My Favorite Murder with Karen Kilgariff and Georgia Hardstark - 362 - A Generous Number of Apples
Episode Date: January 19, 2023This week, Georgia covers the "Boy in the Box" case and Karen tells the legend of Cuba's first Olympic marathoner, Felix de la Caridad Carvajal. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/p...rivacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.
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Hello.
And welcome to my favorite murder.
2023.
That's right.
That's Georgia Hardstar.
Thanks.
That's Karen Kilgariff.
And we're here to podcast in a brand new year, a fresh year.
It's already like the 12th for everyone listening and the 19th.
Still first month, right?
It's the first month.
This is our first recording back from the winter break because we prerecorded some
stuff because we wanted to keep putting out content as you do.
So this is technically our first recording back.
Yeah.
I mean, this was, we had to take a Christmas break, right, because this is America.
So we did some prerecords so you weren't completely alone and abandoned in that time.
So now we're all lightly off schedule, but I'm glad to be back.
I'm glad to be, you know, at least slightly current.
Me too.
I am too.
But you know what I think I realized while I had all that time to think during our break
is that I don't think my brain ever got the memo that quarantine is over.
I think that's what's going on with me.
Yeah, I relate completely.
Yeah.
Like I think I'm still stuck in that, but we have to stay home.
No one ever told me.
And it's not over.
Fucking COVID still happening.
Yeah.
But it's different.
Yes.
Like hard quarantine is still the way of the world to me.
Even I make a suggestion that is absolutely projection on my part, but is meant to make
you feel better.
Yep.
Part of us loved quarantine.
Part of us was like, oh, holy shit, this is like forced downtime and forced hermiting.
Yeah, forced agoraphobia in a lot of ways.
All the things, it was almost just a different name for a thing that's normally defined in
a negative that suddenly was like, hey, the government's making me do it, man.
Hey, you know, all those symptoms of depression that you are normally used to with depression.
It's actually government mandated now.
Depression.
Yeah.
It's my state representative's fault that I have depression.
You're giving it to me.
The world has depression with me.
Finally.
Yes.
Finally.
Yes.
The world has depression.
The world's overeating carbs.
The world is making baked goods for no reason.
Like I'm not alone anymore.
There's a mac and cheese run.
I don't think I want to let that go yet.
So I think it's now turned into a real depression government mandated depression.
Yes.
I got to claw my way out of that somehow.
I think realization is the first step, probably.
Yep.
And talking about it, not keeping it like a secret.
Yeah.
It's never a dirty secret.
And I think maybe that's a good way to think about it or frame it is like, if that's how
you feel, that's how a bunch of people feel.
Yeah.
Because we all had the same.
Yeah.
I don't want to say traumatic experience, because now we're using that word so much
in this culture, but we all had a very bizarre, brand new experience together.
Yeah.
Totally.
Totally.
And since we don't have an office to work from, it's not like there's a normalcy of
going back to the office, you know, or anything like that.
Right.
There's a lot of seeing people on your computer and forcing connection where it doesn't exist
because we're at our houses.
We've gotten so used to it that we don't question it anymore.
Like the idea of podcasting in real life and being able to like get that actual in the
room sense of like what people say and how they mean it and what is going on.
What a dream that'll be when we start doing that again.
The endorphin rush of connection.
Oh.
I miss that.
Yeah.
It's important for human beings.
Yeah.
For sure.
I still am doing therapy on Zoom.
Me too.
And it's not the same at all.
I miss person to person.
Yeah.
It's important and also just the change of pace of like that's the way you know quarantine's
over when you start doing things you didn't do in quarantine.
Right.
And I haven't like leaving the house.
I went to a concert and the whole time all I could think about was why don't I have a
mask on this room is too small.
Yeah.
I was positive I was going to get it and I didn't which is an important kind of like
watermark of like I don't know but that's going to happen to everybody as we go.
This is just kind of the new way.
Yeah.
Or you're going to get it and it's going to be okay.
Yeah.
Well I wanted to talk about we had a nationwide shared experience or at least people that
follow true crime because they arrested the suspect for the crimes of the four murders
of the students in Moscow, Idaho which I couldn't first of all I couldn't believe they did
it that quickly.
So fast.
Like compared to most of the stories we talk about or follow so incredibly fast.
Yeah.
So well handled and then they had a press conference at my I actually my dad watched
with me.
It was like dad I want to watch this and I was figuring I would go up into a different
room and watch it on my laptop and he's like no we'll put it on right here.
He's like I love the news.
He really loves news in any form and to watch that police chief that district attorney like
first of all the police chief started by saying it doesn't matter what we say today because
there is no good news when these four families have lost their children in this horrible way.
And I was like oh my God it is a new day in the way people handle crime in cases like
this.
I was so blown away that he made that acknowledgement and then after that when the DA spoke and
he I'm sorry to say did look a little bit like Santa Claus so it was a little bit kind
of like.
It was like around Christmas.
Oh yeah they were taking care of things and the DA said this is not the end of this.
This is the beginning so please be just as patient as you were before because we won't
be able to tell you anything for a long time.
It was suddenly like they got into this position of almost like teaching people how to be in
this with them and how to follow this correctly.
Which I thought was so smart.
Instead of wild speculation which is what happens online of like it's some teacher that did
it.
It's some neighbor.
It's some person and here's the evidence and then they just drag people.
It's crazy.
Docs people.
It's crazy.
Well and the thing that's now happening with stuff like that when people really don't use
their heads about speculation and accusation is now the people that are speculating are
getting sued.
That is not fun.
It is not good.
They're going to lose a lot of money.
They're going to be truly impacted.
So if you are some sort of an influencer and you think you're going to suddenly be like
oh I know who did it.
Yeah I solved it.
Don't do that.
There's no upside to that.
It's bad.
