Trash Tuesday w/ Esther Povitsky & Khalyla Kuhn - Trish Tuesday w/ Trisha Paytas

Episode Date: July 13, 2021

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Also, my picture that I drew that got stolen and ripped as a meme everywhere. I finally have taken back the night and put it on t-shirts. You can get them at annieletterman.com this is actually my first boyfriend i've lived with period so it's like the first guy that like wanted to move with me period so i knew it was meant to be because no one ever lived i never lived with anyone oh my gosh at 32 so my yeah my boyfriend i mean it was like we started dating the month before the pandemic. So it was like, I was like trying to get him not to move in.

He kept bringing like his PlayStation, the things that were like plugged in. I'm like, why is this plugged in? And then I was like, the minute the pandemic hit, I was like, if you leave,

I'll die. Like you have to stay. And I always tell him, I'm like, I know it's mean, but I'm like, I would have dumped you. I would have broken up with him.

And it wasn't like, it wasn't in a healthy way. No, but I that's yeah he it's almost like he was forced to prove himself very fast and he did and he went beyond I didn't want to say I love you till the pandemic was over because I was like scared it was just like pandemic right pandemic but then I like couldn't help it but I was scared for like a week after we said it I was like you thought I was like yeah I don't know I just got like scared I week after we said it I was like you thought I was like gazing at you or what? I don't know I just got like scared. I've never been scared of saying I love you me either I say it right away

never said it to me starting with Dave like I had to in my head like the first two months be like don't say it out loud don't say it out loud let him say it first like I had to keep it in it's always so awkward too when you are feeling the love feelings for someone because for me I say I love you to like the bank teller and stuff.

So I'm saying like I love you to everyone. I'm like I love you. I love you. And then I'm like skipping over him. I'm like you're cool. Wait. What is the – how did you say – how did you guys say I love you to your partner? Are you asking her in like in Hebrew?

What is it? A neo-habit. Oh, you know it. You're so much better than me. A neo-habit. That's more shake. I always like say that to him. I was like I just – I love him. Do you remember when you than me. I mean, I'll have it at the milkshake. I always, like, say that to him. I was like, I just, like, I love him.

Do you remember when you guys first exchanged I love you's with your partners? I don't even know if Moses says I love you. He grew up, like, not saying I love you to people. Like, he doesn't say I love you. But he's very, like, loving and does so much for me. So I don't really care. I say I love you all the time. I don't even know if he's ever said it.

Like, I'm trying to think if there's – I'm sure he has, but he just never says it. And people always call it out on videos, too. Like, he... She always says I love you to him and never says it back, which bothered me at first, but now, like, doesn't. Well, that might not be

his love language. Yeah, he doesn't. He's saying he, like, he doesn't express it verbally, but just, like, actions. Yeah. He's super, like... Better.

Yeah, everything else. Acts of service, cuddly, touchy, like, all that stuff like that. But, like, he just never says I love you to anyone, like, his anything. What's yours? What's your love language?

I mean, I really want acts of service, and I think we all know that i just want to be like fed but what do you settle for availability anytime not quality time just anytime quantity time um quality time yeah um which i don't get a lot of because Bobby has a very, I think it's called like dismissive avoidant kind of personality. What is that? It's basically exactly how it sounds. It's like he has very few really deep, deep relationships. He's in one with me, but still he's very incapable of really like um showing it in like a sincere way i can't really explain it was he enmeshed with his mom was his mom like overbearing or his dad

or something no but very abusive um childhood so um yeah problems or feelings are very like we don't do that you know i feel like i sense that in him and every time i see him the way i show him i respect him is I just barely speak to him. Honestly, that's the best thing to do to him. I try to fix him. I'm like, Bobby, let's sit down. You got to just have a little more self-confidence. Yesterday I asked him if he wanted me to watch his set and give him notes.

And he was like, God, no. And I was like, oh, okay. God, no. Trish, you're really familiar with the comedy community that last last podcast is all bleeped out and then i saw your guys's podcast like what was bleeped out i was like oh my god that was the funniest shit i was in tears when you just the shock on bobby's face when you were just like just throwing names out there was the best thing I've ever heard. Well, to know about the comedy community and not like have to work with them is like such an amazing, beautiful thing.

I know we were like all at home cheering you on. Oh my gosh, really? Because I wondered that when you guys asked me on and I was like, I know you guys are all connected to it. So I was like, I wonder how that is because you have to be on like good terms. And obviously people probably like hate me and they're like this dumb bitch, you know? We should just bleep out what we say back to her. If we give a like blur out

or do we give a thumbs up or a thumbs down? I'm all in. Everything was bleeped last time, which is fine, honestly. Do you remember like 11 years ago, we met twice. Do you know this? Wait, what?

We should be doing a newlywed game with you guys. I know, for real. I didn't even know what that is. Or you just like ask questions like do you remember the first? Do you remember? She's too young for a newlywed game with you guys. I know, for real. I didn't even know what that is. Or you just ask questions. She's too young for the newlywed. We're old enough. Remember she said she was old and was Oh my God.

Wait, are you guys older than me? You don't know. Yeah, it's fine. Really? Yeah, but at least five years. Oh, okay. We're the babies today. Are we the same age?

Are you 88? Yeah. Oh, okay. So we're like literally, what is your sign sign? Pisces. Oh, okay. I thought we were like so similar because when you were saying like access service and wanting to move in right away, I was like we're like literally, what is your sign sign? Pisces. Okay. I thought we were like so similar because when you were saying like access service and

when you're moving right away, I was like, oh my God, are you a tourist too? I thought you were Yield. That's what I always get from you. Yield. We're both from Illinois, which I just realized. Oh, yeah. We're both from there too. I didn't know that.

Yeah. I'm from like Rockford, like Northern Illinois. I'm from Chicago suburbs. Both wearing denim. Oh, yeah. Oh my God. We're really on NSYNC today. Too bad.

The oldies are wearing sweatpants. I love it. They're just like, ugh. You guys look comfy, though. I got it. What do you remember of meeting me? Should you go first? Because I don't want to embarrass myself.

Okay, wait. We met twice. Okay, wait. No, this does sound so familiar. Because we met once definitely at the comedy store. Yes, yes. You were with that really old guy. You were the little kid that went on stage and I thought you were like actually a child and I was like why is she in here oh my god yeah about Don Barris yeah

I'm so glad she wasn't talking about Dave or something I got like so worried it was gonna be an insult no Dave's young looking okay yeah I just remember and it was like up in the upstairs room and it was like really really late I'm not even sure why I was there was I like in the audience like I don't know even how we met you were there you were there with your mom and I I don't remember much like it's very blurry but I just remember you were there and everyone loved you and thought you were so fun and exciting and I can't remember if I already knew of you before or if this was like the first time. But you definitely like seemed very special. And like you and your mom were super fun.

But I remember being in the downstairs room in the original room. Oh, okay. So maybe, but that makes sense. Maybe you watched it upstairs like you were floating around. Yeah. And then the other memory I have was, this is so random. I have such a clear picture of it. But I don't remember where it was.

But it was at an audition. I don't know for what. Way out somewhere like in like somewhere way far out in the valley we were auditioning to play their mothers it was definitely like a super shady audition like off casting website yeah like yeah but I just remember being like oh that's that girl again and then I found you online somehow and started following you, and then that was it. No, same. I remember seeing you on Crazy Ex-Girlfriend, and I was just like, oh, my God. Like, she really crushed it.

Because I just remember, like, I thought you were this little kid, and you were going up there playing this little kid thing. And I was like, why is this little kid with this old man in the comedy store? Like, it was just so weird. And I remember you – then you played it up on stage. Like, you were even more like a little kid. I was just like, this is so – and then I saw you. I was like, oh, she's, like,'s like on everything like it was really crazy yeah well i wonder if like i saw you and just was like oh my god like pam anderson like all my like blonde like queen vibes

and one and that's why i like really stuck out yeah you are very much esther's type but also like honestly your hair your makeup I'm probably gonna come next week dressed like you it's gonna be so weird I'm not gonna quite pull it off I'm gonna need your silicone

you need my silicone oh yeah I wanna see her I started to feel weird with them and actually the truth is as soon as I had them on

I woke up from surgery I hated them I was like oh my god this was a mistake cause I have sort of like a and I love my body but it is sort of this like boyish body. And it's always worked out with the clothes – with the style that I go for.

When I got boobs, I couldn't – I had to change my whole style to this type of girl that I just didn't vibe with. Also, I started to feel sick. I started having like heart palpitations, stuff like that. So I was like – two years in, I was like, out you go. Was it because you were so hot in the mirror? You're like, oh. Oh, my God. Wait, so did you have the illness, breast implant illness?

Well, you know how that's all right now anecdotal? I think I did. But Esther saw them. Yeah, I think when I first met you, you had them. Did you grab them immediately? I think I did. Oh, yeah. I pulled you in the bathroom and said, can I see?

You didn't pull me in the bathroom at all. There was no bathroom scene. You were in public. There were people in the room. Oh. Let me see your boobs. Did you flash them like all out? Well, Esther does this thing where she'll flash hers first. Uh oh. So hopefully you do the same, but I didn't bite.

I think Esther and I pulled like one of each tit out at the same time. When I met Annie, I knew of her, so I knew I was like, I'm just going to pull her shirt down. I love that. I pulled like one of each tit out at the same time. When I met Annie, I knew of her. So I knew I was like, I'm just going to pull her shirt down. Oh, right. I love that. I pulled hers up. She pulled mine down.

I love flashing people too. But like now it's like, you can't do that. Like I was flashing people and they're like, no, you can't do that anymore. I was like, really? Like I always think it's so fun. But I guess people, 2021. Well, I feel bad. When I was in high school, I used to do it to people.

We would like flash people and then you get stuck at a red light. You're like, oh, shit. I love it. I wish we could just like, I school, I used to do it to people. We would like flash people and then you get stuck in a red light. You're like, oh, I love it. I wish I wish I wish we could just like. I mean, do you still do? I mean, I wish we could just still do it. I always did it. And then when I started dating the guy I'm with now, he was like, I don't think you should keep doing that.

Well, I thought my boobs were like so little that it was like not. I was like, it's like a Polish boy or whatever. But there were like guy friends I had where I'd flash them and I'd watch like a relationship change in like a split second. Like they be like oh and I was like oh no it turned them off yeah no it turned them on and then it was like so bonery so funny boobs to me aren't like super erotic I like looking at them but they're not like an erotic thing that's why I like always didn't mind flashing them I think they're funny yeah me too yeah I think they're funny yeah I think they're cute I was thinking today on the ride over that's

so weird we're talking about this like if you guys like if we were men right and like born men we took our and would you just do not assume anything of me i know i was like born i was like i don't know what you are um but would you be topless all the time would you be like without a shirt no because my nipples are so sensitive the thought of like the wind against them makes me like scared is it really i i just feel like you have because my nipples are so sensitive. The thought of like the wind against them makes me like scared. Is it really? I just feel like you have like hairy nipples and you have someone who don't know us to know.

I have super hairy nipples. No, I have hairy nipples. Hairy? I have hair in my nipples. Oh. Coarse ones that I have to pluck out monthly. This is one of those sad moments where someone's like. Do you really not have that?

No. I mean, I have. My nipples are fucked. I'm not going to lie. They're like stitched. I like it flashy right now. They're stitched. They're scars.

It's fucked. But I've never had hair there. I guess we all have our things. Mine are like scarred. Mine's like literally ones up here and ones right now. They're stitch. They're scars. It's fucked. But I've never had hair there. I guess we all have our things. Mine are like scarred. Mine's like literally one's up here and one's down here. For real. For real. Please, why?

Do you have fake boobs? Yeah, I had fake boobs. I had like three lifts. I've gotten three different implants. Yeah, my boobs were fucked. Like the first time I had my boobs, like they were uneven. And one was like D cup, one was like A cup. Like they were just really uneven.

The ones you were born with? Yeah, they were so. One was like literally a D cup in like middle school and one was like a B cup so they were like super and they were really floppy they pointed down nipples huge I used to have the biggest nipples I got those cut down like so now they're just really like messed up although I still think they're funny to like flash or whatever but I've never had the hair but maybe because I've had implants for so long maybe the hair just maybe that's what they took out the part of the nipple they took out was the hair growing part. I don't have any sense of it. You could like squeeze them and I cannot feel them.

Esther's seen some things happen in that very chair. Wait, really? She re-pierced her nipple in front of me. It was horrible. I had put these hoops in my nipple holes and some white stuff came out and she was upset. And I smelled them and Esther was upset. It was actually honestly the best episode ever. See what I'm saying?

