I Will Teach You To Be Rich - 85. “I thought she was going to die, so we spent all our money. Now we’re broke”

Episode Date: March 7, 2023

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We didn't have free for a day and a couple days until my grandparents maybe helped us out or my parents pawned something. We took turns eating sometimes. I'm not scared to be poor. I've been poor. I've been without food. I know what it feels like. I've been without a house.

I'm not scared of it. So who cares? I don't care what a future holds. I can make it work. And I don't know why I got to be a comforting statement to me, but it did. I thought for sure I'd broken the cycle, but now I don't feel that way. I feel like I'm going down the same road and I'm taking Aasha with me, so I feel really bad.

Honestly, I feel really horrible. Hey, I'm Remi Tseati. And today I'd like to introduce you to Asha and Matt. Asha's 33, Matt is 37 and they have very different backgrounds with money. But what's unusual and what really changed their lives was when Asha got sick. She wasn't expected to live. So Asha and Matt basically said, screw it and decided to spend their money as if there was not going to be a tomorrow.

But then something happened. Asha got better. Now here they are, having spent a lot of money, much more than they thought they would, and wondering what to do next. As usual, I like to remind you that you can watch this full episode on YouTube. In particular today, you'll be able to see things in their facial expressions that you cannot hear on the audio version of this podcast.

So head on over to YouTube and search for RemiTz safety and then follow me there. Let's get into it. I'm RemiTz safety and this is I will teach you to be rich. That month and maybe two months into dating, I started getting really, really sick. And within four months of dating, we knew I was going to have open heart surgery. And then I had it within six months of dating. And the problem is, this wasn't great.

You know, what's her second-over heart surgery? We were worried about long-term. There's just everything that goes into being on a bypass machine, being under for that long, having prosthetic device placed in your body, and then being on the medication that you're going to be on after that. So, I knew that there were all these complicating factors, but I'd say that Matt and my parents had a bigger understanding of the complexity that was going, and I was just kind of trying to get through the days of like working and coming home and going to sleep or working and I remember there's a picture that we have from during that time that was like a day that my mom texted us and

said you really should go to the Greek festival go and have some fun together and there's a day we're sitting on a curb eating a euro and it's just this picture that's from that timeline we're sitting on a curb eating a euro. And it's just this picture that's from that timeline. And it's kind of funny to think about because it was a very specific time frame that I don't remember a lot about other than feeling terrible and happy at the same time. Wow.

So I think I don't have a clear memory of a lot of it. My memory feels pretty fogged by how terrible I felt I don't have a clear memory. I have a lot of it. My memory feels pretty fogged by how terrible I felt. Because, you know, a second open heart surgery, right? There, which it was my second in, that was 2017, so this was my first one within 2014.

So it was my second in under four years. So I mean, there's just the fact of being opened up again and I did have short-term disability through my job but that's only a percentage of your paycheck and I physically couldn't get in and out of bed and Matt continued to work during that time. Aasha had a 70% chance of surviving and doctors told Matt that if she made it past three years, that would be a signal that she'd be much more likely to survive in the long term. And so we went into the spiral of, if you make it, let's just enjoy life together. I mean, who knows how long it's going to be? You might make it ten years, you might make it

three, but so we both bought in wholeheartedly and we tried to, we went down this path of pretty much yellow of whatever, you know, let's just be happy you're alive and let's go. Just enjoy life together. We just went to dinner a lot and went, this was small trips, nothing major. I guess I think in time, we probably shouldn't have spent a hundred bucks on dinner. We just say whatever, big heirs. Okay. And when did you start to both say, hey, we don't know how long you're gonna be around?

Let's just loosen up on our spending. And let's just go for it. Adam, I don't know if we ever had that conversation. I think that was mostly me. I'm just just kind of doing nice things for us that I didn't know. I knew she wouldn't do for herself. She's really, really thrifty and she doesn't spend

or do anything nice for herself like she should. So I guess just, you know, little gills and probably cake or something stupid. I mean, I think that's pretty understandable. You know, somebody just had a major surgery. It's like, yeah, all right, I'll buy a cake from the store. No big deal. So when did you realize that this had become a problem?

Yeah, so it became a problem after she recovered. At one point, we were, had a female just a credit card debt. What was the first number you remember? Where you said, oh, wow, we have some credit card debt. I think it's about $8,000. Okay. Who is managing the money, day to day?

Probably nobody. We were just spending it, kind of paying the minimum, that type of thing. Yeah, I think we would pay more than the minimum, but we never were paying it down like we should have it was just gradually increase. Okay, so we didn't really have a clear set who's going to manage who's doing this. I've actually had the credit card because my credit was ruined by my parents do at this

point. What credit card did you have? No, you're going to hate it was Bank of America. Bank of America. How did I know? For everyone watching, I don't have that information in front of me. I just knew it. I could just tell, there's a little Bank of America vibe right here.

All right, so you had the Bank of America card. All right, well, of all the things, you guys bought yourself a little bit of grace with the two open heart surgeries. For everyone listening and watching, if you don't want to get absolutely roasted by me, you need to go through two open heart surgeries. And that way I'll be like, all right, I can excuse the Bank of America. Can anyone really judge them for loosening up their spending? If my wife was going to die, I would spend any amount of money. Cost would be irrelevant. And that's me.

I sleep with a copy of Warren Buffett's letters under my pillow. You should also know that Matt and Asha bought a house at the time for security and for more caretaking space. That's because her parents stayed at the house and helped Asha during her recovery. You know, one of the things I love about this podcast is that you get to peer deep into people's lives, which shows you that money is never neutral. It is not just a tool like so many people say. Money is imbued with cultural values. If you saw someone on the street with $150,000 of debt, what's the thing that we mostly

would think, oh, they're irresponsible. But what if you find out that they had to spend more for caretaking because their wife was about to die? She had this $8,000 bank of America credit card debt and then what happened? That took money out first to do it. I'll share it with you. Wait, took it out from where?

Don't say 401k. Yeah, I took a 401k one out. God damn it. All right. Yeah, but it was pretty pretty free. Who told you to do that? Nobody. The internet told me to do that.

The internet, okay. The internet, so. You do that before after I had the app indexing me that cost more than my open heart surgery because we were actually checking. I think we just knocked it down. And we said, you know what? Okay, we're back to zero. Let's start over. Okay, then I should go sick again. This should have an

appendectomy. Then she went out of work again and then medical bills piled up. We got back there again. The actual open heart surgery wasn't the really big hit on the finances. It was everything else that comes with being partially out of work, being home, not being able to do the normal things that you do. Totally. I don't think people really understand how a serious illness affects people. First of all, some of the surgeries, like you mentioned your appendectomy, how much did that cost? I think it was, well, I think it was my to add a pocket max. I think it was $4,500. Okay. Because of my complex medical condition, I actually had to be in the hospital for entire week for that.

Yeah. So, first of all, $4,500 is a lot of money. It's not just often sitting around in a liquid checking account. And then, like you mentioned, if you're out of work for a week, a month, two months, plus you need to have other people come plus they need to eat and on and on and on and on and on and on and on. Things spiral. You need certain medical things. I mean, it's expensive. I went skating. I fell down like a like a skating like a kid skates. Okay, I fell down on my wrist. I had a minor fracture, it was like nothing. It probably cost me a thousand bucks. That's for nothing.

It's not even close to serious illnesses that you went through and many other people went through. So that sucks. I'm really sorry that you have had to incur all these costs because of it. So you paid off the debt, you had the second illness. How did you pay for that credit card? Yeah.

