Something Was Wrong - S14 E10: A Very Bad Person

Episode Date: December 22, 2022

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Season 14 covers a variety of mature topics that can be upsetting, such as emotional, physical, and sexual violence. Content warnings for each episode and resources for survivors can be found in the episode notes. The podcast or any linked materials should not be construed as medical advice, nor is the information a substitute for professional medical expertise or treatment. Thank you so much for listening. So we got really weird and he told me that something was going on and he told me this over and over and over again that he couldn't tell me what it was because his lawyer told him not to speak on it. And so I'm thinking, I don't know, maybe it's a custody, but I mean he's told me at this

point of time he told me that he had two children. He told me all about his son and showed me pictures. Then he said he had a daughter that his wife were ex in California, I think it was, took from him and wouldn't let him see her. As far as I knew, he had two kids, one that he was able to see and one that he wasn't. Sounding in this could be anything. This could be custody, this could be child support, but he's telling me that his lawyers telling him not to mention it. I'm just trying to be respectful of that, and I'm like, okay, I get it. I'm not gonna press you for information.

Here begins Jake and I going back and forth between texting and not texting, ghosting and not ghosting, and going to dinner with my friend, and Jake is texting me about this thing he's going through that he can't mention for legal reasons and how hard it is on him. He asks me to come over, and I'm like, I can't, I'm going to the hill to go to dinner with a good friend, and he asks me to come over

and sleep with him, essentially. And I'm like, I don't have time, I'll be go to dinner with a good friend, and he asks me to come over and sleep with him essentially. And I'm like, I don't have time. I'll be late to dinner. Then he starts telling me how he's so alone and this world is so terrible, and he doesn't want to live anymore. And I'm like, jeez, I can't ignore that. I was like, I'll leave now.

I'm not quite ready, but if you need me to come over and sit with you because you're having suicidal thoughts, I'll rush over there and sit with you. He's like, well, how long will you be here? I was like, well, I mean, I only have 45 minutes. He's like, well, that's not enough time. That's pointless. Don't even worry about it. And I was like, I'm so sorry, I don't know what to do right now, you know, like I don't know how can I help you? You're saying that you don't want to live anymore. But come to find out later on, he's got hidden cameras in this apartment. We're looking back on it.

He's trying to lure me into his apartment to have sex. He asked me to have sex with him. When I said I couldn't come over, he threatened suicide, coming to find out later on, he's been using that tactic for years to get women to do what he wants them to do. I didn't go. I met up with my friend and I'm glad I didn't go because I didn't know yet him cameras in his apartment. It was probably like a week or two weeks had gone by and we had basically talked our way from, oh, we shouldn't see each other because Jake can't give me what I want. We had talked ourselves back to the point of like, okay, let's hang out again. So he's working as Shrek Dick the clock out lounge and I went and picked him up after work. I drove over and got him, brought him back to my place.

We had sex again. Then the next day he left, he got ghosty again, and then it was more of the same. Like, I can't give you what you need. I'm not in a place right now. I'm really sorry. I don't want to hurt you. Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. I'm going back and forth, back and forth. He's having such a hard time and he's such bad news. It's obviously a really bad idea for me to continue seeing him. I only ever met up with him. It could have been three times, I'm pretty sure it's two times.

And I was sitting there crying because I was just like, I don't know what to do. Eventually what I did was he would text me the textbook fuckboy stuff. We would have said, hey, we need to stop talking. This is bad. I'm gonna get feelings for you. I told him one time I'm walking into the flames

on purpose if I do this. I've been hurt so much recently. I don't wanna do that to myself. He'd be like, all right, I respect that. I don't want to hurt you, bubble-bop. And like two days would go by and I would get a text that was like, hey, one of the times when he texted me that, I just replied with like, no, Jake, no.

I'm not doing this. This is so unfair. You know exactly where I stand and you aren't able to provide any of that stuff for me. This has to stop. It finally stopped but I mean it was only like four or five days since we had spoken when my coworker. I don't know why I remember it was a Tuesday but she texted me and she just said, Hey, Carrie, what's Jake's last name? And what does he look like? And I was like, oh, fuck.

I told her and she was like, I'm so sorry to be the one to tell you this, but she sent me the Instagram page. My draw hit the floor. Hi, I'm Violet. Jake and I began talking on Instagram after the protests of 2020 and we continue talking platonically for about the next year. So commented on each other's posts and NDMs struck out conversation pretty easily. Things started getting flirty toward the fall of 2021. So there was probably like a year's worth of online social relationship before things started getting flirty. I don't typically meet men off the internet because I generally prefer to

toss them out first in a group. This experience with Jake has kind of been difficult in the sense that I figured like after a year or so of talking that my radar about him would have gone off already So I felt okay with meeting him. We met around December of 2021 things dig it physical and as with others from what I've read stories about him I was surprised by the constant ask for consent just to be clear I think that's a great thing to do, but it just felt different than like other interactions I've had with people. At the time, I figured that was maybe a neurodivergence thing. I'm neurodivergent too, so I really value direct and straightforward communication. Like, oh, that's probably part of his makeup as well. But I looking back, I think it was happening in a very different way.

I do think that his mind works differently from others, or like the majority, but not the way that I assumed at the time. Another thing that I noticed was that he didn't ask me a ton of questions about myself. If I mentioned something, we would talk about it, but things always looped back to him. I am a therapist. I'm not trained in sex therapy or sexual addiction therapy.

There are other experts out there that know more than I do about how these personalities manifest and those dynamics of power and control. It's not necessary to let my specialty in that time of my life. I was thinking to myself, I don't think this person has a lot of emotional reciprocity. I was only open to maybe doing a casual relationship with him because I could already tell it wasn't going to be emotionally supportive on a two-way street. What also sticks out to me, a flag I didn't know to look for before, Street, what also sticks out to me, a flag I didn't know to look for before, was the very close patterning of communication he had with me. What I mean by that was sure we had similar interests, but it was kind of like being studied. And so that was the glue of our experience. However, he didn't necessarily want to know me.

He wanted to learn how I communicated, but he didn't necessarily want to know me as a person. And that's a nuance that I think I might take a closer look into if I come across it again, because that was very astute, I guess, as a way of figuring out how to victimize. I was ready to have a conversation, like a define the relationship kind of thing. And he posted something on Instagram.

I recall he had posted what looked like suicidal ideation. I went to talk to them about it, so check to see if he was safe, and if he had resources. What I feel like I can speak to is the experience of emotional abuse and knowledge of TV, and then also how Jake would use suicide, or how he would use looping people into that topic, basically.

I will never ever declare whether someone's suicidal ideation is valid or not, that's not in my court at all. But looking back, the night we had that conversation, it felt different than any other time I've sat with someone who's been suicidal. Whether it's friends or clients, it's not something I'm uncomfortable being with. I mean, I'm uncomfortable with the sense that it's really difficult to see someone in pain, but the way that he spoke to me when I offered support was it felt like he wanted to make me feel viscerally bad. And there's something about emotional abuse to that involves requiring someone else to hold all of your feelings and an effort to actually make

the other person essentially feel like shit. It took me a while to put my finger on that because I, again, I never want to invalidate someone's experience, but it felt like he was angry. That was different than any other time I've sat with someone going through those thoughts. I don't know if I'll really be able to make sense of it, but I can see another people's stories, how that was used and how people might have been really vulnerable to that tactic, if you will, In hindsight, after seeing everyone's stories, I was like, that's why it felt different. But it was less about reaching for support and more about asking someone else's own the feeling. He was just saying, like, why he does it.

I don't know his story. I don't know where this all comes from. I didn't go into talking with him as a therapist. So I don't know about why he does what he does. But this is also all of us say, like, no one didn't do their due diligence. I feel like I do have a few more cues to go from just having the professional experience that I do, and it's still slipped by me. And that's a weird place to be too for myself, because I don't want to arrive at the conclusion where we feel like this will always happen no matter what. But I do want to validate that no one in who encountered him was being unintelligent or careless. He's just very, very good at what he does.

I noticed after my conversation with him, I think it was like the next day or two, his Instagram, he took everything down. And me not knowing what happened was like oh my gosh did he die. That was where my brain went. I was really concerned. I for the next couple days kept poking around and eventually found the Instagram page of people posting stories of their experiences with him. I found it maybe like one or two months and two at existing. It was a very overwhelming him. I found it maybe like one or two months into it existing. It was a very overwhelming experience. I remember that week just feeling so sick to my stomach having

emotional whirlwind of going from worrying if someone was dying to wondering if I was safe, the full gamut of experience really. I definitely tried to read as much as I could to understand. I also was immediately like yes of course these things have happened. The stories check out I guess that's when all the hindsight comes in, all of the like patterns really manifest, three people's stories. I think I'm probably still recovering from that that week and the sunset. It takes a long time to make meaning out of all that. I won't know whether he recorded this or not. I'm just gonna assume that he did. Given that I

do recall being in his department and in a different room than him for several minutes and of time to set up a camera. So that really bothers me that that's probably out there. But in terms of like physical violence, I feel very lucky that I didn't experience that. However, my experience still left me with a lot of trauma. In the sense that my nervous system cues didn't go off, like as a person with former trauma, former sexual assault, and also living as someone who's not a man in this world, like your body learns to recognize cues and respond to them to seek safety. Usually, I know when I'm in danger when I'm around a man, and those didn't go off with Jake. So that's part of the trauma for me

is that come to find out that he's sexually abused so many people. And I didn't, my body didn't tell me that I wasn't safe. So for me, my relationship with myself is something that I am working on repairing. And also, my perspective of the world, I'm working on repairing because I don't want to distrust everyone I meet. I guess that speaks to the type of trauma that someone like Jake can leave behind is that even if you're not physically assaulted, there can be still like a style of sexual abuse in I guess that new ones. Just the volume, the volume of stories. I think that's what the volume of stories. I think that's what makes this different than maybe other experiences I've had with men who aren't safe. I haven't encountered this level of

maybe sexual addiction or sexual abuse. And also the emotional level. Like it was just very extensive. I recall discussing and direct messages with them. How smart he is. He must have been so practiced at this. Also thinking about the amount of time considering like how many people were in his sphere. I can't even imagine how much time and effort would be spent talking to all of those of him. There must have been multiple people a day at that rate. So I was just very astounded that he was able to do that and able to somewhat keep his story straight enough. Especially when he would call himself a lone wolf and be like, oh, I'm out on my own.