It's kind of a little weird. So that's why we gave her a little bell. We gave her a bell. If it's too much for her, she rings her bell. I love that too. I'm louder than the bell though, so I don't care. Since we're getting, since we're veering towards sexual, I have a question you don't have to answer, but I feel like the way Moses looks at you and

treats you, I'm like, what is their sex life like? Like they must life like like they must be so it must be so fucking good like are you allowed to say yeah yeah I mean that's nothing bad I love talking about sex I mean I always it's so funny no we used to be like banging all the time but like this is like I was telling you like my first relationship where I like live with someone so I feel like the sex goes down way more not as I mean we still like do like twice a day but like when we first met like quarantine is that a lot or I feel like that's not a lot anymore I feel bad we do it at night before bed and morning when we wake up I feel like there should be more spontaneous

sex it's literally like all right don't like you know yeah I feel like and then in the morning okay they're hard to fuck and then that's it and then I'm like we should probably do it we should be so spontaneous and yeah he we should do it all. We should be so spontaneous. Yeah. We should do it all the time. But I think that comes from, like, when you live with someone, you just know it's there. As opposed to when I didn't live with him, I was like – You, like, want the – you want to, like, get them with your pussy kind of. Yeah.

Right. Yeah. You're like – it's, like, for another thing. Yeah. I want to go – Todd and I were talking about, I want to go to – we want to do, like, tantra weekends and different, like, weird sex things. Wait, what is – I know tantra sex, but what is a tantra weekend? They have like weekends where you go with your person and they have different like stuff.

I mean, I don't know. Are you looking for a person? With a little bit of a bigger finger than that, I hope. Yeah, your fingers are so tiny. Oh my gosh. So little. They're going to go on Kalilah at some point. She's coming with me, bitch.

Those are fingers. Two times a day? Yes. Is this a lot or a little? It's a lot. It's a lot. Really? That's good.

That's healthy, though. You guys are new. Yeah. Like, yeah, it has only been a year. So you're, it's, like, super hot still? Yeah. Oh, my God. Well, and the thing is, too, we have, like, fun things at our house.

So we have, like, little, like, wedges and stuff. That's, like, our favorite thing to stack up because he's, like, an architect, so he builds furniture. So he, like, stacks up these wedges so my body will be like in a Z. So it's like really fun because we're trying to have a baby so we're trying to like push all the like semen down. So I'll be like in a Z position so it can flow down

and it's so fun. So it's like a jackhammer. He has my legs like this and it's just like jackhammer like that but my head's upside down. So it's like a rush to the head. So does he wake you up or does he wake up before you and you just hear like him building? He's like building like your ramp.

The building's at nighttime. I usually come upstairs from like watching TV and I'll see like the blocks rearranged and such. It's a different position every night.

And then in the morning you just like stick it in. I love like when guys just stick it in like while I'm sleeping. Like we used to do it all the time like in the middle of the night.

I'm like just stick it in. Like I love getting woken up by like a day. I've had to tell my boyfriends that too. I'm like listen you have my consent. You can just bang me when I'm asleep. just stick it in. Like, I love getting woken up by like. I've had to tell my boyfriends that too. I'm like, listen, you have my consent. You can just bang me when I'm asleep.

Yeah. Not to sound like crusty, but I don't, it's not that easy to just slip it in. Wait. Yeah, they shove it in. I'm with you. Shove it. Yeah, I like to shove it. I like it when it's dry.

Because mine is dry as a bone. You like it when it's dry? Yeah, to the initial. Yeah, it gets wet. Yeah, it gets wet. Oh, my God. My dog hospital's calling me. Uh-oh. Hello.

How are his balls? Did you keep them? He's got one and a half balls, by the way. Like, one's normal size. Oh, my God. It's like her boobs. One's tiny. Normally, when I give people the balls, I put them in a jar of formalin.

It's toxic. Yeah, it's cancerous. So would you rather me just, are you going to keep them forever? If you're going to keep them forever, we should put them in the formalin. Well, let me ask Esther, what do you,

I'm giving them to you, so we're, I'm just kidding. What do you think I should do, Clara? I think that keep them in the formalin, but you're going to dispose of them because just generally

it's going to get gross. I'll probably just show them on the podcast. You can keep them forever in the jar. You can. Why don't you think on it? Yeah, I'm going to think on it.

Can I think on it? Tim told me you got $20 million for a Netflix deal. Is that true? Who? Oh, wow. Tim, who works here, said you got... I got $20 million for a Netflix deal? Wow.

No. Is that... That's not true. No. I can confirm. Yeah, no, you're on my podcast right now because well one you're on my podcast and oh I did

you just didn't hear because you were talking so much I've never met I've never met a person who could chat me out out chat chat me out that did sound dirty okay thank you so much Out chat. Out chat. Chat me out. Ew, that did sound dirty. A lot of coffee. Okay, thank you so much.

Can I get your podcast on Spotify? No, I don't have that deal either. You're just making me sound so poor. Should I give you a thumbs up and a like? Yes, I would love a thumbs up, a like, subscribe. Sub, please. We can really use it. We're renaming it to Randy's balls

five star five star for five star alright thank you thanks Dr. Dean bye why don't you have a dog I did have a dog I gave it to my sister yeah my ex gave it to me for a vlog he's like here's a dog and I've never owned a dog in my life

and I lived in a little apartment and I was like what how I didn't know how to take care of him like I just fed him all through the night because he kept crying and then he kept pooping and I yeah it was crazy he said he got him from like the side of the road from one of those like fake breeders you know whatever because it's like it's a Pomeranian then turn into like this American Eskimo or whatever it's a big dog we still have him he comes for visitations on the weekends I just cannot take care of animals I'm like I used to be scared of dogs. Now I like love him. But my sister thankfully took him.

But I remember he gave him to me in like a video and I was like, I don't want to take care of a dog. I've never taken care of a dog in my life. I feel like that's the worst gift you could possibly give anyone. Or a turtle. A turtle because turtles live so long. Yeah, but turtles – Turtles will outlive you.

Yes. That's a – and you can't cuddle it? Mm-hmm. Right. Or birds are a real big one. Birds, yeah. Because birds are very like – Like an Esther bird. A bird. Like cuddle it? Mm-hmm. Or birds are a real big one. Birds, yeah. Because birds are very like a- Like an Esther bird.

A bird. Like a sun conure. My meanest present. Well, my Dave, my fiance, had a bird with his ex. So when you bring up birds, I'm just like disgusted. Do you guys still have it? Is it joint custody? No, no, no, no, it died.

I stand good sun conure. Esther, they did have joint custody. It died in Esther's care. Esther's like- Birds are loud. I lost custody to a son, Kanye. Really? With your ex?

His name was Rasta. Oh, that's cute. And then when my ex moved to Texas, he named him because he was Panamanian. Oh. Oh, that's cute. And so he moved to Texas. He took Rasta. And I was heartbroken because I bought Rasta after I won a thousand dollars on the slot machine in Vegas

and I bonded with him. Were you wearing that hat? Yeah. With my cup. But yeah, I did lose a parrot to an ex. Breaks my heart every day. If you had Bobby and a parrot. Too much. It would be too much. It would be repeating shit Bobby said behind your back. Break your heart. Do you have animals here? Oh, yeah. You do?

Why have I never seen them? Usually people have dogs. The dogs are everywhere, you know? In fact, I have. So this downstairs area is a place for my fosters live. Because I foster dogs a lot. And we have a really big Dogo Argentino in the next room. I will let you know she did pee on the floor.

She did. Yeah. Esther obviously pissed on the floor. No, no, no. I think that's a – It's so real. I saw her do it. So summer's coming and I have to know,

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Oh, shit. Which is so scary. Every time we come here, I had Moses drop me off. I'm like, just go as fast as you can. I don't want him to think we're like, because people thought I was like stalking him. Like, I don't care about him. But yeah, yes. But I mean, when I say proximity, proximity, right?

Like, you're right across. But so like, does that like, do you hate coming here? I don't hate it. It's just like, I know how he is. He still thinks I'm, he called me this year. He still thinks I'm obsessed with him. So it's like weird. I'm like engaged and moved on.

Oh, when they do this, I know. Yeah. He like called me. He's like, call me. It's blank. And then he had like a red heart. And I was like, oh, like I have no interest. I just like blasted him on my podcast.

Like, why would I ever call you? You're the worst. So in his head, he thinks I'm still like obsessed with him. It's so weird. He tells people like, I'll just call Trish and all this will be over. I was like, oh, like I do not care. So I don't, I don't care. I just know in his head, he thinks I'm still obsessed with him. It's so weird. He tells people, like, I'll just call Trish and all this will be over. I was like, oh, I do not care. So I don't care. I just know in his head he's probably like, oh my god, she's so obsessed with me, like driving past my house or something.

It is weird because I didn't know because he used to live a little further down. I didn't know he was like right here. He must have moved here like after we broke up or something. After you did Tiger Belly? He's like right there. I had no idea. I was like, oh, man.

Do you ever see him? I do. Do you say, are you friendly with him? I'm neutral to all my neighbors. Yeah. I'm very like, I never say hi first. I'm not very neighborly in that way. I'm never like, hey, how's it going?

My name is so and so. It's so much better to be like that. Yeah. I always fuck that up. Neutral is the way to go because you don't want to invite any type of relationship so it's kind of like you know this is me this is my face with my hat just like this yeah and then i move on that's good do you do that for what for just so you don't want to like because you don't want to talk to them or you just don't want them to like ask for anything

or like yeah there's no sugar over here yeah it's good to be that way i want to be that way i'm overly nice but do you do it like just be like don't like hit on me like what is it um okay so um this is gonna sound really fucked up but since i moved in this neighborhood it's a lot more like affluent i don't feel a connection to the people around me because they're older they're i don't know is that why you're dressing like them it's like i'm my own gardener this is my gardening attire um i um but i felt more neighborly when i was like living in the hood yeah because you know like nobody cares there like you can light up fire crackers no one complains about your dog barking over here everything's a problem yeah really so this is why like i'm very like oh i fucking hate my neighbors because it's like every tiny thing

you have a box outside your door that's been there for more than eight hours. Please collect it. Or if you don't get your trash bins up your driveway the same hour that it gets collected, you'll get a text from a neighbor. Wait, I'm actually jealous. I feel like I need that kind of like rigid structure. We can do a home switch, please. Do you have a life coach? Well, your neighborhood's not like that.

Well, you live in, I think, a hipper neighborhood. Do you know your neighbors? I do. But my poor neighbor that was too nice to me, she's like a high-level agent at ICM. And every time there's like something wrong in the neighborhood, I'm like, is everything okay? Like when there's an earthquake, I text her. And she's so nice to me and I just feel so bad. I like totally abuse the relationship.

Are you friends with her or you just text her when there's a problem? Just when there's a problem. Trauma bonding, yeah. You can get the Ring app. It'll tell you when things happen. Do you have that? Where it'll tell you things in your neighborhood? But they'll be like, there's a helicopter. Does anyone know what happened? It's like the same thing. And I'm always like, what?

Oh, a suspicious person. Yeah, right. I'm the suspicious person here. I know, but they report you. There's so many dumpster fires. I'm like, I'm so flattered here. I know, but they report you. Yeah. I don't want, it's always, there's so many dumpster fires. I'm like, I'm so flattered. Have you noticed? Thank you. You guys should do a swap.

All you guys should swap with each other's boyfriends, like a wife swap. You remember that show where you would like swap? That'd be such a good, I don't get to do vlogs. No, because Dave would fall in love with Kalilah and he'd never leave. And Bob would be banging to get away from her. Dave would be able to sleep in, right? Yeah. What else would he?

What perks? But then you know what? I think that there are perks about you two that you might be able to offer Bobby. What? Nice little tits. No, I think that you know how you like to be. He's not attracted to me at all. You like to be in a separate room in a way.

He would love that. We would just sit silently in other rooms. And we'd actually be very happily married. How would you do your popcorn, though? I can't imagine Bobby making popcorn and bringing it. That's the easiest thing to make. If all he had to do was do popcorn, he would choose Esther over me. I feel like not the way Esther wants it, though.

Well, yes. It has to be made on the stove. Oh. Like Jiffy Pop. OK. Yeah. Is he acts of service? Bobby? Towards me? Yeah. Or or his he's acts of service i think his love language is acts of service yeah he would go and do stuff

make popcorn oh no that's he would want acts of service from me well do you think that's from asian mother i think that's because of he had an asian mother that i don't fucking know i don't know who you know i love his mom but i don't think that's who he raised who was who raised him because she's a lovely lady. And I just, I refuse to believe that she's in charge because something got wrong. Something happened there. If you guys got my boyfriend, you, you're, I mean, your guys would be so upset with what the demands that you would have after having my sweet Todd.

