The Peter Attia Drive - #199 - Running, overcoming challenges, and finding success | Ryan Hall
Episode Date: March 14, 2022View the Show Notes Page for This Episode Become a Member to Receive Exclusive Content Episode Description: Ryan Hall is the fastest American ever to run the marathon (2:04:58) and half marathon (...59:43) and is the author of the book Run the Mile You’re In. In this episode, Ryan discusses his amazing successes and epic failures during his remarkable running career and what he's learned through these experiences. Ryan explains not only the physical aspects of running - including his training routine, fueling regimen, and recovery process - but he also emphasizes the mental aspect of the sport. He discusses how accepting and reframing negative thoughts can empower you to take on challenges and reach your potential. Additionally, Ryan discusses the traits that make the best competitors, the keys to overcoming setbacks, and his amazing feat of 7 marathons in 7 days as a goodbye to the sport that gave him so much. We discuss: How Ryan got into running and his formative years of training [4:45]; The advantages of altitude—living high and training low [9:45]; Progressive overload, blood flow restriction, and switching up your workout routine [14:15]; Lessons learned from competing in the Beijing Olympics [16:45]; Importance of speed, power, and strength for runners [22:15]; The crazy idea that got Ryan hooked on running [35:15]; The mental aspect of training and the power of reframing negative thoughts [37:45]; The importance of fueling, and Ryan’s marathon diet [52:00]; Boosting performance with Tylenol and keeping core temperature down [59:00]; Ryan’s early struggles and later success at Stanford [1:09:45]; Keys to overcoming difficulty: faith, mindset, and being a better teammate [1:15:45]; Ryan’s professional running career and his discovery of his gift for marathon distances [1:22:00]; Reflections after breaking the American half marathon record, and challenges faced by retired athletes [1:32:45]; Ryan’s marathon training regimen at the Mammoth Track Club in 2010 [1:39:45]; Optimal body weight for competition and the pros and cons of going below your natural weight [1:48:45]; Training volume, importance of mixing up intensity level, and zone 2 and zone 5 for longevity [1:53:45]; The most impactful adjustments Ryan made to his training leading up the to 2011 Boston Marathon [1:58:15]; A new personal record at the 2011 Boston Marathon and lessons on maximizing your own potential [2:03:30]; Learning from failure and takeaways from his disappointing performance at the 2012 Olympics [2:12:30]; Utilizing cardio and strength training for overall health, and how Ryan uses blood flow restriction in his workouts [2:24:45]; Performance enhancing drugs (or lack thereof) in marathon runners [2:29:15]; Traits of the greatest marathon runners [2:32:30]; 7 marathons in 7 days on 7 continents—saying goodbye to the sport [2:38:45]; Reflections on what running has given Ryan [2:49:30]; and More. Sign Up to Receive Peter’s Weekly Newsletter Connect With Peter on Twitter, Instagram, Facebook and YouTube
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Now without further delay, here's today's episode.
But guess this week is Ryan Hall. Ryan is a retired American long distance runner who holds the
US record in the half marathon at 59 minutes and 43 seconds where he became the first US runner
to break the one hour barrier. He also holds the American record in the marathon and is the only American to run sub 205
running 204 58.
Ryan is generally regarded as one of the greatest American distance runners.
He retired in 2016 after a really difficult four year period following the London Olympics,
which was plagued by lots of injuries.
And he's really transformed his body in a way that is almost difficult to imagine without
looking at a picture of him then versus now. Ryan now is a coach. He coaches his wife,
who is also a professional runner. And he coaches runners of all categories and talent levels through his training program called run free training.
Is it an egg look called run the mile you're in which we talk about a little bit in this podcast but probably not as much as I would have liked to.
We spend so much time talking about things here that this is one of the few podcasts where I really felt like I came into it with kind of a sense of where I wanted to go, and I completely came off that. I never really come into podcasts with a list of questions,
but I usually have a sense of direction, and here I deviated from it completely.
And I don't think that's a bad thing. I think it just speaks to how much I couldn't stop wanting
to get into details of his training, and how just intrigued I have been by his transformation.
When you look at Ryan today, he's an enormous physical specimen, probably over 190 pounds,
powerlifting, going on carrying all these extreme feats of physical strength, some of which
we talk about, but many of which you can see on his Instagram account, and I can't recommend
that highly enough.
It's just amazing to watch.
For example, his last one
was doing a 500 pound deadlift
and then immediately running into a five-minute mile.
He didn't succeed in that.
I think he went five, 22 or something,
but he's going to take another shot at it.
We'd also talk about what I think is the most crazy
of all of his fitness challenges that he does for himself,
but I won't spoil that here.
I wanted to talk with Ryan basically because he's one of the few people who has
achieved remarkable success across two seemingly opposite disciplines,
which is extreme distance running, extreme aerobic fitness,
and then obviously extreme strength training.
And we talked a lot about the toll that the former took on his body.
In fact,
I knew before this interview that Ryan had suffered from really low testosterone during his
running days, I didn't realize how low it was. He actually revealed during this interview that
it was in the 100s. Meaning it was below 200 nanograms per desoleter. That would be below or in the
first percentile. That is so incredibly low. It's amazing to me that he could
function, period. Today, he says his testosterone is about a thousand nanograms per desolate
or which places him at about the 90th percentile. Obviously, a testament to how he's changed his
nutrition and the fact that he's not running 110 miles a week. And this episode we talk about
his career, but not in the necessarily in the most linear way, his amazing successes and
his epic failures and what he's learned through these experiences.
And I think this is just kind of an amazing interview, even if you're not a runner, but
I think it really talks a lot about the mindset of what it means to be successful.
And you'll get the sense when you listen to this that Ryan is just an incredibly optimistic
person.
He's the kind of person who really never seems to let failure get to him in a way that maybe some of us certainly myself would
and I think his optimism is kind of what's allowed him to bounce back from so many set
back. So without further delay, I hope you enjoyed my conversation with Ryan Hawking.
Here I am looking very forward to having this discussion with you today.
I've been a fan of yours for a long time actually and running is kind of like, I don't
know, it's sort of like F1.
It's not really that popular in the United States, although it's becoming more so.
I mean, obviously Netflix has drive to survive series has made F1 very popular and I think
also people are starting to become a little bit more aware of runners after.
Well, I don't really know what it is, but I think Kip Choggi's two-hour sub-afford kind of got a
lot of people in this country excited about it, but I think for me the interest in running started,
because I used to swim with Alan Webb. So back in the early 2000s, when he was this phenom who
sets the high school record for the mile,
and I'm swimming next to this guy in the next lane,
and just became kind of interested in his journey,
and then obviously learned about you and the other runners of that generation.
So anyway, your transformation has been remarkable,
and I almost don't know where to begin,
but let's just start with,
because some people won't know a lot about you,
but so you grew up in Big Bear, right?
Yeah, correct. So in California. Yeah. But it's at altitude. just start with, because some people won't know a lot about you, but so you grew up in Big Bear, right?
Yeah, correct. Southern California. Yeah. But it's at altitude. So it's not like beach Southern California. People think so, Cal. They think Orange County or San Diego, right?
Yeah. I mean, Big Bear is a really cool place to grow up. I mean, we're like two hours from the
beach. So it's one of the few places you can like both surf and snowboard or ski in the same day.
Yeah, we grew up with snow.
I live like a mile away from snow summit.
And it was just honestly, like the perfect place to grow up as a distance runner.
Like when you look at the best guys in the world, they're oftentimes coming from Ethiopia
and Kenya, places that are 7,000 feet out the two.
And that's exactly what I was at.
And so kind of just found myself in like the perfect scenario
for a distance runner and even in the sense of being able
to live high and train low.
So when I was growing up in high school,
my dad was my coach, started a cross country and track team
just so I could run.
There wasn't even one available at Big Bear High School.
We would drop down like twice a week,
drive an hour down to sea level,
get on the track at sea level,
run some super hard interval sessions, and then pop back up to altitude. So we're kind of before
our time in a lot of ways, you know, like the research and studies are showing how beneficial that
kind of training is, but we were just doing it because it just made sense. It was the environment
in which I found myself and pretty crazy to look back on it now and see how things like that really do kind of contribute to the trajectory of the path that you're on.
And I suspect there's something to being in that environment when you're young during the formative years of your cardiovascular system.
I look at like my daughter who's 13 and she loves volleyball and basketball, but doesn't like cross country or track. And I, I'm trying not to be a psycho about it, but I'm also sort of telling her,
like you have this really narrow window in which your cardiovascular system is quite malleable.
And I'm very fortunate that because I was involved in boxing, I had to do so much cardio,
both aerobic and anaerobic training during those formative years.
And even though I'm a fraction of that level of fitness today, I can still ride on what
I had then.
But I feel like if you don't push that system hard in your teenage years, it's very hard
to develop it later.
I don't know if that's true, but that has been my impression.
And then to take that one step further, which is what someone like you's been able to do,
to have that altitude arbitrage is, I think, just unbelievable.
Oh, yeah.
I mean, the effects of cardio to young age
definitely play on later in life.
Like, now, for example, like, I really don't do much cardio at all.
Like, last year, I had nine months
where just folks on strength training,
just trying to get as big and strong as I can.
My weight went up from 167 to 192 over nine months
and I was literally doing zero running, none.
Like no other cardio, no bike, you know what's the way
me nothing.
I hopped on a treadmill at the end of that period
when I was at my heaviest,
just to see like, let me see where my mile is at.
So I was gonna train for this challenge.
As I tried, this 500 pound deadlift
into a sub five minute mile.
So I was like, let me see where I'm at just starting wise, hopped on a treadmill after
my weight session, 518 for the mile with zero, zero training.
And I think that goes to kind of like what you're talking about.
Like when you develop that early on and like you just need little touches here and there,
I take pretty short rest between a lot of my lifts.
And that's like enough to keep me in 518 mile shape without even trying,
you know, but yeah, I mean, there's a ton of interesting things like they talk about
kids who are born at altitude and how they have greater potential for cardio development over time.
But it's kind of interesting like looking at my family. I'm in the middle of five kids. My
youngest brother Chad, he's super into endurance stuff. And he was born at altitude where I was born
in Seattle, Washington. How old were you when you got to Big Bear? I was five years old.
So pretty young. So I spent most of my time at altitude, but he was born at altitude.
But we didn't really see a whole drastic effect. I mean, he was a really good runner. He won
the national championships in high school cross country. So a stud runner went to Oregon
on scholarship and all that stuff,
but between him and I, there's not like a huge difference in what we've seen in terms of
our top-end potential for cardio. The other thing that you alluded to, that I wanted to talk
about later, but we might as well just talk about it now because you brought it up, and I think
it's an important thing that I became pretty interested in many years later when I was swimming and trying to look for ways to improve,
was basically the matrix of living high, living low, training high, training low, and coming up with what was the optimal scenario. And it turned out, as you pointed out, this is something for which we
have a very clear answer today. The answer wasn't clear 20 years ago. Today, the answer is crystal clear, which is the best results are attained from living high training low when it comes to intensity.
So you can live high train high for low end aerobic efficiency, but you have to train that
anaerobic peak at sea level. And so I remember swimming up in Colorado Springs at the Olympic
training center when I would go up there for some swim camps and stuff.
And being a guy who lived at sea level, who would then go to try to push it hard in Colorado,
I mean, it was a total waste of time.
I mean, it was a complete waste of time to try to do any top end anaerobic stuff when
I hadn't, you know, had any ability to do that.
In fact, it was the exact opposite you'd want to do.
And so I had friends who who lived at sea level, but they would put they would have oxygen deprivation tense
that they would sleep in at sea level to to functionally replicate the living high. So then they
could train at sea level. What you described growing up is really the kind of perfect way to be able
to do that. You made it sound like that was just sort of accidentally discovered though. You guys
just sort of empirically stumbled upon the efficacy of that training.
Yeah.
It was just kind of like, it just felt good.
You know, anytime I hopped down to sea level, did you track workout?
It's kind of like you're saying, Peter, it's like, I try that stuff at altitude.
And like running 400 meter repeats on short rest or like longer aerobic efforts,
where you're trying to like mile reps, it's super fast.
You just, you've got to do it.
You have to structure it different at altitude, whereas you go down to sea level
and you can spin a lot of time at race pace, you know, working on that turnover, which
you just can't do it out the two without breaking it up more. And so that's what we do
a lot of when we're up high, staying up high for intervals is we'll just break things
up where you're doing a bunch of 200s on really short rest. But yeah, we just enjoyed popping down to sea level
for those sessions just felt good.
And it was working.
The results were very obvious.
But yeah, the whole altitude thing's really interesting.
Because my wife, Sarah, who's a professional marathon runner,
she's run 220 for the marathon,
which is the second fastest ever by an American.
It took her.
She grew up at sea level in Santa Rosa, California.
So when you're talking Peter about going up to Colorado and doing the swimming
stuff, there's also this effect of like how many years have you spent in
altitude? So like, for example, I am super good at altitude in terms of
running, you know, like I can run pretty close to my sea level times at
7,000 feet altitude.
What distance at any distance?
So particular I'm thinking about like marathon training.
So like what's most important marathon trains
are thresholds.
So 15 mile thresholds, we just run 15 miles
at that kind of marathon intensity.
And I could run 12, 15 miles at 448 per mile,
which is about marathon pace at 7,000 feet.
And if I pop down to sea level,
maybe I'm running like
442 pace, 440 pace, but I didn't get a huge conversion from altitude to sea level. Whereas someone
like my wife Sarah, who wasn't as accustomed to altitude, she'll get sometimes like 20 seconds
a mile where she's running that much slower at altitude, that much faster at sea level. But she's
also gotten better the more time she's spinning altitude. So she first, we moved to mammoth lakes out of
college after we graduated from Stanford in 2005. And she was hating living in
mammoth at 8,000 feet for such a long time. But gradually over time, like she's
gotten much, much better at altitude, probably still not as good as like I was when
I was in my prime. But now we have to even go up to higher
altitudes to get similar effects to what we were getting before. So we have a place in Crestabute
Colorado where we're sleeping at 9,400 feet. And every time she goes up there, we see a massive jump
in her fitness just from doing like a month stand up there. So you have to keep playing with it.
So you realize the science is there and your experiences are true
But also your body's dynamic. It's always changing right so you got to like
You just can't repeat the same thing over and over and over again like you have to realize my whole body is always changing
Always adapting so I got to be throwing new things at it and that's like a big thing
I've learned in the lifting space as well
It's like if I'm just doing the same lifting all the time and not trying new mechanisms to
add weight to the bar or different tactics, like I'm just not going to see growth, right?
So that's the fun thing about running, training, lifting.
It's all just an experiment of one and it's just all just a giant experiment, right?
And you're always tweaking little variables And that's what I love about fitness,
running all of that stuff. As I love seeing growth, I love just like the frustration of not seeing
growth, getting plateaued and be like, what is going on right now? And like my mind's just like
chewing on this over and over again for like months and months. And then I'm just making little tweaks,
little tweaks till I find it. And you find it in bang, it clicks, you know, and whether it's in the
weight room or running, all of a sudden, you're doing
what you couldn't do before and you're like, ah, I just love learning and growing in that
way, you know.
Well, you really touched on a lot of things there, but one of them is this concept of progressive
overload.
And I think that that is one of the hardest things to really do when you're training yourself
is most of us are, right?
Most of us were just kind of weekend warriors and we're sort of our own coaches.
And it is very easy to get kind of comfortable.
And again, it's true in the weight room.
It's true on the bike.
It's true if you're running or whatever it is you're doing.
But therein lies the challenge of being able to progressively overload, which doesn't always
mean weight.
It can mean sets, it can mean reps, it can mean reduction in rest time.
There's so many ways that one can progressively overload.
Lately, I've become pretty obsessed with blood flow restriction and weight training, so
that becomes another way to progressively overload using a fraction of the weight that
you would normally use.
I've been doing some of that to you.
I love that.
Especially for runners, because runners runners, like I got hurt.
I was training for the Beijing Olympics.
I was at the Olympic Train Center in Chula Vista working with the strength coach.
He had me on one of those vibrating platforms to warm up for squatting.
And it were great.
I was able to like warm up and get into a much deeper squat than I never got into before.
But like as a runner, most runners are super tight.
And the ankle mobility isn't
there, like, shouldn't be down in a butt to the ground squat.
It's just not beneficial for distance runners.
It's not specific for distance runners.
So anyways, long story short, I end up tweaking like the connection to my patella and that bothered
me all the way up to Beijing in Beijing.
I was kicking myself so much for getting hurt, lifting, you know.
Now you had a pretty good run in Beijing though.
I mean, you finished 10th if I recall.
Yeah, yeah, I was 10th there.
But to me, like, it wasn't about what place I finished.
It was the sensation of clicking.
Yeah, you didn't click.
You went out a little slow in that race if I recall.
Yeah.
You were very tentative, like the first 15K,
and then you actually kind of came back.
You basically, I don't know if you negative split by time,
but it seemed by effort you certainly did.
Yeah, I mean, I wrote a book about like,
that whole experience, you know, like so much went into that,
but I also wasn't clicking and training.
You know how you can tell when like,
and training is like, oh, I just feel,
like before I ran the Houston half,
I went for a run in Big Bear a couple of days
before that race and it was snowing like crazy,
like those big old snowflakes are come down super slow
and it was just stacking up.
I was literally running like a foot of snow on the roads.
They hadn't even been plowed yet
and I felt like Tigger, like I just felt like,
I was just bouncing along as
effortless. When things are clicking and training, then it's like, this is going to be fun.
You're kind of licking your chops. I feel going into Beijing. I didn't take a big break after
running 206 at the London Marathon in April. I didn't take my customary two week break where I
put on 10 pounds and don't run it all. I didn't do that.
And so then I was just kind of flat
like the whole build up for Beijing.
So I wasn't right going into the race,
but then there's also this thing of you're talking
to the scientists and we're doing like all this stuff
at the Olympic training center
where they're prepping us for the race,
talking about how hot and humid it's gonna be.
And it was one of those big life learning experiences
for me where the storyline is, it's gonna be so hot and humid, it's gonna be, and it was one of those big life learning experiences for me where
the storyline is, it's gonna be so hot and humid, it's gonna be slow, it's gonna be one in like
212, 211, right? And so we're just buying this story and we're hearing this story over and over again,
and I didn't do what I learned to do after that, which is like, you gotta be like the samurai,
it's like you gotta be ready for any situation that's gonna come, you know, and not expect anything.
So like the saying is, like expect nothing,
be ready for anything.
And I wasn't in that state of mind.
I was like, all right, it's gonna be chill the first mile
or something.
And right from the gun, Sammy's just like gone.
The guy who ended up winning the gold medal
just took it out super hard, right?
And it was like mentally, I got hit in the chin
with an uppercut, like right out of the gate, you know, because I wasn't, I wasn't ready for that scenario
at all. So then you get back and you're in like 60th place and you're trying to win a
medal and you're like, you know, win a medal from 60th place. I mean, you can, but you
have to really like coach yourself through some tough spots because you don't have momentum
on your side. And a lot of competing well and anything
is getting excited while you're out there, right? Like you gotta be just building this snowball of
excitement, the races playing out and I was having the opposite experience of that where I was like,
I'm not where I want to be, I'm too far back, can't even see the leaders, the helicopters like way
off in the distance, you know? And so I had to kind of coach myself through that
and actually how I did that was by encouraging
other guys around me, which isn't a normal tactic that you do.
