I Will Teach You To Be Rich - 74. “I’m $450k in debt but she still wants me to treat her to dinner” (Part Two)

Episode Date: December 20, 2022

We pick up part two of Serena and Nate’s conversation with an equity problem—a serious one, and one they didn’t realize they had. Serena earns considerably more for now, but Nate stands to triple her salary in a couple of years. His medical school debt, in the meantime, crushes him.  He needs help but she doesn't see it.  He can’t, or doesn’t, speak up.  Can they meet one another where they are? Links mentioned in this episode Please take my podcast survey Join the Dream Job program Join the Earnable program Connect with Ramit Get Money Coaching with Ramit  Download the Conscious Spending Plan Get my New York Times best-selling book Get my no-numbers journal Other episodes Instagram Twitter YouTube If you and your partner have a money issue and you want my help, I occasionally select a couple to work with, free of charge. Apply for my help here. Produced by Crate Media.

And I definitely operate from more of a scarcity mindset than not. This was maybe two years ago. I operated my computer from a lab to talk to a desk and stuff. And it took me almost a week to unpackage it because I was honestly driving myself crazy with like, what did I do? I fucked up. I can't afford this. Can I return this? Should I return it? I was like, you know, so scared that I was like, oh my gosh, but if I can't afford a vet bill or something else, in my mind, it was one thatms me to be able to be in a place to afford nice things for myself. You know, I came from an immigrant background.

There was never enough money. Seeing the stress that money played in my parents' relationship, I feel like it was inevitable that I would run into the same thing. I think that if you don't change anything, you will find yourself continuing to argue and to spin about money. And it will become even more painful. I really don't like this out. Thanks for joining me on part two of this absolutely fascinating conversation with Nate and Serena. Now, they're both in their 20s. They're engaged and living together, but they have a big income disparity. Serena makes $80,000 and Nate makes $45,000 a year today, but soon he'll make $300,000 a year as a doctor.

Last week on part one of this conversation, Serena told us that they split the rent about 50-50, that Nate pays for dinner most of the time, and that she wants to be taken care of, even though she earns nearly twice as much as he does. But when I asked if she'd be comfortable paying 50-50, once he starts making 300K, she said no. In Nate and Serena's relationship, you can hear deeply embedded gender roles, hidden expectations, and grappling with changing incomes. I have to tell you that I really appreciate their candor in this two-part conversation. On today's episode, we're going to go much deeper than last week. Remember that you can watch this couple on my YouTube channel where I'd encourage you to subscribe to get new episodes. I'm

Ramit Saiti and this is I Will Teach You to Be Rich. Serena how much you make per year? I make 80k before taxes. Okay cool and Nate what about you? You make 45? Yeah. All right. Fine. Let me make sure I understand. So you're, you're each paying a thousand dollars. You're rent went up. That made it very difficult for you, Nate, to afford it. Serena, you wanted to stay in this particular area. So you had a back and forth and you concluded with Serena, you're paying a little bit more, like $160 more per month for this apartment. At first, I was not thrilled at the prospect of spending more when we're both splitting

the apartment, but after thinking about it, like, now I'm completely fine with it, and it's totally normal, and I don't mind at all. I'm okay paying under and $60 extra. The most successful couples I see, especially in situations like this where you have separate incomes, etc., is proportional. So proportional means if you're making 65% of the income, you pay 65% of the joint expenses. And that would probably suggest that you pay more for this rent and that Nate pay less.

How would you feel about that? It's kind of like with the talking about the check, like I think it would be really hard for me at first, just because it's not something I've done ever before and not something I even, and I think would have considered. Yeah. It just wouldn't come to mind at first just because I can very easily battle off other things that are also important to me, but how I spend my money. Your 401k, your investments, your travel, family, gifts, all of those things.

For sure. You can always find something to put a lot of money towards. But I have to ask you this. Who's your person? Nate. And of all those things, shouldn't Nate be up there somewhere? up there somewhere. Yeah. I don't think I've ever really thought of me as, okay, this is someone that is a very important part of my life, if not the most important, but the way I spend my money doesn't really reflect that. And I think it's because I've never really thought of money as emotional.

