Right? So the
gap between me at eight, which is like I was ridiculous, and the world champion, human,
is the same gap as the world champion and the strongest AI engines in the world. And
so like, it's very hard for humans to conceive of being the ants, right, relative
to the humans.
We are the ants now in terms of – or we soon will be, what is possible.
And I think that that could be channeled for the good or it could be channeled for the
bad and the question – what are the motivations of the people who are really driving these
companies?
So I've been thinking for a long time about how to combine – like what's the light
side of the force of the artificial intelligence world?
And what Jeff and I and a dear friend, Chris Fussell, who is a brilliant man who – he
wrote Team of Teams and One Mission.
He was an elite Navy SEAL and then he ended up running Joint Special Operations Command,
JSOC with Stan McChrystal.
Then he was president of the McChrystal Group, and now he's president of Lila Science.
Jeff Chris and I and a brilliant man named Jack Millwood,
who's the chief cultural officer, have been teaming up.
And I brought together this tribe
of a few different brilliant friends who were part of this.
And it's basically taking cutting edge science
and taking cutting edge AI, bring them together
to create scientific super intelligence focused on, and we're creating these AI science factories
where the entire scientific process can be replicated, can be driven nonstop.
The way AlphaZero was driving nonstop iteration in the chess world, what if this is happening
in the scientific process from-
So pose a hypothesis.
Study-
Isolate variables, test hypothesis,
feedback to hypothesis, confirm or deny hypothesis,
and just...
And experimental design and experimental execution,
and then study of experimental results,
and study of the entire scientific literature.
And imagine all of that happening with robotics,
with 3,800 ELO rated scientists, AI scientists scientists and then millions of them networked and
Now if you have this from my perspective the most important thing is the safety right and I think that a lot of these AI companies
Aren't prioritizing safety first we are and I think for me
It's been a really important thing thinking about this because I've been sitting with this question for a lot of years
Like in order to do something like this you have to trust that the people who are driving it,
if they have max temptation,
but something could be, like the Manhattan Project,
could be potentially negative for humanity,
that they would not push the button,
they would lead to the satisfaction of all their dreams
if it would be taking an existential risk for humanity.
And this team, I really believe in that way.
And so, like, what's most exciting to me about this is the material science side. I mean, the life science is
we could, you know, the eradication of disease, it's unbelievable what could happen, I think
will be blown away by what happens in the coming years. But the material science, part
of it, for me personally, is what matters most because I really don't think it matters
if humans are all living for 150, 200 years if we have no climate to live on.
Right.
And the material innovations that could be emerging
in the coming years to take on the climate crisis
are breathtaking.
So it's a project I'm deeply involved in
and it has nothing to do with competition.
I mean, I guess everything is competitive
from one perspective,
but this is about driving discovery, driving innovation.
I love it.
It also reflects your clearly repeating pattern
of being willing to segment your life
into different goals and different pursuits,
applying what you've learned previously,
learning new things and incorporating those.
It brings me back to two things that we touched on earlier.
One, that if we don't close the hatch on,
we're going to get it from the listeners,
which is this paper that we both read.
I just wanna, or took a look at.
Before the paper, let me just say one important thing.
To me, what you just said really hits home.
But I think while one is taking on
all these different things, for me personally,
it's important to always be in the fire.
I need to be training myself.
What I'm doing on the ocean every day day in my own training like the thing that drives
Me crazy are armchair quarterbacks or what Robert Persig used to call?
Philosophologists right?
Which are like or like the literary critics first the writer or the
Philosophologist first the philosopher or the armchair quarterback versus the quarterback so for me like my way of life like I just don't know
It's hard for me to believe in anybody in these things who isn't putting themselves
on the line as a way of life.
So like, my own ocean training and my own competitive training and like being immersed
in the truth-telling nature of the competitive world is something that I feel is really like...
We never have the truth nailed.
We're never liberated from our egoic dynamics.
We're always susceptible to becoming static.
That's, I've really come to feel that.
And I don't believe, so like,
it's a big value system for me.
