Trash Tuesday w/ Esther Povitsky & Khalyla Kuhn - Things Look a Little Different at Trash Tuesday - Ep 133

Episode Date: September 5, 2023

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producers um it was just kind of time for some fresh meat baby's blood juicy girl meat and we have female producers who are awesome that we met when they were helping us produce our live show and we just all clicked and it was kind of time for a change. And so. Here we are. Yeah. I feel like our posture is better. I feel like my posture is so good right now. Which is like. Looks like you got a new set. If you know what I mean.

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Can I say micro implants before and after? Are we able to pull those up? But the look is basically the Olivia Rodrigo look, which is the, you can tell, I don't know, I'm not going to speak to whether or not she's got anything done but it is the the micro boobs you know that is definitely oh no esther how did you get your pictures up there okay those are braces um which i also incidentally incidentally i want braces micro braces um so it's a very tiny enhancement. I think they're like 200 CCs. You're maybe getting up to

like a, you know, a full B. This is real. Like I know people who have done this and I think it's kind of awesome. And I, my whole life have always been like, I want breast implants. I love, yes. Ever since I was little, I prayed for boobs. I was like, if I don't get the ones I want, I'm going to get implants. And like up until literally you got one that you like. Yeah. They're you know, they have really. No, they're great. They're fraternal. Isn't that what we say? One's Annie and one's Max. That's her twin brother that doesn't call her back. But up until this past year, there has been so much news about implant breast implant illness. Like it's now its own illness. Do you know this?

Yeah, it's well, before it used to just be like anecdotal, right? Like girls like me would say, hey, I'm taking my implants out because I have X, Y and Z happening to me. And it really only happened after my implants. But I think more and more, you know, research is going into it. And I do think like there's a foreign body going into you. Like it can only trigger some weird shit. Like a bacterial infection. I mean, not for everybody. Cause I mean, my sister has, you know, I have friends who have implants and with zero complications, but for me immediately, I felt different immediately everything

about me including my mood including my anxiety you also didn't even like them right no because i had asked for full c's and i woke up with double d's that is that doctor was horny and you know what he said right he said basically because my my breasts are further set apart that if he didn't put bigger implants i wouldn't really have a full cleavage. But I'm like, wait, but maybe I didn't want a full like also a squish full cleavage is weird. Like when it's like you're not touching it and there's cleavage like that. Yeah. I still can't believe that day when I met you, when you had your implants and you wouldn't show them to me because I didn't like them. She I've never seen your tits and it's infuriating. You've seen my tits. I saw your tits in 10 seconds. She pulled mine out.

Mine were out. I'll text them to you right now. Can you just grade my tits? I'm going to text them to you right now. But do you, so you actually felt physically sick as well. That's when my heart stuff started happening. That's when a lot of like weird autoimmune stuff started happening for me. I started getting like, I started shitting blood.

Like all the weird stuff happened after my boob job. This is actually really affecting the trajectory of my life because my whole life I've, I feel a lot of confidence from my breasts. Right. I love them. They're great. They're, I've always loved breasts. I was breastfed till I was three and a half. Like I just have this really, you know, I always tell like Rick Glassman or any or any guy, like, if you got breast implants, like, I would be attracted to you.

But now, and so I've always felt like, okay, obviously I'm going to get older. Like, one day I might have a kid. But I will always be able to fix them because that's the magic of, like, science that men created for us. But now I'm like, I will not be sick for the price of looks yeah so what do now what annie what's it like to be sick for the price of looks to have these big fake boobs i don't know i like my fake boobs i think uh no i actually do have huge boobs randomly did you get micro is that why we're talking about this? You just eat more.

You eat more. Wait, did you get my text? I sent you my tits. Guys, I love this. But this is a cheat because I am laying down. Wait, this is not the fake boobs, right? No, this is my current boobs. But I am laying down and I waited for them

to get really hard and dark. It looks like you don't have an arm. I can't believe you don't show these off. Those are the best. I'm looking at the vagina. When I'm standing, they don't look that great.

I'm looking at that bald beef. Her body, I don't want to talk about it anymore because it's not fair to the viewers. But they're okay, right? It's okay. You can have anything you want in this world. I want you to know that.

She knows. Don't you know a little bit? A little bit. It's you guys. I've been convinced. Yeah. But would you think you would never get implants again, right? I'll be as honest as possible.

There are times when I look at my body and I'm like, oh, shit. It's not that my, because I only had implants for a year and a half, so there wasn't a whole lot of stretch. I just got this picture along with hers, and then my nipples are just like out. Wait, who sent you that? Troy Conrad. I see. Right, it's out. Let me let me see like he's blind i why are all

my photographers blind by the way every photographer i have is like they're like looking at the pictures like i think this one's good you know that episode of seinfeld where elaine gets a photo shoot and then it's everyone's like oh i see your nipple it's like it that is violating my whole tits out um so when I'm standing fully naked in the mirror my thoughts are this I'm like I look great I feel strong tits are a little weird those are my three thoughts every time I look in the mirror and that's because was it before boob job too? No, after boob job. It does something. It's not even that it's true that they're weird.

It's just that you've done something to your body that you cannot undo. And there is sort of this feeling of betrayal where I'm like, I have, why did I do this? So there's a sadness there where I'm like, oh, I feel like I mutilated myself. And I think that how i feel about myself filters through that's this thing i did and even though every guy yeah through the nipple and every guy i've been with is like no your boobs are just fine but i cannot

get it out of my head that i've mutilated they don't say just fine they say it's okay you know i don't know they're okay they're mid Kylie Jenner was having this same conversation on the Kardashian she was like I had great boobs I don't know why I did this I think this is a common thing um and you are right to bring this up because I did just read something that breast implants are like still thriving like they're oh more than ever yeah it's like more popular with Gen Z and also the young girls are so, like, open about it. Like, the influencers are like, just got my boobs done. I feel like in our day, it was, like, secret.

I know, but they weren't. But they weren't. It was like, they were so obvious. Yeah, because they were so, back then, they were very high profile, very tight up top. Like, that was the look of, like, the 90s, right? The very tight titties. Like that was the look of like the nineties, right? The, the very tight titties. Mine are uneven. So when I look in the mirror, I just like, kind of like pull one shoulder back and then like, and then I'm like, Oh, I look good. And then the chin does that.

And then I, you know, you're like, Oh, this is perfect. I'm like, they're amazing. Dave, come look. What are your three thoughts? It's like with the dog. You're like, come look. Look at the dog. When you stand in front of a mirror completely naked, what are the first three thoughts that come to mind? Okay, the first is obviously the boob unevenness. Okay.

The stomach is just never going to be what your dream is. Am I wrong? No, you are wrong what you're wrong there are days where I'm like I my stomach is incredible it's Annie I listen I'm like delusional so if I work out one time I'm like I'm the hottest girl in LA I can't believe it I'm ripped it's like I see the journey I'm like oh my god in like six weeks can't believe it. I'm ripped. It's like, I see the journey. I'm like, oh my God. In like six weeks, like watch out. And then I completely stopped working out again.

But, um, I've been doing a thing where I just buy baggier clothes. Yes. And everyone goes, oh my God,

skinny queen. I'm like, yeah. Wait, that is such a hack. I do the same thing. You just buy like, yeah,

you go, oh God, these used to fit. Um, and I do it with thing. You just buy like, yeah, you go, Oh God, Ooh, these used to fit. Um, and I do it with shirts too. They have to be double XL or bust. What do you, what do you guys,

do you have insecurities when, if you look at like full naked body of yourself? If I have a spray tan, you can't hurt me. If I don't have a spray tan, I don't know. It just depends. I'm always like, all right, I tan I don't know it just depends I'm always like alright I want to work out more or whatever

I'm always in the process I'm always like looking at my before picture going like with a lot of grace going oh I can't wait till I start working out every day so you just called yourself in the mirror your before picture yeah I was going oh my god this is going to be so cute no I don't know I told you guys

when I was in yoga and I had the realization where I was like oh I have to just like love myself no matter what duh yeah no but like really like that is like adjusting and stuff I have to just that is the whole it has nothing to do with how I look that is the whole idea behind we know that I know that that just because you're a little hand away from me i can't that's a whole idea behind rat girl summer like rat girl summer is just full acceptance eat everything um there is no embarrassment um show off your thick arms like the whole idea is just like full acceptance and how old are we with rat girl i'm having having a Rat Girl summer. I actually think I didn't realize until now, but I am definitely having that. No, you're a rat face summer.