For me, I think money is always been transactional. That's amazing. Think about it now. Now that you have this new lens, it's almost like you took off the glasses you're wearing, which were transactional, and you put on this red pair of glasses and they're emotional, okay? And now that you have this set of lenses on, now take a look back at some of the things we talked about. The fact that Nate comes home and

within 15 minutes, you're asking him those questions. With the emotional lenses on, what do you now see about that scenario? I see him coming home and his scrubs looking really cute saying that I miss him, maybe offering to pour him a glass of wine, talking about our day, and maybe like ahead of time deciding on like what is like a neutral time for us to talk about just like more serious things in our relationship whether it's money or you know just something else that's affecting us. But I think when it comes home from work is not that time. Because it's about more than just your need to check the box.

Although that's very important. You want to do it. We should find a way to do that. Absolutely. Yeah. But the message of money communicates more than just numbers. What money messages did you learn growing up? Seeing the stress that money played in my parents' relationship, I feel like it was inevitable that I would run into the same thing. I came from an immigrant background, so there was never enough money. It was very much that sort of energy growing up.

I feel like they are always like, you know, be as conservative as you can. Why? Like, until, like, be as like cautious with your money as you can until you are 100% certain that like, you are covered to pay more than, you know, the lowest amount or whatever, like, like when I- Do you believe that?

Do I believe that? Yeah, I think so. I think so. I kind of believe that too, but I think that can be taken too far perverted. I think it can be misconstrued, and you end up fixating on like $10 expenses. Yeah, no, 100% and I definitely, I think like operate from more of a scarcity mindset than not.

Can you give an example of when you operated from a scarcity mindset? I think like, you like, need to be able to come off with one light in five seconds. I know Nate's got a million. Just hang on Nate. I want to hear from you. Um, oh, this was, okay, this was during the pandemic. This was maybe two years ago. I, we're all working from home, right? I was like, you know, what would really make work from home way easier and way more efficient and just generally better. Like, if I upgraded my computer from a laptop to a desktop. And this is something I could comfortably buy.

I didn't have to save a penny for it. Literally, I had, I just said to dip a little bit into savings and very comfortably roll up to the Apple store and buy myself like a desktop. So I bought it online and it took me almost a week to unpackage it because I was honestly driving myself crazy with like what did I do? I fucked up, I can't afford this. Can I return this? Should I return it? I could list off so many reasons why it was a great investment. And now I can see that it really was great. And I use it all the time. And I don't kill guilty about buying it. But in the moment, I was like, so I was like, you know, so scared that I was like so I was like you know so scared that I was like oh my gosh

what if I can't afford a vet bill or something else or groceries or something else you know I was really scared that this you know very like no one's buying computers every month maybe some people are but I'm not it was this very you know I like isolated investment that I made. But in my mind, it was one that almost felt really scary in your response. You like that feeling? No, it sucks. What did you get out of all the agonizing for 10 days? the agonizing for 10 days. I think like letting it sit there was like my way of like not accepting it for myself and this is one thing that like I think does sort of tie-back into just like how I grew up. I think even now it sort of overwhelms me to be able to be in a place to afford nice things for myself,

but I still felt really conflicted over accepting it and unwrapping it is my way of accepting it and leaving it in the nice, shiny box is my way of like, almost being in like, you know, limbo sort of of like, I own it, but I don't have it, does that make sense? I'm putting some pieces together. You growing up with your immigrant parents encouraging you to be cautious. The fact that you spent your 20s in New York being broke, like so many people do, and the fact that only recently you've gotten this big raise, Only recently you've gotten this big raise, but it seems like maybe psychologically you haven't yet caught up to Your financial situation. Would that be fair? Oh

Yeah, no, I I'm I would say I'm very much not caught up with where I'm actually at yeah and to me this is a great moment because you're 29 and if we can identify that and start working on it now, gosh, you can really improve your money psychology versus, you know, I talked to people who are 55 years old. They have millions in the bank and they worry about a $50 charge here and there. I don't want you to have to do that. a $50 charge here and there. I don't want you to have to do that. You know, it's really hard for people to turn the page. Once you learn the skill of making money, it's relatively easy to increase that.

