Trash Tuesday w/ Esther Povitsky & Khalyla Kuhn - Oops, One of Us Is Tripping Balls

Episode Date: March 21, 2023

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I did send you a picture of my dinner last night because you were like, hey, asking about that recipe I talked about with a chicken. I'm very intrigued. And you called it a hot girl food. A healthy hot girl. It's not a hot girl food. It's healthy hot girl.

Healthy hot girl. But I. Okay. She's making her own like chicken stews with ginger and carrots and cabbage. It's like. Get on board, bitch. I know. I'm not doing it to it.

So you know it's the easiest thing to make too. It's you just get the pot and you just put them in. I know. I'm like ready. It does it for you. Can we. We got to talk about it. About what?

My titties? What's happening? I'm wearing a corset. It does it for you. Can we, we got to talk about it. About what? My titties? Your, what's happening? My core, I'm wearing a corset. It was. Oh, that's what it is. Very hard to get on. It's so funny that you waited for Dave to not be there to have to put a corset on. This show is sponsored by BetterHelp.

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I'll see you guys there. I'll see you guys there this is like I want I don't want to be bugging this bitch in like two weeks to be like because I'm on a plan

I don't we're talking about eating like I I plan out all my meals now which is cool I like cook them ahead of time don't even think about food

yes well it's not hard stuff okay I know we always make plans and all i know but i just want to say that i would really love to have like some sort of cooking tutorial hang out if that's ever an option i'll show you what i eat but it'll be different for you it's like on your that's okay specific body no i want to copy exactly what you have

because it's for my weight i I get obese. I'm getting skinnier. I'm happy. But I don't want people to, you know I love to down that banana. I like to deep down that banana. I like to swallow it whole. I like to regurgitate it and eat it again. But I just, I'm like,

and it's not the sound eating disorder. I love eating that banana. I love that banana break. I like to chew that banana. I swallow that banana. I eat that banana. I eat that banana out. I don't want it to sound eating disorder. It's just, I'm on i'm so excited everyone has an eating disorder this is america we were we were teen girls at one point america this could be australia don't listen to

this bitch okay i um this is why i love um my trainer he all he tells, like all the guidance he gives me like for eating is, hey, eat, eat today. Get your carbs in. Eat, eat, eat. He's always reminding me to eat. And I love that because he's like, this is going to be hard. Eat carbs today, Carla. Carbs, carbs, which is very against what I learned growing up with the whole Atkins craze, taquito craze. He's like, no, I want you to be strong in the gym.

Eat your carbs. And I'm like, fuck, I love him. Yeah, always. But I never, I was a lean monster. You know what I mean? Back then. So it's like. Wait, is it safe to say that every diet

is all just like marketing and fake? Like when you say Atkins, I'm just like, that was so. And now you know the brand, you know the logo of it. And Snackwell. That man did drop dead and they did cover that up.

Did he really? Oh, can you look up Wait, what's the story of Atkins? And then maybe we go to a Reddit post about it. They're like, oopsies, our leader died. Atkins fell and hit his head. Oh, okay. Yeah, yeah.

He fell and hit his head. Oh Yeah yeah He fell and hit his head Oh on a sidewalk Massive heart attack From only eating Cream cheese and beef My mom and I did Because my mom and I Do all like the fat guys

Me too But I mean I would start measuring out Do you know I know the exact stats Of ketchup Like because I would Count the sugars in ketchup

Because with Atkins Your first couple weeks You'd have to be Under 20 grams of carbs Right Do you see how your brains Are fucked up like because I would count the sugars in ketchup because with Atkins your first couple weeks you'd have to be under 20 grams of carbs right how your brains are fucked up from this lifestyle do you guys oh I know victims we're all victims I know none of us are victims we're strong powerful women we've got to rise above these victim things guys and remember with Atkins you couldn't eat fruit all your veggies had to be high fiber why am i eating cream they'd be like more cream cheese you're like more cream cheese right my body's like maybe one schmear a month

like i don't my body i know i'm from philadelphia but my body's not like give me some cream cheese what about like the like way back before atkins i'm sorry did you guys not ever buy a box of those fucking delicious snack wall cookies, the foamy chocolate covered soft cookies, and you think you can eat the whole box and that's completely fake and meaningless? Oh, how about when I went I think I must have mentioned this when I went vegan for like a week. And I was like, Oh, vegan sweets. And I forgot it's like still sugar like it's not everyone falls for it. Oh, I was I was just the biggest I'd ever been in my life. I can tell you my really unhealthy girl rituals is if i knew i was to party in vegas in a few days i would load up on the mag citrate um bottles the laxatives and i would take them two days before i would lose like six pounds in

water weight feel really dizzy when i'm with me bitch i'm gonna diarrhea from that diarrhea and then i would do senna tea because i would watch my aunties be really hardcore into senna tea and i think that's what threw me into like early colitis because it put me in such a state of inflammation constantly it's so painful one time i was having a sleepover with a victoria's secret model and i went through her stuff when she was asleep and she had mag 07 have you ever heard of that it's like what it it's basically like helps you shit it's like magnesium and oxygen I thought that was magnesium it's probably the same it probably has the same laxative effect like I cannot I would have to like she said I allocate like a certain for legal reasons a certain window

of time I'd be like okay if I take who's Victoria's Secret model she's talking about. No, Esther's gotten her way in. Actually, someone else in the comedy podcast universe was also there. Rick Glassman? Anyway. Was he going through her stuff too? No. That's actually like troubling.