But as I encouraged other people, it encouraged me that like,
I was like, you'll able to hold a conversation with people.
And I just felt better from just like trying to actually
help other people out.
And it shifted what was happening inside my mind,
inside my heart.
And now I was able to kind of find my own rhythm
and start to work my way up in that race.
And finish 10th, which wasn't stoked on at the time.
Like I was trying to get a medal,
but it's funny, the further removed you get from these things,
and the older you get, you appreciate it more.
You know, it's I look back on it now,
proud of the performance.
Was Meb also, I mean, Meb got a silver, if I recall, an
Athens in 04, right?
Yeah.
And then he was he there in 08.
He wasn't.
No, so we're training together up in mammoth lakes.
And he was dealing with a lot of injury issues going into it.
So he, I think he DNF did the trials that year in 2007.
He had some gnarly kind of hip stuff going on.
And that was actually really cool to see meb in that situation
where he went through so many injuries, so many down times.
And like, even mentally struggling with how to handle that
and see him pop out the other end of that
when New York, when Boston was just incredible.
So we were neighbors in mammoth when we were training. We
lived like 400 meters apart. He's always been kind of like a big brother to me. So such a good
dude. And yeah, I was, you know, in that race when he won Boston and that was such a special experience.
I remember I was, I was having a bad day. It was a horrible day for you though. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
I was running terrible. Yeah. But I just remember coming up over Heartbreak Hill and you know,
we don't know what's happening out there.
I knew Mebb was away and I knew that like our group
was pretty far back and I knew he had a chance
of winning it, but you don't know what's happening.
So I was coming up over Heartbreak Hill
and I remember just yelling at the spectators on the side.
I was like, how is Mebb doing when he came fast here?
And they're like, he was winning when he came fast.
And I knew if he got over Heartbreak Hill
and the lead, he was gonna win that thing.
So yeah, that was special.
It is hard to believe that that was 2014
because that's just one of those races
that is seared in my mind.
I remember it so well because I used to,
I don't wanna say I trained with me,
but we trained at the same place in San Diego.
So there's this place called Fiesta Island.
It's perfectly flat,
so that's where all the time trial races are. So three or four days a week, I would do my training
on Fiesta Island. It's seven kilometers and it's perfectly flat, and Meb would do his tempo runs
there. And early on at Tuesday or Thursday morning, we'd be the only two guys out there, me on my
bike, him running. And I think it's actually worth pointing out to people listening to this who aren't familiar
with some of these times, just how fast you guys run.
So you threw around some numbers earlier, like you know, marathon pace, 442 to 448.
I mean, these are such insanely fast speeds that I think the likelihood that a person could
run that speed for half a mile is virtually zero, right?
Like, I know right now I could not go out and run 800 meters, half a mile at that pace.
There's simply no way.
Yeah, which is funny because I can't either.
I know, but it's just, it's so fast that I used to have a sign in my office that said 442.
So it was a pace clock and it said 442 and it actually came
from, I remember getting this idea off something one of your sponsors did for one of your races.
Many, many years ago they had a treadmill set up to that pace and the idea was they just had
random people show up and they're like, how long can you hold the pace that he holds for a little
over two hours? And so they put a harness around a person's waist and they're like, how long can you hold the pace that he holds for a little over two hours?
And so they put a harness around a person's waist and they'd make them run at 442.
And these people were getting shot off the back of this treadmill after 30 seconds, 40
seconds.
One person made it a minute, right?
And the reason I had that sign up in my office was I was very circumspect slash put off by the notion that people would
say, hey, man, we're training for a marathon, not a sprint.
This is a marathon, not a sprint.
And I tried to make the point to people that, okay, but if you want to win a marathon,
it feels like sprinting.
So let's be clear.
It's one thing to go out and run a marathon and take six hours to do it.
It's another thing to go out and win a marathon. So if you're trying to win a marathon,
you have to understand the pain that these guys are in. You have to understand what 442 means.
It is insanity. And yes, for you, it is below your threshold, but your threshold is so high.
So looking at meb win that race and having seen him in the months leading up to that,
and I'm on my bike, and I'm seeing how fast he's running, doing his tempo, repeats and stuff,
it's just, it is really amazing. And I do think it's one of those things where I wish everybody
could try to run at that pace and do the exercise
that it was done on that treadmill or something like that.
Because otherwise, I think a lot of what we're going to talk about today is very hard to understand
from a physiological standpoint.
Yeah, I mean, if people just go out to the track and just try and run 200 meters at, yeah,
like my half marathon pace is 4.33 per mile, right?
So that's 34 seconds per 200.
So if you just go out to the track and try and run a 34,
it's pretty crazy because guys, when they're racing,
they make it look so effortless, like Kipchog even,
he's running sub two, like it looks so slow.
So and it's 34 seconds per 200 is what he's running.
And that is very fast, like 200.
But yeah, I mean, what you're talking about, Peter,
super important, like distance runners are not slow.
World class marathoners, I want the guy, now I'm coaching,
you know, I want the guy who can run 49 seconds for 400.
That's the kind of speed you have to have.
Now, you don't have to have that speed
while you're doing marathon training,
but you need to have had that speed before that,
like as a kid growing up. That's why I like with kids, I'm like, have had that speed before that, like as a kid growing
up, that's why I like with kids. I'm like, get as fast as you can. Because if you want
to be a world class marathoner, I need 49 second speed, right? Like that's the kind of
speed that Kipchogi has. And then that carries you on to be able to run a great mile, to
be able to run a great 5k. Like it's all built off speed. Like that's what we work on with
trainings. Like let me develop your 5K speed, your
mile speed first, which is directly correlated to your sprint speed. Let me develop all that and
then we'll grow that into 10K speed, then we'll grow that into half marathon speed, then we'll
grow that into marathon speed. But marathoners are, they have wheels and we would have to train,
and training, I'm doing 50 meter sprints twice a week in the middle of marathon training, 50 meter sprints. Like little hills sprints were in the
weight room. It's a power to weight ratio. Like you got to have power and that's
that's an area I've grown a ton in since I've retired from running and as I look
back at my the weights I was doing, I just kind of like scratch my head. I'm like,
I wish I could go back and do things a little bit differently in the weight
room because I don't think I was using my time effectively there, but yeah, it's power is so important
for distance runners of all.
I mean, last maybe if you're doing like super ultra stuff, maybe it's not quite as important,
but for marathon as you got to have that speed.
I think it matters everywhere.
And I think I know that Med was doing deadlifts as he was preparing for 2014.
I talked to a guy who had overseen part of his
strength training program, and one of the things he was really fixated on was his strength-to-weight ratio
is measured by a deadlift. Yeah, hex bar deadlift, right? That's right. Hex bar deadlift with a
high concentric and a dropped eccentric. So you pick it up, drop it, pick it up, drop it,
right? So the reason for that being the eccentric tears the muscle fibers,
was you're tearing muscle fibers,
that's what's creating hypertrophy.
We didn't want any hypertrophy.
We just wanted the strength.
So it was pick it up, drop it, pick it up, drop it.
When Meb first started, if I recall,
his strength to body weight ratio for a single rep max was 1.3.
So pretty pathetic, right? If we could be honest, right? to body weight ratio for a single rep max was 1.3.
So pretty pathetic, right? If we could be honest, right?
You could only deadlift 1.3 times his body weight.
I believe going into Boston,
he was able to get to three to one.
Maybe it was 2.7, but it was in that vicinity.
And the logic for this was really just physics.
When you run, you have to hit the ground with a toe,
you know, it's assuming your toe is striking,
not heel is striking, but your foot has to hit the ground.
The harder you hit the ground, the harder the ground hits you,
the harder the ground hits you, the higher you go,
the higher you go, the further you're stride.
And so they basically had calculated that for meb
to run the pace he wanted to run in Boston that year,
he needed to add four inches to his stride.
And to do that, basically required taking his
maximal force per unit body weight
from something like 1.3 to 2.7.
That was going to translate to four more inches of stride.
So he didn't increase his stride rate.
He just increased stride length
and that was done through strength.
And I suspect that that's becoming more understood
in running now, right?
Because there was a day when I suspect
runners were told don't lift weights, right?
You wanna be as skinny as possible.
It's not about that type of strength.
And I'm guessing that that's not
at all how you coach your runners.
No, yeah, we're super into strength training.
And kind of like you're saying, like my understanding even has changed so much throughout the years,
where like I used to always think of, think about your foot action hitting the ground.
I always thought it was being like a tiger paw and you're like pulling the ground when
really that's not what you're going for.
You're going for like you're saying you're stomping the ground.
You're putting force into the ground that's going to shoot you up and out, right?
And I never thought about that way.
I was always just trying to like, paw the ground.
And so that's where you want to use your glutes too, right?
Your glutes are your strongest, biggest muscle.
And yet like so many runners, myself included as a pro runner, I had very underdeveloped glutes.
I would have been way faster, way better if my glute strength was was better.
Yeah, and your hamstrings were probably quite weak and probably incredibly tight. underdeveloped glutes. I would have been way faster, way better if my glute strength was better.
Yeah, and your hamstrings were probably quite weak
and probably incredibly tight.
Right, yeah.
Those insights came from sprinters, right?
So I believe you saying Bolt has the greatest
force per unit mass ever measured on a force plate treadmill.
So you've probably seen these, these treadmills
where you run on the treadmill
and it tells you how much force you're putting into the ground. And I believe you,
St. Bolt is able to put six times his body weight into the ground with each strike, with each
foot strike. I mean, it's just, it's crazy to think how strong that is.
Yeah, yeah, it's unreal. But yeah, I think for people who are listening, if you're a runner,
like try that next time you go out, try like pushing through the ground rather than trying to
paw the ground, how you contact the ground. So important. So a lot of people are rolling through
the ground. It's very difficult to utilize those glutes and to really put force into the ground
when you're rolling from your heel to your toe, right? So you gotta like contact the ground like
mid foot and just be be stomping the ground.
But the weight training helps tremendously with that.
So so so important for sprinters,
yeah, and the hex bar deadlift, that's my favorite lift.
Bubs, advising runners or when I am coaching runners,
that's the first lift that they do on the day.
It's the most important one
and the one that we're always trying to increase
the amount of load they're able to handle with that.
Have you used this device called the G-Flight?
So it's these two little red boxes
that shine a laser beam between them,
and they measure how high you can jump
and your ground contact time.
Hmm, no, no, that sounds interesting, no.
So it's super interesting.
So it's become a part of my training now.
So the way it works is it's shining a little laser
across the floor. So you
lay these things down on the floor. And if you stand between them static and you jump and come down,
it will tell you with incredible precision how high you jump because it measures how long you're
off the ground. And it's a simple physics formula to figure out how high you went. So that's really
interesting. So one, you can use it for a static vertical jump.
But I think where you would find it more interesting
for your runners is when you do depth jumps.
So now you put it in front of a box,
and you have the athlete jump off the box,
hit the ground and jump up.
Now it gives you two pieces of information.
It tells you how long you were in contact with the ground
and how high you went.
And the mark of a great runner, or a person who is very good at generating force,
is you should have a higher vertical jump when you jump off a box and land and go up than just static.
Most people don't. Most people will jump higher static off the ground than off the box.
And the reason is their ground contact time is way too long and they dissipate way too much force.
I forget the metrics that I believe you want to be beneath 0.28 seconds of ground contact time.
I think that's the number. I struggle with this. So I'm still jumping higher from a static than off a box.
And my ground contact
time is always north of 0.3 seconds. So this is one of the things I've been working on, not because I'm
remotely interested in running fast, but because I'm interested in my feet becoming very good at
low dissipation and low transfer and force transfer. So I think that's just a very important skill as
you age, whether you're walking down a flight of stairs, whether you're hiking, but for a runner, I would suspect if you could get people down into a
ground contact kind of like 0.2 to 0.25, that's going to translate to exactly what you're saying. Because
the way you describe it, like, the sort of rolling foot on the ground, like you're never going to get
forced that way. You're just spending, you could be spending, you know, 0.6 seconds on the ground when you're rolling
your foot across it.
Instead, you want to be like hitting it super quickly
and getting up.
Yeah, you know, blows my mind about that though,
as we're talking about this, I'm thinking,
I'm sure you're familiar with Jim Ryan, right?
Yeah, so I'm seeing about him and somehow he was a heel striker.
And like, I know of like, I think,
Dathan Ritz and Himes, a heel
striker, Obdi, I just saw him the other day up in Flagstaff. He's also a heel striker. And like,
how are these guys running so fast from heel striking? Like, is it a thing where like they could
be much faster if they weren't heel striking? Or like, is there some kind of adventagiousness to
that that we're not aware of or seen.
I don't know, I'm super curious about that.
I would put it in what you said earlier.
It might be that a combination of A,
there are just some people who really adapt
to a certain way of doing things.
And it might be that they run really well despite that.
But everything I've read on this subject matter
and all the experts I've spoken to suggest
that four foot to toe striking is the way we were meant to run.
If you go back and look at how our ancestors ran
and you look at really how forced transfer would be
most efficient, you don't want to be striking on the heel.
Yeah, I mean, that makes sense to me.
But yeah, it's interesting to see people
getting away with it.
But I'm with you.
I'm always interested in like, not what can you get away with but what is optimal right?
I think it's easy to do that when you look at like how the Africans train like we've spent a lot of time training in Kenya and Ethiopia
And like they don't even go cool down and these are the best runners in the world on the planet
And they don't go cool down and I'm like we learned to cool down in like middle school cross country and the importance of that,
you know?
And you find yourself being like,
well, maybe they got it right.
Maybe we shouldn't be cooling down.
But I always remind myself like, well, what is optimal?
That's really what I'm after.
Not what can you get away with?
Yeah, I've gotten so off track,
I wanted to kind of go through a bunch of other things,
but like if I just want to now geek out
on all this other stuff.
But I think just for folks to have a bit of a sense
of your trajectory,
because we've touched on so many things.
I mean, we very quickly just in passing
throughout there the Houston marathon
where you became the first American to break an hour
and you still hold the American record for that,
a record that may stand for some time.
But let's go back.
You're growing up in Big Bear, your dad,
an amazing baseball player,
and you were typical baseball, basketball, et cetera.
It didn't pick up running if I recall
till you were like 13 or something?
Yeah, correct.
Yeah, you did your homework, Peter.
Yeah, man.
And you did your first run, you just decided,
Dad, I wanna run around the lake, that's a 15 mile run.
How much did that hurt?
Oh, it was the pain train the whole time.
There was no magic to that run, right? It was like just suffering the whole time.
I wasn't basketball shoes.
I had no idea what I was doing.
My legs just felt like they just got pounded
into a million little pieces, like halfway through it.
So I mean, we had to stop multiple times.
We stopped at a liquor store and got like a soby,
is like a drink or whatever and stopped and ice my legs.
And really like my dad wasn't there.
I probably wouldn't made it around the lake.
But that was such a learning experience for me.
Now is the dad of for myself being like,
how do we respond to our kids and their crazy ideas?
You know, like this was just some like crazy thing
that I decided to do on 13.
And yet look what it did.
Like it totally changed the trajectory
of my entire life completely different now.
And just some crazy idea.
It'd been very easy for my dad to be like,
you know what, let's just start with like a two mile run
instead of starting with a 15 mile run.
You know, but that wouldn't captured me in the same way.
Like I needed a hook that was just gonna be like,
I'm forever changed.
Like the trajectory of my life is never gonna be the same.
Like I needed something big like that.
And I'm so glad that he didn't try and gun down my ideas.
Just like, all right, that's what you wanna do.
Let's go do it.
I can't imagine that pain actually,
because I had a very similar experience
at a far smaller distance when I was maybe 12.
And I just woke up one day and I was like,
I wanna go run five miles.
I wanna see how fast I can run five miles.
And so I put on my crappy shoes and I went out and I ran five miles and it hurt so much. It hurt so much.
And the next day I was like, I'm going to do it again. And I went on, I did it again and it hurt so much.
And I went on, I did it again, and it hurt so much. And I went on, I did it the third day, and it hurt so much.
And then something on the fourth day changed.
And on the fourth day I felt awesome.
And then I just never stopped.
Just sort of adding more distance from there.
But when you think about how non-linear running is,
like if I was feeling that pain at five miles,
five miles is a quarter of 13 in terms of effort. So what was going through your
mind at the five mile mark, at the eight mile mark? Are you thinking, I love this pain, I love
proving to myself that I can do this or is the part of you thinking, why am I doing this?
I mean, there are so many thoughts. That's the thing about distance running. It's really like
what's going on your head
is hugely important, right?
And so like now, like when I'm training athletes
on the mental aspect of it, I tell them,
like you got to have a whole bunch
of different like arrows essentially
that you can pull out and use.
Because it's like sometimes you use one thing,
it doesn't work, you got to go to something else
and it doesn't work.
So I have all these different tactics
in managing pain and discomfort.
But like honestly, like one of the biggest ones
that is most helpful for me,
is simply turning the mind off.
You just turn the mind off
and you just like keep putting one foot in front of the other.
It sounds so simple and so basic,
but like I can tell you like the last 5K
of the Boston marathon when I'm in a world of pain
and just trying to get to the finish line as fast as I can.
There's no profound thoughts going through here.
It's just like put one foot in front of the other
as fast as you can.
Like it's that simple.
So in those moments, like oftentimes,
I'm just like turn the brain off and just keep moving,
just keep moving.
And a lot of it's just like, too,
like refusing to believe that you can't take one more step.
Like you get yourself, at least I get myself in trouble
when I start thinking too far down the road.
I'm like, oh, I still have so far to go.
There's no way I could possibly do this.
Like you get overwhelmed by the scope of the challenge
sometimes, especially when you're trying to do something
you've never done.
And that's worse than the actual discomfort you're feeling,
right?
It's that being overwhelmed thing is just,
it's not a good feeling at all.
And that's what makes people give up and give in.
So if you can bring yourself back to the present
to what you're doing right now,
what I found is there's always enough
to get me through this moment.
There's not always enough to get me through like,
what's coming all down the line.
If I try to just like, I'm gonna handle all of it right now.
It's like, no, just do what's right in front of you. Just handle this mile that you're in right now,
which is why I wrote my book entitled, Run the Mile You're In. It's just like, you just got
bringing yourself back to being present in this moment and there's always enough to get you through
this moment. One of the things about running that strikes me as difficult in that regard is you
can't dissociate yourself from the visual cues of how much lies ahead.
I used to swim long distances
and there were a couple of really dogmatic rules
that we had in ultra-distance swimming
and one of them was never look up towards shore.
Like you only know you're coming to land
when you start to see the bottom of the ocean.
Like when you're, you know, and that you typically don't get that until you're half a mile from shore.
But this idea that you would ever lift your head up to look forward is a total disaster.
I got a really bad taste of that on a swim that I was doing.
It was a training swim across Lake Tahoe.
This was not supposed to be a very difficult swim.
This was a 12 mile swim and that should have taken a little under six hours, but I didn't
do my homework.
I didn't hire a good boat captain and he didn't understand the navigation.
So to make a very long story short, we didn't go across the lake.
We zigzagged across the lake.
And when we hit this five hour mark in my head, I'm thinking I should only be two
miles from shore. So I look up at him and I say, how much further do we have? And he says, about two
miles, and I say, or maybe four miles or something, I figured what the number was, but it made sense,
whatever he said made sense. And then I stupidly looked towards the shore and had a mental image of what it looked like.
I couldn't see the trees or anything like that.
You could, you, you couldn't make out detail.