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Can I just point out that the two of you are soon going to make at least $380,000 together? Yeah, that's like I can't even process that. Same. Like honestly, you might as well be saying you're going to make like $380,000, monopoly money used together. Well, should we talk about that? Because the fact that you can't process it doesn't mean it's not going to happen. And the fact that you both have compartmentalized that very large top 5% income earners away is allowing you to fight over tiny questions about dinner out. So can the two of you have a conversation?

Like, can you actually just sit and with the concept that you're both together gonna be making almost $400,000 a year in less than three years? Okay. I don't know what we would do with all of that. On me, to be honest, um, we don't, and it feels like it would be happening. Believe us.

Yeah, honestly, I filled out the same form with the future earning or whatever. And it basically was, I guess, I'm paying a lot more towards my debt and savings. I don't know. It's part of it. I don't know what it means. I don't know. It's literally six to ten times more than I've ever made in my life. And it's going to literally happen in the space of like one month. And it's just like I've grappled with it and I thought about it. And I just, it's just so foreign to me. So, Reena, what's going to change?

If nothing changes in terms of the way that two of you communicate about money behave, treat money, four years from now, what's going to happen? I mean, it's hard for me to think granularly. I think like four years from now, it would be really awesome to get to a place where talking about money, thinking about money would be like a source of like, essentially, what can we do with this money versus right now when we talk about it, it's hard to not be stressed about it. You think you'll stop the stress, the minute that he starts getting those like $30,000 a month paychecks.

Not the minute. I think I think we'll be closer to it. I think the stress will go down. That's for sure. I think it'll be easier to sign a check at dinner. Rent will be no question. I don't think the conversations will increase. I think what would happen is we would,

the stress will go down. So, they're us needing to have conversations the stress would go down. And so, there are us needing to have conversations about it would go down, but then we probably just wouldn't have any conversations, because it's probably fine. But then that might start affecting the more longer term kind of goals that people have. I think there's always gonna be something too.

Like today it might be Brent, or it might be, know splitting a check but you know if we bring life into this world like that's a whole other thing that like is very much not on our radar right now. Yeah. Yeah. Private or public school. Renovation, vacation, should we pay for our family to do XYZ? Those are big decisions. Yeah. I think that making like five times what you're making or whatever that number is, it's gonna be a lot more. That's gonna definitely reduce a lot of the day-to-day stress. Questions like, when are you gonna pay me back?

It's gonna be gone. Questions like, who's paying for dinner? Well, once you combine your finances, I think that question will go away because you can just use a joint credit card. So that's irrelevant. Right. But I think that if you don't change anything, that you will find yourself continuing to argue and to spin about money. And it will become even more painful because you'll say, why are we, what have you?

We'll say, why are we fighting about money? We make $400,000 a year. How can we still be fighting about money? And you're not going to know why. You're still fighting. I really don't like this out of that. Do you believe that that's possible? I think it's definitely possible.

I would like to know how to get ahead of it and avoid that. It's working the road though. Yeah. I want to show you how to do that. But I wanted to set the stage for the fact that just making more money does not solve your money problems. It's like a really common misconception. Basically, everybody thinks, if I made $10,000 more or $25,000, we're $500,000 in the bank,

all my problems would vanish. And then they make it and they're like, oh shit, I'm still unhappy. I still worry about money all the time. My partner and I still fight. And it's the point is you need to work on two things. One is improving your tactical financial situation so that your conscious spending plan is all dialed in. The second part is the money psychology. How do we talk about money? What is our rich life? And that part is often neglected. Let me just tell you what I would do. If it were me knowing what I know about money, and I'm making 380K household income with all that debt, oh my god, I would fucking crush it.

I would have a debt payoff plan, depending on my interest rate, I would invest the max of every account I could possibly do because I know in my early 30s, just three or four years of super aggressive investing, talking about 50, 60, 70, 80K in a year, would make me multi-millionaire. Okay, make us multi-millionaire. Just those first few years. Next, I would definitely increase my lifestyle spent. Let me say that again, because a lot of people, they go, the hedonic treadmill, fuck the hedonic treadmill, I go, fuck you. The hedonic treadmill is real and we should accept it. If you're making $380,000, you're still living the same way you live when you're making $45,000 as a resident, you fucked up somewhere back. You should go out to eat out more. You should

take a nice trip. You should buy a new pair of shoes, do a few things, but within reason. That's what the conscious spending plan guilt-free spending categories for because you got your percentages. It all flows. When you were making 45K and your guilt free spending was 20 to 35%, you weren't spending that much, okay? It was probably below 20% because you're really frugal. Cool, when you're making $300,000 or $380,000 in household income, that 20 to 35% is quite sizable.

