Trash Tuesday w/ Esther Povitsky & Khalyla Kuhn - Honey Throats & Ryan Gosling Kisses

Episode Date: June 7, 2022

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So this is your opportunity to come say hi and you know maybe get a hug out of me and bobby so see you there wait um is it bad though that i'm now suddenly in a phase where I'm drinking two coffees a day. Like how? That's better than most Americans. Yeah. I think two cups is good. Really? Two cups is like two lattes. Two cups I would be like, it would be normal. Right? Yeah. Like doctors would be like, don't have more than two cups. What time of day do you drink? I like to do, you know, my morning one for my anti-sadness walk and then like a three or four p.m. That sounds... That's late. Do you sleep? That's...

I would do before 4. Or before 3 even. But you guys live like late night lives. That's a thing, Annie. I know. Why don't you join us, you bitch? Can I just say something? Honestly, can you just be with us sometimes,

you fucking cunt? It's so important. It's like we're having the times of our lives and you're not even seeing it. Because she's not a stand-up comedian. But just come push on stage and poke at you that's what bobby's been saying he's like you know we've been together for so long and you've been to the comedy store like four times it's the most fun ever it's the most fun time ever you know what i sleep very late also wait you have the most fun time ever at the comedy store i don't believe you

wait you have the most fun time ever at the comedy store i don't believe you i think give her no sets by the way emily are you listening she gets no set she's an ingrate stupid bitch i would like to do one half hour now and so one 15 minute set honestly i'll still go i'll just start can't listen that she would love that would be her favorite set if i did it i know what i feel like i've done this before low-key where you'll be up after me and i I feel like I've done this before, low key, where you'll be up after me. And I feel like I've genuinely said, like, if you want an extra five minutes, like. Esther, I would totally charge the mountain. And by the way, it's never an accident. I have I have texts in here.

I'm like, put me and Esther and Bobby and Santino all together. Oh, that's so smart. You're all the people I'd like to, like, come and just, like, sexually harass on the way in. Annie, I you're the only comic I know that lives in late night comic life but still gets up before anyone. It's mental illness. I don't even know what to say.

Wait a second. So like how much sleep does your body actually require where you feel rested, fully rested? Okay, I could do four hours. It's not ideal, but that's a sleep cycle. Four hours is a sleep cycle. That's why you're supposed to get eight. So four would be better than honestly six for me. Oh, okay. But I still try to get the most i can but it i'm less sleepy if i do four

i know what you mean it's it's the same as like um um for me getting up yeah the six and a half hour mark if you try to wake me up at that point i'm groggy because i'm probably deeply in rem or i don't know where i am in my sleep cycle. But is there anything? She's all in the ocean. She's all swimming. She's fucking a fish. She's banging a fish.

She's spearing it while she's fucking it. It's dying while she's banging it. Bless you. Tiny baby, bless you. Did that not annoy anyone else? I was fully annoyed by that. I was like, is she being fake? Ew.

Fake sneeze. You know the fake sneeze people. I don't really think you are one. But they're fake sneezers? You know the people that do it? You trained yourself to be a sneezer. Wait, my aunt was like that. And was she married to the murderer?

No. She's like, whatever I can do to get attention. That is a slutty sneeze. It sounds like rant, rant, rant like how her husband did. She was married to a German man named Otto. Immune? Disorder. Otto. like how her husband did she was married to um a german man named auto immune disorder auto um but um yeah she would do that so she'd be like it's like a cum yeah that's hot oh esther will you try can i prescribe you trying to do that sneeze for the next three months i'll try but i think it's to be expected from you I think you think that people

can dictate how they stay can no I think Annie's right it's fake you yeah I was a cool stomach aches and headaches were the worst thing to have because there's no evidence of them I had headaches and people were like I wait I told you is that I had to wear sunglasses in school for why I had I had headaches wear sunglasses in school. For why? I had headaches and the fluorescent lights would trigger them. So I just was, for like seventh grade, I was just the coolest kid in school. Or the blind kid. Don't fluorescent lights cause cancer? Like those old school bulbs or, like they don't use them anymore.

The ones that like. The ones on our lights. George! the ones that like the ones the ones on our life george ultraviolet radiation emitted by fluorescent lighting can increase an individual's exposure to carcinogenic radiation okay oh this is like why we're not supposed to get gel manicures and eat bacon because uv light is bad for us but what about gel x that is anytime you're getting the uv light x is like the x's on your eyes when you're dead it's an old cartoon joke of all the things like you know we when of all the six symptoms which of them are you the most intolerable of like for me it's sore throat i love this question i cannot deal with sore throats sore

throat is really high up there. Clogged up nose is also really bad. I think you're right that sore throat is the worst. Period pain is very like you can't do anything about it. But like I'd rather have that than a sore throat. Cluster headaches to me are the worst just because I throw up. I can't go anywhere. Like I have to get Whitney like sent me a nurse to like give me a shot in my ass that did nothing but it was so nice of her you know yeah headaches is a close

when you can't leave your house yeah or open your eyes probably or want to live you want to be dead yeah i'm like just cut the head off but what did i want to say about what were your ones that you just said i think it's sore throat because like i just also what's associated with that to me is like the first day of a cold. Taking a big cock. That doesn't hurt my throat. Actually, that would help a sore throat. Actually, don't when you do have a sore throat, aren't you like, I just want to blow someone like. I just want to suck this pain out of my fucking throat.

