Something Was Wrong - S19 E1: [Amy] The Night That Everything Changed

Episode Date: January 11, 2024

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of myself, broken cycle media, or wondering. The podcast and any linked materials should not be construed as medical advice, nor is the information a substitute for professional medical expertise or treatment. Thank you so much for listening. I'm Jake Duptula. I started a podcast called Strictly Stalking. I think it would help for people to probably hear how you and I met. So how I met Jake is through Amy B. Chessler, who works for Broken Cycle Media, Season 7 Survivor, Host of What Came Next.

She spoke so highly of you before we met. Amy B. Chessler and I met at a domestic violence charity event. She and I started talking and hit it off. We realized there was a kindred spirit when it comes to wanting to help people heal, dealing with trauma and connect people. We realized we're like-minded and taking an ethical

and moral approach to true crime content. She decided to introduce me to Utifini, Unite Connect I connected and we realized we had similar sensibilities when it comes to wanting to help survivors and wanting to help victims of crime, but also using our platform in order to amplify those cases. You have a responsibility to yourself and you also have a responsibility to the survivors that you feature. You have a much greater sensitivity than most people

who are put in positions like that. It's a very rare thing, but I can see even how you interact with people in public and everything else like that. You do make people feel very, very comfortable. They want to talk to you, which is a gift. So it was a natural fit, and even on a friendship level, we really hit it off in terms of our mutual love of Seinfeld, career enthusiasm, pretty much anything comedic in that way.

It's becoming more and more clear to me that you and I are very similar people. Season 19 is a bit different than any other season. We are focusing on stocking specifically within this season, sharing multiple different survivors in their families experiences within one season. They all have very different outcomes and experiences within them. The thing that they all have in common is stalking. Jake works with the FBI. He works with stalking nonprofits. He actually is the real fucking deal, which is not only rare in life and in the entertainment

industry, but when it comes to men working in true crime podcasting, this is not only rare in life and in the entertainment industry, but when it comes to men working in true crime podcasting, this is what he is passionate about. He is devoting significant amounts of his life to helping survivors. Can you talk to us about what drew you to working specifically with stalking survivors and what has that work brought out in you? First of all, I want to thank you for that warm and respectful and welcoming introduction. I really appreciate you, the amazing incredible work that you do and all the healing that you've done for so, so many people. And I thank you for that, Tiffany. I want to be very clear on this. Sometimes when you enter these projects or these situations,

you don't go into it being the expert. Sometimes it just happens. Initially, I didn't understand how needed a platform like this was until we started doing it, until we started getting the feedback from the survivors and the listeners and identifying with those particular aspects of the trauma that they were dealing with. Myself and my co-host Jamie Beebe speak to stalking survivors every week. We cover the impact of stalking using the platform to amplify their stories. We cover everything from how law enforcement responds to these particular cases. Everything is in the words of the survivors. Jamie and I are there to host and moderate.

It's really opened up my eyes to the impact of stalking on survivors and how a lot of times they don't get the support that they need. And when we started talking to these survivors, you realize that not one story is the same, but the behavior of the stalkers tends to be the same. No matter if it's a stranger, whether it's cyber, or former

romantic, whatever that is, there are so many different stories. But I've also learned is how survivors have now taken on the mantle of becoming their own advocates, because there has not been the support and because there has not been things to help them, they end up becoming their own detectives. You know the Stephanie, these things can happen for a couple weeks. Some of them can be decades in terms of the stalking statistics. Most of them are always evolving. There's an estimated 13.5 million people are stalked over one year period in the US. I feel it's got to be a lot, lot more than that.

I think that is based upon people not reporting it. Oftentimes stalking and domestic violence overlap. 85% of intimate partner feminicides were preceded by stalking in the prior year. Stalking does play a role in that. You see cases where stalking was literally a red light of activity of everyone was on notice and then it turns into a homicide situation. It's talking is a crime under laws of the 50 states, but it really takes people to enforce those where we are with how long it takes bills to pass. It's a very difficult thing, but you do need people to enforce that. When it comes to the

laws in the 50 states, you can be in a big city and think you're going to get support because they've got stronger police force in this and that and you get nothing. You go to a small town and a shareful drive by your house to make sure everything's okay. So it really does vary state-to-state, it varies on condition, it varies on what type of stalking it. Is it cyber stalking? Is it in person? Is it someone that you have previously been involved with? There are so many factors when it comes to this.

