Pod Save America - Introducing: Mother Country Radicals
Episode Date: July 5, 2022Zayd Dohrn was born - underground - his parents were radicals and counter-culture outlaws, on the run from the FBI. Now, Zayd takes us back to the 1970s, when his parents and their young friends in th...e Weather Underground Organization declared war on the United States government. They brawled with riot cops on the streets of Chicago, bombed the Pentagon and the U.S Capitol, broke comrades out of prison, and teamed up with Black militant groups to rob banks, fight racism - and help build a revolution. Audacy - https://www.audacy.com/podcasts/mother-country-radicals-132100 Apple - https://apple.co/mothercountryradicals Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/show/1k8LpYwJ71vMu0mLxG2Am8
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Hi, everyone. I'm Zayd Ayers-Dorn, and I am so excited to share with you the first episode of
my new podcast, Mother Country Radicals, a family history of the weather underground.
This show is the true story of how my parents, Bill Ayers and Bernadine Dorn,
transformed themselves from peace activists into violent revolutionaries,
how they teamed up with Black militant groups to rob banks, fight racism, and help build a
revolution. I hope you enjoy hearing my family's story.
To find more episodes, be sure to follow Mother Country Radicals
on Odyssey or wherever you get your podcasts.
Okay, now let's get into the episode. Enjoy.
In May 1970, Los Angeles radio station KPFK received an anonymous phone call,
leading them to a cassette tape hidden in a public phone booth.
It begins like this.
Hello, this is Bernadine Dorn.
I'm going to read a declaration of a state of war.
This is the first communication from the Weatherman Underground.
Bernadine Dorn is my mother. She's recording this tape when she's just 28 years old,
surrounded by a few friends in a safe house in San Francisco, a one-room apartment they've rented
using a fake ID. The place is crowded, and most of the people in the room are even younger than she is. Student activists
and grad school dropouts in their early to mid-20s. There's a device the size of a lunchbox
set up in the middle of a table. An old school tape cassette player with a red record button.
All over the world, people fighting American imperialism look to America's youth
to use our strategic position
behind enemy lines to join forces in the destruction of the empire. Kids know the lines are drawn.
Revolution is touching all of our lives. They've written this statement together over a bunch of
sleepless nights on a stolen typewriter. Revisions marked in pen and retyped over and
over to get it right it's a collaborative effort a group project but they all understand as the
leader of the organization the public face it would be bernadine delivering their message
freaks are revolutionaries and revolutionaries are freaks if If you want to find us, this is where we are.
In every tribe, commune, dormitory, farmhouse, barracks, and townhouse where kids are making love,
smoking dope, and loading guns, fugitives from American justice are free to go.
It's funny for me to listen to this tape now, 50 years later. It's not just how 1970 it is,
tribe and commune, making love, smoking dope.
It's also how young she sounds.
Her voice is a bit shaky.
Despite the fact she later became famous, infamous,
as a symbol of revolutionary rage,
my mother has always been a private person,
reserved, kind of shy.
So I can hear her forcing herself to say these words, driving herself to do something that doesn't come naturally to her, because she believes somebody has to do something. She
has to do something. The parents of privileged kids have been saying for years that the revolution was a game for us.
Tens of thousands have learned that protests and marches don't do it.
Revolutionary violence is the only way.
My mom was actually one of those privileged kids herself.
She'd recently graduated from the University of Chicago Law School,
one of the most prestigious and conservative law schools in the country.
John Ashcroft, George W. Bush's attorney general, was one of her classmates.
But she'd grown up in modest circumstances.
Lower middle class.
The granddaughter of four immigrants.
A straight-A student.
A cheerleader.
A kid who tap-danced at the American Legion.
Within the next 14 days, we will attack a symbol or institution of American injustice.
There are very few positive things to say about planting an explosive in a government building,
but as an attention-getting device, it's hard to argue with the effectiveness of that bomb that
went off here at the State Department. Bomb exploded early this morning.
Credit for the Capitol bombing was claimed in a letter received by the Associated Press today, signed by the Weathermen.
The Weathermen promises more attacks on the establishment around the entire country starting next week.
Bernadine's declaration of a state of war set off a campaign of anti-government violence.
It would turn her and her friends into outlaws and symbols.
Her trademark miniskirt and knee-high boots, straight brown hair and sunglasses
would wind up on wanted posters, newscasts, and underground newspapers across the country.
And she would spend the next decade and more on the run from the FBI.
Angela Davis was replaced on the FBI's 10 Most Wanted list this afternoon
by Bernadine Ray Dorn, described as an underground leader of the Weathermen.
The FBI says she advocates bombings, violent revolution, and terrorist attacks.