Like scratch. We usually just manuka honey for me. Oh, my God, guys. Dip your dicks and manuka honey and save your girlfriend's throat yeah is there since you brought up manuka honey i actually have a question i've been saving is it jason manuka honey what is manuka manzukic okay manuka honey is just like this i'm curious if there's any truth behind it because basically it's like 80 honey that comes only from new zealand and they say it has medicinal properties but i'm like isn't it just sugar and honey or am i actually can i actually eat this and feel good about it um dr kalilah honestly i swear

honey fear do you have a honey fear no but i'm like is this a way to have pure sugar and not feel naughty? Okay. Once in college, they had a nutritionist come and I don't know why we're in the library. Also, the college went out of business. So who knows? But she was like, she's like, if you have two spoonfuls of honey, she didn't differentiate the type, but she said, if you have two spoonfuls of honey in the morning like you won't get sick i never did it or i've thought about it since this moment but i just like the

way honey coats my throat what does it do it does save everything yeah it's very yeah it it you know when you're you feel like you're swallowing glass like the first or second day of a sore throat you wake up in the morning everything's just dried and painful like there are times where you have to hold your nose it hurts so much like in your sleep yeah manuka honey on hot water and like lemon sort of just soothes your pathways really nicely okay i know you're horny i just feel like a pathway is opening up in your vagina no even worse i was like oh i hope i get sick soon don't worry you will then i can go back on my day quill wait should we talk about how we killed ray ray leota oh my god you guys you did it i murdered him one pockmark at a time i took him out yeah so if people don't know last the last episode from

last week we talked about ray leota and then the day after we recorded that he passed away he's dead and so people were asking, like, did they know? Was this before or after? That was before. Not that we wouldn't have said the jokes, but it would have been more aimed at a dead person, not at a living. And we love Ray Liotta. Well, here's the pattern on this show. We miss him.

We love our Puckmark daddies. We love our Puckmark daddies. They're so hot. There's a pattern? There's a pattern because the last time annie spoke about this guy in a very and we found out on google that he had passed as well my finger guy yeah the finger we need a clip of that i gotta you guys look forward to a clip of the fingering being fingered by a dead man yeah i remember oh i remember she brought up a guy she hooked up with and through carlos's googling carlos was like oh um

it's kind of funny that carlos had to deliver that news live on this show death is he dead did he die did he die i died it's just like is there better content than someone finding out someone's dead that finger our relationship was already so wild it made this guy Our relationship was already so wild. Me and this guy. But R.I.P. that guy. Plain finger guy. Guys, I got a mouth guard and it gives me a list. Can we listen?

I'm supposed to wear it all the time. I was like, I can't wear it on my podcast because people will stop listening to it. I don't know what the movie Revenge of the Nerds is about, but this feels like that's what it is for me right now. What is Revenge of the Nerds is about, but this feels like that's what it is for me right now. What is Revenge of the Nerds about? Oh, it's nerds taking revenge. At who and how? The bullies.

But how are they doing it? I never saw it. It's like really like it would be considered problematic now. I hate you for more problematic. Best friends and nerds, Lewis and Gilbert. Enroll in Adams College to study computer science college sounds about right the gilbert park okay they go against a fraternity is what it sounds like 80s frat movie it was great but they're i mean i'm sure it was like slurs galore but anyway so i'm in the doctor's office the the

dentist's office and they're like oh we fit your mouth guard for you and they put in i go i have a lisp and they're like no you don't i go you cannot gaslight me when I can't say the word gaslight. Like for you to like, you don't have a lisp. It sounds good. I'm like, I'm spitting. By the way, I just gotten, I can't wear it. I also think the lisp will go away the more you wear it. That's what they said.

But how? How? I can't answer that. Because why do I? Why would I? I kept being like, like well what gives a person a lisp is it because their two front teeth aren't touching it's not gonna touch i'm not oh i look cool you have the same one as curry but here's the thing that is not the

person he that man is and his wife are such cuties in real life oh yeah you met them oh you met them on the show? Yeah, Ayesha Curry. Yeah, Bobby and I did their show. And my God, are they just cutie pies? And also, like, you can tell genuinely, like, are fully fucking. You know what I mean? People have been together a long time.

You gripped when you said that. Yeah, like, they just are into each other. I'm like, ooh. Everyone wants to, I think we should auction this pillow off because everybody wanted to be the pillow. Oh, really? I gandered into the comments, you guys, and they were fun.

We'll raise money off the vagina pillow. Kalilah gets none of it. She won't come to the comedy store, guys. Watching back. I know, that's so hot. Oh, wow. Wait, you know what the hottest thing that's, do you guys remember the VMAs when Ryan Gosling and Jennifer and what's the girl from the notebook? Rachel McAdams.

Rachel McAdams were dating and they won for best kiss and he will you play this video? It's literally the hottest thing I've ever seen. Did they really kiss? Play the video. It's crazy. I'll show you what's hot about him. Watch right now. You're about to see it. Oh God, I'm getting horny.

She's so fucking beautiful. I love my god don't worry about her right now she is a byproduct of something so look okay ready watch it's chewing gum it's the gum chewing and the fur it's the gum chewing look the nose grab. Oh, he fucks good. He's a dancer, a child dancer. Low hand was turned on. Oh, he fucks good. Oh, yeah. I have critiques. I don't like this kiss.

The gum chewing, all of it. Should we reenact it, Esther? Because it's not two girls? Because I don't like that they presented it. They got ready. Like I want it to just kind of come out of nowhere and be like disgusting. I have a new pitch for a kiss. You would like,

can you put on never been kissed kiss? I want it to. There's no pause with this. Here's what I want. I want them to be like standing there. No, like I want it to be like they're standing there and they're like this. Yeah. Oh my God. I really grabbed her hair. I'm sorry. It felt good there. And they're like this. Yeah.

Oh my God. I really grabbed her hair. I'm sorry. It felt good though. A little bit. Like the good hair. Like. You want there to be no pause.

Cause there's no pause in this one. They're just like this. They're like, thank you by the way. Watch. Look, look, look, look. He doesn't stop. No. Not aggressive enough.