I think partial credit card, partial, like a long-term payment plan that hospitals do. Okay, so you're paying X $100 per month. Yeah, and then we were still within the one year of the three-year timeframe that Matt had been told. Right because that appendectomy was about a year and three months falling, that open heart surgery. And so we're still within that timeframe. We had gotten engaged. And it was very much, I think, that mindset of we're going to enjoy life together because seriously clearly we don't know what's going to happen things

can get frustrating easily and I think we enable each other to make really poor choices both big and small. All right so what happened from then until now? It started racking back up. Can we just be clear when you say we're going to enjoy All right, so what happened from then until now? It started racking back up. Can we just be clear when you say we're gonna enjoy life together? I think every young couple says they're gonna enjoy life together. Are you saying we're gonna enjoy life together and we don't really care what happens with our finances? Yeah, I think we actively chose to just ignore what was happening with our finances. Yes. Okay. Both of you did it together.

Is that correct? Yeah. Okay. Was there one person who was taking the lead on that or was it both? I was me, for sure. Okay. We got to report. We were just going out to eat a lot.

We ran the debt up again. We got up to, we were just going out to eat a lot, we ran the debt up again, we got up to about 13,000. I pulled the money out of my company's sponsor for OK, which is penalty free and it was the interest goes back into the for and K and all that crap. So I talked to the people who managed it and they said, well, this is probably your best option after I'd be with it online. So I got it wiped the debt out again, went back to zero everything was fine. And for some reason, just then, I don't know what triggered it as, but we just started. If we went out to eat three or four

times a week and we went on a really expensive duck hunt in Mexico, there was one week where we went to a high end steakhouse in town three times. We were riding around like, right? Should we have tacos? Well, the taco place is too busy. Hey, let's call the people. And then I called him, hey, do you have a table? Yeah, we can get you in. So they always spent $900 in a week on. Whoa, they said, do you have a table? No, we don't have a table. Do you know that this is Matt and Asha?

We've been there two times in the last two days. They're like, come on in. No more than that. That's all right. Yeah, it felt pretty cool, but yeah. Okay. Not a good idea. Asha, I see you laughing over there.

What do you remember about that time? Yeah, okay. Not a good idea. Okay, I'll show you. I see you laughing over there. What do you remember about that time? I mean, yeah, he's portraying it really well. And I think we were able to excuse some of it because right, the, we would have just enough room

or we would have things happen that made it feel like okay or feel like I could excuse it. And maybe that wasn't for both of it. Maybe that was for me. And what was your thinking? What did you use to tell yourself back then, Matt? Honestly, at that point, I told myself, well, I'm in this. If something happens, Dasha, I probably don't want to hang out anyway. I'm going to go in and cash out.

So if she dies, I'm probably going to go with her and who cares. It doesn't matter how much money I had in checking the counter or my 401k or whatever. So I honestly bought into that. I was a whole heartedly really thought if he gets that bad, then it's so what? Which is keen to see who's kind of scared at the time, but I was being very calm about an underthought.

Did this sounds crazy? It does. I hear it singing that well now. It sounds pretty well. This is wild to hear. Matt is saying that if Ausha died, he would probably commit suicide. I want to talk about this. From an emotional perspective, I think that we can all understand this type of feeling.

If you're married to the love of your life and she passes away, you think yourself, yeah, you could go on or maybe you could just cash your chips in. It's distasteful. It's uncomfortable. But I completely understand why Matt is saying that. How would I react if my wife died? I have no idea, but I can see how he would get there. But let's also talk about how this affects their finances. Matt's comments remind me of a classic concept called dissonance reduction. When you ask smokers how they justify smoking, knowing it's bad for your health, knowing it causes cancer.

And of course, they don't want cancer. How would you expect people to reply? These people have two competing concepts in their head. I'm a good person who wants to live, but I'm smoking cancer-causing cigarettes. Guess how they reduce the dissonance. They say, well, I'm going to die anyway. In other words, I know that smoking will be horrible for my health, but in order to reduce the dissonance of me seeing myself as an upstanding person who's interested in living a long life, I'm going to point out

that we all die anyway. So I might as well enjoy my time here because of course not smoking wouldn't be enjoyable. That's the concept of dissonance reduction. And it explains a huge amount of peculiar behavior about money, politics, health, work, and sex. And I'm thankful Matt shared his example with us here. If you're curious about this, you can search for cognitive dissonance and dissonance reduction, and you can also think about your own life. Where do you have cognitive dissonance? Where you're holding two competing ideas, and you have found a way to resolve them. It is a fascinating study into human behavior.

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We didn't have it, and we didn't talk about it, and then I should have it, and didn't talk about it. It was the same, pretty much the same thing. It's interesting enough, or neither of our families talked about money, what they're like, they're up. And so we didn't learn any real management. I was doing pretty good before I got there. So this is why it's a big problem.

It's because I really feel like she was making $40,000 a year, but she still had $6,000 in savings. And yeah, it was coming off of making six figures and I broke, beyond broke. Matt, how did you grow up? Where did you grow up? I grew up. Poor in a trailer most of all life, a lot of housing insecurity.

My parents didn't manage money well. We were constantly moving, getting a big deal. So that was the case and my parents, they got as the, as fun as it is. They got a settlement for my dad getting an injury on the work And so they got about a hundred thousand dollars from that And they that was going in maybe two years. What did they get? What did they buy? I think mostly presents and then crap they went on a bunch of cruises and they they went on some trips and just bought a bunch of junk that we didn't need.

How old were you BC? I was 14 I think when I happened. I remember thinking it felt really good to have all this stuff. My parents weren't great parents, but they, when they had the money, they did buy things for us that we wanted. It felt like they cared, you know, that's how I viewed it. It did run out. And eventually, they stopped making payments on the house that they had bought. And so they had bought 50 acres of land in the house and they just let that get repressed. So I felt really bad about it because I was really emotional. I tied to that place.

It was such a big deal for us to finally have something that was our own. When did you start working? When I was 16. And did you like making money? I did. I'm going to get the house for a sentence other could. How old? I was 17 when I moved out.

How long until you started making, let's say, 50, 60, K? It was, I was making pretty good money. I got involved in a, you know, developer, right at a high school. And that was during the 2007 boom, you know, the housing was going crazy, and I was working with them. So I was making pretty good money about 50, 60,000. What'd you do with the money? I spent it. Okay. How'd you start earning six figures? That's impressive.

Well, I was a police officer for a bit, and then I left that and went to work. You're for a bit, for NATO and some other stuff. Okay. So you're making good money over there. What'd you do with the money then? You were saving it, right? I was saving it. Yeah, I was doing some experiences

because I never, first time I'd ever traveled anywhere. So I was going to a lot of places, visiting a lot of countries. So I spent a good bit of money. What was that like? You grew up in a trailer. I'm guessing that people around you did not travel to Europe routinely.

And here you are living there making six figures traveling around. It almost seems like a different world. There was a different world. Yeah. It felt great though. I was, I really got cultured. I really changed a lot in my perspective of the world. Right.

What did you take away there? Like, what are some of the things that surprised you from living abroad and traveling that you would not have known if you had stayed home? It changed my perspective on humanity. I worked in cussway through the Syrian migrant crisis, the external man, and that really shifted my perspective of the way that I viewed the world. And that's the part of the reason why I didn't come back to law enforcement when I came back. But yeah, having access to money and being able to travel and just enjoy life was amazing. It felt very freeing, it felt really good. Did you want to keep that going for the rest of your life? I did.

I did. Yeah. Matt grew up poor. You can hear it in so many things he says. There's the obvious ones that he grew up in a trailer with housing insecurity, but you can also tell from some of his other comments. He said, quote, I'm not scared to be poor. I've been poor before.

I'm not scared of it, so who cares? This psychology is very common in people who grew up working class or poor. The middle class and wealthy are absolutely petrified of being poor. This is one of the reasons they save money, of course, because they also can save money. It's why they send their children to certain schools and why they concentrate on certain careers. By the way, I include myself in this. There is nothing wrong with either of these perspectives.

The working class idea of, I'm not scared to be poor, I've been poor before, and the middle class or upper middle class or wealthy perspective of, I never want to be poor. There's a couple of really good books on this topic that I want to recommend. The first is called Reading Classes on Culture and Classism in America by Barbara Jensen. And another great book by Jesse Strive is called the power of the past. To understand what's going on here, we have to take a second to really marvel at Matt's journey. He

went from growing up in a trailer to working in Europe for NATO. What other data points did you hear that you would connect together? They really paint a picture of an amazing journey that Matt has gone on. And to me, these are so much more interesting than sitting here and looking at how much he spent on takeout last month. Yes, we'll get to the numbers.

