SERIALously - 150: Sorority Girl Spirals into Stabbing Frenzy?! The Disturbing Story of Sydney Powell
Episode Date: May 6, 2024Imagine being on the phone, and on the other end of the line, you hear something strange. Your brain is trying to catch up to your ears to make sense of what you just heard– and then you realize wha...t you’re hearing. You hear loud thuds. One right after another. And then, you hear screaming, and more thudding…. Followed by more screaming, and more thudding. Better Help Get 10% when you go to https://www.Betterhelp.com/ae Quince Go to https://www.Quince.com/ae for free shipping on your order and 365-day returns. Huggies Learn more at https://www.Huggies.com Once again, head to Huggies.com to learn more. Liquid IV Get 20% off your first order when you go to https://www.liquidiv.com and use code AE at checkout. Seed Go to https://www.Seed.com/ae and use code 25AE to get 25% off your first month. Sources: Court TV NBC WKYC Channel 3 Beacon Journal News 5 Cleveland Cincinnati.com Enquirer FOX 8 Oxygen People Audio Credits: Court TV WKYC Channel 3
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Ms. Powell, is there anything you want to say to me at this time?
Hey, true crime besties. Welcome back to an all new episode of Serialistly. Hey everybody, welcome back to an all new episode of Serialistly with me, Annie Elise.
Guys, I am here today to break down another crazy ass true crime case for you.
Now, let me recap.
If you're brand new here, let me just tell you what it is we're doing over here on the pod.
Basically, I'm talking with you all things true crime, deep dives, updates, all the things.
But I like to do it in a way where it feels like we're just having a conversation.
We're friends, maybe we're having a glass of wine,
maybe we're having a protein shake, whatever you're into,
and I'm just breaking down these cases for you
like I would with my best friend, my sister, my husband,
even though he tunes me out
and doesn't wanna hear anything about it,
but you get the gist.
I try to just make it more conversational.
Sometimes these cases are so heavy and the language used is so
clinical, so stiff, so flowery that you forget that these are real people. You forget that this happened to real victims.
And so I feel that by, it's my opinion at least, that by
relaying these cases to you in a more
conversational, friendly tone and talking with you through them,
it humanizes them a bit.
And maybe that's just me and that's how I perceive it.
But to me, that's definitely my perception.
If I'm listening to something that's stuffy,
very monotone, very clinical in language,
it just feels very sterile, if that makes sense.
And I feel like you don't really get a sense
of who these people were, what they were all about,
what they truly went through, what happened to them.
So it's my goal, at least, and you tell me
if it lands or not, but it's my goal that by having this
in more of a conversational dialogue,
it just kind of helps ground things again,
so that we all realize these are real people. These are real victims who had a real horrible horrific
experiences and our goal here is of course to raise awareness, get justice,
keep their voice living on and I would like to do right by that and in my mind
and again you tell me what you think, I feel that by doing that, it's really just again,
humanizing their experience. So anyways, the case that we're talking about today is one that I
honestly hadn't even actually heard about until I saw it all over my newsfeed on pretty much every
single app that I use. And it was all while the trial was going on. I usually like to consider
myself pretty in the know with what's going on in the true crime world, but this one I really didn't know what this
case was all about until the trial was going on and it was all over my feed. And
then so, so many of you guys reached out and were like, hey Annie, can you cover
this? Can you break it down for me? I'm trying to figure out what's going on. So
I saw bits and pieces and clips here and there, but then I did some digging. I did
some digging to figure out what the case was all about
and what really happened.
And guys, this is on a whole other level of truly unhinged.
So you know that once I realized,
uh-oh, this case is a little unhinged,
this is a little crazy, you know, I had to do a deep dive
and I had to go through all of it.
So to set the scene for this case,
I want you to just close your eyes for a moment
and just go with me on this, okay?
Just trust me, we're in the circle of trust.
But imagine that you work as an associate dean of students
at a university.
Next, imagine that you're on the phone
and you're on a work phone call.
The dean of students is right next to you
and you're talking to a parent of one of the students
from the university.
Except this call, it's different.
Instead of having a conversation,
on the other end of the line,
you can hear something very weird.
Your brain is trying to catch up to your ear
so that you can make sense of what you just heard,
and then you realize what it is you're truly hearing.
You hear very loud thuds, one right after another.
And then you hear screaming and more thudding.
Then more screaming and more thudding.
Well, that's exactly what happened to Michelle Gaffney.
There was sort of an expulsion,
the other sound that I heard at that same time
or right after was sort of an expulsion of air,
like the air was knocked out of somebody.
Okay.
I'd always heard that expression of the air being knocked,
you know, having the wind knocked out of you,
but I didn't, that's actually what it sounded like.
And then several more repeated thuds.
I don't know how to describe the sound.
No, and that's okay. And you could, you and Mr. Frazier could hear this from the other
end of the phone. From the other, it was on speakerphone,
right? Yeah. Did you hear any communication during these
thuds? Just the screaming. And this, and so we were
both talking into the phone saying, you know, what's going on? What's happening? Are you OK?
Can we do you need help? What's what's going on?
Yeah, can you describe your mindset at this time?
Yeah, I mean, I very definitely felt like someone was being attacked.
And so
we weren't getting an answer. I think at some point I said if if you can't respond, we're going
to call the police if we don't hear
a risk if no one can tell us what's
going on and that's what she did next.
She called the police and she sent them.
What she assumed was the address of the
parent on the other end of the line.
So who was the student and students
parent that Michelle was on the
phone with in all of this? Well, it was the student and student's parent that Michelle was on the phone with in all
of this?
Well, it was mother and daughter, Sydney and Brenda Powell.
Brenda is the mother, and Sydney is the daughter, and they live in Akron, Ohio, which is a very
small Midwestern city.