I mean, I grabbed her hair. Yeah. I grabbed her hair and at first you were like no but you liked it yeah of course okay that's like what hair grabbing is right it like hurts a little but it's like yeah but it doesn't hurt that it's like being slapped by the way ryan gosling did not get hot to me until the movie drive that's right when he stomped that face in oh annie when he had brain matter on the bottom of his book oh you didn't see the fucking movie i actually did that was one of your three movies i went on a date which is so weird

that's the best soundtrack ever too yeah the soundtrack it makes me really like downtown la too now i want to have a sleepover and watch drive and reenact the kiss aggressively. I think that's always been my favorite part of being single and rebellious is just the making out part. Never the sex. Yeah, like dry humping. Have you made guys come in their pants? Yes.

Those were the days. Kneecaps, baby. I've had dudes come on my kneecaps. Oh, because you're... Well, no, if we're dry humping, you know, and they're like, your legs and then they just come on my knees i feel like there was a fun era in my 20s my teacher came on

my kneecap my knee pit excuse me what's the opposite of a kneecap a knee pit but i know what you're talking about like because i feel like i had a fun era in my early 20s where it's like oh i'm like a single adult i can just kiss people and it's like whatever I never learned that what I was always like you know next morning I was like why did I fuck this dork I was like oh no I had a few of those there was one there was this kid I got really drunk at a bowling alley with my my like friends from middle school I went back like during college and I lost my glasses like I was just such a wreck and I went home with this like kind of nerdy kid but he was like low-key hot under the very thick thick thick glasses he had like he had like his eyes looked all big but I was like there's something and he had been like the biggest

nerd in high school it's like your type which by the way Josh Potter's so happy you said that he's like she's i'm her fetish oh my god i love him but um he drove me home and yeah we made out we dry humped in his car and then he came in his pants and i told everyone isn't that the best it was so fun i just we were just like playing we were just rolling the ball and i was looking at him i have a question why is it that us women find a lot of pride and joy when dudes come early and we make them come? But dudes don't necessarily find the same joy. Not all. Now it's changing.

A lot of men now want to like pleasure a woman and make her come. But still the ratio is off. That is weird. We have a friend who like revealed to us a couple months ago that he's never asked a girl if she's came before. Oh my God, are you how old? He didn't need to say it. He's like in his 30s. Say it without saying it.

It's the leather jacket that told me. And we were, Carlos and I were just like, so blown away and I don't know, it just, I never wanna know this person ever in my life. None of us do. Because I think that's a parallel. That will extend in all other parts of this life. If you cannot ask somebody that you're being intimate with if they are feeling good, what does that say about you in real life?

Because you're a sock to them. You're a fucking sock. They could be jerking off. You could be a crunchy sock. Yeah, please. I never want to know him. Never introduce me to that person. Like, why would you want to have sex with someone why would you want to if you're not

invested in their feeling good because like you said we set where we like it if a guy like comes yeah it's like that's what i just can't imagine it any other way like give me my prize like i'll just jerk off yeah if it's not about it's like about both of you i'm all three of you whatever it is oh my god three of you poor dave i meant all three of us sorry love you guys but no boys allowed when esther comes there are no boys allowed girls sleepover only um yeah no i it like when guys like egos are attached to making you come that's the best i yes like it's like their pleasure is about your pleasure but there are also a lot of men who don't have a warped idea of sex that truly get off when they're eating you out

right and that's the generally the kind of men that i that i like to be with yeah and a lot of guys just don't know how to do it and they're like insecure like i think and then they just like i think that perpetuates them being like shitty lovers because they feel like they're gonna be bad at it anyway and but there's a book what is it she comes first she comes first it's got like a papaya on it well what's funny to me is i'm like i think we talked about this even like when we were on schultz's podcast like i think guys think that like their dick is enough like they just think that like i'm gonna fuck you and like that's gonna be good enough it's like that's never enough we use a back massager that's the size of like a baseball bat there's

a back massager that is, what is it called? The magic wand. Okay, there's no wand. A fairy isn't able to lift that one. It's so heavy. It's like so super power. Do you think your dick is enough?

Well, here's why I'll go as far as saying that that canal is meant for birth, right? It can take a large, dense mass coming out of it. Now I'm just thinking of like being fucked with a baby. Why did I go there? She said it, not me. Very Hollywood of you. You're changing.

And you're changing in a really good way. A little too Hollywood. You're changing in the right direction. That's not what I want to hear from you. It's good, Esther. It's good. Well, yeah. So there was a really good way. A little too Hollywood. You're changing in the right direction. That's not what I want to hear from you. It's good, Esther. It's good. Well, yeah. So there was a woman on TikTok.

Can someone make the animation? No, no, no. The woman on TikTok was basically like, there are size queens, women that just prefer the idea of a big dick. But there are no real nerve endings in that canal for good reason, because they're supposed to take a fucking beating when the baby comes out. So really, our nerve endings are more obviously in like the outer areas and like our lips and right at the entry of it, which is why I really stand by what I say, like big dicks, small dicks. It doesn't matter for me. In fact, if you're a four and a half or

less, you'll probably make me come faster. is that because it where the dick enters where it enters it for me it has to be like right okay wait if this is the clit of my vagina it's like this entry this part exactly it's like exactly mine too like if you even just you know what soaking is no it's a mormon term where you're not because they kind of get away with not fucking fully. So they just soak it. Esther's underwear is Mormon right now. Oh my God. They just soak it.

So you just put the dick in and you don't move. What? So you don't move. I cum. Kegel. If you just put it right at the tip, because the entry point is where a lot of my nerves are. And I kegel and then that's it.