Most of the time stalkers are someone that someone knows. It can be a romantic interest, it could be someone you go to school with, it could be someone you work with, it could be a relative, there's no definite answer to a profile of a stalker, but only identifying stalking behavior. There are so many different ways that a stalker can present themselves. It becomes a very daunting task to identify who could be a stalker and at what point in their life they are capable of stalking.

You have people that literally go through decades and decades and all of a sudden something snaps in them and they become obsessed with someone or they become predatory in a way that they never even imagined. It's hard to identify how someone could become a stalker, because a lot of times it happens with a spurn-romantic relationship. A breakup goes bad, they don't take it right, and they become the rejected stalker or the resentful stalker. And then you have delusional stalkers.

They make up some sort of relationship in their head. Errato Mania. Erratically, they're obsessed. It's a psychological delusional disorder. They believe that the target or the object of their obsessions and love with them. The types of stalkers would be classified as the intimacy seeker, the rejected stalker, the resentful stalker. The problem is when you have content in the media that romanticizes stalking and trivializes it. And a lot of times publicity is achieved through celebrity stalking.

Oftentimes when it comes to what we've seen in informally known as like revenge porn, image-based abuse, non-consensual pornography, anything being shared like that, it usually is done as a way to harass and then eventually stalk the target. That can be a hacker, it can be somebody who got access to that, it usually is done as a way to harass and then eventually stalk the target. It can be a hacker. It can be somebody who got access to that.

It can be somebody who paid another person to do that. It really is not as cut and dry. We can manipulate content through just our phones now, through AI apps. Reputation damage can be done once something goes out. Once we put it out there. You don't go backwards Sometimes people will hack into other people's phones and obviously all that's criminal and it's illegal But it's hard to identify where those things are going to happen So I think on a psychological level it is a very complex thing to analyze, but it's hard to analyze until

someone steps forward and says, okay, here's the pattern of behavior that this person is using on me. The other problem is identifying that pattern of behavior. We've had so many people that until they start listening to these stories, they don't know that they've been stalked. And that's one of those really interesting things that when they listen, no matter at times how traumatic that can be, it stirs something up in them at unblock certain things that really does take law enforcement to care about you and care about the situation. The issue is most law enforcement divisions are not equipped to deal with the cyber element of stalking.

They are equipped to deal with in-person situations. If you're filing restraining order and you have evidence that you're being cyber stalked, there isn't necessarily a way that someone can tie that cyber stalking back to the person who is your stalker, especially if they're using things that disguise their behavior. And especially if companies aren't willing to give that information out at that level. You're talking about subpoenas, you're talking about months, if not years, to get to that point.

There was a time when people thought you'd do a cease and desist to a website, and it's gone, but it's really not gone. Companies need to do a better job protecting their employees. If they are in a place where security is an issue, they need to ramp up security. The legislators need to address that on that level because it's very difficult to track behavior. Apps have made it so sophisticated that you can fake your phone number, you can fake an account. These aren't even tools that people are just using for stalking. They're just using to conceal themselves from being a sales call, or

something else. It's hard for those laws to even catch up with that. One of the major issues when it comes to legislation with cyber stalking laws is keeping up with the technology. As we know, how slow government can often be when it comes to proposing these, when it comes to mostly advocates and survivors knocking on the doors of Congress trying to get these things past is a very difficult thing.

It's Kismet that we are working on season 19 surrounding stocking. It's the 20-year anniversary of stocking awareness month. Can you talk to us about stocking awareness month and why you feel it's important? Absolutely. I had the honor of meeting Debbie Riddle. Debbie Riddle is an advocate and sister of Peggy Klingke, who was stocked and murdered by her ex-boyfriend. All the signs were there of Peggy being in danger, Peggy being stalked, leading up to her murder. Yet when Debbie looked for laws for resources, there weren't things in place that could protect her sister from having to meet this fate. She told anyone who would listen to her story refused to remain silent and called out all the failures in our criminal justice system and then went on on a mission to get the system fixed.