J. Edgar Hoover, the head of the Bureau,
called Bernadine the most dangerous woman in America.
But those sound bites don't really capture her, as a person or as a symbol.
They don't capture what drives her and people like her,
which is important because she was part of a moment,
not unique in American history, but remarkably rare,
when middle-class white kids took up arms against
their own country, a country they realized that was killing Vietnamese people abroad
and black people here at home. These kids abandoned their promising futures,
severed ties with family. Some, including my mom, would go to jail. Others were killed in the struggle.
But they were all convinced their privilege put them on the wrong side of history.
To get on the right side, they were willing to blow up the world they were supposed to inherit.
My name is Zayd Ayersdorn, and this is a family history, because I was born underground.
For the first years of my life, my parents and I were on the run from the FBI.
When people ask me about my childhood today, I still find it kind of hard to explain.
Some parts are simple. We used fake names. Outside the house, my parents,
Bernadine Dorn and Bill Ayers, went by Rose and Tony. I was just called Z. We paid for everything in cash, made calls from payphones. My parents didn't apply for jobs that required background
checks or social security numbers. But our day-to-day life wasn't that out of the
ordinary. We got up in the mornings, went to work or school. We lived in a one-room apartment in a
fifth-floor walk-up in Harlem. Literally one room, the kitchenette on one side and a curtained-off
bath area on the other. My mom worked as a waitress near Lincoln Center. My dad baked in the bread shop on 125th Street.
It felt, and I guess this is probably true for most kids,
no matter what their circumstances,
but to me it all just felt normal.
I knew from my very first memories,
when I was two or three years old,
that the FBI was chasing us.
But I didn't know exactly what FBI was, why they or it
wanted to catch us, or what would happen if they did. It felt more abstract, a childhood boogeyman.
Something I knew was bad the same way I knew, like any kid knows, that my family had to be good.
Did you know that you had secrets that you couldn't talk about?
I don't know what you knew, but we tried to make it fun for you.
They explained the underground to me in terms a kid could understand.
We were fighting an unjust empire, like Luke Skywalker or Robin Hood,
stealing from the rich and giving to the poor.
I actually dressed up as Robin for my first few Halloweens.
So, like most people, I grew up thinking my parents were heroes.
But as I got older, of course, it got more complicated.
You grow up, you start to see some of your parents' flaws, their contradictions.
You realize maybe you don't know everything you thought you knew,
that maybe they kept things from you.
What's it like having me do this kind of research into your past?
I, you know, it's wonderful that you're interested even, really.
But it scares me
what does that mean?
well if I think
you know
by you doing this project
you've made me think
you know
are there secrets
what to keep
is a secret
and what
not to keep
my mom
is the most
idealistic person
I know
and both definitions of the word apply here she's characterized My mom is the most idealistic person I know.
And both definitions of the word apply here.
She's characterized by idealism and unrealistically aiming for perfection.
She sees everything through the lens of the struggle against injustice.
And I mean everything.
One example.
I recently found a present she gave me when I was a kid,
when she was locked up in Manhattan's Metropolitan Correctional Center after 11 years on the run.
It's a calendar she made me in her cell,
out of construction paper and yarn,
tracing boxes for the days,
filling in notable dates,
illustrating the months with line drawings and photos.
It's a nice present,
thoughtful and handmade, something I could put up over my bed to remind me of her while she was in jail. I found it comforting. But when I dug it up recently, I noticed something about the holidays
she's marked. December 25th is empty. There's no Christmas or Christmas Eve. No Hanukkah either.
But there is December 2nd, John Brown hanged. December 4th, Fred Hampton murdered. December 15th,
Sitting Bull assassinated. And the other months are like that too. April doesn't have my birthday, the 26th,
but it does have the assassination of Martin Luther King,
the killing of little Bobby Hutton,
the Colfax Massacre of 1873.
All these anniversaries commemorating people who resisted,
American revolutionary martyrs on the day they were executed,
lynched, assassinated.
Keep in mind, I was five years old at the time.
So that's who she is, who she's been for as long as I can remember.
She's an idealist, someone who sees clearly, zealously, the difference between right and wrong,
the difference between right and wrong,
who believes in sacrifice for the struggle and expects everyone else, including her kids,
to believe in it too.
And I don't think quite like her in those moral absolutes.
It's why I became a writer instead of an activist,
because I'm interested in the messiness of what drives people,
not just politically, but personally.
Because I've seen the costs of the struggle up close.
My brothers and I had to live with the consequences of our parents' actions.
And I grew up wondering,
how could my mom and dad choose to have children
if they were willing to take those risks?
