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Episode Date: November 3, 2022Teachers sing songs about Teachers College Columbia professor Lucy Calkins. She’s one of the most influential people in American elementary education today. Her admirers call her books bibl...es. Why didn't she know that scientific research contradicted reading strategies she promoted?Read: Transcript of this episodeSupport: Donate to APMMore: soldastory.org
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So we were in Dayton, Ohio. My parents had just gotten a divorce. I was in first grade.
This is Lacey Robinson. She started first grade in 1978 in a suburb of Dayton called Englewood.
Her mother had moved there after her divorce, seeking better schools for her children.
We actually integrated the neighborhood.
When we get to school, it was my sister, myself, and maybe one other African-American male.
And first grade was awful for Lacey.
Not just because she was one of the only black children
in the school.
She wasn't learning how to read.
I remember my mother being extremely worried,
because my mother was like, wait a minute,
she doesn't know her letters,
she doesn't know her sounds,
and she finally gets frustrated enough
she goes up to the school
because she gets to the end of the year with work hard
and sees that they're passing me on to second grade.
And my mother's like, how in the world is this child going on to
second grade and she can't read?
And they were like, oh, but she's so nice.
And she's so quiet.
And she's like, yeah, but she can't read.
And they were like, well, Ms. Robinson, you know, what do you
want to do? And she's like, I want to hold her back.
They're like, oh, no, no, no, you can't do that.
And she's like, why?
Why can't I hold her back. They're like, oh, no, no, no, you can't do that. She's like, why? Why can't I hold her back? And so she forced them to make me do first grade over again.
She got a different teacher the next year. Her name was Miss Montgomery and she smelled like oatmeal cookies.
And she had short brown hair and she seemed really tall.
And she had short brown hair and she seemed really tall. And I walk in her class and she gives me the warmer squeeze.
And Miss Montgomery taught Lacey how to read.
She taught me how to decode words.
It was old school phonics instruction, sounding out words.
And it worked.
And that summer, after Lacey finished first grade for the second time,
she helped teach her grandmother how to read.
I would sit next to her and she would say, you know, we would sit there and I'd be like,
no grandma, that's a bee, it says, bud, like, I was, and I was so excited to be able to teach her.
Her grandmother had grown up in rural Georgia, in the Jim Crow South,
had to drop out of school when
she was about nine years old.
She worked and she raised a family without being able to read.
And then, when she was in her early 60s, she became a Jehovah's Witness and wanted to be
able to read the Bible.
The people in her religious community taught her how to read, and little Lacey helped
too.
And I'm telling you, she got that reading down. All of a sudden now she became a part of a community,
where she was going to meetings and they were reading and she was trying to, I just watched her come alive.
I've had other relatives and close family friends that as I got older my mom would say to me,
well you know she can't read. Well why can't she read? Well she grew up in the south.
There were eleven of them. There were sharecroppers. They couldn't afford to go to school.
That's when Lacey Robinson knew that she wanted to be a teacher. She was going to
teach children how to read, and in particular she was going to teach black children how to read.
I'm Emily Hanford and this is episode four of Soul to Story, a podcast from American Public Media.
Lacey Robinson knew what it took to learn how to read.
She knew what it took to teach someone how to do it,
and she knew how important it was.
But even Lacey was wooed by people who had other ideas.
Ideas about how to teach reading that went against what she knew.
That's the story I'm going to tell you in this episode. I'm going to tell you why
even Lacey Robinson believed. And I'm going to introduce you to the person she
believed in, one of the most influential people in American elementary
education today.
education today. Lacey Robinson started teaching first grade in 1996 in Marietta, Georgia. At a poor
elementary school, where more than half the students were black.
And there was no reading program. She says there was no curriculum to teach kids how to
read, and no training for teachers. I got so angry that I spent that next summer creating my own reading program.
When she returned to school in the fall, she went to the lead teacher and showed her what
she'd come up with.
We got to teach reading.