I have rat life summer. You like being in basements? You nibble food? Yes. Also, I'm not doing my nails anymore. I literally didn't even show up with makeup today. I'm like, I just don't have the energy. Like, I don't care.

Wait, you took your jewelry off, too. That I can't explain. I don't have the energy. Like, I don't care. Wait, you took your jewelry off too. That I can't explain. I don't know what, I think I was traveling. No, because I did the same thing yesterday. I just got so sick of everything that I tore it off my body. I'm like, I just need my nails to be unpolished. I need my body to be bare. And I had this feeling like I need to just be absolutely naked off everything.

But then I see Annie and she has never been more jeweled up. I just got more. I haven't been wearing earrings for a while. I got new hoops. I went to the mall and I shop, shop, shop, shop. Wait, talk to me about the snake necklace. Snake necklace. Well, now I'm the mother of reptiles.

We have two snakes since last we spoke. Two new ones? There's one that has a pug face. I don't know what it's called. I think it's a pugnose snake. I want that too. So I'm a mother of snakes. Then an ankh.

I always see when I do ayahuasca. I don't really know what an ankh means. Where is the snake necklace from? It's all from the same place. I can't remember what it's called. At the mall? Child of something. Child of something.

And then this is 555. This is for Vanessa, my soon-to-be mother-in-law. How cute is the hognose snake? Is that it? Wait, you got to show the face. Oh, wait, that is cute. Wait, where's this face? Right there.

How cute is that? Super cute. Dude, my favorite thing is when I'm walking around, like, my neighborhood or, like, the yard or something. And people think you're a hognose snake. That is also my favorite thing. But when I see lizards, when I see little fucking reptiles, I just get so giddy. And yesterday I saw the cutest baby one. Like I love.

Do you see them in L.A.? Yeah, I do. It's such a treat. I'm like we could catch them. I see them in Todd's room a lot. There's literally a thousand now. Every time I go to town, he gets a new reptile. Do you make love in front of lizards?

They watch. They're interested. No, Randy, we have to like, Randy's so annoying. He's such a cock block problem. Really? Does he chase him? No, even like when Todd comes to kiss me, Randy, it's like we're trying to take his food. Oh, wait a second.

I want to talk about this. I truly think that. He doesn't like our love. No, it's, this is a real thing I want to discuss because I think that, you know how they say like, oh, children get in the way of your sex life. My animals got in the way of my sex life. Yeah, you have to like, and then they're whining outside. They do not like when, they used to hate it when Bobby and I would even come close to

each other. They would intervene and they hated it. They'd start barking really loud. So we couldn't have them in our bedroom because they would just... What does Donut lick you? Cup block. Is Donut in there? We have no issues.

Donut is like there on the corner of the bed, just like zoning out. She's leaving her body, but she's pretending to like be okay. Sometimes though we'll be like let's just leave her in the living room but it is hard for us and also sometimes like this is making me laugh so hard like we'll be like going getting into it and then she'll just like walk up to us and start like licking one of us and it kills me like i because we're both so desperate for that love for her that like i can't turn her away i'm like dave like please hold on and he's like he gets so mad at me but it's so cute it's like forced edging but i can't believe your dog

your dog you're one i understand seven animals but you're one dog. No, it's so annoying. No, but they all hate the love. All seven of my animals would cock-block. He wants to be like, Randy wants to be like here on me at all times, which is so exciting. He loves me. Wait, I have to tell you about this necklace because it's very cute what I did. So it's 555. And in Laos, ha is five, so it's ha-ha-ha in Laos.

Oh, that's cute. Oh, I like that. Isn't that cute? That's super cute. I got it for Vanessa, so it's ha-ha-ha in Laos. Oh, that's cute. Oh, I like that. Thank you. That's super cute. I got it for Vanessa, my mother-in-law. What do you guys think of couples taking MDMA together to save their relationship? Doesn't sound great. It's like this new thing of, like, couples therapy where they add either ketamine or MDMA.

I think they've been doing it for a long time. Yeah, I think, but it's more mainstream now. I think before people would just do it on their own, but now they have like assisted ones that couples do. And apparently it's sort of like, if you're stuck somewhere in your relationship, like some people describe it as like, I never knew him or I never knew her until now.

Sounds fun. I want to do it. I do too. We should do it, the three of us together. What? It's your best bet. I've never done MDMA so we have to ask Annie. Like why does this make sense to you? I don't.

MDMA is like what is it? It's not Molly right? Molly. Oh. Let's definitely do it. Guys are you serious? Our fourth cast member should be named Molly. Should be here all the time. Does it make sense to you, though, that this could save relationships?

It just, yeah, you just feel good. You're happy. Does it unlock something sexually about you? Yeah, you're like horny, the wind blows. But you can't even have sex on Molly, right? Or can you? Or should you? You can. I mean, I guess people say you shouldn't because you'll be too like...

Who have you done it with? Sex, not Molly. Do we have one? By the way, I'm so sick of this like high value woman thing now that's out. Wait, explain it to me. Because we were, they all wanted us to be sluts. And now they're like, whoa, whoa, whoa. Is your count over two?

I'm like, whoa, whoa, whoa. You guys were tearing our underwear off. What the hell is going on now? Now you want a high value woman. Fuck yourself. I think a high value woman, I have a different description of a high value woman. I think a high value woman is someone who's by the age of 35

has been married twice. Someone with a body count of at least 45 and up. someone with a body count of at least 45 and up and someone who's just really really burned through rubber you know what i mean like burned some rubber like actually lived a lot like if you're under 20 like i'm like did you have a life exactly did you have under 20 years old? No, under 20 count. Oh, fuck. Don't try to pretend. I'm definitely not. Under 20? I'm definitely under 20. Then you're 19.

What? You guys. Annie, look at me. I don't think there's, I have no like i i have judgment on you i i for sure i am wearing glasses i'm not hiding it and i know that more than 20 men have jizzed on those that is not true under 20 huh like i could go under another we could go under another. We could go under a bigger, a smaller number. Don't say 10. Let's stop talking about high value women, because I do agree with you that it's not about body count at all.

And it's just about how you carry yourself. And also, I know that you just threw in twice divorce because you just found out our new producer has or she's been married twice. When when when Stella says I'm on my second marriage, I'm like, oh, I respect you infinitely more. Like, I feel like I love so much more wisdom. No, but also you said you like you made a promise in front of all your loved ones and then you were like, no. Yeah. And I always say the trick to getting proposed to is not caring and just being like i just didn't care at all about getting proposed to with either of them and then they were like oh this is a challenge i have to really wish i had met you 10 years ago

yeah that's true to the obviously yeah it's not it wasn't easy mine backfired playing cool girl backfired yeah i was like oh i I don't care about marriage and they were like okay cool neither do I yeah I think it depends on the guy I just really always said I was like do not propose to me like I would have lost my mind if any of the guys I dated proposed to me or if Todd had proposed to me before we started talking about it I would have it would have ended it I don't think I would have stayed with them. But okay. So hear me out. So I was talking to my friend Sawyer who,

you know, through Stella. Oh yeah. Barry, who was on our show. And basically we were like, wait a second. Like that is something I think that I want one shitty elopement under my belt.