But without understanding someone's story, you cannot truly understand their perspective on money. And I had saved some money. It worked really hard to save. And I got back and found out that my parents and my sister had still my duty well as going. So I came back to $68,000 in credit card debt. And my boot had been repossessed because they weren't paying the payment on it. They were getting a big if in their home, it was just a gentleman's shit show. So I'd saved up about 75,000 and I'd come back thinking, I'm going to start out of here. I finally

got myself situated. I worked really hard for four years. And so I took some bad advice. I went back to a person that I thought was really financially savvy. In retrospect, I wouldn't have paid off all the debt. I would have probably dealt with it and it's trying to get it cleared up for my credit in a better way, but I did pay it off because I ordered the right thing. So I ended up pretty much back at zero, maybe a little bit less than zero. So I should not talk about, she was, her lease was coming up on her apartment and my parents were getting a bait in and I was trying to help them stay in a house that I was reading.

And everything just lined up, and we said, well, why don't we just move in together and start fresh. And I didn't have any resources, so I was honest with everybody about that, and my friend had been ruined. I've pretty much upset, I've spent all the money that I was saying too.

So I'm back at zero and none of the good spots. So it was hard because I knew that Oshis comes from, you know, her father's a physician and her mother was a nurse and they came to the well and you know, I'm more of a trailer trash, you're trying to date my education at the moment is way out of my league. So, gosh, Matt, I'm so sorry that that happened.

Then I can't even imagine what it's like to happen at all, much less from your family. Yeah, this was a nightmare. Really? Yeah. Are you still in less from your family. Yeah, it was a nightmare. Are you still in touch with your family? No, um, stayed in touch after that and tried to man, but I haven't ever been in about four years now. Three years from changing. All right.

I'm sorry to hear that. When you were speaking to my colleague, you said something that really stood out to me. You said, I'm not afraid of being poor because I've been poor before. Yeah, that's been the thing I've said a lot to Aasha too. Tell me about that. I guess I had to justify it in my brain when I came back and had to start over. And so I said, I can do it, I can make it. I just had to not

not mid-Aasha, I would have gone back overseas eventually. I would have gone back because that was the only way I had to make any amount of money. But I just started telling myself, and that was a way to rationalize it, I'm not scared to be poor, I've been poor, I've been without food, I know what it feels like. I've been without a house, I'm not scared of it, so who cares, I don't care what the future holds, I can make it work. And I don't know why I got to be a comforting statement to me, but it did. I think it gave me some kind of confidence that I can navigate hard situations. I agree. How about when you're spending on certain things and you know that there's the credit card debt, etc. How does that fit in?

It's not figured out. We figured out. Figure out worst case. Worst case on four. One of them for I've been I've been it. I did it. I could do it again. Right. Okay. Looking back to how you were raised, what are some of the lessons you took away with money?

It was enjoy while you have it. And, and it was very decent, famine lifestyle. We would pay check to pay check. And we had money. It was great. And until the end of the month, and we didn't, and we dealt with it when we didn't have it. And then back again, it was the same cycle. You know, how'd you deal with it when you didn't have it?

We just, we took turns eating sometimes. Sometimes, we didn't have free for a day and our couple of days until my grandparents maybe helped us out or my parents pawned something or yeah, I mean, so sometimes we just didn't have free for a couple of days. And when you say I grew up poor, you really mean it. There are days you couldn't eat. And I don't think most of us can imagine

that. So thank you for telling us. And it actually, it explains a lot about the way that you see money even today. Do you see any of those links? What are some of the messages you grew up with that you think you have brought into this relationship. I think the habits are there and I guess I picked them up just by watching, but I haven't bothered to correct them even though I thought I was. I thought for sure I'm broken the cycle, but now I don't feel that way. I feel like I'm going down the same road and I'm taking aush with me. So I feel really bad about it, honestly.

I feel really horrible. Now you start to see how deeply his money upbringing affected him. What Matt said is very typical of people who grew up working class. They see money as, here one day, gone the next, which it often is. So compared to someone who works at a 9-5 with a 401k, it might appear there's a shocking lack of planning ahead. This is one of the core differences that I see between couples when one partner grew up poor.

You'll also hear him say, if I go into credit card debt, I'll figure it out. This concept of just working harder, of brute force working more, without regard to the effects on your health, mental health, or anything else, is also typical of growing up working class. What's that phrase you hear among the upper middle class? They say, work smarter, not harder. Imagine that, two totally different perspectives. Both of them, correct.

One is not better. As Barbara Jensen points out in her book, in America, we often assume that the upper middle class is right, as if it's something that we all aspire to. But that's not true. Working class values are different, and in many cases, people do not want the values of the upper middle class. Now imagine what happens when you have two people from different backgrounds. That is what's happening here. We know that Asha's parents were around to help when she was recovering from surgery.

We also know that they gifted $12,000 for their wedding and that they're Indian, which tells us quite a bit about their class, their financial abilities, and their culture. Let's hear from Asha. This episode is sponsored by BetterHelp. On this podcast, you've heard me recommend therapy to a lot of couples. Some of the couples are already seeing therapists, which I love.

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I think four. No, well, I was so I can't. How many bedrooms is this mansion? Have she taken like 45 seconds to count them? I go damn. Thank you. All right. No, I would say that I thought growing up.

So I think it's important to say that I thought growing up that it was middle class, but I understand as an adult that it was upper middle class. Hallelujah. Okay. finally, thank you. The context was that I went to, you know, I received private education. I had, I knew that my college was being saved for, right? So I had all these factors. This might be wealthy, not just upper middle class. Yeah. So have you considered that? Yes.

And I think I have a lot of discomfort with that because of the people that I grew up around. And I saw what their wealth looks like. Yeah. Well, we always love to compare ourselves. Fine. What are some of the lessons you took away from your childhood as it relates to money?

Don't carry credit card debt. Oh, they talked about that? That was the only thing when we opened. When I got my bank in America, debit card. Debit, oh god, even worse. All right. What did I tell you? When I got my first credit card, it was pay your balance.

And they talked about the first, my mom would talk about the first credit card that my grandmother got and how my grandmother always bought her groceries at the end of her billing cycle. So it would show up. However, I don't remember what convoluted way that she was explaining this, but it came around into some such thing. Yeah. So that if she would have the longest amount of time, but she would always pay it off before she paid any interest. Okay. That was that was it. That's it. Medical school that that I would be the the best child. I was that I would be the best child. Of course that's a given. All right. Matt I'm curious, did you get any lessons like that from your parents? No, we've never talked about money. Okay, when it's

funny that Ausch is upbringing with so hidden that when we started dating and we I had a lot of heart conversations to talk about I do not feel like I fit in here. I don't think I should even go visit your family. I feel like you're dating way below where you should. But she really thought because her parents were frugal and drove one car and they had a nice house, she thought her parents might have made 80 grams. They were like, oh, no, no, no, no. Your dad's a specialist.

One of the leading specialists in the state, that's really beyond us about it. But she's like, you know, thank you Matt. I'm good friends. Okay. It's not brain. It's very difficult to look back as an adult and realize the story you told yourself about your childhood

might actually not be accurate. And Aasha, in your case, you know, it sounds like your parents were frugal immigrants. It's not like they were spending money probably lavishly. It's really easy to construct a story about how we grew up. So I totally get it. But Matt, I love Matt's laugh because he's just like, come on.

It was, yeah, it was, it was like your high school tuition was more than my entire family's income when we had nine people in our house. The totality of all the money coming. Fucking amazing. Our first date we talked about who we really are to core and what we believe in and how we see the world and that's great.