Todd is, Todd is a great guy. I have just like an angel. Oh really? He just does. He's just, he is my sweet Todd. Todd is a great guy. I have just like an angel. Oh, really? He just does. He's just, he is my Asian mother. Like he does everything for me. He's such a sweet, sweet, sweet man.

That's so cool. So you guys are, are you guys like opposites in that sense? Are you more like, cause you're like the artist, the creative, the like star. And what,

does he do anything creatively? He's an editor, but he's very talented. He's got a very good eye. Right. He's become very successful over the pandemic. And he, but he's very talented. He's got a very good eye. Right. And he's become very successful over the pandemic. And he, but he knows, like, he is totally okay with, like, sitting back, letting me

do my thing, but he can help me with it. Like, it's just, it's really perfect. I just can't even believe that. It's so weird. I want to ask you guys something. What are your thoughts on that kid, Ollie London? The kid who, so he's a white guy.

I'm not sure if he's a YouTuber. I don't know what he does. I don't know him. But he's an influencer, right? But he, I think he paid about $150,000 in like cosmetic surgery and now he claims to be Korean.

What? I'm jealous. He did it before me. I mean. So he's transracial like what Rachel Dolezal claims to be. But he got actual surgery. Yeah, see, that's him now.

To look like the culture. He looks like Kesha. Yeah, he looks whiter than ever. Yeah. He looks so white. What are the rules with this? Is this allowed? I don't know.

I honestly don't know. Because have you watched a Rachel Dolezal documentary? Yeah, I just went back to her. Her kids were like, please, mom, stop. The pronouns are there, but he's using Cor and Ian with a slash in between as if it's a separate type of like transracial pronoun. Oh, yeah. So he's being his own thing?

Wait, can you be transracial? Is that a real thing? Well, he's claiming, you know, like the Rachel Dolezals claim that. Like there's a white guy in Florida who also claims to be Filipino. But his excuse was he was raised by them and it was such a community he was surrounded by. So it makes sense. Him, on the other hand, just has a fascination and an obsession for BTS. Oh, okay.

Okay, go ahead, George. That's just my culture. That's my home country. That's exactly how I look now. And I also identify as Jimin. That's my Korean name. But not only that, I know it's a little bit confusing for some people. Nobody's ever come out as Jimin or Korean.

But this is something that you guys know if you've followed my journey for the last eight years. I've really struggled with identity issues, with who I am. I have a probably unpopular opinion. I probably agree with you on the unpopular opinion. I feel like I do too. I would say that you're fine with it. I think you...

But I'm also not... It's not my place to say it's okay because I'm not Korean. But I also am like, can't we just... It's not bad, right? It's not evil or hateful. I just feel like... I just honestly feel like it's not bad right it's not evil or hateful I just honestly feel like it's not my business

to tell someone what they can be or want to be and it's like if he's willing to do all this stuff I think maybe it's offensive to like I just don't I don't I don't mean it in like a shitty way we need to call a Korean in Korea

I feel like I kind of it's so interesting because I feel like I kind of get the same hate as this but it's like it's just so we need to call it korean in korea i feel like i kind of it's so interesting because i feel like i'm kind of i kind of get the same hate as this but but it's interesting so like i'm currently in conversion classes so like you can convert to being a religion so it's kind of like the same thing although i get hate for that like it's totally normal and like i'm going through a rabbi and stuff like that to convert and then i'll be jewish and then it's totally cool people are people get so mad at me whenever i do try and like speak hebrew or if i wear like a high or like starting people totally cool. People get so mad at me whenever I do try and like speak Hebrew or if I wear like a high or like start to get this. Like they get so like just because

you're dating because I've always dated Jewish men. I just and because I'm similar to that like I just like the culture and I don't have culture so like I like it and then I don't know. I don't know. But people find it offensive. They find everything offensive. I don't know. Yeah. I just feel like that is true. Everyone's like finding everything offensive anyway. Kind of not. I mean he is out feel like that is true everyone's like finding everything offensive anyway it's like kind of not i mean he is out

there like showing this as so like wanting it to be other people's business i guess yeah well kyle you're asian where you at i can't speak for the korean people but when i how i felt about the white guy in florida who was filipino um i i'm more like you know welcome yeah he was more like, you know. Welcome. He was more like, I guess, but also like, I don't know. I don't know actually where I stand on this. I'm really, but here's where, this is why I, there's a part of me that sort of feels for him. Because when I was in high school, I was a straight up chola.

You know, I had such an identity crisis because of coming from a different country. And then like kind of sort of being rejected by the Filipinos that were already here because I was a fob, like fresh off the boat. But Latinos, they took me in like their own. They're like, oh, we don't care. You know, you look ish, you know, ish. Yeah. Come to our quinceanera. It's like that was it was full acceptance and i really really like leaned into that like i speak spanish you know i have i i know every single

spanish musician or max you know like it's like i'm a complete package i'm a complete like latinx package yeah but but but i would never reject the fact that I'm Filipino. Yeah, my mom is Filipino. I think Jewish is an interesting one, like going back to what you were saying. Sorry, did I cut you off? No, no, no, you didn't. Oh, do we do that? Apologize when we cut off?

I owe you guys a lot of apologies. Oh, shit. You better get writing notes. Wow. The Jewish thing is really tricky because I dealt with this growing up because I'm half. So my dad is completely Jewish. My mom is not at all. She's Finnish and like Christian or whatever.

And I always felt like the Jewish people would say, well, you're not really Jewish. Your mom wasn't Jewish. But then the regular, the non-Jewish people would say, well, you're Jewish. Like, you're not Christian. You're Jewish. And so I always felt like no one accepted me. And then I, like, when I became an adult, I just, like, sort of decided I'm – if I'm Jewish, like, leave me alone. Like, I'm – it shows up on my 23andMe, which is also weird.

It's like you can convert, but also it's on 23 and me like what is who's more jewish me or you like i don't know right i'm just surprised you are because yeah because i like converted yeah yeah because the mom has to be jewish like if you want to enroll your kid in like hebrew school like the mom has to be jewish the one like we know someone like enrolling their kid in hebrew school and the mom has to be jewish so that's why i'm like i'm converting so i can be jewish it's because it is so i've learned that too like the mom has to be Jewish. So that's why I'm like, I'm converting so I can be Jewish. Because it is so I've learned that too. Like the mom has to be the Jewish to consider yourself Jewish. I don't know. Yeah, my dad's side is my Jewish side

too, so it's not. Oh, really? On my like 23 and me, I'm like 20% Ashkenazi. But we were brought up Quaker. Our whole neighborhood was Jewish. We were not. Everyone was like, when we had our big 13th birthday party, they're like, nice try and adabat mitzvah. My gut on this is that it feels wrong.

But he's not. What feels wrong? If he was pretending he was born, like if he was pretending he was born Korean and trying to just like play it off, I think that would be like, because that's what Rachel Dolezal did, right? She was like getting tanned.

She was getting her hair permed and doing all this stuff. And she never said I was like raised i was i was born white or whatever and i think that was like the big insult to people right less than her being like i identify as like which i think people still have a problem with well to take on like you're not just taking on a look you're taking on a full history of people that are a minority so you do have to consider that like what a privilege now you as a white man to be like oh yeah it's fun for me to play dress up in somebody else's skin is a sort of my first instinct in all of this where it's like dude koreans you know korean

americans and stuff like that it's you're still a minority you don't know what that feels like growing up feeling different not in la i mean but in like let's say you're um my minority you don't know what that feels like growing up feeling different not in la i mean but in like let's say you're um my friend nathan he was a korean kid growing up in the cornfields of ohio he had a rough go you know what i mean so for i i'm curious to see what he feels about a guy like this who is like he might feel like maybe this is a guy in costume of his, not taking into consideration the difficulty that comes with being like a young Korean American or, you know. I can see both sides. Like, and again, I know I'm just like, I'm not Korean,

but I do see part of like how Trisha like loves Jewish people. I'm like, hell yeah. Like, and she wants to be Jewish. Like, I think, I don't have a problem with that, even though some people would say I'm not Jewish. I identify as Jewish. I'm half Jewish. Yeah.

I think it's cool when people like this culture and want to be involved in it. Yeah, every guy I've dated has always said that. But then, like, recently I've gotten under criticism of people saying it's fetishizing if you like a certain, like, religion. But that's just, like, the internet, right? Not yours doesn't read that way. This reads that way.

Like, fetish, yeah. Also, the Jewish religion has a whole, like, ceremony they do. They have a whole program set up to help you. To welcome you in. Yeah. Yeah. I have a friend who's also, who's interested in converting. Really?

Yeah, one of my best friends. Oh, I have a rabbi. Who's really good because I'm kind of like on the accelerated course because we're getting married so soon. So I'm kind of like on the speed track. Is it hard? I mean, I literally just started a couple weeks ago, but there's a lot. Like you have to like study everything.

Like you have to like – and they're very philosophical. The one I'm going to is very like – it's more than just like the Judaism, all that stuff like that. Like the religion to go with it and like the dinners and the religion. There's like more to it. There's like philosophy behind it and all that stuff like that. So it's like a lot. It's like you're all that stuff like that like the religion to go with it and like the dinners and the religion there's like more to it there's like philosophy behind it and all that stuff like that

so it's like a lot it's like you're reading that plus you have to learn because I'm having a bat mitzvah so you guys are going to wait can we come to that yeah you guys should come I'm so excited about it

that's hard work dude yeah it's a lot well I like that's why I've been practicing like on the way here we were practicing like I literally had

my Hebrew notebook I was like practicing my little like Hebrew for the because. Like, on the way here, we were practicing. Like, I literally had my Hebrew notebook. I was, like, practicing my little, like, Hebrew for the – because it's, like, the prayers are not only just the prayers, but it's also, like, the tones, you know? It's, like, it's so much. So, yeah, you guys should come. Tiffany Haddish recently had a bat mitzvah. Is she – did she convert? Is she Jewish?

She converted, yeah. She was – I think some of her – she was adopted by – she was raised at some point. Her mentor, I think. Yeah, okay, yeah. Yeah. Some mentored or raised by a Jewish raised at some point. Her mentor, I think. Yeah. Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Some – some mentored or raised by a Jewish family at some point. And she really identified similar to you, like, identified with the culture. Deeply.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Because it is so much deeper. Now that I'm, like – I look again. I'm only a few weeks into it. But it is – there is a lot of, like, philosophy behind it and stuff. And it's, like, a lot more than even – I was raised Catholic.

So it's a lot more than even, like, Christianity and stuff. It's really – Same. It's really – really? Yeah. Did you get confirmed all of that yeah communion confirmation like that's cool you guys are gonna get both that you're gonna do both yeah have like a double yeah that's I'm really excited well in Israel they're a lot more like uh like actually kind of lenient they could they they offered us like a rabbi that's not a real rabbi it should look

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yeah because there is like whoever you want I like Jewish guys right like is your fiance Jewish? yeah oh okay are you guys having a Jewish family? He's very Jewish. Oh, really? Like, he and Moses look alike. Oh, I love it.

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I'm not going to lie. Nobody thinks you're lying. This is the more believable thing I've ever seen in my life. Drinking fresh mountain water out of a can is my lifestyle. It really does explain you so well he and so he and i are both like we identify he's fully jewish he was raised jewish like out of bar mitzvah but we're very not into the religion oh really at all like and my dad was neither like i didn't go to a hebrew school he didn't want my mom to convert we're very much like into the culture and like you know eat our matzo ball soup but we do not

fuck with the religion at all do you like gefilte fish i don't i like gefilte fish a lot oh am i the most jewish one in the room yes actually yes surprising i know i mean look now six percent ashkenazi I think my 23 and me says. Are you serious? What, really? Actually, I think it's 1%. It's 1%. Oh, my God.

But I'll send it to you guys, screenshot it. That's everything. So everyone's a little Jewish, literally except for me. I've done mine so many times and I have like none in me. It's so sad. You have zero? Zero. Oh, and Petrish.

Twice a day you have some in you. I love it. That's true. Keep putting it in me. Was Moses raised in Israel? He grew up in Israel? He grew up in Israel. And he was raised, he had a bometzvah and stuff.

But he's not religious. Oh, he's not. Did he have to do the whole Israeli army thing? Yeah. He did? Yeah. So did Eli, right? Yeah.