Yep. I have a lot to discover later tonight i'm very curious what you mean but i had a boyfriend with a monster cock and i will say that's pretty good that's pretty good too i think i just like it all i will say? What are you laughing at? It was crazy. It was amazing. Monster talk. It was amazing. And it was like, I don't need this. It was a lot. Like, it was a lot. The blowjobs were, I mean, let's just say

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It's not. Honestly. I'm not a size queen, but. You're a size king. I'm a size king bed is what I have. Have you guys ever, because I sometimes if I'm watching porn and the guy's dick is too big i literally can't watch it because i'm just like ow ow ow that hurts that hurts like i

can't well a big dick to you would be what two and a half inches oh my god but do you ever see a dick that's so big that you're like change the channel so when i watch porn i cannot change the channel it's just on regular tv if there was a box do you have if i could um describe a porn that would cater directly to me all the dude's face would be blurred out yes i don't like dude's faces that i don't know it's almost like who are you i don't trust you and why am i you know it's it's i don't want to see your fucking expressions i don't know you know what i my only criteria for porn is that the girl has a real orgasm that's my only it has to be she's having a real orgasm oh what do you guys and i need to see and believe she's having an orgasm i can and i will try to have an orgasm at the same time yes okay that i do i try to time it usually when the guy is coming though.

Right. But she's saying when the girl is coming. Oh, misogynist. Yeah, I am. Oh my God. And turn a life misogyny. So when he's coming, then I come. I like to time it.

The rhythm. I could go either way. I'm going to do it. With Todd, I really do want to have, I got one of those things. The ceramic pentameters. What are those? An i-namic? I-namic pentameter. What are an iambic iambic no way what are they what did you get

tick tick tick to keep count oh like on garage band yeah i want to use that because i'm like because i have way worse rhythm than everyone i've ever fucked in my life like they really got to take me i gotta be like oh no you don't need rhythm for sex i'll show you cowboy take me away that's that's a look today a metronome my camel toe is so crazy right now i want to ask you guys so i was watching this one um porn the other day it's a cow toe and it's um it's a page on porn hub it's called my sweet apple and one of the girls i'm so interested'm scared of that. I'm so interested. What is this?

My Sweet Apple. So I was watching one where they were in the pool and it was two girls and one guy because that's what I'm into. I like it when the other girl like spreads the other girl and the guy goes in.

It's my thing. Wish he hadn't had, wish his head was cut off, but you know. I made concessions. But one of the girls had an obvious hemorrhoid and I loved it.

I loved that she I'm like finally a porn I can get in. No it's like yes bitch. Yes. Well I do have to feel like I'm in it. Like I have to feel like I can be in it. Like I don't want POV because it's just like a scary guy but I do have to feel like it's a sex I could be having. Yeah I think

My Sweet Apple does a good job. I like amateur too. I don't like any sort of professional shit. Wait do you watch OnlyFans porn? This one My Sweet Apple does a good job. I like amateur too. I don't like any sort of professional shit. Wait, do you watch OnlyFans porn? This one, My Sweet Apple, I watch on Pornhub. Oh, okay. Esther's like, I'm not the OnlyFan. I have, I will admit, I have subscribed to girls OnlyFans. Yeah, who do we have?

I'm not going to say who. Because she's friends with them, which is so creepy. That's so awkward. Like, I was thinking about that. I'm like, dude, you just like like, subscribe to, like, the... It's just, I think, like, I guess I thought over the pandemic that, like, things were going to come back regular. And, like, the girls that were doing OnlyFans were going to have to, like, go back to their

office jobs. And, like, everyone in the cubicles around them were going to be like, hey, bitch. Seen it. Seen it all't think there's no work anymore nobody is i don't think i would tell them the people that i know that i've subscribed but i think if it came up i would just be like i would like feel it out but i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable but yeah also there's been um i've subscribed to a certain only fans like that i knew dave was curious about and so just to be like sweet ians like that I knew Dave was curious about. And so just to be like sweet,

I was like, here I sit. Or were you like faking that you were like into the same thing as him? No. It's like when someone's like, my favorite movie is Rushmore. And you're like, no, me too. 10 years in, there's no faking that I like things.

Like, trust me, I try. There was faking. Actually, we did go to Whitney's house for Todd's birthday, which by the way, I can't wait to unfold this story. So I textaking. Actually, we did go to Whitney's house for Todd's birthday, which, by the way, I can't wait to unfold this story. So I text Whitney.

I really like Whitney's boyfriend. He's a cool guy. This guy, Alex, is a vet, not a veteran. He has his legs. He is a veterinarian. And so for Todd's birthday, I was like, hey, do you want to just go on like a double date or something? And Whitney is like, that's not enough for Whitney.

She's like, double date. She's like, let's just have a party over at my house. And she has just renovated her house. It's beautiful. It's amazing. Always a good time at Whitney's house. So I was like, oh, OK. And then she's like, who do you want to invite?

And I just, it literally was only you guys and your boyfriends. Yeah. Were they only, I was like, I can't even think of anyone else. Sorry, Carlos. Pete, didn't cross my mind, guys. Sorry. I was, I could have went it's for Todd's birthday

his present was not inviting you I'm just kidding I invited Charles he couldn't go yeah you have a bad friend right here that didn't but so that was on like a Sunday Todd's birthday was on a Tuesday

Monday morning I get a text from Whitney that says So that was on like a Sunday. Todd's birthday was on a Tuesday, okay? Monday morning, I get a text from Whitney that says, hey, I'm having people over on Tuesday. Do you want to come? And I go, oh boy, you've forgotten how this started. And she went, oh, I thought Todd's birthday was on Wednesday. I'll push it. I go, no, no, just keep the party.

It's fun. Just whatever. So Whitney had already forgotten that it was for Todd because she can't help herself and but it ended up being the most fun it was it was fun yeah it was a good night and dave was there reading in the corner esther pretending that she's someone that serves dave may i give you another did you want the corn i mean it was so fake it was the fakest thing you know you know why that happened is because i could tell that he wanted more food but he's so polite so polite it was driving me he's so polite and like kind of shy that i was like this is where i shine where i can be the aggressive not shy one i was like no problem dave i'll get you so i that came out every time dave had the urge to be like esther

that's not like i was like yes esther go go go we get there and whitney will like she could possibly forget to serve us food like whitney's had parties where it's like we're gonna watch a movie and like there's no movie there's no way to watch there's not it's not possibly gonna happen and so esther goes goes like, anyone hungry? She was doing that. And Dave was like, that's so rude. I'm like, Dave, I'm going to fucking kill you. We need Esther right now.