It's the kind of place where the vibe varies a lot from neighborhood to neighborhood.
In terms of the area where Sydney and Brenda lived, their street was pretty quiet. It was the sort of block
where violent crimes didn't typically occur. Now, of course, no one really had a
good sense of what things were like inside the Powell household, in part
because Sydney's family didn't make much of an effort to get to know the
neighbors and they kind of kept to themselves. They weren't the sort of
people to just show up, ask to borrow a cup of sugar or a glass of milk,
or if that's something people even really do,
I never have, but you know the saying.
They also weren't the kind of people who were hosting block parties
or barbecues or really any sort of get-togethers.
They also weren't greeting new families
who moved into the neighborhood with casseroles.
Again, if that's a thing, I did greet all of my new neighbors
when I moved with a candle, but not a casserole, because if you know me, you know, I live for
DoorDash. But anyways, the point of it all is they kept their private lives private.
Sydney and Brenda, plus Sydney's younger brother and her father, Steve, all just kept to themselves.
However, Brenda's work life was a lot different. Brenda was a child life specialist at Akron Children's Hospital.
Brenda organized events for her patients,
like nice dinners out at restaurants every single December,
or a prom where residents could put on formal gowns
and get their hair and their makeup done.
She also organized social meetups
so that kids with cancer could meet other people
their own age who were dealing with the same issues.
But Brenda's main talent was that she could just
make people feel normal.
Whenever she was around, the kids could just be kids.
They could focus on their homework or dating
or really anything else that just makes them feel ordinary.
She didn't treat them like they were delicate
or that they were sick.
And really everybody at this hospital
saw her as a complete
and total angel. And things were great in Sydney's personal life too. In high school,
she had a fantastic track record in school. She played soccer and lacrosse and she still had time
to study very, very hard. In fact, she graduated with a 3.8 GPA and got accepted to the University
of Mount Union, which was just a little under an hour away from Akron, Ohio.
So when she went to college, Sydney, she wasn't too far from home.
She did live on campus in the dorms and her roommate ended up being her second best friend from high school.
And the reason I say second best friend is because Sydney's actual best friend was really her mom.
They were so close. She and Brenda, they did everything together.
Now don't get me wrong, Sydney loved college and all of this. She made a lot of friends on campus.
She joined a sorority. She spent a bunch of time studying. She was always seen all around campus.
But still, sometimes it felt like a large part of her life was missing. So it really wasn't that
surprising in March of 2020,
right before spring break began,
when Sydney told her parents that she wanted
to just spend spring break at home.
She wasn't gonna go to Cancun or anything fun like that,
what everybody else was planning.
She just really wanted to be with her own family
and she wanted to sleep in her own bed.
Now her parents, Brenda and Steve,
seemed pretty okay with that.
But before the break could even begin, Steve, her father, had sort of, I don't know, a weird
incident, if you will, involving Sydney and the school.
See, one day he logged onto the university's online portal because he knew that a tuition
payment was supposed to be due soon.
But the website wasn't loading for him, and it also wouldn't tell him how much he owed
for his balance
And this was literally the only way that he had to pay this bill
So it was a major problem if he lapsed on tuition it was gonna have a pretty big consequence, right?
So Steve decided that he was gonna call Sydney to ask her what was going on
Now, I don't know why he jumped straight to the conclusion that Sydney would know why a school website wasn't loading
or what the problem was, but he figured
maybe there was some sort of alert that went out.
Maybe she knew.
But when he talked to her,
Sydney didn't have an answer either.
She had no clue.
So she just told him that there must have been
some kind of mistake in all of this.
She also didn't understand why Mount Union
wasn't accepting his payment,
but she assured him that she would talk
to somebody on campus.
She was gonna see what was going on, then they would work it out later.
And for his part, I guess Steve wasn't super confident that Sydney really was
going to be able to handle this on her own for some reason,
even though she told him not to worry about it.
Because then right after their conversation, he also called the school and
left a message, asking them to help him figure things out.
So they returned his phone call on March 3rd, 2020.
And this was the last day before spring break
was supposed to begin.
And the conversation took place early enough in the day
that Steve thought that Sydney was still in class.
I believe Mountain Union called me.
They called me and the conversation was that Sydney wasn't
enrolled anymore.
And then I asked for how long, and they said, you have to ask her.
They wouldn't say anymore because Sydney was legally an adult, so they really couldn't
explain to Steve what was going on.
It was now a privacy issue.
Well, Steve decided to go straight to the source to try to figure out what all of this
meant.
But before he called Sydney,
he looked her up on the tracker app
that everybody in the family used
because it would show where their phone was
so they could know if somebody was at home,
at work, with friends, at school,
wherever else they might be.
So that day when all of this was going down
and he decided to look at the tracker app,
he saw that Sydney was at home,
not the dorms,
but she was home home,
where she grew up with him and her mother.
And like I said before,
it was way too early for her to be done with her classes.
Spring break hadn't begun yet,
so what was she doing at home?
So when he discovered this,
it really solidified for him
that he did not have the full story
of what was going on with his daughter.
So that's when Steve called Sydney to ask
what was going on, what is the deal here?
And when I tell you Sydney lost it guys, she lost it.
She got super flustered, super emotional,
and she admitted that she was having a very difficult time
in school, in part because it seemed like all of her friends
had their shit together, but she didn't.
Now this was really upsetting because Sydney thought that she should have been doing better. She knew that she was capable of more.
I mean, after all, she had been such a good student in high school, right? Graduating with a 3.8 GPA,
but now her grades were slipping and she could not stay on top of her coursework, not to save her life.
Now this was all a massive shock to her dad, Steve.
And even weirder, Sydney admitted that she had gone
from a full-time schedule down to a part-time one.
She did this just to make the course load
a little bit more manageable.