Now, you can do it all with that kind of income, you have some choices to make, but that is how I would do it. I would stay in a small apartment, I would not go out and buy a house first day. I would keep the cars that I've got. I would invest super aggressively for three or four years. And by the way, during that time, I don't know about your income, Nate, if it's going to go up, but I bet your income will serena. And so you're starting from a place of aggressive investment. And then slowly over starting from a place of aggressive investment and then slowly over time, maybe you have children, maybe you decide, okay, I want to cool it a

bit on investing, we're investing like super aggressively. I would like to be able to take a couple more trips. That's a great discussion to have. That's just me. I'm not saying you have to do it, but that's what I would do. and I would absolutely dominate my finances if I had 380K household income like you to. God damn, that's how you make money exciting. I talk about taking the win on this podcast, but I'm about to take the win for myself. I just eviscerated the hedonic treadmill losers. I laid out a sensible spending plan, including eating out and traveling.

I offered two options for debt payoff, including based on interest rates, and an extremely aggressive investment plan to become a multi-millionaire. Some dudes get excited about sports, I get excited about how to spend your newfound income, which just quadrupled overnight. You just learned something. I remember for me when I signed a lease for an apartment, I thought I couldn't afford. It was the last apartment I had in New York. And from the beginning, I was like, what are you talking about? You're fine. And I was making lots of money, and now I'm lying to you. And I was freaking out. So it was like an amazing apartment. I, it was nothing I didn't love about it. I got my own bathroom, which one is that ever happened in New York when you're when you have a roommate?

And it was like the computer. I was like, I've signed the lease, but I was still like, holy shit, what did I do? And there was not one month where I was like, oh no, I'm not gonna be able to make a grant. So I think it's like, this has been a pattern

throughout my life and it's not even about how much money I make. It's like, I'm always, my first inclination is to always feel really stress and anxious that I can't afford something even before I even see if I can. Yes, and tell me, what do you get out of that? In a very long-winded way, like the worst way possible, I find out that I actually can

afford it and that I probably didn't need to stress so much in the first place. Yes, so what does it get you then? Why not just skip to the end? Why do you like doing all those checklists? Why do you ask him more than once a week when you get a payment back when you know that his financial situation has not changed? What do you get out of the checklist? What do you get out of ruminating about the apple? What is it that you get? It's all tied together. I don't know I guess it's kind of like in itch that I like to scratch, but it doesn't actually do many things. When you cross that thing off that checklist, what do you feel? Like a temporary dopamine rush, you know, but it's not actually, it's not solving

issues. It doesn't, and again, like you said, it's not like anything else has changed. So make you feel in control? Oh my God, yes, I'm such a control freak. How did you know? How did I know? I don't know. How did I know?

Oh my God, it is control. That's what it is. Sorry, sorry, sorry, I could read the word control within 10 seconds of meeting you. Nate knows it. I know it. Every listener, every viewer on YouTube knows it. Everyone except you. God, I really love this job.

So talk me through it. Talk me through those examples. Put on put on the new set of lenses. What are the lenses you're going to put on right now? The red ones that you talked about. Well, the red ones are the emotional ones. Put those aside for now. You're putting on the control lenses.

Oh my God. Now look at the world through control. When you create a checklist, what is it giving you? The semblance being in charge of semblance of knowing where everything is at any given time. Yeah. And when that Apple thing sat for days and you agonized over, what did it give you? I think I was scared that I went out of control. Yeah. Okay. And when and it gave you time to breathe and confirm that you hadn't made a terrible decision because if you made a bad decision with a $2,000 computer, what would that mean for you?

I've lost control. Yeah. And if you lose control, what does it mean? If you lose control with a $2,000 purchase, what does it mean? If you lose control of the $2,000 purchase, what does it mean for you? I guess it...it...I don't know, it's bad. It means that you could lose it all. Oh yeah, no, that's the slippery slope. Yeah, it's really slippery. If I buy a $2,000 computer, I might trip and fall and go completely bankrupt.