Before I turned 40, I want some weird reckless thing. And I think that is that because I never did drugs right and it's like I'm feeling a little bit oh my god I did get married wait a second oh no what I did get married on molly I got married on ecstasy to mark medina my mexican boyfriend darky marky we got. We had a whole ceremony. My friend had been ordained. And so we're all fucked up and we got married. Is he like going to come at you for half your money?

We didn't sign it. I think you have to sign something. Imagine if by next week you have to start paying alimony. I'm representing him. I know what you're making. Did I tell you that I like reconnected? I think I told you this because he was the one that was like, he came back to me like years later and was like, I feel so I had to go to like this Chinese medicine doctor to deal with all my. And I like I realize how much I hurt you.

And I was like, oh, I was like not in love with you. Yeah. Relax, buddy. I was like, I'm fine. And then we were like hanging out again. And he we made out. There was like a vibe one night and we made up, but he had his Invisalign on still.

I was like so disrespectful to have like a, it was so like smooth. And I was like, Oh, is your Invisalign? Wait, I, this is a real question I have.

So, cause I'm thinking about getting Invisalign. No, I love your teeth. No, I don't want to close the gaps. So apparently I need to separate the bottoms a little bit because my bite is causing me TMJ pain. So it's not about the gaps.

I did Invisalign for my overbite and it helped a lot. So basically what she said. It helped a lot. Yeah, it was a lot worse. Dr. Yamada basically said this. She was like, we don't need to close the gaps completely. She's like, I agree. Like, keep your teeth.

They're super cute. But we need to kind of fix your bite a little bit better. So I agreed to it. But here's the thing. Like, how often do I have to wear it? Should I make out in my Invisalign? No. Can I?

I only slept in mine. It's so nasty. You only slept in yours? Yeah, which is not that good. You're not supposed to. But, dude, my Pilates teacher will, like, literally show up to class on the mic in her invisalign i'm like you don't need it right now you don't need to have and then well you remember when i had the the thing for a second for my tmj the the night guard yeah and the no i had a day guard and the

guy was like he was like he was like you don't have a list when i was like i have a lisp and he was like you don't i was like i have a fucking was like, I have a lisp. And he was like, you don't. And I was like, I talk for a living. And he's like, you're fine, you're fine. And he was like, you cannot take this off. There was one I had to wear during the day. And I just wasted $5,000. Well, if I get Invisaligns, they have to put those little nubs on my teeth.

I had those. They're horrible. Okay, so that's another thing. It's like, I can't have that and be single, right? Like, I won't catch a dick for years. You're not wrong. I love it. You're not wrong. You're not wrong.

I was so insecure when I had those nubs on. But you have big lips that kind of might hide them. Yeah, I forgot what they're called. But not when I smile or, oh, you mean even when I'm talking. Yeah. They'll think you're like brooding because you won't be smiling. No, it looks like you have like a chunk of food stuck to your tooth. Do you know what I want to do? I want to do a palate expander.

Why? So I can rest my tongue better because all of my TMJ and everything I have is because my, I don't have the right tongue posture. I've been working on it. I've been like having my tongue down. You're supposed to have your tongue down, up on your roof. And as a kid, you're supposed to not sleep with your mouth open because it, you don't develop like a wide enough, but when they do

these palate expanders, you get a huge gap for a while, like really big gap, like a tooth size gap. Wait, that's your dream. And then it has to go back in. That's hot. You're going to look

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That's prizepicks.com slash trash Tuesday and use code trash Tuesday for our first deposit match up to $100. Prize picks. Daily fantasy sports made easy. Wait, okay. Back to the thing you said about a guy came up to you and was like i'm sorry i hurt you and you were like i didn't care about you it was the my greatest revenge why is my instinct that if a guy did that for i would literally like no matter what the truth was i would milk it

and be like yeah you really hurt me i like I could have gotten some sunglasses dramatize it and like make him feel bad just like see where we can take it make him feel bad I think it would feed his ego somehow and be like wow like I meant so much to her you can get gifts out of it like what kind of gifts well I don't know okay so I had a boyfriend who did fuck me over like he took money from but he didn't steal money but we went on a road trip he took money from you no okay we went on a road trip for spring break. I'm still friends with him. He's so crazy.

But we went on a trip for spring break. I had had a prospective student come visit me. And she was looking at the college, so she stayed in my dorm with me, and I took her around. But I would just be like, do you like Coke? I would take them. I'd be like, I'm going to show you. Wait, that's what recruit trips are for, to take drugs. I almost died at Ohio State

On my recruit trip Yeah I came back with like Bilateral pneumonia And I was in the hospital For two weeks Yeah Because I smoked that much weed

Oh my god You guys I want them to like see What like is the good part Of the school Which is like the hang The party College is about like

Learning social And she's right Annie's right I think Cocaine is You have to offer that To your recruits Do you like coke

I can get you coke What do you want Yeah I agree to your recruits. Do you like Coke? I can get you Coke. What do you want? Yeah, I agree. Do you like MDMA? Do you want to watch me get married to a Mexican? To Darkie Markie? He named himself Darkie Markie. Don't come for me.

Or come for me. It's cute. But so, okay. So we went on this road trip and we picked up my perspective student. She lived in, so we were in santa fe and we went she lived in napa valley so we drove up and then his family has a house in oregon like at seaside like a beach house so we were driving up there so we pick up madeline the perspective student and um they start hooking up by the way josh has run out of money the money he brought

ran out like the second day. So I was like just putting it on my credit card because we're already on the trip. It was my car. So it was like miles of my car. Why is this your responsibility to take the student to the school? We picked her. We hung out with her while she was there. And then we're like, oh, we'll pick Madeline up.

We liked her. You're hanging out with her after. Oh, that's weird. Yeah. That's so weird. We stayed. We stayed. You're such a freak. We stayed. Oh, that's weird. Yeah. That's so weird. We stayed. We stayed. You're such a freak.

We stayed. No, it's called making friends. You stayed in touch with your prospective students. It's called making friends. Have you ever done that? She couldn't advance my career. Is that why it was weird? I think that that is an abuse of power.

Did she end up going to the school? No, because it was weird. Because she started, like, hooking up with my boyfriend on the trip. It was weird. I would, like, come out of the shower. I'm like, are you guys hooking up? But I didn't want to be Josh like Josh had pulled the thing where he was like I'm gonna stop being friends with you I'm in love with you like be my boyfriend I was like what I don't want to be your boyfriend or your girlfriend and

he was like he was like then we're not friends like oh all right fine I'll be your girlfriend because I just like wanted to hang out with him. But yeah, it was wild. So then he got me back, I guess, for not wanting to be his girlfriend. So I wasn't mad at him either, but he owed me, he had just spent, it was like $1,500 at the end. And you're in college, you're like, I need that money.

My parents are like, what the fuck is on your credit card bill? And I was like, ugh. So then my mom came into town, and I would call him and try to trick him because we stopped being friends obviously because he cheated on me

in front of my face and then we had to drive back and we stopped at his aunt's house and she gave me a cassette tape and it was

Angela's Ashes oh my god my favorite book it's a great book but it was like so depressing and followed up by Tiss

my favorite books you listened to that on the drive yes on the drive back after he had cheated on me it was like it's not exactly road trip like energy and you know what it's about it's like consumption in Ireland yeah a long time about children dying yeah several children dying

yeah not having food and then having to like you know what I mean eat salt and water for dinner it's really sad I was crying I was like was like, is it raining or is this? It was a rough trip. It was fun, but it was rough. It was fun. There were fun moments. I don't know, he's like bipolar, so he's fun. Sometimes it was fun.

So stuff was happening, but then he used to pick me up from class, he'd be like, I'd come out of, he would know my schedule and I would just walk outside of class, out of the building, and he'd be like, the door would be open. He'd be like, get in my car. We're going to the Hot Springs. And we'd go to the Hot Springs.