She caught the attention of Tracy Baum, who's the director of the Stocking Resource Center and they took Peggy's story to Washington DC. They testified a congressional briefing and then January was declared national stocking awareness month. When you hear the passion energy and the tribute that she has for her sister, it's hard to listen to because you realize

this is the worst ending of a stocking situation that can happen for someone. Then you listen to Debbie and you realize the honor and the tribute of this mission to make sure that her sister's name and this movement is at the forefront of what we need to address. I'm beyond thrilled and beyond honored to be able to promote and share. January 18th is going to be a day of action. Debbie said that Peggy had this sparkle tour. And January 18th is going to be a day where we all want to wear something that adds a little bit of flair, a little bit

of sparkle to capture who Peggy was and what she stood for. And I think that beyond that, some of the inroads that they've made through this month and this day and now 20 years is just, it's remarkable. I know that so many survivors that we speak with utilize Spark and they utilize this month is a way to get the awareness across. Spark is a wonderful organization which stands for Stocking Prevention Awareness and Resource Center. The website is stockingawareness.org. They basically have all the information that you would need in terms of understanding stocking. Thank you so much. One of the things that we'll see within the survivors sharing their different stocking stories within this season

is the impact that it has on their family members, their co-workers, and their friends. In your experience in working with survivors, what does that often look like for those who love them? And how does the sort of ripple effect happen within stalking itself? This is a very complicated question. So I'm going to start with having family that's very supportive and very proactive with wanting to get,

whatever the situation is resolved, wanting to address it. The second is where family friends question the victim and survivor based on their behavior and based on what they could or could not have done differently, which I find extremely tragic and I find extremely destructive because it's hard enough to share these things. So many survivors don't want to share this because they don't want to feel revictimized. A lot of times they suffer in silence. The third part is when the family friends are also being stalked by the person who is stalking the original victim. This becomes a very complicated thing where the original stalking victim feels guilty, feels shame for bringing this person into their life. I would say more often than not,

families are supportive, they want to bring peace, bring help to whatever they can, but a lot of survivors don't share this with their families. And that's what stalkers brown. Part of their scheme is knowing to silence the survivor and they gaslight them and they try to put them into position where they don't want the victim to be believed. And they accomplish it far too often. But you have to share these things. If something is happening, it's not only going to alleviate part of the trauma

and what you're experiencing, but also it's a level of documentation and it's a level of not having to carry that burden in your mind, body, and soul from a perpetrator, from someone who's damaging your life consistently. What advice would you give to someone who is experiencing stocking? I would suggest if you feel like you're in any immediate threat, always call 911, don't even hesitate about it, don't second guess it, it's there for you. Let them make the determination for you. I would say go to spark. They have a documentation journal that you can keep all these things together, they have a red exit button. So if you need to escape out of that site quickly, which is I know a very common thing when it comes to any domestic violence that someone in your life could be monitoring in terms of journaling.

Why it's important is that you need to get down a timeline. And that's the hardest part, I think, with stalking is that things don't happen consistently. Your instinct in your gut will tell you something doesn't feel right, even if you don't have the tactical evidence of that, mark it down because we've heard so many cases where people say I felt I was being monitored and they ended up being right. Jump six months a year down the road.

If your case goes to a certain level, you may be able to subpoena tech companies, you may be able to get the security camera footage from the location you were at. And guess what, you may find that your get the security camera footage from the location you were at. And guess what? You may find that your stocker was sitting in the parking lot. I can't tell you how many times that's happened in terms of finding out that your instinct and your gut was telling you that someone was nearby or something was going on, documented every single time, write it out. Any point of concern, always document that law enforcement the way that they work is

they work off evidence even if you don't have evidence, keep a journal. Those things will help that will definitely make a major impact with law enforcement and in courts if that ever goes to that point. When they do these things gather up this particular evidence and if this evidence impacts them, it impacts their business. We're seeing an uptick in civil suits against stalkers. This is not something that you won't enter lightly, but there are lawyers out there that deal specifically with image-based abuse, which is also known as revenge porn. There are lawyers out there that deal with cyber terrorism, cyber stalking, cyber harassment, especially if it impacts any level of your financial wellbeing. It's

much more difficult to prove on the emotional level, unfortunately, but when it comes to financial, we've had other creators and businesses lose money. They've taken their stalkers to court. So that's a whole nother realm of justice. There are things out there that will help you. It really does start with documentation and sharing your story, whoever you have available to listen. We're in a climate now where people are actually believing survivors. One story comes out and then another story comes out.