But you know, you're more than that. You're a totality of your circumstances, right? So, there was a lot for me. It was a lot to even think about going to eat things, giving dinner at a house where the least amount of education there is two master's degrees. And I have my high school educated. That's it. That's all I had at the time.

Yeah. That was tough. I mean, everybody now is smarter than I am and they're more age-cate and they're more successful. So it was really hard for me to walk into that and think about it. And from the beginning, I really pushed hard to maybe exit the relationship because I didn't think I could make it work. How did you come to grips with that and say, you know what, I want this and I'm going

to put all those other things aside. I don't know that I have all the way. Some therapy helped. I mean, navigate. And I don't, her parents didn't approve of the relationship until they saw me care for her after I open heart surgery. And then after that her father came to me and said, I'd trust that you'll take care of Asha no matter what. Like, you've shown me that you are a good man, a good human. So the word about your financial. Before that, he wanted to see my bank statements and my credit score.

No, he's an Indian dad interviewing for a match for his daughter. So that's beautiful though. Which yeah, I didn't have any good answers for all the stuff, but until that his, yeah, they really brought into me after that, which I guess kind of the way I'm grateful happened against, but yeah. Yeah, so some therapy helped me, but I still haven't

completely navigated us to our problems with it. So and I think there's an additional level of context that helps too because, so I'm mixed and my mom is white Irish American and so my parents had already blocked that norm themselves in the 70s, which, and very rare. Yeah, and my mom's a badass who went to India when every in 70 or 71 by herself, moved by herself with everyone thinking that she was my dad's pen pal to meet the family. The lies begin early. See, they begin back in the 70s and they just continue until later. Indians love, they love the lies. Okay, good. Let me explain. I used to host these dinners in New York with my friend Michael. And every month we'd host six of us at this restaurant on the West side.

And one month we were talking about parenting. So there I am sitting there with five white people, and I was like, oh yeah, Indians love to lie to their kids. I can't wait to lie to mine. And all of these white people just looked at me shocked. What? Surely you're kidding, Rami. I was like, what? No, Indian parents will lie openly to their kids.

They'll tell them, if you don't stop crying, I'm going to take you to police and they're going to put you in jail. And then they will literally put them in the card, start driving. The kids go, no, stop. Okay, they'll lie and say, oh, you're sick here, drink some water. It'll help. They say this all the time. My dad once changed my resume. He literally edited my resume and forwarded along to his friends to say that I was a computer science major at Stanford. I was like, Dad, I'm not studying computer science. What's the conclusion of this story?

I have no clue. Let's just say the way you talk to your kids and your parenting style is highly influenced by your culture. So if you have an Asian friend, if you have an Indian friend, if you have a friend from any different culture, go talk to them and ask them if they lie to their kids. You will be surprised by what you hear. And basically say psych. And once you got there, you know, and there's this whole amazing story about his grandmother

handing her a very specific story saying like, I know who you are. Oh, yeah. I'm up there. So, you know, I, I think that there was a level of respect of the conversations that I had. I think Matt has one experience of what he felt and his perception and I understand why because there's a lot of ingrained beliefs that he has about himself. And then some of that becomes a perception of how others receive him. And then

overlaying that on to how he believes that people are going to receive him specifically in this situation with my parents. But knowing that the conversations that I had and knowing that the context of what their trajectory had looked like and their marriage and relationship had looked like, I had very honest conversations with them from the beginning about our relationship and what he meant to me and what our life was going to look like together. I think that their biggest fear, I know that he received it as finances, but I do think that the finances were all tied up in my health because my health didn't start with my open heart surgery, my health started with birth defects.

And then my heart defect was just one of them. Okay. So I think my parents just have an ongoing concern for that. And so I think when my dad first met him, that was a quick way to say, how are you finding it? Can you take care of her? And then seeing that physically overrode all of that.

But Matt, as you pointed out, when you were physically taking care of her, there's a recognition that money's not the only way to do it. I think that's beautiful in its own way. It's true. Money is one way. Not the only way. All right. Thank you How are you feeling Matt? I was about to cry just a second ago. I'm good now. That's okay. You can let the tears out on this show We love it. I mean this stuff is emotional. Don't you think? It is big time. What is as emotional as seeing?

Your partner's dad Come out and say, I respect you. And I believe in you. That is amazing. Yeah, it was a big deal. I think I'm the focus on it all now. So I kill it. I kill the game. Now that I find what I mean, I know. That's right. Listen, next time you go to their house, you take a big like 12 by 24 blow up and you write everyone else's name on it and you just put yourself at number one and give yourself a fire start. Just start the ranking yourself and be like everybody else you can try to catch up but

you're never going to do it. I think that's how you win with this family. That would be amazing. This is really a beautiful story about love and support and acceptance. The cultural differences that they have and the illness that they experienced, especially Aasha, could have separated them, but in this beautiful case it brought them together. And all of this background brings us to the point now where they realize something has to change.

I left my stable job in a health system and I started my own business and Matt is going to nursing school and so we have got to get our proverbial shit together. Why? Because I like I'm I've increased my income, we should, we need to be able to live off of just my income while he goes to clinicals. And then I think when we get to that position, where we're earning, I'm learning more money than I've, I've ever earned and it doesn't feel like it. And then also when we get to a point where together we're earning more money in a stable way than we've ever earned, I want us to be able to enjoy it

and feel good about enjoying it without guilt. I think we looked at the debt and realized, holy shit. There's no $12,000 checks in the mail right now. We have to pay this off. This is kind of reality now. Do you remember the moment that you looked at that? Yeah, I do. And it was right before I emailed you.

Really? Yeah. Okay. So walk me through that. What happened? Where were you? I want to know. I had found I was listening to your podcast.

And I think I bought your book a long time ago. And I give the conscious your podcast and I think I bought your book a long time ago and I gave it a conscious spending plan and down-lit it and it's filled it out and really did the numbers and thought, oh my god, this is real. I just had a huge pay increase. I took a big pay cut this year, last year, to take a different job. But we have a lot more income than we used to have. Our income increased probably,

I don't know, maybe 100%. So, and we're still, it feels like we're broke, it feels like we're poor. This is not good. We got to fix something. So, you download the CSP, you fill out the numbers, you realize, holy shit, we make more money, but it's not reflected in our day to day finances. And then did you bring Aasha into this conversation? I did. We filled, I think I told her about it, and I told her that I thought we should apply to the podcast. No one to probably aren't going to get in, but yeah, it was a good start.

And it did bring her in, yeah. And we still haven't had a totally, totally graphical, honest conversation about it. I don't think, but. Why not? Honestly, I was feeling really frustrated myself when I was filming it out. I was being short tempered and I was being a dickhead, honestly. And so I just, she sat on the couch for her computer. I sat in the chair with mine and we fitted out jointly,

but I just put my numbers in without saying where the money came from or where the debt was. I just said, here's the number. This is what it is. That's probably why. It was embarrassing really. It's pretty perceptive of you to recognize your emotional state at the time. Yeah. Pretty advanced. Have you gone to therapy before? Yeah, me and Asha made me go to therapy. Because I wasn't doing well. I came back overseas. Yeah, there was a time she almost left me. But I got therapy.

It helped me a lot. I could tell honestly 99% of people could not have said what you just said. It's really impressive. One thing. Asha, what do you remember about that time where you were sitting on the couch filling up the conscious spending plan? It was pretty hard. Why?

Well, he reflected really accurately what was happening. And I knew that he was struggling. It was these emotions he's having. And I think I knew that deep down, but when we were, when he downloaded the conscious spending plan, and then when we were sitting on the couch, I had felt really hopeful. And then it was really hard because I was,

I was in the Excel sheet and I was making formulas. I was putting, you know, equal sum and I was writing each number. And he was getting more and more and more short tempered. He was saying, why aren't you just putting a full number in there? Why are you putting each number? And I said, well, because each number matters, each part matters so we can talk about it. And then he just gives me this number. And it was, it felt like like are we taking 100 steps forward and then 500 back to have no idea where this number is coming from? I was on a place where I thought so she lived I can handle this on myself and I was trying to get it done myself and I did not want to burden her anymore

and I was embarrassed. I was embarrassed of what I've become. I'm like I'm falling. What did you want to do with all those emotions, the embarrassment? What was your natural tendency? I mean, honestly, if I, if I went just pure emotional, it would be to exit OSHA's life and let her just go ahead without me because I'm absolutely burdened. I think the only way to move forward is for us to be completely on the same page. It doesn't mean that every little piece of those details matter 100% moving forward, but that we have a completely clear picture together.