No. There's a good point. I kicked him out. You may be more of a predator. But we did bullshit like that i would be like oh i have to take my mags to trade i'm 48 hours from my vegas trip and now i have to stay home for six hours because i'll just be shitting for six hours it is like it's like the type of the direction you swing with an eating disorder is like really like how controlled you like it's all control issues but it's like the type of, the direction you swing with an eating disorder is like really like how controlled you, like it's all control issues, but it's like there's the other end, which I was more of a binge eater. Like I had trouble restricting.

Me too. I had full, and I was binge eating, over-exercising. It all like. Yeah, they all, you could do the whole rounds, the whole marathon of disordered. That was the biggest takeaway when I went to an eating disorder treatment program was like, oh, duh. When you try to restrict and starve yourself, the pendulum will always swing the other way and then you'll binge eat. So if you just feed yourself like a human being you care for, you're not going to be starving and you're much less likely to binge. And there is something I think a little bit more sinister that's happening i'm seeing a lot in like my friend groups in la which is they are claiming

allergies they don't have allergies too because and i see it i'm like oh i can't have that or i can't have that and they'll give like i'm allergic to apples i'm allergic to this and i've seen them eat this and like loads before and i'm like oof like you're starting to do what i used to do which is try to justify why i'm not eating something because you're ashamed to just say hey like i'm actually disordered as fuck yes i see that a lot and i was gluten free i am you know and i'm like gluten free why it's like is it no just because i choose it and some people really are gluten sensitive, but a lot of the people that I know are not

because I see them down full gluten things that they're not aware of and they're perfectly fucking fine. But you know what I mean, right? I know what you mean. Yeah, of course. Everyone, a lot of people do. But you aren't that toilet.

Maybe there's some diarrhea. There might be some squirty diarrhea. You don't know. And it's like you start to replace one with the other. So it's like you get rid of, oh, I'm not purging anymore. I might be some squirty diarrhea. You don't know. And you start to replace one with the other. So it's like you get rid of, oh, I'm not purging anymore. I must be improving. But then you're now restricting another kind of food and then another kind of food. You just do the whole. I've always struggled with your sensitivity to dairy because it's always just made me feel like, how could this be? How could someone I connect so closely with actually get

hurt by dairy? I'm better now though. I took so much time off that I can have it. I don't have it like a lot of it. Okay. Because I think I just like stopped having too much of a taste for it. But yeah, I let myself have dairy now. I just, before it would like diarrhea. I also had with eggs, I would throw up sometimes. If I ate eggs, I would just be puking, which it's so embarrassing because you're, I'm never eating eggs like at a regular. I'm always like it's like three in the morning. We're having fun with people. I'm having mashed potatoes or I'm having not mashed.

It is like eggs, like gravy and eggs and shit. I'm like a late night breakfast. So it's like having fun after a show. I remember I was on the road with Dan Soder once. We're like just having this great time. And I'm like, see you guys in a sec. I'm like the girl like puking just for an egg. It's almost like my body was like, you're an alcoholic drunk bitch.

This is the time period you would be throwing up at. But so I had to stop eating eggs for like three years. And then I like started putting them back in and I've been fine. But he's taking me like excruciating pain. And then I would throw up and diarrhea. There was times where I was like smoking weed and I was like you know every day and I was like can weed make you diarrhea and I was like it's eggs but yeah I've been like putting it back in I have like greek yogurt and stuff and I just try to

listen to my body and I I really do try not to do the bullshit eating disorder stuff because I think what that was is just trying to have someone else's body. Yeah. You know, like not like listening to my own body. What is my body? But I'm excited to be like, you know. I remember when I was in high school, I – when I first started seeing my boyfriend boyfriend like we would hang out and we would have so much fun and like I wouldn't have an appetite you know because I would like just be like on the high hanging out with a guy I liked and then I would come home late at night and I

think this is like how my binge eating habit started and I would be so hungry that I would like sit in the basement and eat like four bowls of cereal and I was like yeah I don't know what my point is with that I remember just happy times on my boyfriend my high school boyfriend's waterbed and he lived in the basement and then going upstairs and just eating so because we were so high we're smoking out of like the two liter bong and going upstairs and just eating so many uh ice cream sandwiches just so many ice cream sandwiches. Just so, like ice cream sandwiches are like in my heart. That's why I'm like.

Those two things though, just straight up cereal, bowls and bowls and ice cream sandwiches. You're really speaking to me right now. What a great bingey food. Where you been? Magic spoon. Lucky charms in the basement watching madonna music video you know it's so funny todd eats like this still he does yes todd eats like a like a 14 year old wait

so does dave yeah it's like a boy thing i think it's like they're self-soothing they need their cereal to like remember cartoons no i think it's just no it's not even that it's like that they're just normal and healthy and never had to like banish those foods from their lives like we had to. But the thing about that's why intuitive eating so good because but it was funny. I remember listening to an intuitive eating book on audio with my parents when we were driving back from Boston and we stopped. We stopped at a grocery store and we were like, oh, we're allowed to eat these things. It was one of the best memories that I have of my parents. We binge ate so much shit together.

It's just funny. My dad, I think that's another thing too where it's like I don't get mad at myself too much when I do binge eat because it like is like fun times with my dad I had. Where I'm like, this can't be bad if we were like laughing. Yeah, it was tied to a good memory my parents were always like fighting and throwing things down the garbage disposal and like laughing and just pouring soap on each other's cake like it was always very funny that is that makes me want to be adopted it was really funny i like my sort of eating disorder adjacent happy memory is like going to walgreens with my dad and like obviously sometimes we would get candy like a lot of the time but sometimes we would go and like a lot of the time,

but sometimes we would go and we'd like stand in the candy aisle and be like, okay, which one would you get? And he like, no, I'll do a Twix. Well, no, I'll do a Sour Patch. Well, no, that's a Wings. Oh my God, you window shopped? Yeah.