She added that she didn't know why Mount Union
was saying that she wasn't enrolled at all.
She was definitely enrolled part-time
and still had classes with her friends. So she said maybe they had screwed up with the shift from part-time
to full-time or full-time to part-time. In any event, she said, I'll figure it out. I'll figure
out what's going on, but I'm definitely still enrolled. So her dad, Steve, tried to do the
supportive parent thing. He told Sydney that it was okay. It's normal to go through tough times,
especially in school. He even encouraged her and said it was totally fine
if she wanted to take a semester completely off.
And then Steve said that he was gonna come home
to talk to Sydney in person,
since she was already there anyway.
He wanted to be a supportive father.
He wanted to come and comfort her.
He also said that her mom was gonna talk it over
with her too.
Not just because this seemed like the sort of things
that both parents should handle together, but also because Steve saw his wife Brenda as a lot better at dealing with the
tricky parts of parenting than he was. And from the sound of it, he was kind of reeling a little
bit from everything that Sydney had just told him, and he thought that Brenda might have a better
sense of how to respond than he did. So right after he got off the phone with Sydney, Steve called
Brenda. She was done with
her shift at the hospital for the day, and she happened to be on her way home. Literally,
she was just about to park in their driveway. So Steve ran through a very broad strokes summary
of this conversation that he had had with Sidney. Very simple, it was lacking in detail, just, yo,
something's up, something's not right here, we need to talk to Sydney about it. He basically said, Sydney's having a problem at school, so I think that you should talk to her,
let her explain for herself. I don't want to be the one relaying that message, let her be the one
to tell you. But Brenda and Sydney never had that conversation. Because that afternoon, before either
one of them could have that serious talk, someone from Sydney's school actually called Brenda
to follow up on what they had already told Steve.
This caller was Michelle Gaffney,
who worked as the Associate Dean of Students.
She was on speakerphone sitting next
to the Dean of Students, John Frazier.
And while they still weren't supposed
to share any private information about Sydney,
they also knew that the Powell's
had been calling and asking about tuition.
Michelle and John knew that they needed to loop in
Sydney's parents and they needed to work out
whatever was going on here.
Dean Frazier was speaking and simply said,
Brenda, this is Dean Frazier.
I'm sitting here with Michelle Gaffney, our associate dean
of students, for returning your call and that's about as far as we got.
Did Brenda respond to that introduction at all?
Yes. I think he asked, is this Brenda Powell? And she said yes and he identified himself.
And Ms. Gaffney, what happened next? Um, there was a very large or very loud sort of thud sound like a pound, a pounding or a thud, um,
accompanied by a pretty loud scream. Um, and, um, the scream might have actually been first and then the thud.
Michelle said that the next sound that she heard was like the breath going out of somebody,
like someone literally somehow pushed all of the air
out of a person's lungs.
And meanwhile, the thud sounds were still going on,
one right after another.
And it was nonstop.
It was screaming, thudding, back and forth,
maybe six or seven noisy knocks.
We're both talking into the phone saying, you know what's going, what's happening?
Is are you OK?
What's can we do?
You need help? What's what's going on?
Then the line went dead.
It was chilling and of course the
first thing that John and Michelle
did was call Brenda back.
I mean obviously you know they wanted to see if she was okay.
But the phone rang and rang and nobody was picking up.
So they called again and again and they didn't stop until finally somebody answered.
Dean Frazier said something along the lines, Brenda, is that you? Are you there?
And the voice on the other end said, yes, this is Brenda.
Yeah, yes, this is Brenda.
Now, Ms. Gaffney, did you recognize that voice on the line?
Yeah.
Okay, was that Brenda Pell?
No, it was not Brenda.
Who did you recognize that voice to?
I was sure it was Sydney.
Both Dean Frazier and I looked at each other
and sort of shook our heads at each other and said that's not Brenda.
And he then said, I don't, Sydney, I think this is you. This is not Brenda.
And what happened next?
The phone went dead.
Okay.
Now I cannot even imagine how I would react if something like that happened to me.
How do you respond to a situation like that? Clearly something is afoot, but you don't know
what the truth is. Your mind is reeling going to all of these places. What do you do? But luckily,
John and Michelle were really good at thinking on their feet. Now since Michelle knew that she
didn't have any time to waste in this moment, she called the department in Akron and she asked for an immediate welfare check on Brenda.
However, it still took close to a half an hour for anybody to get to the scene.
Then, finally, by around 1pm, the police got to Brenda and Steve's house.
When they arrived, they found Sydney lying on the ground on the driveway.
She was sort of scratching and grabbing at the pavement, clutching so
hard that her fingers were actually bleeding. And they asked her, hey, what's going on?
Are you cut? I don't think so. Yeah, you're cut somewhere. I don't think so. Yeah, you're hanging.
No, I was helping her. I grabbed her. All right, stop. She's gonna be okay. Come on.
Come on, come on. You just need to cooperate with me, all right? I love my dad. Huh?
I love my dad.
What happened?
What's going on?
What's going on?
We heard a bang.
We heard a bang.
Then she told me to get out.
And then I heard screaming.
Then I came back.
Then she was on the ground.
Okay, you heard a bang.
I heard a loud bang.
I heard a loud bang.
I heard a loud bang.
I heard a loud bang.
I heard a loud bang.
I heard a loud bang.
I heard a loud bang.
I heard a loud bang.
I heard a loud bang. I heard a loud bang. I heard a loud bang. I heard a loud bang. I heard a bang and she told me to get out. And then I heard screaming,
and all I could hear was she was on the ground.
Okay, you heard a bang.
There was a big, super broken...
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Sydney just shut down. It was like her mind went somewhere else entirely. She didn't even react
when the first responders kept trying to talk to her. So then, the detectives went inside.
They found Brenda alive in the bedroom., however she was completely covered in blood.