It would be so fun. But I'd be cold because I wasn't prepared to go to the Hot Springs. Okay, I actually know what you mean because this is random, but I just rewatched all the Christopher Nolan Batman movies. And Bane, my takeaway was like, wait, Bane is the best. He would be the best boyfriend because whenever he shows up on screen, you're like, it's about to be so exciting. Oh my God. But, um, he, so yeah, so he, um, owed me money for about 10 years. Okay. So he left Santa Fe and moved back to Connecticut or whatever and I was working at

the cowgirl restaurant and he walked out of the bathroom like he just walked out of the bathroom and I went Josh and he's like Annie he goes I owe you money oh and I go yeah I go you do and he goes let's go shopping so he just like bought me sunglasses and stuff he's bipolar he's the best oh so fun he was so fun wait I have a similar story to this so he's still my friend I love him there's this boy I dated when I was really young and he was a lot older than me but when I I dated him when I was like 13 and then I oh she always takes it to I'm sorry it's always just like and it's so she goes in so casual we know like we know it's gonna happen he was much older than you and you were 13 I was 13 okay and he used to woo me by bringing like mangoes like a box of mangoes to my family

anyways I um I went back to the Philippines I'd been in the states for six years at this point I went back to the Philippines when I was 19 and he found out that I was going back to the Philippines so like we met up and he was like oh wow you've really like grown up and um he's like I'm so much less attracted yeah he throws up I want I want he wanted to hook up but then I wouldn't put out because I was like at this point I had grown up and being like no like not interested right remember when you learned you could say no I learned like three years ago oh no me too three years like oh my god I could have said no to all these people I have her fucking count you know what's crazy is I have my count I've never had to say no I've still never learned no I've never had to use that. So, but this guy, um, we, um, I, I don't know for sure. This

is all alleged, but we think he drugged me and I ended up in the hospital. So you did do MDMA? Possibly. But I remember just being so blacked out. I had one drink and one drink only. And all of a sudden the room started spinning. And then I don't remember much after that. I ended up in the hospital, but I thankfully had another friend there who saw that i had i was going down but she did see this guy try to take me back to his hotel because we're all in this like party island she did see him try to take me back to his hotel room and she like you know intervene was like hey what's wrong with kalilah she's like no she's coming with me i gotta go grab her sister like she doesn't look well ended up in the hospital but so i think that there was an

attempt to drug me and rape me because um i didn't put out you know i didn't put out when i was 13 and then i wasn't gonna put out at 19 but again because of what if he like he like drugged you and they took you back and he was like, ugh. So old. She's so old. No, that is disturbing. He just barrel rolls you out of the- But there was a really, really big apology about everything that he had done.

Like maybe like five years after the fact. He still denies. He denies that he ever, he's like, no, I was just trying to help you. Like somebody else did that. Anyways, there was a really big apology. And instead of just being like, you know what? Don't ever speak to me again. I did what Annie did, which was, oh, like maybe he's like, I'll do anything, Kalilah.

I'll do anything for you. And I was like, you know what? I'm actually planning. This is when I was, I had two boyfriends. I was living with two boys. I was like, I'm actually planning a trip back home with like two of my boyfriends He was like use my beach property you can stay there, and I was like property Yeah, and I was like okay, and I did

Molested me we're like not I'd to lend them money while they were molesting me. I also did not see the beach property come I am really thrown, but it's a beach property I'm like he bribed you with like mangoes and like, and he had a beach property. No, no. He was like, he's still, he's like, he was a wealthy guy. But yeah. And I went with two of my boyfriends to his beach place.

Why don't you take these boyfriends? And we had a really fun vacation. We fucked a lot. Call him up. Be like, I'm still struggling from that night. I need one more trip to the beach property.

That's where we should do Molly. We have to do it together. That's so scary to me. It's not. You've already done the other one. Wait, I actually have like a random two guy story from it's,

but it's sad. I know both of them count. It's, there was no sex. This is from middle school. Well, how many people did you blow? It is less than what I've had sex with. What?

You guys, that is so much more intimate than penis in the vagina. Kissing is intimate. You can't get pregnant from blows. Yeah. Blowies are for free. There's calories. There are calories.

I put mine in my, my fitness pal. Come see me live. I have a really good joke about it. There's calories. There are calories. I put mine in my MyFitnessPal. Come see me live. I have a really good joke about it. Wait, okay. So in middle school, I don't know why. I don't know if I've ever talked about this on here. Like, it's just coming up because you were saying two guys, whatever.

But, like, there was these two, both of them, of course, like, really heavyset Italian guys, which was, like, my thing from, like, sixth grade onward. Like the hairy middle schooler? Like, not even hairy, actually. set Italian guys which was like my thing from like sixth grade onward like the hairy middle schooler like not even hairy actually like light both of them had light hair which I would like never be into now but like light hair light eyes like heavy like Jonah Hill you're describing me heavier we the eyes. But they were best friends. And I was into both of them. And like, for whatever reason, like, I think I like basically dated one, then dated another, whatever. And then I invited one of them. This is so, this is, you're about to punch me in the face.

I invited one of them to go to Art plus which was an after-school art program because I was like the like I know I'm so sorry I please just please so I invite one of them to go with me and then these two get together they think they're gonna get one over on me they both show up I'm like oh is that how you guys want to play? Fine. So they, I'm like, I'm making them sit through, we do like two hours, whatever of an art project. And I'm like, I doubled down. I'm like, what's the art project? I don't remember. Is it like putting your hand prints down? Making turkeys with your hands? What did you do? Did you make snowmen with cotton balls? There might've been some sculpture some

clay whatever we had our art program had a good budget um I'm like I double down I'm like why don't you guys both come over and so they both like literally got on the school bus came over and like I made them sit there and watch a movie with me and I realized the story has no exciting moment in it because I was in sixth grade and there's like no hookup but I did at least like I was like you guys think you're gonna make me uncomfortable by both of you being here like no I'm gonna make it worse for you so you tried your first MMF in Master of the Fine Arts. But nobody came. Super cute.

Nobody, I mean. In middle school, they come in their pants. You're not like, no one's coming outside their pants. Did you, you used to dry hump guys until they came? I used to. That was my favorite. You know, I did that. You know, I had dry sex, dry humping on my first date with a comedian and he came in his pants on our first date.

It rhymes with baloney. I think the story is baloney. Kill baloney. But he admits it. He's like, you're right. But it's so hot when that happens. I'm always like, oh. Yes and no. I've told this story, but since we're at a new set,

I should tell the story again about how this guy, he was a soft core porn actor in Asia that I hooked up with on that same, yeah. I love soft core porn. You can always see in the silhouette their dick and balls hanging and not in them. But he was so hot. And I was like, Oh,

this is going to go really well. He asked me out. He was really polite, sweet. He took me to a really shitty steak spot. But then he, he did two things that I'll never forget. And I think to this day I'm scarred by first.

He said, which is like the antithesis of my existence. He says, I eat to live. I don't live to eat. And I said, which is like the antithesis of my existence. He says, I eat to live. I don't live to eat. And I said, okay, big red flag.

Like, where is the joy in your life? You're just a really unhappy person. And then he, we were still both fully dressed. We were making out. And then he grabbed my thigh and he was like, Oh,

your legs. And then he nutted on my kneecap. Why? He was just done. He could not take. And I was so disappointed because I was like, he, your legs. And then he nutted on my kneecap. Why? He was just done. He could not take. And I was so disappointed because I was like, he's a soft core guy. Like he's going to. He never sticks it in.

He never stuck it in. We never got past my kneecaps. And then that's just, it was so anticlimactic. I went home being like super sad. I like the idea of him saying he lives because that's fun. That's like, like he'd slap a burrito out of her hand. Don't eat that. No,

but you can never like fully connect. I feel like people aren't, don't eat the same way you eat. Yeah. Wait, is that a thing? Like, why do you say that?