It is.
So that getting handled in a way where it's like you're not suddenly going to learn everything
about this case.
You're only going to learn it as the court wants you to learn it.
Right.
Is how they explained it which is very cool.
So yeah I was just like kind of blown away by the efficiency with which they actually
got something done which was so impressive.
And then the real kindness I think that they approached.
It didn't have that normal old feeling.
It was really interesting.
The whole case is just it's so shocking and then I saw the photo of the house where they
lived.
You know in my mind it was like an apartment or a dorm situation that it was a standalone
house living with what was it five six roommates which totally I did that at that age.
And then they finding out they had a dog it's just like oh my god these poor people they're
poor families.
What a shock and it's so horrible and yeah I hope this goes as smoothly as it's gone
so far for them.
I was in a couple threads watching what people were saying and there were a couple people
and this is going to happen like you can't get upset really about anything that happens
on social media because people are there to kind of make a weird stance and get clout.
It's just what people do on social media.
But there were some people who were trying to say things about what the roommates did
or didn't do and when they did it and how that means something.
And at first I saw it and I was getting upset because it was just like these are victims
as well.
These are also children like this can't be happening and then God bless them within the
next time I checked that thread here come all kinds of true crime expert follower people
who know what they're talking about and they were like how dare you accuse anybody or how
dare you come in saying you know how this would go like with specula like wild speculation
insane and kind of really gross like bottom of the barrel accusation speculation it's
not just like oh I think that's weird behavior it's like that means this right.
I did this once and it never went like that yes that's that's how I know they're wrong
or whatever yeah so it's cool that there are so many people showing up in that way and
really defending the people who deserve to be defended and basically kind of pushing
back against that weird like there's some people who just get in there and like you
know when you follow a thread and they keep showing up to like argue with people where
you're like what is this why would you do this yeah it's just participating like is
this a human being that mattered or are you just kind of trying to do a very self-centered
thing so that people interact with you good or bad totally totally yeah I'm not judging
people when we started this podcast I said shit I wish I'd never said and we were finding
our way and it just all happened to be recorded.
We chose to have Steven sit on the floor and record it for us but that's kind of my point
it feels like the entire genre of how people pay attention to this stuff is changing in
a very real way I was really impressed by the people that were showing up and doing
it right and helping other people kind of go the right direction very cool for a thing
that's shocking I think that's the thing you start to look for because this has all those
pieces of like an old-fashioned case you follow the idea that this suspect was studying criminology
yeah I mean that's like if it was in a movie you'd go that's kind of corny totally it is
it's mind-boggling for sure the whole thing yeah and then on the other side of that you
saw Dr. Love got arrested again tell everyone who Dr. Love is Dr. Love Dr. Love is a case
that I covered a while ago right that was pre-COVID right mm-hmm sure definitely I think what
it is I don't remember it was it must have been I think it was but he's a young man who
has a lot of hopes and dreams to be or at least dress like a doctor and have a doctor's
office and see patients and he got arrested for it and it's a really kind of mind-boggling
story and got out of jail and I guess the first job that he had relatively soon after
he allegedly because I think he only got arrested began to embezzle it's just the kind of thing
where he just keeps getting into trouble and then immediately if there's a news story about
it people will tweet me and go look at him he's doing it again he's into fraud he's really
really into fraud yeah hobby it is it's wild how do you get on the straight and narrow if
what you love deep down is fraud yeah that's tough yeah that is a tough one like it can't
be a hot that's not a hobby learning about people who are into fraud is a hobby being
into fraud he needs to go to Wall Street and start working with people who love embezzling
they love different ways to steal and rip people off get in there applaud people who are into
fraud that's like they reward them figure out a way to take 0.03% out of every check
and put it in your personal bank account that is yes that's what is great go work for the
US government something you know they were where they reward you for being a total fucking
psychopath yeah a lot's happened over over Christmas break the full run yeah um should
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okay well I'm first and this is a story a cold case that had a big update at the end
of 2022 I thought I'd give everyone the background and the update and hopefully in 2023 we'll
see some more updates on this historic huge case so this is the story of the boy in the
box oh wow yeah this episode features pretty graphic depictions of child abuse including
some mentions of sexual abuse which aren't graphic but they're mentioned so it just as
a warning to listeners so main sources using my story today is a New York Times article
by David Stout a Newsweek article by Gerard Kanga Philadelphia Inquirer article by Jason
Nark and a People Magazine article by Nicole Acosta and the rest you can find in our show
notes so it's February 25th 1957 so we're going way far back a teenage boy has set up
some illegal muskrat traps in an empty lot lined with bushes in the Fox Chase area of
Philadelphia Pennsylvania so I think it's it's in the middle of Philly but I think it's
kind of you know some open grassy lot area back in the fifties when they had grass in
Philadelphia exactly mm-hmm he's checking on those illegal muskrat traps when he finds
a large cardboard box and he looks inside and he finds something terrifying he's freaked
out but is afraid that if he calls the police it will take his animal traps away so he doesn't
report what he finds or tell anyone about it a day later a college student is walking
through the same lot he's sneaking around to spy on some girls walking home to their
boarding school not cool no he notices something in the underbrush and he walks over to look
and he sees that large cardboard box he looks closer and is horrified by what he sees he
flees the scene and tries to put what he found in the back of his mind he doesn't want to
report it but he's haunted by what he found and so he confides in his priests the next
day and finally the priest immediately tells him to call the police when the police are
finally called it's now February 26 1957 officer Elmer Palmer is the first on the scene it's
a cold and rainy day and he remembers shivering in his raincoat walking around the empty lot
when he finds the box he says later it looked like a doll and then I saw it wasn't a doll
the box is the body of a dead little boy this is the moment that the investigation into
the horrible death of the boy in the box which will last decades begins medical examiners
estimate that the boy in the box is between four and six years old he's found naked wrapped
in a flannel blanket in this large box that was meant for a bassinet originally his fingernails
are trimmed and he is a crude haphazard haircut that seems to have been recent little cut
hairs are found all over his body and his hair is really choppy his right hand and right
foot are pruney like they may have been soaked in water and a custom made hat is found near
the crime scene and the bassinet box has a serial number on it so police are sure they'll
have this case solved really quickly medical examiners conclude that the boy in the box
had been beaten to death it's clear that he was abused and neglected for quite some time
before he died he is only thirty pounds and was forty and a half inches tall and that's
just a little under three and a half feet and the average and healthy five year old
should weigh thirty to forty five pounds and be forty to forty five inches tall so he's
really on the light small side he seems chronically malnourished and covered in weird scars that
look like surgical incisions he still had all his baby teeth so no dental records exist
for him when they check almost immediately the investigation hits a lot of snags because
both the teenager and the college student stalled before reporting the body detectives
have lost valuable time plus it's February in Philadelphia which means it's cold out
the temperatures are really low which slows down the body's decomposition rate so it's
impossible to determine the time of death or how long he's been in the box.