And the daily physical interactions with the ocean,
with fear, with uncertainty,
with just variables that you can't control
and trying to identify what are the variables
I can control in this context and work with those
to try and tease out new learning.
Running those algorithms every day seems absolutely essential.
There's nothing like the ocean to expose
any little micro inkling of like the illusion of control
because you cannot control the ocean.
You can't overcome the ocean.
The ocean is going to kick your ass.
So you need to blend with her and receive her and honor her.
Yeah, like that's where I do my inner work out there.
Okay, your study, go ahead and do it.
Well, so it's not my study, but this paper that I sent you,
I think is really interesting.
It's a paper published in the journal Neuron,
very fine journal, excellent paper.
We'll post a link to it, but has many interesting features
about, it's really about the study of surprise
and the dopamine system, but they use
as the experimental context,
people watching a game of basketball,
and they observe that the reset on sort of the interval timer
of is essentially said anytime there's been a reversal
of which team has the ball.
So a drive down court, you know,
by one team than the other team.
And you know, if there's a rebound
and then it switches direction,
whatever, might not switch direction.
I mean, basketball provides the perfect dynamic
to study this while people are being – while
there's some detection of brain activity going on.
One of I think the most interesting questions about this paper and implications are that
just as we can set the aperture of our vision or the frame rate of how well we're clocking
time, how finely we're clocking time or how coarsely we're clocking time.
There's this big question,
which is kind of a philosophical question really,
which is how do we segment time in our life?
Earlier you mentioned that one of the major
kind of timestamps, if you will, is a bad event.
Like, oh shit, like the things went completely differently
than I would have preferred them to.
Could be the death of another,
could be the death of a dream,
could be a setback, a reason, whatever,
that it marks time.
And we just had these fires.
I mean, LA will be before and after the fires of 2025.
You know, I remember early in 2020, Kobe Bryant dying.
Right, so these things, I remember the Challenger explosion.
Like negative events, you know, occupy a certain place
in our memory more easily than positive events,
but no one will forget the birth of their first child,
or hopefully their second child too,
if they had a second child, or their wedding day, right?
These things segment time.
You seem to be able to segment your life
into a series of pursuits where you cut ties
with the practice of something like chess
and you take what you learned and move it forward
into what seems to be a very different lifestyle
and way of being.
I think one of the major challenges for a lot of people
it seems is how to thread the different elements
of their life forward in a way that feels contiguous.
And I think it's probably true that most people
would prefer to not have major losses be necessary
in order to segment their life in the most
fulfilling way.
So how do you think about the segmentation of time and maybe we'll run this backward
from the scale of your lifetime.
We don't know how long you'll live, but hopefully a long time.
That's assumed by way of standard genetics somewhere in the neighborhood of between 90
and 110 if you take good care of yourself, which you seem to.
Sounds good.
Okay.
And then let's compare that to how one structures a day
and that will allow us to bring us back
to what you talked about before
with this most important question dynamic and focus
and replenishing and dynamic
between conscious and unconscious mind.
So when you think about your life, you're 48 years old?
Yeah. Okay, I'm 49.
So we're more or less the same point,
looking backward anyway.
Our lives are very different, but same age, roughly.
If you think you're going to live to be about 100,
how are you thinking about your timeframe?
Are you thinking, okay, here's what I'm going to do
for the next five years, 10, I'll allow whatever's happening
in my life to dictate what I do next.
I mean, how are you running this analysis?
That's an awesome question.
I mean, so we have to, we're basically taking all
of the macro and all the micro,
and we're going to boil it down right here.
That's beautiful.
on all the micro and we're going to boil it down right here. That's beautiful.
That was a very expansive, elegant question.
I think the true answer is interesting.
I find this distinction between how,
like when I think about a question like that, between
how I actually relate to the question and how I might deconstruct how I actually rate
the question to make it relatable.
But is the deconstructed version actually true to how I really relate to the question?
Right?
Because accurate deconstruction is so nuanced and difficult.
So how I experientially relate to that question is that I want to live my life with just relentless
truth to myself, with authenticity, with love, with receptivity.