Now everybody's got a platform. People have the ability to speak up, but also they're using the software and using the technology that ultimately can also allow access to damaging content. Not to sound overwhelming with it, but I think the bottom line is that from a safety standpoint, try to protect as much as you can, read the fine print on things you download. Don't geotag certain things. There's information brokers out there that sell your information. They put it on these free websites where you can look up addresses and

phone numbers. A lot of those sites you can request to have that information pull down. Things still leak out, but you don't have to make it easy for people to find you in that way. Being an ally yourself, how can others who are not experiencing stocking show up for stocking survivors? The first thing I say is just listen, don't be judgmental. Listen, let them share what they're going through. Don't discount anything they're saying because it is so difficult for someone to share what's going on. If you want to show up for people, just listen to them, especially if it's somebody close to you. If to show up for people, just listen to them, especially with somebody close to you.

If it's a family member, a significant other, a friend, co-worker, whatever it is, then from there, if they need help, if there's a situation and you're in a position to do it, let's say they're being stalked through different cyber aspects, emails, texts, Instagram, TikTok, offer services to monitor if need be their account. So you can remove some of that trauma from them by still documenting it because you need evidence. You want to capture all the harassment. The problem is how traumatizing that can be. So if you're in a strong place and you can be there for your friend and you can do this. And they would appreciate your support. Offer that up. It's always going to help to have someone in your corner and just be non-judgmental. Just be there, listen, help and support. People ask me, do you get numb hearing these stories? And I said, no, I get more sensitive. I get more angry. I get more passionate about doing something in advocacy, doing a lot of behind the scenes stuff that I've been doing.

I want to be able to help survivors in whatever way I can. Thank you so much for the work that you do for being willing to share your sage advice for the advocacy that you do on a daily basis. This is a great way to enter the season, share advice and information that not only helps us grow in our empathy and support of survivors, but educates us ourselves. Thank you so, so much for being willing to help me kick off this very important season, bringing awareness to stalking and amplifying the voices

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And so I think that I mention that because it's even more important to me when I met my husband, my college sweetheart. We've been married for 40 years, this coming August. When you're married that long, you're going to have your ups and downs. Life's going to throw curveballs at you. We served in the Air Force and we served in a border city. I did a homecare down there. There was just a lot of things that really grew us up down there because we saw a lot. We loved the people and we loved our community, but there was a lot. Life does that. It throws different things at you. We don't really like to be confrontational, but that it's going to happen, right? Communication, I always go back to the fact that I was running myself to hold it before we go into this Why did I marry him? Why did I choose this man? Because when you really go back and you think all those years ago

Why did I choose this person to live with for the rest of my life? It gets you more to everything more in perspective. It really does It doesn't mean you ignore the issues at hand and you don't confront what needs to be confronted But you do it in a more civil way. And that helps keep a marriage too because you're not using any type of abusive language or anything like that. And then keeping a sense of humor about it and also giving a cool enough period, honestly, never going to bed.

Angry is really a huge thing. Is to get it worked out, but always go back to why you married and keep a good sense of humor about things and about yourself, not just your spouse, but yourself, really. That's the biggest thing. I've been dedicated to having a healthy, non-abusive family. So for me to be sitting here speaking to this situation today just seems very surreal. These people exist and yet again because of how I was raised, I know they do. It's just something that I didn't see happening in my own family. I'm Amy's father, Kevin. I'm a computer professional. I work in the IT industry. I will tell you that the art is

part of parenting is letting go and allowing your children to go out in the world and make their own mistakes. When they're small you're always there to catch them to help avoid that tree that's in the middle of the road for them. But as they get older and they have more independence, they branch out and that's just the way it is. And so you have to let them emerge into the world on their own. And as they go into the dating world and they move on to having relationships, growing as people into individuals, you've got to let them grow into the person that they are. two daughters. You eventually get a comfort with it I was at that point where I had a comfort and Amy is very mature and intelligent. I trust her judgment in the dating world

I Have loved Amy all of her life the way that a tender loving mother should because Amy she's easy to love She's always been so full of joy, so full of adventurous spirit, full of loving, caring, and compassion for others, especially the underdog. She is all about fairness, which I love about her, justice. She's so hard working. She's always willing to go the extra mile for her work, for others, and for her God. She has a wonderful sense of humor. She's able to laugh at herself.