Yeah, I know, I'm hearing it too now. It's funny, right? I like to highlight the absurdity of it by just saying it out loud. Let's just shine a light on it. Yeah, it is absurd, but we all have absurd beliefs. That's what's beautiful about this whole process. I don't think you're stupid for having that belief.

I think actually, I find beauty in the commonality that whether you make 80k like you do, raised by immigrant parents or whether we have someone I know who makes $200,000 per month, she was on this podcast. There are similarities. So many. And that's really the beauty of talking about your rich life, right? We are all in this together. So you realize now that when you go through this process of worrying and using the word cautious, what does it really get you? Nothing.

Nate, what are we just discussing? Help her out, Nate. You guys are partners. Control. Did you agree that Serena likes control? Absolutely. It's the same thing with the check sharing earlier and being very on top of every financial situation.

Yeah, that's why it surprised me that you didn't ask him about his interest rate on his loan. Because I knew you were super into control, but it seems like you compartmentalized that one away, Serena. No, absolutely, I would agree. Okay, even though potentially that could affect you. Yeah. Okay. Even though potentially that could affect you. Yeah.

Wow. Can I ask you a question? Do you like being, you called it a control freak? Yeah. I wouldn't, I don't know how you want it. Some people call it a control freak. Some people, you know, they lead with being in control. Do you like that?

Yeah. You like it. Okay. I love the honesty. Tell me this. When can control go right? Like, when does it really You like it? Okay, I love the honesty. Tell me this. When can control go right? Like, when does it really give you advantages? And where can it go wrong?

I think when it goes right, it's like a sense of preparedness. And I think when it goes wrong is like when you've got like your blinders on and you can't see outside of that. Like, you know, like before we had this conversation, like I didn't have like potentially paying more rent on the brain whatsoever. I didn't think about, you know, how treating meat to dinner would make him feel. I love that. I love that. I love both of those. Listen, I like to be in control too. I'm an entrepreneur. I Want things done my way. I love it But I also realize that it can be destructive. It can be destructive to me because it makes me less spontaneous

Yeah, and it becomes very narrow like you said it putsers on. It's just like my way or the highway. And that is not good. I'm pretty quick to say no, which is something Nate frequently points out. Love it. And then it can also be, it can rub people the wrong way. Everything has to be in control.

And some people just don't operate that way. Yeah. You know, I really love Serena's honesty. Even though I don't think her views on money were fair to Nate, I think her candor has made this conversation really enjoyable. And I have to tell you, it's been really cool to watch the body language between Serena and Nate as they connect more. Now that she's opened up about her need for control, I often find that people can start spinning by talking about something they're not good at. It almost becomes addictive.

They just wanna talk so much about it. Instead, I'm gonna shortcut that, and I'm gonna focus on who she wants to be. If you had to describe your top three values, like personal values, would you say control would be in the top three? Yeah, control for sure. Who will like to insist on a judgmental and she's listening. What else? Feel free to brag about yourself. We often don't get the opportunity to brag about ourselves. What would you say?

Ambitious ambitious love it. Okay. Love it. All right. So you have three, your top three, let's call them characteristics, would be control, judgmental and ambitious. Cool. Love it. That's you. Cool. Now, let me ask you is, what do you want them to be? Oh, God. Like, I think being ambitious being determined a really good thing. So I'd probably leave that one in there. I said this earlier, I think I would really like to get to a place where I'm more generous. Love it. I really, the third probably,

I think I'm pretty thoughtful in certain ways, but I think, I agree. Yeah, I think thoughtful, but I guess I would like to embody it a little bit more than my current state. Wow, I believe you. I know myself pretty well, I think, you know, and I think you do too. Yeah, like I'm not afraid to be honest about like my flaws and things like that. Well, I love hearing this conversation with you and certainly with both of you. So I notice that

in your current three characteristics, you have control, judgmental and ambitious, and in the ones you would like to be, you are also ambitious, then you added generous and thoughtful. Okay, let's talk about that for just a second, and then we're going to come back to the apartment. So, you're generous now. How would I an anthropologist with a clipboard know that you are generous? I mean, let's say again, we're back at the restaurant like I would grab the chuck. Love it. really nice cashier sweater, which I actually really did.