I want to deepen my connection to what I'm doing,
the arts I'm practicing in specifically,
and in utilize and tapping into my relationship to the universe
through the artistic exploration.
I have not planned out the next 10, 20, 40, 50, 60 years.
I do have a long time horizon on how I think about plans and developments and projects I'm working on.
But it's like this fusion of the cultivation of full presence right now and playing the long game.
But I'm not clear on where the long game is going.
One of my dear friends, Boyd Vardy.
You know Boyd?
I know of him and I'm a huge admirer of his work.
Oh, you should have him on.
He's awesome.
He's a beautiful, or you should go to South Africa
and go on a live track with him.
Oh, sorry, I didn't mean to.
Yeah, so he's an awesome.
I've been connected to him through Martha Beck,
a previous guest on this podcast,
and they're good friends. They've spent a lot of times in... A lot of time in
Londolozi together, and I'd love to get Boyd Vardy on here.
He's a beautiful soul. He's a real brother. He's a kindred spirit. Like every once in
a while, you run into someone, you're like... In his book, Lion Tracker's Guide to Life, he has this gorgeous quote, which is the words
of a master tracker, Reneas.
I have no idea where I'm going, but I know exactly how to get there.
When I read those words, they resonated very deeply in my soul.
I think those words are really good.
I would take out the exactly. I don't know anything exactly. So I don't know where I'm
going, but I have a really beautiful sense that I'm, I'm tracking my way there.
You've got a process that seems to work very well, at least up until this point, there's
no reason to think it wouldn't work well, especially given that you said not exactly,
leaving that openness to changes in our biology,
life events in and for people around us.
I have a big part of me and it's a strength and a weakness.
And I think a lot when I meet people,
I think a lot about the entanglement of their brilliance
and their eccentricity,
or their genius and their dysfunction.
And when you're working with peak performers, you need to understand it.
And its entanglement is often very, very complex.
And people can think, oh, I can make this person more efficient by just removing this.
But that will be connected to their genius.
And you'll be like cutting some of it away.
Right.
And so when you're working with like crazy, brilliant, and anyone who's really a virtuoso
is has some craziness built into what they're doing. And the entanglement of their brilliance and their dysfunction
is so complex and nuanced.
And one should be very careful to not do anything
until one understands that entanglement with huge nuance.
And so the art of coaching people of that nature is like 99.9% listening,
observing, not doing.
And one of the biggest mistakes that coaches make is doing,
doing too much,
because they need to show that they're valuable, right?
And so I think a lot about,
like we need to really understand
the nature of that entanglement.
And in me, that entanglement's complex.
And I have a profound allergy to being untrue to myself.
Why? Well, I think a big allergy to being untrue to myself.
Why? Well, I think a big part of the reason is that period
when I was 15, 16, 17, 18 years old that I described
where I got pulled into this externalized thing
from the film and the public scrutiny
when I wasn't ready for it and being urged
and not having the maturity to resist it
because that's ultimately on me,
to take on chess outside of my self-expression.
Like, what would Karpov do here?
What would Josh do here?
And I didn't have the understanding
of learning Karpov through Kasparov, right?
And so I moved into, like, my first love
was taken away from me, or I allowed myself
to have it taken away from me,
which is how I'd actually frame it.
And it was made static and stale and corrupted
and externalized.
And there's so much existential heartbreak in me
about the loss of that first love
that I have the gift of being just fucking allergic
to being untrue to myself.
And so that's part of how I track through life,
is if I don't love someone, I don't work with them,
no matter what the temptation is.
If something feels untrue to me, I don't do it.
Now sometimes we have to sit in the unknowing for a while,
and something can be off for a while, right?
It's like there's peaks and valleys of everything, right?
And we're so in the learning process, right?
We can have long plateaus.
Like when I stopped playing chess, I felt like I'd lost the love, but I sat for two
years with the question to be clear on whether I was in a plateau of the love or if I'd
lost the love.
And then I gained clarity, no, no, you've lost the love.
And then I was done.