But I've also been thinking lately about what it meant to them
to resist, to be willing to fight back violently against a racist and unjust system.
Because these past few years have shown us, even if we weren't paying attention before,
that white supremacy is alive and well in this country. They're bringing drugs,
they're bringing crime, They're bringing crime.
They're rapists.
That American authoritarianism is an actual possibility.
In fact, a historical reality.
From slavery through Jim Crow
to Selma, Charlottesville,
all the way up to the insurrection at the Capitol.
I can see at least half a dozen protesters scaling.
It seems obvious we need some kind of resistance to that.
But what kind?
What does this moment call for?
What can we learn from looking at the history of the revolutionary groups
that overlapped and came together in the political undergrounds,
plural, of the 1970s and early 80s?
There's no way to be committed to non-violence
in the middle of the most violent society that history's ever created. For most of us,
understanding our parents is a lifelong job. We never quite manage it. I've never quite managed
it. But I want my daughters to know where they came from, who they came from, because the country they're growing up in today isn't all that different,
and all of us are going to have to decide what to do about it.
We live here in America, see, you know, we're born here in this country too,
and the notion that we're outlaws has got to be put together with the fact that America created us.
This is Chapter One,
The Most Dangerous Woman in America.
My mom wasn't always a revolutionary.
She grew up a middle-class white girl in Whitefish Bay, a suburb of Milwaukee.
Today, some people call it America's dairy land, but no matter of Milwaukee. Her dad, Bernard Barney, was a second-generation
Jewish immigrant, the credit manager for a chain of appliance stores. Barney had changed his last
name to Dorn, from Ornstein, to protect his daughters from anti-Semitism.
Try to fit in.
Seem more American.
I remember my grandpa's house filled with commemorative coins from the Franklin Mint.
America's Bicentennial.
Reagan's election.
The launch of various space shuttles and satellites.
He was a Republican his whole life.
He voted for Joe McCarthy,
considered himself a patriot. And as Bernadine's sister, my Aunt Jennifer, puts it,
He also was a racist.
Barney had grown up poor, in a neighborhood where Jewish and Black folks seemed to be in
constant competition.
And he certainly lived in fear of others, as if he and his community were fighting
against them for whatever they could get in this society. But he believed in the American dream.
He wanted his two daughters to have a better life than he had. In fact, my mom was the first person
in her family to go to college, first at Miami of Ohio and then at the University of Chicago.
But letting your kids see more of the world than you did, move to the city, read books
and meet people from diverse backgrounds, sometimes means they come to see that world
quite differently.
My mom got swept up in a moment of historical change.
I saw that the Civil Rights Movement and then the growing anti-war movement were what was happening.
It's 1964.
Young Black protesters in the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee have been leading sit-ins at lunch counters,
freedom rides across state lines, voter registration drives.
In response, Southern racists sic dogs on demonstrators.
They aim fire hoses at Black children in Alabama and set buses on fire.
When three young volunteers, Goodman, Schwerner, and Cheney,
try to register voters in Mississippi, they're murdered by the KKK.
But still, all over the country, idealistic young people,
both black and white, are signing up,
willing to risk their lives to join the cause. Bernadine is just one of many. I said to my boyfriend, Bob, I think I'm
going to go south this summer. I think I'm going to apply to go south this summer. And he said, no,
you're not. I hear her say this and I think, poor Bob, you do not want to have this fight with my mom.
Trying to argue that a white person, for any reason, should keep out of the struggle and stay safe.
Especially a man trying to tell her what she could and couldn't do.
I have never in my entire life seen her back down from that kind of confrontation.
But in that moment, as a 22-year-old college kid,
we had a fight about it,
and I
collapsed.
She agrees not to go south.
I mean, I
didn't want to lose him.
He was a very powerful
guy. He had
taught me a lot.
I loved him. I liked him.
Why didn't he want you to go?
Freedom, I think.
I think it was clear that he thought that he would lose me.
But I think the other reason, the other cultural reason,
was that I would be, I don't know what, fall in love with somebody else, be free, have sex.
So it was a holding on kind of step on his part, which I think he knew and I think I knew.
I was surprised by this story.
I'd never heard it before.
And it's not like her. Not like the person I've known by this story. I'd never heard it before. And it's not like her.
Not like the person I've known my entire life.
Who's defined by her decisiveness.
By her certainty.
I mean, I can imagine.
She was feeling a lot of pressure.
Going south must have been scary for a 22-year-old from a sheltered background.
The gender expectations.
The whole social order she was pushing up against.
But still, to let herself be sidelined,
abandon what she thought, what she knew, was right.
Something must have changed her,
shifted the way she saw the world.