Detectives have three main clues from the crime scene that cardboard box the hat they
found nearby and the blanket that the boy is wrapped in the blanket is a dead end it was
mass produced and sold widely which makes it nearly impossible to trace but the box
is from a local JC Penney department store they're able to figure out that this particular
bassinet box is one of only twelve that were sold between December 3rd 1956 and February
16th 1957 which is just days before the boy in the box was discovered so they're able
to track down eleven of those twelve bassinet buyers all but one this is impressive police
work obviously because the store also is cash only so despite that they're able to track
down eleven of the buyers. They're able to find out a bit more about the hat police track
down the store where it was purchased and the owner even remembers who bought it but
the owner's description is really broad and unspecific she describes a white man in his
early 20s and he's never found and never comes forward.
So police are becoming desperate for leads detectives check hospitals orphanages and
foster homes both in and out of Philly they make flyers with graphic photos of the boy
in the box and distribute them widely these posters are disturbing I'm sure we've all
seen them and feature images of his dead body and a plea for any information anyone might
have. At one point police even dress up the boy in the box in nice clothes and position
him in a more life-like way for photographs so that he might be more identifiable which
is it's so disturbing but it's also kind of they're trying their best they're trying
to figure out what is going to actually get results yes but horrifying I mean it's disturbing
for back then you know and and they're still they just hope that that's going to find out
who this poor boy is right even though they've been following up on every lead and throwing
all of their resources at this investigation the boy in the box case is not solved quickly
like they'd hope leads run out he's buried in a potters field which is a grave site
for unidentified people he's buried with a donated plaque that reads heavenly father
blessed this unknown boy and he becomes known as America's unknown child so here's some
theories at the beginning of the case there's tons of theories flying around people speculate
that the unnamed boy is a Hungarian refugee who fled to the United States after the country's
revolution in 1956 they think he might be the son of a local Philadelphia roofer that
people are suspicious of it's even proposed that he is the child of some carnival workers
who had many of their children die mysteriously oh no oh like an old case yeah yeah oh wow
police investigate all these leads thoroughly and they go nowhere several professionals
involved in this case really took the boy in the box to heart many even followed leads
way after they'd retired up until they died Remington Bristow one of the medical examiners
who worked on this case was extraordinarily dedicated to the boy in the box he visited
his grave site regularly with little gifts and flowers he made sure that on the anniversaries
of the boys murder that the case was in the news and Bristow even carried around a death
mask of the boys face in his briefcase oh that's actually very smart like if he was
looking into something and talk to somebody he could immediately say does this face look
familiar to you right totally I mean like that's that is dedicated yeah he spent thousands
of dollars on his own money to investigate and even though there weren't many breakthroughs
during his lifetime Bristow always believed that future technology would help solve this
case and had creative approaches to investigating he spoke with the media a lot and said he
quote didn't think this was a homicide it could have been accidental however people
close to him say that he didn't actually believe that he was just trying to coax the parents
to come forward Bristow died in 1993 without having seen this case solved and he's actually
credited in a lot of articles that we read about keeping this case in the news so let's
get more into some theories the first one I want to talk about is a theory proposed
by Bristow in 1960 he's contacted by a psychic from New Jersey and together they meet in
the empty lot where the boy was discovered the psychic leads Bristow directly to a foster
home about two miles away this foster home is run by a family and Bristow believes that
the boy in the box might have been the illegitimate son of the daughter of the foster home's owner
unfortunately despite thorough investigation this theory falls apart and later in 1998
a DNA test clears this family another theory comes from a Philadelphia woman who calls
herself M in 2002 she comes forward with memories that her parents had bought a little boy in
the mid 1950s oh she says her mother was extremely physically abusive allegedly keeping this
little boy hidden in the basement and torturing him for years nightmare uh-huh and remembers
that one night the boy threw up during a bath after eating baked beans and M's mother beat
him to death in a fit of rage she has this memory how awful is that and remembers her
mom making her help dump the body in an empty lot where they found an empty box to hide
him in so she has all these memories of that she says that a passing man stopped them and
offered to help as they were struggling to move the box but they ignored him and drove
away oh so that's her memory of what happened some investigators believe that M story is
the key to the case the boy in the box did have some kind of brown substance in his stomach
when he died which something could have been the baked beans and additionally a motorist
did report seeing two people one young and one old getting something out of a car near
where the body was discovered so M first reported these memories to her psychiatrist who supported
her and coming forward to the police but for some this throws doubt on her testimony because
they claim her quote history of mental health issues makes her unreliable I disagree me
now much more do you have to have your story line up right right for what it's worth neighbors
who live near M's childhood home dismiss her story they say that the story is ridiculous
and that there couldn't have been a little boy living in the basement which leads us
to another theory wait sorry the neighbors say that because like they never saw a little
boy apparently yeah yeah no yeah so forensic artist Frank Bender proposes that the boy
in the box might have been raised as a girl the only evidence to really support this fact
is that the boy appears to have gotten such an abrupt haircut before his body was left
in the box but so far there's been no leads about this story this theory or M story in
2008 Bender draws up sketches of the boy in the box with longer hair and styled as a girls
in hopes that someone might recognize the child but so far there's been no leads that
have come forward about this theory and M story remains unverified so this guy Bender
the one who proposed this race as a girl theory is a member of a special group called the
Vidoc Society she might have heard of it's a members only crime solving club that describes
itself as quote a venue where like-minded persons both in and outside the field of forensics
could gather to discuss and debate crimes and mysteries it's also a big part of the
boy in the box story because pretty much every theory that's been mentioned so far has been
explored by this Philadelphia based group also many of the original investigators of
this case joined the Vidoc Society after they retired so they could keep working on the case
oh wow it's like part of the founding like the reason the group was founded it seems
like it yeah totally the Philadelphia police department and the Vidoc Society work closely
together on this case moving forward so in 1998 police exhumed the boy in the box's body