Candy? Yeah. Wait, guys, I'm on mushrooms. I forgot to tell you that. Right now? Very little bit. You micro? How little?

I started to feel very little, like a cap and a stem that's not a micro it's pretty micro cap and stem what do you do I do like I have it in chocolate so it's like chocolate well if it's in a chocolate or like a that's a danger zone for me

don't make it taste good I'll be like on the wall like am I on the ceiling I think it's like she had like a couple of the chocolates it was nothing yeah no not a couple I don't even think it would be a couple

they're very tiny when did you take it a couple hours ago because I don't want to say this out loud because I don't think it's real I don't want to let it be real but I've been having like

little tiny inklings of my cluster headaches little little little so I'm like I just want to start doing that's why I'm like laughing I'm like microdosed like isn't this funny just little little little so i'm like i just want to start doing that's i'm like laughing i'm like microdosed like isn't this funny um just little little little but i think it's not happening

because i've done so much work structurally on my body and with breath work and stuff and tape that fucking mouth shut at night do you really i haven't done it in a while but i have to do again because i was reading like some of it's like connected to sleep apnea they just can't figure out what cluster headaches are but a lot of the studies are like, and they have a whole thing called Cluster Busters, which is a whole website and chat thread for us. Cluster Busters? Clusty heads. They sound like they taste really good and you can get them at Dairy Queen.

I want a Cluster Bust in your mouth. Wait, that's a good name for a hemorrhoid cream. Cluster Buster? Because they come in little grape clusters. Didn't you guys ever get a peanut buster parfait at Dairy Queen? I mean... Dairy Queen came a little late

in the Philippines. Listen, Dairy Queen was very early in my life. Yeah. But I'm loyal to Butterfingers and Mint Chocolate Chip. Blizzards. Yeah. That's what it was.

Okay. Fair. I was very loyal with Oreo Blizzards for a long time too. I had my thing. I said, why would we switch? But then I started, honestly, when we started this podcast, it was just around that time. I was like, I'm going to start getting things I don't usually get. And I've been really exploring the world now, guys.

But so I just have been taking, it's just the second day i'm taking them just because the way that i've read that it works and you know i've only skimmed so who knows and i usually have cholesterol when i have them so i can't look at the screen but um is that if you start with microdosing mushrooms you can really knock it out but if you start by using the meds, the meds block whatever it is that the mushrooms will do. So I'm going to just do this. What is the meds? There's so many different ones that they give and none of them really work. I mean, it's really crazy. But you can do like a steroid pack, which will give you like shadow headaches where it's like not the full pain, but I know the exact length of how long they would be. How are you feeling on the microdose?

I'm feeling great. Do you feel like – I would say like whenever I do it and I feel it a little, it's like a little happy and a little more awake. Yeah. Oh, I might need that, the awake part. It's very small, but I'll bring them next time. I forgot. I was going to bring the bag and be like, anyone in? But just a little bit because I have like a scale and I was like weighing it.

And someone had said like a gram. I'm like, I'm not taking a gram of fucking mushrooms. It's too much. I don't want to be like thinking about life and death and time and the continuum. We can go there if that's what you need today. Yeah, I'll go. I'll go there next time. I'll take a macro.

Something really bad happened to me. Oh, no. Again? I believe. Over and over and over again. Another? What doctor did what? Put your kids away.

If you're at home, put your kids to sleep now. You guys. Did it involve you not being able to shave your legs? Trigger warning. This involves theft and fish. You got stole. being able to shave your legs trigger warning this involves theft and fish you got I had somebody like mail me um jars of like 10 fit like fish that he had just caught that was like a really prized fish and it was FedEx to me and it said it was dropped to my front door the new house uh yes and um i believe i looked all my neighbors porches and nothing and so someone stole my fish i thought you were saying a stalker left

fish oh that would be fine well i'm just kidding. I'm just kidding. I think that is also sort of what she said, too. Yes. A mysterious man with prized fish. I told you we weren't supposed to read your poem you got. But this is a really sad thing for me. Like, I was really looking forward to receiving, like, you know, fish in jars. I know, but you know what? I know it's not as good as, like, the From a Mystery Man, but we can always get you some Fish Wife. I was feeling a little bit like, are we talking about tin fish i'm not bringing up our girl oh that's right caroline yes this is what you were being disloyal and the lord well this

is not tinned fish this is jarred fish here's the thing is he never fishing again can he not do it again he's fishing again tomorrow and so but this was like a really really good fish you guys well i told you guys how that happened to me where my my okay todd's this is so hard to explain todd's sister-in-law's brother oh yes he's an artist and he sent me these prints and it got stolen he's gonna send them again but at this point it is like should we just call it a yeah i take my money the fucking well it's like my hope is that someone enjoyed it you know and someone ate it with her steal but it's it's a very great thing to steal it's food it's delicious like and you see it you're like oh that's good do you have a camera ring camera i

i do but it wasn't on it was not at that time anyways okay so this weekend sorry that's a good euphemism for being molested too your fish was stolen it's my fish keeps getting stolen no just whatever fucking fish also packages have been showing up again to me. It's weird. From where? Things have been stolen and then reappeared recently. It's very weird. And also, I have like a locker system at my apartment.