She wasn't born a revolutionary.
She became one.
So, by 1966, Bernadine has enrolled in law school,
still at the University of Chicago.
She's not sure what she wants to do next.
Not corporate law, for sure.
Something that'll make a difference.
And around the same time,
Reverend Martin Luther King Jr. arrives in the city
to take up the cause of Northern housing segregation.
This is just two years after his I Have a Dream speech
and letter from a Birmingham jail.
He's already a Nobel Prize winner,
the most important civil
rights leader of his generation. Bernadine goes to hear him speak in a church on the south side.
Everyone's crowded shoulder to shoulder. It's hot, sweaty. They're all waving paper fans
when Dr. King arrives. Everybody goes crazy. And then he delivers, you know, he, even if it's his third or fourth speech of the night,
he transcends whatever you've been hearing by so much, you know.
We have some challenging days ahead.
Some great and noble opportunities to make this beautiful city that sits on the
banks of Lake Michigan, the beautiful city of brotherhood that it is called to be.
The cadence, the oratory, the buildup.
I say sincerely that the white persons who believe in justice, who believe in humanity, As well as the content about what's possible when you work together.
dignity, let us march in discipline.
So don't despair, don't give up,
but in one great outpouring with the gentle signs and the glad thunders of the ages,
all of us can begin to sing glory, hallelujah.
Glory, hallelujah.
King has already been stabbed, assaulted,
in Georgia, Alabama, Florida, and Mississippi.
He comes north to show racism isn't just a southern problem.
It's an American problem.
Well, this is a terrible thing.
I've been in many demonstrations all across the South.
But I can say that I have never seen, even in Mississippi and Alabama,
mobs as hostile and as hate-filled
as I've seen in Chicago.
You feel you're in a closed society,
Dr. King, here in Southwest Texas?
Oh, yes.
It's definitely a closed society,
and we're going to make it
an open society.
And we feel that we have to do it
this way in order to bring
the evil out into the open
so that this community
will be forced to deal with it.
On August 5th, Dr. King leads a march through Marquette Park, a working class area on the
south side of Chicago.
And Bernadine is there, marching with the crowd behind him.
And white people line the streets, on the porches of their bungalows, on all sides,
in their yards, screaming at the protesters.
In pictures and newsreels, they look exactly like the MAGA mobs at the Capitol on January 6th.
Confederate flags, angry faces.
They're throwing bricks, bottles.
A rock hits King and knocks him down.
He shakes it off.
Oh, I've been hit so many times, I'm immune to it.
But Bernadine is shaken up.
She's not scared.
She feels implicated.
It reminded me of what I'd seen in television when I was a young girl,
of Little Rock, of, you know, hatred
of vitriol. And I was like thinking, wow, you know, people are, you know, women especially
more than the men. The men I would have expected to be hateful, but seeing the women being hateful was shocking to me. It was another reminder that, you know,
white people can't be trusted.
These white people in Marquette Park aren't rich.
They're blue-collar working people,
like the people my mom grew up with.
And it strikes her as strange
that they aren't able to see civil rights as a shared struggle.
I was seeing, you know, what white supremacy looks like
for people who are not getting anything out of it
except standing on somebody else's hand.
I felt bewildered that people were protecting, you know, what they thought they had
and that they were sure that these other people who were black and brown were going to destroy
what they had. In fact, the white people she's talking about sound a lot like her father,
my grandpa Barney. I asked her about
this, whether she saw her own family in those faces. Was marching with Dr. King a rebellion
against her father, against his bigotry? Okay, well, that's too psychological for me.
And this has been true my whole life, her resistance to psychological explanations.
She doesn't want to reduce a political and moral choice
into something personal.
In fact, she thinks there's something unseemly and narcissistic
in making the larger struggle all about yourself.
But I do think this is the moment she's first radicalized.
Something about seeing the hate in those faces,
feeling her own connection to white supremacy,
even if only by association.
She decides she's going to fight whatever she sees in those crowds.
I said to myself, because I did feel like I should have gone south,
and I didn't, and so I was like, this time I'm not going to miss it.
By this point, she's volunteering with Dr. King as part of the Chicago rent strike.
She's 24 years old, a second-year law student.
She's working with the activists trying to stop slumlords from evicting their tenants.
I was wearing an armband that said legal.
It was ridiculous.
I knew nothing.
And I knew very little about landlord-tenant law.
And one day, she's at the church that serves as the headquarters of the strike.
So now we're in July. Hot, hot, 102-degree day. Somebody shouted, there's an eviction two blocks away. We run over two blocks,
and there are the sheriffs carrying everybody's belongings
and throwing them into a pile on the street
of one of the apartments in this west side building.