to collect new DNA samples and then he's reburied at the Ivy Hill Cemetery in Philadelphia so
he's no longer in a poppers field the cemetery donates a new plot and ever since then cemetery
employees and community members have taken care of the gravesite so fast forward in 2019
the boy in the box is exhumed again and more DNA is collected the plan for this DNA is
to apply more modern testing most importantly genealogical testing like what helped catch
the Golden State killer a team of investigators including medical examiners and forensic genealogists
get to work they generate a usable DNA profile for the unknown boy and upload it to a database
to find relatives so finally just last month on December 8th 2022 Philadelphia police department
announces that they have finally figured out the name of America's unknown child wow Joseph
Augustus Zarelli members of the Vidoc Society are thanked at the press conference it turns
out they were able to make contact not only with one but several living siblings and relatives
on both maternal and paternal sides whoa yeah Joseph's birth parents have passed away and
their names were not announced in order to protect the privacy of living family members
we now know that Joseph's birthday was January 13th 1953 and he was just four years old when
he died so this is still an open and active case obviously that's all the information
they've released so far and police are asking for the public's help they have their suspicions
about who was responsible for the death but investigations are ongoing during the recent
press conference the Philadelphia police department talked about how they would be applying this
genealogical forensic technique to other cold cases obviously this is important because there's
so many unidentified victims out there who deserve to have their names back and one of
those is another Philadelphia based cold case called the girl in the box when the girl in
the box is discovered in 1962 so many of her circumstances are almost the same as the boy
in the box she's between four and six years old she's been horribly abused and she's seemingly
impossible to identify but this case gets treated completely differently she's a young
black girl and seemingly has no advocate to keep her memory alive she was buried in the
same cemetery for unidentified people as the boy in the box but her grave was basically
forgotten and in 2018 when forensic experts decided to exhume her body to gather DNA to
apply these modern technologies they couldn't find her the plot where she was supposed to
have been buried was empty and the city records from this 1960s weren't well kept and even
though other nearby plots were searched her body has yet to be found oh so she they can't
find where she really was buried yeah so it's just these you know one horrible story after
another cold cases need more people to care about them in order to have any chance of
being solved the boy in the box had loads of people keeping his memory alive and because
of those efforts 65 years later the case of Joseph Augustus Zarelli actually has a real
chance of being solved and that is the story of the boy in the box whoa so we have yet
to find out if M story is related yeah could be so we don't know it yeah we don't know
anything and who knows when and if we will but there might be like an old relative who
can finally talk yeah yeah or something that you know like somebody was keeping a family
secret for whatever reason and can now actually tell it especially if there was like horrible
abuse totally totally oh wow yeah incredible yeah wild story one of those ones that I think
true crime people have always just been like just so curious about this how can a child
be found and not be identified it just seems so impossible you know but it's happens all
the time obviously it happens all the time and it's the kind of thing where people bringing
unwanted children into the world those children suffer yeah and that idea when you start talking
about like let's check foster homes we should have a foster system set up or that would
never even be considered because their children are protected and loved and which is not to
say that many are not yes but the ones that are not yeah and then basically don't have
advocates or if your skin is the incorrect color yeah and then that happens to you and
no one's gonna put in the time totally it's egregious and at least after 40 years something
is or 50 years I guess yeah 70 years 65 years Jesus Christ well good I mean congratulations
to those people who kept on investigating and stayed on it totally you know there's
some like online sleuth that it has been like yeah dedicated for 30 years or something definitely
I would love I would love to know about that someone is like well here's what I did right
and I sent exactly yes so I'm gonna do the thing that you know I like to do which is
change gears and go in a very different and bizarre direction okay it's it's the craziest
story but it's really old it's such a reflection of how old it is this is the amazing life
and the questionable death of Cuba's first Olympic athlete Felix Carvajal oh I actually
started reading this to my dad as I was going over it because it was so insane that I was
like dad listen to this so the sources for today a heavily cited article by a writer
named Liam Boylan Pet for Lope magazine Lope entitled the barely believable life of Felix
Carvajal there's also an uncredited courier journal article from 1905 called fleet of
foot and tireless is Felix Carvajal the Cuban and then there's a 1906 article by Robert
Edgren that ran in multiple newspapers called the Cuba well represented in marathon race
at Athens the queer story of Felix Carvajal all right so the rest of the sources are in
our show notes if you want to look at those and read those so we're starting in 1907 that's
125 years ago backwards exactly who can do it so it's 1907 and a cruise ship docks in
Vienna Cuba where it has just arrived from Spain the passengers file off board and they
move through customs handing over their documents to the customs agents for inspection before
entering the country everything is business as usual until one very disheveled man approaches
the customs counter the agent checking his paperwork is instantly suspicious not only
because the man looks very dirty but he's also just landed from a long transatlantic
trip yet he is carrying no luggage when the agent checks the man's papers his suspicion
turns to shock the name on the paperwork is well known to him and to many Cubans Felix
Carvajal Cuba's first Olympic athlete just three years before in the 1904 Olympics in
St. Louis Felix made a huge name for himself in the marathon event but this messy looking
man couldn't possibly be Felix Carvajal because Felix Carvajal is dead so now we have to rewind
about 30 years I'll tell you about basically the beginning of the life of Felix De La
Caradad Caraval Isoto he's born in March of 1875 in Havana Cuba his family is very poor
and he doesn't have much in the way of material possessions but what he does have is a seemingly
inexhaustible supply of energy God I'd love to have that Felix is always on the move and
he's a little cocky so so much so that when he's 14 years old he has no athletic credentials
to his name he is not ranked rated anything and he challenges a much older decorated
Spanish athlete to an endurance race so at this point in history Spain has controlled
Cuba for hundreds of years tensions between the two countries are palpable so this race
actually becomes political the two runners start at eight in the morning and they are
still racing well into the evening when his Spanish competitor finally throws in the towel
around 5 p.m. 14 year old Felix keeps going for another two hours my god so he wins and
then he does a kind of in-your-face thing by the time Felix finally stops at 7 p.m.