We're all fucking starving. No, I have a lifelong commitment to always being willing to be the person at a party or event that's like, where's the food? Annoying. I'm always willing to go first, even though my dad has like that he always take the last bite too yeah i will always take that i'm like we're gonna get let it get cold oh yeah i'm gonna take the last bite bitch yeah i'm like i'm not gonna play that game yeah because it is it's not it's not like you're selling yourself out but i come from a different

culture where if you do not go straight for the food you're being rude i love that so you if if let's say for instance you've already had breakfast lunch and dinner and then a late night snack and my mom comes to you and says hey esther are you hungry you're supposed to say yeah i'll take whatever you're being served okay i don't care if you don't eat at all but don't say no like food is food is a love language for filipinos and so it's like receive our love i will admit i have gotten into trouble and on that end of it where i've been offered food and i wasn't hungry and then i'm like later i'm like i this has happened in my family too where i'm like oh shit it's rude not to eat the food but i'm like i have eating rhymes with food

what rude oh come on i think it's for me what i do in those situations where i'm clearly not to eat the food. But I'm like, I have eating issues. Rhymes with food. What? Rude. Come on. I think it's, for me, what I do in those situations where I'm clearly full to the brim and I cannot have any more and like, let's say a tita's like,

Kalayla, here's some more food. I'm like, oh, thanks tita. And then I'll grab the food and I'll look at Jules or Bobby or somebody

and be like, you gotta fucking help me with it. Okay. That's good. You do also have about 12 dogs that you could feed. About 27 dogs at all times some vicious okay cool that's a good i'm gonna i'll take the food and then make davey did our dogs were there our dogs were there donut snapped at randy it was so it was

really cute and dave was like oh i feel bad for dogs or it's like no no no this is the joy of our lives to see randy get snapped it's so funny randy's like me like you gotta slap you gotta snap at him he'll just go and go and go but it was so fun kesha was there we had a good time yeah it was a really fun alex cooked it was great did you get your animal i got my animal card reading can you explain what that is because it's their animal cards that so whitney's lawyer was there with his family and his bentley saw it uh i know i saw bentley and i thought it was tim dillon but i was like this seems too new i know his was like a 2018 but it seems like it's like a tarot card reading or something i've never done that. But this, this girl who like,

I know what they're called here. Let me find the specific kind. Cause she drew them. So the daughter of the, the lawyer drew them, illustrated them. And then her friend who she FaceTimed, this girl, this girl FaceTimed in and then would like do a reading on each of us.

She'd pull a card. And I think I got like the Jaguar. She FaceTimed? Yeah. Why wasn't she just there because she lived somewhere else yeah whitney was being so mean to her in the funniest way like whitney was in that card room whitney is the funniest i've ever seen her in my life i missed it i want it was she was like she's like i love how you're just in like a free people bra and the

girl was like oh i'm sorry i was watching game of thrones with my fucking husband and when he's like we get it you have a husband bitch like the whole thing was just it was good wait and so you pulled a jaguar yeah and then they have you ever done a psychic or tarot card reading um I try not to yeah because I noticed that the other girls there were really scared before we did it and I was like what's going on they were scared

I'm not scared of it like the devil I just know we know you're scared of the devil here's what I do I go I go is this tarot card reading good I believe in tar go, is this tarot card reading good? I believe in tarot card. Is this tarot card reading bad? Tarot's bullshit. I think I'm probably the same way.

It's so easy. I don't buy into that. I had never done it, and I'm not like a big believer in that kind of stuff, but I did enjoy trying to find meaning. But it's fun. Yeah, it's a fun thing. I like them because it's, you know what it is? It's like, it's a guide. You know, it's like something that you can, so the, it's called yeah i like them because it's you know what it is it's like it's a guide you know

it's like something that you can so the plate it's called animal guides the website is animal guides.co animal guides.co what does the jaguar mean it i think it meant that i am like i don't i'm like looking at carlos like he was there i'm meant to date a younger woman um i think it was about they're beautiful oh they're so pretty see i'd get them just because yeah i want to get them oh and then i got that sneak one too and it was like about shedding a skin oh i didn't know it was rainbow colored oh man wow you got a pride snake and i don't know like i tried to find meaning in what they were saying. To be honest, I look at that stuff sort of similar to how I look at Santa Claus.

Don't you dare, bitch. Tread lightly. Okay, I will. We have a lot of children watching this. It's like I'll have fun and participate and enjoy the presents that Santa brought and enjoy it. But like... But did you believe in Santa when you you were a kid i think when i was really little but not for long my parents did i was not the kind of kid that had like fantasies for like we you know remember we determined that she was the girl who told all the kids that santa's not real you definitely did i remember that picture

of you when you were a kid you were like a little bully what picture just the cute picture of you when you were a kid. You were like a little bully. What picture? Just the cute picture of you when you were a kid. You know what I'm talking about. You posted it. Where I was molesting little girls? Yes. As a little girl. The grim groomer. Now.

Did you get Todd anything for his birthday? I got him pork roll, egg and cheese, and he got to make it himself. It's like, Todd, you're the caregiver here. No, I get him stuff every day. I saw you give him your every day I saw you give him your backs for him to rub it oh he was giving me a massage on his own birthday I was like do I have it made here no I made him a little Todd montage that I posted on Instagram that he's really excited about he's so funny in it and then um I really it's like what do you get someone that you I'm like I paid your rent I don't know. It's every day is Todd's birthday.

Todd is a genuinely happy soul. He's the best. Yeah. It's very, very nice to be around. I feel like Todd is that rare person where I'm like, he could just always be around me and it would be I would never be bothered by it. No, it's the greatest. He's so funny.