Never played again. Never played a chess game again. So that factored in. Like I have this
– it's so interesting how our – like some of the – like our most powerful guiding principles or voices in us
can come from our deepest wounds, right?
They absolutely do.
I mean, I think it's a, because I think, you know,
this concept of energy is a complicated one
and there's no clear definition anyway,
but when I think about energy,
I don't think about caloric energy,
I think of neural energy.
And I think about certain neural circuits like that.
Like if you, like I love the feeling of excitement
and tension that then is funneled into a specific activity
that then yields some new vista repeat.
You know, it's just that's science and that's learning.
The day I realized that I'll never, you know,
saturate all the knowledge that I could gather,
organize and disseminate through the podcast,
I was like, F yes.
Like that's just great because there's,
but I realized also that thing
we can saturate ourselves internally.
We can drive ourselves to the point of no replenishment.
We can, you know, get so narrow focus.
That's why I think so much about aperture in time and space.
We can get so narrow focus that we end up like a gopher
that dug our way into a desert.
And then we're like,
or you're just far from your family or far from home,
because you just dig, dig, dig, dig, dig.
So I think, what is it?
Like eagle vision.
I think that the diving birds are probably the ultimate
in terms of having panoramic vision.
Do you notice they have a horizon viewing density of cells
so they can view the horizon
and they have a pupil to view the fish
so that they can dive and grab the fish
despite the refraction of light under the water
because the fish isn't actually where they see it.
When people say ego vision versus, you know,
like predator vision up close or something.
The cormorants, like the diving birds.
Those birds, yeah.
Yeah, so they're flying and they're tracking the horizon
and they're also tracking things
right below them simultaneously.
That to me is the ultimate state to try and achieve
in terms of space and time tracking.
That's a beautiful metaphor.
And they have to also adjust for, right, the refractory.
If you've tried like archery from above water, underwater,
which I used to paddleboard while playing with a,
while spearfishing above water with a bow,
that refraction is hard to calculate.
Yeah, diving sea birds are the ones that really just-
I'm going to do it.
They're the ultimate.
I'm going to do a study there.
I want to learn about them.
Okay, great. That's beautiful.
Yeah, I can send you some literature there.
I'd love it.
The time unit of a day is what most people
can manage in their minds.
is what most people can manage in their minds.
Maybe you could return to this cycle of conscious focus,
stimulus response and getting out of that. I love the example of going to take a piss
because everyone does it.
I do think too many people do it holding a phone.
Yeah, oh my God.
Can't be good for a number of reasons.
Let me just walk us through that.
So do you think it's,
let me ask a series of short questions.
So when I wake up in the morning, for instance,
like many people, I'm not, I don't feel immediately alert.
I don't feel like I could just dive into writing
if writing is the most important thing I need to do that day
or I have some transition time.
Do you think that people should embrace
natural transition times on the timescale of a day
or that they should train themselves to like, you know,
bounce into effort, like go with the flow
or force oneself through the door?
Well, how I relate to that personally,
I've spent a lot of time thinking about day architecture.
I call it day architecture.
And I think there's some very systematic things we can do.
But I think like anything, they should be individualized.
I don't think that everyone should follow a certain model
because we're all very different.
You know that old book that Tim actually produced
the audio book, Daily Rituals?
Oh yeah.
Like one of the best things about Daily Rituals
is how few patterns there are through them.
It's just hilarious and brilliant.
I love that book.
We'll put a link to it.
Such a good book.
So good.
I'm so glad that Tim Ferriss, as who we're referring to,
collected all these habits of different writers
and like some of them are so quirky and crazy
and some are downright dangerous.
Well, you published the audio book of it, right? And I think I told Tim... He'll remind me. I
think I might have... I think I told Tim about that book many, many years ago when he did the
audio book. And it's so good. It's so good. And it just follows the daily routine. It breaks down
the daily routine. It's like two to three to four page chapters on like a hundred some brilliant
artists and scientists and creators.
And they're just so random.
Some are out partying all night, drugs, alcohol, caffeine.