She had so many injuries around her head, her neck, and even her throat area that the
officers were confused about what even had happened to her.
Sydney was injured too, but not nearly as badly.
She still did have to go to the hospital, but she ended up being totally fine otherwise.
But as for Brenda, she later died because of her injuries.
She didn't only pass away because of the trauma to her head or the stab wounds, it was a
combination of everything that had been done to this poor woman.
So naturally, the police, they had questions.
All they really knew at this point was that someone had presumably attacked Brenda while
she was on the phone, and now she was dead.
And officers didn't know what to make of all of this, but at least they could still talk
to Sydney.
Maybe they could get some answers from her.
I mean, of course, Sydney would know what had happened, right?
She would bear witness to everything.
She was home at the time of the murder.
She could have witnessed it.
But whenever the police tried to interrogate Sydney, she still seemed really out of it.
She couldn't answer the detective's questions without replying in the most vague possible
way.
Basically, she got across the idea that someone had broken in and attacked her mom.
And her mom told her to run away, and she did, and that's what Sydney said happened.
But here's the thing, Sydney couldn't describe the killer or even say whether she could guess at a motive.
And at times, she even seemed to be muttering to herself under her breath.
She kept repeating, get out of the house.
Get out of the house.
It really seemed like she was seriously traumatized by her mother's murder to the point that she
had some kind of mental break with reality. That's what it appeared to be.
So because of all of this, she ended up being moved to a mental health facility.
And since she wasn't talking, the police had to scour the scene to now try to piece together the crime.
But this is where it got even more puzzling. From evidence that was recovered at the scene and from Brenda's injuries,
officers believed that somebody had hit Brenda in the head with an iron frying pan.
Yes, you heard me.
A frying pan.
Now that's not all.
She also had been stabbed in the neck roughly 30 times with a steak knife.
Most of these injuries were to her neck and throat area, which I just have to say using a frying pan as a
murder weapon is not something we often see, so it's my belief and we'll get into more of the
specifics, but when I first heard this it was my belief that it was used, the frying pan was used
to subdue her mother. Almost as, imagine if like a burglar is coming into your home. You're not sure
what to grab, you aren't thinking on your feet quick enough to grab a knife, so you grab a frying pan or
whatever's on the stove. You whack them over the head, hoping it'll stunt them
long enough or even fall to the ground to where then you can think of your next
move. And we know that she was then stabbed roughly 30 times. So was the
frying pan just to get her off her feet? Was it to subdue her? Was it to catch her
by surprise? Now there was also a broken window.
So the question here was, did somebody break in?
But then what killer comes in, uses a frying pan and a steak knife to kill somebody?
They're not bringing their own weapon?
Also nothing was stolen, so it didn't seem like a burglary.
It was all just so bizarre and it really did not take long for the narrative of an intruder or a burglar to really just start falling apart.
Then things took an even weirder turn when detectives began taking statements from Brenda's family members.
Brenda's husband, Sydney's dad Steve, told them about that conversation that he had with Sydney right before the murder.
She had been keeping a pretty big secret from her mom and dad.
And then her mom Brenda got murdered right before the truth was about to come out.
So you have to think there's kind of motive there, right?
So after a bit of time, the detectives also talked to Michelle and John from the University of Mount Union.
And it turned out Sydney's secrets and lies went way, way, way beyond just taking a few less classes to lighten her workload.
Sydney was really struggling with her grades in a way that she hadn't ever before struggled
in her life.
This girl literally never got anything less than a B all the way through high school,
but in college, she was constantly getting Cs or worse.
By the end of her freshman year, Sydney even got put on academic suspension, which she
conveniently failed to mention in that conversation with her dad, Steve.
So basically, the university admins told her that if she didn't get her act together, they
were going to kick her out of school.
So I'm assuming that Sydney was pretty freaked out by this whole situation, especially since
she went to some pretty wild extremes to hide the fact that she was having such a difficult time and
Not only from her own family guys. She was hiding it from a lot of people
When her friends would ask her how her studies were going how was school?
Sydney would just act like everything was great like she was doing so well and it's honestly pretty sad when you do think about it
But I also understand how it can feel when you're 19 years old and you haven't really gotten used to adulthood yet.
Especially for somebody like Sydney, whose whole identity was tied up in this idea of
being the smartest kid, the good student, the academic scholar star.
Then all of the sudden, you're not the smartest person in the classroom anymore?
In fact, you're in danger of flunking out entirely?
I mean, I can totally understand how you might feel some shame in that. Almost like
your entire personality and sense of self is just a complete lie or fabrication. That you're not who
you thought you were. You're not who other people thought you were. That's a lot of pressure. So,
that's what was happening at the end of her freshman year. But then it got worse. And to make matters worse, her grades got so bad
that she ended up being expelled
at the end of the fall semester of her sophomore year.
Now, I wanna repeat that for you.
She was expelled.
There was no part-time load of courses in the spring.
There was no going from full-time to part-time.
She was full-blown not allowed
to take any more classes at the university. None. Zero. Zilch. So, she wrapped up the
last of her courses in December of 2019, and this was three months before her dad eventually
got on the phone and learned that Sydney wasn't enrolled. Literally three months of her keeping
this massive expulsion from her parents, anybody else for that matter even her friends
When the school sent a certified letter to officially notify her of the university's decision to expel her
Sydney signed for it herself and she made sure that her mom and dad did not see it
So then when January 2020 came around and the new spring semester was about to start Sydney now had another problem
She had to deal with.
Because she also wasn't allowed to live on campus anymore.
Obviously, she was kicked out of school.
How was she gonna live in the dorms?
She couldn't take classes, she was done.
There was nothing for her to come back for.
But get this, she kept living her lie.
I mean, listen to how wild everything became for her
to perpetuate this false reality.
Let's start with the dorms.