I think being on the same page, if we're saying it's completely shared finances, which is what we've said means that it's shared finances, which means that we both understand what's happening with the money. Okay, quick question for you. Does all of that need to happen the first time you fill out the conscious spending plan? No, maybe not. Looking back, do you think you believed that it did? Yeah, because I think I saw it as an opportunity of we're finally sitting down and actually

talking about it and filling it out, so let's make it happen. Let's get it right Let's get every detail right Have you two ever cooked together That's probably the only thing we don't do well together. I think oh really even better Okay, so this is great. So the first time you tried to cook something What wasn't I don't chop anything the way that Matt would like a chop. Oh, wow, that's so interesting. How do you chop it?

What the knife? The wrong size. The wrong size. Okay, by the way, I don't chop things correctly. I'd also come with you. All right, and then Matt, what did you say when you start her chopping it totally horribly? Just let me do it. I'll do it. Just sit down, turn on podcasts.

Okay. Guys, the conscious spending plan is not meant to be the most precise tool on the planet. You don't need to extend it to six decimal places. It's meant to give you a very simple understanding of your money quickly, at a glance, in a way you've never seen it before, so you can quickly tell if you are spending too much or too little in one of the four categories. There's value in simplicity.

So many times we are obsessed with precision. I gotta get this exactly correct, guys. No, sometimes simplicity is way more valuable than precision. You can download a copy of your conscious spending plan. It's in the show notes, take you 10 minutes, and suddenly you will have a totally new view on your money. Matt, when you start being a full nurse and Asha, by that time,

how much are you both going to be earning together in your household? I think we hit 200 pretty easily. Okay, great. So you'll be making 200. If you were to make 200 today, what do you think would happen? Basel, I mean, I think we shifted right now. We could be okay, but if we didn't slip back and all have it, we'd be just probably raise our standard with,

we might go on some trips. How would good Argentina in a couple months, honestly? Wait, what the fuck, what about all this debt? Yes, I was not okay. So that, that, no, my, Argentina. What the fuck, nobody's going to Argentina. This is insane. Why would you?

Okay, you could go to Argentina, but that's not the first day I would say. If you're in Argentina. Actually, you just answered my question, Matt. The answer is we would get right back into debt. Right. I think debt would accumulate. I think that we would have the lifestyle shift,

whatever that fancy phrase is. Yeah, I think that you would probably pay a little bit more towards your debt, and it would feel good. It would go down. And then some big thing would come up, huge trip, new car, whatever the thing may be. And then a year or two years from now, you'd look at it and be like, wait, what?

Where's all the money going? Right. We just be proportional to our income now. Correct. Correct. And that is the cycle. Okay, figure it out. Let's fix this.

Okay. Let's look at the conscious spending plan, shall we? Let's go. Let me do a recap of the numbers here. They make $167,000 combined this year. That's $4,000 for Matt who's in school to be a nurse. $10,000 for Asha who has started her own practice. They have $274,000 in assets that includes a house, cars, and a boat.

$41,000 invested, but they owe $10,000 to the 401K. $12,000 in business savings for Asha, and for some reason in the CSP their net worth is shown to be $98,000, but that's actually wrong once you factor in their debt. All right, and debt, what do you see there? A scary number, $228,90 dollars. Okay, what is that? That is credit card debt. That is our mortgage. What we owe on our mortgage. How much is the boat? How much is the boat for? 11,000. Okay, boat for 11k. How much is the credit card debt for?

You guys stop counting? Yeah, I think. Let me see. From my end, I think it's about 13 or 14, and then whatever Russia has. I have about 11,000 between two cards. 26K or so. All right. And the rest is the house. How much is on the house, the mortgage? 125,000. All right. So you're making about 167,000 a year gross.

That's a lot of money. Yeah. What the hell? All right. How do you guys feel about that number? Should be pretty good. I took a big pay cut or a $15,000 a year pay cut. Take the job I have now so I can go to school.

It's pretty good. I mean, fantastic. The two of you, great. I don't know why you guys are so morose around here. God, it's like a dark violin is playing in the background. Okay, we'll get with the debt. We'll fix that too. But God, this income is pretty impressive. The income is really new to on my end. So part of I think what I was hard feeling this out was it was like, or part of the feelings where this is new, but we should figure it

out with what's coming in. Yeah, let's talk about that for a second. I often find that people who just start making more money, they are still living in the past. So they'll do weird things like this. I'll be like, how much do you make? They'll go, well, I used to make like 4,200, but only in the last two months have I started to make 10,000. I go, look, are you going to comfortably make 10,000 a month

for the foreseeable future? They go, yeah, I go, then that's the future we're living in. So let's just put 10,000. Like, you have to mentally accept that I made it to this level. This is now who I am. And that's a hard identity to change, especially with money. I want to look at these numbers very quickly. So let's look at your mortgage is $925 a month. Holy shit. Never leave. Yeah.

That's amazing. Never leave. That's it. What do you guys feel about that number? I'm pretty proud that we bought a house at that level. I'm glad that we, because we were looking at houses that were more expensive, but we made the right financial call there, I think. How did you decide to do that?

How did you decide to get that house? We literally both said, let's think of worst case scenario. If one of us gets sick or loses our job, how can one of us afford this on our own? And we, at the time, said we can afford 900 bucks a lot of these? Gosh, I'm surprised because that is a very very savvy way of buying a house. Extremely savvy takes a lot of discipline to buy beneath your means and you did it. Very savvy and

yet on the other purchases that you make it's not savvy at all. Not at all. Well, I'll tell you? I'm going to look at it optimistically. I'm going to say, the fact that you did that with the biggest purchase you made is amazing. The fact that you can be savvy with your money and purchase below your means tells me that you two can do it. So at least there's demonstrated excellence there. Now we just got to apply it to other things in life, right? Yeah, we'll take that when yeah perfect. All right round of applause. You did it great. You're spending 8% of your gross income on your house That is Phenomenal it's really low. We like to see that number below 28% 8% is like oh, that's great car payment

935 dollars. Okay, what is this? What kind of cars? I have a Jetta. Okay. What year? 2017. Okay. Matt? Yeah, I just bought a new truck recently. My old truck, the motor went out and it was either spent $10,000 on that or and I was spending $600 a month in gas because it was a horrible truck so I bought a very small basic package Toyota truck. How much manual transmission? cloth seats. Cloth seats like that. I never owned leather seats in my entire life. Okay, at Toyota's good, how much was this truck? I was $44,000. I'm gonna be. Uh, yeah.

Okay, what do you think about that? Yeah, it feels, it felt like a lot. I've never bought a new vehicle in my life. I drove a 97 type of 15 years, but I felt like I'm gonna buy a truck and this will be probably the last thing I bought for the next 15 years. So I just divided that way because I spent 100 bucks a month on gas now. I don't use to spend 500 a month on gas.

So I just divided it in my brain that way. Do you need a truck? Need one? I don't know, we're renovating this house and we like to cut up firewood and give it away to people, I'm sorry. Okay. This is the first truck owner I've ever heard

who admitted they don't actually need a truck. This is, there's a miracle happening on this show today. I'll tell you that, okay. I just want to point out something you did is very interesting. You said I used to spend 500 bucks a month on gas and now I'm spending a hundred. Yeah. That is impressive compared to what you used to do.

But what if you didn't compare to someone who had a 500-dollar month truck, old truck? What if you compared it to someone who had a more economical car? What would that look like? I can probably half that again, really. Exactly. A cautious car. Exactly. Bingo.