So I just put my head down and hammered for one more hour thinking, okay, but in an hour,
I should see the bottom of Lake Tahoe coming up at me.
And I didn't, it looked exactly the same.
And I lifted my head up and it looked exactly the same.
But meaning we were much further than he told me we were.
And that is the closest I've ever come to like quitting a swim.
I was mentally destroyed.
And then I said, how far are we?
And he said, I don't know.
I think like four miles.
And I was like, come on.
Like, what are you talking about?
Like, you can't mess with a swimmer like,
I mean, I was so pissed off. But again, why was you talking about? Like, you can't mess with a swimmer like, I mean, I was so pissed off.
But again, why was I pissed off?
I was pissed off because I had an idea in my mind
that was so far ahead.
I wasn't in the, in the mile, right?
I wasn't in that moment.
And I think for runners, like, you don't have the luxury
that a swimmer does to literally,
I could swim with my eyes closed.
I can really drown out all of that
of the stuff. And you gave that example of being in Beijing, and it's not just that you
know you're in 60th, it's that you see the helicopter that's over the leaders, and
there are a quarter mile up the road. That requires an extra level of mental fortitude in my
mind to be able to run your race at that point.
Yeah, yeah, and like I said, it all comes back to getting
excited, right?
If you're gonna perform well, you gotta be excited
about how you're doing.
So it's like, how can you get excited?
Not just like make it through that moment,
but find something to get excited about in that moment, you know?
So I talk a lot about like reframing things in your mind.
And that to me is like one of the most helpful things
that I use all the time, right?
So like for example, I was just doing this crazy challenge
is called Chop Wood Carrier Water,
where I split a cord of wood at my house and flagstaff,
and then drove to the Grand Canyon,
ran down to the bottom of the Grand Canyon,
holding these seven gallon water jugs.
Yeah, these are the big blue ones, right?
Yeah, they weigh like 62 pounds each when they're full. So I was running down there.
It's a 10 K run, 6.3 mile run down to the bottom of the Grand Canyon,
you drop 5,000 feet and then got to the Colorado River, fill them up and then
farmer carry them out of the Grand Canyon.
And I remember being down at the bottom and filling up those jugs and just
being like looking up and and having just run all down that and I was like, what did I get myself into like the sun was already getting down super low.
And that was the hardest part of the whole challenge for me was like just starting it out right so I knew I knew was waiting for me. I knew how far I had to go. So just to be clear, you carried 63 pounds in each
hand of water up 6.3 miles. Basically a grade of, I don't know, seven or eight percent I'm guessing,
right? Yeah, yeah, I think it's like seven percent grade. Yeah, so 5,000. How long did that take you?
Six hours. It was a long one. Help me understand what your hands were doing. Were you using grip?
Did you have like wraps around your hands or something?
No, no, just hand in it.
I have good calluses on my hands
from all the lifting I've been doing.
But yeah, I mean, my hands took a beating.
But actually, interesting, it was more cardio
than it was strength.
Did you ever have to stop and put them down?
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
I can only carry them like 50 meters at a time.
So it was a lot of carries, yeah.
That is actually more insane than your deadlift 500 pounds,
run a five minute mile attempt, which also was super impressive.
But this farmer's carry thing is ridiculous, actually.
That's good.
It was such a crazy experience.
You know, but I was talking about reframing,
and I had to reframe a lot in that, you know,
because I thought I was like,
oh, I think it'll take me like four hours
to carry these out.
And our goal was to try to beat the sun.
But like I said, the sun was already like,
it was like three, four o'clock
when we got down to the bottom.
So it was just like, found myself wanting to get frustrated
about how this was going, how long this was gonna take,
I'm never gonna get out of here.
All those thoughts are going through my mind, you know?
And I said to like reframe it and come to peace
with like what was happening out there and just accept it
and then get excited about it, you know?
Like I was looking at the moon is coming up,
it's so epic, like it was dark.
All my buddies are there cheering for me,
giving me food and water and stuff.
And it was just such a beautiful experience,
but I had to reframe it to be able to see it that way,
because how I was seeing it at the bottom of the canyon
was like, oh man, this is gonna suck
what I get myself into.
I don't know if I can get out of here,
like all those negative thoughts,
but then as I was able to accept it
and then reframe it, then I was able to embrace
this really beautiful experience. And one that was life changing for me that, you know, I'll
never forget getting to the top of that canyon and putting those jugs down and how good it
felt to like finish that thing, you know, but I had to kind of like change how I was thinking
about the whole situation, which is what you have to do when you're in a race and it's
not unfolding how it's how you want it to unfold.
Well, I can relate to that on a number of my swims where things didn't go well, but you have to do when you're in a race and it's not unfolding how it's how you want it to unfold.
Well, I can relate to that on a number of my swims where things didn't go well, but you're right. There's something about saying, I'm not going to quit. I'm going to put my head down and I'm going
to do this. When you get to the other end, it's pretty remarkable. And I've had the ability to be,
you know, coaching people when they do swims. And in swimming once you touch the boat or anything you're
disqualified. So it's a very, you can have zero assistance out there. And one of
the things that I learned from watching other coaches and then I would do it
with people is whenever a swimmer says they want to quit, I wouldn't let them do
it, right? I would say no, no, no, I can't let you do this. You got to give me
another 10 minutes. And then we'll talk again.
And if they still wanna quit,
I say I need another 10 minutes and then we talk.
And then I make them do this three times.
And part of it is just to show them
that they can swim another 30 minutes.
So if you can swim another 30 minutes,
you could probably swim another four hours
or whatever the amount is.
But also you realize like,
and this sounds so cruel, but you also tell them, like you make
sure they understand that what they're doing is you want to quit right now.
Just to be clear, you're saying you want to quit doing this thing right now.
Is that right?
Yes.
Okay.
Well, after 30 minutes, then fine.
You can come on out.
But I guess there's just no substitute for that feeling of when you finish.
Although that literally strikes me as the hardest physical thing I could ever
imagine doing.
Say more about what the cardio struggle of that was like, are you kind of in a slow
jog trot? Like what, what kind of pace were you moving at?
Basically a fast walk, you know, you, you want to make your legs and heart
do as much of the work as possible because just holding that much weight in your
hand becomes an issue, you know? But really the
reason why I'd say is even harder than running a marathon is when you're on
an marathon like my heart rates usually around 167 I have a really low heart rate
to begin with. What's your maximum heart rate? I don't know what it would be now at
that time though I couldn't get it over 200, it is probably like 195, 197.
Like I had a resting heart rate of 27 when I was at my fittest.
Like it was, I always just had a really low heart rate,
but it gets super low.
Now it's nowhere near that.
But all that to say, like usually the first 20 miles of marathon
or maybe the first 17 miles, like feels pretty good.
Your conversation, all your floatin' along,
like it's just fun, you know, you're enjoying the ride.
And then of course, like it gets really hard
and you gotta get down and bear it.
Whereas this was just like,
it was like I was doing interval training
because I was, right?
Like I'm goin' like 30 second carries, set it down,
take as minimal rest as possible.
And what would a typical rest be
when you did that 30 seconds on?
Yeah, like 30 seconds off, kind of thing. I would just go to like,
caught my breath and go again. So it was like, I'm breathing super hard when I
set it down, catch my breath just to where I'm breathing normally again and then
go again. So just like, I was breathing, if you listen to the video, which we're
gonna have a whole video coming out here pretty soon, like you'll hear me
just breathe in super hard, like a truck, like the whole time.
And it's like six hours straight of doing that
was the most intense thing I've ever done before.
Like I'm not used to breathing that hard the whole time.
How much did you drink?
Do you have a sense of what volume
you consumed of water and whatever?
The amount of water and calories I was taking
it was insane.
My body was helping me, a lot of buddies helping me,
but one guy was just in charge of doing my food and water.
After every third carry, I'm taking in water,
and then I'm taking in sugar.
Like I was eating gummy worms, like a maniac.
I probably took in like, like, 3,000 calories coming up from the canyon,
because I was just burning so much,
because I'm like 183 pounds plus carrying 124 pounds of
water weight and you're going up 5,000 feet. So my body was just like my metabolism was unreal.
But that was a big part about being, and why I wanted to do this. So check this out. Like the
biggest to me, the most important part of training, whether it's run training or weightlifting training is consistency.
And it blows my mind, what my body's capable of doing and my athletes are capable of doing,
when you're just consistent.
So when I was training for this, I never did longer, well, twice, I did longer, but for
the most part, I did 20 minute carries every other day.
So that was all the trend is 20 minute carries.
20 minutes with basically the same weight, 65 pounds in each hand, and you would do the same thing,
30 seconds on, 30 seconds off, 30 seconds on, 30 seconds off for 20 minutes.
Yep. And then off of that, I was able to do six hour carry out of the canyon.
And did you do that at grade as well? Not on flats?
No, just flat. Which, you know, like I could have trained for it better, but like I'm a full-time dad.
I got my lifting them into, I coached my wife, I have online training, business run-free
training, so I have a ton of stuff going on.
I don't have time to go do like hour water carries, but plus it's easy to be consistent
when it's 20 minutes, right?
Like I can't find an excuse to be like, oh, I don't have 20 minutes.
Like I would get home late at night and put on the headlamp and if I hadn't done my carry,
go do my carry because 20 minutes is nothing, right?
I can be consistent with that.
Whereas if I'm trying to be like, okay, every other day I'm going to do an hour, nope,
I'm not going to be able to stick to that, you know?
So I think a big part about being successful in running fitness is like, just make the bar
low, make it easy to be consistent, right?
So yeah, I did all that off 20-minute carries, but I knew what is super important
in doing any kind of ultra-stuff is fueling.
So I knew I was like, if I take in enough calories and I stay hydrated,
I'm gonna be okay. I can get through anything.
But how much did you need to experiment with that?
Because that was something I experimented with a lot in my own very, very, very modest forms of endurance training
was learning the fuel and making dumb mistakes sometimes. I did this one training swim many years
ago and it was like kind of your penultimate, like it was the longest training swim I would do before
the actual swim. So it was like a 24 mile swim. So I did an 18 mile was the last training swim.
And someone had told me,
hey, a really good way to avoid getting the runs
is to take like, I forget what it is like.
A modium?
Immodium, yeah, exactly.
There's a modium.
And I was like, well, you know, it's funny.
I've never had the runs when swimming,
but I'd hate to get it.
I should try, I should see what happens
if I take a modium before this swim. So sure enough. And of course, like an idiot, I don't just take the
recommended dose, I take two X, the recommended dose. And so I'm out there. And I think at that
time, my regimen was 200 ml of fluid every 20 minutes. So 600 ml an hour of fluid multiplied by, I think that turned into a seven, maybe
an eight hour swim. And the last four miles, I was about, I thought I was going to die.
Like I was so bloated and it didn't really occur to me why because it was like, you know,
eight hours earlier that I had taken the emotium, right? I'd never put two and two together, this was the problem.
So we finally, we started in La Jolla, swam up to like, I don't know, Salona Beach and
then swam back down.
And when we get back to shore and my friend who was guiding me pulls the kayak on the
beach and I pick up the kayak to carry it with him.
So I'm in the front of the kayak, he's in the back, we're carrying it on the beach.
It's like this beautiful day in La Hoya,
families are playing everywhere.
This kid had dug a big hole in the ground
next to his sand castle, and as we walk by it, I just went,
and I just puked like literally, it looked like eight leaders
of whatever it was I was drinking,
like hammer strength, something or other,
like into this hole.
And I was like, all right, note to self, man,
emotium, not for swims.
But that's a dumb example.
But like you mentioned like the amount of sugar
you're consuming, but I know some athletes
who just cannot put sugar in, they get really sick.
They have to use more complex carbohydrates.
So how empirical were you?
Both, let's go back to your marathon training
when it was everything's on the line.
This is your job.
How deliberate were you in figuring out
what was the right ratio of goo versus rice,
versus potato versus all of it in liquid?
How did you figure all that out?
I mean, we were super specific with it
when I was running professionally. And I think,
you know, the running professionally, my experience is they're carried over into this challenge, right?
So from my experience and a lot of our athletes experience, like you can train your gut to take in
stuff. It's when you throw new stuff out at it that it's not used to when you have, you know,
adverse reactions like you're having. For us, number one, I'm loading for two days before the marathon.
And that was taken from like nutritionists that's working with you. Like, hit listen, like spread
this load out. Like, you don't want to blow up and like, be feeling terrible the day before this race,
load for two days, lean up to it. So what that would look like is I'd eat 400 calories of carbohydrate,
additional to what I'd normally eat when I'm training hard, right? So I wouldn't be like,
oh, I'm not running that much the last couple of days.
So I'm gonna cut down how much I'm eating.
I would still eat like I was training
and the 400 extra calories of carbs.
And I keep those carbs super simple.
Cause you know, like a lot's going on
with nerves and jitters leading up to your race.
You just wanna make it as easy on your system.
There's a time and place for complex carbs
and high fiber diet and
all that stuff. Like usually that's like how we're eating but the days before race we're keeping
it super, super simple, right? With the carb intake. I was big on like the white rice, pasta, sourdough
bread I really like because it's lower glycemic index but digest really easy. Maltodextrin is a carb that I really like to take in.
And you gotta be careful.
I've had some bad experiences with other branded stuff.
It's like it's supposed to,
like I forget what it's called like glucose AID
or one of those things, like tried that before race.
Now my athletes try it and they had a terrible time
with their stomach.
So you never wanna try something new,
leading up to your race.
You haven't tried before.
So always try it in training. That's just like a given, you know, but I love maltodex
drinks. It's a liquid calories. So if I'm not hungry and it's tasteless, I can mix it
up with a protein powder, shake it up, shoot it down.
So for you, that was what rice and potatoes? That's actually what my pre-race meal was.
It was a liquid meal because I'd wake up from all this carb loading I'm doing the day
before and I wake up really full and then I'd eat anyways. So like three hours before the race,
take my shake with the protein powder multidextrant, a little bit of olive oil in there as a healthy fat
to help slow things down a little bit more. And then I was taking a gel right on the starting line,
sipping on water the whole time. And then we would actually, how I did my bottles,
and we get, so we get bottles every 5K.
So we get to put them out on a table.
You can put whatever you want in it.
You could strap a gel to it if you want.
But how I always did things is we would make them
not very concentrated the first bottle,
and then they'd get increasingly concentrated
as the race was going on,
and then they'd get decreasingly concentrated
later in the race. and the reason for that was
It's easier to absorb things when you're not as tired
So you kind of want to make sure your front loading your carbon take during the marathon because your body can just process it a lot easier
I mean when you get to 40k of marathon like you don't feel like taking in carbs at all
So oftentimes we grab that bottle we take a swig of it,
and then it tricks your body to think it's getting carbs,
and then we just spit it out, we wouldn't even drink it,
but your body thinks, oh, carbs are on the way,
like, and it responds like as if it's gonna get carbs,
but doesn't get anything.
So that'll give you a little jolt of energy,
just with 2K to go there.
But typically, yeah, the bottles would be,
not as concentrated, more concentrated,
we put a gel at 15K and a gel at 30K.
And that gel at 30K would be a caffeinated gel.
Again, just to get a little bit more of a hit of caffeine.
We time our caffeine intake to where we're taking it also like 75 minutes prior to race start.
Yeah, and caffeine is a really interesting thing to talk about.
I'm like intrigued by that one because that was one of the things that when it came on board
is like, oh, there's no going back. Like I couldn't imagine doing a race without caffeine. And yet like people have such different
experiences with it. You know, I've learned from like science recently how it does like increase your core temperature, which is kind of
detrimental to endurance activities. But the thing that's interesting is I understand the science behind that, but that just hasn't been my experience at all. Like I am 100% faster
with caffeine on board than without caffeine on board. I've never tried both ways.
Did you ever experiment with Tylenol? No, no, never did.
So there's some really interesting research. And I was actually talking about this like
a couple of weeks ago with Lance Armstrong. I don't know how it came up, but we were talking
about in the same thing like he had never
used Tylenol in the tour.
It's a pretty remarkable performance enhancing drug.
Perfectly legal right?
Wata has not banned Tylenol to my knowledge, but we're talking about like a one to two percent
performance boost.
It's not entirely clear if it comes through the temperature reduction or the pain reduction, but it was absolutely
part of my stack during time trials.
Interesting.
So, you know, a time trial is like basically an hour of threshold, right?
It's super painful.
And I feel like I was getting like a one, two, maybe even at times a 3% performance gain
from Tylenol.
And I would take like a thousand milligrams an hour before the race.
Interesting.
So I'm curious if other athletes have tried that.
I'm not familiar with other athletes trying it, but I'm definitely going to try that with
my athletes now.
Yeah, I would give it a try.
And again, we don't even really know how Tylenol works.
So it's for such a common medication.
We don't actually understand its mechanism of action, but it is a very good medication at keeping temperature down,
which is obviously its first indication
is to lower it for fever, but it also reduces pain,
and it does it in a way that's different from NSAIDs.
And outside of needing to be careful on the dose,
because obviously it is a very liver toxic drug at high doses,
but within normal amounts, like a thousand milligrams,
it's an incredibly safe drug, And it would be curious to know how much of a benefit
your athletes would get on that and how much you would get from it.
Yeah, I'll try that. Is there any application to lifting? If it's keeping your core temperature
down, I'd seem that'd be helpful for lifting as well.
I don't know. I haven't seen the literature on lifting. You know, where I did see literature
on lifting and this is freaking hilarious.
This was probably like eight years ago.
I saw some papers that looked at how Viagra improved
lifting performance.
So of course, I went out and got a ton of Viagra,
and in the end I couldn't do it,
and not for the reasons that most people would imagine.
The reason I couldn't do it is just the symptoms.
I was getting so light-headed from it
because it's a vasodilator in part.
Yeah.
My blood pressure is not that high.
It's actually kind of low.
And so maybe I just couldn't tolerate
the sort of light-headedness that came from it.
But the research was actually pretty compelling.
At 25 to 50 milligrams of Viagra
boosting strength performance.
And not just strength, actually, if I recall it,
it was more of muscular endurance,
not strength, actually. And I didn't find the difference because of the symptoms that I had
because of the side effects, but that might be another thing worth experimenting with is kind of
that 25 to 50 milligrams of Iagra to see what does that do as far as not a mean maximal effort,
but a sub-maximal effort repeatedly. So probably you'd see more of that on your best 10 rep.
Deadlift as opposed to your max deadlift.
Okay, that's interesting.
So speaking of core temperature, have you played it all with palm and cooling?
No.
Are you familiar with that at all?
No, I mean, I used to check my core temp before and after long swims,
because we had the opposite problem.
You're swimming in cold water. So sometimes I'd actually swim with a rectal probe just to see. Usually your
temp would drop like four, five degrees. You'd start at 98 or 99 and I'd come out of the
water at 93, 94. You were getting a performance detriment when your temperature went too low.
We really operate in this pretty narrow band of temperature, right?
Too much and too little is pretty bad.
Right.
Yeah.
It's interesting like Dr.
Huberman out of Stanford neuroscientist.
He talks about pomegranate cooling.
So we've been playing with that a little bit.
Like there's some pretty remarkable research coming out.
Stanford about the effects of that, both in strength training and then
endurance space.
It's a little bit.
So how does it work?
So the best way is to dump heat core temp through your body is through your face,
your upper face where there's no hair and then also through your hands and the bottom of your
feet. So they develop this glove and they've had this for years like this was there at Stanford
when we were coming out. You put your hands in this glove and you dump heat.