She's able to love deeply, which I think is a gift. It's never just about her. She's always volunteering. She cares about her parents. She really sincerely cares about us. Even knowing might be driving her crazy at times. She sincerely loves us and her sister, her grandparent, she cares about the legacy that she's leaving. She's an amazing business owner. She will go to the end of the

earth to do the right thing. There's just so many things dwelling up inside of me about how terrific she really is. She's very ethical and highly honest and integrity. She's brave and she's courageous as seen through her story. She really wants to help others when they can't find it within themselves. She's sincerely wants to help because she knows the healing that will come out of her. She is not afraid to confront darkness and thank goodness for that. She's not fearful to be really authentic. We've seen her have to go through a lot during this cyber stocking process, and we understand better than we ever did before how misunderstood this crime is.

To describe Amy, let me just put it this way. If I was given a blank slate of paper and asked to describe the ideal son or daughter, I don't think I could come close to the way she turned out. She's a pretty amazing young woman. She has always been that way. Even when she was a small child, she was always very rule conscious. She worked hard and she's always been very self-confident when she was just in elementary school.

She would organize all the kids together and she would be the boss and she would get everybody organized and they would do car washes or lemonade stands. She always loved being assertive, not afraid to take chances and reach for that golden ring. She's very motivated and very professional. She's also a very sensitive person. I think sometimes that vulnerability can be a little difficult at times. I've seen that with her through this ordeal.

Amy, she's just got that really infectious joyous personality, warm person, but she's also incredibly sharp and smart. She instills confidence in her personal and professional relationships because of the care that she brings. I think she's a really dynamic woman, an amazing business leader and a very caring friend. Amy is really prudent. She likes to have all of the information

to make well-informed decisions. She definitely leans on expertise and counsel in any situation to listen and understand. But then I think she doesn't waffle, she's very direct with her decision making. She's very friendly to interact with on a professional way to very understanding, committed to the work at hand. So she doesn't miss deadlines. Amy is one of the steadiest and strongest people I know.

She has a very bright personality, but she's also very consistent and very level-headed. She is a joy to be around. She is a rock in our company for our younger folks. She's a great mentor. She believes a lot in giving back to the community and makes great efforts to do that. She has a great sense of humor. She's a joy to be around. She's very thoughtful about other people and the impact that she's making with what we're doing the business in within the community. She talks a lot about her family. She gets together with them often. I know she's very close to her sister and her mom and dad. Her mom helps out regularly with her puppy and comes and watches it. I think weekly so that Amy has the flexibility to work late and often difficult hours. So she is very close to her family.

Amy is a person who consistently sees the best in others and always goes the extra mile to ensure others around her feel love and supported. She's magnetic and you want to spend time with her. Amy's also a person who is truly accelerated in everything that she puts her mind to and has poured her entire life into the business that she has created both for herself individually as well as for our company. Amy is a delicate ability to gain trust from others and that's three vulnerability. She's truly special in how she can really gain trust from others and it's her ability to be vulnerable and authentic that she can build really long

lasting relationships. Amy's relationship with her parents is one of the sweetest. Her mother barely breaks five feet tall but has so much spice and energy and absolutely loves her daughter. The amount of advocacy that they have shared for Amy and being there right alongside her has just been so wonderful to watch. Not only does Amy feel supported by her team, but she feels unconditional support by her parents. And they are just truly wonderful people. Hi, I'm Amy's sister. I would describe her as one of the most ambitious, hard working,

genuinely generous people in the entire world. She's really special in that she really connects the people and wants to do good in this world and has worked very hard to get where she is in this world. And I just respect her so much for that. As my older sister, those qualities have shown through even since we were young. We're two years apart. She's always very aware of taking care of me and everybody around her and I just always have valued that about her. She's just such a good person and means well in this world. So she's been a great example for me as an older sister. Since we were little, it's an even now,

I feel like I can depend on her. She's much more quick-witted than I am. I've always been a little bit more quiet and she can just navigate social situations in a way that's just so graceful. It's just fun to watch her interact with the world that way. I would say we've always been close. My parents moved to a couple of different states

that weren't their home states and landed in a place where we didn't have a lot of extended family around us. So us four have always just been there for each other and helped each other out and we've always been a team. We've just kind of weathered things together and obviously it's not perfect. I don't think any family is ever perfect, but I think we just try our best. I know now that I'm older, how rare that is. and I value it so much, moving through life more and more. I am super, super appreciative and grateful for it. Hi, I'm Amy. I am from Denver, Colorado.