Well, Todd doesn't eat. Todd has like boundaries with his food. Like he can, he eats like shit, but he does like stop eating when he's full. Like I've never even like imagined stopping eating. i think the the idea is that like even if we don't eat the same thing that you're enthusiastic about eating like what you like you're really enthusiastic

about and also then it's like they're not going to be able to personally understand a big part of your life a huge part of my life which is mangoes which is basically every food in existence because i love food that much it is such a joy like when i sit down yeah it's like it and so when he saw that i was like oh this is number one never going to work out but let's make out anyways and then just you know i would i would never be able to feel comfortable or secure because it's like then imagine you're sitting there with your partner of like five years and you're like so excited to eat your favorite like grocery store sheet cake or like something nasty. It's like they're just going to look at you like you're just going to feel it like they're going to think you're disgusting. Yeah, I need my dad because my dad like this isn't going to be about him nutting on my knee.

This is going to be about sheet cake. Oh, come on. I'm trying to relate to you. No, he, like, his favorite thing to do is just, like, go eat bad food with me. That's, like, and my mom does it with him, too. So I do need that with someone where it's, like, Todd and I would be, like, ice cream. You know what I mean? It's, like todd and i'll be like ice cream you know what i mean it's like you need that yeah especially when you know there's no sex later on that day and you can just

be really really just like move with full abandon that doesn't stop us you know that like gets me going more i don't know why like a full stomach i'm just like let's go all the way like i want to feel as much disgusting as possible. But the blood then goes away from your genitals into your digestive. That may be true. She's little. Don't worry. His penis goes to her digestive.

You know, short people are the future. They say if you mate with a short person, you're actually saving the world. Have you read this? There's no way that's true, but tell me everything. I think it was like either a Washington Post article or a New York Times article was like, you should be procreating with short people because you are kind of saving resources for the subsequent generations. Because I think you save like... No, she doesn't save resources though. Yeah, I don't think that's... She's a taker. She's a little taker. I take a lot of baths.

Like, I don't know if that's true. She overcompensates by taking more. No, because even just on, you have less to feed, I think. Like really tall people. I miss the parachute. My sister and I, like we take. Sorry, that seemed crazy. I was looking at a monitor.

Remember the parachute? Which parachute? When you were a kid monitor. Remember the parachute? Which parachute? When you were a kid and you did the parachute and you'd all go under it and sit under it in gym class. No, explain it to me. That sounds fun. It's really fun. But it's also not anything. It's nothing.

It's so crazy. It's such a like time killer. They're like, all right, kids, let's do this seven more times. It's just you gather around this, like you have like a parachute with all the colors. It looks like the, you know, the Mexican fruit stands. I don't think she should know about this.

Yeah, you're not, look, and that's all you do. Oh my God, this looks fun. You lift it up and then you sit under it and then you like giggle at each other. Oh, that's it? And then you do it a bunch of times and the teachers are just, I guess,

masturbating in the corner. And do you play like Duck, duck, goose after? Maybe. I don't know. It doesn't last long. I remember a lot less of my childhood than you'd think by looking at me. You've blocked off. Yeah, like I don't, I wish I could go there more and like live there, but I.

Did you do the rope in gym? Climb the rope? You know what it is? It was traumatic because I could never do anything in gym class. I would have helped you. I could never get up the rope. I could never do a pull-up. We would have boosted you.

Yeah. I believe that. You weren't pulling up that much. You should have been able to do a pull-up. You never did the monkey bars? I could never do the monkey bars. They hurt my hands. I could never do anything.

They hurt all of our hands. Yeah. We had blisters. They hurt all of our hands. we had blisters all of our hands we had raw raw it hurts but you just did it anyways you're not willing to have any sort of discomfort so funny i am realizing that about myself it's i'm sure you know what i have a new like i'm sure you've heard it's very like addicty um or you know like recovering addict-y, but like I'm trying to practice this mantra, sit with the discomfort.

You're so Dobbins. Is that all you listen to? No, what's that? What's his name? What's the guy's name? The Rocks. Weren't you talking about that once? I was like, I know this guy who puts like rocks in his backpack.

Oh, David Goggins? David Goggins. No, that's Peter Atia. It's rolfing where he walks or hikes or walks with a backpack. Rolfing is what he calls it? I know, it's Peter Atia. It's Rolfing where he walks or walks with a backpack. Rolfing is what he calls it? I know. It's a really weird name. But Rolfing's a type of massage.

Maybe it's called rocking? I don't know what it's called. This is so funny. We got to get a rope for in here. But. That was the most fun I've ever had. You didn't want to like show off how strong you were to people like we were like you wanted to like impress people right we didn't have ropes we had trees best but do you guys ever do that like do you ever find yourself

needing to tell yourself like i need to sit with this discomfort yeah my mom wrote every paper i've ever was supposed to hand in because i would be like i don't want to write it she would just do it so now i have to teach myself like you have to sit and do things every day of my life yeah but I learned that really young it's just it's it's because the discomfort was so frequent for me that I just had to get to know it and learn to live with it and not treat it as such an alien in my body do you know what I mean lucky but it's I know she's jealous she's like wait what wait do we need a banana break oh yeah should we

Olivia is our resident lesbian Gen Z yeah every show needs one which is our what? Our lesbian. Instead of resident. Wait.

Resident. Les. That didn't work. It's not quite there. I try, guys. Wait a second. Do we have gossip this week? Yes.

Yes. Okay. I'm going to pull it up. I also have it on here. So we've been asking you guys, the tuesday slug fam bloodbath gang um for which we might we're really seriously having conversations about getting our name back so just aren't there like 25 bad friends and everyone's cool with it yeah it's getting weird there's aren't there like 35 overshare podcasts and everyone's cool with it why did

we get this shit out of the stick i don't know i don't want to blame a past producer but your cousin i haven't seen his lawyer credentials someone we know's cousin was our lawyer um okay so this is from one of our sluggies um i got gossip got out of this is actually similar to one that we heard recently i got gossip got out of an eight-year relationship last year ex got engaged someone possibly four months into dating them and posts outrageous things to instagram of them together including him licking her toes and them naked in bed together. Hot gossip update. He has now broken off the engagement slash relationship.

That's, by the way, so embarrassing. I hope he archived those pictures. Ew, do not post sexual things like that. That's so nasty. Post posting licking your toes on instagram i disagree what that's all bobby that was our brand forever is just like obnoxious yeah but you guys were gross we were bros yeah we were bros i've never seen you guys post eating each other's feet oh yeah it's more it's more like it was comedic this is like a sexual oh they're actually sexual okay but even do you remember when like um

steven randolph and chelsea skidmore do that where he'd be like eating her out no they kept posting and i was like guys this is making all of us so uncomfortable but they'd keep posting and it was like a troll of sorts right they're comedians not to say like comedians but they're wiping their mouth and there's this sheen on his mouth where like he's eating her out that's funny it's not like and and it's so scandalous and shocking i mean immediately i i guess as an ex if i were to see that i would feel pretty good about myself because i'd be like how that's true because you know you're getting to see that i would feel pretty good about myself because i'd be like how that's true because you know you're getting to see their spiral like live in action they're showing their like post breakup downward spiral because if you're in with eight for eight years and then four months later

he's like licking toes and engaged i would think he was either on drugs or he's having some kind of like psychotic break or like something is happening where he needs to feel seen in this way and that's just you know or maybe that's at him i mean at her like they're posting the pictures at her like to be like look that's even better for her it's like they're living their lives for her yeah you gotta block people when you break up with them if you're not. It's like they're living their lives for her. Yeah. You got to block people when you break up with them. If it's going to affect you immediately. You can unblock them later.