And I will go get a locker and it'll be empty. And I'll be like, why is this locker empty? And then they'll be like, oh, we put it in the wrong locker. We'll resend it. And then it won't ever be sent again. I go, what was this thing? There's just mystery things. things you know i wake up in the middle of the night and just order order order oh that's right that's right which i love i love middle of the night behaviors i've been sure yeah um so this weekend i went on this random saturday morning beverly hills

mansion garden tour it was me and a bunch of old people. But it was this woman, Virginia Robinson. And I guess she's like one of the original, like basically founders of Beverly Hills, like this amazing sprawling mansion. And one thing that I didn't know is that the reason why a lot of movie stars like inhabited um beverly hills is because glendale and pasadena and all the other neighboring towns wouldn't let they didn't want movie stars to live there because it was like still vaudeville times kind of and so it's like those places down to are not filled with celebrities and like rich people because they look down on it isn't that crazy like beverly hills was just like liberal and that's why they're now they're not now it's all old people but i don't know i was really fascinated by that and then comedy is the lowest rung of celebrity too yes yeah we're the we're the joke of the jokes but um pasadena has a very

because i that was where i lived when i first came to america i was passing you know high school in pasadena celebrity um but pasadena has a and altadena has a very rich weird history that's where guys like who you know would experiment with like lsd or like l ron hubbard's from there or that's where they had their little cult meetings out to dina um but pasadena is very much its own thing and i can see it is but it's very like old old like rich money like old old money and i can see how they would look down at beverly hills but like i would never look for a home in beverly hills it's so not hip or cool it's like you're all your neighbors would be I don't know I don't see it as like a cool place to live at all no about

how there's cults and stuff there it's because old money like when people see old money they go oh how do I get some of that old money better start a cult these old rich people and give me their money this money that's just been passed down to them i don't recirculate all that rich people money i think that's a thing that people outside of la do not realize about beverly hills because i know when i thought of it i was like oh my god all the rich young hot people paris hilton whatever but since i've lived here like and me and benji we used to hang out at his parents office in beverly hills and we would always joke like that's how i can be the youngest hottest woman in la is.A. is by being in Beverly Hills because everyone is elderly. Yeah.

It's basically an elderly community at this point. Betty White was living there. Yeah. But you know where it's all about now. It's the Hidden Hills, baby. Oh, yeah. You got to go behind gated community. Got to get behind the gates.

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$45 upfront payment required equivalent to $15 a month. New customers on first three-month plan only. Speed slower above 40 gigabytes on unlimited plan additional taxes fees and restrictions apply statement mobile for details wait can we just how did the house tour happen i am weird now i like this doesn't seem weird oh okay this right seems on brand oh i would do this this is something i would we could have vlogged. I saw it on a TikTok and was like, I need to go there. The fact that your life is like a choose your own adventure TikTok. It is. It really is, Annie.

You just nailed it. The fans, they think we don't have chemistry anymore. It's because I don't have TikTok. I don't know what the fuck she's talking about. Ever. Wait, the other thing on the tour was so weird. So basically, it was obviously a very old like nice house and the doors i don't know if you've ever seen this like those doors where

they're double wide not double doors but it's a single door that's really wide oh i like that and yeah and she's like does anyone know why the doors are so wide and like me and all the 90 year olds were like no and she's like it's because they it it's for, so they could bring the coffins in. I was like, what? Did you know this? Like basically in the old days, they would, you would have your funeral like in your own home. So your coffin would literally come to your house and everyone would come and like, you knew this? Yeah, it's a wake.

Yeah, that's how we do it in the Philippines. We bring, you do the wake, the coffin is in the home. Yeah, what do you mean? That's not normal? Maybe that's our next live stream is our funerals. Oh, how cute. I love that. Okay, we're doing it.

Promise? Yes, but you're dead. You want mushrooms? You're dead. I'm going to take advantage of you while you're in a good mood. I'm in a good mood. I'm in a good mood. I'm always in a good mood. Pull your pants down.

Pull your pants down and close your eyes. Since my home downgrade, so since I've moved out, I no longer have a bidet and it no longer self flushes. So I've had to relearn how to flush toilets. And it's been a struggle, you guys. It is hard. Usually it's like I just, you know, know do my business get up and walk away and then now i have to do all the things like i've forgotten to do which is like look and then flush wipe yeah everything because there's no bidet itchy and doo-doo um i'm like cold because my old um bathroom

had the the seat warmer i know it has a massage everything you know so now it's like okay first treat yourself one get yourself a new toilet seat but also who care leave it you're asserting your dominance over your new space leave that piss and shit in that toilet yeah let the place know it's yours i do that and i always don't flush when I first go into a hotel room to assert my dominance. Bobby admitted on Tiger Belly recently that he's been actively marking me. What? And that every time he knows I'm on the phone with a gentleman caller, that he intentionally barges into my space to say hey babe are you gonna make me that pasta like he's always and he says that it's his way of basically saying i'm allowing you to talk to

other boys but they better know that papa is number one okay first of all i think every single girl should have a recording of a man saying hey babe are you making me that pasta so they can play it in the background of calls to intimidate guys but they know what bobby looks like so then they're like i'm not so intimidated and so that was he basically he was saying he was just like i know these guys are taller better looking than me so he's like this is my only way but i eat pasta way better than yeah and basically it's like this is my only way to assert dominance. And I find it so funny. Like I every time he does it, I'm like, I have tears in my eyes. I think it's so funny. But I don't know. What do you guys think about marking people? Do you guys do the same in your own way? like literally over the last 10 years i'm always a little bit more affectionate in public he's always like you're you're always touching me in public and i it's never conscious i'm never like actively doing it or i'm never thinking about it and i think it i like suddenly i'm

like oh is that what it is am i just like showing everyone that like my man yeah i don't know i think it was kind of hot if someone hit on him I don't mind that you know I don't either you know me I trust my dad that has happened once and it did not go well I would tell how did it go I just I wasn't

cool alright let's just leave it at that it's who you were it's cool I wasn't cool like right let's just leave it at that it's who you were it's cool i wasn't cool like how i want to know there was a girl who was just really flirty with him was she hot no was she a writer or something no something that you didn't have no i would just say that that it was someone and i felt like it just went you know my flag went off and i was it was just not cool that's fun how did you react started a big fight what did you say i can't i can't i can't but