Here's my program.
I laid out this program.
I was like, we got to start with findings.
We got to, we got to,, we gotta teach them the code,
we gotta give them books and da da da da da da
and like silence.
And then the principal got called in.
And then I basically got told to stay in my place.
This was the 90s.
Phonics was not something you were supposed to be teaching.
And then interestingly enough, that same year the principal hired a woman from New York
who was an expert in reading a writer's workshop.
The woman was a literacy coach whose job was to help teachers at the school implement something called
the Reading and Writing Workshop.
Lacey had never heard of the Reading and Writing Workshop,
and she was
kind of suspicious because it didn't include phonics instruction but by the end of
the year I was curious. The reading and writing workshop was not a
curriculum. It was more like a framework, a set of routines. It has since become
a published curriculum. Here's how it works.
The teacher starts with something called a mini-lesson. An example of a mini-lesson for
kindergarten is what is an avid reader? The teacher shows the class photographs of avid readers
and asks the children to discuss what they notice. Then the children are sent off to find comfortable spots
so they can practice avid reading.
These are kindergarteners.
Most of them don't know how to read yet,
but they're supposed to spend 35 to 45 minutes
reading independently and with partners and in small groups.
The teacher circulates and observes
and confers with the children.
At some point, the teacher gets the attention of the whole class for what's called a mid-workshop teaching point.
She might share something she's noticed.
The example in the teacher guide is to say something like this.
Everywhere I look, you are reading avidly.
I don't need those photographs of strangers to see avid reading. No way,
it's right here in front of me. The kids then go back to their books. Eventually, the teacher
brings the children back together so they can share what they learned about avid reading.
Like I said, Lacey Robinson was suspicious at first, but this is what her school was telling
her to do. And the workshop
approach grew on her. You didn't have to spin your entire summer or weekends trying to
cobble together a reading program, and it came with a lot of professional development
coaching. She was finally getting some training. And the best thing about the workshop approach
is that it came with a lot of books.
It brought volumes of books in my classroom.
To do the reading workshop, a teacher needs a big classroom library.
Kids will browse the library on a Monday, pick a bunch of books on their reading level,
and then read those books all week, maybe even bring them home in a baggie.
Lacey loved that.
She was in a poor black school in Georgia.
Same state where her grandmother had grown up.
And Lacey's students were getting books, tons of books.
But Lacey was kind of frustrated with her job.
She was working with the children she wanted to teach. But Lacey was kind of frustrated with her job.
She was working with the children she wanted to teach, but it was a struggling school.
And she still didn't feel like she was getting all the resources and training she needed.
She had a friend, another first grade teacher at the school, who was from New York.
And this friend started telling Lacey about schools in affluent communities outside New York City.
She began to talk to me about schools in the suburbs, and one of her goals was to get there.
Was to get there, the pay was better. You know, she knew she was going to be professionally developed better.
Lacey decided she wanted to get to the suburbs too, Not because she was gonna spend her career there.
Her plan was to go to wealthy schools in the suburbs,
learn everything she could about how the kids were taught,
and come back to schools like the one where she started
in Marietta.
She wanted to give poor black children
what rich white children were getting.
Her friend had an idea about how to get a job in the suburbs.
She said, go to graduate school first,
at Columbia University,
the prestigious teachers college there.
How's the guy I don't fly?
I had no idea the status, I had no idea any of that.
She also had no idea how expensive it was.
She got in and realized pretty quickly
that she needed a job.
And one of her professors offered her one,
working as an administrative assistant
at a teacher training institute
the professor had founded.
The professor's name is Lucy Cawkins.
Her institute is called
the Teachers College Reading and Writing Project.
So, I started working there, making copies, answering phones, helping prepare for meetings.
Lacey didn't know it at first, but Lucy Cawkins is the person who created the Reading and Writing
Workshop approach she'd been using in Marietta. Lacey also didn't know that she was working for Lucy Cawkins at a pivotal moment for
Cawkins and her organization.