Much easier said than done. But it's for yourself. If you want to be healthy, Jared Freed. I was dating a guy and he was fucking around me. You know Jared Freed, right? Yeah, he's super funny. Jared Freed gave me advice and he was like, you have to block this guy. You can say to him, look, you're hurting me like if you want to be honest like

it's hurting me to be with you and to see your stuff so I'm just gonna block you and I like wasn't ready and he was Jared was like and he was right I mean it was just like more months of suffering that's absolutely correct but yeah think about how hard it it's it's an anxiety thing I think my therapist once called it it's called. It's like you can't help but check. You're addicted to it. Right. But that's why you block it because you can't check. But that's really fucking hard. Yeah. But that's why you have to do it. have a like kind of a different question if you see someone you know is like on drugs right like they're posting online they're like clearly like it's obvious they're being erratic erratic behavior like living their best life quote-unquote drugs whatever are you what is your thoughts when you see that because I actually have two different points of view is it me no how close am I with this person it could be anything I don't know

but I'm just saying like when you see that I when I see that I'm like part of me is like that's really sad I'm really sad and another part of me is like were they like having more fun than me like is my life bad yes um no but wait is your art okay so is it that there because I've had friends where it's like something seems wrong, like where you're like, okay, this is like not, like there's no one in the public eye watching this going like, this person's okay. And I think a lot of times when people are like drug addicts,

they think they're pulling it off and they're not pulling it off. So is it like that where it's like this is like you're going lose your job you're not gonna or is it like they're just openly posting partying I don't know because I think you can party and do drugs without being like a drug addict yeah I don't think it's that it's not that I know what you're saying like and I would say dad no I'm saying like someone is doing drugs all the time and you're just like I feel I find myself which drugs I don't know I if I knew what drugs people were on though I would have a very different but how do you know they're on drugs just because they're slurring the words and stuff like if people are slurring their words like that shouldn't go online

you shouldn't be posting yourself drunk you shouldn't be posting yourself fucked up but it's it's like they're kind of like bragging that they're partying a lot kind of they're showing that they're yeah like sometimes I see people I know do that and I'm like is that bad but then I'm like no maybe I'm judgmental and they're having fun and I'm boring I don't know do you like what is your opinion I do think you're boring. Okay. I think that, okay, so the girl from Orange is the New Black had that. Taryn, did you see her, like, slurred? Wait, yeah.

It's like, you don't want to, like, you shouldn't be, like, fucked up on camera if you can avoid it, I think. Right? Like, if you want to go, like, party at night or whatever, or whatever but you shouldn't be like in the daytime slurring your words like admitting you're fucking a married guy and all this stuff it's like just because you don't look well you don't want to like i think social media is about like you know you call her the girl from orange is the new black i call her the girl from crossroads the britney spe I call her the girl from Crossroads, the Britney Spears movie. Is she not in 8 Mile? She's in 8 Mile, too.

In 8 Mile. Wow, she's got some hits. I just couldn't remember her name. No, she's great. Wait, but I want to go back to this because you do bring up a good point. You're saying, like, if someone is drugged or drunk on camera. Or driving. Like, she's in her car.

Like, there's a lot of things where you're like, oh, this is like. Or driving. Like, she's in her car. Like, there's a lot of things where you're like, oh, this is like... If someone looks like they're going to die or they're going to lose their livelihood... But you're saying that's what would concern you. But someone just, like, bragging about being fucked up but not actually portraying the signs of it embarrassingly. Well, people get fucked up. People party.

This is like... In almost every culture, people party. That's what I'm asking. I don't know if I'm right or wrong. I mean, Kyla, what is your what are you um it depends on how close i am with a person and i know other inside information if i know that he's posting stuff but i'm also hearing through the grapevine that he or she is you know really starting to unravel of course i'll check in and say shit be like hey you good you okay like um but you, I lived with an addict for a long time.

And Bobby always used to tell me it's like, you know, there's really not much you can do until they're ready. So, but I do check in. But do you look at that? And so you're saying you don't look at that like, oh, they're having more fun than me. No way. Because I don't have fun when i'm that fucked up i was like i'm sure in the moment but like i'm somebody who drinks even two drinks the night before and that i wake up because i had such a poor relationship with alcohol in my 20s even now when i'm drinking moderately i still wake up with that same dread i felt in my 20s where i'm like molly molly molly

so maybe molly sometimes doing cocaine at your wedding do you know who i did molly with remember when you asked who i did Molly with? Yeah. It's funny that you did ask that. Why? I was on the heavy metal cruise. Oh, no. No. Was it with Papa Roach?

It was. It was with little brother Roach. I gave little brother Roach Molly. He OD'd. He was in the infirmary. That's not something to say with a smile. Little brother Roach. On that trip? He was okay. Okay, thank God. They have infirmary that's not something to say on that little brother roach on that trip he was okay but he had to skip fluids they have infirmaries on cruises they haven't like updated to modern times with like hospitals or nurses offices wait esther i know this might not be

your cup of tea but i really would love to have papa roach on our show oh my god please what do you mean why they rule they're cooler than you and he has had enough stories about that's true to have them on here like i feel like if we've talked about them at least 10 times they should come on our show i can get nickel back too oh no oh my god i would love to chad kroger chad the way chad chad treated me during that meet and greet was the way like you would have thought i was Esther around a fucking Jenner. I mean, I was like, Chad, did Michael not tell you? Wait, so you met him?

Yeah, I did the meet and greet. So I brought Todd. I shouldn't have brought Todd. I probably could have gone backstage. But he's got short hair now. They were great. This is a real girl deliberation where it's like, how far can I get just by myself or with a guy in tow? It's so true.

It's just they're not going to, they don't want to see a relationship. Like in Vegas, I am such a rock star when I'm by myself. And then if I bring a boy with me, it's over. All my, everything is just, you're just a peasant. Yes. You might as well, you know what I mean? Just call it a day. Stay in your room.

Don't even go out because you'll get in nowhere. Call it a day. Stay in your room. Don't even go out because you'll get in nowhere. No, even walking through the airport, whether I'm like with Dave or by myself, the difference is so staggering. I'm like, oh, men like look at me. They are worried about you. They're like, where's this little kid going?

Where's her umpaz? Where's her umpaz? Are your parents here, little kid, little boy? Wait, okay. Should we do more gossip? Yeah. gossip yeah okay wait we didn't finish the nickelback thing so oh yeah he wasn't that he get well michael i know through when i opened for doug stanhope i met him and um he uh yeah i became friends with him on instagram and stuff and then i saw i was on a walk and i saw their poster i was like oh I gotta come I was like I want to come backstage and he was like okay meet and greet I was like okay

and so we waited in line with the regular people and then we were treated like regular fans and I was like not by Michael Michael was the best but I was like you didn't warn them that like a really cool comedian very funny cute i love this shirt on you i love it too i'm not gonna give it to you i don't want it okay but you can borrow it thank you it's so cute that color might be your color like a little chola yeah kind of ready okay okay i'm skipping a few oh yeah this one yeah same um my boyfriend admitted that my BFF and him used to sext before we even met before me and my BFF even met okay totally legal she still hasn't said anything about it should I bring it up lol that is tricky I just feel like you don't always have to bring it up bring it up no because then you don't always have to bring it up. No.

Because then you don't want people to get paranoid and think something's happening that's not happening. It's like, this is over. I agree. Like, yeah, I don't think there's any reason to bring that up to make her feel uncomfortable. I don't know. But then I guess it is weird because it's like, you know, she doesn't know that you know. And maybe

she's got like a dick pic of your boyfriend on her phone. But who, I mean, who cares? If you guys are friends, she's got like a dick pic of your boyfriend on her phone. But I mean, who cares if you guys are friends? It's like pass the joy around. It's all good. Yeah. I'm Eskimo sisters with all of my girlfriends. I do have to say there is a girl I'm Eskimo sisters with.

Not you guys. Actually, we don't share. We're not friends. She's like, actually, we're not friends. Well, no, you need to know. There's a girl that I'm Eskimo sisters with, and then she married the guy. Is it Inuit sisters? Oh, Inuit sisters.

What's that? Oh, like the more. Yeah. No. Gen Z. Yeah, I don't think you could say Eskimo anymore. I don't like how you said I don't think. I don't know.