Others are super regimented and monk like.
The range of daily architectures is so vast.
So I think we need to have like that awareness
and that sense of humor and humility about it.
And we can get systematic
and structured at the same time.
I think it's important to hold both of those.
I mean, what you just asked, I do believe
that that beautiful period when we first wake up
and that dream state is so powerful.
And I think that people, almost all people
immediately pick up their phone and start checking messages,
which just shuts down
One's awareness of what's been happening beneath the surface all night. So I think that that's a real
Lost opportunity. I remember when I was 11 years old. I read this my dad actually gave me this this Hemingway
Essay on his creative process and there's one of my favorite one of them
Sometimes there's like an insanely potent book
that's put together.
And it's, two that come to mind are Lessons of History,
which is this short compilation of Will and Ariel Durant,
two of the greatest historians who've published
tens of thousands of pages.
This is a short compilation of a handful of thematic essays.
It's only like 100 pages of all their life's work
boiled down to a few themes.
It's unbelievably potent. And Hemingway on Writing is another book of
that nature, which takes all of Hemingway's from his books, from his letters, private
letters, from his articles and essays and notebooks. Like everything is written by the
creative process and boils it into this like short book on his principles of creativity.
Just unbelievable. But before the book came out, I read this piece, the short thing he'd written about the creative
process, which was essentially he'd always leave a sentence unwritten. He'd end his workday with a
sentence like half written, so leaving with a sense of direction. And then he would let it go.
You know, he would go out drinking, he would do all the things that Hemingway did. And then he
returned to it first thing in the morning and that like unwritten sentence
would become a paragraph and a page in his mind and it would be a way to hit the ground
running. And that's what really spurred me to start creating this process in my chess
life of always ending my chess study with something left like posing my unconscious
a question, like studying the complexity and then releasing it, which later became, and
then tapping into it first thing in the morning pre-input, which later became my MIQ process.
And then I developed team-wide MIQ processes.
The teams that I work with all have versions of the MIQ that they utilize as individuals
but then as teams.
And it's an amazing way to develop a shared consciousness in a team, to have everybody
be able to tap into the question that's top of mind for every member of their team, or
for a leader to be able to be aware of what is the most important question for every
one of my scientists or my analysts or anything.
It's a really powerful way to cultivate shared consciousness and it becomes our game
tape.
Because if we're tracking our MIQs, let's say I'm studying something for three weeks
or for four weeks.
And what do I think is most, if I'm tracking the questions that I think
are most critical for that thing
and I'm deepening my analysis of it,
what I arrive at, what I think in day one
will be very different from the MIQ in day 14.
And then we can study the gap.
And then we can study the patterns of the gap, the gaps.
And this is what I call MIQ gap analysis.
So if I'm studying a chess position,
like if I play setting a chess position,
if I play a chess game against you and it's incredibly complex, and I don't quite understand this position, and then I do a deep, deep analysis of it, what I'll arrive at after 14 or 16 or 18
hours of study will be different from what I felt during the game. Now what's interesting is,
this is a cool thing about chess study, if my understanding
was here during the chess game, after like a few hours I might be like really far away
from that.
But after I've completed the study I'll usually be like very similar but deeper.
So it's often like deeper, like closer than where you were after a few hours of study
but it's like a deeper level in.
But what's the gap between that and that,
between where I was in the game,
and what are the patterns in the gaps?
And then if you think about those patterns in the gaps
through those lenses of the technical,
the thematic, and the psychological, right?
We deconstruct it in that way.
Then that becomes our game tape, right?
One of the hardest things for mental athletes
is to actually have game tape the way basketball players do
or foilers do or fighters do.
We can see the actual game tape,
we need to create our mental game tape.
So this is a way that I,
it both enhances the creative process
and creates the game tape for the training process.
And then studying the gap analysis we do
reveals what we need to focus our deliberate practice on.
This difference between physical endeavors
and cognitive endeavors, I think is so key.
Nowadays, most people are involved in cognitive endeavors
and there's so much, it's basically like being
in a glass house with windows everywhere.