First of all, every student who lived on campus had a physical key to their actual room,
and then their student ID could open the front doors. Now when students got expelled,
their ID access wasn't shut off right away. The school administrators wanted to make sure
that everybody had enough time to come back in, pack up their things, get moved out,
except instead of using her grace period to move, Sydney decided to pretend that she was just still enrolled.
She slept in her dorm, she hung out with her friends, and she acted like everything was
completely normal.
When the administrators like Michelle, the woman who eventually called Brenda, realized
that Sydney was still just like lurking around, they made sure that her ID access got cut off,
got turned off, but Sydney still had a key.
And all that she had to do was hang out
by the other outer doors and then wait for somebody else
to come in or come out and then she'd go in the door
right after them and then she would get back to her room,
the room that she still had a physical key to
and could let herself into.
So because of this, she continued to live on campus
for months, actual months. Actual
months. This was way after the expulsion and nobody other than a handful of
university employees had any idea that she had even been kicked out. A friend
even actually offered Sydney a leadership position at one of these
sororities. I mean seriously, she was so convinced that Sydney was such a smart
and organized student that she was so convinced that Sydney was such a smart and organized student
that she was capable of handling even more responsibilities.
And rather than taking that moment to come clean and admit that she wasn't even a student
anymore at Mount Union, Sydney was like, yeah, of course I can take that on.
No problem.
Sounds great.
Nothing to see here.
Let's do it.
I'm all for it.
Now, of course, the campus administrators, they blocked it.
They told the sorority that
Sydney couldn't be involved because she wasn't enrolled. They didn't actually say that it
was because of her grades because they wanted to respect Sydney's privacy, but they did
say that she wasn't a student anymore, which even just that partial information was a total
shock to Sydney's friend, the one who had offered her the position in the first place.
She asked Sydney what was going on, and then Sydney explained
that she had, in fact, been living a lie. However, in a true liar's fashion, even her version of
explaining that she had been living a lie was not the full truth. Now, you would think that something
like that would force her to finally confront reality, right? But instead, Sydney kept lying
to everyone else on campus, all those other friends who didn't know about her expulsion yet.
When she hadn't moved out, we again this time sent staff over to the residence hall because
we were aware she was there at the time.
I think our director of security and director of student conduct went over and asked her
to come over.
And Dean Frazier and I met with Sydney again and said, you cannot be here any longer, you're not enrolled.
And again said, why don't we call your parents?
And she refused.
She did not want us to, she absolutely did not want us
to do that, we asked again, are you sure you told
your parents?
Like, we know this is difficult.
We know how hard this can be.
And she did not want, absolutely did not want us to call her parents.
However, she finally had to go home after a security officer escorted her out of the
dorms for good.
However, Sydney told her friends that she was going to be living with her parents and
then she was going to be commuting to her classes,
even though she wasn't living on campus anymore,
and kind of tried to position it
like moving out was her idea.
Again, saying she's going to classes
when you clearly are not enrolled at the school anymore.
So once she got kicked out of the dorms and escorted out,
she decided to start crashing in hotel rooms,
or she would couch surf with her friends,
or she would sleep in her car.
Why?
Well, it's because she never moved home.
I mean, how could she, right?
Her parents thought that she was fully enrolled in school
and doing great.
They didn't know that anything had happened,
that anything had changed.
And I think that this was especially odd
because Sydney and her mom Brenda
had such a close relationship before this point.
But still, Sydney just could not handle
telling her mom the truth.
She chose to essentially be homeless
rather than admit what was really going on.
Now during the day when all of her friends were in class,
Sydney would just hang out at the student center
or really any other building that she could get into
without a student ID card.
When she bumped into friends,
she acted like she was still a student.
And this went on. It went on and on until March of that year. student ID card. When she bumped into friends, she acted like she was still a student. And
this went on. It went on and on until March of that year. And like I said before, March
3rd was supposed to be her last day of quote unquote class before spring break started.
So maybe part of the reason that Sydney said that she wanted to come home was so that she
could at least act normal for a week, be at home, be cozy, not be couch surfing, not be
sleeping in her car. I don't know,
but maybe sleeping in her own bed
would be better for a change.
Maybe she could relax and enjoy her downtime.
There wouldn't be any need to keep up this massive lie
that she was still having a positive,
productive college experience.
However, I'm not really sure what she thought
was gonna happen after that.
Because if she was gonna go back to campus
when classes started up again after spring break,
what was she gonna do? Just loiter around campus and crash with her friends? I mean from the sound
of it, she might not have been thinking much further than what she was gonna be doing for
the next five minutes, but still, I mean, the jig is gonna be up at some point, right? But it doesn't
even matter what Sydney planned because now we know what actually happened. Her mom, Brenda,
was beaten, was stabbed to death while while she was at home with Sidney.
And she was murdered at the exact moment when she was seconds away from learning her daughter's
massive secret.
I mean, the phone was literally in her hands still.
So it's not too hard to guess at what the detective's theory became once they learned
about all of this information.
Sidney was willing to do almost anything to hide the truth about what had happened at college.
She was at home, alone with her mom, about to be exposed.
And she also hadn't spoken to anyone about the murders since then.
And with that, Sydney became the prime suspect number one.
The police figured that she had either argued with her mother right before the University
of Mount Union officials called, or that maybe she lashed out once she realized what Brenda
was about to learn. Either way, she grabbed a frying pan from the kitchen,
marched back into the bedroom, and then beat her mother with it. Then she stabbed
her to death with a steak knife from the kitchen. So with this new theory and with
all motives and evidence pointing to Sydney,
the day after her mom Brenda was killed, Sydney was arrested.
But then, the very next day after that, Sydney's dad and some other family members
paid a quarter million dollars to get her out on bail.
Which I do get, it's family, but also at the same time, I don't get that.