And I'm like, yeah, I'm in Intubate too. Like, I love my own time, but that's not a lot of a lone time. So it's not funny, but it doesn't check out. Generally, we think I was meant in power, get it doesn't check out. Generally, we think of men in power get away with things for a long time, by sheer economic or social power, but it also happens in these spaces

that are trying to dismantle power. And that's really upsetting that someone can use a social cause as cover for their behavior when they're using the same exact mechanisms of patriarchy and spaces that are supposedly trying to dismantle that. The takeaway with that is that social justice spaces are not immune to the same societal wounds that we see in any other context. I know that was disappointing for me, but also a great reality check when we do consider how we participate in activism and what we're watching for.

Are we continuing to ask the same questions of our comrades if you will, that we are of society a large? I still find myself in the space of how do I make meaning out of this. That's part of it. Post trauma, that's one of the steps is how do we make meaning. If my perspective or my narrative can resonate or help someone make sense of things, that helps me feel like there was some amount of meaning made on my part, sharing my story too, it helps me feel like I brought some amount of closure to that season. It's not like I'm looking to talk to him for closure, so at least my story was heard.

I think with time we do make sense of these things or at least come to like trust ourselves again and find hope, so I'm glad for any amount of impact it can have, and that's part of why I'm here today. What if you were trafficked into a cult over shot nine times, or fell in love with a vampire, or went into a minor surgery and woke up one week later, paralyzed? What would you do? I'm Whit Missildine, the creator of this is actually happening, a podcast from Wondry that brings you extraordinary true stories of life-changing events, told by the people who lived them.

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women and they were coming forward and telling us different things. And one of the things that somebody came forward and she said that Jake wasn't responding to her after they slept together and so she thought he was ghosting her type of thing. And then he said to her, he basically last shouted her and was like, how dare you come at me like that? My daughter just died and I had to come to California. Okay, so here we go. I only have part of this message because our Instagram account was deleted

and so we only have access to what we took screenshots of. And so this is from somebody that wanted to remain anonymous, but she said she's fine with me sharing her story. She said that she was reaching out to him because they would go through long periods of no communication, and she was reaching out, he was ignoring her, and she was like, okay, I guess you're ghosting me, and then he basically told her that he had rushed to California because his daughter had died. She said, haven't been in touch in so long. He was dealing with the follow of his divorce. I'm also divorced. He actually told me that his daughter Emerson had died.

And that's why he went through these long periods of no communication. Oh my gosh, I feel sick. I jumped in and said, oh my gosh, I'm so sorry to jump in. There are four of us on this account We'll tell you who you're talking to so it's not too confusing, but this is Emerson's mom, Kaelin Wow, right when I think that nothing will surprise me. I can't believe he said that my daughter was dead and he used it as a reason of Why he wasn't being a good communicator. I'm so sorry. All of this is probably a big shock. And she said, we spent time together the day before he left for a Zion trip, which I'm pretty sure he went to Zion with Sarah.

I came to read today. I was not the only one. And she said, uh, Caitlin, he told me that he had a rush to California because his daughter had died. I can't believe this. I thought that I had heard it all and that was like, holy shit. Because all of it is really bad and disgusting and hearing about the women and stuff is like heartbreaking.

This is using Emerson in a new way, right? He's using her as a way to manipulate this other woman into feeling bad that she was reaching out to him. I'm sure she wasn't pushy, but she was getting irritated with his poor communication. And then he used my daughter dying as a reason for his poor communication and then he used my daughter dying as a reason for his poor communication, which is like, I can't imagine any parent doing anything like that.

In what world would you ever say that about your kid? I just, I would never, I could never even put that out in the world. It's pretty upsetting to see the least. At that point, we all were kind of like, I think this is a lot worse than what we even think. I don't think this is just some dirt bad guy that sleeps with a lot of women and I think this guy, there is something seriously, seriously dangerous here. I don't know one parent that even wants to talk about or think about their child dying and here's this piece of shit throwing it out there is a way to manipulate a woman. I still

to this day can't wrap my head around it. I don't know how to even process that because I've never encountered someone that would be capable of doing that. I don't know what it means other than it's evil and it shows he's heartless. After getting her message, this is the other one, which I think he says this to more than one woman, you owe me. I'll read what I have. I said, we're finding out that there are so many women with similar experiences and we wanted to know if you'd be willing to share your story or experience anonymously. We could remove any details. We'll send it back to you from permission and she said, hi, you aren't a bother. Let me think about this. I said, Absolutely, thank you. She said, You can share my story, but I would like to proof it before it's posted.

I need to add this. When I say he pressured me to have sex, I mean, he literally would beg me and cry. I remember once telling him, I don't want to, at least 10 times, and he wouldn't take that for an answer. He pushed my head down and said things about how I owed him. Afterwards, he refused to cuddle and then wouldn't walk me to my car at 3am in downtown Seattle. The next day, he texted me telling me how beautiful I am and asked me for shower pictures

so he could come to me again before work. I didn't reply and he blocked me on Instagram and his phone as punishment. When we got that message, I was like, oh my gosh. Like it just, he is a very bad person. He is a very bad person. And the fact that she's like a young, very attractive young lady. She's in her early 20s. She's built similar to me, like kind of petite. But he let her leave his apartment at 3 a.m. and didn't walk her out to her car when he talks about how rough his neighborhood was. And he did not would not take no for an answer. And I think that when she, you know, she says he sexually abused me and I was like,

I like, what does that mean? But I didn't want to ask her especially because, especially with trauma, like it's like, oh, could you tell me a little bit more about your terrible experience? I didn't want to pry and I just want to do it her to share what she felt comfortable. And her sharing that with me, I was so sad for her. I just wanted to

hug her and I, you know, I was 24 when I met him, not equipped to handle who he was. I had never experienced anyone like him ever. Mimi was also 24 when they met and this person was also 24, but like, you know, over 15 years later. So, I mean, it just made me really sad for her because I feel like he took something from her that she didn't want to give him. Absolutely. And that is sexual abuse. That is sexual assault. Yes. If you are afraid of what will happen because you say no,

right, that is not consent. Right. I don't think I said what Jake's response was to me though. What? No, I didn't know that. After the Instagram came out, did he text you? Yeah, well, February, so this is of 2022 on the 24th, I said, so I've been in contact with the dentist and we need to move forward,

getting Emerson's next round of braces as it's medically necessary. I said, they allow payments, as you know, I have contacted you on to eight to 17 and now on today's 8 to 24. I have not received a response or a sufficient response in regards to this matter. For our parenting plan, you agreed to pay 60% of medical expenses in your lack of response and not contacting the dentist or following through

with your commitment to pay puts you in contempt. And he said, then have them send me a bill in installments as they should be doing anyways and leave me alone. You and your little group of friends are so horribly damaging and there's a good reason why I have zero desire to respond to you or anyone related to you. Also related to contempt, you are supposed to provide notification of a move, of a school district, et cetera, yet you never do that. So please spare me your bullshit.

I'm blocking you from any further contact via text message as I never wanna hear from you ever again. I said, that's not how it works. You need to call them and set up a payment plan before we can move forward with treatment. And then that message went through. And then on the 30th, I said, you told somebody Emerson was dead. What in the world is wrong with you? You're so much worse of a person than I thought possible. Do you ever even think about how your lies would affect others? How hard is it just to be honest? I said, is it that it's not as

much fun that way? You like going through life, lying and deceiving people? This is next level even for you. And that did not go through. So he has me blocked. When the Instagram page came out, my husband thought maybe it was a little bit too much for me. Not in the sense of like it was upsetting me. Well, it was upsetting me. It was upsetting me because we had all these women coming forward and I felt so bad that I didn't stop it at me. I wanted to apologize for him to them them for his bad behavior. That's not my apology to make, but I'm sorry that happened to them. And I'm sorry that I didn't was able to protect them.

I'm doing my best now to protect women in the future from him. But as far as my role in the Instagram page, a lot of it was talking to these women that were coming forward and helping them make sense of things and letting them know that this is not their fault. This is really nothing to do with them and everything to do with him. It was hard because I was sad for them. And I was sad that it was still happening.

I was sad that he hadn't changed. I was sad for the potential for Emerson to have a relationship with him in the future. There's no chance of that ever happening now, maybe after she's 18 or something, but right now, as it stands, Emerson wants nothing to do with him. And I've told her, I don't want her listening to the podcast. She has access to the internet, so she could potentially. But I've really explained to her this is not things you want to hear about your parents or me specifically. I don't want her to know that he would film me while we were having sex without my permission. I don't want her to know that he

was emotionally, financially, and sexually abusive. She already knows enough in what she's encountered with him that I really just don't want her knowing. The Instagram page, it was created in a way to raise awareness and to protect other women. But then when all the messages started flooding in, it was like, holy shit, it had taken on like a whole-nother life. It definitely got much bigger than we had even anticipated.

And I think by the end, it was like over a thousand people followed. So like February, March, April, May, June, July, it was down. Or was it August? Do you remember? God, it's only been like two or three weeks since that happened. Can you believe that? August. So seven months. But really, we weren't posting all that much. It was like, if you want to share share your story We'll share your story. You can be anonymous. You cannot be We're good with whatever if you don't want to share it all and you just want to tell us like that's fine too During Sarah's timeline. There's several women that overlap with her time frame. Let's see one two three four five six seven eight nine two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, 10, 11, 12.