I need you to know. Okay, so let me say that again. Our expert know I need you to know okay so let me say that our expert I need you to ask him no I've had crossover lovers with all of my girlfriends when people are cool about it nothing feels better on this earth when the truth is out when you don't have to like hide and the person doesn't care because like it is weird when someone it's like their current husband I like hooked up with but it like, years and years and years ago. But when I first met her, I was like, she was already married, I think. And it was like, I wasn't going to bring it up. That's, like, up to him, I feel like.

That's his, like, he did, he told her. And then she was really cool about it. So she brought it up to you. She was like, we have a lot to talk about. And I was like, oh, thank God. Because I was like. It takes the pressure off. But see, I'm sorry to interrupt.

But I have an exact situation where I have a friend who I have like had a hookup with her husband. There's no way I want that. That sounds. I don't want to. There's no reason for us to ever talk about that. Unless she wants. Like it's there. Yes us to ever talk about that. Unless she wants, like, it's their, their, and a. Yes, it is up to them.

And, like, if he wants to, that's what, like, whatever your, like, relationship level is, like, and how honest you are with each other is, like, your business. And I'm, like, but I don't want to be in, like, trouble. I didn't do anything. But you should never be. Right. But there is, like, but on the flip side of that, if I, like, met someone that I knew that had hooked up with my husband. You'd immediately masturbate? I guess I would hope that I'm mature enough that I'd be like, who cares?

You'd be calling her dance class? Oh, no. Yeah, I did. Okay, but so you and that girl are not Bffs though it's weird that yeah bff if there it's if it's a girl who's this close to me wouldn't say oh shit like that guy i used to actually you know what you know all good he's all yours like that's that's it but you know what she's trying to be polite and be respectful of your relationship the best friend i feel like so i think that our friend that did hit us up here or sluggy i think because your boyfriend told you,

and then so that's, it's the honesties in your relationship, I think you should go to your friend and be like, hey, I just want you to know I know. So there's no like... Weirdness. I don't think that's necessary. Okay. I think it is.

You do? I do think it is because I think that... She's uncomfortable. Yeah, it's uncomfortable. There is a discomfort there. The friend is uncomfortable. Also, by the way, let's suppose, let's paint this picture.

Let's suppose Jenna, I've been friends with her for a decade. I was with Bobby for a decade. We sort of met around the same time, right? Let's suppose I find out now that they actually had a thing before. I'd be like, bitch bitch why the fuck didn't you tell me it would have been cool it's easy that's why was it something you needed to hide

for me then then the suspicions would sometimes people hide so long though that it's like it's like when you forget someone's name but you've known them for like six months and you can't ask so you just call them hey dude by the way dude bro um okay i see what you're saying there is a difference if it's your close friend versus more of like acquaintance whatever this is before they were even friends so it's like if it's not important there's no need to hide it but it is weird yeah like but i don't know my friend um is divorced from this woman now but we had hooked up in the virgin islands when we were like 14 but it was like we made out it was. He got, brought me mangoes and he climbed a tree for me. I was like, okay, what are you going to do? He was tan. But his wife, I remember his wife

being like, we get it. You made out with him or whatever. And it was like, we're like, we were like 33 at the time. I'm like, it's been so long. been so long. Also creepy that you're still worried about a 14-year-old version of me that made out with you. I'm just like, if we were going to be together, we would have been together. I'm telling you, rom-coms fuck with people's minds because they always think like... Everyone's getting back together. Yeah, everyone's getting back together, all this stuff. Yeah, it's my best friend's wedding when she thought she was getting the phone call because they were finally going to get back together.

And he actually just called her to say will you be my best woman right oh my god my okay so my guy my neighbor who tried to pull that with me more recently like maybe like four years ago I made out with him one Christmas and we had always like hooked up when we were in like middle school and high school

and I had been like what does hooking up in middle school mean it doesn't mean sex um no we never had sex but like in middle school it was like making out it was like but it was like the most like like teen rom-com like judy bloom like built up like biggest crush you've ever had on someone and then we're like in a hammock like you know and then it happens and you're like oh my god you know and so and like sneaking out to smoke cigarettes in the park and just like really like a fun little teen romance novel that we lived he like I can't remember how long ago it was like four years ago it was I think it was when we

made out but he he tried to pull the thing where he was like oh I always thought we were gonna like end up together and I'm like no you just like tossed me to the side and hooked up with a bunch of other girls for my entire life that I've known you you didn't like show up when you said you were gonna show up like no you treated me badly and then you thought that I would be like a back burner bitch and um I saw him this weekend and it was funny because I told my mom, I was like, oh, Matt's coming to the show. And she's like, he won't show up. And he did. And she went, oh, my God, I can't believe you showed up.

She's in front of his girlfriend. But it was funny. I was like, like, you don't get to pull that thing now after you like didn't show up for me all of these years. Oh, no, no. No. Like, if a guy is the perfect guy for you, then you would have hooked up with them. Unless you were, like,

bro-ing down and giving them away to all of your girlfriends, which I've done, too. Okay, but similar but different. Like, I've noticed, like, okay, if you, because what you're saying has a lot of similarities to, like, someone, a girl's relationship with their dad. Like, you know, if your parents are divorced and

like your dad is not showing up for you when you're a kid but then he does reappear later and it's like you don't really know how to deal with that it's probably very difficult so there is a relationship like that in my family and for so long I was like fuck this person. Like, they weren't there. Is this you and your Tamagotchi? Yeah. This is my Tamagotchi.

I'm speaking from the point of view of my Tamagotchi about me. Oh, wait. She has been this entire show. Did you know that? But, like, so I've always been like, fuck that person. You know, they abandoned these other family members of mine. But as time passes, I'm like, they just didn't have, like, the tools and, like, the, like, maybe it's okay to forgive.

I think when you have, no, I think you should always forgive. But I think with parental stuff and with family things, it's like, if you can fix that bond, I think that's amazing, you know? And I do think that people evolve and stuff. But I feel like with a guy, it's like, why would I put myself if there's all of these people in the world? No, that's so true. It's like you have your chance. It's like, why would I?

It's like I have one dad or stepdad, you know, or someone that raised me. But it's like, it's like, why would I? There's no ties there. There's no reason. Yeah. And he's still my friend. But I'm like, I would never not. I would never be more than friends with him.

Right. What did you. So you saw his girlfriend? Yeah. She was cool. That's cool. But it was fun. It was like cool to see them.

But I was like. Yeah. I mean, like. I have incredible relationships with. Like one of my best friends was someone i dated for a couple years and i love him i love his wife i love their children and i cannot like if someone even brings it up in like the in the in the most innocent of ways that him and i ever hooked up it makes me so icked out of my mind because i just that is so

dead like that is such like a distant memory like don't ever bring that shit up like i just see him in a completely different way now he sees me in a completely different way so sometimes like i don't even like looking at older pictures of us when we were younger because we might have been like hooking up at that time and it makes me want to fucking vomit because i'm like i know what you mean not because they're disgusting it's just because i'm like that's not who we are our relationship is so much more than that now like what were we doing why did we even hook up like what were we thinking no it's gross when you hook up with like a friend and you realize that and you realize like the platonic ness of it later and you're like oh it's it's just like, it's just like you bumped things.

Yeah. It's like so gross. No, I have that. I have that. I try to, it's like, you know, when you block out trauma from like your childhood, I really, my brain tries to block that out completely. I don't want to remember it. I don't want to reminisce. I don't want to be like, remember when we did?

Nope. Don't even bring that up with me. Yeah, it's gross. And if he were to ever bring that up with me, I would not be friend i'd be like yo bro like no we're not doing that but thank god he never has he's like he's it out too he's it out that he ever did anything with me he's like ew you're like my sister like ew i'm like i know is this the one your grandma thought might be your brother no really him and i don't talk anymore which is why we can't get a DNA confirmation. I've been trying to hunt him down for years.