I mean, social media, texting, windows,
a internet connection on the computer.
There's just so many points of entry
and where one can become distracted.
Whereas if you paddle out to ocean,
sure you could bring your phone perhaps,
but you're limited by the environment
and the need for safety of the number of things
that you can think about.
It's funny, I wore an Apple watch training a little bit
on the ocean and it was good for me
because I wanted to like align my intuition on speed with what actually
it was showing and it was good to calibrate myself.
But man, I took it off.
It's so much better being on the ocean without technology.
Like being liberated from it, tracking, yeah.
I'm learning to turn stuff off while I work.
I mean, I have had to learn to just fight things back
because when I started in science, I mean, I didn't have learn to just fight things back because when I started in science,
I mean, I didn't have a smartphone or any of that.
And yet one really has to fight nowadays
for their freedom from these interruptions.
So it's something that people really have to cultivate.
So in terms of the structure of that data,
you pose a question for the daily,
the most important question, would it be like,
let's say, I can work working on a revision of this book
that I delayed release on
because I wanted to add a bunch of things to it.
So would one say, you know, the most important question is,
you know, how do I finish this book today?
Or is there, I'm guessing it's more conceptual than that.
I think that you can, I mean,
it's a tool that one can utilize tactically
or strategically, right?
So it can be like, if you're in creative flow,
just leaving yourself with a sense of direction,
or it can actually be zooming out and thinking about like,
what is the highest order question
that I'm grappling with, right?
But I think it's like one wants to stretch for the,
if one is doing the latter,
the higher order strategic thinking,
it's like, you can think of like,
one is stretching for the question that matters most
with the same kind of intellectual or cognitive intensity
that one is experiencing, for example,
pushing yourself from like 168 to 176
in cardiovascular interval training.
Right, like you're really stretching mentally.
So you need to be at your stretch point.
Growth comes at the point of resistance, right?
So we, but intellectually we're not used to really feeling when we're at our stretch point. So we at the point of resistance, right? So we, but intellectually
we're not used to really feeling when we're at our stretch point. So we're thinking about
a question, but that's a question. What's the higher order question? What's the higher
order question? What's the question that really matters? And one way to frame it is like our
mind, if we're good at something, slices like a knife through butter, through most things,
but then there's a place where it's stuck. Like those stuck points are the MIQs. Those
stuck points are like, right?
Like we don't need to wait, we don't need,
like the vinyls get there, like, oh, but that's the thing.
And then we explore there, like what,
how do, that stretch within that stuck point.
And that's usually where people,
including myself, pivot away.
I'm thinking outside of the work domain now,
like, ugh, I don't want to think about,
like it's when we tend to, I notice that
there's an infinite amount of distraction available nowadays, if we want it.
And, you know, audio books and podcasts,
and I think podcasts are wonderful, but, you know,
they can be a source of distraction
from the critical question we need to be asking,
or they can be a source of answers for perhaps
the critical questions we're asking.
But there's just so,'s just so many of these opportunities to just look away from
something that is like a, it's like a emotional infection. It's different than an infection in
your skin that's nagging because you can feel it there and you want to get that thing out, right?
Very primal instinct, like get that thing out, get the infection out. This is like an emotional
infection that you can just kind of not see
if you choose to turn away.
But those are the things that really get you over time.
That's why we do our cold water training.
Like that's where we like, we train at living
on the other side of pain, of enjoying it.
Like that place that like itches,
like ah, sort of bounce away from that,
but that's where you need to sit.
Right?
Right, but we can practice that thematically, like
loving that discomfort, wanting it, hunting for it, like finding the place where we're stuck,
and then letting it sit, and then not bouncing away from it, but just releasing it, and returning to
it. And we have insights, right? Because often in those moments, like where we have our insights are,
like when we wake up in the morning, are those stuck points. And I find this very interesting.
I'm sure you've done this.
I've done hundreds of diagnostics
with people on my teams.
Where do they have most of their creative breakthroughs?
And so many of them are in the shower.
It's really interesting.