So one of the things that I think both of you do is you choose your comparisons very carefully always to advantage your argument. And what I would suggest is if you two want to get to the level where you are making good money, you're soon going to make more than 167,000, you're going to make 200,000 or more, and you want your expenses to be much more in line to be able to save and invest and all that stuff, then you've got to change who you're comparing yourself to. Right here, I employed a strategy where I asked them if they have role models for their

money. And I asked them to get really specific. What I heard from Matt was that his friend has a nicer truck and a bigger house, but he doesn't seem to make as much money. What I wanted to do was reframe this pattern of comparison. I see this a lot when I work with my earnable students, the ones who I'm helping start their businesses. A lot of times business owners, when they start up,

they have one business that they stalk and they keep an eye on. And as they go through the program, oftentimes their business ends up being bigger than that random website or Instagram person they're following, but they cannot stop comparing themselves to them. And at a certain point, I go, look, you're bigger than them. You're way more successful than them. You need to dream bigger instead of comparing yourself to someone who you surpassed years ago. We do this in our own lives as well. We compare ourselves to someone from the age of 16 or 25, somebody in a different city. But what I learned is as you go through life, you create your own path. And at a a certain point you cannot compare yourself to someone else because if you are crafting your rich life the right way. Your life will be confusing or even be willedering to others because it fits you so perfectly like a handmade glove.

That is what we are looking for when we talk about designing our rich life. looking forward to talking about designing our rich life. Matt, you are making too much money to be thinking this way. So one of the things that I want to do on this call is elevate you to be seeing money at a different level. But it's interesting, I would not decide if someone is good with money by the car they drive or the house they live in. Yeah, they usually is probably bad with money, right?

Well, you probably don't drive a 2023 $70,000 truck, right? No. Good for you, better. That's why I left when you said cloth seats. I'm like, what else is there? Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha. But for me, what would be really impressive with money is having an understanding of it,

having more than enough in a savings account and an investment account, and really never having to worry about tiny expenses. I think this stuff thing is something we might wanna, that'll probably take time because my guess is if you go all the way back to being a kid, having money meant what? Yeah, you're about to use that.

Yeah, stuff. And ironically, now, if somebody making 200K living where you live, which is very impressive for a relatively low cost of living area, it doesn't necessarily mean you have stuff. Actually, you may have less stuff, but it may be higher quality, or you may shift it for experiences, that kind of thing. Because you have debt, which we're about to get to, it's a considerable amount. It means that you have to really think carefully

about big purchases. All right, let's look at the rest of these. Yeah, sure. Your boat payment is 175. How long does that go on for? Uh, forever. I don't know. Too long.

Huh? Like is it, this boat is like $11,000? Yeah, I think we paid 18 for our 19 start-wats. We got, what the fuck? Yeah, we got a few more years. We were stupid then. Yeah, that was a bad decision. But, yeah.

All right. And this, uh, go ahead. I'm going to get rid of the boat. We've already talked about that. Fantastic. Debt payment is $1,500 per month. That's for all of the debt, which is $228,000, is that right?

Oh, minus the mortgage. Yeah. All right, so that's for your boat and your credit card debt. Yeah, that's just credit card debt and loan and... Oh, shit, that's just your credit card debt. I think that's credit cards. Yeah because the the boat is above. Yeah. Can I just point out that you are paying more for your credit card debt than you're paying for your car payments combined and you're paying more for your credit card debt than you're paying for your mortgage.

Yeah. That's not right. That's not. That's like wildly off. All right. Okay. This is country spending plan is really helpful because it tells us when something's out of proportion. You know, the only type of surprise I like is having more money than I thought at the end of the year. Nevertheless. Okay.

That's how wealthy people think. That's what you guys are gonna start doing. Right. Yeah. We're thinking about poor people. We're gonna think Exactly perfect. So with that said let's write down where you are spending your guilt-free money right now. All right, so we got the eating out 400 bucks a month. What else? Travel is two times a year. How much you spend on those trips? I don't even know. That's crazy. Thousands. I'm sure I don't have a I don't know a number Five thousand saving school would be important definitely. Well, let's just say it's

What 7,000 per trip? Yeah, I think I would be a fair all-in 7,000 per trip. Yeah, I think that would be a fair all in. So that's 14,000 per year. So basically 1200 bucks a month. Is how much you spend on travel? Yeah. You ever calculate it like that? Well, we're paying more than that, right? Because we're putting over credit card and then double it 2400 a month. Yeah, and they're shit. Wow. All right. So you are currently spending more on your travel than you are on your rent, your mortgage. Like by your spending more than twice as much. You ever think about it like that? No. See the mind. Go ahead, Matt. I was saying I do, but I'm in that stupid mindset of,

okay, so that's good. You should be spending be spending more on traveling, you do your house, travel is fun. Stupid house. It could be, it could be, I'll tell you what, that's a great answer actually Matt, that's not a stupid way of thinking, that's actually quite sophisticated. It could be because you are spending so little on your house, you've actually given yourself the ability

to spend more on travel, which I can sense is important to you. But, and this is a big but, you haven't planned for it anywhere. Right, that's a skill we don't have. I don't have it. Yeah, yeah. Why would you? When you grow up and you live in a trailer

and there's no money so much that you can't even afford to eat sometimes, you go, oh, planning, what the fuck is that? We're lucky to have enough money to make it through the week. How are you going to talk to me about retirement and compound interest? Right. And that is where the cycle begins. It's not that somebody who doesn't have money is any less smart than anyone.

It's that life circumstances create this narrowing of a field of vision. And that's all you can focus on. And so we got to change that, though. You have, you make $167,000 a year. We've got to open up like your pupil. It's got to open up and see that you can see beyond next week. This is where money gets really hard. It's one thing to not have enough money.

That is very hard. That's off-instructural, like housing costs being really high or health-related illness. What happens is that many of us think if we just have $5,000 or $10,000 more, suddenly our money problems would vanish. And yes, there are certain problems that vanish if you have an extra $5,000. But I talk to people like that all the time on this show. Okay?

They start making significantly more money. And suddenly they realize they have a problem they never anticipated. Their money psychology is not keeping up with their income. That sounds so minor, right? Their money psychology, who cares? But that explains why Matt continues to compare himself to a friend who has a nicer truck and a bigger house. It's a good example of how in America, we have a phrase that goes, money changes people.

And it's usually said scornfully as if money changing people is a bad thing. Of course money changes you. It should. It's made me more spontaneous, adventurous, more generous. If you start earning a lot more money and you find that you haven't changed at all, that is a major red flag. You've set yourself up pretty well because of your housing costs. That is your number one savior. Because your housing costs is so low, you have room to play with. We can go through some of your fixed costs and cut some of those. We'll do that.

We can go through some of your fixed costs and cut some of those. We'll do that. It's really the major issue here is the discretionary spending. The stuff that's just day to day. Do you both know why you spend so much on that stuff? Yeah, because I like to buy things for us, mostly. Why? Because it makes me happy to see her happy. And I know she wouldn't buy the things for herself.

So. And remember when you're a kid and your parents bought you stuff when they had money, what did it mean? Yeah, I, yeah, that's, I guess I mean, they cared. I don't know. But yeah, that's a whole deeper thing. So that's it. They bought you things when they didn't have money

and when they finally got it and it told you what? Yeah, when now that you say that, I think maybe it made them feel good and maybe it makes me feel good. Maybe this wasn't about me, it was about them. Exactly. I think maybe it made them feel good and maybe it makes me feel good. And maybe it wasn't about me, it was about them. Exactly. I think. And that got passed along to you.

The problem is when they were buying all these things, you told me, my parents didn't spend a lot of time with me. When they had money on the off chance, they would buy me stuff. And that felt good to you, but probably more to them. Now you're doing the same thing. And you're spending more than you've got. That's the cycle. So can we reframe that? Do you think Aasha needs all the stuff you buy her? No, but okay. Okay, stick with me. Stick with me. I'm up here with you.