And now the crowd is growing restive,
but nobody's shouting, nobody's saying anything,
and they're dumping kitchen table, children's clothing, toys, dresser drawers.
Everything is piling up in the streets.
Suddenly I feel next to me, have you ever stood next to an NBA player?
You just suddenly feel that there's somebody unusually imposing next to you.
You're like, hmm, you know, I'm a tiny person here.
And this man says to me, would you hold my suit coat?
And it's Muhammad Ali, the most recognizable person with Dr. King in the world.
How did he get there? I have no idea. How did he know to come? Who called him? He hands me a blue,
light blue seersucker summer coat, silk lined. I'm holding it. He strides forward, and he picks up the kitchen table
with both hands. These guys are coming and going. And he turns around and walks into the apartment
building and up the stairs. And instantly, everybody of the 100 or 200 of us who are now
standing there in a circle
goes forward and picks up something and follows him in the building and takes it up.
As far as I know, the sheriffs who had started this never reappeared.
I don't know if they melted into the crowd or if they started carrying things back upstairs,
but that was it.
It was, you know,
a people power moment. It was a moment of defiance. It was a gesture by somebody who could carry it
off with such panache and so little fear. And it just gave everybody, you know, a spark of what's
possible. It was that combination of seeing King night after night,
speaking in churches, being out there on the West Side,
and then these marches on the weekends.
And altogether, it was so powerful and so brilliant.
It changed my life.
By 1968, Bernadine is 26, a full-time activist living in New York City,
crashing with friends and boyfriends, organizing against segregation in the Vietnam War.
She's trying to follow the example of the civil rights leaders who first inspired her. I was in a tiny little warren of offices at 5 Beekman Street in New York.
It was very crowded there.
And somebody shouted.
I have some very sad news for all of you.
And that is that Martin Luther King was shot and was killed tonight in Memphis, Tennessee.
I don't remember what anybody else around me did,
but I jumped up, put my purse over my shoulder,
and took the elevator down or ran down the stairs and jumped on a subway and got off at 42nd Street.
Men, women, and children poured into the streets.
They appeared dazed. Many were crying. And I don't know why I did. I didn't know that everybody else
would do the same thing. But by the time I got there, there were thousands and thousands of
people there at Times Square. I was there for hours. And I don't remember going home after
that. I don't remember anything else about that day except being there and having some solace in a crowd.
King's death sets off uprisings across the country.
In Chicago, Detroit, Cleveland, and L.A.
The political and moral crisis in America
feels like it's spiraling out of control.
Black leaders are being assassinated.
The Vietnam War is escalating.
Five Americans killed.
Ten Americans were killed.
100 Americans were killed.
205 killed.
221 South Vietnamese.
Estimated enemy killed, 3,414.
Civil rights activism, the peace movement,
nothing seems to be working.
And the hope and excitement that I learned from working with Dr. King and the organizers
on the west side of Chicago was now being destroyed.
It's a dark time,
maybe a bit like the worst moments of the past few years,
when each day seems to
bring some new injustice, when it feels like everything around you is getting worse. I'm
feeling sick at heart. I'm feeling like the country is taking a terrible turn. Bernadine joins a new
group, Students for a Democratic Society, or SDS. SDS had been part of the Mississippi Freedom Summer and led the first
demonstrations against the Vietnam War. They created a nationwide community organizing program,
sending students into low-income neighborhoods to fight for housing rights, education reform,
and free school lunches. But the organization has its problems, too. Meetings often turn into
endless arguments.
Smart young white guys arguing with other smart young white guys.
Women are doing a ton of the work, but getting very little of the credit.
If you saw the trial of the Chicago 7 movie on Netflix,
my mom was portrayed as a pretty girl answering phones back at headquarters,
a literal secretary,
while Tom Hayden and Abby Hoffman
led the fight out on the streets.
But in real life,
Bernadine is as smart and serious as any of the guys,
a few years older, with a law degree,
and more organizing experience than most.
And more than any of them,
she's eager to stop talking and fight back,
with militant protests,
civil disobedience, and direct action.
You just can't have these analytical ideas in your mind.
Then you're for sure going to have all-male speakers and all-male leaders. You think male speakers are more likely to get into a kind of intellectualizing,
passive stance?
Yes. Ideological debates, ad nauseum, you know, very radical wordsmithing, but not something people wanted to be part of.
Within a year, Bernadine is elected interorganizational secretary of SDS.
Not answering the phones, but actually running the organization.
One of three national officers. And one of the most prominent female leaders running the organization. One of three national officers and one of the most
prominent female leaders of the new left. There's no question that when she speaks, people listen.