And the thing is you don't want it too cold, right?
So you don't want it like icy cold, just cool.
So that doesn't dilate, vasodilation.
Or constrict, yeah.
Yeah, yeah, sorry.
And so then you're dumping all your heat out,
brings your core temp down, and then you're good to go after that.
So we've been playing a little bit with that,
with holding cold packs in your hands,
and in between lifts like holding cold things or putting your hands in cool water,
dumping your temp. And that's that's kind of like one thing that we're playing with a little bit
more. But it makes a lot of sense to me. It's like why humans can do these persistent hunts,
you know, where they go and chase down animals. It's because the animal like overheats. It's not
as good at dumping temperature whereas like humans are better at regulating temperature. So if you can keep your temperature in that kind of optimal range,
in theory, it should increase your endurance as well. So yeah, there's always, I love exploring
this stuff and trying new tactics out like that. So when you mentioned this, now I do recall,
I have experimented with this, what's called a cooling helmet. So I had this helmet, it had
inserts into it that you would put in the freezer.
So like gel packs that you would freeze
and you would put this thing on your head.
So I would ride on my trainer with this cooling helmet
and it definitely made a difference.
But I never, for some reason I could never bring myself
to do it like in a race or something like that.
But the other thing I've noticed on that effect
was just this summer.
So this was my first summer living in Austin.
And obviously it gets super hot in Austin
in the summer, hotter than I'm used to in Southern California.
And when I drive a race car,
I've never used any form of cooling device before.
So I've always just drive, you got a fire suit on,
you have no max suit on, you got a race suit on.
And especially when you drive a closed cockpit car,
so not a formula car, you're not getting the wind
as you're driving.
And of course these cars are hot as hell
because these are race cars.
There's no air conditioning.
And you've got all this engine heat coming at you.
So you really get hot.
And I've always just sort of suffered through this,
even though so many people I know say,
invest in a cooling vest.
So you have these vests that run ice water around your torso.
And I was like, I don't need that.
I don't need that.
I don't need that.
I got this.
I got this.
And finally one day my friend was like, dude, just try it.
I mean, game changer, total game changer, to drive a race and car with a cooling
vest on under hot conditions. So tell me more about this cooling
vest because we play with these things as well. I have kind of like the
archaic ones that it's like you put it, you fill it up, it turns into gel,
and then you freeze it, and it's just like it slowly, like it's back to
temperature. But do these do you actually like plug them in or how does it
stay cool? Yeah, this would not be great for a runner because it would be too heavy
But so it's it's a shirt actually and it has really really fine
Whatever little cables running up and down it and it it has a little box that runs cold water through you
Up and down up and down up and down and in the car
It's easy. You just you have a power unit. You're running it out of the car.
It did occur to me like, is there a way, like,
let's say the thing weighs an extra six pounds.
What would be the cost trade off if you were on a bike
with one of these things?
Like could one of these things be engineered
to only add like maybe four or five pounds,
which would of course be detrimental on the bike,
but would it offset by the performance gain you'd have? But obviously in a car, it's an enormous performance booster, especially in close cockpit cars.
And formula cars, it's not as big a deal because you don't get as hot.
You're getting so much air blown on you.
But it blew my mind what a difference the temperature would make in terms of performance.
And everything, like, even like that night when you're done, the difference
between the day you use it and the day you don't is the difference between feeling like
you're going to die and feeling like, yeah, I'm tired, but I'm okay.
Yeah, and I bet you're like mentally in a lot better place too, right?
It's like when you're all super hot or super cold, it's so easy to go mental really quick.
So I bet it helps a ton for you like your focus as well.
For sure.
Even little silly things, just like you're perspiring less.
Even though you wear a head sock, a ball of clavicle, anytime sweat is getting in your
eyes, it's super annoying.
You want to keep your hands on the steering wheel, so anything that they can get around
that.
How do you implement that in a runner?
Obviously, I can see how in strength training you can use that, but if you're training a guy
to run a marathon, how can you incorporate
any of these cooling things into the actual race?
Yeah, so I think part of it is like,
especially for guys who train in hot and humid places,
is just having it available beforehand, right?
So at least like after you do your warmup,
you do your drills and strides,
you're getting your core temperature back down by doing some heat dumping with your hands.
And then if you're doing training such as interval training, you know, you can get it in between sets.
So I'll have like a bucket of cold water at the track and just between sets go put your hands
in there and dump a bunch of heat and then back out it. And it definitely, I feel like it makes a
big difference. You know, I feel like it's super helpful. But in terms of like applying it while you're actually running,
that's where you got to get more creative. So we've done things with like these packs that you
break, you know, those instant cold packs, break those open and just hold them. And you know,
you only have to do it for like, I think like two minutes is kind of ideal to hold them for that
long, which is kind of a long time. That's kind of a hindrance. But if it's worth the trade and
you're getting the performance benefit from it,
then it's maybe worth it.
But yeah, I'm curious, I haven't tried the gloves
that they have at Stanford that they use on the football team
and a lot of the athletic programs.
But again, you can't stop your run in the middle of a race
and put your hands in some cold glove.
But who knows what the application could be?
It just requires somebody to get creative with it
and figure out a way to make it more applicable to running.
When you're mentioning the biking,
I was like, oh, it'd be cool if they could make somehow
the handles be colder, put some kind of technology in there.
So then you're getting polymer cooling
while your hands are on the handles, things like that.
They find a way to do it in a lightweight way.
It could be really powerful. That's actually a lightweight way. It could be like really powerful, you know? Yeah, that's actually a great idea.
If it could be done again, really light because these days,
most bikes are coming in at below the UCI limit of whatever it is now 14.9 pounds.
So most cyclists actually have to add ballast to their bikes, you know, in the
Tour de France, like most cyclists are actually adding weight to their bikes to get them
up to legal weight. So yeah, there's definitely a bit of room to play with there.
I don't know how much, but that would be pretty cool.
So speaking of Stanford, that's where you go to college.
I assume you were recruited very heavily to every top running powerhouse program there was, right?
Yeah, which was cool because I was in the middle of five kids growing up.
My dad was a teacher.
My mom's a stay-home mom.
So we're always like, pinch and panties.
So I knew like, part of running for me is like,
if I'm gonna go to a good college,
like I'm gonna have to earn my way there kind of thing, you know?
So yeah, it was pretty cool to like be getting recruited
all over the place and it's funny
because Stanford was the one place
that's like, I'm definitely not going to Stanford
because I wasn't heavily focused on academics
in high school.
I knew the academics, like they don't cut
slack to athletes there, like we're in it,
just like everyone else, you know,
like there's not a lot of special assistance going on.
So I knew it would be like academically
a super big challenge for me as well as like the athletic part.
And I was like, I don't know, I just don't wanna
put myself in that kind of a challenging space
and it was super challenging.
Like it was three years of really big struggle and then
it won cross-country season really well. It was a part of an NCAA winning team two years there
in cross-country. And then my fourth year at Stanford, things just clicked. And that's the thing I
love about running and fitness in general. It's like, everything gave me going so wrong for so long.
And then yet, like,
when they start to click, it's such a good feeling when you push through and you get to that
point where it's just coming, you know, the weights coming off the ground, easy, and it's
such a cool feeling. That was the sensation I had during that fourth year, me and my teammate
Ian Dopson went one, two in track. And at that point, like, I was having a very lackluster
career at Stanford.
I'd never even bent in CWA championships in track.
But again, in running, it doesn't matter, right?
It's just you and the clock and the other guys out there.
And everything was clicking.
We went one, two, and C's and all of a sudden,
it was like deals are coming in and I had the opportunity
to run professionally and I'm saying for my wife, Sarah,
and I was planning on coming back for a fifth year but because things clicked so well that year I'd seen some of my other teammates
come through Stanford have a really good fourth year and then not do well their fifth year and then
have no contract right. Did you redshirt your first year? Yeah I redshirt my freshman year I was
like I said I was on the struggle bus I was I was sick, I'd get poisoned oak every winter.
Like it was like the perfect combination
of everything going wrong.
I was struggling academically, I was struggling with depression,
actually left Stanford for a quarter of my sophomore year.
I wasn't sure if I was gonna go back.
You know, I thought in that situation
that I could change what was going on inside my head
and heart by changing my location.
So I was like, I'm gonna go back home. The last place, everything was clicking for me and everything
was working. I was sick of the struggle, you know? And I went back home and got even more depressed.
And I was like, well, that was stupid. Like, go back to where I knew I was supposed to be. And
that was Stanford. So I went back there and then things gradually started to get better.
But yeah, I had my struggles at Stanford, you know? Like, and then things gradually started to get better.
But yeah, I had my struggles at Stanford.
It was a beautiful place to go to school, love the people, the environment.
I still like to go back and visit there, but it was, for the most part, a big, big struggle
in all areas, athletically, academically.
But again, I hit it that fourth year and then the doors came open to run professionally and left the farm after that.
What do you think changed and clicked? What do you think you were struggling with from a running perspective?
Because I think in high school you ran a 402 mile, which I know you wanted to break that four-minute barrier, which is pretty rarefied air.
Isn't Jim Ryan and Alan Webb the only two to do that or has someone else now broken four minutes
for the mile in high school?
So yeah, at the time when I was running,
there was only four guys who had done it.
So yeah, Jim Ryan, two other guys
blanking on their name, then Alan.
And you know, I was the same year you mentioned swim with Alan.
I love Alan, like good friends with him.
Such a good dude.
But yeah, I remember watching him run 353 at pre,
and it was just like, my head exploded.
It was like, I can't believe I just saw that.
That was just like out of this world.
That was unbelievable.
And then he went to Michigan and struggled, right?
Yeah, he struggled his sophomore year.
Yeah, him and I have a lot of parallels.
Even the year that we both hit it big, 2007,
he set the AR in the mile, he set the AR in the in the
mile. I set the AR in the half and we were like crossing paths all the time to like I was
this roommate over in Europe in 2006 when we were over there racing that summer. We're
both struggling for various reasons, but we both have very high highs and very low lows.
Alan and I are pretty similar that way, you know?
But he's definitely like one of the most talented runners
I've ever seen, like the Mount Tount that guy has.
He has such a good work ethic that sometimes
it comes back to bite him.
Like we'd be on the track in Europe
and he goes, it does his run and then he's doing like
hurdle drills and plios and all this stuff
for like hours afterwards and we're all like,
we have left and we're showered up and eating.
And he's like still out there grinding, right?
So he just like would be so intensely focused that when it was
clicking, it was great.
But I think sometimes he kind of overcooked himself a little bit.
But man, such an immense talent.
And it was so cool to get to see him have his moment, you know,
run 346 for the mile was he was just
he was insane that year. He was just on fire. He's just untouchable. If the Olympics would have
been that year, he'd been gold medalist like without a doubt. Do you remember his Olympic trials
in 04 and Sacramento when he just ran away from the field? Like I, you know, that's again,
just one of those moments I remember because that that was actually the summer that I think go three and oh four were the summers that I saw him the most at the pool.
And like you wouldn't believe that that was a 1500 in terms of the margin of victory he
had over those guys, right?
Like that looked like a 5,000 or a 10K in terms of how far ahead he was of everybody else.
Yeah, I mean, he was so dominant when he was on like people weren't beating him.
He was, he was impossible to beat. So he was fun to watch in his in his prime
So what do you think changed in your senior year? Oh, yeah, yeah, we were talking about that
I know I keep distracting you. I'm I'm I keep I'm doing a horrible job here today
I keep taking those on these tangents, and I just yeah, this is more of a dinner conversation than a podcast
Yeah, no, I like it. I like it. So funny thing is I'm always very concerned with the nuts and bolts of training,
what I'm doing, right? That's always my focus as an athlete.
And yet what I've kind of the lesson that I've had to learn from the time I've gotten
into sports since a kid until now at 39 is like, it's way more important how I do what I'm
doing, meaning like my heart condition, what's going on in my how I do what I'm doing meaning like my heart condition
What's going on in my head than what I'm actually doing?
So like for example like my tendency is to try to prove myself and training to myself like
I'm not really trying to prove myself to anyone else. I just want to know I'm fit
I'm ready to go right so oftentimes I'll come to these workouts and I'm racing them
It's like I'm going head down like all out like
Everything I have inside me oftentimes I'm going harder and training than I'm going them. It's like I'm going head down all out, like everything I have inside me.
Oftentimes I'm going harder and training
than I'm going and racing, right?
And yet, that is not the best way
for my body to absorb the work.
Like I need to be making deposits,
not making withdrawals when I'm training.
So if I go into these workouts,
confident who I am, knowing the purpose of the workout,
then I'm in a much better place.
I'm absorbing the training a lot better.
So what happened to answer your question was my identity was all wrapped up in my performances,
right?
So that's why I struggled with depression is I look in the mirror in the morning, I was
struggling with my running, I was hurt, I was frustrated with how things were going.
I wasn't getting better.
And so I just saw myself as a failure and is very difficult to have that happen every single morning to get up, look in the mirror,
failure, failure, failure, failure, you know. And so when I went back home, like my faith has always
been a huge part of my life. And I started to realize, like, I need to see myself how God sees me
and how God sees me has nothing to do with my performance, right?
It's like think about like your kids, right? Like you don't really care how good they are to certain sport, right?
Like you love them.
Right. It's unconditional.
You they are. Yeah. And so like can I love myself that same way?
Oftentimes like we're able to love other people and treat other people a lot better than we actually treat
ourselves in our mind, you know? And so I started to kind of get to the bottom of that
and be like, you know what, like God loves me
regardless of how I do.
So I'm gonna choose on a daily basis.
It wasn't a one time thing.
It's still something I have to cultivate to this day.
I'm like, I'm gonna choose to love myself
regardless of how I'm performing, right?
Like what really makes me special
has nothing to do with how fast I am
or how much weight I can lift or any of those things. And as that began to sink in, it took all the pressure off myself.
Like I was just carrying around this like heavy burden to every single workout, every single race,
because if I wasn't proving to myself that I was important by running fast, I was hating myself,
right? And so as I took these weights off and be like, no, actually, I'm cool with who I am.
Like I actually, I love myself, whether I have a great workout or a bad workout, that just took
the weights off. And it also made me fearless too. It's like, okay, now I can go out and just
air it out. And I'm gonna fail a bunch of times. And I can live with that. I'm okay with that,
right? So there's something powerful about coming to peace with the worst case scenario. And it might
sound like a place you
shouldn't go before a race, but oftentimes I do like to go there. I'm like, okay, like I could go
out with all these African guys, go out under 62 minutes for the half marathon in route to a marathon
at Boston. I might blow up, might not work out, like, but hey, I know I can handle that. I know I'm
okay. I'm cool with myself if that happens and
I'm gonna get myself a shot dead like and I think that's what we're kind of lacking for a lot of American distance runners is
The willingness to put yourself out there to take a big risk and that's what the Africans their mentality is just like
No, you just go with the lead group and if you blow blow up, don't take it personally, get up and go again the next time, right?
Like they don't take their failures personally,
whereas like Americans, myself,
like I take it super personally, right?
If I fail, that means I'm a failure.
For them, like they fail, like that's just a part
of the process, who cares?
Like just go again, you know?
So as those weights were able to come off me,
I approached to workouts, to races, change, things started to click a lot better.
A big thing is I learned also too,
like I didn't have to beat my teammates
in training anymore, like I could just work with them.
I didn't have to try to drop them,
even if I could drop them, I was like, I don't need to.
Like, I'm secure in who I am, you know?
So that was a huge shift, but again,
it wasn't like all of a sudden,
I and BAM the results came.
It was like years and years,
and then it turned into something.
So that was really the most freeing thing.
I think I've experienced a micro-in terms of
what's going on internally that freed me up
to enter into my full potential and running.
And despite how much of just this kind of very friendly
person you are, I would imagine that you kind of alienated a lot of teammates when you came in with that mode of
every workout is hammer time. Yes, 100%. Like, I would go home over the summer and usually
it's supposed to be kind of like chill, base building, training, right? And I would just train
my brains out. And I would come back and I would just be blasting everyone
all the time.
Yeah, I remember talking to now,
one of my good friends and teammates Ian Dobson
and he's a big reason why I did so well
coming out of Stanford in my first years as a pro runner.
He's like, dude, yeah, we used to not be a fan.
You're just always trying to,
like you'd always come back and super good shape
and you're always taking it to us.
And that changed as I was able to work with guys,
I got a long lot better with them.
And I just learn like just to communicate with people, right?
Like if I tell these guys, like I'm working out with my teammates,
hey guys, like I'm feeling really good,
I'm just going a little bit quicker if that's cool.
That's a lot different than just like taking off without saying anything.
So for people who are working out in like group environments,
like it's crazy just how that little communication
within the group can really shift things,
the dynamics of the group,
and make it to where everyone's cool with what's happening
and you're not just throwing in random surges.
And there's a lot of that that goes on
and running within groups.
Like there's races and different characters
and people who can't work out in groups
and it gets a little bit intense at times.
But if the communication is there, like guys can work together characters and people who can't work out in groups and it gets a little bit intense at times.
But if the communication is there, like, guys can work together and actually make each
other better.
So, when you turn pro, is that what, O5?
Yeah.
And I think your lead sponsor is A6 at the time, right?
Yeah, correct.
So, had it entered your mind yet that you would find your sweet spot in this half marathon
to marathon world or were you still
thinking, you know, I'm going to be a 5K 10K guy. Like, what were you thinking in 05 was going to be
the place where you would make your mark? Yeah, so I never thought I'd run a marathon. I grew up
like loving the movie pre-fontein and you know that scene where he's like, no one's going to tell
me I'm not fast enough, you know? But like the truth is, like, I wasn't fast enough. And I wanted to be a mileer, right? And kind of like what we're chatting about earlier
than points of speed. It's like only having, I ran 50 for 400 in high school. But only
having that kind of speed limited my upper and potential, I mean, in the 5,000 meters,
guys are closing in 52. So if your top in speed is 50, you're going to have a hard
time closing in 52, right? Your best 5K is like 1316. 16. Yeah, correct. And put that in perspective.
What's the American record in the 5K? Good question. What's it at now? It's around 1250 give or take.
Okay. So at the time, like that was one of the faster times coming at college You know things are definitely shifting a lot with the new shoe technology and stuff in terms of times
But yeah at the time like that was a pretty solid run
So and that's why like coming off the wake of that I
Spend a year
Professionally just focusing on the 5k didn't improve it all over the 5k my 5k stayed roughly the same
I think I ran like 1320 something
1322 the next year and
the Beijing Olympics were kind of on the horizon. The trials was coming up the following year
And it's kind of one of those things where I was like I got to figure out my vision for my running was always to run with the best guys in the world
In what event not am I gonna be most competitive here? And, you know, I'm 23
years old. I got to figure this out. And so there was all of a sudden, an openness to longer distances,
whereas before, I'd always been like, said, very close-minded, just being like, I just want to be a
world-class mile or like Alan was. So how many half-marathons had you run before Houston in
07? Zero. That was your first half marathon.
Yeah, that was my first, I had run a couple 20 case,
which is essentially the same thing.
It's like a K-Less, right?
So, but yeah, I got worked on the track that first year,
and I'll never forget, I was in London,
I was racing against Bickele,
which is the world record holder at the time
over 5,000 meters.
I remember I was coming down the back stretch of the track
and I was watching on the jumbo tron Bickele and Craig Mottrom and Australian guy finishing in this kicking duel.
And I was like nowhere even close to him, right?
And it was kind of like one of those moments of being like, yeah, this isn't my best event,
like the moment of realization.