I grew up in a very average suburban home with a family who is very loving and supportive and caring. I would say just your average American family, middle class really grew up striving to make my parents happy, which I think has carried into my adult years. My parents are Midwesterners, born and raised and very much raised my sister and I with those roots, humble, genuine, authentic people who care a lot about others

and wanna do their part to make the world a better place. My faith was a big part of my childhood, mainly led by my mom, Christmas's. My mom's favorite holiday and one that has become very important to my family. My parents are very hard working. They both put themselves through college. They had very little support. I saw them work very hard to support my sister and I,

oftentimes working two jobs. My dad worked two jobs, I remember very vividly, to pay for a trip to Disney World for my family. You know, it's something that's stuck with me. I know how hard they had to work to provide for us and I never felt like I was lacking growing up by any means, but I do know that my parents worked very hard to provide the life that we had.

I have a younger sister, she's a high school teacher. She's a couple years younger than me, one of my best friends and huge supporter. She and I are very close, grew up very close. She was very much more of a tomboy and I was very much the girly girl. We grew up next to an open field, so we were always doing something barefoot outside

in the summers, drumming up trouble with our neighbors in the coldest act and having a blast doing it. I'm very lucky to have a family that I do. As I'm saying that, thinking of how supportive they've been with this situation, it's just almost tears of happiness. almost tears of happiness. In 2016, I was 31. I was well into my career with a large corporate company at the time. I think we all go through a little something when we turned 30 and so at that point,

I really felt like I'm officially an adult and people now respect me at 31 I was working a lot. I had just gotten out of a brief relationship with somebody who blindsided me and breaking up with me So I think I was pretty vulnerable at the time dating sites back then were different than they are now I had heard that the guy I was dating was on plenty of fish and I had not heard of this dating site in particular, so I joined. And that is where I met Morrison, who, at the time, I knew his Eric.

He described himself as a 33-year-old male, non-religious, athletic. He had told me he was in Denver. He had a PhD in aviation analytics and engineering, which isn't surprising because Denver has a big presence of aerospace both government and private sector. They didn't seem to outlandish. He had brown eyes. His photos had his dog in them, his golden retriever, on a boat, on a beach. We had a professional photo on his profile along with a photo next to him standing next to a plane. Just seemed like a down to earth, good-looking, genuine, good-hearted guy.

It is about me, I think it is worth reading it directly to you because I think it depicts who I thought I was talking to. So he said, well, this is my first time on Plenty of Fish. worth reading it directly to you because I think it depicts who I thought I was talking to. So he said, well, this is my first time on Plenty of Fish. So I'm not really sure what I should include in this part of my profile. I guess I can start off by stating that I was born in Tampa, Florida, but grew up in Atlanta. After high school, I attended Georgia Tech where I received a degree in aeronautical engineering. Upon graduating from Tech, I served as a commissioned officer in the U.S. Air Force. I received my honorable discharge to enter the private sector several years ago and have since completed my PhD in engineering. While I miss flying, I'm blessed to work in a job in the aviation

industry which I absolutely love. I moved to Denver earlier this year and while I really enjoyed living here, I must admit that I haven't really been able to make very many friends. In fact, most of the people I know are the people with whom I work. I like going out with friends to grab dinner and drinks or doing anything outdoors, like going to the beach or going skiing. I've always been a fairly active, adventurous guy who embraces new experiences. I realized that any major city is saturated with young, single guys, most of whom appear to be on plenty of of fish LOL. So I just want to say that I'm a very genuine guy looking to meet and actually get to know the right person. I'd like to meet an intelligent, strong-willed woman who loves to travel, go out and have fun. It would

also be pretty damn cool if she shared my passion for flying, but that's probably asking for too much with a smiley face. Then it below he says, and don't send me just a high message, I'm looking for something really genuine. My dad has his private pilot's license. He was in the Air Force. There were some foundational connections that resonated with me, and I thought we would hit it off

just based on some familial and common interest experiences. One of the things that probably resonated with me is who he wanted to meet is exactly who I was. You know, he wanted to meet an intelligent, strong-willed woman who loves to travel, go out and have fun. That's me. So, we connected fairly quickly.

He started to build trust with me. We had good conversation, wholesome. I think that's the word that best describes who I believed I was talking to at the time. I do view myself then and now as intelligent. I don't think I'm overly innocent. I know I was vulnerable at the time when I met him. I think that did play into our interactions and my openness to engaging with him in the ways that I did at the time.