There are 12 people that overlap Sarah that we know of. That doesn't include Mimi because I think she overlaps Sarah as well. All during COVID and I'm sure that Sarah will get into it but he's like, I hope you never have to know what it feels like to be cheated on and I would never cheat on you. Early on in our relationship, he offered to share his location with me. He said that he was happy to do it, put my mind at ease when he was at protests and with us living in two different cities. He did a lot of little things like this that I felt were super considerate and like gestures of good faith.

I was naive enough to think that there was no way that this man was out and about at different women's apartments and homes when I had his location the whole time. And this is where I think him having multiple films really came into play. I knew of two phones. I think that he had a third at some point too.

I was told very little about why he had multiple phones. After connecting with Kaelin, I learned that he would leave his iPad at home when they were together, so his location will always show that he was there. So that's how I concluded that. He probably used the phones in the exact same way. I downloaded Tinder to look for him on there.

And after not finding anything, I deleted the app or maybe forgot about it until maybe a month or so later. We had been arguing one day, he was picking fights over little things, and I think it was just because I was already at the point where I was pulling away from the relationship. And he brought up the fact that his coworker apparently found my Tinder profile when I was up there.

And then he accused me of cheating and made it clear that if I wanted to be on dating apps and See other people he wasn't going to compete with anyone for me I had my doubts if it was really his coworker or him that found my profile to begin with and why he chose to sit on this information for so long It had already been like maybe a month before he even decided to bring it up It wasn't adding up to me, but I knew that I was also the wrong here. He had screenshots of my profile and everything I was using a picture he took of me, so there wasn't really any denying it. I didn't want to have to explain that I was actually on there looking for him. We ended up talking about and he made a pretty big deal about choosing to believe me that I wasn't cheating on him instead that I hadn't given him any

reason to doubt me this far, so we moved on from that whole incident and I told maybe a few weeks later when I confronted him about basically denying the fact that he had a girlfriend on social media and those the ends that I mentioned between my friend and him. Not when he reminded me that he gave me the benefit of the doubt with the Tinder situation and why could I not extend him that same grief. At that time that made me feel really conflicted about what he was telling me and what I knew my gut to be true. You know, hindsight is 2020, and now I know that

him waiting to bring up the tender profile and basically hanging it over my head the way he did, which is all to manipulate me. He was very skilled at that and making me question my reality, and I think that is such a critical part of understanding why people stay in these kind of relationships and why it's so difficult to get out of. When women would reach out to us, we always would ask, how can we support you? And we never tried to push anyone into sharing their story.

The thing that struck me so much was, it just made me so mad. These women were all so beautiful and smart. And with each one, I got matter and matter that he had the audacity to treat. These women that are so honestly above him in my eyes, they're good people and they're intelligent. They're all really strong, beautiful people. He would tell one woman,

oh, I only have a son and he's 18 and I'm free to do whatever now. And he'd tell other women, like, I have two daughters and one son. And then I don't think anyone knew about all four kids. A lot of people knew about Bowie and Emerson, but did not know about the other two and some people knew about just Emerson and not the rest of them. It was really strange. One thing that I really appreciated about all the women that would reach out, they would say like, okay well first of all this is what he told me. So we would be able to kind of gauge and try and make sense of it. We started trying to like make a timeline and it just got so confusing

because there's so much overlap with all these women that I remember saying to Kaylon, if this wasn't so disgusting, it's almost impressive. I don't know how he does this. I don't know how he has this many people, sometimes eight to 10 women that he's entertaining and trying to date all at one time. And I'm not talking just sleeping with them like he's carrying on with them, taking them on dates and buying them drinks and trying to get all these

women to like go on trips with him. I don't know when he even has time to sleep or how he can keep it all straight, especially with the fact that he doesn't tell all of them the same story. I don't know how he's managed to get this far. There were even a couple women that it seemed like he combined Mimi and Kaelin into the same person, which is really bizarre. Once Jake found that Instagram, he deactivated his. A lot of who we followed on the page were people that he was associated with professionally that we wanted them to see, like, this is what you're supporting.

And we had so many of them reach out, like bands and different artists that had reached out to say, I want you to know, I will never work with him again. Like, this is disgusting. I cannot believe that I ever associated with this person and had a couple more that reached out and told us stories of how unprofessional he was. We wouldn't have worked with him again after our bad experience with him, but our hearts are with you and we're supportive of you along those lines. The number one concern absolutely that came from all of the women that we saw over and over again was the fear

that they were filmed. And I think all you can really do is be there and try and support them. I know that we had one girl that reached out to us. And she said that her friend was spiraling, thinking she had been in his apartment multiple times. And she's like, she thinks that she was recorded and she's freaking out. And what can we do? She wants to go to the police. And I was the one I think that talked to her. I encouraged her to go to the police.

And I said, we let us know if she does, if there's a contact, and from any contact information, because there's other women, and I will get them all in contact with the same person, but I don't think that went anywhere. We never heard back from that girl

and I think we did actually reach back out to her and I don't think she responded. So I don't know, I don't know what happened with that piece of it. There's probably so many that don't even know the Instagram page existed. Do you remember who reached out to me first? Kaylen submitted her story through the website, right? And then somebody started tagging me from Y'all's Instagram.

It would have been Kaylen because she knew the show. And as she is for years, had been like, you have to listen to her show. It's like so crazy how similar it is. She kept telling me like, you've got to listen to season one. It's like so crazy how similar it is. She kept telling me like, you've got to listen to season one, season one. There's so many similarities. It's mind blowing. How cookie cutter these people are.

And so yeah, she had tagged you. These women started coming forward saying, I thought he was safe because of where he worked. I thought he was safe because of where he worked. I thought he was safe because of the protest community. I thought he was safe because he was an ally. There were so many women saying they thought he was safe based upon his job at Converge. And that's when I was like, yeah,

they are giving him a platform to have access to all these other women. They helped him get his passport to go to Belize, which the passport is what we had on him to like get him to pay down his child's port. They basically said he has a new job and he has to have this for his job. And so they gave it to him. I knew about him working for Converge probably a year before the Instagram came to life.

Kaelin and I are still struggling with the child support issue or lack thereof. And he's actually had his case referred to the prosecutor's office at this point because he just refuses to pay otherwise. And there was an issue where I think when the prosecutor's office first took the child support case for non-payment, and they said their other little bargaining chip was he would not be allowed to get his passport back until he was current on his back child support. And knowing Jake and knowing the way that he travels, we both knew that that was a big

thing. That that was just going to be the one way that we might ever see the money that he owes us would be the fact that he wants his passport back because he wants to be able to travel internationally. I knew that he was working for Converge because we got a letter from the prosecutor saying that they had given his passport back to him because he needed it for a new job. And I remember talking to Kaelin confused because this was in, I believe, this letter that we got from the prosecutor was in August of 2021.

I didn't really have this great feeling about Conged, but like I also didn't want my feelings to get in the way of my judgment on how we navigate the situation with Instagram and whether or not to bring convergent to the mix. People kept asking us, are you going to reach out to his employer? Are you going to reach out to converge media and I think at the very beginning we had the same answer was no we're not trying to take away his ability to earn money or to have a job we're just trying to put our stories out there so if there are women that are confused or trying to figure him out or need a warrant, you know, whatever it was, that's the direction that we were trying to go. So we had no intention of reaching out to converge at any point until we started getting stories from women and the common theme in all of them was, I thought he was safe. I came to follow him through converge media and I assumed that he was safe.

I assumed that this media company that I respect and that I feel so strongly for like the message that they stand for. It was the same story over and over again of women saying I thought he was safe because of his affiliation with Converge. After you get so many of those, you start to kind of see, okay, he's completely using his platform with this company to prey on women in the community and it's disgusting. At that point, right when we were starting to kind of like piece all of this together and figure all of it out, is when John reached out to us and shared his point of view with all of it.

Hi, my name is John. I met and merged through the 2020 protests in Seattle. In May of 2020, all the schools had gone remote. I have a now 12-year-old daughter. And so I actually took a couple months off of work to take my daughter, basically go road trip around the country. We have an air stream, she was doing remote work, and so we decided to do this thing called dad school. We had this huge trip planned, but we were going to travel around the country, visiting friends like very socially distanced, but

you know, being able to go and actually see people in person. I was actually out of town when all the protests started in Seattle. We were I think in St. Louis when friends started messaging me telling me what was going on in Seattle and sending me pictures of my loft being boarded up by the building management. I decided that I was just going to leave my truck and trailer the airport and fly back to Seattle because my loft was in a really unique position. I have the only unit in the building that has

a it's own private entrance on the pine, which happened to be right behind the police barricade. In Seattle, there were tens of thousands of people protesting Please put up a barricade at 11th and pine to keep anybody from walking past the police precinct and my Front door happens to be between the barricade and the police precinct. So it's this big open studio It's a really ideal space for a media company to cover something that's literally happening outside the door. So I flew back from Nashville and found a Mari on the plane because my goal is to find

a local black journalist that I could give my space to while I finished my road trip. I reached out to a Mari, showed him the space once we got back, gave them the keys and then left for the rest of the month. I think that was early June and then converged stayed in my place until early August. We didn't know it was going to last along at the very beginning, but it made sense for them to stay. So I got back from my road trip early, early morning on July 1st. And so my experience with converges mostly just about a month. From the time that I got back,

that would be the first day that I'd met Jake until early August when converged moved out. They were using it every day for the daily show. And they were also recording other segments there, having meetings, the chief police, chief of fire. Because of the location and Omari's involvement in covering the protests, he had a lot of high-level city employees, as well as protest organizers meet at the space.