It's not happening. How are we on time? 1.10. What? An hour 10. Okay, good. Maybe one more thing? Oh, you know what I was thinking?

Okay, I was thinking with my neighbor, it was like, because I came to him when we were like 21, and I gave him like the like I like laid it out for him and I remember saying something so it's like so embarrassing now but it was just so like vulnerable and I told him I was like all of these years you've like you've hooked up with me in between girlfriends and I have just had boyfriends in between hooking up with you and I gave him like my rom-com line you know what I mean I get and he just didn't take it and then it was like for you to now like when we're grown-ups it's like it just wasn't gonna happen that is I I see the picture you're painting it's like I liked you I wanted you you didn't want me and then you're like all of a sudden you're like i thought we'd be together it's like i was always waiting for you like a pathetic person

how would we be together like where you know what's terrifying what's terrifying is um i started seeing some guy and he really couldn't give two shits if i if we did not he's like if you don't choose me he's like it's okay i'll be fine i'll get over it i'm like what wait dave does that to me like no because they're secure but i actually believe him he's just like look it's gonna suck but also like life goes on kalilah it's okay because i'm always like i'm so sorry i'm just not in a space to be in a relationship like Like, if you want to. And he's like, like, chill out. If it doesn't, you're not hurting me.

It's okay. It's not people that are, like, zooming forward to things. They're just, like, in the moment. They're like, right now we're here. It's fine. Like, we'll just see how it goes. Yeah. Can you imagine?

But that's how Todd got me. I'm trying to be dramatic, you know? Like, oh, this is something. And he's like, it's not that serious. It's okay. Like, chill out. And I'm like like how dare you all of my like anxiety about being in a relationship Todd figured it out because the way to do it he

was just like look if this isn't the right thing for you then I don't want to be here either like I have no interest in being in a relationship that's like not good for both of us and he said that to me like right at the right time of a relationship and it was like okay and then he got a hot dog oh that's so attractive i'm going to vegas um on friday i have to be there what's the over and under of me um randomly getting married oh i love this wait what are you gonna do there i'm gonna go to a show um eat really good food um it's my friend's 40th so it's like a cirque de soleil thing um but i'm also gonna do my own thing um but yeah what's the over under like are you saying we do not want to say but yeah i don't want to say okay i'm staying in a nice beautiful corner suite really wait what are you gonna eat um have legs there legs. There's a steakhouse. I'm also going to maybe try Best Friend.

Yeah, go to Best Friend. Oh, my God. I couldn't get in there. I'm so. You couldn't? Why didn't you name drop her? All the Asians know each other. Wait, I told you that story when I was like, I was so desperate for him to figure out who I was.

Roy Choi? Yeah, I was like, because I knew he was going to know me. I was like, there's no way. He was like, I was with Ali Makovsky, and we were there, and he goes, I'm like, yeah, you know, we're coming. Wait, in Vegas? Yeah, I keep throwing this out, and he goes,

this was during Skank Fest, and he's like, yeah. I was like, oh, do you go to the comedy store a lot? He's like, yeah, and I go, who do you go to see? And he's like, listing, obviously, says Bobby, and I go, oh, Bobby, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah I have a podcast with Klyla and he like didn't hear me and I was like I was like he's gonna like I was like it's gonna happen I was like so desperate I was like looking at Allie like and then finally um I said it again and he was like oh I've seen you oh I totally know you I was. I was like, that's right. Wait a second. We should have him on the show.

I would love to have him on the show. He is so freaking great. He's the best. Yeah. And the food, the restaurant's unbelievable. Are you serious? I'm so mad. I've never even been there.

It's so bad. Wait, I've never even been to Best Friend. It's so good. I think I want to go this weekend. Their merch is really good, too. Yeah. They have a whole, like, front store of merch. Were you allowed in that part?

No, I couldn't get in. You were a baby shoplifter? No, the food's so good. He gave us, feast he brought everything out amazing oh my god no but i do love the like there's just like a random hand roll bar at the cosmopolitan and i always go there like i sit there by myself it's like a bar it's up in their little cafeteria i do love the cosmo a lot that's like your bar beautiful. Everything about it is really pretty there. Late night pizza. So we don't think I'm coming back as a wedded woman.

That would be fun if she tries to beat us to marriage. I feel like I see you getting married in like Hawaii randomly. Not Vegas. No. Nothing reckless. Because there's like you have true possible loves in Hawaii. Loves? Yeah. I think have true possible loves in Hawaii. Loves?

Yeah. I think there's true loves. You've heard of true loves, certainly. Yeah, she's dated multiples. You're not wrong. Okay. I mean, is there someone that you know of that will be there? There's a chance that one of my Hawaii loves will be there

the same weekend oh really okay well that's different oh yeah get married you think so prenup oh that's why I can't do it yeah prenup there have been some I'm not gonna lie there have been some awkward prenup conversations in my house lately

not coming from you I've been shutting them down what kind i want to know just let's get a prenup just like casual conversations and i'm are you anti yeah because he makes more money than her right now yeah i am anti because i think it's so sad but I also fully respect it and fully get it but okay so much like how earlier you said it's cool to be married multiple times I feel like I'm past the that opportunity like I think if I was in my 20s and you know whatever I I know I sound delusional and I know it's like here I am on camera saying this like i don't see a divorce happening i don't either i'm like i can't imagine not i know and i and i also know that everyone says that and they get divorced so it is i know that but there's something about it and i'm so

not traditional like i don't know why and it is probably like a prenup is more than just the money of it all it's the power of attorney It's someone to make decisions on your behalf. Should something happen to you? It's more than just... Are you going to get a prenup with Kalilah? Like power of attorney. Right? How old were you when you got your divorce?

29. Or we separated when I was 29. Cute. Super cute. I didn't think it was going to last. You just were like... I didn't want to do it. I was a. Cute. Super cute. I didn't think it was gonna last. So I didn't really. You just were like, didn't wanna say no. I didn't wanna do it.

I was a people pleaser. How long into your relationship did you guys get married? So we dated in college and then we broke up for a while and then we got back together. So seven years total. Was it the feeling of last ditch effort at making it something?

Not wanting to reject someone. It's an ultimate rejection, right? Yeah. I mean, I just, he was like, he put so much thought and effort into it. And I just, it was selfish, but I couldn't say no. And I wanted to. Oof. Oof. Wow.

That's rough. That is wild. And I bet that's so much more common. I completely understand it. Really? I completely get it. I do too, because I'm people-pleasing. Oh my God, yes. But that's why I was like to Todd before I was ready,

I was like, do not fucking propose to me. I was like, do not. Don't. Because you would say yes. I would say yes, and then I'd be like, like, I just wouldn't be ready. He really did play it right with you. He took so long to, I was like,

just give me the fucking ring. I was like about to propose to myself. Ridiculous. This looks like the basement I lost my virginity in wait I love I know I love I love the basement the wood panel if there were Tommy Hilfiger shirts like hanging on the wall like they were art I'd be like Brad I was when zooming with someone who was in a room that had this this wallet and I was like I love those walls walls. She's like, oh, we just moved in. We're tearing them down immediately. I was like, oh. Yeah, it's for trash people. Why should you say hello?

Well, you guys, thank you so much for joining us in our brand new wooden set, basement set. I hope you 5-5-5'd a lot. We had a little, I feel like a cozy episode today to just kind of break in the new space. Right?

Yeah. We're cozy. Talking about our favorite exes. Let's replace Esther. With just my glasses. It's so funny to just be so desperate for me to agree with you. No, put the back on. Esther, how bad is your eyesight without?

I would get a headache. Do I look cute? You get a headache, you barely need them. Were you a baby with glasses nothing is cuter than babies with glasses no and I'm actually really offended that you thought that no I was a very cool baby did you have a helmet

no I was a cool baby you don't know I was a cool baby yeah you peaked in diapers can I see your glasses this is my workplace I was very cool. Can I see your glasses? Can we put through this? This is my workplace. Look at the corner.

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