Yeah, they both did. Yeah, you're like, it's like a thing you just do. You have to. But also people just want you. Can people say no? He's like, yeah, but you're just so like, that's what you do. If you don't go, then they look down yeah you're like it's like a thing you just do like you just have to you have to but also people just like watch them like can people say no he's like yeah but you're just so like you're just that's what you do if you don't go then they look down upon you in korea too really yeah you have to so even if you're a celebrity let's say like you're a member of bts i i think it's commuted so it's shortened but you do have to still serve elvis did it. He did? Yeah. Yeah, he did. In Korea? No.

I know. I was like, well, was it Korea? I was looking back, I was like, maybe he looks sort of Korean. I was like, maybe. No, yeah, he went to Germany. That's where he met Priscilla. She was 14. So her dad was like a general. That's so crazy because I love Elvis and that makes me really sad to know that he was like a groomer. Well, looking back on all that, you're like, ew.

What was the... Jerry Lee Lewis with his 14 year old cousin why did we i grew up watching that movie in a really romantic like lens was it dennis when i met dennis quaid you met the band train did i ever tell you this i love remember the band train yeah you know what jupiter duh my friend was like randomly like doing their podcast at a hotel in new york yeah and he and this other guy was like come like let's go hang out with train i thought he meant let's go on the train like i didn't even understand and we walked into this hotel bar and train was there and i was like train the whole band yeah is it a whole man

is there one guy in train one guy no there's a whole band but the guy Pat is like the lead singer. And then we were like hanging out with them in the bar and then Dennis Quaid came over and they were talking about how they love to jam and we went up

to Train's room and Dennis Quaid was like shirtless playing acoustic guitar gin and juice. We were playing all these different songs. We were all singing.

I saw him at the comedy school and I was like do you remember when we like sang with Train? He was like, yes. And he always randomly meets the most famous poets. Like just, it's, her stories always have a combination of never just like one famous person.

The oddest combination of people in a room. But I met Train again. I was like, Train, we meet again. Is that how you, is that how you call, what'd you call him? Yeah, I go, Train train we meet again is that how you is that how you call what you call yeah i go train we meet again because at the very end of the hang with dennis quaid when i was saying goodbye they were everything had been so respectful and cool and it was when i was doing that show girl code so i had to get up early i was like oh i'm gonna go shoot this thing and right before i left what uh the guy goes um wait before you go you should bang our roadie and i like couldn't

believe you fucked up this perfect night where nothing was sexual or anything. And I threw my purse and I was like, Trane, like, fuck you. And I left and then I was so pissed at Trane. And then I saw them a year later at a music festival that I was doing comedy at. And they had like a shitty cafeteria for the comedians, but we couldn't find it.

So they finally let us go into like one of the nice cafeterias and Trane was there and I went, Trane, we meet again. And I threw my bag down. go into like one of the nice cafeterias. And Train was there. And I went, Train, we meet again. And I threw my bag down. And he was like, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. And we took like a selfie. So now we're cool.

We follow each other. So he like always remembers meeting you. Yeah. That's kind of cool. I made a scene when he did that. Wait, Train told you to bang a – Yes. Oh.

But he apologized. See you on Train. I would never accept that from him. He apologized. Isn't Dennis Quaid like dating like a 20-year-old? Yeah. Oh. But he apologized. He on train. I would never accept that from him. He apologized. Isn't Dennis Quaid like dating like a 20 year old? Yeah. She's pretty though.

No, I think she's old enough. I saw her at a club. She's 30. Yeah, she's old. No, he was dating someone who was 30 for like five years, like moved in with her and then he,

oh yeah, this girl, he broke up with her after eight years and then this girl, he started dating for six months and then got engaged after six months. That's so sad for the other girl. Yeah. That was awful. I was like, that's so sad for the other girl. Yeah. That was awful.

I was like, that's so sad. I always remember how Simon Cowell's long-term girlfriend, how he said he would never have kids. And then he got the next girl pregnant right away. Did she work on E or something like that? She was so good. Extra. Extra.

Yeah. I always feel that's such a bummer. But you never know what's going on. She probably like, did she want to be married to Simon Cowell? Maybe she didn't really want to be. I feel like she – Yeah, I don't know. Somebody once told me something really heart-wrenching when I was younger in my 20s and it stuck with me.

And it said, men don't choose the right partner. They choose the right time. Yes. I feel like I've heard that on Sex and the City. Perhaps. I heard it in my ancient – was it when I was studying Hebrew or was it – That sex and the city scarred me. Same as Hebrew school.

That show scarred me. I feel like the lesson of that show is like, get a man or you're old. It just was not good. Or you're the slut that gets cancer. You're like, oh, my God. I know. At the beach house? And then she chose to not.

She was like, I want to be alone. Okay, I have a question. I've been following. I've watched all your stuff always i've been i've been up to date um with all the like drama what's drama i know like behind the scenes what's happening with you and gila because she's your sister-in-law right yeah and you you're like kind of seem to be in like this public fight with ethan but is behind the scenes, like, is everything okay? Are you not worried long term?

Because, like, you know, you guys are going to be – you're a family. Yeah. It really – yeah. It's such a messy thing. I should note that I was, like, going to come on here even before Frenemies ended. Because we had this book, like, before and then Frenemies ended. And I was like, oh. And hopefully you guys don't get hate for having me on.

Because I did one interview since post-Frenemies and you got so much hate. They're like, we hate your show. So there's a big hate campaign right now around me. Don't worry about it. We don't believe in that. We're fine. In our locus of control. Yeah.

No, I've always been fine with her, actually. She's always been really nice. I have no issues with Hila. It's like literally was between me and Ethan, but Ethan like drags like a lot of people. And obviously it's his wife, so obviously. But like personally, like, you know, we haven't talked or anything,

but like I'm totally, we've never had an issue. I think it's more because I'm like,han and i i'm like totally over it now i mean i don't know but you guys talked no we're like really yeah did you guys during that time that things were going down like consider like uh you know how they have those work therapists oh like a couple's therapist but for for the workplace and stuff i've had to do that i would be really with who donut no i was on a show where uh i was co-starring with my best friend at the time and like it was really a lot a lot like we were doing so much and so we like saw a therapist for a few sessions and it really helped us really yeah i think the show yeah peacefully yeah no the network ended the show

but that is a really tricky thing and a really big gamble to um work with family yeah or work with really like close friends but also the show was called frenemy so you knew there was like the contention of course yeah and that's what everyone was saying too they're like well that is the show and it's like i always thought that was the show too you know but then you know it's fine it is what it is but like yeah i always thought that too i feel like if it was like a reality show like the drama helps it yeah but i think there was just like a a point of just not it's not working anymore and said they're very like no drama and i'm very drama unintentionally but But like I – I understand your point of view and your side of – Thank you.

Yeah. I understand what happened from what I – from what I understand, whatever. But I'm curious. Do Moses and Hila, like are they like back channeling? Like while you and Ethan are fighting, are they like – because they're brother and sister. Like everything is okay? Yeah.

You know, I know. I guess that was my issue because Ethan said like, Hila's family is so mad at her. We talked to his mom this morning and she goes, I love Trish. Tell her I love her. And his brother's coming out to stay with us. We're all cool, the family. Again, him and Hila probably talk and stuff like that,

but he doesn't tell me as much or whatever. But Ethan's dragged his mom into it and all this stuff like that. So it's becoming more of a family issue than it had to be in my opinion. Cause it really was like, I had this issue with Ethan and I get, okay, it also involves you like, cause that's your wife,

but then like involving like family and Israel and this, you know, cause they're all like, we're cool. We thought it was done as of this morning. Like we thought everything, you know, whatever.

So, um, yeah, I don't know. I, I don't, I haven't heard from you like either of them. Like hopefully,

I mean, we have a wedding and so hopefully, and we did family activities before. So hopefully, yeah. Hopefully. I mean, we have a wedding and we did family activities before, so hopefully. Yeah. You and Moses want to start a family and they obviously have kids. It's like, you guys are going to be a family regardless. Yeah. Right. There's going to be babies involved.

I feel like time is so fresh and stuff, but he's so, like, right now it's just a lot of whatever I'm trying to... It's not different from any other family drama right like these things happen in our own families yours is just heightened because it's in the public eye and so it's like that's when it gets a little bit and she made a lot of videos right which i deleted i'm like you know yeah i deleted all of them because i'm really i really am like okay let me just disengage and not do this because like going back and forth like obviously we just don't see eye to eye.

So it's just, like, a lot. Yeah. So I just kind of pulled the plug on that. But, like, when you were saying, like, we started the show and it's hard to work with family, like, I think at the time me and Moses were, like, just started officially dating for, like, a month. So I think in his head, like, everyone else was like, oh, this is, like, not going to last. But everyone said, like, even when me and Moses were dating, they, like, Ethan – or they told Moses, like, don't date Trisha. It's going to end in disaster. So I don't know why he decided to start a show with me if he thought our relationship

would end in a disaster. You guys are, unfortunately, magic together. I know. It's really sad. It's really sad. I'm very sad about it. My mom, she doesn't watch anything. She doesn't even watch my own podcast. She watches Frenemies.

Oh, yeah. Well, they probably don't talk about her on there. Yesterday, Darlene, you have Trisha tomorrow. And I'm like, oh, my God, Ma. Watch my shit. Subscribe to mine. You have to. You're like, I want all these podcasts.

Does your mom talk like that? Does she have an accent? Yeah, she has a really thick accent. Love accents. I love accents. That's so cool. But she's in love with you. Oh, is she here?

Is she here in LA? No, she's not. Oh, you should accents. I love accents. That's so cool. But she's in love with you. Oh, is she here? Is she here in LA? No, she's not. Oh, you should bring her. She should be upstairs cleaning, but she's blogging. That'd be so fun. You should have your mom on. I don't want to – I mean, yeah, I don't want to like make you feel bad about it because I think like that – it just happens.

But do you feel like – because I have seen you guys have quit before. Do you feel like this is – this quit is going to stick or is there any chance? You know, for me, I did. I quit the show like three times and then we brought Dr. Drew back and it was fine. So for me, in my head, when I say I quit something, like and this is such a – it's a toxic pattern, so I'm not saying it's okay. But every time I quit or if I just, you know, I don't know if this is any word to Moses, but I'd always be like, I want to break up with you.

And then he's just like in an hour I'm like totally fine I do that too right okay so you get it so that's how I was I was pissed after our argument but then literally an hour later he's like hey we paid five thousand dollars for this rage room tomorrow do you want to do it I'm like obviously yes so I was like down to film the next day it was gonna be fine and then he texted I was like I don't the crew is really mad at you right and that made you feel like alienated yeah so then I was like oh well then I'm just like quitting and I did my I quit video and then it turned into a snowball into his thing because then he did a video about you feel as though when you put a video out like that that you can't you now you have to double down like you ever feel that way where you're like you

impulsively feel so rageful yeah and then even though you're not necessarily feeling like you want to like follow through with a quitting but now now it's out there. So you have to double down on that decision. Yeah. I was doing that like tenfold. I was doubling down, doubling down, doubling, you know what I mean? And then there is a point of like, almost like no return. Right. Like I felt in my opinion that I was being like respectful, like, you know, cause I, there was a time when I like came for Hila when she wasn't even involved. That was six months ago. And we'd like, I thought we moved past it. And then he threw it in my face again this past time. And it was like so ugly and so awful. And it was just all on my end, not Hila's side. So this time I was like, you know, I was,

I didn't name call, which is like a huge improvement for me. Usually I like when I'm in a fight, I like name call. I want to like, I'm the meanest. So I thought this time I like handled myself well, but for some reason this was like the biggest one that everyone's hanging on to. And like, we hate Trisha now. So it's, it's. I could tell that the way you handled the fight that, that they aired on the show, it's. I could tell that the way you handled the fight that, that they aired on the show, it's like, you clearly were trying like a new coping mechanism of just like, I'm gonna, like, you were like, let's end it. Like you're powering down, like, let me walk away from the situation, which like is the kind of the right move, right? I'm, I'm different. I come from a

very, very dysfunctional family. So it's like, let's lay it all out and let's work through it. Because ultimately, I know that we love each other. That's an undeniable fact. We're just not working through the other stuff that is muddying up the water. So like, my thing is to not ever run away, which is maybe a very unhealthy pattern for me because I stick around in possibly like make bad relationships for way long. But I, and in therapy I talk about is like, why is my threshold so high? Like, why do I want to always make it work? Dig in. Yeah. Like I just, I'm like, come on, we got this. We can do this. And I think that ultimately I do that if I if I feel like there is this like

foundation of like love there yeah and um I don't know if that um you know it speaks to you guys but like and again I don't know you and Ethan in that way but when I look at you guys together and that dynamic like there is that, like, tangible love. Like, I see it, you know? Yeah. And I think that's why also, too, it was, like, so explosive. Because it's always the people around me that, like, get at the worst. Like, I'm never, like – I don't just go off on people I don't know.