that's enough i was just like that bitch fucking likes you do you want better more views i was like that girl likes you stay the fuck away from her so you started fighting i don't know why i thought you were like wait esther this is so relatable what are you talking about this isn't this is so relatable especially when someone says oh no no no they were just being this way and you just know it in your head i'm like no yeah i know this person likes you and it's it's one of these things where like when if a partner were to say the same thing to me like hey that dude fucking likes you i never try to say no i'm like yeah he probably does no you're probably right you just give in i give in because it's like i don't know but also like you're sensing

something so i'm gonna acknowledge that and let you shift that to them yeah and i'm like no i get that then they're like they're trying to keep something from me but me and Dave I think are so not used to that that I really do believe because I relate to him that he did not believe that that person was into but didn't you feel kind of excited when you did it I think now I can look back and be like oh that's cool that bitch wanted my man but in the moment no he must have i bet you there's a little part of him that was like excited that you were like fighting for him annie and that's where you're very very wrong dave is not like and i'm like that and you're like that and i fucking get it not dave he did not like it at all and let's just say i was not invited back to that job what i did

well it can sound i was after a job that's so bad i was at his workplace if you think about it it's like well because here's okay here's where that makes sense and it's good you said that because it's a it's a relationship that exists somewhere else right but you were a good girl for not being causing the scene with her. Yeah. And you went home and then he was like, all right, now you're going to be weird at my work. So you can't come. Yeah. Thank you. Thank you, Sam. Thank you so much. Thank you. So this thing just happened to me after when Bobby and I broke up and there was like a lot of speculation about our relationship, why it ended, blah, blah, blah. just a friend and basically said hey my ex-girlfriend um sent me this thing on reddit basically saying that um you and i are a thing on the side and i'm like what he was like why is my

name being dragged into this i'm like i am so fucking sorry like apologies whatever anyways his ex-girlfriend he says is like kind of like a crazy person like why was she deep in the fucking why was she going through my shit anyways right and um and basically people like thought that he was a guy that i was like hooking up with and I really like thoroughly apologized. But then she wasn't wrong because something about what she said planted a fucking seed in my head. And about. Sorry, Scotty, the seed wasn't planted. A whole like a whole like 10 months after like Bobby and I like broke up and everything was settled. I was like why am I thinking of this person and then I ended up like hooking up with him oh I want to know about this

I'm getting gory I know but what I'm saying is that like it there is all there is a thing about like you're gonna end up together and I guess that his ex-girlfriend was like I know you I know you I know you're fucking fucking Kalilah on the side and he was like what the fuck but it also planted a seed in his head he was like wait why aren't i fucking you're being a crazy bitch so now i don't need to like you no longer she's no longer a person right she's falsely accusing him something and not letting him tell her the truth yeah that's no longer a person that's like trustworthy for him either so then he's like i don't have to be loyal because they weren't together anymore right they don't know they but also the craziest part is he saw they were dating 10 years ago so he was like what

the fuck bitch i don't even talk to you anymore wait really she didn't they weren't they were not friends they were not speaking he blocked her so she emailed him a reddit thread basically saying i know you're fucking kalilah and he's like what in the fuck is going on this is just like what on reddit what my life would be like if my high school ex had things about him on reddit so dark yeah and so i think that she was keeping tabs on him so deeply that it ended up she ended up finding out that I was his friend. But she's kind of a witch because she, I think, planted two seeds. And then we ended up hooking up. She sounds like a creative genius.

I think so. Thank you, whoever you are. Manifesting. We're going to find her taking pictures of Esther on this. Put your coffee up. She's on my team now i've recruited her after years of fine print contracts and getting ripped off by overpriced wireless providers if we've learned anything it's that there's always a catch so when i heard that for a limited time all mint mobile wireless plans are

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Do you feel like you have a team? What do you mean? Do you feel like you have like a team of people? Are you building one kind of? I feel like that, like yes, but always in my life. Like since I was like five, I've had a team. How about you? Of friends or just people who built me up?

Like, that you work with, that you – well, I guess you kind of have a team. Yeah. Yeah. I like working in a team. It makes me feel like – It's fun. Yeah. I had that on my last ayahuasca thing.

I was like, I love my team. I have, like, a good team. I like all the people I'm meeting. I'm like – Yeah, I was never made to be, like – I was a swimmer, which is an individual sport. And I hated it. It's just you, yourself, your own failure. No one can console you.

You beat yourself up because it's just you and the water. You never did relay? Relay was always fun for me. Relay was like, oh, yeah, I get to actually enjoy and play around. Have you been swimming? No, because of my shoulder, my shit shoulders, guys. was like so i was originally on did improv in college and like at io and chicago and stuff and then when i moved to la that's what i wanted to do but i had no friends i didn't know anyone that's why like stand-up made so much sense because i'm like oh

my god you don't need anyone else but now i'm oh, I miss the fun of like a team and making. Are we starting an improv troupe? I did that. It's called Bloodbath. No, I had an improv team with Rick Glassman, Aristotle, Melissa Villasenor. But how long ago? Like 10 years ago? Yeah, a long time ago.