he's been running for 11 hours straight the website Cuba Paradisas says that quote the
joy of Felix's neighbors and friends was intense and they carried him on their shoulders
through the streets Felix is so overcome with emotion that he burst into tears he's
a hometown hero basically so by 1895 Felix is 20 years old he's 5 foot 3 and he has this
enormous mustache like a glorious gigantic a little bit twisty at the end mustache very
nice at this point Cuba is in a full-fledged war against Spain for its independence and
Felix is serving as the personal mailman for Calixto Garcia who is a top Cuban general
the job requires Felix to run up to 30 miles a day delivering important military messages
all across the island yeah right it's incredibly dangerous work also to us very tiring and
before long Felix winds up on the radar of the Spanish military and at one point he is
almost killed by an enemy soldier but when the war ends in 1898 despite his service Felix
is barely scraping by he takes jobs as a civilian postman he's a hotel doorman he's a barber
he's a handyman and then the little free time he does have he spends it running so he's
never had the means to travel to a formal race like the Boston Marathon but still Felix
is confident that he's one of the best long distance runners there is so when he hears
that the 1904 Olympic Games will be held in St. Louis he becomes consumed with the idea
of competing in the marathon of the Olympic Games and winning the gold for his country
Felix figures that if he can just get there he'll bring glory to Cuba and get recognized
finally as one of the world's best athletes gotta be that cocky right not be nice to just
be like it's me I just need to be able to show up yeah I'm the best so yeah I don't
think there's anything wrong with thinking that way no absolutely not it helps yeah
I think for sure that in a gigantic mustache that truly looks like a small broom okay but
in the early 1900s getting to Missouri from Havana is tough enough but for Felix who's
basically destitute it's borderline impossible so he decides to go ask the mayor for help
but once he gets there he stopped outside the mayor's office store by secretary who is not
buying his sales pitch and it's hard to blame her Felix is a complete unknown he has no
proof to back up his claims that he is this excellent athlete so she asks him to leave
but Felix can't let it go he pushes his way past her he goes into the mayor's office
where the elegantly dressed man is sitting in a big leather chair puffing a cigarette
and the mayor is clearly taken aback by this scraggly looking intruder and like a secretary
he thinks Felix is delusional he's not buying it either in fact the mayor reportedly laughs
in Felix's face before telling him to get out but Felix is not discouraged of course
not I mean can you imagine just not giving a shit about rejection to this degree he takes
matters into his own hands exits the mayor's office says goodbye to the secretary steps
out into the plaza and starts running Felix completes one full lap around the building
then another he just keeps going one article says that each time he made another lap quote
more people were watching for him and as he passed they could not restrain a smile next
time they roared with laughter clerks and office boys swelled the crowd of spectators
so legend has it that at six o'clock that night the mayor who has been inside the whole
time with his blinds drawn packs up his stuff heads home for the day and when he steps outside
he's shocked to discover that an enormous crowd is gathered to watch Felix run in circles
around the building he's inspired to march back to his desk cut a check handed over to
Felix saying quote this is for your transportation to st. Louis now go and do your best nice
right it's a great story it's not entirely verifiable yeah people say it's more likely
the Felix fund raised for the Olympics all on his own there are stories that he ran around
Havana with a sign strapped to his body that said quote help an athlete that wants to participate
in the Olympics but either way the truth is he raised enough money to make it to the United
States yeah so he sets out for st. Louis beginning with a trip on a steamship to New Orleans
but then once he gets off that steamship and gets into New Orleans he needs to find a way
to get to Missouri and he's already running low on money he didn't raise enough money
to cover food hotels or any athletic wear that he needs to raise he just basically has ticket
money yeah and a tiny bit more but he's not stressed about it not Felix instead he has
too much fun hanging out in New Orleans bars and casinos and he ends up losing every excess
penny he has playing dice now yeah so now he has absolutely no means to get to st. Louis
which is 700 miles away from New Orleans but he's not discouraged he can't pay for transportation
so he figures he'll just walk there so he sets out occasionally hitching a ride here
and there and he ends up making it to st. Louis just four hours before the olympic marathon
begins love it when he arrives at the starting line he hasn't eaten anything for days his
body's exhausted he's wearing the worst possible outfit for marathoning which is a billowy long
sleeve shirt long slacks which are his only pair of pants heavy homemade boots which weigh around
four pounds total and to top it all off a felt beret and it's 90 degrees outside
so it's it's not just improper clothing for running but it is a terrible outfit just for
walking around outside yeah the website cuba paradistas says that the crowd of onlookers
jeer at felix they quote saw this scrawny five foot tall runner and doubted that he could even
finish half the race end quote so at the starting line an american named martin charidan pulls out
his pocket knife and cuts felix's slacks into bermuda length shorts to basically to help felix
run better and a 1907 article in the st. louis post dispatch says that felix quote carefully hid
the pieces so that he could sew them on again after the race because they were the only trousers he
had so he took the bottoms of his pants and like put him in his pockets so he could keep them
now there's a really great picture of all of the marathoners like before the race and they all
are basically wearing like white tank tops with numbers on them and white shorts and some of them
are wearing belts like they almost look like weightlifters belts and then felix is standing over
there in like a dress shirt and then these kind of bermuda shorts and then big old boots so the
men's marathon is billed as the top athletic event at the 1904 olympics so there's thousands of
spectators and they're gathered in a brand new stadium to watch the 32 runners take off so at
303 p.m. the starting pistol fires the runners start by running five laps inside the stadium and then
they move outside where they are hit with a wall of heat because it's 90 degrees outside so it's