So then that openness allowed me to start experimenting with longer stuff.
So I went home that summer, started training for some longer distance stuff did the world
20k championships the US national 20k champs and it was clicking pretty well
And then I got into marathon training over the went over the the late fall slash winter and Houston was just supposed to be like a check
In along the way
Let's see how this marathon training is going. I was planning on debuting at the Los Angeles marathon because there weren't like a lot of offers out on the table having not really run
a lot of longer distance races. So take me back to this race in Houston because I don't think I
missed somewhere in there that that was actually your first half marathon because obviously the
result of that race is so out of this world that it's easy to miss that little detail. So it's the beginning of 2007, the year and a half before the Olympics, you're sort of
trying to figure out where you belong in this running world.
You show up to Houston, it's, and at the time, the American record for a half marathon
is an hour and 55 seconds.
So tell me what you're thinking at the start line.
What are your expectations?
What are you there to prove to yourself?
So I had written down on my hands.
This was like before the days of GPS watch,
that it doesn't overly cumbersome, you know?
Like they're the big old brick ones,
but not like little nice ones.
So I was just using a time X watch, right?
And so I had written down on my hand
like three different categories of times
that I was going for.
So like one if I was having an A day,
and that was like just under American record pace,
one if I was having a B day,
which was like 61, 30 or something,
and one for like a C day, like 62 flat, right?
And like I said, training was just going phenomenal.
Like where I was blowing my own mind.
But more like it's the feeling, like that's what I love
the most about athletics and
about running and about that day. I described Houston as being like heaven and hell at the
same time. It was heaven because like I was floating the whole time. It felt easy the entire
way. It was insane. Like the coolest sensation, one of the coolest bodily sensations I've ever
experienced in my life.
And if I could go to heaven and experience that feeling of running like that every single day I would, like it was unreal.
But the reason why I was also hell and it kind of haunted me is especially all throughout my running careers, I can never get back there.
So it is my best half marathon by far. I never broke 61 again.
And I can never figure out how to go get back to that place.
You went 59.
59, 43.
43.
So you obliterate the American record.
Like that's all for a minute off the American record.
Right.
And so I was running, going back to the story of the race,
like the first mile, I was just going out.
And you know, now we have so much science and technology and heart rate we can go off of and we're looking at watching
a million times. But again, I'm just looking at like my normal time next watch. And so
I'm, what's happening in my mind in that first mile is I'm literally like going into my
mind's eye, picturing myself back on green church road in mammoth where we trained and being
like, if I was running a 13 mile threshold, could I maintain this effort that I'm currently at?
And the answer was yes.
So I was just rolling with it, right?
Came to the first miles like 535.
I was like, that felt too easy.
Like I wasn't supposed to be running this fast, but that just felt too easy.
So let me just like notch it down a little bit more.
It had an effort that I'd know, going back in my mind's eye
and know I can hold this effort to the finish.
And the next mile is like 4.32.
And then the next mile was like 4.28.
And I was just like starting to scare myself a little bit.
I was like, okay, like let's not screw this thing up.
Like obviously you're gonna have a heck of a day today.
No one else is around, like mebs in the race
and all those guys, like from the very first first miles just me and the roads, right? But it didn't matter. Like I was so mentally clicked
in and like everything was just firing is just like all how is supposed to be, right? Like
the most magical sensation like I've ever had. And so I just kept pushing and just again,
like it's waiting for it to get hard almost and it never, never did.
Like I had one issue out there around mile nine, where my stomach got a little bit turny,
because over half marathon, we're not taking in any fluids. If the weather's right, the cool
conditions, and it was a nice cool perfect day to run and Houston that day, flat course.
And so I wasn't taking in anything around mile nine, my stomach got a little bit upset,
and you know, that passed a couple minutes later. But literally like it was, it was easy the entire way. Like I'm still super
curious, you know, if I had pacemakers and if that was a full marathon, what I could have run that
day, because I got myself back in really good shape, but never that kind of shape over half
marathon again. And looking back on it, that's why I'm such a big proponent of speed now, right?
It's like I had spent not just the last year
focused on 5K development,
I had spent my entire running career
from the time I was 13 for 10 years
until I was 23 working on speed, working on five.
And then all of a sudden I piled on marathon training
where I'm hitting longer thresholds,
higher volume than I've ever done before,
and bang, there it is.
And so that's why that 5K speed,
like I can't emphasize it enough with my athletes,
I'm coaching now.
The further away I got from that 5K fitness,
the harder the half felt, the harder the marathon felt.
But that day in Houston, it was just,
it's like a warm knife through butter all day long.
When you crossed that finish line, did you feel like I actually could have gone a little bit harder?
Yeah, that's interesting, right?
Because I'm talking about how easy it felt.
Yet, like, I wasn't like leaving anything in the tank necessarily, you know?
So I felt like I was running as hard as I ran practice, but I mean, if you watch,
go back and watch like YouTube video, I mean, like I didn't. and that's why like when people do like Kipchogi breaking too,
like you didn't look crazy tired after that, right?
But there's also you get this huge hit of adrenaline when you come across the line,
do something like that.
Like breaking 60 was kind of a lifetime goal for me.
And then to go and do it my first marathon and like, it was crazy too.
Like so my parents were on the lead vehicle. My wife was on the lead vehicle, my agent, my Like so my parents were on the lead vehicle.
My wife was on the lead vehicle, my agent, my coach.
They're all on the lead vehicle.
So I'm literally staring at them, the entire race.
And they're not allowed to cheer anything,
but you know, like any athletic performance that I've done,
like I was just a piece of the puzzle, right?
Like it wasn't on me.
Like my mom, like she provided the safe place
for me, my refuge every time I would come back all rattled because I had a bad workout, I got hurt
or whatever, like she was like she provided that home that provided that refuge. My dad was my coach,
my wife was there for me through the depression at Stanford and all the times, all the good, all the
bad, you know? And so staring at the people who are your team,
the entire race was like hugely, emotionally empowering
for me as well, you know?
So I'll never forget, I was actually,
they get to the finish line, the lead car,
they kind of zip up the road a little bit.
They drop my parents and Sarah, my wife,
like 200 meters before the finish line,
and they have to, like, they're like running back
to try to get to the finish before I get there.
So I'm coming to the finishing stretch.
And I see my mom just like booking me,
like trying to make it to the finish line before I get there.
And I actually passed her, she didn't make it.
So like, if you look closely in some,
they might have blurred her out in some of the pictures,
but like, she's in the back like sprinting behind me.
But yeah, I'll never forget,
like coming across the finish line,
giving my parents a big hug,
giving my wife a big hug, my coach,
and it was kind of this sensation of like we did this,
you know, like it wasn't so special
because I felt like I had done anything incredible,
but it was like we all did this thing together
and it was just an amazing lifetime, you know, moment that I'll never forget
Now from a professional standpoint, how much did your life change in that moment because that really puts you on the map as
America's great hope for the marathon in 2008, right?
Yeah, I mean, it was it was huge. I went from a guy who was decent on the track in CW champ
So I had a little bit of credentials behind me,
but I went from that to that put me inside
of the top 10 all-time performers over half marathon.
So it was kind of like all of a sudden
this moment of realization of like, oh dang,
like I have a chance at this.
Like I have a chance at meddling and Beijing.
Like I, and there was also just the excitement of like,
I found it, like I felt like I'd been hitting my head
against a wall for so long with the shorter distance stuff.
Just wasn't quite clicking, right?
Like it just wasn't quite me.
And that day in Houston is like,
this is what I was created to do, right?
And I think it's, we all have this kind of experience
and life where we're kind of searching out,
like, what am I here for?
Like, why was I created? What is my giftedness? When you find of searching out like, what am I here for? Like, why was I created?
What is my giftedness?
When you find that area where like,
this is why I'm here, this is what I've made to do.
It's kind of that moment of like, whoa, like this is it,
this is my thing, you know?
And it did like create a little bit more
of height in my own expectations, you know?
Like after that, I never showed up in another race thinking I couldn't win or not having high expectations for the race. So that was
maybe a little bit of a harder thing for me to manage, but it was just more than anything
just a cool moment of like realizing like, now I'm in the club, you know, with the best
guys in the world.
I think you said it really well, right, which is this was heaven, this was hell. And the hell part of that is something that I've,
I've always observed great athletes,
with just a tincture of sadness too,
because the stage on which you compete
is the most brutal stage,
because it's the one for which you have the shortest half-life.
So when you say like,
this is what I was meant to do,
on the one hand, most of us can not even relate
to what you're talking about, right?
Like I can't relate to being the best in the world
at anything.
I couldn't relate to being the thousandth best person
in the world at anything, anything, right?
Physical, not physical, it doesn't matter.
But now when you take that thing that is your gift
and you acknowledge that, well, actually,
it's something that is very gift and you acknowledge that, well, actually, it's something that is very
fleeting. There's a very narrow window in your life in which you get to be really good
at this. And by the way, as a runner, technically, it's a day. Like, you're going to have a single
best run. And you don't necessarily know when it's going to be. You might be very good for
a decade, but there's really going to be a time when you look back and say, that was the best I could ever do. Obviously, for the half marathon,
we know when that day was. Four years later, it would be your best marathon of all time.
But I think for some people, I would imagine at least that makes being a retired athlete,
or an athlete who's passed his or her prime, a very difficult process.
Do you talk with your athletes about that?
Even though they're on the upswing, right?
They're in the part of the, hey, I want to get better, I want to get better,
but do you spend any time with them talking about, hey, this, first of all,
enjoy this like crazy because it's going to be gone and it's going to be gone
probably by the time you're 30 and you have the rest
of your life to not be the best at this thing.
And secondly, here's how you can prepare for that.
Yeah, absolutely.
I mean, I talk a lot with my wife about that because she's 38, turned in 39 in April and
she's actually running the best stuff she's ever run still, which is incredible.
And I think speaks to like why women age better than men in a lot of ways. But what was
really impactful for me at the end of my career was this moment I was in an airplane I was looking
out over everything and just trying to get clarity about what was going on because I just
been through four years of massive struggle, right? And what I felt like I was just kind of like
having a little prayer or such with God and what I felt like what a sin scene is, just this reminder that it's not meant to last forever
because I think like you're saying Peter, it's like when you're in it, you feel like it is going to last forever
and it is supposed to last forever but that's actually though like what makes life so beautiful, right?
Is that like nothing lasts forever, right? That's like what makes the sun set so beautiful. It doesn't just stay in the sky forever. So what makes life so special because it's not just going to go on forever. So
having that moment realization that this it's okay for it to not last forever. It's okay
that like that was my day. And I did, I savored it for everything is worth, right? And that's
absolutely what I tell my athletes as well. Like, save her every second of it. But life is going to change. You're going to enter into new seasons.
And life is beautiful every single day all around you, right? So like having this perspective of like,
yes, this is very important. This is what we're going after. But like true beauty is around us
all the time. If we have the eyes to see it in the ears to hear it. And so like, removing ourself from the performance some ways can be super, super helpful.
Not only as we transition out of sport, but even when we're in sport, just being like,
this is something that is adding to my life. It is not my life. And like, I can have this day,
and Houston have this very beautiful experience. It's a very magical day. But I can actually just go
for a walk outside my house
and look at the trees and look at the sun, the stars and be outside in the moon and get the same
kind of like gratitude for life just by simply entering into nature and being fully present in it.
You know, so I've definitely like my perspective has changed. I've for a long time just all wrapped
into this performance, performance, performance, performance. It's easy to be that way. And I do enjoy going after performances.
I love like seeing growth, seeing change in the body, seeing adaptation, going after big
goals. Like I love that's still very much who I am. And I think that's something that
helps people transition out of this sport. A lot of people talk about having a sense of
identity loss when they stop doing whatever their sport is. But for me, like, I had to figure out, how do I
stay true to who I am? Because running was just an expression of who I was. And it was
like my painting, right? But now, like, I have to find another mechanism to express who
I am. So I'm doing that, like in the lifting space and these crazy challenges that I'm
doing, I'm still like finding a way to express myself. And I think that's what as humans, like we want to have that
experience, right? Like we're here for a reason and we want to express ourself on our canvas,
whatever it might be. And when you lose that ability to be able to express yourself,
that's when things can get dark pretty quick, right? So like for people from my athletes who are
transitioning out of the sports, being like, okay,, how do you stay true to who you are?
Like, I love physical challenge. I love seeing growth. And so I'm going to express it now through
lifting. And that's going to come to an end at some point. And then I'm going to find another way
to express it. But I think as long as we're continually finding ways to be ourselves and express
ourselves, we're going gonna be happy individuals.
In some ways, your experience post
this amazing breakthrough in the half marathon
is kind of paralleled in a way
with what happened in 2011, right?
So you go into Beijing in 2008,
in some ways with the expectation
of the running world on your shoulders,
like you're going to metal in the marathon,
your trajectory has been unbelievable.
We talked about that race.
Tenth place finish, still very impressive, especially the way in which you did it, where
you went out a little tentative and then had to kind of, you know, try to reel people back
and go from 60th to 10th.
Now let's fast forward.
It's 2011.
How were you feeling going into the Boston marathon that year?
Was there, what was it about your training that led you into that race so poised to do so
well?
Yeah, so I had a big transition.
So I was trained up in mammoth and then 2010 left the mammoth track club.
And again, like a big part was like my faith was inspiring that decision.
Like I've always just been a super spiritual person, have a ton of respect from people
of every faith tradition
and background, you know?
But for my own journey, like I just love that part
of life, that spiritual dimension, you know?
And I was just really desperate to experience God in some way, right?
So decided to leave the Man with Track Club.
Essentially, like, have God as my coach.
But really, that just looked like me spending a lot of time in prayer
trying to connect with God.
And again, that's where I got this kind of like revelation.
It's not about what I do.
It's about how I do what I do.
Like that came from that season.
So I kind of went through this season and then I was kind of experimenting with some new
styles of training that I'd never done before.
And again, like new stimulus always is helpful for the body.
So I'd been kind of in the same routine,
the same doing the same structure training.
Tell me a little bit about that,
because one of the things my wife actually insisted on today,
and I'm not doing a good job of it,
though I promise I will, is she, my wife's a runner,
and she really wants to know every detail
about your training.
And so maybe we can talk a little bit about it here
in the pre-transition.
So IE in the 2010 mammoth days, what's your volume?
How did you warm up?
How much body work were you doing?
What kind of stretching, all that sort of stuff?
Like what were the tempo runs like?
And then I'm curious to hear what that looked like
when you basically became self-coached
post that departure.
Yeah, so it's pretty simple.
It's like just to lay out like a quick sample week.
Like every Tuesday I'm doing interval sessions where you're working on that kind of like 5K specific kind of
speed, things like 6 by mile, 10 by K, 800 meter repeats, 400 meter repeats. I've kind of since like
gravitated more towards shorter distance, repeats, 400s, 200s, things like that. I think that's
way more important for marathoners because you kind of want a lot of
differential between how fast those Tuesday intervals are compared to you like Thursday or Friday threshold.
So prior to your departure when they were one mile repeats and one K repeats,
let's say the main set was 10 by a kilometer or six by a mile. That's the main set. What's the warm-up?
When you arrive at the track, what's the first
thing you do? So we do like 20-minute easy jog and then we'd come back to some like dynamic flexibility
or maybe some static stuff, but not a lot of static stretching going on. Stretching has not been a
huge part of like my running all. You actually want some tension in your legs. Think about it like
your muscles being springs. Like if there's some tension, a tightly wound springs,
you're gonna respond to the ground quicker, right?
You're compared to like a slinky that's super slow.
So you actually want a certain amount of tension,
healthy tension, you want full range of motion.
But so we're doing a lot of mobility work
to get that full range,
but keeping some tension in the legs,
so not a lot of static stuff.
And that 20 minute jog for you is wet pace.
That's like eight minute mile, I mean, how slow?
Yeah, yeah, kind of like that eight minute mile pace
kind of range.
Kind of just like let your body do what it wants to do,
but no effort, right?
You're not breathing hard, you're conversational the whole time.
Get back, you do that dynamic flexibility and stuff,
go into some drills and strides.
And I have videos of all this on my YouTube channel,
run free training, YouTube channel,
people are curious to check it out.
But drills and strides before maybe like, it takes like five, 10 minutes to do that.
The strides are maybe like six times a hundred meters, something like that.
And then change shoes into your racing shoes and then straight into the workout.
And then you would do, let's say it's a six by a mile, how fast would you run that
mile?
So if you're, your half marathon pace would be a 432-ish, your marathon pace would be a 442-445.
How much faster do you need to run that mile?
So yeah, if we're doing it up at altitude, I would typically be running right around that
kind of 430 pace at 7000 feet.
So if you're down at sea level, that's kind of equivalent to like 420-ish, maybe a tad bit under. So the 6x mile and the case, that's more of like 10k-specific
workout. But again, I'd kind of gravitate more towards like 5k-specific stuff a little
bit quicker.
And how much rest in between each set?
With the miles, we'd keep it tight, like 90 seconds to two minutes.
Again, it kind of depends when you're at altitude, you take a little bit more rest,
but it's crazy, as you get fit, you recover super fast, and then density.
It's like we're not doing max sprints where those guys got to take 10 minutes between sprints,
right? We're very much, when you're doing that 10k range, ideally you're running an effort,
you should be able to hold for 10k and you're stopping it a mile. So you're not like killing it.
So anywhere between 90 seconds and two minutes on the rest.
And are you walking during the 90 second recovery or standing still?
Sometimes we're like walk jogging, just like slow walk jog. Kind of pants like I like doing
in and out kind of intervals too. And I was like, want to pre-fond tains workouts where
you do like 200 meters fast, 200 meters kind of moderate.
So the moderate part would be at like eight minute pace,
or even faster, like seven minute pace.
And then the fast part is a like goal, five K pace,
or slightly slower than mile pace even.
So there's a lot of different ways,
variations that we take on those workouts.
And what would be the cool down at the end of that main set?
And then at 20 minute cool down.
And then the whole day, we're just resting,
doing some mobility work, eating, ice bathing,
which it's funny, the science on the ice bath
has changed quite a bit.
We would go from these workouts in long run,
straight to the creek, straight into cold water.
Whereas the science is now showing you want your body
to respond to the inflammation first.
So that's more of what we do now,
where we would do an ice bath.
We don't do a ton of ice baths in general,
but there's a whole bunch of other good, positive effects
of ice bathing like dopamine, going up, tinfold,
and all this stuff.
Right, right, that's kind of something I need to press
in effects.
And would you be doing two workouts on that day or one? So then we'll come back in the afternoon, just like a 30, 35 minute, easy run,
and then go straight to the weight room and then do our leg lifting. So that's,
that's a mistake I see a lot of runners make is you want all your leg stressors
to be on the same day. And it's not what you feel like doing. Like you don't
feel like doing weights after doing a hard run. You do the hard run first.
And then ideally you come back in the afternoon.
You could do it right after the hard run, but you probably won't get quite as much out of it.
So you're bringing fatigue into the lifting.
If you space it out a little bit more, you usually feel better during the lifting.
So yeah, we do our hard leg session in the afternoon and then head home, eat, early to bed.
I always describe my life as more of a professional sleeper than a professional running.
Like, honestly, I was just sleeping all the time. I would book out every single day from 1 to 3 p.m.
would be my business meeting. And so no calls, nothing scheduled during that time. And those
were just two hour naps every single day. So what were you sleeping like 10 hours a day between the
nap and night? Yeah, yeah, probably right around there. I'm like, I'm probably in bed for nine to 10 hours every night,
but there's also be some restlessness from the hard training.