Sandy Danto was on it. Guys, if we start doing live stuff improv improv you could improv really you think that i have straight men all you okay the straight yeah i can't yes and bitch that's all you gotta do i'll yes and the fuck out of it every every single scene is like about us being molested esther's like always behind the gate wait childhood trauma again um I told you what happened when I started doing improv right I had the opposite thing okay so I when I first wanted to do comedy I wanted to do stand-up but I had moved back to Philadelphia I didn't like know

how to do it like I didn't know about mics I didn't know so I looked up a comedy class thinking that it was going to be a stand-up class did i tell you this no and it was an improv class the philadelphia improv theater fit and i uh i wanted to join it but i was like so nervous i had no friends or anything so my dad was like i'll join it with you oh that's so cute i did improv with my dad that's insane did he crush it he was good but he ended up quitting because he was like knew i really wanted to do it and he's like i know that you're not being like your full self on there but he also was like so sexual all the time i was like oh yeah that's right like a weird like why is like now it's like you're trying to get the girl to put her

tongue in your ear or something my dad's like me doing everyone just your average james franco class oh my god when me and benji like found out we were gonna do alone together and we both were like oh we want to like improv a lot and we had not done improv in a while so we were like let's sign up for ucb 101 which we thought like that would be a good idea it was not it was so awkward we were like 10 years older than everyone else there and everyone afterwards was like wow you guys are really good and we literally didn't go to a second class well 101 the thing that's embarrassing the thing that's crazy about 101 is it's like any 101 is just like a guy that works at an office

whose friends are too stiff. And he's like, okay, I'll go take that. So it's like everyone. It's not the way to prepare for like being in a show. It was so awkward, but very funny. But improv is actually so fun. And I think doing it first, because I never would have done it. Like if I knew, thank God, first of all, I didn't just start with the standup class. I know it's worked for a lot of people. I know that, what's his name? Jim Gaffigan started in a standup class, i think um i would have done a stand-up class but i was dating tony and he was like you can't do a class no i know it's like i mean the person i am now would be like annie what are you thinking improv but it was so helpful it really helped me with my like stage presence and all that stuff but i was so like tight and then i ended up dating my improv teacher oh lucky

it was actually he was so mean to me in class reenactment member dr drew hot i like it really was like what's that right we just reenact our trauma but he didn't yeah he didn't he didn't assault me yeah he never jerked off so it's like i did make him like can you just jerk off right here nope that was too high is there a world where if you had did reenact that like what would that be meaningful to you at all if like Todd jerked off on your leg you know I think I would be not I don't know that it would trigger me but I never know with my because I've done like so much work on myself but it's like sometimes you just like a trigger comes out of nowhere you're like oh my I can't believe that's fucking triggering me and then you're like all right i have to figure out what triggered me there like what that was because it's something that i haven't well a real trigger for me

is when like i go from zero to 60 and i don't know how i got there why i'm feeling already that fucking like hyped and like it's almost like are you able to trace it back in it takes a while because you have to get back to like a regular yeah like i'm all from fully heightened already so it's going to take a minute i'm so clouded my vision i have no sense of like reality in that moment yeah i'm just like fully physically in fight or flight i have a question for you guys like when you said you don't know like sometimes you'll get triggered and you'll be like oh I keep like that was so random do you still judge yourself when you're triggered like do you get upset about it or are you able to be like oh I'm no that's the thing I'm working like oh I noticed that upset me or do you get or do you do you still be have to stop yourself from beating yourself up

I I get conscious of when I'm beating myself up so it's like a little bit the same thing right but so it's like I start to beat myself up and then I'm like, like, love yourself. Like, you're just, like, not like you don't like, it's not like excusing the behavior because obviously if I flip out in public or if I yell at someone that's abusive, you know, it's like not okay. But it's like, you know, clean it up as much as I can and then have grace for myself where it's like, where grace? Is this silly? That's such a great word, though. But it's true. But's like, where grace? This is silly.

That's such a great word, though. But it's true. But it is. You know, just be like, all right. Like, I, you know, I forgive people when they yell at me. You know, like I go, okay, that was their thing or whatever. So why would I not do that for myself? Same.

Same. Yeah, it's so annoying when you realize like every issue you have in life is just you. I know. It's so annoying. It's so awkward. It's hard annoying when you realize like every issue you have in life is just you. I know. It's so awkward. It's hard though. But it's, you know, my favorite feeling is, is when you come around to that full circle of like accountability where I'm like, I fucked up there and you say it out loud. And then you like, I apologize.

Like I just snapped at somebody last week for no fucking reason. I didn't know that i was close to my period because it came like eight days early let you know yeah but i didn't know right so i was like i'm everyone around us always knows before us last to know the only one not crying but i'm also crying why is this oh my god and i fully ripped this person's head off um and i was saying things like you're so fucking judgy and i just being like and like a judge yeah fucking judgy and he was being so calm and really and and afterwards like i was just again i beat myself up i'm like why the fuck did i act like that and i came back around

and i was like look bad attitude i've had a bad fucking attitude i am so sorry like i'm so ashamed of myself like i but that feeling alone of being like i'm i just take a hundred percent accountability is so like releasing do you guys okay i saw this on a reddit thread and i totally disagreed with everyone does knowing that other people can hear you having sex make you want to have sex more because for me the answer is fuck no sex is like so private i don't want anyone hearing or knowing anything about it even dave no he has yeah i locked the door he's on the other side put the c-pop on literally a little gas in the c-pop but like so many people were like oh yeah that makes it so hot if people can hear follow up do you does he hearing other people have sex turn you on

no it makes me feel left out oh my god you don't want to give fomo to your neighbors well basically it's like you're not natural like exhibitionist but i am kind of maybe you're a voyeur because i'm a voyeur. Hearing people have sex really turns me on. I like it. It doesn't turn me on. Would you ever strip? Would you ever like do like a session at a strip club?