so insane this marathon course is strenuous it's hilly and it is arguably unsafe a journalist named
Karen Abbott writes that quote the men had to constantly dodge cross-town traffic delivery
wagons railroad trains trolley cars and people walking their dogs so it's not in any way fenced
off they just have to run through st. louis wow kind of great it's later described by one marathoner
as quote the most difficult course a human being was ever asked to run over so on top of that most
of the outdoor track is dirt road it's the late summertime in the american midwest so they're
on certain parts of the course there are inches of thick dust and as the as the runners move through
they kick it up into their own mouths and faces all the passing vehicles carriages and pedestrians
add to a literal dust cloud that follows the runners as they go and before long multiple
athletes drop out because they can't see breathe or they're vomiting dirt cool so that's bad for
running apparently how would we know so now but there's felix weirdly he seems to be handling it
all like pro for the first few miles he's leading the group which is a miracle considering how hungry
tired and thirsty he must be but what's interesting is all the runners are thirsty because of course
today it's a no-brainer that hydration is essential for athletes especially on a hot summer day but
back in 1904 it was up for debate so the organizers in st. louis are using this race as a research
opportunity to test whether quote purposeful dehydration improves athleticism oh no if we're
going to do the olympics we might as well do some scientific testing at the same time guinea pigs
yeah so accordingly organizers have only set out two water stations along the marathon route
one is at mile six the other at mile 12 wow so everyone's thirsty and dusty it's all a recipe
for disaster before long the race devolves into absolute mayhem a south african runner named
len tanyani who makes history as one of the first black olympians has an incredible start
but he's later sabotaged by you guessed it a feral dog that chases him a mile off course oh no
just rando danger all through then an american runner named william garcia collapses on the
side of the road and has to be hospitalized because dust has quote coded his esophagus and
ripped his stomach lining oh my god and they later say that had he gone on aided an hour longer
he might have bled to death jesus it's kind of like a post apocalyptic marathon in a lot of ways
yeah there's a lot of extra shit happening in fact stomach issues soon start wreaking havoc on
a lot of the marathoners a front runner named sam meller taps out around mile 13 because of
debilitating cramps and then a runner named fred lores drops out in style and hitches a ride back
to the stadium in a car yeah so now our boy felix who's clip clapping along in his big boots
is falling behind but not because of exhaustion or improper running gear or dehydration he's
trailing because he's such a ham that he can't keep himself from stopping to greet spectators
along the route oh my god he keeps having conversations with people in broken english
at one point he even steals a couple peaches from someone on the sidelines he loves having an audience
but of course it comes at a cost later race officials will determine that felix loses an
entire hour to these trackside chats wow so nevertheless he persists but with each mile
felix's hunger intensifies eventually he can't ignore it anymore luckily the course rungs alongside
an apple orchard so felix decides to take yet another break from the race he hops a fence and
goes into the orchard and helps himself to a generous number of apples but in yet another
unfortunate turn of events those apples turn out to be rotten no within minutes felix has
shooting stomach cramps and is in so much pain he has to lay down and rest oh my god
okay we're back this is this is so weird for everyone at home that we had just had a 24 hour
pause in this podcast because yes mid story yesterday as karen was telling her story i was
trying so hard to keep it together but i as we started recording had the was getting a migraine
that kept coming on and on and then throughout karen's story which was like people throwing up
and people getting sick and i i had to stop and be like i can't do this today and i went and threw
up i get a migraine like once every few months and i have to throw up and lay down so they're the
worst it's the worst truly the worst thank you for letting me pause but we're back yeah so of course
oh we we jumped ahead 24 hours we're different people is this and for you it seems the same
it's so different and i have different pajamas on even i yeah i have the same clothes okay all right
so let's get back into it i feel a hundred percent better okay good we're getting right back in all
right we're mid we're mid marathon wouldn't it be interesting i was about to say for those of you
who just joined us what if someone started the podcast here that would be really fascinating
that would be weird they accidentally skipped forward okay so now up ahead on the marathon
route a way ahead of felix is a man named thomas hicks who in fact is a professional clown i love it
he loves to bring joy to the people and also he loves to run run run away so he's managed to reach
the first place spot in this race but things are not going well for him either back at mile 10 he'd
exhausted himself sprinting to the front of the pack so now he's depleted he wants to give up
oh this is the part that broke you yeah because but his trainers aren't ready to let that happen
so thomas hicks trainers run onto the course and give him one of the first known performance
enhancing substances ever used at the olympics oh the river that i was so sick yesterday i was
well while we were recording i kept getting lower and lower on the couch and like almost laying down
and and then i hit her with this fact toy which is mid marathon a guy's trainers run on and give
him a combination of strict nine and egg whites that's right i and then i was like we need to
georgia that's when georgia called it and said this marathon podcast recording session is over
i mean that's how good your story was you know hey we're making it real yeah please let us know if
we instigated any other migraines or really anything it's pretty challenging this story yeah
so the trainers come on and give him a basically a a very strange like a keto egg white strict nine
omelette don't try this at home anyone yeah apparently back then well in small amounts
strict nine which is also found in rat poison used to be sometimes used as a stimulant oh
interesting the idea that anybody survived yes back then it's incredible and they also these
trainers also have brandy on hand because quote runners at the time apparently believed against
all evidence that alcohol would give them a boost and champagne was often drunk during races instead
of water no just no yes i mean this is an argument to become interested in history yeah any students