He's not intrusive. Bobby loves Todd. I know. He's so funny. Yeah, he's not intrusive. Bobby loves Todd. I know, he's so good. And he's Asian. How fun is that? How fun is that? How fun is it? Yes.

I love green Erewhon bananas. So that's my picture. I definitely have that skirt too. Oh, zoom in. Zoom in on her. Zoom in on her head. And your mom's just so hot. She's so mad that I'm this way. The reason this makes me happy is because...

The makeup has not improved, by the way. If Esther's makeup looks good, she paid for it. I'm so sorry to out you. Look at those titties. That is a cute outfit, though. Full Abercrombie. The low, like, scrunchie skirt. I had that exact.

I want those to come back. Also, I was fully wearing a fake Tiffany bracelet that I bought in New York. Oh, New York was the best. You get all the, like, polo sports and stuff. Polo shit. Yeah, that really, that is a specific look. And then this I found was me with Christina. I just want to, you hit an awkward stage, not when you were younger, but in your late teens.

I think like early teens. That's interesting. But I've been, honestly, my awkwardness is up and down all the time. Honestly, sometimes you come to the show and I go, what is that? Yeah. No, I am. I'm joking. No, but it's true.

It's great that you took it. But like here I am like sexy at probably age 10. Hotty, like thick arms, kind of like a milky body. Portellos. With like a hot choker I borrowed from my sister. A little evil. Very. Yes.

Daria. Very Daria. Very the craft. Annie is Homer Simpson Barbie. I think I'm Daria Barbie. What's Kalilah? There's a boy in Malvin Rose, by the way. Oh, that's true.

You're Dave Grohl Barbie. No. You look exactly like him. He's the hottest Foo Fighter now. Let's think. I'm assuming is that because all the other ones are not alive

because the one just passed away that was the hottest obviously the hottest but that was a good joke Kalilah you're beautiful that better not be

from the ugly years no it's not this is my beautiful like imagine my mom looking at this picture I just want to say if I was your doctor I would have fingered

the shit out of you I would have fingered the shit out of that girl you are so you know what i've been thinking about too and jealous you know what i've been thinking about with kalilah how unacceptable and disrespectful and fucked up it was that you got a tit job like how great you set the world the world was off kilter when you did that things were my whole body was off kilter it's too much you're already too hot look at those lips no it's true bitch like you oh no is there anything better than that that was my college uh picture for the entire time that was my are you brunette there i just dirty blonde are you sure that's not your twin brother is that amazing look at my eyebrows

too still over plucked from high school and i was going to the gym and i was like oh it'll be cute i'll look like sporty in it and then they squished all of our pictures for some reason oh they yeah actually i still think you look hot yeah you do yeah there do. Yeah, there's. Whoa. You want to bang him? I'm the one, I'm the boy in the front. Look at my little budding breasts that never got bigger. It doesn't say Nasser. It says Vassar. Oh, Vassar.

I mean, how funny is it to put a, is it Vassar in all girls college, by the way? I think so, yeah. Could I have looked more, I had Umbro shorts on, you can't see, and probably period blood on them. Look at that. I am so confused by your range because you can really be full hansen brother or like full malibu barbie i look like taylor hansen like exactly like him and that's and that's that must be the issue then but he was hot he was hot he was like a hot girl hot you guys are you guys ready for how ugly i was

yes taylor hansen young okay annie i mean are you serious i looked like this gorgeous man now no just picture just picture once again that angelic face you just saw okay can you go back to that and you thought my mom like wow if you were my mother where you think would you think that is a pretty child it's a beautiful yes and it's making me jealous of anyone and i'm going sperm because i wish i could make a baby with you okay now you know what i would say i would say that was like a racehorse to me oh wow you look like a male like 70 70s, 80s, like star. That is not okay. Imagine my mom's heartbreak.

If that was a guy, I'd want to fuck it. Those braces, the metal mouth. And it took my lips away. Look how cute and luscious my baby lips were. And then look at that, you guys. That is so funny. No wonder why my mom started beating me harder at this age. Stop. Guys, that is so funny. No wonder why my mom started beating me harder at this age.

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girl and like i i take her with me and i love her very kindly in my heart so yeah i like this version of me it makes me laugh because i'm like oh fuck i just think about my mom who's so about looks looks looks and i just progressively started getting looking weirder and weirder well that was me with my weight like when when i was gaining weight in college that was not fun for my mom we were all there oh really my parents never you my brothers would be like jesus christ when i'd come home my brother would always my older brother would always make some comment about me getting fat right before I shot a tv show too oh no it would be like Timmy I'm gonna fuck it I think he was just teasing me but it was like the worst tease like I was like they I can't

believe your brothers would make fun of your weight that's like blowing my mind well my parents well we were roasters so it wasn't like coming from a mean place it's like we just were a roasty family my dad called me mustache Barbie when I was a kid. My mom and I spent so much time like bleaching our mustaches, which is so hilarious. That's cute. Bleaching your mustaches was such a funny fad. It's like the sun would hit it and you just had like a golden mustache. It was like a ticket to Willy Wonka.

You look like Joe Alwyn. Yes. For you. But he called my brother Krusty the Cl clown max because he was on accutane so his face was crusting off that's and then he called timmy my older brother they kept he had a huge nose before his deviated septum surgery and i'm like it took a lot off but um he oh by the way i was thinking about this there's this girl i know that got like the boob job because she was like pre-diagnosed or like she they did the test on her yeah yeah and me and my friends were always like did you have nose cancer too bitch how'd you get a nose job at the

same time well here's the thing here's what i'll say about that once you start how do you stop well it's like while you're down there you might as well because it's like you don't want to be under anesthesia like you know frequently so it's like well fuck and you're already gonna not be like in the limelight because of your tip right so it's like knock two birds i'm getting this out i i stopped at a dermatologist i'm getting this bottom remote mole removed and i'm like what else is gonna happen to me in this room once i'm there that can't really be a certain, that seems so easy. Like, let me just get it right now. I would just go, with your teeth. I,

but I went, it's like a, aesthetic dermatologist, I don't know what you call it. Beauty. Cosmetic. Cosmetic, yeah. And I was like,

that's scary to go into that room. Like, what's going to happen? I've gone with friends before and, because I've always like, fantasized about getting stuff done to my face and I was like I and when I went I was like okay like will you just like look at me and say what you would do thinking because you know we're so insecure about different things like because at the time I was really insecure about

laugh lines yeah and then he told me like what he what he would, and it made me so much more insecure. I was like, no, I'm leaving. Can you show the sexy picture of my brother I sent you? So how gorgeous, right? Milky titties, the shoulder off, like really just so, so kidnappable. Just an adorable young boy. Thank God we weren't in the Catholic church.