250 grand is a lot of money to fork over for somebody who's being accused of killing your wife, her mother, another family member.
Now, obviously, Sydney's dad loved her, so did her other family members.
They didn't want to see her rot away in prison.
I understand that, but they also loved Brenda too.
And I have to say that this has to be the most gut-wrenching way that something like this can even play out,
because nobody wants to feel like they have to choose between supporting their spouse or
their own child. But when somebody kills a member of their own family, I can't even imagine what the
other relatives must feel like and what they must be trying to grapple with. In Steve's case, he
barely even had the chance to start grieving. It had been what? All of 48 hours since his wife died,
and that's when he chose to stand by his daughter,
even though she was his wife's killer?
And that's all before I even get to the size
of the bail payment.
I mean, what a massive show of support, right?
Now, by this point, guys, there wasn't any sort of lie
or cover up or anything like that.
Sydney had fully admitted that she did it,
but she still pleaded not guilty at her arraignment
the following day.
Which as a side note, this was a super busy week for her
because she murdered her mom on a Monday,
she got arrested on Tuesday, she got bailed out on Wednesday,
and then she pled not guilty on Thursday.
So a very, very week, just back to back things.
But then things slowed way down.
And it took another two years for Sydney to update her plea.
And during that time, she stayed with her grandparents
on a farm where she could be around animals,
which apparently she loved.
She also spent time talking to mental health counselors,
different psychologists, and all of this treatment
really helped shape her defense strategy.
So then in 2022, which was still before her trial began,
she updated her plea.
Now she said that she was not guilty by reason of insanity.
She did this for a couple of reasons.
First, Sydney's therapist thought
that she suffered from schizophrenia.
And to make matters worse,
Sydney had a bunch of concussions from all of those years
that she played sports like soccer.
Her therapist said that the concussions made her schizophrenia symptoms even worse.
So bad that it was to a degree that Sydney could not be held responsible for the murder that she had committed.
And I know, it always seems a little convenient when somebody gets arrested
and then suddenly they decide that they have this undiagnosed mental health issue
that they're not responsible for their own actions, all of these things.
But in Sydney's case?
Was there any merit to that?
That is, if it wasn't already obvious by her super bizarre behavior after she got kicked
out of school, that something isn't exactly right here.
But apparently, according to her therapist, for a while before Sydney snapped and committed
the murder, she had been hallucinating.
She saw flames coming out of her hands or cartoon characters would start popping up in real life.
She also heard voices that said terrible,
terrible things to her.
There was this constant stream of insults
in her head as well.
The voices were telling Sydney she was a loser,
she was worthless, nobody liked her.
And as for the murder itself,
Sydney said she didn't even remember it.
The whole attack had been completely blacked out from her memory, wiped clean.
Over time with therapy, she eventually got some of her memories back, but they were still just little flashes here and there.
She remembered walking down the stairs or sitting on the couch with her mom,
but there wasn't enough for her to piece together what had actually happened, which according to her doctors, that was consistent with the symptoms of a psychotic episode. So during her murder
trial, which was in September of 2023, it lasted about three weeks and the
defense called expert after expert to talk about Sydney's mental state.
In my opinion with regard to that is that yes, she did have at the time of the offense and does have at present a
severe mental disease. At the time of the offense, my diagnosis was
schizophrenia, first episode currently an acute episode, meaning a kind of complete manifestation of a schizophrenic diagnosis
and a schizophrenic condition. Certainly looking back at things, we can see early signs of this that would be difficult to detect in the absence of the extreme situation that
occurred on March 3rd, 2020. I also diagnosed her with major depressive disorder, single
episode, severe, with psychotic features. And it was my opinion
that at the time of the offenses charged, Sydney Powell as a result of this
severe mental disease was unable to appreciate the wrongfulness of her acts.
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All right, so back to the case. Her therapist also thought that this fit with the fact that
Sydney was so out of it when the police arrived, like she was technically in a catatonic state or
something. And what's even crazier is that the counselors weren't trying to argue that Sydney
had suddenly developed these mental health issues right in the lead-up to the day that she killed her mom.
They believed that she had these symptoms all the way back to when she was in high school.
In fact, they believed that she may have had one of her first breakdowns when she was overwhelmed by a particular
chemistry project that she needed to do in her junior year of high school. One of her teachers even testified about this in court.
I didn't have a class so it must have been when I had a planning period and I was
alone in my room and the two of them came in and Sydney was crying and she was she was I would say
distraught and I said you know what's what's wrong and she said that she had a test or I think was a
presentation for a chemistry class and and she said, I can't
see the numbers.
I said, what?
What do you mean you can't see the numbers?
She said, I can't see the numbers.
I can't present.
I can't see what's in front of me.
I said, okay.
I said, how can I help you?
What do you want me to do?
She was really upset.
She was pretty upset about it.
So I said, well, what do you want me to do?
Do you want to go down and talk to the teacher,
or do you want me to?
And she asked me to go.
So I went down and I talked to our teacher,
and I said, look, Sydney's really upset.
She says she can't see the numbers.
She's asking if she could take the test on another day.
And the teacher said, yes, of course.
And so I went up and told Sydney.
And so I assumed she took the test on another day.
It wasn't, you know, I wasn't the person in charge of that test.
At the time, the teacher didn't think too much of the whole incident.
She didn't even tell Sydney's parents about what had happened and she didn't tell any
school administrators.
She just figured that Sydney was freaked out because of the stress.
It was only after the fact, once Sydney had committed the murder, that anybody thought
to even look back and try to point at this incident as a sign that she could mentally crack under pressure.
So Sydney's lawyers argued this point as well, that when she was under a little academic stress, working on a chemistry project, she had comparatively more minor symptoms in the form of not being able to read numbers anymore. But when she was under the much, much higher pressure
of adapting to college life,
her break was significantly bigger
and it was significantly more violent.