Special agent Bill Dyson is assigned to run the FBI wiretaps in Chicago at the time.
Like most activist groups, SDS is under constant government surveillance.
She was a little different. She was a little bit unique.
For one thing, extremely intelligent.
She was physically attractive.
She seemed to be able to wear anything and look good.
Would she win a beauty contest?
Probably not.
But she was just physically attractive,
and I think that that made her, when she got on the stage,
people would look up and say, oh, boy, who's that?
And this kind of thing annoys my mom, obviously, that her appearance is always such a focus for law enforcement,
the media, men like Dyson, and men inside the movement too, who try to reduce her to her looks
and miss the content of what she's actually trying to say.
In 1968, SDS becomes the largest student protest organization in American history.
Official membership rises above 100,000, with 350 chapters nationwide.
The SDS meeting that was called the first week of school,
people couldn't get in the doors.
They were coming out the windows.
They needed a room 20 times bigger.
Thousands more read its newspaper and join in demonstrations.
When SDS leads the protests at the Democratic National Convention, Chicago's mayor, Richard J. Daley, unleashes his riot cops on unarmed demonstrators,
tells his police... To shoot to kill any arsonists
or anyone with a Molotov cocktail in their hand in Chicago.
The police riot radicalizes SDS,
turns it from a debate club into an army of militants.
And while some members still want to focus on building a peaceful mass movement,
Bernadine is determined to channel their rage,
to up the level of protest and provocation.
SDS is not, and the movement in this country,
is not something that exists during the school year
and is going to start up again in the fall.
They have to worry about whether we're going to be in the streets in the fall.
We're going to be in the streets and in every institution in this country from now on.
It all comes to a head at the 1969 SDS convention in Chicago.
These are leaders of the nationwide youth organization that calls itself SDS, Students
for a Democratic Society.
I'm Mike Clonsky, National Secretary of SDS, and this is Bernadine Dorn, Interorganizational
Secretary.
Bernadine and a group of student activists are out on the street outside the convention hall.
In the position of SDS,
we've always been quite willing to talk about the SDS.
We'll talk about socialism anywhere,
in the streets or in the Senate, anywhere.
Mike Klonsky, one of SDS's two other leaders,
is talking over her, but she doesn't seem to mind.
They're having a good time with the reporters,
giving this crazy, impromptu press conference,
playing to the crowd. Is there a communist faction making a big power play the reporters, giving this crazy, impromptu press conference, playing to the crowd.
Is there a communist faction making a big power play for SDS at this point?
Is there any communists back here?
That's my mom laughing.
In fact, the whole thing is kind of funny.
Inside the convention is a circus of counterculture college students.
It's like a Model UN meeting on acid.
A cramped, sweaty auditorium.
More than a thousand delegates.
People are making speeches, moving and seconding proposals.
Others are smoking pot, getting in shoving matches on the convention floor.
All of it kind of ridiculously under Robert's rules of order.
And then on the third day, Bernadine is up on stage
about to give another speech
when the Black Panthers walk into the hall
in sunglasses, leather jackets, bucket hats.
What are they doing there at a SDS meeting?
It would have been weird to have a national convention in Chicago
and to have the Panthers not be invited to speak.
In other words, she's invited them.
You know, it was a time where my power was ascendant and the line was, you know, you should be a supporter, an ally, a revolutionary alongside of us.
But, you know, your challenge was worse than ours,
organized white people. And so that's what we tried to do.
Not everyone in SDS agreed with this strategy. I'm not going to unpack all the complicated
factionalism going on inside the organization at the time. There's too many acronyms, too many
obscure political lines, but the central conflict breaks down into one single existential difference.
On one side, PL, progressive labor, believes the revolution will come from the working class,
that students should become workers themselves, organize in factories and hotels, help build a broader class consciousness.
On the other side is Bernadine.
You can't talk about class in the United States without talking about race.
And her group, the Revolutionary Youth Movement, known in SDS as the Action Faction.
You have to take action. You have to do something.
They're trying to follow the example of Black and brown people fighting nationalist struggles overseas.
To build a small but militant resistance.
Like the Viet Cong, the Cuban Revolution, the Tupomoros in Uruguay.
Or here at home, the vanguard of the revolution, the Black Panther Party.
They were a rising force.
And they were well-known, deep, had a radical platform.
When the Panthers walk into the convention hall,
SDS members like Eric Mann and Jeff Jones can feel the energy shift.
And they went to the microphone, and they said,
we will judge SDS by the company it keeps, and PL is no good.
That was the dramatic moment. That's when everything changed.
Shaka Walls, the Panther deputy minister of information, tells the convention, the Black Panthers are the vanguard because they've shed more blood than anyone.