You know? Yeah. Like, I keep that in. But I feel like it is the people closest to me. Like, me and Moses had a really big one last year that, like – that's when I was like, okay, I really do need to get on medication. Because I have, like – because I do have something wrong with me. I'm borderline and I'm schizophrenic. And so I just got on really big one last year that like, that's when I was like, okay, I really do need to get on medication because I have like, because I do have something wrong with me.

I'm borderline and I'm schizophrenia, schizophrenic. And so I just got on medication for that. And like, I feel like it's helped a lot. But the problem is, is I was, got put on the medication at the end of May and this was June 8th. So I think like during the transition time, like it takes like four to six weeks for medication to, I probably like shouldn't have been on the podcast because I think it was just like, I felt like, like you were saying, I felt like I was trying to disengage because that's

what they teach you in like yeah in borderline yeah they're like and same thing with Moses because it's like for me I just get angrier and angrier which is like not good but when I sleep on something I'm like oh no what did I do you know I felt so that's that's where the doubling down then came in but yeah I I feel like I should have been I don't know I feel like it's I feel like it's just too far gone like you never know yeah I think that like really you have no control over what other people think of you or feel about you especially in this like public eye that you're in so it's really like just being true to yourself learning your own lessons being your best self and like not being mad at yourself for things you did and just like having an open heart thank you I appreciate that that's where I'm at

too because I would spiral before and I think a lot of it is I'm codependent on Moses and I have Moses. I think if I didn't, if I was like single, I'd be like spiraling so much because that's what I used to do all the time

so the internet knows me as being like crazy or whatever but I feel like now it's like or even being here, you know, just being around like people outside of the internet because his fans are so hardcore

and they're like F you and all this like crazy stuff so it's like oh my God but then like being here and you're like we don't care. You know, like the real like other people like it is So it's like, oh my God. But then like being here and you're like, we don't care. What do you know? Like the real, like other people, like it is, it's, it's really between me and Ethan. And then obviously people in front of me, fans are upset or whatever.

But I don't know when you get in the real world, you're like, okay, it's not as serious as it feels. And yeah, I can't, I can't change what I did. I did an apology. He didn't accept it. And that's totally fine. But it's like, there's nothing more I can do. I can't go back in time.

That's almost better though, because you did it for yourself and it wasn't like, there's nothing more I can do. I can't go back in time. That's almost better, though, because you did it for yourself. And it wasn't like, I really have been trying in my life to not do things to get an outcome from something, you know, and just to really do it like from me outward. And then whatever happens, happens. But you know what? I said that in my apology, too, because I was like, you know, maybe this is kind of selfish that I want to do this for me because I feel really bad about it. And the people were like, wow, the apology wasn't wasn't even for Ethan like you're just doing it for selfish

reasons and I was like but in a way like that is what I had to take from it because he didn't want to accept it and again it's fine but it's like I had to release it for me because I felt so much guilt yeah for how I handled it like no matter what you do you're always you're you're at that level where there's always going to be people who are upset about what you did and you know what like the commenters are like a half a percent of the actual people who are watching and i think my mom yeah my mom while she's really upset about the breakup she's like i love both of them oh she's not siding with anyone i love that and those are the true stands yeah it's like the people who are just watching quietly like you said like most people most people just watching quietly. Like you said, like most people, most people are watching quietly.

They buy a couple tickets to the live show. They buy their merch and they never, they never voice their opinion. And I feel like that's, that is, we have to remember that's the majority of who we're like here to entertain. And also you have no clue. Like so many times, like if I've like gotten triggered by a comment that someone made, if I go back at them, they're like, oh my God, I'm so sorry. I'm a big fan.

It's like, so I'm really trying to like release my judgment even on people that are like you're a fat whore like I'm just like I don't know what your day is but it's like cause if I'm judging them I'm pissed like it's my now I'm attaching and I'm like letting them have my energy the amount of times Annie and I have been called refrigerator bodies

and it like is right in a weird way I was like wait what's a refrigerator body it's like a square or a tri a rectangle oh my god but that's what i'm saying no matter what people always hate because you guys are like model as beautiful like skinny and i'm just like damn like and then they get me they call me like little porky pig and stuff like that so they're just not happy refrigerator porky whatever i mean what are your thoughts like what are your thoughts on I know that people are tying it to the pizza curse but is there really something to having pizza and him dressing

his uncle yeah what did you guys have pizza both times yeah okay so we're we're obviously friends but I think our biggest disagreement between the three of us was right after pizza. Whether it was Domino's. No. Whether we like Domino's or Papa John's. Oh, my God. She was here. We like Domino's.

Yeah. Isn't that true? I think there's something to the pizza curse. Oh, that's so weird. Well, that's so weird because I've been eating Domino's like my entire life. Like I eat it like three times a week. So I don't know. Maybe it's like eating it with people or something.

But I've always eaten Domino's. Maybe you don't have all these personality disorders you just said. maybe you just it's dominoes can i ask you about um schizophrenia yeah um what are um to what degree to what degree do you do you have like auditory hallucinations i have auditory and visual yeah do you have a smell no and do they come in like when you're off the meds um is it something that's like chronic that you get every day or do you have um bigger um what do you call it like episodes it was getting to be every day which is why i like sought help because i thought i got diagnosed with borderline in 2019 i was in like three mental hospitals that year so i was like oh i'm just borderline that's

it like i didn't think there was anything more and then um I started like develop like I started hearing things in my head like it was started off like bells and whistles and stuff like that and I actually like applied for this like reality show it was like right before quarantine hit and we were taking out this thing I was like do you see like shapes that aren't like you know do you see like animals that aren't there so I would always see like animals I would see shapes I would see all this stuff like that that were like not there and I was thinking like and I was on I was doing a lot of Xanax. So I thought at the time it was like a Xanax thing. So my doctor was like, no, just get off Xanax.

Like, you know, my therapist was like, get off Xanax. You're fine. You're not schizophrenic. All this stuff like that. But when it started to be voices and it was like voices with people that were next to me, like my sister, I'd be like, oh, no, that's not it. And she goes, what are you – I didn't say anything. You know, so I was like having conversations.

Really? So I was hearing her have the conversations. Yeah. And so I – they used to be really dark voices. And then the darkness kind of went away. It was really, like – and people would say – Ethan actually was like, oh, those are intrusive thoughts. But they were more than, like, intrusive thoughts. It was, like, literally someone telling me –

There's a very big line between intrusive thoughts and actually, like, auditory hallucination. Yeah. To me, there was a person yeah to me there was a person like next to me you know i would hear like family members next to me being like oh you know if you just like there's a window like i didn't go upstairs for our house for the first month like you know there's a window you should just jump out of it and then like you know you'll see your grandma you'll see all this like it was very like comforting voices and i never was suicidal i never heard voices when i was a kid i did did. And I was taken for diagnosis.

And it wasn't schizophrenia. They gave me bipolar medication. I was really young. It was like I was on lithium a couple times. But yeah, it was weird. They kind of subsided. I don't know if it's because like I did. I was doing a bunch of drugs for most of my life here in Hollywood.

I don't know what it was. But they would subside. And then I don't know, like last year, it started to get bad. And then this year got really bad. And then they went from like dark voices when year it started to get bad. And then this year it got really bad. And then they went from like dark voices when I started going. There's one thing called cognitive group therapy I've been doing. And it's like other – I don't want to get too much into it. But other than like they started like helping me.

And then I was starting to hear like more positive voices. But it was more just like every day. Like I thought Moses would be talking to me and he wasn't. But he'd be sitting right there. And then the visual stuff I see a lot. And that more daytime, like in the sun and stuff like that. Like I see a lot of animals. I see a lot of shapes that weren't there. And I still see, I still see shapes and those are like a whole new thing. And I didn't know that was like a thing, but I see like squares and triangles that appear and bells and stuff like that.

Do you see refrigerators in front of you? I don't see refrigerators. Does Moses ever say, I love you? And you're like, I'm hearing things. It must be. I mean, honestly. I know. I wish I could control what I hear from people because it's always just random stuff too. It's never.

But yeah, the medication helps so much with it. Do you mind if I ask what you're on? It's called Klepta? Kleptor? I've been called one of you're on it's called like klepta kleptor klepto i've been called one of those before it's something like i've been one of those yeah really really difficult yeah it's scary it's so scary it's like really scary because i and a lot of people like you don't just develop because you know people on the internet have like all this like expertise yeah they're like you don't just develop it i'm like i don't know what to tell you

like i just started hearing voices. Love and light. Love and light. Love and light. I know it's like so, but I went to two different psychiatrists. Like I went to two before getting on medication. I don't like being on medication. I've never, like I've been on medication improperly and I got off it right away. Cause those are the only times I've ever been like, like suicidal thoughts were on medication. I was like, never liked it. Um, but that's the one thing they don't tell people that are newly on meds is that the first month that you're on it is the window of time that you should be watched the most.

Because if you have any type of suicidal ideation, let's say for instance you're down in the pits. This is coming from me because I've been in and out of like hospitals on 5150s and whatnot. Oh, I didn't know. I've been in and out of like hospitals on 5150s and whatnot. And so when I had suicidal ideation, it was never when I was the most depressed that I ever tried to hurt myself. It was when I finally got on meds. And so the suicidal ideation was still there. But now I had the energy to execute. So now I had the energy to actually carry out what my plan versus just being like this sad vegetable in bed.

And so that first month is really like what – like for anybody that's like watching, like watch your family members. Watch your kids. Watch your loved ones when they're first getting on meds. It doesn't just – it's all better, you know? Yeah. Oh, my gosh. Was – when you went to the hospitals where do you find that they helped you because i felt like mine made me like worse like they forced medication on

me that i shouldn't have taken um i found some really great friends there yeah um so the guy you fucked yeah i know were they were they real but the third place the third place i went to in torrance and i was there for about three weeks. I didn't know it at that time. I didn't equate it to, like, bad behavior on his part at that time, but I eventually dated one of the counselors there. And he asked for my number the day that he was helping me pack. You're like, my number is 16. I don't know. It's my mom's phone.

He was a dad. Like, he claimed to be a single dad, but now I'm thinking, I'm like, maybe, you know, maybe he's a married man. Well, it's always those people that are dealing with at-risk teens. I don't want to get the molested bell. I'll get it for you. Oh my god. I don't, yeah, I don't

believe in mental, when I was in my mental hospital, I went to Alhambra. Which one, BHC? Huh? BHC in Alhambra. Oh yeahc huh bhc oh yeah yeah have you been yes twice are you having fomo there's still time esther don't worry it was just a long hallway just one long hallway and it was the rooms on the side on each side yeah and then there was like the room where you color at that corner yes and then you had to go across like your level two was you get to go out to dinner across the way to like the two was you get to go out to dinner across the way to, like, the dining hall. You got to go out?

Oh, my God. Imagine being a waitress at that place. Like, ooh. Like, these are not good tippers. Actually, I wonder how you paid. I guess my family came and visited me

because they had visiting hours at, like, 6 p.m. or something. Yeah, and they always did. They had, like, your contraband. You weren't allowed to, like, hold anything in your possession

that you could, not even, like, safety pins or anything. Should they check inside pins or anything they check everything i bet that one did because i everyone is no they go they don't go in your virginie no they don't no but they have guys check on you like in the middle of the night when they do their checks like it's a guy ours was a guy that like did a flashlight in there to like and i'm like oh like and you're like this little sheet whatever and then the ed units like connected to it so like the people who were going through like their eating disorders they were like on the other side i thought it was erectile dysfunction i was like they get a area in their own section i'm like that's crazy oh my god no it was like and it would you know and you it was so it was so uncomfortable

because like you could go across the way to the dining hall but if you didn't do that you had to eat there and like the people with the ed would be there too so it was like so well that was what was um interesting is that we did have a lot of girls with eating disorders there and um we were just all mixed in together and we would have group therapy together so it was like a very like i learned a lot about all the other different things that people were going through um and so for that reason um i'm out it out it was a good experience like it was more of like a learning experience well you're very empathetic

did you ever like did you think you like took on their eating disorders a little bit? no I had my mom is a fucking bodybuilder of course I was meant to have an eating disorder but that wasn't my main issue my main issue was like a whole lot of like obviously like childhood like sexual trauma and stuff like that that's yeah

can I ask you about borderline because i feel like that's a really big one that you hear a lot about but i've never heard from doctors from my own therapist i've never heard anyone say like i was diagnosed with borderline oh there's a ton on tiktok now i feel like i'm on bpd tiktok yeah's a lot. It's so funny because like it became somewhat like trendy now, this borderline. And so, but then when you like exhibit borderline behaviors, people are like, oh, like too much. You know what I mean?