So it was kind of this neutral ground where they were able to have some of these conversations and even boost some negotiation between protest organizers and civic officials. I would say all but a couple of nights during that, Omari and usually someone else would be staying the night because there would be protests and stuff happening until the early hours of the morning. So it was just easier for them to sleep over at my place, people would sleep on the couch and my daughter's bed, wherever they could find. Within a few hours of me getting back, the police actually came and cleared the entire view block radius. I got back from my road trip and blocked in

the door and converged was there. I think it was Omari, Jake, Bobby, and Eric. I had met Bobby and Omari, obviously, before. I hadn't met Jake or Eric yet. Pretty quickly, everyone was putting on their bulletproof vests to go cover the police sweeping the entire chop area. It wasn't a lot of discussion when I first met Jake. He wasn't the most friendly guy. He ignored me most of the time. Within a few days, he met some girl and brought her around. And I was nice to work as he brought her to my house. I'm nice to everybody. But I think he thought I was flirting with her and got really weird to the point that he would openly

ignore me in front of people. Like I'd ask a question and he could obviously hear me, but would ignore me. So I'd have to be like, hey, Eric, can you ask Jake? Actually, I see. It was all a premature and dumb. But I tried to win Jake over. He does some great photography. And I actually had started planning to do an entire gallery at my space. Once converged, moved out, we were gonna do an art gallery to show off Jake and Eric's work there as a photographer too.

So I actually fronted the money to get a bunch of Jake's images printed. We have a video of him opening one and it was like a $2,000 print. Huge, beautifully printed. I tried to win Jake over and be super nice to him. When it came time to do the gallery, Jake and Eric hadn't sent me all the photos yet. And so we weren't able to do the gallery. Jake and Eric hadn't sent me all the photos yet. And so we weren't able to do the gallery. Logistically, I couldn't get all the prints printed in time because there were still a few more that we needed to get printed. When I told Jake that we had

to reschedule the show, he was just a blew up, threatened me, everything changed to that point. There was one other time that we had an interaction on the night of the election, converged, sent Bobby, who was working at converges of time to cover election night from Capitol Hill. He set up right in front of my place. I guess Jake was supposed to work with him. And so when Jake came up and saw that Bobby had set up in front of my place, me and a couple other people were out there. He flipped into a rage. He was pissed off at me, pissed off at Bobby. That Bobby would betray him by setting up in front of his sworn enemy's house or something.

It was just ridiculous. He started calling me an art fee. He says that I stole his prints, and I'm like, you can have him anytime you want as long as you pay for him. I'd put out thousands of dollars to get these printed. I'm more than happy to give him to you if you pay have him anytime you want as long as you pay for him. I'd put out thousands of dollars to get this printed. I'm more than happy to give him to you if you pay for him, which he declined to do. Then he's like, we'll just throw him away.

I don't give you permission to have them. I'm like, that's not really how it works. He got into this head that I stole his artwork, which obviously not. He was mad. I mean, he threatened to salt me and Bobby in front of witnesses. He was definitely clipping I mean, he threatened to assault me and Bobby in front of witnesses. He was definitely clipping out that night. And since then, I haven't had any contact with him.

Bobby supposedly told Omari about the whole thing. I stayed out of it. Jake especially is so insignificant to me. I don't mean to diminish the pain that he's caused. Other people, I just, I had no emotional involvement in him. I don't care if he's mad at me. He just doesn't matter. He doesn't intimidate me at all. A few people know what happened with Jake threatening me and stuff. I hadn't made public any of my beef with them, but once somebody sent me the account on Instagram, then I started to feel more morally obligated to call it out because I had given converge and through converge Jake, such a platform with my space, I felt like because converge wasn't doing anything to address it, that I felt the responsibility to warn the protest community

and to call converge out and jake out. What was the cause of your falling out with Omari? Was that related to Jake? I wouldn't even say Omari and I had a falling out. During the time they were there, we had actually started planning on me working with Converge and extending my two month time off. I was going to take a full year

and basically help them build the company. But as time went on and I started seeing how Omari was making business decisions, I knew it wasn't going to be a very sustainable business model. From the business side, I couldn't commit to doing the work. I think most of the conflict that I have with Omari is not over anything specific. I think it's more, from my perspective, converge, drop to me after they moved out. They were donated in another space in Pioneer Square. They moved over and after that I was just kind of long forgotten.

It wasn't that big of a deal. The only thing that really bothered me with Amari was he didn't interview once and when he was explaining how they ended up having a studio space in Capitol Hill, he said something like one of his fans donated the space and then fled the chaos. And I felt like that was a really unfair and inaccurate description of what I had done because I literally flew back to the chaos to find Omari who was a stranger to me at the time to give him my space that bothered me. That's the only beef that I have with Omari.

Where he told some of Jake's victims that I got them riled up and that I had an axe to grind with Omari but also Jake is great at manipulating people. But I think going our separate ways, I think it gave Jake probably an opportunity to turn, maybe turning Omar against me isn't the right word, but just to draw lines and to stand as to who is on what side. What was your reaction when you saw the Instagram page and learned more about Jake's history?

Oh, it helped it. I wasn't in the least bit surprised. I tried to tell Omar that he was a violent person. I knew that he was a violent person. The only thing that surprised me was that there were so many women because to me like he's just not an attractive dude. I'm not attracted to men, but him especially like he just seems I don't know like a loser. I don't understand how he was able to find so many women. In early March, the Convert CEO, as Guy Mainnick, that most people don't understand how he was able to find so many women. In early March, the Convert CEO, as Guy Main Nick, that most people don't know about, he's, I guess, the Marriest Island partner,

I tech Nick, because I knew I didn't have a relationship with Omar, it was just weird. And so I just tech Nick to ask him if he knew what was going on and send them some of the posts. It was the next day that Convert supposedly cut ties with Jake. But I was very clear with Nick. I'm like, I really think Omar needs to come out

with public statement. I was pretty specific. I'm like, in my mind, the major fault of Converge was not doing background checks with people before, hiring them and before sending them out into the community to represent Converge.ges like you really should be doing background checks and you really need to be more aware and respond better to people that are trying to tell you that something is going on. Nick agreed with me and said that converges going to put out a statement pretty quickly and then the next time I had talked to Nick, he said that Omarie didn't want to do a statement and it wasn't going to happen.

So I reiterated they really do need to get ahead of it because I also should clarify, I think converged is doing a lot of really great things and part of my perturbation for this whole thing was to protect and converge from mishandling the entire situation so badly. It actually took a lot of social media pressure to get converged, even make that first statement, which was really a non-statement. The following public statement was posted by converged media on March 16, 2022.

Statement regarding Jake Raab brought. The culture at Converge is centered around uplifting the voices of black women, telling their untold stories, and creating an industry that does not exclude them. With women at the center of our values, Converge Media does not enable nor tolerate actions of abuse, distress, or disrespect towards women of any kind. Converged media severed its relationship with Jake Gravbrot on March 2, 2022, after allegations were brought to our attention by an individual who approached converged media directly with concerns. This is not something converged media is taking lightly, and the issue is now under internal

investigation at the moment. And because of that, we have no additional comment on it at this time, but we will be commenting when it's complete. We want and encourage any community members to reach out to us directly, either via email, info at whereweconverge.com or the contact form on our website. It went over a month. Carly was reaching out pretty regularly, emailing them and saying, hey, what's up with this?

Like, when are you guys gonna do what you said? And they said, oh, it should be out early June. I think that they put that in a comment as well on the post. Nothing came forward. So then I reached out through the proper channels and message them through the email. I introduced myself. I asked if they were going to give the community an update.

Then Omari said that we could have a conversation. During the height of where so many people were contacting them about Jake, they started at least in one post, changing his name to make it look like it was a different photographer. They credited whatever it was that they were posting that was his footage. They credited Jack Gravbert.

So it was just like changed a little bit. There was a lot of anger, especially from the protest community within Seattle. There was a lot of anger with women that felt they were trying to sweep it under the rug. I wanted them to do the right thing. It had nothing to do with me. It had nothing to do with my daughter. It had nothing to do with any of his past bad behavior.

It had everything to do with his behavior while he was at converged media, I wanted converge media to issue a statement apologizing for letting him into their community and to say that they're sorry, they're a victims as well of him. I'm assuming positive intent and that they didn't know. So they potentially could be a victim as well. And all I wanted was there to be an apology to the women that he manipulated and abused while he was at converged. We never wanted converged media's name to be like slammed

and dragged through the mud through all of this. That was not our point. We're not trying to affect the livelihood of other people. However, if you make decisions and are responsible for those decisions and those decisions are crappy, like you're silencing people, that's what it came down to, like turning off the comments, avoiding putting out a statement at all for so long. And then when you do like it being so unclear of what you're actually saying, they release the statement saying that they were going to launch an investigation. Who

knows what that even means? Months go by before we hear anything. We're the ones that people are reaching out to, like, any word on this. We're like, OK, we'll follow up. We never wanted this to impact converge media. That was not ever on our radar. We were never planning on calling out converge or anything like that.

Leading up to the Zoom call, Omari was very nice. He made me feel really at ease, like, okay, we're good and we're just gonna have this conversation. I asked him, is it okay if I invite Mimi, Melissa, and Sarah to be on the call because Mimi and Sarah created the Instagram and I want to make sure that their voice is heard as well.

And that we're coming to you collectively saying, we are hearing from the community, these women are coming forward. And this is what they're saying to us as a company that cares about women should say something along the lines of, not I'm sorry, but like, that it wasn't their intention to let a predator in their community.

I did feel line-sided because I had asked permission to have Melissa and them on the call. And when we get on the call, it's omari and other women, which I would have been fine with them being there, but he didn't even ask, or he didn't say like,

I'll also be including these other women on this call. I was really shocked when I looked, and it's like half of the company. I can't even remember the exact amount, but it was Omari and probably five or six other women that are on the call too. Already, I feel kind of misled. It was never said, hey, so this is who is going to be on the Zoom

or a group of us would like to talk to you. This is my personal opinion and how I felt in the moment. I never felt like they really wanted to even hear anything we had to say. They started off from the get-go attacking us really and telling us every way that Jake Instagram had hurt their business and hurt their company and hurt them individually. I don't remember them ever even asking us to share our experiences or anything. I know one woman actually referred to the Jake page at one point as all that slander. I remember you guys sent me all that slander, but other than that, I don't know anything about any of it.