And, referring to PL, these armchair Marxists haven't even shot
rubber bands. Jeff Jones remembers this as a turning point. And so, there were hundreds of
us in the Coliseum. And what happened at that moment was chaos, confusion. The people affiliated
with progressive labor began to boo the Panthers.
Our position was we follow the leadership of the Black liberation struggle.
And so this was a very challenging moment. Even more challenging because after Shaka Walls accuses white activists of being useless, dead weight in the struggle, he starts mansplaining
the role of women in the revolution. We believe in the freedom of love, he says, in pussy power.
Someone asks about the role of women in the movement,
and another Panther, Jewel Cook, says,
you sisters have a strategic position in the revolution?
Prone.
Female activists start booing.
The place is in an uproar.
Mark Rudd, the third SDS national officer, remembers it as a
full-blown cultural revolution moment. So immediately the Progressive Labor Party kids
took out their little red books and held them up and started screaming, you know,
fight male chauvinism, fight male chauvinism. And so the rest of us held up our little red books and screamed, fight racism.
Bernadine is on stage at the podium.
And it was complicated because things were said about women that were not cool.
But, you know, things were said about the black struggle that was cool.
She has to decide what to do.
Whenever white people have a choice,
you can't make that choice without thinking about
how easy it is to not stand up for black people
at a given moment.
I never felt like I wasn't choosing women,
but I felt that, you know,
the essential American dilemma is white people standing up not just once, but consistently over time against the apparatus of black slavery.
Yeah, that one's easy for me, in fact, and not that complicated.
My mom's a feminist, but she's never seen women's equality
as separate from anti-racism.
If anything, she sees the Panthers,
the majority of whom were women,
as important feminist allies.
Or as Angela Davis puts it,
She knew exactly how to make those connections
long before the term intersectionality
had ever been introduced.
At a time when we hadn't yet developed the vocabulary that allowed us to talk about gender
issues in an intersectional way, I read some of her communiques and my reaction was always,
you know, right on. So Bernadine makes her choice and then there's a
quick little huddle up at the front of the room around the podium and i i was on the periphery
of that bernadine was at the center of it and and the discussion was going back and forth and back
and forth and literally bernadine stopped the discussion and she said there's no discussion
white youth must choose sides now.
We must either fight on the side of the oppressed or be on the side of the oppressor.
She grabs the mic, says, we're siding with the Panthers.
PL is out.
If you're with us, follow me.
And the place went nuts.
It was mainly yelling and booing and applauding.
And for a lot of us, it was a challenge.
That moment was an extremely challenging moment.
It was a decisive moment.
What were we going to do?
Were we going to follow her lead?
Many did.
Around a third of the delegates left the convention with her.
Bernadine's walkout split SDS in two.
And in fact, some people, like fellow SDS leader Mark Rudd,
have come to see this as the moment the peace movement went bad.
The end of the good 60s and the beginning of something else.
We created a split in the anti-war movement
around the right to revolutionary violence.
It's bullshit.
But from Bernadine's point of view,
the good 60s hadn't stopped the war,
hadn't stopped the assassination of black leaders.
She thinks the only way forward is to respond to the intensifying violence from the government,
to follow the example of the militant Black liberation struggle
and fight back by any means necessary.
SDS is not the only radical organization splitting apart at the time.
The Panthers are also starting to fracture over similar questions,
whether to pursue a mass movement or radical violence,
expansion or escalation. We'll get to that in future episodes. For now, what's left of SDS after the walkout is
a much smaller group, the Action Faction, the hardest of the hardcore, just Bernadine and her
most radical comrades. They call themselves weathermen,
after a line from Bob Dylan's subterranean homesick blues.
You don't need a weatherman to know which way the wind blows.
It's a way of saying the revolution is coming, like it or not.
We could tell you, weathermen could tell you,
but we don't even need to,
because you can see it with your own eyes.
And we're not going to wait for it either.
We're going to make it happen.
A few weeks after the weathermen walk out,
Bernadine leads a delegation of activists to Havana
to see a real revolution up close.
It was not so long ago
that Cuba, the pearl of the Antilles,
was a different kind of country.
Then Castro came,
and the sounds of joy were submerged
by the sound of shooting.
She's going to meet up with representatives
from the Cuban government
and the National Liberation Front in Vietnam.
About 400 young Americans
from various parts of the country
were assembling in Boston today to take buses into Canada
and there to board a Cuban cattle boat for a trip to Cuba.
None of them would say anything about this.
They maintained they were going to Canada skiing,
but none had any ski equipment,
and it was confirmed they were going to Cuba.