But I know people who have been catfish. I was aware of all of that. So I went into this eyes wide open and yet I still ended up meeting somebody who wasn't who they said they were. I keep trying to think of what the initial conversation was. We talked a lot about his dog and we'd connect it. Although I have a lot of this documented now, I don't have those conversations, but I can tell you I've gone over and over again. How did he build trust so quickly with me to manipulate the situation and manipulate me over just a matter of weeks? The way he did that is he said,

on these apps, I like to ask three questions that are general getting to know you questions and three dating type of questions. Anything kind of in the romantic dating sex realm of things. And I thought, oh, that's creative. No one's engaged with me like that on any other site or app at this point. So it was intriguing to me. And he pulled me in saying, I'll ask you three questions and you ask me three questions. That's what we started doing. He's asking me questions, getting to know me. I'm a very open, vulnerable person in general. I have nothing to hide. I'm comfortable in my skin and who I am. And so I was very open and responding to questions he asked me. And to be honest, I don't know specifically what some of the general questions where I'm sure it was very basic, where you from, what do you like to do, all those sorts of things. I remember there were a few

that he did ask at one point that I was kind of like, that's an odd hobby, or that's an interesting response. One of his second languages was German, he said. I didn't think anything of it. I mean, he's got his doctorate. He's had a lot of schooling and he's been in the US Air Force. To me, it wasn't a red flag, but at one point he said, he was a big history buff and he collected memorabilia

of the German Nazi era. I didn't think it was anything specifically Nazi-related, but there was one question that will continue to haunt me for years later. He asked me about a dating experience, a one-night stand I had. And I told him, it was with a bartender that I met at a restaurant. I was out celebrating my birthday with my best friend and we hit it off with the bartender at the restaurant we were at. And we had a one night stand and that's it. But he dug deeper. He asked for very specific details to like what was I wearing. He wanted the play by play of what happened in that one night stand, which it was very bland. It was a one night stand. So there's a very brief connection that was had.

He was definitely pulling information from me and asking for more details and specifics. He obviously was taking notes on what I was saying. At the time, we were messaging on the Plenty of Fish site, and he had built up enough trust with me that he started asking for innocent pictures of like, well, some of a picture of what you're doing right now, but he wanted to do it over email. I don't know why I didn't question it at the time. I never gave him my phone number. I did give him my email. The trust was built. The sexual tension was built. We never met in person.

She would tell me something, I was just like, oh, this guy, come on. Too good to beat through, but I don't want to jump to conclusions about people and I love my sister and a lot of support her. Amy told me about him and described some stuff about him, what he did. First impressions just from the surface early on, seen pretty outstanding, obviously, he's painted that way. Early on, she was pretty excited about him and I didn't know much outside of that. She told me a few things about him that kind of left me questioning certain things. Now, obviously, lessening learning how to listen to your body and yourself when these kinds of things happen.

They hadn't met in person. That was something that seemed interesting to me. If I remember right, she had tried to set up a meetup and it always seemed to fall through or something like it couldn't. So that was a little bit of a red flag to me. I think she had mentioned something about how he said he was German dissents and they had German shepherd dogs and I was like, that's fine. We are also a German dissent in our family. But it was just sort of how

he approached that conversation with her. I didn't want to jump to conclusions, but it got to me for some reason. Okay, right away, my antennas went up. But, you know, the mother-daughter relationship, it can be fragile sometimes. We have a great relationship, you always have, but there's just times when you know that, okay, how am I gonna communicate this gently? To my daughter that I think this is too good to be true. Being raised with abuse and then mean in our end,

doing some psych nursing things like that. You do come out of that with a sixth sense and you're aware of the warning signs. I'm so grateful that Amy came to tell us that she had met this person online. We were all there in our kitchen and she was showing all of us his page. We were talking about it and everything. She went on about him and I remember thinking, okay, he's in his early 30s, he has this degree, this master's, this, this and this. He's got a picture of himself of a dog and my husband is over there saying, oh, this is great, it sounds great. I'm thinking on the only one that's thinking, this doesn't sound right. Something's off. And that's the

first time I realized something was wrong with this picture. I said quietly to her, maybe it sounds too good to be true. And she was all mom, he's older. And I want to be very clear. I felt guilty for saying that, but I knew I had to say there was just something in me that was relentless that I recognized for my childhood. I just felt like it just was too good to be true. And unfortunately it was.