out there it was so weird back then you need to find out what they were doing truly against all
evidence it sounds like a lot of people today actually yeah that's true it's like i don't know
i don't know about science i'm gonna do this on my own i have depression i probably should
drink champagne through it yeah that's what's going to do it hey it's me so so meanwhile
fred lores you might remember him he was the runner who forfeited because he was having stomach
cramps he got into a car and he was heading back to the stadium which is where the finish line was
so along the way of him riding back to the stadium in a car he's smiling and waving to spectators
you know he's remembering the glory of the race and then he decides to do something that ended
up being very controversial as a crowd of spectators and race officials watch he hops out of the car
gets back on the marathon route and starts running the race again in front of everybody
he actually ends up running all the way back into the stadium he goes inside he crosses the
finish line and inside of course the people inside the stadium are on the wiser so thousands of people
in the stadium erupt in cheers thinking they're watching the man win the gold for the marathon
yeah bro bro all the way to the point where alice roosevelt who was president theater
roosevelt's daughter she's there to give out medals and she puts a wreath on fred's head and she is
about to put the gold medal around his neck but before she does a mob burst through the stadium
doors and exposes fred as a fraud he would later go on to apologize and claim it was just a joke
that he took too far which i really relate to and understand where it's like wouldn't it be
funny if yeah and then you don't you know i'll tell them after i'm not gonna keep it it's just yeah
i'll let alice roosevelt know this isn't real sure well let's go back to the orchard where
felix is literally laying on the ground napping right the apples another thing that probably
made you feel awful i don't know why it was like the power of storytelling i was like this is me
they're gonna make me do this next i feel like i can't run a marathon get up and run yeah so back
in the orchard felix is recovering from his rotten apple poisoning he manages to get himself back
over the fence he gets himself back onto the course he starts running again but he feels like
shit he has knots in his stomach he's having hot and cold flashes oh my god i'm glad we didn't get
to this oh seriously he's having hot and cold flashes he's actually in so much pain that his
vision is spotty this is so ironic i it's so dead on yeah he's also so far behind at this point
that the race officials have assumed he's just dropped out because he's that far behind they
aren't even charting his progress anymore but then he gets a second wind which if you remember back
in it when he was 14 challenging that spanish athlete right he ran for 11 hours this man
he's got it in him yeah so within minutes felix has run through the pain he's caught up to another
marathoner and then another now race officials start tracking his progress again they're like hold
on a second felix is back and then they watch in total shock as he moves into 18th place picking
up speed passing a few more runners moves into 11th place then 7th then 6th damn right now meanwhile
hicks the professional clown runner who had the omelet strict nine omelet strict nine omelet
he's still holding down first place but he is not doing well he is now hallucinating he can barely
walk right which you would you know it's it's not has nothing to do with his athleticism his
trainers have literally poisoned him yeah old school style even though he's not running he's
doing what was described as more of a shuffle he finally enters the stadium now a writer named
mike vago says that hicks quote had to be bodily carried over the finish line as his trainers
lifted him off the ground while he continued to shuffle his oh like a dog going into water
oh my god that's so humiliating by the end of this race hicks had lost eight pounds of water weight
oh my god they say that he would have died had there not been four doctors on site to immediately
treat him once he crossed the finish line yeah so now with the the first runner having won legitimately
the first real real runner who really earned it i think felix charges ahead he's now moving
toward the front of the pack in this unbelievably livable upset from last place the 1905 edition
of the courier journal newspaper describes felix running style as quote crossing one foot over the
other like a skater would been making a turn that's that's how he ran forward which is kind of
amazing maybe it was because of those gigantic boots sure so finally covered in dust and sweat
felix enters the stadium he sprints his last lap and he throws himself over the finish line
as he catches his breath a race official comes to congratulate him and this is where felix learns
his final position in the race after everything walking from new orleans running entirely if not
prohibitively overdressed wearing homemade boots on his feet stopping to chat getting sick from apples
and then taking a nap all of it georgia getting a migraine all of it i think he's been through
he manages to finish fourth place in the 1904 olympic marathon holy shit
felix as you might guess he starts sobbing right there in the finish line because he's so heart
broken that he didn't win buddy there's always next time right there really is with this guy yeah
so even though he didn't win of course he gets a ton of attention after this race
reporters go on the record saying that despite his fourth place finish felix was arguably the
strongest runner and only lost because he was totally unprepared and distracted during the event
yeah a little bit and this also they don't even because it was the turn of the century they don't
even talk about the socioeconomic factors that held him back like a lack of transportation money
proper athletic gear any of that somewhere to sleep the night before like properly sleep
he walked there he kind of did win in a lot of ways but even as his profile rises he's still
broke he can't afford to pay for his trip home after this event so felix sticks around in the
united states hoping to make some money he joins a local running club and he continues training
a 1905 st lewis democrat article describes his training regimen saying quote almost any day a
person may go into the gym and see felix plugging around the track two hours later a return visit
will still show felix going around and around sometimes sprinting and other times barely
moving at a dog trot but never walking wow he's keeping it up yeah it's felix so he also manages
to get into a little bit of trouble during his stint in the united states he goes to visit friends
in new york and during that time he quote jogged beside cable cars until police arrested him