I just, I know that it's nice to buy things for people. I totally get it. I'm not going to tell you to stop buying stuff for her. But just stick with me for a second. Do you think she wants things you buy for her? Yeah. Yeah. I think so too.

What do you think she wants more? The things you buy for her, or the ability for the two of you to redesign the way you buy for her or the ability for the two of you to redesign the way you approach money. I'm sure if she thought about it she would rather that she would rather us have a better money mindset. Well, what do you ask her? She's right here. Yeah, on the back, she stresses about it. I know you do, right? I thought I'd buy you some dresses. You're happy, but then on the back,

do you stress about where that money came from? Yeah. That's not something we've ever talked about there, right? You're happy, but then on the back end you stress about where that money came from? Yeah, that's not something we've ever talked about there, right? You've never said that to me Which I guess it wouldn't make you feel good because I know why you're buying them And I know that it brings you joy and I know that the money's already been spent. So why share the stress? Oh Hold on hold on. This is this is a fascinating conversation. Wow. What are you thinking Matt? I'm thinking I wish you would tell me that and it may have changed my mindset But I'm kind of glad she didn't because I do really it makes me happy to order her some shirts from India like it was

You know it was a big deal like She didn't buy clothes when she started a new business whatever it's it's thousands of things on top of that But can you two talk about this right now? I feel like this is a very important moment. So really overall, a net happiness for you will be buying you something that we don't have the money for. It's more stressful to you than anything, right? You probably get negative happiness overall out of that, right?

I don't think, no, not not negative happiness because especially things like the right the skirts for example or the bag that I carry every day for work right the really really thoughtful really really custom really tailored right those are really really really special. Yeah, aside from those that we's tons of things I probably ordered for you to go out for you that you didn't really need, and it didn't make that big of a difference. Those things are very impactful. That was a big deal. But, well, give me an example, something I bought that was that stressed you more than

it made you happy, maybe. I think that's the hard thing. I don't know that there's an example of something that there was the out way like that, but I was just going to say I think I do hold both emotions right, and I think I think it's a similar emotion to when I thought about things like not the truck you have now, but the truck you have before just it feels similar to that emotion of in the moment weighing. I don't know that we can manage this payment or thinking about love for real or I don't know that we can manage this payment but also wanting you to have something that feels nice to you. It feels similar to those emotions of... It didn't feel like the stress was worth weighing

in the moment because it felt like maybe I was being irrational. Yeah, I don't want to put that burden on you of saying police my spending, because that doesn't feel fair, right? Like us. And I pause here. Yeah, I pause here. Okay, so good conversation. Do you feel like you are progressing to a better place right now?

Or do you feel like you are rehashing what has happened? I think I'm progressing because that's something I really had never considered. Honestly, I never thought about. What was it that you're considering now that if I spent $500 on Asha, is she worried about where that money came from? Okay. I never considered that. I just thought I really didn't. That was interesting. So what did you think that basically she would just be happy because that's how you feel when you get something? Yeah. Okay. Asha, that's how you feel when you get something. Yeah.

Okay. Asha, that's a pretty big realization, right? Yeah, it is. It's really big. Wow. Yeah. I think that there's a lot of soothing happening with money. Sothing the other partner, self-sothing, even self-sothing by buying the other partner, self-soothing, even self-soothing by buying the other partner things.

Do you think that that's fair to say? Oh, absolutely. What might be a way that we can replace that? What is a way to look at using money? Instead of for soothing the other partner in ourselves, how should we think about money? We have a shared goal, because that's what I've been saying.

I mean, that's what would be meaning making for me is having shared spending goals and looking at that on a regular basis together is look at this, look at this growing, look at look at this debt look at this debt shrinking look at the saving Scroding and what are we going to be able to do with this that we plan together. Do you have a shared goal? I mean we say pretty broadly we want to go on more trips and we want to have a bit but not not specific goals now. We don't, let me ask you this. When you say we wanna have no debt, do you know the exact month and year your debt will be paid off?

No. Yeah, okay. That's like a vibe. I wanna be healthier. Nothing ever happens when we say that. But if we were to truly make it a very specific thing, like it became one of the most important parts of your relationship. Money is already one of the most important parts of your relationship, whether you acknowledge

it or not, it is. If we were to get into it and say, within money, what are the three most important things for us? If debt was one of them, what would that look like and feel like for the two of you? It would be amazing in uniting because it's something we have to get done the next two years, or I can't put my job and go to school and raise our income. So we have to take a step back to step forward, but it's a have to get done.

It's not a, it's not really an option anymore. I guess that's why we're here. If I had credit card debt and I was like, shit, this thing snuck up on me, it's been four years over spending, et cetera. And I just, I said, I'm done with this. I want to fix it. I want to pay it off.

What would I do? Set a specific goal. Like an amount goal and a timeline. Let's take a number. Let's just say theoretically $26,000 in credit card debt. I don't know where I got that number from. What would my goal be? It would be a percentage of your take-home income. It could be. Well, you want to just do it right now? I mean, yes, we're here. Let's do it.

All right, so here's the thing. When it comes to these decisions, when they start to get the numbers start to be pretty big, it helps to set an intention. This is important to us. Do we both agree we are going to commit to spend time and money towards that? Absolutely. Yeah, it absolutely is. All right.

So that's number one, which is you both said an intention and you both acknowledge, hey, this is going to be hard. It's going to be one of the most important things we do. There is no amount of talking about this too much because it is one of our top three things in our relationship. Great. You're both on board.

Now, we got to get to some actual numbers. OK? So your credit card balance, $26,000. Correct? Ballpark? Yeah. So your current payment is, what are you paying? $15.54?

Yep. All right. How long do you think it's going to take you to pay it off? Yeah, it would be probably 10 years or more. Okay. Have you guys ever run a calculation like this? No. All right.

So right now, it's going to take 20 months to pay off, which is less than two years. Right. How's that make you feel? That still feels too long, because that's minimum, right? That's yeah. Wait a second, he just said 10 years

and it's less than two years. That's pretty good. Yeah, it's still pretty much. I'm like, that's actually pretty good. Less than two years instead of 10 and you're both like, you know, this sucks. Okay, I like the ambition. Fine, you don't want any coddling. I won't coddle you.

You're at $1,554 per month. It takes you 20 months to pay off, which again is less than two years. You want to pay it off a little faster? No. Yeah. All right. How much will you get if you sell your boat tomorrow? I mean, I probably have three thousand in equity. I could probably sell it for 13,000. So you would get you take home three K? Maybe. Yeah. Maybe less, right? Two K? Yeah. Yeah. All right. Again, let's always be conservative. Yeah. Maybe less, right? Two K. Yeah. All right. Again, let's always be conservative.

Yeah. Okay. Well, let's just model it and see what happens if we do this. So instead of your balance being 26,000 and taking 20 months to pay off, it would be 24,000 because you would put $2,000 towards it. And it would take you 19 months to pay off. So you would essentially make one month's worth of payment towards it, and it would take you 19 months to pay off. So you would essentially make one month's worth of payment towards it, maybe two. Okay. Something to think about. I'm not saying you have to do it. I'm just pointing it out

to you. The reason I'm not so hot on selling this boat as a big thing is that it's a one time activity. Yeah, they should sell the boat, but it's not going to change their lives in the grand scheme of things. What they really need to do is to completely change their monthly spending on an ongoing basis, really important distinction. There are things you can do one time as a one off, like you can sell a bunch of stuff in your house and make some cash. And yeah, you should probably do that in certain scenarios. But what actually makes a difference is changing your consistent money behavior every single month.