They really portrayed themselves in that call as not knowing Jake. We don't know him. We don't fuck with him, he's not like us, he's not one of us, he's just one of however many photographers, he's nothing special, we don't even really know him. And it was really off-putting. We all felt on edge, we felt attacked,

we felt like they did not care at all about anything that we Had been through anything that Jake had done. They didn't even know who we all were I don't think they had ever even read any of the Jake Instagram They didn't even know how many kids Jake had or how many women were running the Instagram I don't think they had even taken the time to look at it at any point. They really put this perception out there that they had no idea what any of it was. The only thing that they cared about was that it affected them personally. I tried to explain to them at one point.

It wasn't our goal, even in the very beginning, to get Jake fired. That was not why the page was created. But when women after woman in the community start contacting us and telling us that I trusted Jake because I trust Omari, I trusted Jake because I trust Converge. All these people are lifting him up, like he's a saint basically,

that I felt like he was a safe person, that I did not have to do a background check on him, that I didn't have to question the things that he was saying, because I did not believe that this company that I respect so much would put someone so dangerous into the community. And I was trying to explain that it wasn't about us. Other than Sarah, Sarah actually was during her relationship with Jake was during the Converge timeline. As far as Caitlin and I went, I told them I said, I don't personally feel victimized by anything that you guys have done or anything with Jake with Converge because that wasn't a part

of any of my timeline. I wasn't around for any of this. But we got to the point with this Instagram that we were advocating for these other victims and we were trying to speak up on their behalf because it was a major theme. I said there wasn't like one or two people. I wanna say it was between 25 and 30 women

that had contacted us, that had some kind of contact with Jake during his time at Converge. We're not saying that you did that on purpose, that you did any of this on purpose, because that was another thing that they said in the Zoom call. They acted like we had accused them of purposely putting a predator into the community. It just felt like not only were they missing the point, I don't think they even wanted to

understand the point. It makes me wonder what Omari told these women. I could only imagine what he was telling them. I have no clue to this date. I feel like with the whole converging and as far as that group of women who, to be honest, I think they all do amazing things within the community. What they have as far as their company goes and their mission within the community I think they all do amazing things within the community. What they have as far as their company goes and their mission within the community, I think, is amazing.

And that's why it's really unfortunate that they became a part of this because that's a company that all of us would have liked to be able to stand behind and really get on board and support them. But it's really hard to, when you feel like you're being attacked or there's something hidden. It just really feels like there's a piece to all of this that we can't see. And I don't know what that is, but I know other people have said it and I feel 100% the same way that it does not logically make sense that O'Marri has gone so far out of his way to avoid speaking out about Jake, to avoid firing him. He didn't want to release a statement. He didn't want to do all of these things. And then to hear all of what he allowed Jake to get away with

while he was working there, it doesn't make any sense to me. I don't understand why anyone is worth that kind of liability understand why anyone is worth that kind of liability within a company. Towards the end, there was one woman on that call that we felt like actually changed the tone of it towards the end. And she was really the first person that was kind to us on that call. And I think they all kind of like backed off a little bit at that point. And by the end of it, they were wanting us to work hand in hand with them and release joint statements. I was pretty heated when I got off of the call because they wanted us to write it. Omari and a couple other people that worked there that this perception that like, well, we don't even really know him. This is just going to employee and we don't know him. Pass that is bullshit. There's pictures of Jake and Omari attending sporting events together.

There's video I was looking a while back and watching the videos that Converge still has of Jake up on their YouTube. And the way they talk about him clearly at the bare minimum, he was their number one go-to photographer. He was a part of their morning show. He was like co-hosting their morning show at times. And I know you've mentioned it multiple times, but the clip of O'Marri saying,

who could say no to Jake Graffrot? I don't know if there's deeper meaning there, but it really made my stomach turn in knots. I called up my buddy, my buddy, the big O, and I asked him, I said, would you mind being on this show with me and doing a little co-hosting duties? And guess what he said? He said, of course, who can say no to Jake Gravbride? Let's be serious, even if I wanted to say no, I couldn't say no. And here you are.

Man, and I'm happy to be here too. It took two minutes of being in that call for me to realize, like, oh, we're completely unprepared for what they're about to do. I had, like, my own reservations about going into, I did not trust Omarie at all. The narrative that I, and the impression I had of him was, do you put this image out there that cares about the community and lifting up black women and all this stuff? I mentioned this previously that I would hear from Jake too. Their relationship was very odd and that like he admired him but also he would talk somewhat shit on Omaria about how awful of a person he could be sometimes that there were multiple sides to him. So going into this call already uncomfortable and concerned with how

we're gonna go about this, how do we stick to the facts? This is what we're asking of you. We're not coming after you This is what your community wanted. This is what they were unhappy with and this is the role that we're kind of playing there Right, there's a bunch of women on mute some of which I've recognized from some of the other shows and had met even in person when I was at the Converged offices None of which I have any personal feeling towards like I don't think any of these people are in the wrong necessarily. I feel like Omari is the decision maker and driving force in that place. So it really fell on his shoulders of how he's responding and or isn't responding at that point. So fast forward to this call, he's taking the charge. I can tell it like emotions are rising very quickly and it's going to get out of hand and that's personally when I would love to cut it off

and get out of that call immediately. Like we needed to regroup but I was at work and listening in and everyone's in different places and there was a lot of things going on but they put us on the defense really early on and when confronted with anything of like this is how we felt or this is what our intentions were, were extremely defensive, where he was saying we were wrong, essentially, for the way that we reached out to him was like his bottom line. It was a very Jake thing to do. Like, if you told Jake that you had a problem with something that he did, it would turn into how his mother didn't love him and how his wife took his children away and how he's had it so hard and this and that, it was almost like that with converse as well because we're saying,

hey, you didn't respond, you turned off comments and people felt unheard. And it was like, we're out here fighting for our lives. We deal with death threats every day. I've had to deal with the threats against my own family and all of this stuff, which had nothing to do with us at the end of the day. And if it was like driving a point of trying to help us

understand where you're coming from, I get that. but it just was all about that over and over again, it seemed. Like the same kind of ammo, nothing sat right with me about that whole thing. It was a pretty unproductive conversation until the end, mostly, we just kind of agreed to disagree. It felt very insincere. That's the most I can really say about all of that. I know that they wanted us to use the Instagram page to like clear their name and say that we were working with them and we've spoken to them and that things are all good. We got off that call and all connected. Like that would be great in an ideal world. I don't know that I trust this or feel that and we just hit pause on there and we spoke with you about how the call went

and how to couple people give us, you know, their insights onto that whole situation and decided just to like pause moving forward with them in any co-working situation there. My entire experience with Converge was over a couple of months period. During the time that I was involved with Converge, Jake and Omarie were very close. time that I was involved with Converge, Jake and Omarie were very close. What has happened since then, in the two years since, I couldn't say, on air, they seem very close. Jake had his own show. Jake was a frequent guest host on the daily show. He was absolutely part of the core team.

So the idea that they didn't really know him very well is to me complete bullshit. The big balance of Jake Gravbrough, how are you? I'm good man, always just you know happy to be here. It's good to see you again. Thanks, yeah, it's been you know about five minutes or so about five minutes. Every man, man, we're talking about Gravbrough, I think anybody. I think so, actually. I feel good about that. Yeah, I feel good about it too. One of the women on the call wanted us to personally contact every woman from the Jake Instagram page. Wanted us to contact them, reach out to them,

and tell them we're working with converges now, converges in the enemy. They're good people, something to that effect. I was just like, what on earth? That is so bizarre. Why would we do that? I would say the first 10 minutes of the call, it was mostly Amari bragging about all of their accomplishments as a company. I think it was Kaelin that said,

I don't think you're really understanding. It's not about your company, it's not about your accomplishments, it's about the fact that you're saying, Jake isn't one of us, we don't know him, but these women that were impacted by this within the community, they were your supporters. So whether Jake was a part of your inner circle or not, there are people that your choices within all of this has really deeply impacted. And that's what we're trying to like keep the focus on. He was saying, I don't really know him.

I don't fuck with Jake. We're nothing. Implying that he has no relationship with him. But I do think that they had a relationship that was very close. And so I don't know if maybe he had blinders on when it came to this bad behavior or if he truly didn't know what I thought was going to come out of this Zoom call was he was going to tell us what the outcome was of the

investigation because that is what I asked for in the email. We didn't get any resolution regarding the investigation. He didn't really tell us anything about it. That is not the focus of the call, but that was what I thought that the focus of the call was going to be. We talked about both issuing a statement. I asked them, maybe you guys write what you want, what you're looking for type of thing, because they are a media company. They're like in the news and they

write things on the 14th July 14th. So that was the next day at 7 p.m. Omari wrote me and said, hi, Kaelin, just letting you know that we'll be sending you an email in the next day or so with thoughts from the queens, from the call, concentrated and discussion on how best we can all join hands and proceed, giving my all owe. I didn't even reply. July 15th, he said hi, Kaelin, hoping that you're well. Following up here, wanted to see if you're okay with setting up a group email address. So moving forward, everyone would be included in the conversation. I also wanted to make sure that the resolution that you and the other lady's

seek is not overlooked by the ongoing issue with other people who might have different intentions, giving my all owe. I said hi, Omari. For the record, we are not involved with any issues, with any other parties outside of the four of us, and any women who have privately come forward, our focus remains on the victims. With that said, we want to thank you for your time and energy. We've been advised by several outside parties that it's in our best interest to cease communication for the time being. We in no way shape or form want to force you into issuing a statement that you don't fully agree with. Thank you for understanding Kaelin Melissa and Sarah. He responded back same day, not much longer after. Hi, Kalen. Thank you for your email. You for our in no way forcing

a statement at all, our statement on this overall issue is coming, granted a bit later than we initially thought, but errors on the way things have been taken a bit more time. I don't know what that is supposed to mean. Thank you for clarifying where you and the other stand making that clear I hope that you will consider opening channels of communication again soon as one thing that I wanted to do Was make myself available to anyone impacted who wanted to talk I'll make sure to email you when we do release in the coming days giving my all Oh, that was on the 15th and then on the 22nd, he said, hi, Caitlin, hope you're well, just a heads up will be updating the community on Monday. If not sooner. So I'm not responding anymore at this point. July 26th, 838. Good morning. Please see attached. This will be going out later today.