We had been talking for two, two and a half weeks, even though it was 2016 in the dating app and dating site world that was like light years ago and how people interacted. We started exchanging innocent photos progressively. He asked for more personal and explicit sort of photos. I didn't put my face in them. He wanted a photo of my boobs or a photo of my butt or of my legs, and he sent me photos as well. At one point, he started asking for photos that seemed odd.

Like, why would he want like a picture of my birth control or a picture of my couch? This is strange. I said, no, I'm not comfortable sending you that and when I told him no something in him changed He snapped he said look at my profile on plenty of fish when I went to his profile He posted most of the explicit photos that he had of me with a description of who I was first name last name my email address who I was first name last name, my email address, my home address, and a ton of content about the one-night stand that he asked for very detailed information about. His content became very racist. I was blown away. In that moment, my heart sank and I had this ocean moment of, I don't know who the hell I've been talking to, but it sure is not this guy, Eric. I saw that, and my heart sank. I literally went blank. There was no tears, there was no motion, I immediately just froze. It was complete freeze mode.

I did screenshot, as much as I could in the moment, looking back on that, thank God I did. I asked him to take everything down, and he said, oh no, I am not. I have them all saved. Every single one. Did you read the captions? Pretty accurate. A LOL read them for LOL. So your cum guzzling white trash, whore fuck buddy slave ass will send Hugo and all of your other beloved worthless douchebag pussy hound fuck buddy slaves.

Any picture? How many have you sent a horrorUSAND yet you won't send me one? LOL. Well this is my response. FUK YOU. LOL. This is just the beginning whore. You can count on that winky face. Oh and um Amy.

Thanks so much for sharing your full name and your cell number with me. Seriously, I could have never gotten the rest of your info without it. LOL. Winky face. FUK YOU FUK a ton of exclamation marks. You're so dumb, that's the message I got. As if I was just giving it to him, and he didn't pull it out of me through his manipulations and the trust that he built. You can't see this in the messages that I was reading, but the way the writing is, some of it's capitalized, there's a lot of asterisk, it's blocking out certain letters of words

that probably can't use on that app. It looks very cryptic, not knowing what to do. The first thing I did was call my parents. Let me tell you that is a call you never wanna have to make, especially with parents who expect a lot of you and support you in the way that they have all of your life to call them and tell them exactly what just happened.

My parents, my sister included. They're my first call when it's something happy, sad, frightening. So when this stuff's going down as much as I don't want to be calling them, they're my first call because I need to process it. I'm trying to figure out and rationalize what's happening and make sure I'm dealing with it in the right ways.

It's one of the hardest goals I ever had to make. I remember it very well. We were in bed at night, about 11 o'clock, we were asleep, phone rang, and it was Amy on the other end. She was in tears. And anytime your children call you in tears, your first reactions to panic and fear that something is significantly wrong. She shared with us, in her terms, she had made a mistake and she had exchanged communication with this person online,

and that he had turned out to be not what he had presented himself as. She had never met him in person. She had only exchanged communications through electronic means. She really didn't even know she was dealing with, but he had turned and he was making threats. I remember it vividly because I loaded my Glock 19, drove to her place and set up in case this person was going to try to harm her or cause any other problems. I spent the night at Amy's house.

She was definitely scared to death and that was the first of many nights I spent at Amy's place. I definitely remember when things turned because I actually was asleep the night that everything changed for Amy with this experience. I had my ringer on my phone turned off. I had forgotten to turn it back on after work. She called me once things took a turn and I didn't hear my phone, so I didn't wake up and answer.

The next day I woke up and that's when I found out about everything that had happened the night before. My stomach just sank. I had been a whole debacle that night and the gravity of it and the seriousness of it was really palpable. I felt bad that I was asleep for it. More than anything, it was just a really deep concern for my sister. Next time on something was wrong.

The back of my mind, I start thinking, is it somebody who knows me and is trying to taught me? My sister got some new neighbors at one point and her train of thought was that it was this person who was stalking her. I realized that I was so much in defense mode when everything reignited and was full on escalating behavior that I didn't document much. I was playing whack-a-mole is the best analogy I can provide. Thank you so much for listening. Until next time, stay safe friends. Something was wrong is a broken cycle media production, created and hosted by me, Tiffany Rees.

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