Cawkins Institute had been founded in the early 1980s to focus on writing instruction.
The expansion into reading instruction was relatively new.
And when Lacey started working for her in the late 1990s, Lucy Cawkins was working on
a book about how to teach reading.
Problem was, Lucy Calkins didn't know that much about how little kids learned to read.
It was not her area of expertise.
So she invited the Ohio State Professor you met in the last episode, Gaysu Penel, to come
to Columbia.
And Lacey Robinson was there.
Lacey Robinson I remember saying to my friend, I think the mother of reading is here.
Penel came to Columbia many times over the course of a year to teach Lucy Coggins and her
colleagues what she knew about how children learned to read.
Lacey Penel I remember feeling like Gaysu Penel talked about reading the way a
ear doctor talks about the system of the ear canal and the throat. It was such
precision. Marie Clay came to Columbia too. Lucy
Cawkins embraced her queuing theory and adopted the word reading strategies
into her workshop approach. For Lacey Robinson, it was pretty heavy stuff.
She'd ended up at a prestigious institute at an Ivy League school that was developing
an approach to teaching reading.
She was learning from people who were clearly at the top of their field, famous people.
None more famous, it seemed, than her boss.
I got invited one day to
go out with Lucy and the team to some schools and the Bronx and to witness her
professionally developing a group of teachers and it was like theater. I mean
the people it she was like a rock star walking into that building and I just
remember sitting there like in all. This was more than 20 years ago.
Lucy Cockins is even more famous today.
Her approach to teaching reading and writing is used in schools all over the world.
It's estimated that as many as one in four elementary schools in the United States uses
her curriculum.
And more than 170,000 teachers have come to the week-long teacher training institutes she offers in New York.
These institutes often begin with opening ceremonies in a church.
This is a teacher recording herself as she walks into the church.
It's a Riverside church in Manhattan.
Oh boy. Oh, boy.
Oh, boy.
So beautiful.
So beautiful.
Nice.
Oh, gosh.
It was like being at a rock concert, right?
This is Lisa Kareem, another teacher who came to one
of Kalkin's institutes in New York.
One of the sessions was going into this big college auditorium. Everybody was whisper quiet, and there was Lucy down in the front with a student
teaching a writing lesson, and it felt like you were watching something magical.
Lisa Kourim wanted to make the same kind of magic for her students.
That's why she was there.
It was, here's a person who knows how children learn to read and write,
and I want to be able to teach children to read and write.
Lucy Cawkins tapped into a need among the nation's teachers.
A need to know more about how to teach reading and writing.
Her institute in New York is like a mecca.
It was like this sense of the Ivy League
and you always wanna go there.
That's Cari Chi, the teacher you met in the last episode
who didn't like George Bush.
She loved Lucy Hawkins.
She never got to go to one of the Hawkins
institutes in New York.
Neither did Christopher Lasquez.
She's a teacher in Palo Alto, California.
We would all apply and certain people would get picked to go and then certain people wouldn't get picked to go.
A school district can't afford to send everyone.
The institute's cost up to $850 per person plus expenses.
Christus' everyone was envious of the teachers who got to go.
There is this desire you're going to go with your best friends.
You guys go together, you stay at a hotel together, the people who went. you know, they kind of got wind and dine and they would go to shows
when they were out there.
They got a free trip to New York.
But a school district doesn't have to send their teachers to New York to learn from Lucy
and her team.
They can come to you for a few days of training or for ongoing coaching and support.
The Palo Alto schools contracted with caucons for years
to have her trainers in their schools.
Record show the district paid an LLC
that belongs to caucons more than a million dollars
between 2013 and 2021.
That's how Christa Velasquez learned to do the caucons
reading and writing workshop.
The Lucy trainers are phenomenal.
And when you're sitting with them in a room and they're teaching you,
you feel like you can do anything.
They become a sunlight in a room.