I think a big part of that is that the full body somatic
immersion moves them out of conscious thinking
because their mind is experiencing.
And then the release of the conscious mind
allows the unconscious to run.
And then they tap into it.
First thing in the morning is when I get my insights
or understanding or when the truth hits me square
in the face, like there's no avoiding it.
I wake up, I think about like, okay,
that's the thing I got to deal with.
And I tend to write it down right away,
try not to write it down on my phone.
I think having a point of capture
that doesn't offer any other distractions.
Dude, I-
That's why I'm a big believer in pen and paper.
I 100% agree with you.
And like what's so, first of all,
I agree first thing in the morning, that's the juice.
And the whole MIQ process is geared toward harnessing that,
like tapping into that, right?
Like feeding the,
cause that just happened to me so many dozens of times
where I would just have the insight in the morning.
But then I realized I should be finding the areas of
stuckness and feeding it to myself to have the insight about.
So it's like directing that creative process.
But then if we open up our phones,
like if the moment we start to see emails
without reading them or see anything,
we're unconsciously solving for what's in the emails.
Yeah, it's all stimulus response.
You're going into, if people can start to think about
being reflective versus all stimulus response. You're going into stim, if people can start to think about being reflective
versus in stimulus response,
I think that's sort of like the widest binning of all this.
I have to say the shower,
I've talked about this thing
about why people have insights in the shower.
With my friend, I'd love to introduce you to him
at some point.
We've been friends since we were seven years old.
My friend, Dr. Eddie Cheng, he's a neurosurgeon
and the chair of neurosurgery at UCSF.
And he studies speech and language
and he's taken people with locked in syndrome
and developed AI algorithms so that they can speak
through a screen with their face moving in real time
by decoding human speech or human speech cortex.
And a truly brilliant individual,
he's been on this podcast, he'll come back again.
Ask him about the shower thing,
because he used to work on neuroplasticity
of the auditory system.
Ask him about the shower thing, because he used to work on neuroplasticity
of the auditory system.
We think, we wonder if it's the kind of white noise
of the shower as well.
Yeah.
Because Eddie's done beautiful work showing that
it's the signal to noise in the auditory system
that defines whether or not a certain pattern of speech
or auditory cue gets remembered.
So when you have this in the background, let's just put this in the terms that we've been
referring to this up until now, the thoughts that surface above that noise have a big sharp
peak relative to the background.
So it's the signal to noise, whereas certainly the opposite would be when you're on your
phone and you're scrolling through and you're looking at all the thoughts and feelings and
stuff of other people.
So how do you capture your own thoughts
in terms of which are and filter them
through what's meaningful and what's not meaningful
is I think a actually really important question
to begin with and white noise background
with very deprived visual stimulation.
Most showers aren't that interesting.
It's white noise, blank walls,
a few things that are familiar to you.
So they basically disappear from your visual field.
And the idea is that thoughts then can,
that are constantly geysering up
through your unconscious mind can be captured
because everything else is noise.
Perhaps this is a hypothesis.
And maybe I'll put you and Eddie together sometime
and just be an observer.
Yeah, I'd love that.
That sounds, that's powerful.
So, I mean, that's how we learn language.
It's the error signals against the background noise.
It's all, that's just how you fix stutter.
It's a, you create background noise.
You increase noise to, which actually elevates signal
in the auditory system, oddly.
In any case, so you found that four and a half hours
was the sweet spot of focused work,
but for some people it might be an hour.
They might need to train up that level of focus.
Well, and if it's four and a half hours,
it's not like that's, like the rest of the day
is feeding into like those being brilliant, right?
So if it's four and a half hours of creative output time,
then there are other periods where one can do, have inputs that feed it, right? I think it's four and a half hours of creative output time, then there are other periods where one can do,
have inputs that feed it, right?
I think that's very good for people to have an awareness
of what their energy, like what their peaks and valleys are
of their energy throughout the day,
and then align their peak creativity work
with their peak energy periods.
I think it's really important to not be
in a constantly reactive state.