And, and, and,
honestly, maybe even from sleeping too much, you know,
I wasn't very sleep deprived.
So sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night,
be starving, go get some snack,
get back in bed, lay there and awake for an hour or two,
then fall back asleep.
But just you want, it's like, like the Kenyans, the Ethiopians, they spend a ton of time off
their feet as well, right?
So it's like when you're not training, you're trying to not be doing anything.
So we're like runners, pro runners are very lazy people like from day to day, like we
don't go for walks or hikes or do anything.
It's just train, eat, sleep, stay off your feet.
And you're always aware of that energy expenditure
and trying to save as much as you can for your training.
I remember in high school, I grew up in Canada
and so we had a lot of really amazing Jamaican runners.
Of course, they were sprinters
and they used to just tease each other so much
because they'd be like, they'd be like,
look, we are the laziest people you will ever meet.
And if you want to make us run faster, just put a couch at the finish line.
Like whoever can get to the finish line first gets the lay on that couch.
But it was really work hard, play hard, right?
It was really super intense workouts.
These guys would do.
And then as much nothing is possible to really conserve energy.
Now, as you probably know, cyclists have to work very hard deliberately to calorie restrict.
And often they show up to major tour events, right?
So not the one-day classic stuff, but when you're thinking about the Tour de France, the
Giro, the Volta, these sort of huge stage races, they're very depleted.
They're trying to be as light as possible.
Everything comes down to this one single metric that I think running doesn't quite have,
but in cycling you have this thing called Watts per kilo. Everything is Watts per kilo.
If you lined up all the cyclists at the beginning of the Tour de France,
and you could know what everybody's threshold was in Watts per kilo,
that would predict the order they would finish, barring a strategic mishap or an injury or an accident.
How deliberately were you watching your weight
during this period of time,
or were you basically just saying,
I could eat as much as I wanted,
and my weight would basically float to a level
that I was happy with.
Yeah, no, I mean, I was very specific with it.
And preface all this, which is saying,
like it's not the most healthy lifestyle,
doing what I was doing, training the level I was doing,
wasn't optimal for my health.
Like my testosterone was clinically low
every single time I tested it.
Hello.
In the hundreds, like 150, something like that.
Oh, so you had the testosterone of a woman?
Yeah, yeah, which is really interesting. Like how do you run so fast with such low testosterone? I don't understand that.
When I finished residency, my testosterone was in the 220s.
So it was probably in the low 200s throughout all of residency.
And not because of training, just because of sleep deprivation and a whole bunch of other factors.
But wow, I'd 100s is staggeringly low.
Yeah. And it would kind of come back up when I take these two week breaks, right?
So going back to the weight thing, I would take, I'd get down to, ideally, I raised my best at
137. I got, I'm five foot 10. I got down as low as 127, but I wasn't, if I was less than 137,
I was getting worse, which is really interesting.
I was on Lance's podcast and we were chatting about this.
He said he didn't ever feel like he could get too light.
Whereas I was much the opposite.
If I was under 137, it was not good for me at all.
Lance was a really big cyclist for his type of racing.
Lance's race weight was like 160 to 165, which for a guy who's
5'9, 5'10. That's quite a lot of weight for a guy who is such a good climber. And I think
today we see guys being quite a bit lighter in that group. Like I think a GC contender today
is, God, probably like 140 pounds. 5'9, 40 would be a great cyclist build. So,
if you're optimal, which by the way, 137, that still strikes me as crazy light. But if you're 137,
were you managing up to that weight or down to that weight?
Down to that weight. So, yeah, I take these two week breaks where I wouldn't run it all. And
literally it was like donut eating competition for two weeks. So where I wouldn't run it all. And literally, it was like doughnut eating competition
for two weeks, right?
And so I would literally put on like over 10 pounds
in that two week period.
And I hated myself for doing that.
Like it wasn't good for me emotionally or mentally,
but it worked every single time for my buildup.
So again, I'm not saying like athlete should do this, right?
But my problem was I was getting so lean and so light.
I should have taken a more healthy approach
to putting on weight, to being good to my body,
shifting my macros around during that time off
and doing a healthy way, not with a bunch of crap
like I was doing, but I'd put on those 10 pounds,
12 pounds, get up to like 150-ish,
and then it'd be like a six month gradual reduction in body weight
to where I'd get to that 137 just like a couple weeks before my competition and then I was
I was good to go but also to like I think it's highly specific for athletes so I guess that I'm
in the middle five kids my brothers who aren't athletic like walk around it like 165 to 170. So that's probably where my natural body weight should be somewhere right in that range.
And so I was trying to get down to weights that were pretty far from my normal, right?
So and that's why it was like pretty unhealthy for me to be and why couldn't stay down in those
137s, 140s for very long.
So I just get super super run down my motivation would go down my training would go to crap
So again if someone is more naturally made to be a marathon or smaller frame sits already like their normal body weight would be like my wife Sarah
Like she sits around like a hundred and tenish year-round, but even if she wasn't running
She probably be about the same weight so she can sit at that weight year-. Rest for me, like, it's not healthy for me to be down at 137. So I
have to come back out of it. So that's where it's really important for people to just know their
body and where it should naturally be. And then realizing, okay, if you're going to manipulate it
down to a range where you're the fastest and the lightest at, you got to come back out of that as well.
Yeah, my wife's the same way. Sure, her walk around weight is 110, 111,
and she has to work to maintain that weight
as opposed to do anything else.
And I think that's probably why she's just a good runner
is she's naturally so light
that it comes to her easily in that regard.
So tell me what volume, what was your weekly mileage
when you were still training with mammoth? So it's probably, you know, again, this was like pre-Garmin days.
It's probably around like 110 or so.
I thought it was more than that, but then we got garments and started measuring a lot
of the loops we were doing for our easy running.
We're like, these aren't nearly, they're like a mile shorter than we thought.
So it's probably a little bit less than I thought.
But those easy days are just chill.
And I think this is the other mistake that a lot of runners make,
is they're just kind of running the same all the time.
And that will get you to a certain level, right?
Like, there's a place for that.
But if you really want to see how good you can get,
you got to have your hard day super hard,
and your easy day super chill.
So like oftentimes, like, you know, like I said,
I'm running 12 miles under five minute pace.
And then the next day I'm coming back and running like 830 pace for an easy run.
Just super, super chill and slow.
So having that kind of variance between pacing I think is super important.
I mean, it's not really rocket science, right?
It's like you stress the body, you rest the body, it adapts,
and then you keep repeating the cycle over and over again.
It's not rocket science, but if there's one thing
that I spend a lot of time talking about with my patients,
when it comes to this particular aspect of training,
it's, and again, this isn't to train them
to become competitive athletes,
but it's important from a physiologic standpoint,
as we think about longevity,
it's most people are training in this garbage zone
where it's too high in intensity
to build a true aerobic foundation
and too low in intensity to truly stress
the body glycolytically.
So, you know, we talk about it in zones, right?
So there, we think zone two is how we describe it.
And this is, we define it by lactate metabolism.
So zone two is that all-day pace.
Lactate has to be below two millimolar.
This is a pace you should be able to hold all day
from a metabolic standpoint.
You probably can't hold it all day
from a muscular and structural standpoint,
but metabolically you should be able to hold this pace all day.
And that's easier than people are used to training.
And then at the other end of the spectrum,
there's like gotta be this real push pace,
kind of your four by four pace, right?
Four on, all out, four off.
And most people aren't used to that level of discomfort.
So they're kind of in this no man's land.
So they're suffering two problems.
One, they're in a physiologic no man's land, and two,
there's no variability to it anyway.
So even though you say it's obvious,
I think it's important for people to hear this discussion
because I don't think enough people understand
both for performance and also longevity
while you have to be at the more extremes
of kind of zone two, zone five,
is where the progress comes.
One kind of like easy way to help manipulate
this system a little bit is that if you're coffee drinker
You talked a little bit about caffeine, but like we don't even have caffeine before our hard days
And then so then easy day like you feel like death like you're tired from the workout
But also because you don't have caffeine on board and you you're just kind of forced to take it really slow
Like you don't feel like you could run fast if you're like dependent on it
So if you try into, a lot of the clients
were working with the run free,
it's like not reasonable for them to not have any caffeine
on the day, but we're like, let's at least manipulate it.
So you're having it more so before the hard workouts,
and then a lot less on the easy days.
And there are some athletes, I'm sure you've seen
that don't really get a benefit from caffeine.
Like I never got a benefit from caffeine.
And to this day, like I can drink coffee at any time of day,
has no bearing on my sleep.
So I get no up from it, I get no down from it, I just,
I could drink three coffees a day for a month
and then stop, experience no headaches, no withdrawal,
not even notice it.
That's interesting.
And there are different genes
that are responsible for caffeine metabolism. So people do sort of vary in that. But I've always been incredibly envious of the people
who are very sensitive to caffeine because it's an awesome tool to have in your toolkit for
just this purpose, but also just for wakefulness and overcoming jet lag and travel and stuff like that.
Yeah, yeah. When you use correctly, you can be super helpful.
Of course, like when abused and if you're sensitive to it and you're drinking it later
in the day and it screws up your sleep, then it stops being helpful.
But yeah, yeah, it's interesting.
It's like, like I was saying, everyone's an experiment of one, right?
So that's why you got to just play with stuff until you find what works for you.
So once you became self-coached, how did the workouts change?
What did you do leading up to 2011 Boston
in terms of volume intensity and everything else?
One of the big adjustments I made, I started spacing things out. So I don't think I finished
the week. So we had the intervals on Tuesday, you know, and then like a long threshold on
Friday. So you get two easy days before that. So you're feeling a little bit better for
that threshold.
And tell me about the threshold. Threshold is a constant. It's like a simulated, slightly higher than race pace shorter distance.
Yeah, and it gets more towards race pace as it gets longer.
So we grow those out.
You're starting out.
It may be like five or six miles.
And then you get to where you're doing 15 miles straight without stopping.
And I do three of those every single 12 week build up for a marathon, which that would
be a very typical build up for a marathon about 12 weeks
And I make sure I get three of those long thresholds in and those were my biggest indicator workouts
It's kind of like whatever I knew I could hold for 15 miles in training in the context of hard training, right?
So it's not like you don't fully taper for this workout and just bang the heck out of it and be like oh, I can run this for a marathon
It's like no, your legs like need to be a little bit of fatigue.
You need to be in the middle of hard training.
But then generally speaking, whatever you can run for that 15 mile threshold, you can
hold for a marathon, which is also kind of like mind blowing and hard for first time
marathoners to believe that.
It's like, how do I go 11 more miles at this pace?
But that's the magic of tapering the energy out on the course, the carb loading,
all that stuff.
Your body finds a way to be able to hold that through.
So that 15-mile threshold or that threshold of varying distances on Friday, and then Sunday
coming back with a long run.
So again, you're doing that long run with a little bit of fatigue in your legs.
That'd be anywhere from an hour 45 to two and a half hours.
But during that time, we're, and we would go off time,
not distance, but we're covering,
sometimes I'd be running over the marathon distance
for two and a half hours, right?
So those are high quality efforts.
Oftentimes it's kind of like medium pace,
so say maybe six minute pace for the first half of that.
And then the second half of that,
we're doing like phart lick style running
where you're practicing changing gears on tired legs,
and just hitting that aerobic into a little bit harder
towards the end of it.
But a lot of it is just like mentally learning,
like how do I turn my legs on when I feel really dead,
when I'm 25 miles into this race?
How do I, what cues can I go to to turn things on
and to change gears here?
Because it's, it doesn't matter if
you're running six minute pace or eight minute pace when you get 20 miles into your run you feel
tired right and so you gotta just learn like okay what mental cues can I pull on here to turn
everything on but everything you just described was how you were doing it before 2011 yeah and then
how did you tweak that formula so I started spacing things out a little bit more.
I started just taking two easy days between every session. So I was focusing on like a nine,
10 day cycle, but then I was making those workouts higher quality bigger. So like one workout that
I implemented, instead of saying like those Tuesday short sessions, which just might have been a
little bit, again, I think I got too far away from 5K fitness.
I should have spent more time developing that,
but this workout, I absolutely love for marathoning
where I do 20 by 1,000 meters with 200 meter
easy jog between each 1,000 meter,
and that was done faster than marathon pace.
So the goal is to drive your threshold down.
So you spend all this time doing threshold running
in a certain pace, and then you're going just a tad bit quicker
than that for these broken up thresholds.
So how much quicker?
So if your marathon target pace for a K is what,
is two just under three minutes or just over three minutes?
Three minutes is a 206 and change 206 30 marathon.
So yeah, so like maybe I'll be shooting for like 255,
like five seconds per day quicker kind of feel.
Yeah.
How many days, let's just assume we're talking about it
as a week, even though it's a nine day cycle.
How many weeks would you succeed on that day
where you would actually go 255 or better
for each of the 20K versus fail somewhere along the way?
Actually, I think it was pretty successful most days, right?
But I think a lot of that is
because I wasn't trying to bite off more than I can chew, right?
Like I wasn't trying to hit home runs and workouts.
Like they were workouts where I was kind of set up
to see success. And often, too to like my thresholds would just get better every time I would attempt it, right?
As the build up is going I'm getting stronger. I'm getting in better shape
I'm also getting lighter which is making things a little bit easier
And so usually I was seeing pretty good progress from that 12-week buildup where I'm getting pretty
What would happen though more likely than not
in almost every single buildup I have
is you get little niggles, right?
Where you get little like foot pain, little knee pain,
just little things that pop up.
So if I missed a workout is usually more for that reason.
And then that's when you gotta like go to the cross training
which is an area of also like learned and grown so much in and utilize
a lot more now as a coach than when I was running.
But when I was a runner, I was just kind of like the old school, like runner die kind
of mentality, which is not a helpful mentality to have.
So what did you expect to happen on that April day in 2011?
So I was coming off a terrible half marathon.
So a month before that race, I ran, I don't even, I can even tell you my time.
I don't think I ever looked it up.
It was like 66 minutes or something for half marathon, which is, you know, seven minutes off my personal best.
And training and being on super well, things have been clicking well.
I thought I was in really good shapes.
Kind of one of those scenarios where you go to the start with this really high expectation,
but then it's easy to have that like shattered, you know. And so things just weren't clicking in the race, created negative mindset,
negative snowball excitement gone, and then you're just trying to get to the finish line, you know.
So not a good run at all, super bin-out shape afterwards, because I didn't know why.
How long was that before the Boston marathon? A month out. Yeah. That's one that you want to go
well to create confidence, right?
And I didn't know why it went so bad.
Nothing I could put my finger on.
So those are the hardest ones to manage mentally, right?
But I got back up and just started training again.
And I found this over and over again, not just with myself, but with athletes like coach.
Oftentimes, like these races, when you're in heavy marathon training, won't go well.
But then they'll turn something on inside of you.
It's like neurologically all of a sudden, you're like firing.
And so I came out of that race and just started feeling phenomenal, like similar to how I felt before Houston.
And it was a very like quick change.
It was like the next week, all of a sudden I was like, like I said, training had been going well before,
but it got taken even to the next level.
And there's all these different factors going into why that might have been. I think the race
helped. Also, we headed back to Stanford to train at sea level. And so that it was very much how
we'd utilize altitude pre-kids. We have kids now, so we can't do this, but we had spent like two
months up at altitude, dropped down to sea level for a month, go back up, drop back down, and that
was taken from Jack Daniels who was done a ton, a ton of research in the running
space.
I think probably one of the most brilliant minds in running, in my opinion, especially from
a scientific perspective.
And I was asking him, corresponding to him, and like, hey, what's the best way to utilize
altitude?
And that's what he recommended.
It's like, go up to altitude, shoot back down.
Because what you see is you see a big dramatic increase in your hematocrate hemoglobin early on
in those first three weeks.
And then it just starts to taper off, right?
And so then you head back down to sea level
and it's gonna go back down.
But then you see when you come back up to altitude,
again, another big dramatic shift.
So you always want that shifting up, right?
So that's what we're doing.
We head back down to sea level.
And again, there's positives back down to sea level. And
again, there's positives to training at sea level. Like I'm sleeping way better when I'm
at sea level. I'm running faster, able to do workouts. I can't do at altitude. And so things
just started clicking like crazy. I also started having caffeine every single day. And
that was the first time my career I started doing this. And so I started running my easy runs a lot quicker. And I have no idea if this like was something that
was obviously it worked. But I don't know if it was and despite of this or because of this,
you know, but I was running a lot of my easy runs at like 530, 520 pace and just like floating
through it, just feeling even like the day before the race, do an easy 30 minute run,
plus like six by 100 meters strides.
That's kind of a custom run for us before the Marathon.
I'm so glad Sarah wasn't there in my wife,
because she would have killed me for running as fast as I did.
I was by myself and I was just hammering,
I was running like 530 pace, but it was just easy.
I was just floating, wasn't breathing.
What would be the difference in your himatic grid?
How much would your himatic grid vary
between sea level and elevation? That's a good question. You know, I
don't remember off the top of my head. We weren't super great about doing blood
work. I wish we had done more of that. We would do it just kind of like it
seemed like random times, you know. We popped down the Olympic training center,
get some blood work done and see where it was at. But to be honest, I can't
remember the differences,
but it would come up pretty significantly in those first three
weeks, for sure.
So yeah, just feeling like a million bucks
heading into that race.
But I did have this kind of thing hovering over me of like,
you just tanked a half marathon kind of thing.
Then the day before the race, I remember talking
to the race, one of the race organizers and she's telling me like,
you know, like we're supposed to get a really good tailwind tomorrow, right?
And I was just, when I heard that, I just lit up inside
because I get excited about running fast.
Like I'd rather break a world record than win a gold medal.
Like that's just how I am, you know?
And I remember talking to Bill Rogers who won the Boston Marathon four times,
won New York four times.
And he was telling me he's like, he's like, you know, about once every 10 years, you get a wicked tailwind in Boston.
And then you can really roll. So he had a year when he got a tailwind.
He stopped four times in the race.
It's like tie a shoe to walk to get water.
And he still ran 209.
And so I, his words were in my head and standing on the starting line in Hopkins in that morning,
and I'm looking at the flag and it's just going the exact direction we're going to run.
I was like, I'm never, never going to do like this again. Like I'm making the most of it.
And I always like to go the front and lead. Like, that was kind of my signature.
But I didn't let one moment go by in that race where I wasn't pressing.
I was like, I'm gonna get everything I can
out of every single mile.
And so we were rolling.
We were like a lot of our miles in the 430s during that race.
We came through the half in 61, 52, I believe was our split.
The race organizer was on a motorcycle in front of us
and he saw our split, halfway saw the clock
and he's like, he radioed his clock guys.
He's like, hey, you guys messed up the clocks.
It says 6150.
They're like, yeah, that's right.
And so we were, I mean, at the time, the world record,
I believe was like low 204.
And so we're under world record pace.
And again, like the first half of the Boston Marathon
is slightly down.
So, and we had the wind at our backs.
And you have heartbreak hill at the very end as well.
Yeah, you have heartbreak hill.
Like all through 17 and a half miles till 20, it's like up and down hills.
So it's typically known as a challenging slow course.
But again, if you get the right wind and you make the most of it, because these aren't
pace races either, like most fast races, you have pace makers in there and they're in
charge of pace.
Guys are just tucked in for most first 20 miles at least.