And when you're in these trainings with them,
you see that there's a possibility to become that sun.
Lucy caucons has visited Palo Alto too.
If Beyoncé came and gave a private concert in my district,
it would not have been a bigger deal for many of my teachers.
This is Todd Collins, a school board member in Palo Alto,
remembering a Cawkins visit to the district a few years ago.
And I've been stunned. I mean, I've said in meeting with
educational leaders in my district and have them talk about the curriculum as Lucy. Lucy says this. Lucy does this.
She personifies this curriculum.
Songs have been written about Lucy Cocketties. Like this song, a teacher posted to Twitter.
Lucy Cockins. Like this song, a teacher posted to Twitter. And this song, about the reading strategies, Lucy Cockins recommended.
Teachers are being taught this song at one of Cockins' institutes. We found the video on Facebook.
Those strategies, check the picture, look at the first letter.
Lucy Cawkins recently acknowledged she was wrong about those strategies.
She says there are important things about how children learn to read that she didn't know.
She told The New York Times earlier this year that my
reporting helped change her mind. But the research showing those strategies were
a bad idea has been around for decades. Why didn't she know about it? That's what
I've been trying to figure out. And I want to tell you a little about her
background because I think it may reveal some things about why she got reading
wrong and why she didn't
realize it for so long. More on that after a break.
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that our role here on Earth is to make a difference.
Lucy Calkins is from a big, well-to-do family.
Her parents were both doctors. They had nine kids.
My eight brothers and sisters are mostly all doctors or lawyers.
Everybody went to Harvard or Yale or, you know,
it's a very high-achieving family.
She was kind of the black sheep of her family. Those are her words. She didn't go to Harvard or Yale.
She went to a different elite school, Williams, a small college in Western Massachusetts,
where she majored in religion. And I did imagine myself becoming a pastor. And I wanted that because I
wanted to be part of a community of people who dealt with I wanted that because I wanted to be part of a community
of people who dealt with things that matter.
I wanted to be with people around issues that are life and death
and that make a difference.
But she wasn't actually much of a believer.
You're not sure how cooked up some of this is.
That was a problem when it came to being a pastor.
So she decided to try something else.
Another career where she thought she could make a difference.
Teaching.
After college, she went to her childhood minister for advice.
He had recently completed a doctorate in education,
and he told her to check out the primary schools in Britain.
This was the 1970s, and these British primary schools
were at the forefront of the progressive education movement.
There were no desks in these schools,
no strict schedules.
Children learned through experience and exploration,
not formal lessons.
It was very appealing to a young Lucy Cawkins.
So I flew to Heathrow Airport and stuck out my thumb,
and I hitchhiked to Oxfordshire.
She went to the office of the man in charge of the local schools
and convinced him to give her an unpaid apprenticeship.
She lived in a nursery school,
so she actually slept on a mat in a classroom
surrounded by little red chairs,
got up and out each morning before the children arrived
and rode her motorcycle to the Bister Primary School.
She spent a year in England.
In the British Primary Schools at the time,
there were these retreats for teachers.
And so on weekends, I would be part of these study retreats
and they were held in castles.
And you arrive Friday night and they're
sharing in front of the crackling fire.
And then on Saturday, you do things like observe a mushroom And you arrive Friday night and there's Sherry in front of the crackling fire.
And then on Saturday you do things like observe a mushroom and make little delicate drawings
studying the mushroom close up with the magnifying glass and the fungi.
Or you would do creative movement, LeBon movement.
Lucy Cawkins says this is where she first got the idea for her workshop approach.
She focused first on writing instruction because she was a writer.
Her goal was to turn the elementary school classroom into something like an adult writer's workshop.
A place where children are inspired to write and to think of themselves as authors who have something to say.
What do you like about writing? Playing my own feelings into stories and knowing what I'm writing about, and it's fun.
This is Lucy Cawkins interviewing a child at a school in rural New Hampshire
as part of a research project on student writing in the late 1970s.