One of the things I find fascinating is how people
will have meetings scheduled everywhere
and then fit their thinking between meetings and how liberating it is for them
when they actually know block out their time for creative output time, right? It might
be color coded in their calendar and then have meetings fit around there. So their day
is driven by their self-expression as opposed to by a constant of reactivity and just more
and more and more and more, right? I think harnessing the undulation of stress and recovery throughout the day is hugely important
Think having workouts throughout the day even micro workouts during their day meditation periods during the workday everything being quality over quantity
Right we can get so much more done if and if you think about it like I mean you talk about like
elite performing competitive teams
You talk about elite performing competitive teams.
It's all about, if you saw how much video analysis and time the Boston Celtics coaching staff
puts into what ends up being a 35 second clip
that's shown to a player or the team,
it's so much work to then the most potent thing.
It's like when you're an elite,
because the players are doing something so intense, right?
Like it's all about quality, not quantity.
They're not training basketball 17 hours a day.
They could not possibly play then.
Or they're training brilliantly for like, you know,
maybe an hour and a half a day, brilliantly,
but like with scientifically, right?
Or if they're playing for two and a half
to three hour game, right?
Then what's the way to optimize for that?
You don't stack six hours of training in
before three hour game, no.
So much of it is, you know, body work and setting some tape
and then being primed in the right way
to remember what you're looking at on tape.
And then taking breaks and returning to it.
And then understanding exactly how much load
is in your body and your mind and how you're getting your sleep right
and your nutrition right and getting everything optimized
and then being a peak performer when it's on.
But we don't have that discipline as mental beings very often,
but we should in our creative process, in our relationships,
in the art of being a mom or a dad or a husband or a wife or a friend.
Why wouldn't we be cultivating ourselves and being brilliant at that?
I really believe in quality as a way of life.
That's another very important principle for me.
We're either practicing sloppiness or practicing quality.
If we do something shitty, then we're practicing shitty.
That will – just how we can harness thematic interconnectedness on the positive
side, we can also really harness it brilliantly on the negative side.
Everything we practice being sloppiness, we're using thematic interconnectedness to be sloppy
and everything.
I really believe that.
So quality as a way of life is a beautiful way to practice quality everywhere because
it will manifest everywhere.
Right?
Not in a way that's like robotic or constrictive,
no, in a way that's self-expressive and beautiful.
Living one's life like a work of art.
Yes, beautiful.
Amen.
Let's do it.
Well, clearly you are.
I'm in the fight, man.
You're in the fight and you're setting an incredible example
and you have your entire life,
which is remarkable and so deeply appreciated.
I have to say, and now I will reveal this,
that when I started this podcast,
I had a short list of people
that would be kind of like pinch me guests,
not because I want the guests to pinch me,
but like, wow, like I can't believe
I'm sitting down with blank. And you were on that list. I've read the art of learning. I've, you know,
I watched and read everything I could about your, your work. And I did see the search for Bobby
Fisher with the understanding that that's accurate about certain things and probably inaccurate
about others. So if people choose to watch that, they should keep that in mind. It is Hollywood. More importantly, we've had this chance to sit down and do this.
I have to say I gained so much from your incredible precision, but also scope of observation in the world
because I'm not a basketball player.
I don't know how to play chess.
And yet I've learned so much from you
and your writings and your teachings
and just the chance to sit down here and to learn from you.
I know I'm speaking on behalf of myself
and literally millions of people.
I just want to say thank you for living your life
like a work of art and for incorporating, you know,
public education, which is what we're doing here,
into this set of pursuits that, you know,
you've been after one after the other,
but that are bound by this set of core themes.
So without getting too abstract, I just want to say,
thank you so much for coming here, for educating us,
for making us think.
I know it's going to change people's thoughts
and behavior for the better.
And the only question left is to say,
would you please come back and talk to us again more?
Absolutely, man.
Thank you for what you've just said.
It's an honor.
And I've learned so much from just said. It's an honor.
And I've learned so much from this jam.
It feels like the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
So just the beginning.
I feel the same way.
I look forward to it.
Thank you, man.
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