Converge Media's second statement regarding Jake Gravbrot was posted July 26, 2022, and states, first and foremost, we stand with all impacted period. At no time has converged media as a company or anyone directly associated with converged media defended any of Jake's actions. Converged Media is a six-year-old company centered in the voice of black women and those most marginalized in our community, and has earned the respect and trust of not only our legacy black community members, but also our new members who joined our community following the Seattle protests. We respect and uplift all community members.

That being said, trading on the converged media name by anyone who is gaining access to our community members, either financially or emotionally based on the use of converged media's name is totally unacceptable and is not tolerated ever. Once our senior leadership team comprised of five women and two men had a clear understanding of the issue. We acted immediately to sever our relationship with Jake, who was a freelance photographer with converged media on March 4, 2022. After severing ties with Jake, we looked at several things internally regarding issues directly regarding our policies, practices, or company premises, including but not limited to. Did converged media do a good job managing inbound communication regarding Jake?

No. Although we were expedient and managing inbound official communication via our website, we could have done a better job via our social platforms. We used our platforms for distribution and not engagement, and at the time did not have a social media management agency, so many messages were not answered. Additionally, several staff members were personally being threatened via social platforms at the same time which clouded the overall communication stream. Did converge media give a timely response? No, it took a while for us to get a full understanding internally and because of this we were delayed in our response and initial statement to community.

Did converged media knowingly shelter Jake after severing the relationship? No, once we were aware we acted immediately to update all parties that Jake was no longer with converged media. Was converged media compliant with the state government regarding child support with holding and Remittance. Yes, converge was in total compliance with state government did converge media allow access for Jake at converge We have 13 freelance photographers videographers. We work with as well as 10 on air talents including our cleans of converge the uplift is part and parcel of what we do at Converge. Did Jake benefit from the Converge uplift?

Yes. More than any other photographer or on-air talent? No. What has come out of this internal review is that Converge media has adapted some best practices moving forward to help us more efficiently communicate with community members and also clearly indicate to community who is a part of our core team and who is not. Call Center

24-7. To cut through any clutter on the internet, we have a dedicated call center in which anyone with a concern can call 24-7. This will allow us to immediately respond to urgent concerns from the community. Update. We are moving to a new call center provider and hope to have this in place by December 16th. In the interim, we can be reached during office hours at 206 4 6 8 9 4 2 0. If no one answers, please leave a message and we will get back to you. Social media management. We have engaged a social media management firm to monitor more efficiently management inboxes and comments across platforms. Enriched email routing via website. For those who choose to use our website to communicate, emails are now forwarded to all senior leadership as opposed to a single

person managing the mailbox. Background check for all freelancers. As converged media continues to grow, a grassroots outlet serving the Central District of Seattle to a larger platform, serving the Emerald City and beyond, and thus we are working with more new people. Although our core team background checks are standard, we are now requiring background checks for all freelance photographers and contributors as well. Website update with core staff and freelancers. On September 1st or sooner, our website will be updated to clearly indicate to the public core members of the Converge Media Leadership and team on air talent, producers and directors

as well as freelance photographers and videographers so the public can always know who they're engaging with and what role they play at converged media. Thank you to those who have reached out and thank you to those who have spoken to us directly over the past few months either by phone, email or in-person. You taking the time to speak with us played a key role in determining the way forward. For those of you who want to continue the conversation, we are here for you. Community, thank you for your patience. This update was delayed heavily by COVID, as well as by taking the time to listen and determine best practices and implementation. Their next statement was even worse. To open it up with, we stand with all those impacted.

Converge couldn't even acknowledge that there's victims, couldn't acknowledge that Jake did any harm, didn't acknowledge their part in giving Jake a platform. It was definitely not a good way to address the situation. I just think that when it comes down to it, they just didn't get it. We were asking them to have a little bit of accountability, not a whole lot, say that you're sorry for unknowingly putting somebody in the community, in the protest community that was a predator.

And you can leave it at that. They didn't do this on purpose. And nobody is saying that it was on purpose. But I do think that Omari had an idea that that Jake was dangerous and he didn't act on that. The following testimony is from a previously employed converge media freelancer who wishes to remain anonymous and has requested we change his voice for anonymity purposes. The way I really kind of became a part of the converge group was I've been doing videography and photography for some years and the protests started as that unfolded before really started

here in Seattle really anywhere. I had looked at this as a finding moment within the city. Obviously it was a huge national situation, but just from a local standpoint I thought this will be one of those pivotal moments in the history of Seattle. I'd like to go out and document it. A lot of what I specialized in as civil unrest, I was intending at the time to just film, put it on the shelf, and then as years went by and the story was going to be told that I would have a library of footage that could be used for that. I had no idea it was going to be as impactful as it was and as sane as it was. And in my time out there continuing to cover that, I ran into Amari Salasbury because he was out there a lot doing his live streams and all of that.

During that time NBC had come to town during the Chaz Chop Days had seen me out there because I wasn't out there with an iPhone. I was out there with more kind of commercial level gear and I was out there for 12, 14 hours a day. And they hit me up and said, hey, would you be interested in licensing footage to us so we can tell the story on nightly news and then on the day show. They ended up entering into agreement with them. At that point, Omar and I are passing each other more and more. He's doing this kind of concept.

He calls the morning show that he was doing live from out there. As time went on, he would hit me up, ask him what was going on here. I'd ask him what was going on in a different area, and we'd pass information back before. He started asking if I wanted to come and sit in on his show. And what I found is with that show, it's not a lot of smoke and mirrors. It really doesn't have much viewership. He has a handful of local business leaders with a community that he's really catering to, that don't need money to the organization, but there's really not much to that show. He had talked about wanting to advance

the cinematography of the organization and ticket to that next level. And would I be interested in helping out? So I would start helping out more work with their live streams. And the beginning of it, I never really saw Jake much. I don't know when he really became involved in organization. I know he kind of leaned on a guy named Bobby Steele's.

At some point, Jake becomes part of the organization. I would run across him from time to time. I ran into a couple of times, found him to be kind of abrasive, but they'd made it out like he was some sort of an artist is if that was just typical for artists. Okay, whatever. I also work in the creator industry.

I work with real artists, national artists, celebrities in it. And I don't generally run into people with that kind of demeanor. But okay, I guess he's just special. As time would go on, I found that O'Mari really kind of leaned on him. This is right hand guy. And really seemed to respect the work that he was able to put out. As it started out, I kind of had an arm's length transaction kind of thing with converged. They wanted to open up into a new studio and asked if I would help with my construction company built that out. And then if I wanted to have a desk in their space and go on to retainer systems.

So where I would get a little bit of money twice a month that would cover me to be able to advise to them. I was open to that. We went into that arrangement and then I started running into Jake a lot more. Jake had a desk in there. His time went on. He always had some new girl around him. Not to a point that it really seemed remarkable or. He always had some new girl around him, not to a point that it really seemed remarkable or concerning. I just noticed that I thought with his attitude, girls wouldn't do that in to him. I was kind of surprised. I think that's the fact that stuck out to me. Like, really, the guy's kind of a hassle. He's always got these girls around with a little shot. And they were attractive and seemed to have never had a problem getting

at date. This time would go on. There was always this joke about that. He apparently really liked crazy girls and they really liked him. And he always this joke about that. He apparently really liked crazy girls and they really liked him. And he had all this baggage that would come around him connected to that. But it was seen as some sort of like a joke. Is this somehow he was just that good and whatever it was he did that they would put up with him

and that he really seemed that they made it out as though he just seemed to really like crazy girls. It was more just the type of girl he was into. What I had found was extremely moody. I mean, one extreme to the other and Salisbury, you couldn't get away with that type of attitude around there except for him. And Salisbury would always tell everybody, you leave Jake around, don't touch his desk. If you touch something on his desk, he would go into such a fucking rage.

I mean, start throwing stuff, streaming it everybody, telling him how nobody's as good as him, and Salisbury would just put up with it. It was the most bizarre thing I saw this happen one time because somebody moved something on Jake's desk. He has all these things that he'd have his computer on the order you'd call him, and I had a guy to keep him over the word, trinkets.

Just all these different things that apparently matter very much to him are organized in a very specific way. And he had a camera that would actually watch to see if anybody touched them. So somebody couldn't find a pen and you didn't know the deal and you would grab the pen off of Jake's desk. You would hear about it later because he had this camera good watch. Whoever went around his desk, he was the most bizarre thing. Remember thinking like, what is it that this guy provides here that makes all of this

worth it? This makes no sense to me. I mean, he's a good photographer. I don't want to say he's not capable or not talented, but who's worth all this? I often wondered what it was that O'Mari got out of the relationship that worked for him. I think Jake was probably somebody more about showing up every day, putting in the hours. I think he felt very indebted to O'Mari because I think O'Mari was giving him a chance that most others wouldn't. His most other organizations wouldn't have put up with his bullshit. O'Mari would. And in turn there was a real level of trusting dependence

between the two. What the work that came out of it I thought was above average for sure nothing worked all of that. There were a couple of times where I did it in interactions with Jake. We were doing a thing at one of those big theaters downtown. We were doing like the first show back from COVID. We're gonna do a live stage performance. They bring in different rap artists, local artists, politicians, all these different people. And would I help lead the day to day on?

So I was like, yeah, sure. And I remember at some point, I had asked Jake because he was there, hey, can you operate one of the cameras for the show? He said, okay, fine. What I didn't know was apparently he was there. Hey, can you operate one of the cameras for the show? He said, okay, fine. What I didn't know was apparently he was there to do still photography. Nobody told me that.

So I said, hey, came up at this camera and he did it. And then later after the show was over, comes up just screaming at me about how I fucked this whole world out. He didn't make any money that day because he's not getting paid for the skills. And I was like, well, then why didn't you just say that when I asked you, to run the camera?