For example, it would be even more valuable, changing savings rate from let's just say 6% to 8%. That change alone or changing your investment from 5% to adding 1% every single year. That little change can be worth hundreds of thousands of dollars. So in other words, consistent changes are worth way more than one-off changes. How much more could you contribute towards your debt if you were hyper focused on this? Can you guys just tell me about eating out? I mean you're eating out a lot. I feel like that's something that could be managed easier. Yeah, we can save some money there, but it feels like a

small portion, right? How much could you save? Let's just start there. I mean, what, $50 a week, man? Yeah. That's $200 bucks a month, right? Yeah. So instead of 15, 54, we would do 17, 74. That would take you from 20 months to pay off to 17 months to pay off. Yeah, that's a big difference. A big difference. That adds up. Yeah.

All right. What does? Done. We're going to do that. Lock that in. You both okay with that Yeah, yeah Your travel you're just simply not going to travel which is fine

What else So one of the things that I've been curious about and I've been figuring out with having my small businesses Like I've been finding the balance of how much I pay myself and I've been finding the balance of whether or not I can pay myself more because this is my first true tax cycle. And I think I might have wiggle room to pay myself more because I've been really ambitious in. I mean, I feel like I could take home, even paying myself $1,100 a week would be an extra $400 a month. If you have more money, then yeah, put it towards debt. Yeah, that's what I was saying where I could pay myself more. I've just been really because I determined how much I pay myself out. Is that of just been really

careful in it because I've been over-saving in being uncertain exactly how much my tax burden is going to be. You have an accountant? I do. Okay just ask them how much to put aside. And great. And you probably are over saving Beginning entrepreneurs always over save because they're always like petrified. Oh my god I don't want to end up with and that's smart that smart over time You end up with too much Business cash and you need to leverage that either you use it for your business to grow the business or you distribute it Mm-hmm, and if you distribute it guess your business to grow the business or you distribute it.

And if you distribute it, guess where that money goes directly to? Yeah. And where would you put it? What the debt? So yeah, go in extra $400 per month towards our debt. Can you do that? I think so. All right. Hold on. So now we're, oh my God, we're at $2,174 a month, 14 months to pay off your debt. Yeah, we can see that. Pretty fast. Yeah. Notice I did not factor in the boat. Should I do the boat?

I mean, I'm gonna try to sell it, yeah. All right, good. Let's do the boat. We don't need a boat with this much debt anyway. 24,000. Now you're at 13 months to pay it off, plus honestly, it just simplifies your life, less payments. If one day you guys have so much cash, you don't even know what to do with it.

Get a boat, you have my blessing. But not before you have about $500,000 in investments, okay? All right, good. We're down to 13 months of debt payoff, striking distance. Yeah, a year. That feels doable, yeah. I mean, you're still eating out. You're still, you still have this truck.

Most importantly, you still have each other. Yeah. We get a lot of joy from the truck. Yeah, keep the truck, keep the truck. You can do, you can afford it, but what can you not afford to do? I mean, we can't afford to care this debt anymore, longer than we have for you. And we can't afford to add any more bills or payments,

right? Yeah, absolutely. OK, you can't afford any big, big purchases. I agree. What about the little ones? What about the random, let's go out to eat its Friday, et cetera? I think we have to agree on shared meaning of any purchase. And I think we have to shift to that type of mindset.

What does that mean? Yeah, I mean, that means full money transparency, which I have some credit cards that are mine that I should didn't, doesn't see. So that's where the problems came from, mostly is it the money just gets spent in in Australia that doesn't know? Because if she didn't know, it's probably a big problem.

But if I would leave you. All right, well, you should definitely have total transparency, for sure. You should have regular meetings about money. You're not necessarily checking on each other, but you're building new habits to hold each other accountable. OK? And you both know that, hey, once in a while,

one of you is going to backslide. That's okay. In fact, you talk about that at the very beginning. Look, how do we want to show up for the next 12 months on these meetings? I know that I have some habits that I learned from childhood. I need your help.

I'm gonna take the lead. But I suspect over the course of the next year, I might backslide a couple of times. And here's what I'm looking for. Matt, do you feel like this conversation has given you some insights into why you were purchasing those things and how to reframe your purchases? Matt, it really did break the dopamine cycle hit that I had from that. Honestly, without just thinking ostracism and is ecstatic and that's the end of the story. The harsh reality is it sucks. I actually call stress to my partner.

So, that's not a fun. That's a powerful recognition you have. It's very promising that you see that. And I'm not telling you Matt to try to deceive you and say, like, oh, she actually doesn't want to. No, she'd actually love them. But there's something even more important than short term soothing. Right.

It's a common goal. Yeah. A common goal. Long term. And that is not as fun as buying a gift and seeing their beautiful smile and reaction. But guess what? When you have this $2,000 a month debt payment gone, when the two of you have your investments growing and your savings growing, the two of you are going to be operating on such a different mindset

that the way you talk about money, think about money, behave with money is going to be completely different. But in order to get there, you have to start acting like it right now. Okay. I agree with that one. Okay. That number, by the way, once you finish paying off that debt, have you ever thought about what you're going to do once that debt gets paid off $2,000 a month? No, because I kept getting stuck in this cycle of of it'll take us so long to catch up.

It doesn't really even matter. Yeah. It's only a year. I know, but I mean, like, we should have a million dollars by now, but I don't. So I'm like, oh my god, you're getting the embellished. I take this. Yeah. Well, that's another example of you comparing yourself in a way that enables you to keep doing what you're doing. You go, we should already have a million bucks. But let's not compare ourselves to that. You are where you are.

Let's just work with who you are. Right. All right. And honestly, I think it's quite impressive. You're in nursing school, considering where you grew up, how far you've come. I think it's amazing. Honestly, I'm not satisfied with it because I think in the next 14 months,

your trajectory is gonna change dramatically. Dramatically, Asha, you have amazing income coming in. That's awesome. Matt, you're supporting while you're in school. Amazing. That income's gonna go up. 200K in a low cost of living area, holy shit. Should you have a million, I don't know,

but the fact is if you guys get this stuff turned around, you're gonna be financially doing very well. This is a beautiful story of coming together from different cultures, different socioeconomic backgrounds, and surviving illness. Yeah, they spent more than they should have, but that can be fixed. What can never be replaced is the bond Yeah, they spent more than they should have, but that can be fixed.

What can never be replaced is the bond that you create between partners, especially when created through hardship. I have a lot of confidence in Matt and Asha. I really loved speaking to them. They understand what happened. They have taken responsibility for their spending behavior and for why they did it. And they understand the reasons they need to change. I'd like to share follow-up messages that each of them sent me.

Here's what Asha said. We took time Saturday afternoon and worked through an updated conscious spending plan. It was exciting to see how all these changes could work. This experience was vastly different from the first time we filled out the CSP together. We have done so well in communication in all other areas of our lives that I think we had let ourselves overlook the most important area. Our conversation with you really brought this to the forefront for me and I feel that we are now told to do so. For me, the biggest surprise was coming away not feeling like we were in a dire place, coming away with a lot of hope and excitement, seeing how pretty small changes

could make an impact and on a reasonable timeline was so exciting. And now here's Matt. Matt said, we are both actively involved in therapy together and separately, yet still, we were unable to breach the topic of what had been such a key factor in my relationship with money. Discovering how my perceived bids at letting her know how important she is to me were actually causing her stress and anxiety really impacted me. She's an impressive human and maybe I was compensating for my feelings of feeling less than by showering her with experiences and gifts that we really couldn't afford.

I did struggle some after our call. Looking back on the money spent and discovering that most of the debt is a result of experiences we had together made it really tough to reconcile feeling guilty about the money spent. That rollercoaster of emotions doesn't serve the greater good and Asha will be much happier knowing we saved and were prudent in our planning to have great experiences together that we are both able to completely enjoy. Thank you for acknowledging the circumstances we've navigated and that the past has been hard.

That we aren't in a deep enough hole that we can save ourselves and that with some adjustments in our approach to money, together we might even make it to Argentina one day. Thank you for watching and listening to I Will Teach You To Be Rich. I'm Remedet Saiti. Thanks for listening to I Will Teach You To Be Rich. I'm Remedie Saiti. Please follow the show on Apple, Spotify, or wherever you listen to podcasts.

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