Do you like rewriting or do you find it unsure?
Depends on what kind of boot I'm eating the day.
So my writing depends on the way I feel back day.
And that kind of thing.
Because if I don't really want to...
Lucy Cawkins was to writing instruction
what the whole language movement was to reading instruction.
The basic idea was that if kids are motivated to learn, they will.
Create the right environment, give students lots of freedom to make their own choices,
and they'll develop the skills they need.
Cawkins was not particularly interested in teaching children the mechanics of writing.
She thought focusing too much on grammar and spelling was part of the problem with writing instruction.
By the early 1980s, Lucy Cawkins had joined the faculty at Teachers College Columbia.
She had started her teacher training institute.
And according to an article back then in the New York Times,
she was already transforming instruction in many schools.
You come from Cincinnati, Ohio, and from Atlanta, from Springfield, Massachusetts, from
Hartford.
This is Lucy Cawkins giving a talk in an education conference in 1985.
And the revolution in the field of writing has come because we've realized that teachers
need to be coaches.
They need to be master crafts people working with an apprentice.
They need to be researchers in their classroom.
They need to pull their chair alongside a kids and watch how this person
goes about writing.
A few months after she gave this talk, Lucy Kocken's published a book called the
Art of Teaching Writing.
In the book, she says that children learn to write by writing, and by living with a sense
of I am one who writes.
This self-perception, she says in the book, will give children the eyes to see, and they
will notice the conventions of written language everywhere.
They will learn about punctuation, spelling, and the many rhythms of written language from
billboards and labels and books.
They will ask about the monogram letters on their bath towels.
I've thought about that sentence a lot.
They will ask about the monogram letters on their bath towels. It's one detail in a 550
page book, but I think it's a revealing detail. Lucy Cawkins had an idea about how children
learn, and I think that idea was influenced by privilege. Her idea was kind of romantic,
that learning is fun and beautiful, that it's a natural process, kind of magical.
And that a teacher's job is to unlock a child's potential,
to observe and nurture,
to help children fall in love with reading and writing.
I think I used to believe this too.
That learning to read was a natural process.
That if you read enough to your kids, they'd learn.
And I think my belief was influenced by privilege.
I grew up in a family not unlike Lucy Cockin's family.
Upper middle class, white, well-educated, both of my parents went to teachers' college
Columbia in the 1960s.
I even had some monogram bath towels.
And as I mentioned in an earlier episode, I think learning to read was pretty easy for
me.
And it was pretty easy for my kids.
Nothing challenged my view that learning to read is a natural process.
Until I began doing this reporting a few years ago.
That's when I started hearing the same story again and again
from parents all over the country.
My kid can't read, and the school isn't teaching her how to do it.
A lot of these kids were in schools in affluent suburban districts.
Districts with great reputations.
The kind of district Lacey Robinson wanted to get to. And she did.
But she discovered that things weren't quite what they seemed. Lacey got a teaching job
after she graduated from Columbia at an elementary school in New Rochelle, a suburb north of Manhattan.
And it was just like what her friend in Marietta had described.
The classrooms were smaller, the supplies were endless,
the teachers seemed to be more professionally developed,
and the school district was all in on the Lucy Cockins approach.
The students were immersed in complete readers and writers' workshop.
Not only did you have the level libraries,
you got the pretty baskets and the stickers and the labels
and you had a pair that came in and helped you organize it
and the posters were nominated.
And it was like, it was like Teacher's Aras.
It was my version of Teacher's Aras.
Hahaha. Lacey thinks one reason she got the job in New Rochelle is that she was an expert on
Cochens approach.
Back when she was in grad school working for Lucy Cochens, Lacey had worked her way up
to being one of the trainers that helped schools implement the reading and writing workshop.
That approach seemed to be working beautifully in New Rochelle.
She says almost all her students were good readers.
They could decode the words.
But she soon realized something,
and it was kind of a secret.
Something no one seemed to be talking about.