On the other hand though, I mean the prosecutors,
they just called complete bullshit on all of that.
They argued that Sydney was a lot more in control
of her actions than she seemed
and they even implied that she was playing up her symptoms
specifically so that she wouldn't have
to face any consequences.
For example, when the police first responded to that wellness check at Brenda's home,
they found the broken window.
Now, I touched on that a little bit ago.
It made it seem like somebody might have broken in, right?
And that the killer could have been some random stranger, a burglar maybe.
Maybe it was targeted.
Except Sydney was the one who shattered the glass,
and it was done sometime before the detectives arrived.
And then afterwards, she lied and said that somebody broke into their house and
killed her mother.
She also told the police that while her mom was being stabbed by this random
intruder, Brenda had told her to run away, which was why she was outside,
bloody, laying on the ground when the police arrived.
So the argument was that if Sydney really was catatonic,
if she really did black out the entire murder,
why would she stage the scene in such a dramatic way?
Why break a window and make up this story about a break-in
if she didn't even remember what had happened
or she didn't even realize what she had done?
It seemed more like a lot of planning had gone into that,
a lot of planning for the cover-up, I should say.
I mean, she wouldn't need to cover her tracks
unless she knew that she was the killer, right?
And they also brought up one minor detail,
which of course the defense left out in their arguments,
mainly because it would really blow up the whole idea
that Sydney was catatonic and in shock during the murder.
And this one came from her dad, Steve.
He called home right after the murder happened, before Sydney got outside or before the police
arrived, and when Sydney answered, he asked where Brenda was because he wanted to talk
to her.
And get this, Sydney said that her mom couldn't come to the phone right now because she was
on the other line talking to people from the university.
Again, this was a very calm, very savvy attempt
to cover her tracks.
If she really did come out of a blackout
and find her mom stabbed to death,
bloody on the floor, why not say that?
Why not ask her dad for help?
Say, hurry home, rush, call the police.
The lies just kept coming,
even when Sydney was in the hospital too,
right after the murder.
She kept mumbling, get out of the house, get out of the house, remember? According to the
prosecutors, she'd only say that if she was trying to keep up the cover story about a
home intruder stabbing her mom. They also had experts of their own who argued that Sydney
might have been, if not faking everything, at least exaggerating some of her symptoms
all in order to fool the police. When we're trying to determine somebody's knowledge
of wrongfulness, there's some classic things
that we're paying attention to.
So lying, concealing, avoiding detection, fleeing,
and trying to implicate another perpetrator.
Those would be some clear signs that somebody understands
what they're doing is wrong.
And Brenda's autopsy results also made it seem like Sydney might have really known
what she was doing because her stab wounds were all concentrated around the neck and the throat.
To hear the prosecutors tell it, this was evidence of intention on Sydney's part.
She didn't try to just grab the phone from her mom and then hang up.
She didn't freak out and start slashing wildly all over the place. She didn't slice her arm or cut her leg.
She purposely targeted her own mother in a very vulnerable part of her body because she wanted her dead. Now interestingly,
the prosecution didn't push back against the idea that Sydney definitely had some mental issues at play here.
They just didn't believe that this made her not guilty by reason of insanity.
But in all honesty, all of Sydney's psychological examinations happened after the murder. In some cases, even years later,
the counselors could only speak to her mental stability after her arrest.
They couldn't say for sure what she was thinking or what she was feeling when she picked up that pan and smashed it against her
mom's head or when she lifted the knife and jammed it into her mother's neck. She very well could have been suffering from schizophrenia while also being
in touch with reality enough to commit a cold-blooded murder, then maybe tried to cover her tracks
afterward. And they added that even if Sydney was hallucinating, that still didn't explain why she
did it. Unless those hallucinations were specifically that she was in some kind of danger and that she had to kill her mother
for that very reason, they seemed totally irrelevant to the real homicide,
which Sydney never tried to argue that she had any delusions of that nature anyway.
So while the prosecutors did agree that Sydney was truly genuinely suffering from some kind of mental health problem,
they also thought that she knew right from wrong,
which in the eyes of the law, that's the main criteria that determines whether or not somebody
is criminally insane. It's not about whether or not you're hallucinating or you're anxious or you
lose your sense of identity or anything like that. It's simple. It's black and white. Do you know that
what you were doing is wrong and then you choose to do it anyway? If so, you're guilty, no matter what else is going on inside your head.
So that was the key question in this case.
Now, of course, I'm not a psychologist, guys.
I don't have a background in this field
and I don't know who's in the right here.
But if it's true that Sydney was trying to cover up
her crime on purpose,
I mean, I've gotta say that that sounds like someone
who knows that what they did was wrong.
And I think that the prosecution has a good point there, right?
I will also say that Sydney spent the entire trial crying nonstop.
Again, it was close to three weeks of testimony and I mean the tears,
they never stopped flowing.
You can make up your own mind about if she was a really good actor or
if she was feeling genuine remorse.
I have my opinion, tell me what yours is. But what's also interesting is that Sydney had the freedom to leave the courtroom whenever the testimony got to be too much for her.
Which let me just say, I'm not a fan of that at all because I believe if you commit a violent crime, at the absolute bare minimum,
you can hear other people talk about what you did.
So again, the fact that Sydney didn't have to hear the goriest, bloodiest parts of the testimony could go one of two ways.
You might say that she really was in this very mentally fragile state, and that the judge was in the right to give her that special treatment.
Or, if she was a master manipulator, this just showed how well Sydney had the court wrapped around her little finger.
The tears just, the waterworks just were flowing the entire time.
So maybe it was true remorse and she just didn't want
to leave the courtroom, but it feels to me at least
a little icky and a little bit performative.