Yeah, it's very serious. Yeah, it is because there's like episodes and you know, it's just always manic high, manic lows. I mean, it is what it is. And you gotta just control it. And with BBT, there's no medication for it. So it's like, I go to DBT classes, which is is like group therapy classes so i'm in two group therapies now and so um it's expensive right isn't it like it's yeah it's something you have to put a lot of it's so

expensive and what's expensive the the therapy and if you're in the group therapy you have to be an individual therapy yeah so you have to be in both at the same time like simultaneously and it's like it's super expensive yeah and it's um it's a it's a lot of work and obviously it doesn't happen overnight so like when people are like oh i thought she was getting better than she's it's like i have gotten so much better this last blow up compared to the one in december like that it was better if people see it or whatever but i've gotten better it's just really trying to regulate your emotions which is like really hard for me to do and i like want to snap back I'm so impulsive and I'm so reactionary

so which is how I ended up in the hospital too like the El Hambro I was just like that was the one I was forced to go I was at Cedars-Sinai and they forced me because I was just so reactionary you know what I mean like I that's when we'll just say it like Jason and David came into the hospital and I just like lost my shit I took off my clothes I ran away I was trying to find a pen to like stab myself and like it was was crazy. It was like so intense. So I yeah, then they forced me to go there. But it was just it's just like these reactionary things that are just get me in trouble, which is what happened on the podcast.

And yeah, it's it's no fun. And Borderlands. Yeah. When they came to see you, was it for a fucking vlog? No, no. I was going to say, I think I would be fucking pissed. I know. Well, it felt that way, though, because –

It felt like it exploited me. Yeah, because Jason had just broken up with me that day, and David was ignoring me because I made a video about him. So I was exiled from the group already. So this was like four days, five days after I was exiled. So whatever. That's so dramatic. But yeah, they came, and my makeup artist was the one that called 911 and went to the

hospital with me. And then he told Jason I was back in the middle of the hallway and then i saw david come back and i lost my shit because i was like no you're the reason like all this i was so pissed i was like why are you here because and i never heard from him since which is why i mean he's so fake because it's like he never was like after like are you okay because jason came to visit me at the mental hospital like you know people knew and didn't even like check on me like okay fake friends whatever yeah to even be like i'm not cool with you but like are you okay you know it's fine i mean it is what it is it happened so like long ago but yeah the al hamper one was like crazy i met this boxer she's open about it so i feel like

i can but her name was mia saint john and her son you do i know of her yeah her son well and her late uh her first husband like they both committed suicide and her son did it in a mental hospital yeah and so that's why she was in there and she was like saying like and then her husband was a famous soap opera actor who who killed himself too and she she talks about it and i've seen her on stuff and i've tried to connect with her since getting out of there but she was in there like sharing her story and i was like you where i like listen to other people's stories and you're just like whoa and then there's some people in there who are in there for life because they just don't have anywhere else to go.

And yeah, it was crazy. I tried to get out there as soon as I could. But this is where it gets a little bit tricky and ties into the whole Britney Spears thing. Is that like because I learned a lot about conservatorship. And, you know, from my understanding of it, it doesn't look as like life, like as thieving as britney spears situation is like conservatorship is meant to protect like both like the family and the person who's like ill right yeah and that shit right there when i looked at it i was like oh my god that girl is in an actual prison yeah but i wanted to ask you trish um on a scale of one to ten one being front of me is absolutely over

okay I'm gonna go from zero to ten zero being it absolutely over and ten being full fully back on the family's happy we're doing it. Where are you today? Just you. Not even just regardless of what Ethan's feelings are. How do you feel today? I think if you asked me this yesterday, I would have said 10. I'm ready to come

back. But today, it's a.5 because after he's like, the family hates Trish, I was like, is this motherfucker? That is not true true so I think that really set me back could you though look at it like this and I could be completely wrong could you look at it knowing that the family doesn't hate you

could you look at it like those are his tools he's using to try to trigger you and not be triggered by it trigger me and not be triggered wait could you see like if you, you have a great relationship with the family, right? Yeah.

And you trust that. Yeah, for sure. So him saying that to you is a dig at you. Yeah. But it's not the truth. For sure. For sure. It's coming from a place of hurt.

And he, can you see that as his? I can't speak for him, though. As, like, could you see that as that's his attempt to get you to be triggered? And then is there a way for you to just like reflect it off? Yeah. Like, like, like, like shine the light on it. Cause I need a number to go up a bit for my mom, for my mom. Um, I mean, you know, I'll just say, I don't know if I should say this but it's fine whatever so he actually asked me to come do like one final episode on Monday right like but I don't just be like between us because after that I was like I don't really trust it yeah because I saw

him do this interview with like a conservative person like this debater did you see that like prank thing yeah Steven Crowder and then he like did a switch he kind of like ambushed him and switched him with like someone to debate him. And it was, like, it was a little tricky. And he hasn't told me details. And because he did that and because he said, I do not accept a church apology, I think it's, like, it almost feels like a setup where he may be trying to ambush me. That's how I'm feeling right now. I trust that instinct.

Right. That sounds, yeah, like it's. Originally, I said, yes, I wanted to come on because he has merch made. And I was like, I'll help you. Is there a way for you to have control over that more? Like can you have it on your terms? Like are you able to have him come to you? And like could you have a crew filming it?

Or like is there some like contract? I think once I saw it, because this week he had his parents on. And they were just like trashing me. His dad said something about my weight. His mom said I was toxic. You look so cute by the way you're like the first person i wear i'm like starstruck in person like you're so pretty i know i'm like i want the hair i'm gonna like really i gotta glam for you guys i don't look like this most of the time i'm usually like short hair not i got glam this will be glam for you too believe it or not This is as glam as it's going to get. Sadly, I actually did glam.

Esther, do you want, if you give me $5, I'll do your makeup. Fiverr. Are you a Fiverr employee? Did you get my ex-boyfriend ones on Fiverr? No, I saw your ex-boyfriend on TaskRabbit. Oh, is there a better, is there a fucking better revenge? And I'm a very good friend for telling you. That is literally the funniest thing ever. But I'm just going to go ahead and say, like, I cannot live without TaskRabbit.

So kudos to him and all the side hustlers there. What's TaskRabbit? Oh, true. Yeah. No, we don't. Dave is so not a man. He can't even hang posters on our wall. We have like a hot guy off TaskRabbit who comes and does everything for us.

Oh, it's like a handy? Yeah, it's a handyman. It's an app for a handyman. It's an app for a handyman. It's like an Uber for handyman. I'm going to call it, we're going to take a banana break. On the show, Trish, we have this thing called, when the feelings are high, we bring them back down with a banana. Every episode we have a little, yeah, we have like a little,

it's like a relaxed chit chat. It's a potassium re-up. Do I get anything today? Do you want Actually my No no no She doesn't partake in bananas You don't have to No I will

I want to Oh my god this is I'll eat a banana Whenever we need Esther To do something We just need Trish To come do it in front of her Wait what happened

When you don't like bananas Usually they have a separate fruit for me Because I don't like bananas But when I went to visit my parents They were like Giving me shit about it Trish do you want A less bruised banana than that I actually like bruised bananas Okay I do I'm like visit my parents, they were giving me shit about it. Trish, do you want a less bruised banana than that?

I actually like bruised bananas. I do. It's nice and mushy. That is such a cute metaphor. I dated many bruised bananas myself. I am a bruised banana. This is so cool. What does the potassium do?

She's the nurse. It's just an electrolyte re-up for me. Also, I have a heart condition and potassium is my best friend. So what is it? Was that related to your implants or it's just separate? We don't know. We don't know because I was an athlete for a really long time. I don't know.

I don't know. But I have my heart rhythm goes awry. And so like if I'm sleeping, it'll go up to like 230 beats a minute. And it'll stay there and I can't breathe. I get sweaty, clammy. But I had surgery for it. Did you get depressed? Like, you know, when you get open heart surgery, you get depressed because it's like you can't trust your body.

I was depressed way before that already. The whole not trusting my body thing was a big thing. And also it gets weird when you're sick and like your partner sees you as someone that's sick. Oh my God. What a boner killer for him. Oh really? Is it? No, that's the opposite for me.

I love being the sick one. Like that's like sexual for me. Because you like, you want to be taken care of. Yeah. I feel the same way. I'm always like, I mean, I don't want to get sick, but I'm like, oh, because Moses would be the best caregiver. And I'd be like, oh, it's so hot. But also, like whenever I've broken my foot or something, like I've gotten hit on by like

every guy trying to rape me. I'm like, Jesus Christ, because I can't like run away. You're catchable. They love that like. Yeah, you're now within reach. You're catchable. Yeah, you're a wounded bird. Hobble away.

I think that's why they have big boobs too, because it hurts too much to run. They're like, ah, I can trap your ass. So. That's so interesting. Do you have thoughts on like the future of like your podcasting life? Oh, I would never do

like another one. Like if, like if, like, because it was so perfect. Like, Esther starts crying. She's like,

I was just about to, oh yeah, no, I wasn't going to ask you anything. By the way, can we just say that she just said potassium

is her best friend. I'm just imagining you doing a frenemies with just you and a banana fighting. And me and Annie are outside lettuce-ing. I don't imagining you doing a frenemies, but it's just you and a banana. Fighting. And me and Annie are outside. Let us in. Can we get a little bit of this?

That's kind of cute. Just an animated banana. And we can call it bruised banana. Oh my God, that's cute. So cute. My banana, this banana life. Fuck you guys. You're out.

That's the saddest thing I've ever heard. That's so sad. So you would never do another podcast? Potassium's my best friend. I don't think so. It would, because I did my own and it wasn't, like, fun by myself. Like, I like having someone, like, I like going on podcasts because I love, like,

talking to people. Doing it by myself was, like, awful. Like, I don't, like, I have a YouTube channel for that. I don't know. I don't kind of imagine. Or also, it might be me, too, that I just don't have that time commitment, you know? Like, I feel like maybe I sabotage in a way because it's like after a while, I kind of just get over things and it's like a commitment every week. Yeah.

And I like doing it, especially because during quarantine, but I don't know, maybe. I loved your music video, by the way. I feel like you should take your time for that type of stuff. You know what I mean? When you have an idea, just like execute it to its fullest potential. What's the pipeline for the music video so i'm being i my dream is to one day collab on a music video did you wait so you do like put out music well she's a dancer i i did it i sang a song she was a hand model she's a dancer there's a lot

i put a music video my comedy special so i've never like self-produced like i know you do but i'm a huge musical theater freak oh no i know i loved like. I loved, like, I was obsessed with Crazy Ex-Girlfriend. I, like, wanted to be on that show. But I was like, this is the show. Because she was borderline and she loved musical theater. And I was like, that's me. I loved that show. I was, like, obsessed.

Yeah. So when I saw you on there and you were doing, I think there was, like, a colonial one you were doing. And I was just like, that's my dream. Oh, my God. I loved it. My, this guy I dated, he was on that show. He was, like, the Santa Claus.

And I was, like, so jealous he got to go on. I wanted to go on set so bad. And he, like, wouldn't let me. It was so cool. I was like, dated, he was on that show. He was like the Santa Claus. And I was like so jealous he got to go on. I want to go on set so bad. And he like wouldn't let me. It was so cool. I was like, oh, I just love that show. I remember your Smash music video. And I thought that was amazing. Oh, Smash.

Oh, my gosh. I live for Smash. I live for Christian Borer. I love the Broadway community. Like that's where I want to be. So that's why I do my own music videos. But I'm not talented enough to do that. I just.

You should make a one-woman show. I'm also not talented enough for that. Like, what you guys do with comedy, like, it's so hard. I did stand-up. Esther is, like, produce... Oh, you did do stand-up? I did it once for, like, a show. Are you... Come on in. Come, babe. In fanned underwear. Bobby, let's see your undies.

Come on in. Bobby. I need my underwear. I just woke up. Please. Come in. Come here, babe. Quickly. Bobby. Quickly. I swear to fuck, I forgot. Oh, you look so cute. I know.

You look cute. I know, but I just woke up. I fucked up. Bobby. Oh, my God. How was it last night, Bobby? Come here. Sit here.