And then
they're off and running last 10 K. Well, in this race, they're just me at the front,
just hammering and all of Africa sitting on my back behind me and join the ride. But
I didn't care. I was like, I'm gonna make the most of today. I remember one memory from
that race was one of the guys on the side of the road, like some of the spots, like especially
early on in hop continues going through neighborhoods and stuff, people out in their lawn chairs.
And one of the guys yelling, he's like, Hey, Ryan, don't let them steal your tailwind.
And I was thinking about that for a while.
I was like, is that possible?
I don't think so, but lots of kind of funny memories from that.
And it was just cool to like be with those guys, be in the lead group.
And also to get to push them along to something that would have, it
was a super historic day, you know, like the top two guys went on to run 203 low, like
I think 203 or 4 or something like that, which was well, like almost a minute under the
world record at the time.
And you know, I finished fourth and ran 204 58, but I'll never forget another memorable
part of the race was coming through with a mile to go
and seeing they have a clock at a mile to go
and it was right at two hours, right?
But I'm in the like serious pain cave, right?
It went out super fast, super late in the race,
no one's around me and I'm just like holding on for dear life.
And I was like, I saw two hours flat.
And I was like, okay, like if I break five minutes
for this last mile, like I'm a beyonder 205,
my PR at the time was 206, 17.
So I was already, again, I was gonna run a big PR
no matter what.
I was like, 205, that's insane.
That sounds pretty good.
There's a part of me that is like,
just enjoy this last mile, run like 530,
just soak it all in and just enjoy it.
But then there is a part of me is like,
you know what, you might never be here again.
Why don't you just put your head down,
grit your teeth and bear it, try to break five
and get under 205.
And so that's what I did.
And it was a world of pain that last mile
was a blur.
The crowds in Boston are just insane though.
I'll never forget running down Boyle St. Street
and just the crowds just going crazy.
And I was in fourth place, but I didn't even care because like to me,
performance shifted away from like beating other people to me maximizing my own
potential. And that's what I get most excited about. And it's like that with my
lifting too. It's like, there's guys deadlifting well over double what I'm able to do,
right? But to me, like, that's not important. It's about like me optimizing what I've
been given my gift and also just seen the fun part of
the seeing the growth and the improvement, right? So coming across the finish line, I just
like put my hands out and just soaked it all in, yelled super loud. My wife was there at the
finish to give me a big hug. And it was super special. No, I felt like I had won the race even though
I hadn't, but one of those moments,
really, this is again, like Houston, like one of those magical days that, you know, you may never
get again. So just soak it all in and enjoy it. But yeah, special day. To me, the most amazing
part of your journey is not the successes. It's the way in which you've been able to kind of carry
yourself through the failures, right? And I think you've got this parallel between 07 and 08, right?
And then we see it again now here in 11 and 12.
So how are you feeling going into London?
Again, I think the expectations early in that season
are very high, right?
Yeah, coming out of a 204, I was like,
I'm gonna take a shot at winning this race,
even though I had just been beaten by a minute by those guys.
So I knew I knew it wasn't, you know, like I was expected to necessarily win, but I knew
I had a shot.
Like, you know, if you're on 204 for the marathon in those days, like you have a chance to win
a gold medal.
So, and again, I, this was a theme going back to Beijing, talking about not putting on the
weight after I ran London, leading up to the build up for Beijing and how that made my training flat.
I did the same thing.
And this is one of those things where it's like, okay, like having a coach is a helpful
thing because if a coach, if I had told a coach what I was going to do, he'd have been
like, that's a really bad idea.
Let's just stick with what we know works for you in this situation.
That's putting on 10 pounds.
But instead of doing that, again, my heart was good.
My intentions were good.
I was like, okay, like, again, like,
faith's a big part of who I am.
I really want to hear God in a way that people use
across all traditions to do this is through fasting, right?
So, instead of putting on 10 pounds,
I did a one week fast.
How close to the Olympics?
So, let's see, Boston was April 15th
and the Olympics were August.
So, you know, it was enough time
till we're asking you to get a full buildup for the game.
So I had plenty of time to like put on weight
and do my usual thing.
But again, I just wanted clarity on how to train for this thing.
And so instead of my weight going from 137 to 150 during that two week period,
it went from 137 to like 130 flat.
And that was just, I started the training in a really depleted state.
My body wasn't in a good state.
I was mentally and spiritually.
I was in the best spot I'd ever been,
but my body wasn't ready to go at all.
It was needing a break after that, you know?
But I began my training and came back and I was running pretty well initially.
And then it just kind of went downhill from there.
And it actually kind of became a miracle that I even made it to the starting line
considering how poorly my training was going.
Just nothing was working.
And this is what I tell myself in the weight room now all the time,
where I'm getting stale and training and not seeing growth.
If I'm not eating enough food, I'm not taking enough calories,
it doesn't matter how I'm training, it's not going to work.
And that's how it was for me in that buildup.
It's like my body is depleted,
I didn't have enough calories on board,
so it didn't matter how I trained, it wasn't going to work.
So just a frustrating period of training leading up to that,
actually had to take my watch off for
all my workouts because it was so discouraging to see what my workouts were and see how slow I was
running them compared to what I was accustomed to. So that was good for my mental health. And I
think there is a point that can be helpful for people out there. Sometimes just get away from the
data, take all that stuff off and just go off feel. And that was helpful, but it wasn't enough to
get my body back into the state it needed to be in.
What did you feel at the start line in London? Was there any hope in you at that point
or were you like, look, I'm here at this point out of an obligation to my country. I'm representing
my country. I'm wearing the flag of my country, but this is going to be the most difficult
two hours of my life. Yeah. You know, there's, I'm very optimistic person.
So I'm pretty good at generating hope.
So and it did help not timey my workouts.
So there was a little bit of mystery of thinking,
oh, maybe I'm actually in a lot better shape
than I think and feel here, you know.
So there was some genuine hope on the starting line that,
hey, and that's a thing with running that I've experienced.
Sometimes like training can go really bad
and you can just pop one, have a big day.
So there's always that kind of thought in my head of like,
let's not think that something special
couldn't happen today because it could,
but it became obvious like really early on in the race,
the pace felt super hard, super fast.
And then as is the case often times when I get too lean
and too light, I have all these injury
issues, right? So like I had all this hip stuff going on before the race, luckily like my Cairo
guide John Balls amazing had me in one piece on the starting line, but then very early on in the
races like then my right hand strength started hurting and that's ultimately what led me to drop out
as I was in the middle of that race. I was already starting to limp a little bit.
It wasn't even the middle.
It was early on, it was like seven miles into the race.
And I was limping.
I was like, all right, what do I do here?
What's the right call?
You're trying to kind of coach yourself through it
and not give up hope.
But then at the same time, you want to be smart.
This is my livelihood, you know?
And I'm looking out for the long term.
And I was like, if I, I'll, I'm willing to be
that guy who like comes limping in like seven hours after everyone gets the, the cheers and inspires
people for just hanging in there. But the same time, like, I also want to be good to my body,
you know, and I've been not good to my body a lot. And that was just kind of like a moment where
I had a sense of clarity that I needed to be good to myself and call it a day. So that was just kind of like a moment where I had a sense of clarity that I needed to be good to myself and
Call it a day. So that was actually the first race I ever dropped out of in my life was the London marathon and it felt so surreal
I remember stepping off the because it's a loop course
You know as you're going past the finish and the start a number of times and I think it was the second loop
I could be wrong on that but I think it was the second loop when I dropped out and I remember stepping off
and I almost started running again
because it just felt so wrong.
It felt so weird.
It felt like I was in someone else's movie or something.
But then ultimately I just walked off the course
and then began the long process of working through that
mentally and emotionally, you know.
What was that like?
Well, it started with Cinnabon.
Funny, funny thing.
So the next day, I'm like two or an around with my family in London.
And Sarah knows like how I tend to go to food when I get emotionally low, you know.
I can relate.
Yeah.
So we pop out of the subway onto the streets and it's like, it's like,
Cinnabon is like heaven.
It's like right in my eyesight, she's like, Ha! Cinnabon!
And she sees me look at it, she looks at me and she knows exactly where I'm going.
You know, she's like, don't do it.
Don't do it.
But of course, I went to Cinnabon, got a bill of Cinnabon.
Now I'm sitting out on the curb just eating it And I look up and like someone's like taking a picture
of me, my son of a-na, I was like,
I felt like I was gonna be on like,
Esquire magazine or something.
No, actually, I've learned to pick myself up so many times.
I've gotten a lot better at it.
And for me, it's kind of like I need this period
of just being sad and just let myself be sad for however long
that takes. The period of kind of like mourning the loss, you know, because this was a big goal for me.
And then for me, the next step then is like, okay, restore hope. So what is the next thing I'm going
after? Find that target, put it on the calendar. That begins to restore my hope. And then like,
I have a little meeting with myself of things I'm going to tweak, do differently, do better. So that also gives me just way more hope
than I'm not just going to repeat the same experiment I just did, right? So like I'm
doing this right now with myself. I'm going back after this sub five minute mile and sub
five deadlift. I'm like, I'm a tweak this, this, and this. And like I really believe it's
going to work this time, right? And so you've got to, you've got to, that's the starting ground.
You have to believe that your training is going to work.
That's why it's so important for athletes to believe in their coach.
Like if you don't think it's going to work, it doesn't matter what you're just
prescribed, it's probably not going to work, right?
So that belief is so, so important.
So, you know, I picked myself up and got going again.
But then the problem was and is common case with runners,
is then
you have all these compensation issues, right? So I had that issue in my upper high hamstring
where it attaches there and then just ran through that. And that started by the way because
I had planar fascia. It is training for the 2012 Olympic trials. I got that right before
the trials had no choice had to run through it. And then that persisted for like eight months. And so low compensation, get an injury on the other side and upper hamstring in the
games. Then I tore my left quad building up for New York. I tore my right quad building up for
Boston. Then I got a sacral stress fracture on my left side after that training for my next marathon.
It was literally marathon after marathon. I'd sign up for it, get the deal all worked out,
not be able to do it,
because I'd get some huge injury
that would put me out for a long time.
And I didn't have a lot of injuries lead up to that.
I was concerned myself to be super durable.
And yeah, so there's just injury after injury.
And that's kind of that four year wild ride
of trying everything I could think to try.
And ultimately nothing was working.
But as I look back at it now,
I really think a big piece of it was the nutrition piece.
And I started to be in a better mental health point
to where I didn't have to use food
as like a benzene mechanism for after these bad races.
But that actually, I still needed to put on the weight though. right? I still needed to get my body in a good spot.
And I wasn't doing that because I didn't need to do it from an emotional mental standpoint.
But then that was also killing me at the same time, physically speaking, right?
So looking back at it, I would say that was a big, big part of why I had so many struggles
from 2012 up until my retirement in 2016.
And if I could go back and do it differently,
I'd actually do something like my mom always wanted me
to do and I never wanted to and that is to,
she's like, you should've stayed like three months
completely off and like not run it all.
And I was like, you crazy, like I'm never gonna do that,
you know, but that actually would've been super helpful.
Just get away from it, get my body back
in a completely good spot.
Now, I feel so much better in my current lifestyle, folks on the lifting, doing very minimal on
the endurance end. Even my testosterone, I just got a testosterone blood test result recently,
and it came back at a thousand. I didn't even think that was possible for me, but again, the lifestyle
shift, lifting heavy, eating more calories, just having my body in a better state, sleeping a ton,
has just allowed me to kind of like, restore myself.
And that's exactly what my body was telling me.
It was like, I feel like my body's saying to me, I've given so much to you over the last
20 years.
Like, you've pounded me into the ground with 100 mile weeks after 100 mile weeks.
Now it's time to get back to me.
And so that's ultimately like why I got into the lifting.
I was like, I want to get back to my body.
I want to build it back up.
I want to make it strong.
And there's this thing of like, okay, like I did something I was genetically gifted at.
Now let me see what I can take something where I'm not genetically gifted at all the opposite of that.
And again, I just love like the challenge.
I love lifting hard.
So every single day I'm in the weight room.
I go to failure and I know that's not recommended, but that's just who I am.
That's why I love to do.
So that's that's what I do.
You know, so I feel like in a really good spot now, but I'm curious.
Like if I would have allowed myself to get into a similar state as him now,
and then went back to the running, how that could have went,
but the ship has definitely sailed on that,
walking around it, 185 pounds now,
or even like I'll go for runs,
and it feels like a completely different sport
at this body weight compared to 137 pounds.
Yeah, and it's even different from cycling.
I mean, both sports punish you for the weight,
but one of them you feel it much more than the other. I mean, in running, it changes your
gate. I mean, my wife, even though she weighs exactly what she weighed before having kids,
she's tried to explain to me that the shape of her pelvis has changed since having three kids.
And she said she has ever since having, especially the boys because they were so big,
she's like,
I've never felt the same running again.
She's still, you know, wafed in 110 pounds.
To me, looks like she has a nice stride,
but she's like, it doesn't feel the same.
I don't float anymore.
Like, literally, her pelvis is just in a different shape now.
So that's an example of something that I think women can experience,
and then of course just the change in weight. Yeah, huge. So what would you say to someone who says,
I love exercise, but cardio is the only thing that matters, and they're not doing 100-mile
weeks, but they're doing something cardio every day, and they're sort of averse to strength training.
Given that you've experienced both ends of this spectrum and at very extreme levels, how
do you think about this in terms of overall health beyond performance?
Yeah, I mean, I think when you think of health, you have to think about all these different
levels of health, right?
So like, what is your hormonal health?
Like, because that's going to really affect like your mental health, like how motivated you are, your energy levels, all that stuff, right?
So I just know from myself my own experience, like number one,
like you can run every single day and be healthy, right?
But you do need something to, especially as you're getting older to offset
how depleting of the body that can be, right?
And that's where heavy lifting comes in.
And I think I just say the word heavy
and I can feel like all the runners being like,
oh, I don't wanna do that.
And I was the same way, I hated lifting heavy.
But I think there are there's ways around that, you know?
And like we mentioned BFR a little bit.
Like I love BFR for runners.
Cause like if you're not, here's the thing with lifting.
Like I've been lifting super heavy for six years and I've never gotten hurt lifting but that's just because I'm in to and I
have crap form when it comes to a lot of things too so it's not because my form is good but I am
intuitive in there right like if something's not feeling right like I don't put on the way I don't
go down like I'm very cautious in the weight room right right? So there are ways to lift heavy and healthy for runners, for example, the stuff that I
love to prescribe to our runners are hex bar deadlift with the handles up.
So you're not going down as low, you're not loading up the lower back as much.
That's much more running specific strength that is going to be great for your power development.
I also love half squats for the same reason.
A lot of running is just hip extension, right?
It's like every time your foot contacts the ground,
your hips have to extend to get out of that position.
So we need to do things that really focus on that.
So half squats great for that.
And your liability of getting hurt,
half squatting is way less than butt to the ground.
So you can load up the bar super heavy
with the half squat, get all the hormonal
benefits of lifting heavy, get the bone benefits of loading up a bar and having it on your
back and avoid things like stress reactions, your bone density up that way, and just feel
really good coming out. There's just no other feeling than like lift having a bunch of weight
on your back and setting it down. You just get this like huge rush of like, I don't know
what is endorphins energy,
but I always just feel amazing coming out
of the weight room energy wise, you know?
So there are ways to lift to heavy and a healthy way.
And then again, like if you don't even have access
to heavy weights, you can do things like BFR.
And I've been playing a lot with BFR
and I really like the feel of that as well.
And I think it's a way for runners,
you're maybe skinny, more concerned about getting hurt
to get the same benefits of lifting heavy
without having to put a bunch of weight on the bar.
Do you ever have runners run in blood flow restriction?
I, for the first time, really, like a couple of weeks ago,
did some sets on the air bike.
So, like, you know, those air-dying bikes,
I did like two-minute sets with heavy BFR on my
upper thighs.
And I remember thinking, well, I remember not knowing what to expect, right?
I remember thinking, okay, for two minutes, I should be able to hold 300 watts or whatever.
And it's like, no freaking way.
Like I was struggling to hold 200 watts for two minutes.
And it wasn't that my heart and lungs were blowing up.
It was like just the absolute pain in my legs.
So I thought that was kind of interesting.
And I was like, huh, I wonder if, you know, I was still cycling like if this would be an
interesting form of cross training.
I don't know if it would translate to running because I can't really walk when I'm in the
full BFR.
So maybe it just wouldn't work.
Maybe it would be, maybe it's only
amenable to being on a bike.
But, and I also think there's certain exercises like,
I once stupidly tried to deadlift with BFR.
It was a very lightweight, but I also thought it was altering
my form a little bit and I didn't think,
I didn't think that would be beneficial.
So, but I love it.
I do BFR every day that I lift.
I do at least one to two sets. That's interesting. I'm definitely going to try the BFR on a run next time I go for run.
I'll be curious to try that. Yeah, I don't, you won't be able to go as heavy as you do for less,
like at least on my device, it allows me to select low medium or high intensity. So maybe if you
set it on a lower intensity, but if anyone's going to experiment with it, it's you. So I'm curious
to hear what you mean. Yeah, I'll try that out.
Something else I wanted to ask you about, which is, we talk about sports like cycling,
where drug use is just the norm.
It's, there's never really been a clean era of cycling.
We're probably in the cleanest era now for the last 10 years.
But there was just no way you were going to be able to compete and be one of the 10
best cyclists in the world if you weren't using a performance enhancing drug, non-negotiable. So if you didn't want to use those things, you were free
not to, but you were not going to be in the top 100 or whatever. How much, well, I guess it
doesn't seem to me that distance running has suffered the same thing, right? We see it in track
and field all the time. How much buzz has there been about performance enhancing drugs
at the marathon level, the world
class marathon level? I haven't been paying attention to it, but I really don't remember
hearing much about it. And I'm curious as to whether or not that's been your experience.
And if so, why? Why do you think that marathon runners, which would certainly benefit from
tons of PEDs, haven't traditionally used them?
Yeah, I think the thing that is the culture, right? So for me, I knew guys who 100% weren't on it and we're winning races. Meb, for example, he's winning in Boston, he's winning in New York, he's winning medals, Dina's winning a medal at the Olympics you want to do and they're not on it, you're like, then I can too. You know, you look at like, Lance and the cycling culture and it's like,
if that's not the case, then it becomes very difficult, like to me, to be optimistic on the
starting line, right? So like, I always chose to believe everyone was innocent, even if I heard
rumblings, just because like, I didn't want to be a mental disadvantage. Like, if I believe this person next to me is on something, then they already got one on me
because I think they're just going to be superhuman because they're on a PD, you know.
So I always just believed everyone was innocent.
I never like concern myself with too much about it.
And also like honestly, I've been around a lot of training groups in the US, a lot of
different athletes.
I've never heard of anyone talking about taking it,
about having access to it.
Like, I wouldn't even know the first step to even like,
how do you even find this stuff, you know?
Whereas, it's not like that everywhere though, you know?
Like I've been in Kenya and they talk about it a lot over there.
And I'm not saying like Kenyans are dirty or anything like that,
but the culture there is one
where it's talked about more there
and I think that alone makes you think more athletes
are on it and there have been like guys getting busted.
Not just from Kenya, but from all over the world, you know,
so it does happen occasionally in running.
What are the drugs of choice?
Is it Ipo?
Is it testosterone?
Ipo.
And then there's, you know, lots of like kind of
gray line stuff too where people are just looking for every
advantage they can get and maybe crossing some of those lines and with Alberto and all
that.