I did that a few weeks ago. Wow. Okay. That is very generous. Love it. Okay. What else? I don't know.

I think Nate is definitely much more spontaneous, but surprising him with like a date that I planned and just like enjoying just like going out together. That's awesome. What about being generous with yourself? Oh my gosh. I don't even know what that would look like. I guess not freaking out about buying a computer would be like a good place to start. That'd be great. Well, I don't look like if I were there with my clipboard watching you buy a computer. What would I see generous Serena doing? The clipboard question, the reason I asked that is it helps people focus on their behavior. It gets them out of their head using vague words and focuses on the purely behavioral, the way that

I, as a sociologist or anthropologist, would be able to observe with my eyes and a clipboard. It gets them out of their head. I don't know, not like... Don't tell me what I wouldn't see. Tell me what I would see. Okay, yeah. I think it would just look like I was buying a computer and I wasn't freaking out about it. I was just, you know, handing over the credit card or, you know, doing the Apple Pay thing.

Right. And just moving on to my life. It would be a calm thing. You would know your numbers. You would, of course, walk in knowing what you can afford. You would buy the thing. How does it feel to really live in that characteristic? It was nice. Yeah. Do you think that you could do all those things you said? Yeah. I think so. You didn't tell me anything that seemed crazy. It all seemed very reasonable. I think it's a very achievable goal for me. I love personally that you picked generous. I wish more people would pick generous. It's one of my personal crusades. Now, can we go back to the apartment to the conscious spending

plan? So based on a quick calculation, Serena, you make 65% of your joint income and Nate you currently make 35% of your total income. You're essentially splitting the apartment like 55, 45. Yeah. How would you like to decide what to do for this apartment? Serena, why don't you take the lead? You said 65, 35 in Consulate. I guess closer to 60, 40 now sounds perfect, like it makes perfect sense. Okay. And why, why 60 40? Well, I mean, looking, this is the first time we've outlined our fixed cost, our everything

is first time I'm looking at it on a spreadsheet. And so based on these numbers, I'm paying, I guess, 66% of my income, so I guess two-thirds goes to fixed cost, but if Nate is doing 97 seems kind of fucked up now. That's cool of you to say Nate, how does that feel to hear? That's going to take some time to set in. It's been contending with this a little while, a while. Yeah. No, it's nice to hear. To be, you know, that it's reacting. I said, like, I can't, literally can't, before these things as I've sort of been

pitch and hold of dispensing. And like another thing that I'm sort of, that I'm sort of like, it's in relief now is like in, let's say less than five years, it's almost a given that needs going to be paying more than 55% of our, you know, mortgage or rent. And so something I've worked on separately, like in therapy, colonial women let's talk about therapy,

and I'm one of them, is like there are times in a relationship where one partner is gonna meet the other person more and vice versa. And I think now I'm sort of seeing like, maybe this is that period of our life. And it's hard to see it without you to be when, you know, we're currently living in, you know, the year 2022, etc. But I think it's hard to, I think now I'm seeing, you know, maybe this is that moment where needs going to need to carry the way a little bit more.

Yeah. That I have been made. Really appreciate that. I really thank you for thinking that. It means a lot. I know I keep saying that, but I feel like I can feel that. I've been struggling, you know, but this and- I don't want you to struggle and I can think. Hold on, Serena. Let's let him finish for a second.

Yeah, I've just been struggling with, you know, feeling like I can't, I obviously can't pay for things for you as much as I would I would like to buy you dinner and you know, pay my share of the rent being 90, whatever percent. But I just can't write now. And as much as I want to, it's logistically impossible. And so I really appreciate hearing sort of some recognition of that where I am right now isn't and where we are right now isn't where we're going to be forever. It's really nice. It's really nice to hear Serena you connecting your work with your therapist with your situation that you're in with Nate right now.

And Nate, it's really nice to hear when she bounced that all over to you for you to really receive that and acknowledge what she said. That is a really beautiful way of talking about money. I just love watching that. Well, Serena, I totally agree with you. I think this is one of those times. I think it's been one of those times. I think Nate may have been looking for the words to say it.