Those white, effluent students
who weren't learning how to decode in school,
they were learning how to decode at home with tutors.
I know because I became one of them. learning how to decode his school, they were learning how to decode at home with tutors.
I know because I became one of them.
She became a private tutor to make extra money to pay off her student loans.
And as a tutor, she did a lot of direct
and explicit instruction,
the kind of instruction that it helped her
when she was a little girl,
the kind of instruction that it helped her grandmother.
She eventually left New Rochelle
and went to another suburban school district,
Montgomery County, Maryland,
just outside of Washington, D.C.
It's the school district where my children went to school.
And she says she saw the same thing she'd seen in New Rochelle.
Private wealth taking care of the problem when schools weren't teaching children how to read.
Lacey Robinson wanted it to be true that there was something in rich white
schools that she could take and give to poor black children. She'd been hoping for
that, betting on it. I thought I was playing Robin Hood. But what she ultimately discovered is that a
lot of rich white kids weren't getting what they needed in school either. She
realized that she was looking for something that wasn't really there.
When I think about it now and I talk to friends, especially a lot of my friends of color who move into
middle-class neighborhoods, who have worked tirelessly to shift the trajectory of their
family for their kids.
And they send them to the neighborhood schools under the assumption, same assumption my mother had,
why she moved us to a hallway neighborhood, that if I'm in this area, that my kid will learn.
Only to find out.
I got to hire a tutor.
Lacey Robinson says she feels regret and shame about the years she spent spreading the
Lucy Cawkins' reading and writing workshop.
She says she should have recognized the problems sooner.
There were clues she wishes she'd paid more attention to, back when she was training teachers
in New York City.
I started supporting the school system in Harlem.
And I would go in, read in Ryder's Guru, let me show you how to school system in Harlem and I will go in reading
writer's guru. Let me show you how to set it up and I was supporting them and
the teachers will come here Miss Robinson. Now I understand this readers and
writers workshop is beautiful. We get our level library books and everything
but when will he learn how to decode these words. And Lacey remembers saying,
don't worry, he'll learn.
And the teacher said,
and because this other thing,
a lot of those teachers' children were in that school.
My son needs to learn how to decode these words.
Where is that in this operating system?
She remembers taking note of that, thinking, yeah, there's some stuff missing here.
But the reading and writing workshop was still the ideal in her mind.
She was thinking the goal was to get to a place where kids in Harlem didn't need anything
else.
It took her getting to the suburbs and seeing that kids there needed help with decoding
words too, for her to finally grasp the scope of the problem.
Still, she thinks there are elements of the Kalkin's workshop approach that are important
and shouldn't be discarded, like getting lots of books and kids' hands, inspiring them
to want to read and write.
But she says what got lost in the romance with the workshop approach is what it takes
for a child to learn how to read and write, and that a child is not going to love reading
and writing if she can't do it. Listen, I have the vowel words. I love literature and
books, but everybody don't have to love to read and write. But everybody has a right to learn to read and write.
So that whole, I want them to love. I don't want them to love. I want them to know how
to do it. Love comes later.
I wanted to talk to Lucy Hawkins about all this, about why she sold an approach to teaching
reading that was contradicted by research, and what she's doing now that she's acknowledged
she was wrong.
I emailed her, and she got back to me right away.
She said she was anxious about the idea of doing an interview, but she ultimately agreed.
I'm going to tell you about that interview and let you hear what she had to say. But first, in our next episode, I want to talk to you
about money. Because the people I've been telling you about, Marie Clay, Gay
Super Nell, Irene Fountess, and Lucy Cawkins are all top authors for the same
publishing company. And that company has made a lot of money selling their ideas.
It was a place where people were passionate about education.
It became a very lucrative business.
Do you remember ever asking,
is there like, research or evidence behind this program?
No, we just assumed there was.
I want them to be held accountable.
They've promoted flawed theories
that are not round in science
and they have profited off of it.
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