Gorgeous kid. And okay, so then see what he and that was the time i look like shit so now scroll down and see what we turned into a couple years later he is the cartoon dog with acne and i am so cute so cute how old are you there 14 that's really weird that is making me uncomfortable look at the thong imprint on my i mean how cute was i i had that little like britney spears kind of chubby belly oh my god 14 and look at max look at his fucking face how old is he there he's their twins dumbass wait he looks like a real 14 year old like it's just like a dorky kid. Wait, guys, can we see if my brother will pick up when I call?

Yeah. He's never done it. This is the new game I want to play. See if Max will pick up. Oh, every week. I know. I'm so down. Dana's watching.

Love you, Dana. We were going to play a game. See if we could get you to pick up because you've never picked up my entire life too and the celtics are killing it max i love you you love me back yeah i i can't believe this is the one time i picked up i well i really only picked up because i live a few minutes to talk. Wait, you would pick up? I have to time my schedule. Sometimes he's like, Annie, I can't talk. I'm driving to work.

I'm like, the time you can talk? It's like Esther. Whenever I try to talk to Esther, she's like, I'm on a walk. I'm like, the lightest cardio you could have. Hi, Max. You FaceTime. Hi, how are you? Hi.

We're looking at pictures. I showed the sexy picture of you when you were nine. Remember when your shoulder was out? Oh, yeah. I forgot about that one. And then I showed how ugly I was and how beautiful you were and then how it flipped in this picture. Our modeling pictures. Max, what is it like being Annie's twin?

You know, it's pretty good. I like it. I can't complain well there's nothing to complain about you don't talk to me you talk to me once a year what are you going to complain about I got a free ride most of my childhood because she was my twin sister my parents never paid attention to me so it was pretty nice

that's true what would you say your worst childhood memory is it me like telling Caitlin Schmetheiser that you had paid me to to threaten her that was pretty pretty messed up my life was I was gonna say pretty fucked up but um uh that was pretty bad uh what about the towels was it the towels in front of your friends what's the towels I would come down walk down she happened to have a be taking a shower every

time my friends came over it was not on purpose it was not on purpose attention i would tell you no i would tell you if it was on purpose and you would make fun of my friends uh for my friend for having big ears which i now retract i last episode i was saying i really like big ears but he like that was so he was so sensitive about it that like we never even made fun of him for it. Well, maybe I helped him grow. He's like the nicest person I've ever met. I really like him. He did once do mushrooms and fall off a cliff, and he had a cane for prom. And I actually think I was going to go to prom with him, and then you wouldn't let me.

That's not true. Someone was going to take me to prom. Oh, I would have taken you to prom. Yeah, and I wouldn't have let it. You didn't let it happen, so I going to take me to prom. Oh, I would have taken you to prom. Yeah, and I wouldn't have let it. You didn't let it happen. So I never got to go to prom. So thank you. I can't believe this is like my dream come true.

Look at us. You guys actually don't look alike. You look like your mom and he looks so much like your dad. You think you look like dad? Yeah, for sure. Did you watch the video of mom and dad high in the grocery store? When? I posted it on Twitter.

It's so funny. I didn't see it. I'll check it out. All right. Love you. Go Celtics. Love you too. All right.

This is crazy. I love how he was like, I only picked it up because I have a few minutes. Which is great. I'm fine with that tactic. I'm rambling on. There's times where we've been on FaceTime and it's like, we're not, the phone is up at the ceiling. There's nothing. I'm talking. You might not it's like we're not. The phone is up at the ceiling. I'm talking.

You might not even be in the room. I've gone. You're getting Dave to make you popcorn. I drove to get gas. Oh, my God. These flights. How expensive have flights just gotten? I mean.

I'm like, are you going to make me not fly first class, motherfuckers? I want to go get a ticket to my show in West Nyack. It's $5,000 to fly first class. That's like a usual. No, that's usual for like to fly to the Philippines first class is five grand. It's like Europe first class. What is regular class? $1,200.

What? Yes. What? You have not noticed, Esther? I haven't had to book a trip it's the fuel the cost of fuel let me tell you um a friend of mine who's coming to la that's the answer yeah or a usual ticket that a ticket that i usually pay uh maybe 300 bucks for is 1400 right now yeah yeah i'm gonna be in fucking a middle c getting coughed

on getting covid coughed on for fucking you can't afford first class i can afford anything so why don't you just fly first class then oh no he's picking okay guys no i like this no thank you no seriously if you can't afford like i thought you could afford I can afford anything All right, then five fucking for money energy. Whatever white right now. I'm going to Okay, by the way guys Houston. This is my Houston outfit. Come see me The flights are packed really always we just have to and everyone's so excited to go back like the airlines have us by the fucking Nards dude, they got us. They got us wait this sucks like but that's why merch look guys airlines should start selling merch airlines need to sell my merch i will come on your plane if you sell my merch like at the end when they're like you can get 18 000 points

if you sign up for this card i'm like you can get eight points if you buy these pair of sunglasses can't the airlines just like start plastering ads all over the plane so that it can be cheaper for us wow they do on the tvs yeah they don't care they're gonna they want to make up for all the money they lost and they have about two employees and the employees aren't getting the money but it's so crazy how it just happened it wasn't like an incremental increase. It was like overnight. Guys, I went on family vacation. We went to Long Beach Island in New Jersey.