The only reason I asked you was you were standing there. It's not, you know, if it wasn't your responsibility, you got to fill me in. This goes on. He wouldn't talk to me for like a month after. And I got into a Murray bitch saying I'd ask him to do something that wasn't in his job description. It was a lot of these just moody things where I was like, man, if I was the employee, if I was a Murray, I would put up with any of this.

Why am I always cleaning up these messes? There were a couple of times I wondered, I was like, man, if that's how that guy would talk to me, it only makes sense to stories I'm hearing of how he would talk or treat women in his life. I'm not some tough guy, but the guy would talk to me like I was stupid. I can't imagine how he would speak to somebody smaller than him

or in a position that I'm sure in his mind, he sees as much more subservient to him. Later on when I saw this stuff that had been on the history of serene and through it, a lot of it started to click of like, that's what this was. The joke said, oh, Mari would make about it. Jake was there for at least 38 plus hours a week if not 40 hour workings. He had a desk in there that they had given him that he sat in the, they paid all expenses, paid trips for him to go to places like beliefs. He was extremely involved He was a maris right-hand guy. They produced a show that went really nowhere

But I think it was called gtfo get the fuck out. He would go travel to places and Document that trip. He was extremely close to him and the two of them specifically I don't know that there was anybody closer in the organization And it was always a challenge for all Mari because the people who were giving that organization money were very blunt about your a black owned media company Why do you even have white people there? Jake would somehow sustain through this every time because it was Jake It was like the one guy who was like hey, nobody seems to be able to do what he can do. He would have instances where he would not show up

for a week or two, still one is checked. And then he would come back and put in, again, 30, 40 hours a week. And they would just say, well, Jake's pissed off, he's working through some stuff. So we got to let him go deal with that. He's having some personal problems, whatever was happening with this,

because it would always just kind of be packaged up as he's Jake. He's up and down, he's followed by, well, he's probably doing some personal stuff to be back next week, and then he'd be back next week, and it was if it never happened. He had security cameras up above his bed, and in his living room, and people didn't necessarily know that they were being filmed. Did you ever overhear them talking about anything of that nature? I want to frame it properly. I don't think it was considered an allegation to talk. It was more considerate. It was one of the things that he did that he liked

to videotape having sex with girls. There was an assumption that they were okay with that they knew about it. So I had heard about it through that. Not that it was something he was doing that he wasn't supposed to or that they didn't know about, but that came back to that narrative that apparently he was pretty amazing in bed and girls really were in there. That's why he was able to have this line of girls all the time, that video taping them, having sex was a normal thing for him. As if they had their permission, but that it was shot to appear as voyeuristic.

I believe Jake had talked about it. Amari had touched on it at some point in time that it was consensual. This was shot meant to be voyeuristic, but because he was this like troubled guy of something he enjoyed and that the girls would do. I'd never seen any of this. I never talked to anybody about it,

but I had heard conversation about it. Probably early, early December, late November, somewhere in there. Well, time went on. There was gonna be this trip to Belize last year. As time was coming up, everybody needed to have a passport to be able to go on that trip.

It came out that Jake could not get his passport because the government would not issue his passport because of his child support works. And this was really the first time it really started coming out, it was kind of circulated, if you will, that he had a real problem out there. And that the guy couldn't even travel to Belize because of this, bro. It was this joke because it, well, yeah, he's got all these baby mamas and all these other

girls in a Wycombe. But they're just pissed off because it's not in too many more. It was just like this recurring joke. It was really bizarre. So he goes to Belize, comes back the week of Christmas. I was terminated from the organization, more or less, let those that I was no longer needed. And then that was it. At that point, I was done with the organization. The solace, Barry and I had some

interactions and believes that some things that I wasn't really comfortable with within the organization. It wasn't really calling about just saying, Hey, I think I have some concerns about stuff you guys are doing. And then the result is on the week of Christmas, I find out that my retainers being canceled, not getting the last check and we're no longer working together. But at that point, okay, fine, move on about my business. It took them months to finally pay off for the construction that they had my organization

do for them. And then at some point, I hear about this Instagram account that is out there that's showing really what Jake was all about in the past stories in these women who had to have these as a red-drew pretty wild stories of incidents with this guy, long-standing abuse. A very similar pattern too. Then comes out that they put out this public statement converged does that they're no longer working with them, which I could tell you was not completely accurate. They were still continuing to take a footage, use a footage, communicate with them, get stuffy shots from the past. I don't know that that's still true.

I can tell you with 100% certainty as of three, two, three weeks ago, but I was being told for people who are still involved with the organizations. Yeah, he still communicates with them or he semi-frequently, they still get content between each other. Content being stuff he's like filmed in the past or somehow

participated in. They can we get a copy of this? They're still collecting footage or using footage. And however they put it out there as how it was created, I don't know, but they're absolutely still getting footage from it. This was now a few months later from that. I don't know what their relationship is with them now, but in talking to some of the other employees around it, because I still work with some of those guys on other side projects. They say, no, they still talk to them all the time because they still need to get stuff Jake probably owns because he's one shot at. So I know there's still communication back and forth. That's kind of a net show what Nyary was with them, how I no longer work with them. I could never figure out the logic

of first the actions themselves and then what value there was to make it worth the risk, never to find them. My name is Omarie Salisbury, and I'm the co-founder of Converge Media. For them to be able to take my offer of my apologies, what me and my colleagues all said at the beginning of the call was that none of us stand with Jake or defend Jake and have never defended Jake and were upset on Jake's actions.

I think people who watch me they know that when things are in crisis is usually why I'm at my calmness and collected and I think that people who might even remember during the Seattle protests there was times where people were pointing guns at each other and I'm in the middle and I'm just sitting there cool as a cucumber trying to at least on the outside trying to calm things down and this was the wrong demeanor for me in this particular meeting. I was pissed at Jake. I still am pissed at all of us on every single person but that emotion ain't come through

on the call because we're went into the call most as a business, you know, and it is a business call instead of a call full of empathy, I think that's definitely a mistake that's on my part right there. And clearly, instead of wrong tone with these guys and thinking that we're supportive or anything else like that. And so for that, we definitely did not want to make anyone feel unsupported at all. So in setting up this call with the individual

that I set up the call with, email I did say that our colleagues, the Queens of Converged, that's basically who we send or a lot of our programming around. This is the black women at Converged who is their voices that were primary uplifting. And I did let the original person know, and there was a discussion there

when we were setting up the call that they were joining us, but I could see maybe everybody who joined, because it was quite a few people that got on the call and were all telling us about all this stuff with Jake. And so I could see how maybe someone on there might not have been aware that the Queens were going to be on the call as well, but that definitely wasn't intention to sit there and ambush. I think if we were to do this call on again, it would have been a listening session first. And that's really what needed to happen. The flip side is that we also had these queens here who were on the call because they also been harmed by Jake.

They got people sitting there threatening them and all kinds of stuff. And this is all directly stemming from Jake. They got people sitting there threatening them and all kinds of stuff. And this is all directly stemming from Jake. And I think in my mind, it was like, well, you have this group right here who Jake has harmed. And then you also got this group right here at Converge who you got to remember put me in my feelings or whatever to the side. you got these women here at Converge who, Jake's taking their photo, he's moved around with them by moving around with them, probably has helped him gain trust with the general public in some of everything else. I mean,

they felt used, they felt betrayed, they were under attack, and also harmed by Jake. And I think that probably having everybody in retrospect, having everybody two really harmed groups, clearly one more than the other, but two harmed groups of women on both sides of this and together in a call and in the first call, it didn't set the best environment. Like I said, in retrospect,

my intention was never to make anybody feel unheard or make anybody feel under attack or make anybody feel whatever. I thought that I was bringing two groups of women who were basically impacted by Jake and his actions together and people could see that. And in some parts of that conversation, I think that they did. One of the queens sat there, you know, on the call was like Jake Dukdo. Jake Dukdo, all of us, the manipulation was there. Just add on into the felt like survivors were blamed for accountability instead of having a space.

Nah, man, their survivors aren't to blame. The queens ain't to blame. Jake Grabrod is to blame. That's unfortunate. And I apologize if they walked away from that meeting, thinking that they were to be blamed for accountability. Nah, that's not it at all. And also one of the biggest things is that I wish

that I spoke with the same passion that I'm speaking to you right now. What was required in the moment was more empathy. What was required in the moment was basically to take that journalist hat off and that business hat off and everything else and just put more of that humanity hat on. It's a missed opportunity to be more to show more humanity towards people who are clearly in crisis and clearly in suffering, then tensions were good because I thought that it would be helpful for the survivor group to also

meet these women at converge who have also been impacted by Jake's action. We're also felt betrayed, we're also felt used, used who also felt disgusted like yuck That's why we wanted to bring everybody together We definitely looked at the page everybody did especially the Queens they were being tagged in the pages We're all being tagged in the pages. It's a lot of stuff Everybody saw it was sickening to the point. I went to the hospital I almost fainted after looking at all of this stuff that was in there. When I looked back at this

call, I wish that we would have spoken with more emotion about how God felt in that moment. This was just sickening information. 100%. I think that it's a misunderstanding when no one was saying that the page was slender. I know that one's a misunderstanding when no one was saying that the page was slander. I know that one of my colleagues said that she was being slandered, not by this group that we talked to, but people were slandering her name. Well, all this attack, like this is Jake, this is Hurricane Jake. All of this stuff here is everything coming out from this storm called Jake. Quite a few women I converged have been victims of domestic violence or sexual violence. And so this whole thing was triggering. It was highly

triggering. And when they go to their notification and see some of these things, live and were triggered. And one of them is basically still in therapy because she was just triggered from her past experience around domestic violence and sexual violence. If it came across that guys didn't look at the page or the guy thought that it was slander, that's not the case at all. I mentioned this on the call to them,

but I can give it more space here. Me and Jake, this been a lot of time together in a work capacity. That's 100% undeniable, but we never really hung out in a private time or a private space. We went to social things together, mariners games got invited to a lot of mariners games or in social events that others went to as well, like other staff members also the time. I've been the Jake's house one time. I've never been in any off-duty setting with him and a woman. Anybody that I met at the office and I saw with Jake. So when I said like, I didn't know Jake,

I didn't know the allegations. I didn't say that correctly. When I said that I didn't know Jake, I didn't know the Jake in allegations. I know the work Jake. And the work Jake is there all day. He doesn't work. He goes, moves on and everything else. I never hang out with Jake in a sense of kicking it or anything else.