Bobby, how was it? I had to have coffee. I'm not even. Good to see you. Good to see you. But just get in front of the camera enough that we see. I didn't cancel or something. For what?

You look so good. I'm so sexy. Let them see you. The kid underwear is everything. Do a dance. I just woke up and this is how I sleep. Oh my God. Oh my God.

I love it. Bobby, I like your new hair too. She still has all the sleep markings. You're so careless. It's okay. You caught us in a banana break. We're still good. Oh, you have bananas?

Yeah. You have less nipple hair than all of us except Trisha. I shaved down here too. Okay. Oh, no. Bye-bye. I love you. Go get out of here.

Emma, I want to thank Manscaped. Can I show you? Yes, yes. Yes, let's see it. I shaved all the way out of the way at the spa last night.

And then I didn't shave in between the sack and the thighs so it looks weird. Mullity? Yeah. It's a little mullity. You're my favorite little lesbian.

Can you give me a kiss? How was last night? Was it good? I killed for seven minutes. I bet you fucking did. It's going to grow, Bobby. It's going to grow. I killed for seven minutes.

Everyone wearing it in the room, I killed for seven minutes. The beginning seven or the last seven? I didn't do 15. Oh, you just got off good for you. I did seven. And I just said, that's good. Good. And then everyone was like.

And I go, Kirk fucks. Was this at the store? Yeah. Did Kirk do more? You can do whatever you want. Yeah, just do whatever you want. I'll do seven. I do 70 sometimes. Because my faces do 20 or 30. Right? So if you do seven. You can do whatever you want. Yeah, just do whatever you want. I'll do seven. I do 70 sometimes.

Because fuck faces do 20 or 30. Right? So if you do seven, it all... Did you say fuck faces? Fuck faces. I feel like cute. Like, girl, do you sometimes do that? No.

Bye, babe. Bye. She liked it until it got to... It was like an expose. Is he on camera? This is what I love about Bobby. He didn't want to come in, but once we got him... Okay, come on. Have fun, have fun. Bye, Bobby. He didn't want to come in, but once we got him.

High five, high five. Bye, Bobby. Is there a Red Bull in there? There should be. Like, not his job. There isn't. Is there a Red Bull in there? There should be.

There isn't. That's the funniest interaction I've ever heard in my life. Is that how he sleeps? Yeah. That is so funny. In my panty? Yeah. Oh, does he? All right.

We share. We share underwear. I love it. What is it? I got one in my bag. I always. Oh, does it? You are? We share. We share underwear. I love it. What is it? I got one in my bag. I always carry one in my bag. It's nice and warmed. You guys don't share underwear with your lovers?

Are you crazy? No. No, I cannot fit into his underwear. I'm so little. We share clothes. Yeah. All of our, from head to toe, socks, everything, we share everything. It's perfect because he wears everything under his

socks you stick your toes through them the socks she was wearing last time were rough well he wears everything under his belly so um he actually fits he buys um pants sized to me and we share yeah that's cute i love his he's skinny he's so skinny it's so weird how i i've always said this too i feel like everyone looks better naked. I really do. I agree. I think that too. I feel like me, I look better naked. I don't look as like fat naked. I don't know.

Close can bulk you up if you don't want to dress. Yeah. More people should just be naked. He looks so skinny. I was like, oh my gosh. Because he always calls himself like what? Like a meatball or something. And I'm like, oh, he's like tiny.

He's like a spaghetti noodle. It's so cute. I want to come see you guys' show. When are you guys at Comedy Store? I want to come. This weekend I'm there. Are you there this weekend? I'm going to be a little while. I'll to come see you guys at comedy store. I want to come. This weekend I'm there. Are you there this weekend? I'm going to be a little while.

I'll probably start going in a couple weeks. I've been taking a break. You're on the road again soon. Yeah, in the fall. I'm going to go. I love stand-up. I do. What was your stand-up experience?

You did stand-up. Yeah, it was a show. It was a show. A bit of improv, I think. Yes. I saw it on YouTube. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It was like a show. I know everything about her. I'm, I think, I saw on YouTube. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It was like a show.

I know everything about her. I'm not going to pretend I don't. I did so many like comedic – no, it was like one where you're like mentored by like a stand-up. I can't think of a guy's name that mentored me now. And so like, yeah, you practice for like a day and then it's awful. I don't want to watch it. It's so cringe. It's so hard.

Like I can never do stand-up. I like that outfit. But I think you have true comedic instincts and you're very funny like you you're clearly like there's something comedic about you like don't you you must agree yeah I yeah right people she's so funny but I do think it is um I don't know I'm really bad at like having to make jokes up on the spot you know what I mean also maybe because you said that you like podcasting better with another person, maybe you would be better at maybe improv or at doing crowd work.

So you're like talking to people rather than just like on and on up there. It's also there's like stage fright you have to get through. Yeah. How stand-ups can just go up there and like tell stories and like make – that's like – It's practice. It's just practice. But I think that's like you have to know how to just stand up there and be funny for like an hour.

I don't know how people do it it's so you have to fail at it a lot before really bomb machine you have to become a bomb machine it just has to stop

hurting and then it's like easy it's also like the delivery all that stuff is like an art it's really cool I love watching like stand ups

I think that's like so cool I did that show Who Wants to Be a Comedian and I won and the guy was the Greg the Greg something the guy was the Greg, the Greg something. Who is it?

The Greg Wilson. Do you know him? Uh-uh. Oh my gosh. Oh wait, Greg Wilson. His name was like the Greg Wilson. I do know him.

It was like a show where yeah. Trish, why did you end up dating comics and like how did you end up like mixed in with that scene? Well,

so I worked. We talked about the guy that was creepy that like hit on you too. like mixed in with that scene well so i worked i we talked about the guy that was creepy that like hit on you too that guy that sold me remember last episode the one that sold meat out of his truck oh he's hit on me too yeah he's oh he still hits on me and i'm like engaged and he like hits me up i just feel so insulted i've not been hit on by the meat man he was all meat out of his truck like vegans are hitting on me no but you worked at the comedy store yeah so, so I would be there because, like, I did that show for Laugh Factory,

the one with Dom Herrera. It was, like, a court case show. So I, like, I just was, like, there a lot. And then I, like, was an assistant to that one comedian. And I've assisted, like, other comedians. So I think I was just, like, always, like, around. And I was just, like, a fan. I was, like, a groupie. Because I thought, oh, comedians, they, you know, they're so self-deprecating. They must, like, hate themselves too. But they're, like, the

biggest narcissists. So I was just, I thought they were gonna be, like, cute and, like, the nerdy guys because it's comedy. And comedy's're so self-deprecating they must like hate themselves too but they're like the biggest narcissist so I was just I thought they were gonna be like cute and like the nerdy guys because it's comedy and comedy is like not hot but they like think they're like rock stars it's so crazy I've been I had to completely stop dating comedians as never yeah never again it's so disgusting it's but I will say my last two ex-boyfriends like their best laughs I'm like I wrote that shit really sitting in'm like, I wrote that shit. Really? I wrote that. I never... I ended up being like writing for them. It was like I was their... How does that work? You write for someone and

they give you credit? No, they don't give you fucking credit. You just do it for fun? They would give me tags too. I kind of am a tag giver too. Which annoys people. I try to give Esther ones, but she won't do them. Just give you the thing.

I'm refusing to go on stage in that stage of being a comedian. It is a weird time having like had all this time off. From COVID, yeah. I'm like now back very excited about it. But last night I was like, I'm going on with no plan. And I had a heckler, which was kind of okay. But it was, you know, it's like I go back and forth. It's just like now I'm like looking at it like each time.

It's like I just want to have a different experience. I'm probably banned now because I talk so much shit about like all male comics. I never had a bad experience like a female. Like never. I don't think. It's different now. The comedy store, the booker, the booker's a female and then she gets help from another woman and it's like very feels like the vibe feels very feminine that's good yeah I feel like they needed that maybe yeah well things got flushed out right yeah did you say

that your public persona like when you when you just you asish, when you do YouTube videos, are you kind of playing a character? Like a little bit? I don't know. I would say I like, now I feel like I'm not, but who knows? I feel like, I do feel like I become like a little bit of a different person. I have like hair and makeup versus when I don't. People notice that all the time. I do think it's also like, also just like something wrong with me that I like switch personalities because I'm very like who I'm around. I try and be like, you know what I mean? So to that yeah so I think you know when I and then when I'm in like glam I feel like I'm a little more ditzy and I'm a little more you know daring and bold as opposed to when I'm ugly I'm like oh my god Georgia don't be stupid like don't be annoying I don't know

maybe maybe I think I'm pretty authentic to myself I feel like if you know me like off camera and I feel like I'm pretty much the same as opposed to someone like Ethan who's like really like loud and stuff on camera but it's like really sweet and like quiet like off camera and I feel like I'm pretty much the same as opposed to someone like Ethan, who's like really like loud and stuff on camera, but it's like really sweet and like quiet, like off camera. So it's like, he's, I,

a lot of people are like that, you know, they're really on and then you like see them behind camera and they're like really just like, it's also weird. I also think it's a, it's a way. I know for me,

like I try to be, I think that I'm being as authentic, let's say on a podcast, but when the cameras are on, I'm so like conscious that they're on. And I I'm so, like, conscious that they're on. And I also, like, I'm so anxious that they're on. So I don't think that, like, I think that these girls know who I really am, like, outside of here. Because I, not that, you know, I could just be my most comfortable.

Not as well as potassium, though. But I think that it's a way to also like protect yourself to sort of play up this like persona so that you keep a little bit of yourself to just you. Like only my family really knows me in this capacity. Like at least for me. I think I used to be like that. Like I used to be like this like really hardcore dumb. I was trying to be like so like, you know, I love Trump.

And just like anything that was opposite of me because I thought like if it wasn't me, then no one knew. So I think I used to be like that a lot. I try and be more authentic but I it is hard I think on cameras I don't know yeah it's hard to know like I feel like I've had people ask me that like are you really

like that or are you just playing a character and that's and I'm always like I don't know yeah it's like kind of blurred because you're used to playing like characters so you're like I don't know if this is like sometimes with Esther I'm like you don't know what a noogie is? I'm like, is that real? And then she really doesn't know what a fucking noogie is.

We gave her a noogie for the first time last episode. Oh, how'd that go? But I'll be like, I'm like, I'm like wanting it to be a character. She said it felt nice. Oh. She liked it. It was like a gentle one. Are you an only child?

I'm a half only child. So I have a half older sister who's seven years older. Oh, okay. So you weren't getting like noogied as a kid. Yeah. Wedgied? No wedgies. No.

I don't – that shit is like – that's like – isn't that illegal? It's like a salt. Yeah, it's got to be illegal. Yeah, now it is for sure. Or the wet willies where they would like lick it and put it in your ear. A guy – my guy friend did that to me and we didn't talk for six months. It is disgusting. It's horrible.

Get your spit off. Get your COVID out of my fucking ear. Yeah, it's horrible spit off get your covet on my fucking ear yeah it's so nasty i have some weird um ear sensory issues so you cannot touch my ear like that's like have you seen um something about mary warren yes the kid who has to wear earmuffs like that's me if you fuck with my ears or come close to it like i'm putting hands on you oh my god what is it i understand the wet willy thing esther. Oh. I have bad ears. Like, I have swimmer's ears, so I grew up with a lot of, like, ear infections and just, like,

sensitivity around it. Oh, wow. So, like, I don't, like... You know who gives wet willies, though, and it's actually so funny, is John Cleese, the guy from... It's so funny. Like, when you meet him... His daughter is a comic, right? Camila? Yeah. But so he, like, he'll, like, reach around, like, hug you, and then in a picture.

And I'm telling you, he's someone that I grew up idolizing. It's the funniest. No. He wouldn't be able to reach. Honestly, he's very tall. I don't know if he would even be able to. I don't care who you are. What if you idolize them?

Do you have someone that you're obsessed with? Lady Gaga. Could she give you a wet willy? What if Lady Gaga gave you? No, no, no. If Lady Gaga give you a wet willy what if lady gaga gave you no no no if lady gaga gave you a wet willy no that's like it's real now hang on then what would you say how would you say well how would you reject her wet willy i'd be like gaga like nana i would be i i don't know i guess I'd be like would you put poker what if she just did it would you be pissed or would you be like oh it's fine like it happened

I would have to move on quickly because I love her so much but and I would probably my time is probably limited but that would be tricky I don't know that's fucking violation I want to I want to see what Esther's like when her time's limited with me. She's never had limited time with me. I've always given her

all the time. I want the unlimited plan. I would let my idol like shit on me. I wouldn't care. I would be like just do it.