Because I know you kind of get like, you just are so like, you come alive when you're dancing and performing for people. But would you ever do it naked? Like at a strip club? Probably, yeah. Yeah. So just throw a dick in that. And naked like probably yeah yeah so just throw a dick in that and that's all it is just throw a dick in that do you like would you here's the

thing i was a drunk so i was like sucking dicks in bathrooms and shit if you knew your neighbors could hear you not my neighbors i wouldn't want that i would be quiet but that's hot to be quiet it's like reminds me of like fucking when your parents are there you know you want to be like not in the room but i i'm kind of a teenager it's like fun me of like fucking when your parents are there, you know, you want to be like not in the room. But I I'm kind of a teenager. It's like fun to be there. I don't get off on the idea of being heard. I get off on the idea of people possibly hearing me and me having to keep it down,

like in your parents room. So like if you're like, like if I, you know, if I'm sharing like a space and I know someone's in like the bedroom over whatever, and my partner kind of just being like, shut the fuck up is really hot to me. So- Why is that to be so mean? Why can't they just be- Don't you wake my fucking parents up, you fucking bitch.

But yeah, like just being loud, just being an exhibitionist like that does not get me off. Yeah. Because I think that that point is a little performative. Like I'm too focused on the way i feel and being really present yeah and do you really like to get like talk shit too when you're fucking because i always have i've had boyfriends in my life that do that we might have talked about this on here but i'm always like no no i don't i love sweetness i love when i know you hate this i don't know if it's you or you like i love the the the phrase like

making love i like when dudes say they're gonna make love to me i don't i love it i know that most people hate it and it's such an old person fake like where i'm like ew don't try to like it's like they're like reading me no it feels like old fashion yeah exactly and i think i want to make love to my girl like if a guy says that to me like i'm so just like oh yeah i feel really soft and like in the old-fashioned like make it i like when guys are like i want a nut ew that's horrible i love when i'm fucking a guy this is from my like northeast philly white trash waterbed shit but i do like when you're fucking someone's like about to nut i'm like okay i'm like you are

their chains are like hitting me in the face your grill I can see myself in your grill I definitely like conversation white boy grill

oh my god I do like my favorite thing is watching guys like when they're about to come like seeing that extra weird scooting they do is really cute. Me too. Actually, I don't want to talk about Todd. Can I show you what it looks like? Because it's just this.

Todd's pre-cum face is very cute. It's very like this, right? But when they're close, it becomes a really awkward scoot. It's not cute. They don't look cute. But I know it's,'s you know what i mean so they kind of do that you know what i mean right yes yeah because it's like they're out of control they're out of control i feel awkward i have to pretend like i know what you're talking about because a guy's never come with me yeah they don't want you to have it they're all gatekeeping the kingdom of no one will let me have their sperm it's so sad that's why they use condoms

so you can't have it it's not because they're afraid of you like she's not getting this they have someone take it away they're like take this away quick i don't want her to look at it They have someone take it away. They're like, take this away quick. I don't even want her to look at it. Esther, you've never been nutted inside of? No, I have. Oh. But I'm just, I was.

Not for cubes. It was. No, I definitely have. Well. Yeah, I've had to go a little tiny elephant in the room oh yeah i forgot about that there's a little peanut sized elephant in the room you know it depends there's certain boyfriends where it's like you got to be on the pill for them because that's where they need to go and there's others where like that's they don't need to go there the pill is such a worship what I know it feels like fake like why would you make something that does this to us oh the pill oh I

like listen when I tell you I've never been suicidal I mean I've never in my life considered once killing myself except I was on one drug and it wasn't that i wanted i was like punching i was so mad i was so self-angry and it was all this pill birth control or no yeah no it was prozac no no it was birth control i can't remember which one it was maybe orthotric yeah birth control fucked me up it did make my skin look really clear, though. But it made me like. I've never seen you with bad skin. Thank you. Oh, my God.

You've got to get the high-dose glutathione. Only that's for two people. Your face is like. Really great. What is that? Also, I get facials where they do lymphatic draining. Oh, that sounds like it feels really good. Yeah.

But it also like, it glows you up. Yeah. Face, like, I always think i want a facial and then i get one and i'm like this is too much cum it's can i keep it can i have it and they're wiping quick get it off her she's she's i see her you keep it in the side of your mouth like in your like when they check to see if it wasn't clothes in an insane asylum? Wait, Esther, should we pull? Tucker, lift up your tongue. Okay, so I do know how to identify healthy and unhealthy sperm. I can identify a broken neck in a sperm, whether or not it swims well.

Yeah, because I've been on sperm TikTok. Maybe you were a broken neck sperm and that's why you have a fake neck injury. Oh my God, it's fake. I think it is like a stress thing my neck injury why is nervous it is better now do you guys like where your birthday falls in the calendar yeah you do why like what's your case for it this is like fun outside parties i was always we always and it's like with my brother but i think my like luckiest thing in the world is that i was a twin born at midnight.

So then I had like individuality too. That is so crazy. I had like a friend, like someone with me, but we weren't like. I'm suspicious. I think that, how could that be? It's true. Six minutes apart at midnight. Wow.

I was 1158 and I was 1204. I've realized, so my birthday is March 2nd. uh 12 before i've realized so my birthday is march 2nd and i think it's like it's good because i feel like i got most of the year at that age and then the new year comes and then i'm like okay i got one about like two more months in to like savor this age in this year of my life but the only thing is because it comes right at the beginning of March and February is always a short month it's like everyone always forgets it me coming up with a reason why people forget my birthday belief belief in there but it's just that nobody likes me it's just you get 16 candled every fucking she doesn't know what that means I don't they okay the premise into 16 handles is is that a cake place it's a frozen

yogurt shop in pastina makes sense but yeah no she like wakes up and it's her 16th birthday and she's like oh it's gonna be so annoying everyone's gonna be like it's your birthday it's your birthday and everyone forgets her birthday everyone totally forgets her birthday is that your like dream or nightmare that's a good question because it could be a good like thing to hold on over people i like that i genuinely don't like holidays or birthdays so an ideal birthday is like no one really knows and it's not awkward because of pressure yeah well how why do you feel pressure i feel embarrassed when it's my birthday i had that that when I was like four, so I can relate to it. But no, I did feel, I used to feel that way where I was like.