But talking about money is really hard. And so it comes out on both ends. It comes out in peculiar ways. When he comes home from work and you ask him, like, when are you going to start the debt payoff? I know you're not trying to badger him. But deep down down you want control and this is that one thing in your life that you don't have an answer to. And that doesn't

feel good. And Nate, you know that now and she's even explicitly said, oh yeah, at the same time when Nate, you know, talks about the check, it's not really about the check. It's about something much bigger. I don't want to have to come to you and beg for money because I don't have $50 for gas. That doesn't feel good. And also, things are going to totally change. If we can't get through this right now, are we just going to paper it over with a lot

more money? That doesn't feel good. So I love that we're at this moment where we can, and I love that you reached out to me and that you're also getting help from a therapist and whatever other sources I love it. Because you're in such a beautiful position to be able to get your process right and then when the money comes in and it will come in to be able to have all the money flow through this beautiful process and beautiful way of communicating together. How are you both feeling right now?

I mean, I'm feeling really good at the beginning. I said I wanted to feel like I had the tools to talk about money in a more or less judgment away and a less fruitful way and a less selfish way. And I'm feeling it, you know, I'm feeling like we're finally getting there in a little bit. And I have to admit, I was perhaps a little confident going into this conversation. I thought I, I guess I didn't think it'd be this hard night and expect to have a break. If you were like we did at all, and I didn't anticipate how foreign it felt for me to get

to that place. Um, I feel very seen actually, which is nice. I think it's been really interesting, but these things in sort of a different context, I think that really helps. I almost want to go out on the town and make you my sugar baby right now. I mean, no complaints here. I love that. All jokes aside, you paying for your partner, who's in his residency, does not make him your sugar baby.

I know. Just so we catch that. But I love the way the two of you are connecting. And I just like to smile. That's what I want. So I'm really, really happy to watch the two of you grapple with these conversations. They're tough. It's not easy. And every minute we spend on this right now, we'll save you years of heartache down the road. It's not about dinner and it's not about the check. It's about how the two of you talk about money and love together. The way I see it is we're only it's only gonna get better from here, you know, and that feels really good to say. I received follow-up letters from Serena and Nate.

I'd like to excerpt them here for you. Serena said she learned that money could be a sense of joy, not stress and anxiety. I also learned I'm capable of spending more on rent than I thought I could, having actually taken a clear look at my financial state. I also learned that my overly cautious spending habits are more indoctrinated than I thought. Nate wrote how emotionally intense Serena's relationship with money is, and

how much being in control financially really mattered to her subconsciously. Now, they sent me a list of new rules that they created for themselves and money. Let me read them to you. Number one, dinner and drinks rule we talked about on the podcast, whoever covers dinner doesn't cover drinks when we go to a bar afterwards. This can alternate. If we don't do drinks after, we split dinner 50-50.

Number two, rent will be split 60, 40. Okay, let me share my feedback after reading their update letter. First, I'm happy that Nate and Serena could talk about these very difficult topics with each other, with me, and with you watching and listening. That takes a ton of courage. And all I have to do is say, would you be willing to come on this podcast and do exactly what Nate and Serena did? I think they are extremely courageous. I want to give them a round of applause. Second, I'm not loving these rules. You know, on the episode, we spent a lot of

time talking about generosity, but the new breakdown of 60-40 is not generous. Nate is actually still paying more than he proportionally should. He makes 35% of the household income, but he's paying 40% of the rent. Why? Well, one of the things I've learned with this podcast is that people make changes at their own pace. To have Nate be explicit with what he needs is a huge step for him. And for Serena to acknowledge some of the invisible scripts she's carried, for example, that she should be taking care of, that she needs to constantly be in control, and that Nate

is her person, but that's not really reflected in their spending, those are all steps in the right direction. Now do I wish they'd gone further? Yes. Am I glad they came on the show and took steps in the right direction? Absolutely. Thank you Nate and Serena. Thanks to everyone for listening and watching.

I appreciate you participating in the I Will Teach You to Be Rich podcast, and I will see you next week. Thanks for listening to I Will Teach You To Be Rich. I'm Remeded Saiti. Please follow the show on Apple, Spotify, or wherever you listen to podcasts. If you haven't read I Will Teach You To Be Rich, my book, pick up a copy. You can get it at any bookstore or any library and it will show you the specific tactics for how to build the I will teach you to be rich system into your personal finances.