Vietnamese soldiers have traveled to this meeting all the way from the war's front lines,
up the Ho Chi Minh Trail to catch a flight to Havana via Beijing and Moscow,
to meet with these young American activists
and try to expand the international coalition against the war.
But what the Cubans and Vietnamese most want, it turns out, is for these American
kids to convince their parents, many of them members of the country's ruling elite, to oppose
the war. To use their money and influence to put pressure on the U.S. government to get out of
Vietnam. And we were like, do we really have to? We're not gonna. That'll take forever. The Weathermen are young and impatient.
They've come to rub elbows with real live third world revolutionaries
to learn how to make radical change right now.
They spend weeks in a hotel in Havana,
attending lectures and watching documentaries,
drinking rum by the hotel pool at night,
trying to learn from their new friends.
In an interview when she
was underground, Bernadine talks about her trip to Havana. This experience in particular
made me a full-time revolutionary and really changed my own idea of myself and what the
revolution was going to be. As SDS's leader, she's already on the government's radar.
But the Cuba meeting takes it to a whole other level.
By the time she gets back, she's the focus of an entire FBI investigation.
The Bureau's report from the time is both horrified and hilarious,
citing an article called Cuba, School for U.S. Radicals.
Bernadine Dorn, miniskirted weatherwoman,
and 30 fellow activists met with Vietnamese communists in Havana in July 1969.
Beyond any doubt, Cuba has shaped, supplied technical training to,
given political indoctrination for, and, perhaps most important of all,
served as inspiration for the American
radical movement in its avowed aim to bring down the American system that it so fiercely
despises.
The FBI got a lot of things about my parents wrong, but they got a few things right.
Nine months after returning from Cuba, my mom would officially declare war on the U.S. government.
Hello, this is Bernadine Dorn. I'm going to read a declaration of a state of war.
Bernadine thought a revolution was coming, another chance to be on the right side of history.
This is the way we celebrate the example of Eldridge Cleaver and all black revolutionaries
who first inspired us by their fight behind enemy lines for the liberation of Eldridge Cleaver and all black revolutionaries who first inspired us by
their fight behind enemy lines for the liberation of their people. And this time, she wasn't going
to miss it. Never again will they fight alone. This season on Mother Country Radicals, I'm going
to take you into the underground to meet the other young revolutionaries,
my mom's friends and fellow travelers, who joined her as fugitives and urban guerrillas in the 1970s
and early 80s. We called each other comrades and we call each other brothers and sisters.
That was a powerful idea that there were these white people who really wanted to support the
There were these white people who really wanted to support the black liberation movement. Bernadine and her friends would soon brawl with police on the streets of Chicago.
They'd bomb government buildings, rob banks, break comrades out of jail, and stay on the
run for more than a decade.
A bomb exploded early this morning in the Pentagon.
Maybe they had the ability to assassinate the president.
Maybe they could blow up Congress and kill congressmen, important congressmen.
She made her break this afternoon from the prison in Clinton, New Jersey,
and lawmen once called her the soul of the Black Liberation Army.
I knew about all that.
But it turns out there's a lot more I didn't know.
Parts of the story that are still secret, even from me.
I know some things that I can't tell you.
I don't think I want to go there.
Oh, no, I'm not going to talk about that. Sorry.
Uncovering these secrets is sometimes uncomfortable.
So much experimentation with sex,
sex with women, sex with men, sex in orgies.
And sometimes it's shocking.
When the head of the FBI in New York City retired,
they gave him one pair of my underwear in a glass case as a trophy.
People are starting to bang on the door and start screaming.
Don't tell your wife. Get in a car. We think we have your daughter's body here.
But these secrets reveal things I'd never fully understood,
not just about the past, but about today.
They were the occupying army. They were the ones that were murdering
Black men, women, and children.
And about where I came from.
I was determined to not have being a mother
stop me from also being a revolutionary.
Did you ever take part in actions
after I was born while you were still underground?
I was involved in a few things,
and one of them was, in fact, a jailbreak.
Next time, my father's story.
Billy Ayers of the Weather People.
Talk about Bill Ayers.
Radical Bill Ayers.
As the Weathermen gear up for a violent street protest, the days of rage, they cross new
lines, determined to transform themselves from peace activists into hardcore revolutionaries.
There was corruption, racism inside of me.
And I had an obligation to rid myself of those.
Or you get whipped more, and the more you get whipped, the more you feel like you're becoming purified.
They armed themselves with sticks and chains and rocks.
And rampaged through the near north side of this city.
I can remember actually moments walking down the street and thinking we're all going to be dead next year.
And thinking, do I want to go through with it? And thinking, yes, I do.
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