Yeah, that's right.
I forgot about that.
What was the controversy around Alberto Salazar?
It was a large document of case thing of all this stuff that was supposedly going down.
Honestly, I kind of stayed out of all that and didn't even fall at closely.
I wouldn't even be able to do a good job
or take you like a lady all the time.
But you're right, I guess there has been
some rumbling about it.
You're right.
You have a suspend a lot of time in Africa.
I know you've adopted four girls from Ethiopia,
which probably speaks not just to your sort of love of children,
but also how much you've embraced that East African culture.
Having spent as much time there as you have, do you have a sense of what makes them great? How much of it
is their genetics, how much of it is the environment in which they're raised, how much of it is the
training, the mindset. Again, I would imagine if you're born poor in Ethiopia or Kenya,
running as a way out would be viewed as playing in the NFL here or playing in the NBA or the major
leagues. Like it's it's it is their sport. So when you think about all of these different factors,
what explains the absolute greatness of this population in this
really relatively small part of the world?
Yeah, I mean, it's the perfect storm of kind of everything you mentioned, right? It's
like highly motivated individuals who are highly genetically gifted. Like you were talking
about your wife's pelvis and it widening, there's like, I think some theories about their
pelvis being really small and that being helpful for distance running.
But I mean, like I just, I walk behind my kids
on hike sometimes and just look at how narrow their shoulders are
and how small their bone structure is, right?
And I'm just like, this is crazy.
Like they're just so small.
And like I'd be running next to highly giver slossy,
one of the greatest distance runners of all time.
And I remember the first time
I ran with him at the London marathon I caught up to his group and I was like I'm running next to highly like this is insane
And I just could not get over how small he was. I was just staring at his back. I was like this guy is tiny
So I mean there's like this whole huge like their their makeup their body and to be honest with you
I think there's a lot more there actually.
I think they can run a lot faster
than they're even running.
I'm curious like, their approach to trainers
are approach to training.
Who's doing it right?
Not that it's one or the other.
You know, it's probably like a blend of the two.
But you're thinking if they adopted
some of what you've talked about,
what others have talked about as far as more strength training, more gap between intensities, they might even be able to be better.
Yeah, cooling down.
Yeah.
You know, things like that.
What makes Kip Chogi so great in your mind?
And I think he really is the greatest marathon runner today.
And I don't think that's just on the basis of doing this incredible feat of breaking two
hours in a very controlled,
unofficial way, but also just his overall marathon
performance on the racetrack.
What is it about Kipchogi?
I don't suppose you ever ran with him, right?
Was he there in 16?
No, I don't think we ever, we were coming up
at the same time.
We're very similar in age.
I don't know his exact age or few even knows his exact age, but we're riding on the same time. We're very similar in age. I don't know his exact age or if he even knows his exact age,
but we're right around the same.
So we cross pass a lot, like I saw him at the London Marathon
a couple of years ago when I was there.
But I think obviously, like, genetically gifted,
but also his, like, humbleness.
I think that's a huge thing.
It's like when you start to think you're great
and that you've done all this great stuff,
it almost makes it harder to get back there, right? Or to exceed it. It's like when you buy into how great you are, I feel like it
kind of sets the limit on you. It's like, that's your cap, right? And he is so, like, I've never seen
anyone as successful as he is. I mean, he's got to be getting huge paydays to do these marathons,
right? And yet living in super simple place
with it sharing room with training partners, like,
come on, like how many, like multi-multimillionaires,
do you know, like do that, right?
So like, I think there's something about like his mentality
and humbleness and that's really what I've always found
most inspiring about African runners,
whether it's from Kenya or Ethiopia and why I enjoy being over there so much and have fallen in love with their culture,
is just this like carefree, fearless mentality of just like, I'm just going to put myself in it and
go for it. But Kipchogi also balances that with like being very controlled. It's like he controls
his strength so, so well. And I think that kind of sets him
apart. Like when you read about his training, he's always talking about running like 80% max and
everything being super controlled. And I don't know. Like I have personally have not gotten results
through that type of training, but it's without a doubt it's working for him. I mean, he's by far
in the way, the greatest marathoner to ever walk the planet, right? So whatever he's doing is working. But I honestly, I feel
like a big thing is just his mentality, like his his mental approach to training and racing
is the most composed I've ever seen in an athlete. So I think that's a huge part of it.
Do you think we will see a sub two hour marathon as an official marathon in our lifetime?
I think we will without a doubt. I mean, so a woman just ran 62 minutes, 62, 50 or something for
half marathon, which is absolutely insane. So that predicts two 10 as a full? Yeah, so I mean, she could
potentially run be the first woman to break two 10 the marathon and we're just seeing huge performances like this
And I think the whole how much of it is the shoe. Yeah, I was just gonna say how much of it is the shoes?
Yeah, this shoe thing is really interesting because I don't think it's just the technology like the technology
Without a doubt like people are running two minutes faster over the marathon with these shoes on
But I think it's affected the psyche a ton
I think what people think is possible now
has just been blown up, right?
And so now, like we're just getting people
trying to do insane stuff.
I mean, like a sub two hour marathon.
Like that would have never happened
if we didn't have these shoes.
Like I'm sure even Kipchoghe wouldn't have even tried, right?
But now it's kind of opening the doors of like,
what's possible here?
And then you see a woman around 62 minutes for a half. And you're
like, if she can run 62 minutes for a half, like in an actual race, that wasn't
even a set up Kipchogi type situation. That was an actual race. Like people can
do it in the marathon. So I'm certain we will see it. And who knows to like what
other kind of technological advances will happen in the coming years, but the shoe thing has been profound from technology standpoint, but
also from a mental standpoint for athletes.
Speaking of a mental standpoint of all of the stunts you've done, and I've followed many
of them, the seven marathons in seven days, i.e., seven consecutive marathons and seven
days on seven continents, is in and of
itself ridiculous, but it's made only more ridiculous by the fact that you didn't train for it.
So tell people a little bit about this thing and the extent to which you both got better during it
and then kind of crashed at the end and how painful that last one was.
got better during it and then kind of crashed at the end and how painful that last one was.
Yeah, so I was retired from pro running
and one of my pastor friends from LA, Matthew Barnett,
texted me, he's like, hey, I'm doing this crazy challenge,
seven marathon, seven days, seven continents.
And there's something just captured me about it.
Similar actually to when I was 13
and went on that first run around Big Bear Lake.
It's like a similar kind of feeling
where there's just something about this
that I just got to do it.
So I text him back, I was like,
let me know if you want me to join you, man, I'd love to go.
And again, running zero at this point,
just in the weight room, just focus on strength training.
He's like, okay, let's go, it's on whatever.
So we end up doing it.
And I started training for it,
so I was like, okay, if I'm gonna do this,
like I wanna enjoy it, but then I was hating the training for it. So I was like, okay, like if I'm gonna do this, like I want to enjoy it.
But then I was hating the training for it.
Wasn't enjoying it.
And I was starting to get a lot of those same fatigue issues that came when I was running professionally.
So I was like, you know what?
Either I can enjoy my life for like the nine months leading up to this thing and not run hardly at all
or and have a really bad week.
Or I can like train for it, not really enjoy my life for nine months
and then have a good week.
I was like, I'll take the like,
the nine months of good living.
So decided not to train for.
I mean, I did do,
I was running like three days a week,
like between five and eight miles,
eight miles was my long run, leading up to that.
And so I was taking on this challenge
where we're gonna have to run 183 miles, I think it is in a week,
which is by far the most I'd ever done. I think the most I'd ever done was 140 miles,
and you're hopping on an airplane. It's like you run, you get on an airplane, you run, you get on an airplane, right?
So, yeah, it was quite the experience. It was definitely like trip of a lifetime. It was like a group of
people. So there's like 30 of us, Richard Donovan puts it on.
It's called the World Marathon Challenge.
And he just, the guy who puts it on Richard
is such amazing, dude.
This guy's taking 30 people around the world
running marathons every day.
I never saw him stressed once.
I never even saw him close to stressed.
How much does one pay for the privilege of doing this?
I believe it's like 40 grand.
So it's a bit of a trip, but you're also.
Yeah, because they're flying you privately,
obviously you're chartering
and you're like, you know,
that you could make this work.
So the first one, I think if I recall,
it was South Africa.
Antarctica.
See, start Antarctica.
Yeah.
Okay.
That was the coolest marathon you're running on snow.
It's like a seven mile loop course.
And I thought Antarctica just gonna be like flat, just white, you know, but there's all these mountains, we're on a glacier,
there's all these mountains going, we had to take like a Russian airplane to like get down to
there, it looked like something out of a movie, it was super cool. And how did that one feel?
It felt pretty good actually. Funny though, I was so super into lifting, right? So my great idea
was to take in 50 grams of protein like every seven miles or something. So I was like super into lifting, right? So my great idea was to take in 50 grams of protein
like every seven miles or something.
So I was like, I don't want to lose my gains.
So, which is like the opposite of what I usually do, right?
Usually it's like simple sugar.
So I'm doing this and I get to like mile 23 of this race
and I am so out of it.
Like I'm like, I need sugar like stat.
Like right now, it's my protein bars I am so out of it. I'm like, I need sugar like stat, right now.
It's my protein bars, like hardly any carbs in it.
So they have this little tint that's set up.
They put all these dried fruit and candy and stuff in there.
It's an unmanned tint.
It's like crawling there and I just grab like as much candy
as I can.
And I just like.
And I started feeling better immediately.
So like right after that, I kind of learned my lesson.
I think I ran like 330 something on that one.
Which is kind of amazing, like 330 still a fast marathon for a,
yeah, okay.
So then where do you guys go from the Antarctic?
Where's the next one?
So then we went to Chile and we got to sleep in a hotel room
that night.
So that was nice.
So there's only two nights during the week where we got to sleep in a hotel room that night. So that was nice. So there's only two nights during the week
where we got to sleep in a hotel room.
And that was one of them.
So we ran the next marathon and actually felt pretty good.
You know, we're on concrete, not snow.
So it felt a little bit better, is warm.
What was the temperature in an Arctic when you ran that?
So it was supposedly really cold,
but it must be like a dry cold.
So it didn't feel that bad to me.
Oh, like I was in my regular run
stuff that I'd do if I'm doing a run here and flagstaff in the wintertime. Like I had full tights
at a long sleeve and I had like a like a shell jacket and gloves like mittens and a beanie. And I
was totally good. I wasn't sweating at all because they say like you don't want to sweat and
it freezes on you. Yeah. Hype with her. Yeah. You know, but I was I was totally good. So then South
America you ran how fast you run that one? Can you remember. But I was totally good. So then South America, you ran,
how fast did you run that one?
I can't remember what my time was.
I think it was a little bit faster than Antarctica,
but not a lot.
But it was nice,
the Antarctica one doesn't beat up your legs
because you're on a snow, so it's a little bit softer.
We always do all of our easier running on soft surfaces
to keep from beating up your legs.
And I was also in the most cushy shoe I could find,
so I was like, my legs are gonna take a beating.
So I think at that time I was like 170 pounds.
So I was prepping myself for that a little bit.
Then we flew to Miami and that was kind of fun.
It was like a homecoming back to the States, you know,
but also warm.
I had a little bit more trouble in that one.
I think I was a little bit slower than I was in Chile, but not much.
Maybe I was like, again, like 3.30 or something like that.
Then we flew over to Spain and I had the worst day ever in Spain.
Luckily, you're like one of my Dutch friends, Yopped.
He came over and he's with me on the bike the whole time.
I was just in the worst mood and having the worst day ever.
I was like, running is the worst thing on the planet.
Which I've said that many, many times.
That's actually not a new thing for me to say,
even when I was running professionally.
Running can be like your best friend
and like your greatest enemy at all at the same time.
All right, so that's Europe.
So then which continent next, Asia?
I'm guessing.
Then we had to Morocco for Africa.
And we got a hotel room slept in that one.
I was like, all right, considering how bad I felt,
less than 24 hours ago,
I'm gonna start out just super chill
and just like make it through this, right?
So I start that way and then again, the mystery of running,
why you'd all of a sudden feel so good.
I have no idea.
But I just started feeling like a million bucks.
Like I started charging, like I felt like my old self,
I was like mentally super engaged
and like just came home super quick.
Like I went out really slow
and then ended up running like 304,
which for me off like zero training was like really good,
you know, so then I was like pumped.
I was like, all right, now it's on.
Like I'm gonna just get faster and faster every day
from here, you know?
So then is Dubai the next day?
So then yeah, Dubai's the next day.
The problem was though, then after Morocco,
I'm walking to get food with my buddy
and I just develop a little bit of a limp
and he's like, hey, why are you limping?
I was like, yeah, my hips kind of bother me a little bit.
Whatever, you know, just shake it off.
Like you usually do with most running things, you know?
But then the next day in Dubai is like, my hip was on fire
and I was like, this isn't good.
Like something's really wrong here.
So I ended up walking like the back half of that marathon.
A lot of it.
So I don't know what my time was there,
but it's probably up over four hours, you know?
And then we had on the airplane to Sydney
for the last marathon in Australia.
And it was crazy this whole time.
Yeah, we're on a private jet with like, you know,
food and everything, movies.
I didn't watch one movie the entire week.
Whenever I was on the airplane, I was asleep.
I was so tired.
So we land in Sydney and I tried to stand up
and I put weight on that leg where the hip was bothering me.
And it's that kind of like take your breath away
wincing kind of pain that you get, like super sharp.
And I was like, oh, I'm in trouble.
This is not good at all.
Like I had a hard time putting any weight on it at all.
And also to like, I was so sick of all the little tiny things
you do as a pro runner, like the mobility,
the stretching, all that stuff that I wasn't doing
any of that anymore. So I didn't wear my compression socks the entire week. So I got to Sydney and my
ankles look like elephant ankles. Like they're so small. But like to the point where it's
painful, I was like, I didn't know you could actually get pain from this, but like I get
like barely like been my ankles. I was a mess. So I put on my same single that I wore my first marathon
at the London marathon in 2006, 2007.
The same single that I wore in that race,
I put it on, so I was like, this is my last marathon,
like this is my goodby tour here, you know?
The same way I went in with a big long run,
15 mile run around Big Bear,
I'm going out with a bang too, you know?
And I never got to say goodbye to the sport.
It's like I just like kind of faded out
and all of a sudden I was gone and my body
wasn't able to run.
I never got to say goodbye to the sport that I loved.
So this was my chance to say goodbye.
And so this last marathon, a manly beach,
we did a mile out, mile back, mile out.
Oh, well done.
With a whole marathon.
But it was sick though, because it was lit up
by the moon, the stars, all
that stuff was just blazing.
We're running.
For some reason, we started like 1 a.m.
I was like, why can't we get some more sleep?
We're running 1 a.m.
Was that because it was too hot to run during the day?
No, I think Richard's thought process was just, you wanted to get people enough time to
get it done.
It'd be like such a sucky thing to like not finish it within the seven-day period because you had a really bad last day. So I think he's just trying to give people
as much time as possible. And so it could have been good like for me like I kind of needed it that day.
I like got a massage in the middle of that, but I went on to find out when I went home,
got MRI, that is stress reaction in my hips. So massage just aren't the best stress reaction.
It doesn't do a lot.
But yeah, I'll never forget,
like coming across that finish line,
the sun was up at that point,
took me five and a half hours.
It was like the longest, slowest, most painful marathon.
It's like every time I put my leg down on that concrete,
it's just like getting zined with like that super sharp pain,
you know?
But I mean, after you've run six marathons in a row,
you're like, I'm gonna do whatever it takes
to get through this seventh one.
Like, I'm not stopping now.
I'm never signing up for this trip again.
So I gotta get it done, you know?
So I came across the finish line
and these are just like all like runs
that are set up by volunteers.
So not like a ton of people,
they're not like big productions like major marathons,
but still super cool.
And I came across the finish line
and I took off my shoes left them on the
finish line and it's something I kind of stole from wrestlers, Olympic wrestlers
after they they wrestled their last match.
They leave their shoes on the mat.
It's just kind of the symbolic way of saying like, I've given everything I have to
give and now like the seasons over I'm walking away leaving my shoes on the mat.
So I did that.
I walked away barefoot from the finish line
and it was actually, even though it was just kind of like me and a couple of other people got super
emotional at that time. I was like tearing up as I was walking back to the hotel just because
you know, running gave me so many gifts. It was so life-altering for me and the most beautiful
part of all of it was the people, you know, meeting my wife, my kids, all the people I
cross pass with continue, like I wouldn't be chatting with you right now Peter if it wasn't
for that, you know, like that is what I hold most dear from all of the experience, you know,
and what's cool about that is like, it doesn't matter what level you run at, like we all
get to experience that, you know, you sign up for any race and you're out there with
a 50,000 amazing people that are on a journey with you and we get to do it together, you know?
So that whole
Cinnamon just like hit me super hard just saying goodbye to the sport I love
But then you know, it's been such a beautiful transition though of like
Realizing that that whole season it felt like it was for me, you know
Like it was my thing that I was going after seeing how good I can get. But I've since kind of realized like it wasn't just for me like everything I learned in that season was meant to be passed down
And it was meant to be shared and meant to help other people
So kind of launched me into the season of moving into the coaching space coaching my wife coaching other athletes in person
Starting run free training where we coach runners of every single
Discipline, you know every level super slow people, middle school kids,
like all the levels, because like just it doesn't matter where you're at, right? It's a mat. We just
want to be on the journey with you and want to guide you well and help you on your journey. So
it was really special to kind of like realize that even all the mistakes that I made, they weren't for
not, you know, I'm on this podcast, I'm able to share it with your listeners and hopefully they won't
make the same mistakes and they'll be better off for it.
That's really my goal now.
How can I help people take this thing, living to the next, not just running, but living,
be happier people.
I'm far more concerned with my athletes' happiness than I am with how fast they are.
I want them to enter into the good life, And I think running is a way to do that.
Lifting can be a way to do that.
Ads to that.
But more than anything, like I just want them to find joy.
I want them to find joy.
Well, Ryan, it's been a joy sitting here talking to you about this.
And I hope we get to meet in person one day because there's, I hope we get to work out
in person one day, actually.
That would be, that would be a ton of fun to lift together.
And I'd love to try some of these crazy things you're doing,
not all of them, but actually, I'm really intrigued by the,
I wouldn't be able to do it with a fraction of the weight
you just described, but the farmer's carries up the grand
canyon. That's something that I could see wanting to do
that one day. The grand canyon is such an amazing place to me.
I've only been there once, but it's still probably one of the
most significant things I've ever done. The season of my life, in but it's still probably one of the most significant things
I've ever done. The season of my life in which I got to do it, the manner and how we made
it physical. And I sort of made it a hiking swimming trip. So I swam in the Colorado River
and then in each of the waterfalls on the way up because you have like these four huge
waterfalls that get progressively smaller as you go up. And it was just, I mean, it was
just, I was actually just talking about it with one of my kids
last night when I was reading him a story and the Grand Canyon came up and he's like,
is that a real place?
And I was like, yeah, like this is real man.
And when you get, when you guys get a little older, we're going to be going back there.
Yeah, you need to bring the kids up, start doing 20 minutes every other day.
I'm sure you have 20 minutes and we'll
go do it together. That would be so fun. Awesome, man. Well, I really appreciate this time
Ryan and this was so much fun for me to just kind of be able to pick the brain of one
of the world's greatest. I loved it Peter. Awesome shot, man.
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