and sent him to belview hospital as an insanity suspect so but that was just his style like it
was like he and i'm sure he was probably talking to people on those cable cars is my guess so we
feel expense three days um ed belview before his friends finally figure out where he is and they go
pick him up and when they do the police ask them how long has he been crazy and to which his friends
reply quote he isn't crazy he's a runner so when felix goes back to cuba he brings back with him
all these medals and prizes from races in chicago washington and beyond he is even profiled by a
cuban magazine basically he is you know he's now a lauded celebrated long distance runner and now
he's got his eyes on the 1906 athens marathon so he's like i'm going to do it again this is going
to be my yeah life calling so after all that training and experience felix is certain he
can win that race and the rest of the world thinks so too but even with all the acclaim he's earned
as a premier olympic athlete felix is still clocking into his postman job every day and
trying to earn a living but unlike before no one questions his athletic abilities so for his trip
to the 1906 athens marathon felix raises enough money to fully fund his trip to europe as well as
pay for a trainer meals and proper running gear you know what other people call the basic
right standard ship yeah so when it's time for him to leave for Greece felix boards a ship that
will take him from cuba to italy which is the first stop on his long trip to athens and now
there's no doubt in his mind that this marathon is the one that will catapult him to a whole new
level of sports stardom and change his life for the good but once he gets off the ship in italy
felix vanishes after devoting everything he has into this event the day of the race comes
and goes and he is a no-show but yeah so days turn to weeks weeks turn to months and still
no one has heard from felix one newspaper in 1907 says quote the end of felix carvajal
became an unexplained mystery he had disappeared like a ship lost it's in a storm at sea leaving
no trace at last it was generally believed that he had lingered in italy and had like a fool
shown his cuban gold in some neapolitan dive and drifted out on the tide that night with his throat
cuss subtle quite an assumption felix's obituary runs in cuban newspapers and his fans and fellow
countrymen mourn the loss of cuba's first olympian so now we're back where we started at the very
beginning at the customs counter in havana the agent looking at the man who's just handed over
a dead man's travel documents and because it's the early 1900s when everything was way more chill
the agent lets him pass without any further questions i thought you're dead go on in thought
you're dead maybe you're just using this guy's papers whatever it is welcome to cuba and then
whatever doubts the agent has are quickly erased because as he watches this disheveled man
goes from a walk to a full sprint and now there's no mistaking it it actually indeed is the felix
carba wow so it turned out the reason felix disappeared it's not creepy it's not mysterious
his throat was not even attempted to be slit he got the date of the race wrong
bro it's my life story bro just like some basic you had one
job you have one job you cared so much about this race that you focused on the wrong detail
so by the time felix gets to Athens the marathon had already happened oh buddy so instead of jumping
on the next ship home he decides to make the best of it and he ran races in france spain and italy
okay before he finally earned enough prize money to make the trip home so now word quickly spreads
that cuba's first olympian is alive and well and newspapers start correcting their early reporting
with publications as far away as north america running headlines like cuban marathoner runner
carvajal comes to life so felix is back in cuba he keeps on training in 1908 he's in his mid 30s
he goes professional the next year he's billed as the man to watch in a marathon in new york state
20 years later when he's 53 he runs over 4 000 laps in six days around a havana mall holy
shit and 20 years after that no january yeah in january of 1949 when he is 73 years old a young
athlete from argentina challenges felix to an endurance race oh my god just like when he was
a kid and of course he manages to pull a crowd because it's felix and they love him but he ends
up losing the race because he's 73 years old okay good yes i would love it if he still had his boots
on after the race he sticks around chats with fans that's what he's really in it for obviously
and this will be his last race because just a few days later felix carvajal dies at the age of 73
again the local papers run his obituary but sadly this time there are no corrections
so over the course of his life felix carvajal won 55 trophies for marathons and races around the
world he is remembered in cuba as andarine or the walker and his story has endured for over a century
countless magazine features books newspaper articles have been written about him he was even
the subject of a 30 minute cuban tv special and he's remembered not only as an incredible athlete
who was born with unique greatness but as someone who lived life to the very fullest writer leon
boylan pet summarizes felix's legacy beautifully saying quote living in a shack in a poor neighborhood
is not the life expected for an olympian the country's first olympian nothing is said about
his family or his personal life the profiles and newspaper clippings hinted at it but it seems that
carvajal was never able to escape poverty he was born with almost nothing showed up to his races
with almost nothing and died with almost nothing the few times he had enough money to travel he
took advantage of it he saw the world and he always did it running by all accounts even
when he was down he ran his ass off and that is the legend of cuba's first olympian felix de la
caradad carvajal wow wow right yeah legendary for sure a 2023 inspirational kickoff yeah it's
feel good no matter what do it let's be like this guy it's almost like he invented just do it the
phrase just do it but it's almost like nike owes him a couple hundred billion dollars that's right
very cool that was great i'm glad i stuck around for it me yeah i'm glad you came back i really
appreciate it i think maren mclashan our researcher is the one who suggested that story and she was
like i know it's crazy because there's not it you know it's certainly not really true crime except
for his disappearance yes but the story itself is so truly not so that it's gonna be fun to talk
about good one i love it all right well great job that was maybe the longest podcast we've ever
done yeah 24 hours i think yeah at least 24 yeah we did it we did great job thanks everybody for
listening that's right for being with us i think we're coming up on our seven-year anniversary
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