It was so fucking fun. Todd couldn't come, which was actually good because I was able to truly focus on my nephews and my nieces couldn't come too. Max wasn't there. So it was like full nephew time. And as a future boy mom, I'm horrified. They're so cute. They're just absolutely amazing.

But my one nephew has turned six, okay? And he's really interested in like people's bodies and he wants to see you like undress. He'll always be like, bear. They call my dad bear. They're like, bear, can you? Oh yeah, by the way, follow my brother on Instagram. He's the Celtics guy.

He's the best, Max Letterman. He's on TV a lot. We're TV twins. But okay, so my six-year-old nephew really wanted to see me naked like it was like so such a weird position to be in because like I had just gotten a spray tan so I was like it's a good time I was like this couldn't have looked better but um he I came out of my bathroom out out of the bathroom in a towel, a theme in my family, came out in a towel, and he goes, he looks at me, and then he looks up at the sky and he goes,

please let that towel fall, please. It was like the cutest thing. But I don't know how to deal with this because he's sick. So your subconscious is forming till you're seven. So how I handle this could turn him into like a subway jerker offer. Like I, so I was like, I just kept, it's my private parts, but I wasn't like shaming him about it because, but it is like, what am I supposed to do? That's crazy. Because it's not like in Europe, they're all naked. So it's like people are seeing the bodies of, he wasn't like, let me see.

He wasn't like bumping into the couch or anything. And he was asking my dad to like, he just wanted to see people's bodies but it was like a part of me was like like i don't know what what does a mom and dad say his we don't want to talk about this it was like sort of like uh timmy thinks it's funny because he remembers being that age and stuff but it was just like it was so cute when he looked up at the sky. Oh, by the way, one of my nephews, my family's not religious. One of my nephews goes to a, he's turning four or he just turned four. He goes to a daycare at a church. So he just says all these God things.

That doesn't sound like a good combo. He says all these God things, but nobody else. He'll just be like, they're walking by like a house that was being constructed. And he went, mom, does God make that house? Like he just says stuff like that all the time it's so funny and so cute that's so cute to randomly have a religious family there's just one four-year-old religious kid and nobody else i used to up until i came to america i was a very pious young lass tell us more i was um very very into god and very fearful of god i prayed every night and then you came here and stopped and got molested more than anyone has ever gotten Yeah, I was very, very into God and very fearful of God. I prayed every night.

And then you came here and stopped and got molested more than anyone has ever gotten. Maybe you should have kept praying, girl. I should have prayed harder. I wouldn't even if I would say like, shit, I would get on my hands and knees that night. You know, dear God, I'm really sorry. I said the S word. Like, please forgive me. I was really afraid for what might happen to me if I like curse and stuff.

Who taught you that? I was raised in a very like catholic um you know country so like i went to um my last couple years in the philippines i went to an all girls catholic school you're you just it's just around you you're scared of god carlos do you did you have that too like scared of swearing no i wouldn't say god damn it though like i grew up going to a catholic daycare too i just when you're told things before you're four or something it's just did they tell you don't get it they said never say don't get it never say i'd like a haircut never say a curse word take the lord's name in vain, or say, I would like a haircut. Well, this is why, you know, RIP to my Tita Cecil. She used to show me her private parts all the time against my will. But like spread?

Wait, what was that sentence? So my Tita growing up, so she's my aunt. She was a very sexually like open person. She always like brought brought around her lover. It's like, here, this is your new uncle. And you'd be like, hi, uncle so-and-so. But it rotated every couple years. But she was just a hot woman.

Even well into her 50s, she was just a gorgeous woman. Up until the day she died, she cared to put... She passed from cancer. But even the day before, she put lipstick on like she was just very was that ass cancer um it was in the butt no it wasn't it was was that a thing it's actually a bladder yes yeah colon cancer is technically ass from from getting banged in the ass no no no no there's no there can't be no you can't there's no cancers that are sexually transmitted you can you can get from hpv and stuff like that oh that's right how annoying is that yeah it's annoying it's annoying that an s you know something we can get cancer i've gotten hpv yeah and you got rid of you got

the scraping out um so yeah i got the i hated that i was like really young too yeah yeah because mine but it's it's preventative for like cervical cancer but I still got the shot the Gardasil afterwards even yeah I had like aged out of the shot I was like oh I never got it the shot or I don't think or HPV yeah it's hard to tell like most people don't have will you look in and see yeah gladly

I see an H but my but my aunt would always just show her pussy and her nipples. And even as I got a little bit older. Was it like a. It's not easy to show your pussy. Like you have to like.

No, but she. You know what she would do? No, some people shave, bitch. Of course, it's hard for you. Because there's a forest around it. A lot of people can show their vaginas very easily. There is a forest right now. Right now. Don't act like there isn't ever. You're shit when i went home to the philippines at 19 i hadn't

been home in a long time i hadn't seen her a long time the first thing she did was come to the room let me show you something and and she was like look how good my pussy looks she goes like how old are you i was like 19 she was show me yours she's like look mine still looks better than yours and she was like look at my nipples look how how perfect they are. Is Whitney our Filipino aunt? Yeah, I think so. Because I see her asshole within 10 seconds of being at her house. And I'm always like, it looks better than mine. It's great.

She has a beautiful situation. Why? So she was showing it off to you. She would show it off to anyone who had the time. Is that illegal? No. To show your pussy to a minor? I was 19.

I was 19, yeah. Why do you look like you're asking like you need to know for yourself? I'm thinking of showing this snatch to a youngin. All right, you guys. Well, thank you so much for tuning in this week. That was a beautifully strange ending. So strange. Please like and subscribe and tell your friends to join you

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