People know I have a saying this as work hard, stay humble, take your ass home. You find me after work at home, watching MasterChef Rehels kitchen on YouTube on the weekends, I with my kids. The Jake that I knew wasn't the Jake in the allegations is what I was trying to say. It's impossible for me to say like,

oh, I didn't know Jake, I didn't whatever. I worked with him every day, but I knew him in a work capacity. That's why some of this stuff was so shocking. But in a personal sense, there's nobody in our organization that I hang out with, then or now. And I can see how, without that clarification, somebody could be like, hold on, man, that's not right. This guy was around Jake all the time.

Yes. And so again, off from my apologies, that's not the intention. A lot of all the women on the call were realizing all of us have been impacted, all of them are victims of Jake and one way or another. One of my colleagues mentioned something like, can you guys let people know?

We're not with the shit, because they were being attacked, not by this group that was on the phone, but I mean, this thing reached a frenzy pace at this point. It's not to clear converges name. It was more like I said, of a clarity around the queens as to how they were being impacted. He came in here and blew everything up and left everybody to sit here and pick up the pieces

where John Mitchell, first and foremost, John Mitchell was instrumental in the fire and a Jake, in the media fire and a Jake. It was the same day, or perhaps the next day after John initially reached out and broke down what was going on. The Jake was fired on the spot. Well, I got those text messages over from Nick. It was like, man, we've got the fire this guy.

When things first started to surface, Jake was like, oh man, what am I excess is mad about child support. And so she's just talking or whatever posted on the internet. But child support was being garnished from his check. I was like, man, well listen, but whatever issues you got with your kids and your child support, you need to go handle that.

Cause that's what he was telling us when she was lying about, that that was the issue. So John Sam, this is what is exactly going on. That was key. John did say, you guys should release a written statement. And again, that's a big regret. And you know what I should have done that day is not only release the statement, I should have went on air, I should have made a video because the public would have known, the survivors would have known, everybody would have known exactly and equivocally where we stood.

We ain't never been to a notion like this before. Never. Do we make bad decisions, poor decisions? Yes. I take responsibility and accountability for it. Yes. Should I say something that day? That day I should have said something on every platform.

I didn't. I missed an opportunity. People want to hear from converging. That's what I realized now after the fact, right? Because my whole thing was, okay, people want to hear from converged. People want to hear from converged. No, people wanted to hear from a Murray.

People wanted to hear me like they hear me right now. And I missed an opportunity for people to hear me because I was worried about people hearing from converging. Everything has to be put in the proper statement and the proper this and that or whatever. If people would have just heard my voice then and said like, yo, this shit ain't okay with me. This isn't all right.

We didn't notice God was getting down like this. He's out of here to this day. I'll still regret that on that same day, where John Mitchell reached out that I didn't say something, and I didn't intend on being the disappoint nobody. I didn't intend to let nobody down. I didn't intend for people to feel like we don't care. Like I said, we never get one of those shit like this before.

I mean, the police gas, I know how to deal with that. All the crazy stuff that went down during the protests and other things, I know how to deal with that. We were sitting there in shock and awe. And I didn't know how to translate that. I'm sorry, because that wasn't a true representation of how I felt.

Wow, I feel. I didn't realize his desk camp until after he was fired and we were trying to clear out his things. I guess he probably had this camera the whole time, even back in the previous studio. It's like a small pin camera. There's tucked away and all the different things on his desk. The thing is, as you can imagine,

as in a studio, we got Halle Cameras. Clearly the cameras that we do TV with, but Halle security cameras. Jake was the only person who had a desk desk. I mean, everybody had a desk there, but like all of his stuff was on a desk. So there's cameras and lenses and books, and what do you call them?

Zin gardens and votive candles, or sinning candles, and since vinyl records, there was a lot of stuff like everybody else would just come in, and it was like a hot desk. I don't remember just going off, but I don't doubt it either. 100% I do know that he was sitting there, he would definitely make a big deal

if anything was touched. Why are you making no excuses for shit? And yeah, that's all true. I did tell people, don't touch his desk man. I would say just like that. Jake and what he's done and everything else don't represent none of our values. In regards to the passport at the time, I really thought that I was being helpful. I know to me personally, like in my neighborhood, I know more than enough women who the father is either not giving up support behind on support and everything else. So I know like that part of it, right? And so when the whole thing about passport came up and they was like, he needs to make substantial payments on the passport. I'm

thinking to myself, well, good, that means that he's going to be paying a larger amount on his child support, which is a good thing because they need to support. I'm all 100% about being compliant. People paying their child support and everything else. So for me, I'm like, Oh, okay, he's got to pay his child support. He had to make two lump sum payments against his child support. And then a passport came out. Now, in talking to them, of course, it was a different perspective, but that's what I was thinking at the time. I wasn't thinking like, oh, how do I outsmart somebody or doing this and that. I go back home every night to my neighborhood, to my people.

I know the kind of struggles that especially these women have raising these babies out here and are not getting any kind of support. I do remember Jake mentioning more than a few times the Tinder app and things like that, that app. I heard about that app. I wouldn't say like all the time or something like that, but definitely, I'm talked about the Tinder or people were like, oh, Jake, thanks for a little Tinder.

For me, I tell the guys, no protest hookups. I was clear, this is not okay for a lot of different reasons. It's real fucked up to find out during the time a civil unrest and everything else, that Jake was trading on the conversion day. And basically using that to meet people and connect with and hook up for a lot of different reasons.

Don't use this civil unrest. Don't use what's going on here to hook up for a lot of different reasons. Don't use this civil unrest. Don't use what's going on here to hook up with nobody. Don't do anything with anybody. And definitely don't be out there using the converged name or position anything else to and dear people. It was discussed and converged me off. She's no river about its co-work.

And it's a grab, I was in the voyeuristic pornography, but that it was portrayed as consensual. I'm not into any kind of pornography, and the voyeuristic, I'm now just getting an understanding of what that is, and yeah, that shit's not okay. I don't doubt, if somebody's saying that it was discussed there, I don't doubt that that's probably something that he said.

I will say this is, I'm not all right with that. Nothing about me, my character, anybody ever dated or anything at all it says that me being okay with something like that now that I realized what your realistic pornography is. If it was mentioned there at that time, that should not okay. You know, like I said, I just had to get an understanding

right now with four-year-rested pornography is, I don't live in that world. That's the kind of things that where somebody like me, I put my hands on somebody. Do some four-year-rested pornography where my daughter or something like that see what happened. So that shit's not okay.

And if it was said there at that time, I'd say no, what it was. Jake and Omar are still friends behind closed doors and still using Jake's footage. No, one of the things, it's been a challenge is actually scrubbing all of this stuff off of our websites, off of our social platforms and everything else.

We're not collecting, we're not shooting, we're not working with anything with Jake. And people also got to remember when you say Jake's footage It's not anything that Jake was doing outside of his shows when he was on assignment That was stuff that was shot for converged or for clients Jake like so many other people that are on converged our content creators and was there It was part of the verse, we're all about the uplift, we're all about uplifting content creators, we're all about getting content out there.

And it's fuck, he was the wrong guy to be uplifting. We didn't know that at the time. I was like, oh, I have a travel show. Oh, okay, great, man, this is cool. Let's put this on air. We didn't realize who we were uplifting. I don't want people to walk away thinking that it's like, oh yeah, by the way, he was just there

of this shall-nive, man. That's not it. What I meant by that was that we uplift all the work of the people who are out there creating. Clearly, if we wouldn't know what this guy was doing and what he was up to and everything else, there's no way that he would have been part of our platform, part of anything.

We wouldn't have lifted anything about it. First and foremost, to the survivors that are out there, especially the ones we had talked to, our community, our larger community as a whole. We've said this before and statements, we didn't handle this response the best way. We disappointed our community in the response. This was something that we had never encountered before. I take four

responsibilities for the survivors that are out there, they deserve accountability all the way across. I'm glad that you contacted me. I'm glad to have this opportunity to be able to speak on this and to be able to clarify some things. Justice needs to be served. We're here for that. What Jake has done to these survivors, to people in this business, people in the community, there's so much trust that Jake had to the fact

that he used our name. He's just dropped a bomb on everybody. We're all here trying to pick up the pieces. I really want for the survivors to know we're here. I want everybody to know that Jake and who he is and what he did has nothing where our values are who we are as people and as a company He's damaged so many people is harmed so many people I would say this is that in talking with you more and also Continuents learn more of the depth of this situation if I like an opportunity, if people are open for it,

if anybody feels that they haven't been heard correctly, if there's anything that we can do to be supportive in this entire situation, I'm here for it. We're here for it. We want to be able to play our part in whatever that we can do in this situation. We're here for it. Trying to uplift the voices of Black folk. That's our only goal. And Jake Grabrock comes over here and just like I said, explodes a bomb. Man, we've been about our community from jump. That's what we've been about as our community.

And this dude comes over here and uses us, uses all of our people, uses our organization, uses our platform, uses us. And what was a whole before he came is in pieces where on the on the casualty list, what man, what he did is unforgettable. And for sure,

we want justice for anybody that he has impacted for survivors that are out there. And like I said, man, we're here for it. To people out there offer us sincere apology. We stand with them. We not stand with no goddamn Jake. We not working with no damn Jake, and we hear for the accountability wherever it might go. If anybody doesn't want to talk, then I'm here for it.

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