So ultimately even the jury was apparently pretty split
on the question of whether Sydney was legally insane
or if she was a cold-blooded killer.
In the end, Sydney was found guilty for murder,
for a felonious assault and tampering with evidence.
Now that last charge was
specifically about the broken window and the faked break-in. Because of that, it was tampering with
evidence and also a crime scene, which was evidence. And even though it took a long time, close to three
days to reach that decision, one juror gave an interview afterward where he said that the verdict
was pretty clear to him. I mean, to him at least.
Take a listen.
She knows that she did something wrong.
She might have been insane when she did that, maybe.
But we have to have these two things be true.
And the second part was, does she know the wrongfulness of her actions?
And we said, we think she does because she was willing to go ahead and make
up this huge story about this whole thing and that meant she knew she was wrong and
going to be in trouble.
She had to figure her way out.
At her sentencing, Sydney's lawyer still tried to argue that she should get off easy because
of her mental health and they brought up that during the three years that she had been out
on bond, Sydney had been getting treatment.
On count one ma'am, I sentence you to an indefinite sentence of 15 years to life
in the Ohio Department of Corrections.
On count four of the indictment, I sentence you to three years in the Ohio Department of Corrections.
Those two sentences to be run concurrent with and not consecutive to each other.
So this must have been why the judge went with the minimum sentence that came with those
charges.
Now, through all of this, the trial, the sentence, and the aftermath, Sydney's family stood by
her side.
They lost a wife, a mother, a force for good who had spent her whole life taking care of
vulnerable kids with cancer, and they still stood with her killer, stood by her side.
And I just feel like that is such a terrible situation
to be in because again, how do you choose a family member
over another one?
You don't wanna lose two family members,
so I suppose that's what makes you stick with them.
Or is it blind faith?
I mean, not to loop in Chad Dumbbell in this episode,
but it makes me wonder, I think it was what,
four out of five of his kids are testifying in his trial
that their mom Tammy truly was sick
and that they don't believe that their dad
had anything to do with her death,
even though it was proven to be death by asphyxiation.
So, and think of Barry Morphew.
His daughters are standing by his side,
not thinking he had anything to do
with their mother Suzanne's disappearance and murder.
So what is it that makes family members
stick by their sides? Is
it that they don't want to grieve the loss of two family members? Is it that
they truly have blind faith? Is it that they believe in rehabilitation? What is it?
And I do think that this case is kind of sticky because from the sounds of it,
Sydney's family really truly believed that she did have a mental health break
and that she should not have been found guilty. They didn't even want Sydney to
go to trial at all. They asked the prosecutors to drop the charges. And since they were also Brenda's
family, you'd think that that would count for something, right? But the state went forward with
the hearing anyway, and the jurors obviously felt differently from Sydney's family. Still, there's a
lot of room to debate about whether justice was served or not, because it does seem like Sydney's
own father, brother, and grandparents would know about her mental state
better than anybody else.
If she was criminally insane, they'd get it, right?
The fact that they stood with her after everything,
it does seem like maybe a point in her favor.
Or maybe the fact that they knew her so well
meant that they couldn't be unbiased.
I mean, perfect example,
just look at how long she got away with lying about the expulsion.
Maybe Sydney was this heartless liar who took a life, then tried to play the mental health card, or she could have been
unfortunate enough to suffer a psychotic break and then get thrown into prison for something that happened when she
wasn't fully in control of her own body or actions.
I mean, your take on this case really depends on where you're coming from.
What evidence do you see? And even though she's gotten her verdict, of her own body or actions. I mean, your take on this case really depends on where you're coming from.
What evidence do you see?
And even though she's gotten her verdict,
I do think that there's still a lot
that's left to uncover here.
It doesn't sound like all of the information
has totally come out yet,
and I'm not sure if it ever will,
but I do wanna know what you guys think about this case.
I feel like there's a lot of divide out there,
especially after seeing the clips from the trial,
and once I did my research, a lot of people think that, especially after seeing the clips from the trial and once I did my research,
a lot of people think that she did have a mental breakdown, that she just snapped and that it was the pressure of school, the pressure of
failing, while others are saying, no, she's this entitled little spoiled girl who got caught in all of her lies and
instead of getting caught, she decided to murder so that she wouldn't get caught.
Which isn't really forward-thinking because you're gonna get caught for that then and then all of your lives ultimately will be exposed as well.
But I'm wondering where you guys sit with this. What do you think? Maybe I'll throw a poll up over on Spotify, but either way, let me know in the Q&A section on Spotify or in the review section if you're listening on Apple.
In any event, Brenda definitely should not have been murdered. She should still be with us. And I also have to just point this out too.
Psychotic break or not, 30 stab wounds is overkill and is, I don't want to say a crime of passion,
maybe it is, but it is definitely overkill because I've mentioned this in other cases
I've covered. Anytime there's a stabbing, when you're stabbing somebody,
it's double the effort for however many stab wounds,
meaning she had to lift her arm up and down 60 times to stab her mother those 30 times.
That is a lot of force, a lot of adrenaline, and in my opinion, a lot of hate behind that.
That is very difficult. Honestly, try it right now if you're at home, not if you're driving.
An exercise, bring a pillow by you, just lift your arm up and down
60 times without even having a lot of force.
Your arm will start to get tired.
I mean, mine does for sure.
I know I'm weak guys, I don't work out, but like, it's a lot.
Now imagine you're also clenching onto that knife super hard.
You're using an incredible amount of force.
You're throwing your whole body weight into it.
You're also stabbing and penetrating through neck, through muscle, through tissue, all of these things, and you're
going up and down 60 times. I don't know. To me, that feels like it's driven more by hate and,
I don't know, maybe a psychotic break, but let me know what you guys think. Thanks again for tuning
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And until the next one, be nice.
Don't kill people.
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