Wait, Esther, how did your parents celebrate your birthday growing up? I don't remember. I know like when I was a teen, I would have like sleepover parties, obviously. Rick was at all of them, which is so weird. Sleepover parties? Yeah. You didn't have sleepover parties yeah we had sleepover parties with teachers and our doctors do you like where your birthday falls in the calendar no mine was a pretty shitty for me growing up because november 1st is the day of the dead um in the philippines and so the whole the upside is the whole week was a holiday like a federal holiday the downside is that we always spent it in the cemetery

um for you know like welcome to the world this is where you'll end up yeah basically watching my uncles like get drunk over like my deceased like family members like tombstones gravestones so it was never about me um and this was usually a time like when typhoon season would really roll around. So like electricity was usually cut off. We'd be like, have like candlelit home for like- You're like, please God, can I just have lights for my birthday?

And then coming to America, everyone's so focused on Halloween that it's sort of just like, but, and also the time change over here what made it really bad for me is that this is when the clocks fall back my right around my birthday and it's always when my depression hits wait your birthday answer is so traumatic like there's so you're still going like i'm like. A lot there. Let's wrap it up. Hey.

Ooh, wrong question. What about now as an adult? Like, do you like that day? Or what's your relationship with the day? The same. The same as it's ever been. That's why I try to go hard on my birthday. So it's, like, kind of, like, not forgotten. I love my birthday.

It's so fun. It took me a sec, but it's fun. Yeah. But here's what I lost in my birthday because it's July 20th. I never got to like have cupcakes in school. Yeah. I never got like school attention or anything, but it was fun. But summer birthday is the best, I think.

It was fun, yeah. And now it's cool too. I always try to like have my birthday with my family. Yeah. Isn't a July birthday kind of like the dream because then it's like you're halfway point till Christmas, you get some presents. Like it's just isn't a july birthday kind of like the dream because then it's like you're halfway point till christmas you get some presents like it's spread out evenly that's a good point yeah i can't even imagine for me it's kind of annoying in relationships because it's so mine is so close to valentine's day that i'm like you gotta both still count you know well you give me one sperm then and i'm after have you guys

read the book by malcolm gladwell um outliers yeah yeah like birthdays matter i read it like i read it birthdays can it can be a really big advantage depends on when what yeah yeah like depends what um month of the year you're born especially in sports especially in sports so it's like i think that people should be well that'd be weird right that means like your age you are when you go into a season yeah what grade you're in like yep yeah because it can really determine even how you stack yourself up against your peers like in that same grade or in that same age division in sports because you're like am i bad or am i just young right am i really good or am i just older and more developed because there is such a big jump in your physical development at that age like

11 12 13 8 to 9 you know so i mean having been in sports like as long as I was like I definitely felt it yeah I was um we were at first we were the youngest ones and then we got held back and then we were the oldest one I held back in kindergarten yeah why well my mom told me she goes don't tell anyone like the secret like, no, the secret keeper. But I guess at first it was my brother had learning disabilities and they didn't want to separate us. So they were going to have me go to first grade, but they decided to keep us both back. And then like second grade, they're like, oh, this bitch can't read. Oh, shit.

Holy fuck. This girl cannot sound it out. Here we are now. I could still be in second grade. If reading was the thing, I could still be in second grade. Wait, how fun does that sound to go back to second grade? I want to so bad. She hangs, she makes one movie with Adam Sandler.

Wait, what was that one movie? You better watch his movies, bitch. I've seen Billy Madison. It's so good. Do you remember the premise? It's like his grandmother. This is my explain premises of movie episode yeah where yeah where he like goes back i like that that is funny to like it's cute yeah it's like kind of like the dream to just finally crush it

well would you do i was thinking i could do like i could definitely like if i went to high school now i'd be fucking so awesome yeah everyone doesn't everyone think about that all the way would you do a never been kissed yes sitch yeah i'm trying to not fuck the teacher this time well let's i didn't fuck him he just on me i didn't like it i was not consenting but then it's also sad because then when you're actually around people who are 16 it's like oh my god i'm so old and then like that part of you that ignites where you're like that little part of you that wants to impress the 16 year old is the saddest. There's not a sadder part of a person's personality or body.

The part that wants to impress a teenager. That's why some of these boys. You got to release that part of you, okay? Release that. Not on them, please. But it's like Bonnie's daughter's, I think she's 15 now. She might be 16. But I mean, I just had to be like, why am I trying to get this?

Like, why am I pandering to this child? She's awesome. She's cool. She don't need some friend of her mom's to be like. Yeah, I have to say, I don't pander to my niece she's 15 she's pretty cool are you sure pandering stealing her clothes is she taller than you she's so much taller than me huger feet yeah she's way bigger than me her room is so cool though how old is she i think she's 15. Oh, you're so funny. The less you know, the better.

For everyone's safety. My nieces are coming. Oh, that's right. They're coming. They're surprising me because I always surprise them. Yeah, I'm excited for that. That's so cute. They want to go on.

I was like, should I take them on a mansion tour? They want to do like Hollywood things. So how cute is that? I'm going to take them to Rodeo Drive. I'm going to take them on one of the tours up to the like celebrity houses the map of this i've done that that's it's so fun it's gonna be so cute i'll do the tmz tour and then we're going to universal and stuff it's so cute i love that i'm so excited i have to like work on my acting skills like oh my god you're here you guys this has been so much fun ew why are you sexual right now flirting with you guys

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