You know like I love Gerard Way from My Chemical Romance. I would definitely let him like shit on me. I would What part? Like straight in the chest?

Like a hot car? I feel like chest is like very sexual so maybe since i'm engaged maybe like on my face so it's not sexual so it's just gross i'd just be like oh yeah that's him yeah love him oh he's like my he'd be so is he your sad boy 2005 by inspiration yeah we copy every music video from them like we are unofficial mcr tribute band we so instead of doing their music because we don't want to get copyrighted, I just like wrote songs to fit the music videos that I love from them. But we do a shot by shots of all their videos. We have one next week that's like a $300,000 music video and it's their World War II one and we got like a World War II boat.

We're like on the beach. It's so cool. We got bomb explosions. Yeah. I literally – I just was like – I would – I keep saying this on every podcast I go on but I'll say it again in case he's listening. If you perform at my wedding, I'd give him my life savings right now as of this day to perform one song because I'm walking down the aisle to Helena I love Helena it's my favorite

song cry to that song it's so like that song like resonates with me it's so like I I'm just like Esther you have to get this to happen this is your way in you have so many connections so if you can get that to happen I mean we look alike esther's gonna dress like him and show up just show up and sing no esther you're dave grohl forever i know i look like oh i love dave grohl though by the way dave grohl was at the party that you couldn't make it to whitney had a party that was like for the it was like a she put on like an unofficial premiere for The Craft. The Craft, yeah. And Dave Grohl was there and I tried to take a picture with him

for you and Whitney was like, get away from him. And I was like, okay. You do know everybody. Everywhere you're at. Like Dave Grohl. I mean, I'm blessed.

If you see him texting, he doesn't go out. He's like a recluse. But if you ever see him text me, I would drop everything. Actually, I'd be too scared to meet him actually. I don't think I would.

I don't know. Don't, you drop a lot of money on these music videos it's the best yeah like way too much no I make like a thousand dollars on a music video maybe not even that I want to clarify I liked your music video to Moses that was the one I was talking about that one is beautiful it was so cute

we have another one coming out together that we're doing. Yeah, it's all in Hebrew actually. Yeah, the whole Hebrew song but thank you. That's so funny. It's so funny

because that was like meant to be like funny and a joke and people like, that got the most views on YouTube. It was so cute. Thanks.

Yeah, I liked having him on there. He used to play like Jesus in like TV shows and stuff like that so I think like it made sense for like biblical Moses

to come out. Oh, that means a lot. I loved it. I love having him in music videos. He's going to be in this next one. I just want him in everything. Does he like being in them?

Yeah, I think so. Yeah, because he acted briefly for a short time in his life as Jesus. And I feel like he's not – What a career. He was. He was Jesus in everything. And also an actual architect. Jesus was an architect and a wood maker like a

carpenter he's literally a carpenter he makes like tables out of wood he's literally jesus it's he is jesus yeah and he's born in israel like he's you know i was like oh my god just right by bethlehem well bethlehem's in palestine i guess now but what do you think the specific goal was for israel to pay because bobby went there for three weeks. And so they pay, it's like an all expense paid vacation. And it was just a bunch of Asian Americans. So it was Bobby Lee, Steve Byrne, and a couple other like big people and Asian people in the industry. And they were there for a while and they got like wine and dine. Why? They just want people to stay. They want to convert them. They're like convert. Maybe, I don't know yeah do they did he perform there no was he single at the time no we were

together weird i was like can i i'm jewish the government let me in yeah that is so i feel like that reminds you like how like you hear the stories how hot models in la get like all expenses paid stuff like to buy and all those things that could could be. I mean, I think Moses, all his girlfriends over there were Asian. I think they were like Filipino and stuff. So I don't know if there's a tie in there. But like Oliver, when he dated over there, and he's like, I'm like, oh, is that your preference? Like, you know, I'm sorry.

And he's like, no, it just like happened to be that. You apologized. You're like, I'm so sorry. I'm not Asian. I'm sorry. I apologize for everything. Well, you can become one now, we found out. I mean, what if they sent Bobby there to like try and take the Asian women away away from the jewish men so the jews would be together and the asians would be together i don't know

i just feel like asian women find their way everywhere because i like all the mexican boys that used to come to um santa fe to work in the restaurant yeah they would like they were the rich kids in chihuahua they would come work at the restaurants and like live in Santa Fe for like six months and I would always bang them. Wait tables with them. But they would always have like Asian girlfriends back home in Mexico. I just feel like you're like the Asian community

is like we're down, we're going. Yeah, I think they're just open. We're spreading out. 90 Day Fiancé is always like from Philippines and stuff like that. I think they're just open to like. I hate the way the Filipinos are portrayed though on 90 Day Fiancé.

You do? Get on there. It really hurts my feelings. Get on there. Wait, wait, what? Okay. I think I can get you on there. I loved Ed and Rose.

But did you go bad? I felt really bad. Wow, that's controversial. I like Rose, I guess. I do like Rose. Okay, okay. I just like, they gave him too much of a platform to make people think that she was only in it for. Like it's as if it wasn't both ways.

As if there weren't things to be had for both of them. You know what I mean? And not to say that she isn't opportunistic. But it's like, dude, like you were in it for something too. You hope she's opportunistic. He was like really not. Call it what it is. Like a too. You hope she's opportunistic. He was, like, really not grateful. Call it what it is. Like, a mutual transaction.

Yeah. Like, she's not taking advantage of you. You're equally taking advantage of her. Oh, my God. The ulcer thing was where I just lost it. When he got her the toothbrush. No, I'm so angry at that. Because poor Rose, she was like, oh, like, I have a stomach ulcer.

Like, I can't, like, control, like, the acidity of, like, my breath and stuff. And when I would see her cry because there was a language barrier and her not being able to express her rage towards him. Yeah. Really made me feel sad. But it was fun to watch. I mean, she was, you did get to see she was pissed. Like, she looked like, I think she came out looking good. Thank God.

Yeah, she did. Leave him, right? She left the hotel that they were at and, like, went. Yeah, and then she ended up with a, I think she's a woman. Yeah. Yeah. He really pissed her at. I think she, yeah, and then she ended up with a woman. Yeah. She was like, bye. We had Ed on Tiger Belly. Oh, you did? We did. How was it? Did it air? One of our remote

episodes. He was nice. He was, as you would, yeah, himself. Yeah. But I couldn't, I have trouble confronting people when they're guests on our show, because I'm'm like I don't want to do that now. So I feel like I miss my opportunity to be like, why did you do my girl dirty like that? Yeah.

What a breath. You can do it in a nice way because you're so nice. I feel like you could do it in like a good way, like a way that – especially because he probably, you know, I don't know. Also, I don't know. I think you could do it in a way – I know. Licks comes out. You got to watch out.

Licks. I didn't FaceTime with this bitch. I was like, whoa. She was like, bitch. I was like, whoa. She was like, bitch. I was like, whoa. It does take a lot for me to snap. But when I do, it, yeah. I would love to get snapped at by you.

By me? Because I feel like I would just like, I like crave it. Like I just want, I want you to. Esther, you, if I snapped snapped if I snapped at you I think that this friendship couldn't we couldn't recover because I'm gonna go for the low blows yeah that's me too I'll snap at you I can do it or trigger me I mean yeah I'm just I do it just quicker I have like a but I do hold things in too I think even the thing with me that even I think I held in so much I'm like I should probably like talk a lot about things because then I do snap and then it just becomes like a lot

this is why we get me in trouble I sometimes it's like fun it's like exciting you know like to whatever like it keeps you on your toes but we I don't deal with most anymore but for like the first like six months of our relationship like I definitely was like on that line of like throwing his keys over the fence and then like we're fighting and then we'd make up like it was definitely that but we're not that anymore because he ended up did leaving he's like okay too many but now we're now we're cool you're like okay i i saw my the line yeah exactly because he was always like so cool i'd like throw his keys out and he'd be like fine or whatever but dude i used to do that to guys and then when i today about the first time i was like i think we should just break up and

then he was looked at me he's like okay okay. And I was like, never mind. I'm sorry. Oh, instant regret. I try so hard to not do that. I really try to like really wait until I mean it. My favorite part about being on FaceTime with Annie is that when Todd, let's say for instance, like, you know, he misses. It's like something so stupid around the house that maybe he didn't do. My favorite thing that makes me laugh so hard is, Todd, you're single.

You're single, okay? Keep that in mind. I go, well, Todd's single. And I'll be like, wow, you really like let me mess the living room up today. This has been sitting here for all day. Look at you, Todd. You're single. Todd's just so funny.

We don't even really like, we've gotten into like a few fights. It's just usually when i'm pmsing but um he like he just will do things like i'll be like hey can you pass me the remote and i'll just be like like he just makes me laugh all the time it's like he's always having fake fights with me it's so funny you guys met right before quarantine yeah that was us too so the quarantine is like just forcing you to be together it just was so we had so much fun the whole time like even when i had like my apartment was getting was so, we had so much fun the whole time. Like even when I had like, my apartment was getting construction. I had an ulcer,

like all the, our dog got mage, like all these stressful things. I still look back and I'm like, the majority of the day we like laughed and had a good time. Yeah. We really did have like fun. And now that it's getting back to the real world,

are you guys like still? It's the best. Yeah. It's, we don't see each other as much cause I'm on the road a lot, but he's just like really good with people that are difficult to work with. He just like is like, you know, he's he's secure. He's securely attached. So it's like really nice. I have anxious attachment. So like I like but until Dave proposed to me, I was like a maniac. And then right when he proposed, I was like, OK, I can rest. And I was like, get off my dick.

Yeah, I'm like, I don't want to get married. I just. That is so funny. Me too. I feel like, I mean, I want to get married now, obviously. But like, it was so funny once I got engaged. I was kind of like, oh, this is all I needed, really. Because then I just know you wanted me.

Yeah. Commitment. Right. Well, that's why. And chosen. You get chosen by them. Yeah. It's like, they're like, you're my person.

Right. And like, buying a house together. I was like, oh, this is like, commitment. That's a bigger commitment. Like, I'm not leaving. You're not leaving. So like, you know, person. Right. And like, buying a house together. I was like, oh, this is like commitment. That's a bigger commitment. Like, I'm not leaving. You're not leaving. So like, you know, so I am the same way. Because like, I think getting married really is just for like, I mean, now that we're like

planning, oh, it's literally just like a party. Like, it's no different than anything. But yeah, I don't know. Are you? I just know we're all going to be there. So yeah, give me your addresses. I want to like send you guys. I'll send you all wedding invites.

We're getting married in LA and Israel and actually Maui, too, New York. Are we invited to all three? Can we choose Maui? One of us. Wait, we're all in a fight by then. We all have to pick one. Wait, Esther, we're all in a fight by then. We all have to pick one of the weddings.

One of us is stuck with LA. Well, you don't like vacation. I'll do LA. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I guess I have to give you Maui. No, no, no. I've been to Maui many times. All right, I get Maui. You can take Maui. I'll take Israel. I've never been to Israel. I've gone birthright. I can't have to give you Maui no no no I've been to Maui many times you can take Maui

I'll take Israel I've never been to Israel I've gone birthright I can't wait to see I can't wait to see the banana in a tux that you take that would be so iconic

because literally no one from here is really coming to Israel like we've invited people and said no but that'd be everything we should come oh our only American guest

are you and Bobby I mean Trisha I can't even tell you I am so there really that oh I'm so I'll send Trisha, I can't even tell you. I am so there. Really? 1000%. I'll send you guys all three invites. Choose which one you want. Oh my god. Well, our producer is flagging us down. Is it too harder?

Or is Trisha coming back? You've got to come back to us, Trish. This was fun. Very easy. I love it. You fit in so well here. Thank you. This is my first all-female podcast and I like love it. It feels so good. It feels so good.

I feel like we're all like the right amount of just like open and not embarrassed about Yeah. No, you guys are open about everything. Like it's insane like what you guys talk about, which is kind of everything. Like that's cool. Because I always thought like I was like this unicorn because I'm like, everyone's like, wow, Trisha, you're too much. But you guys talk period blood.

I was like, oh my God. Okay. Love it though. I love talking about it. The last episode we're talking about dried cum on our stomach. Oh, yeah. Sorry, George. Esther, you're bringing it up again.

Esther is our cum queen. No, I'm not. I'm not. I just don't. I was going to call for artists to do a, to do a Kalilah with a banana this time. Stick to cum queen, guys. Let's move on.

Let's just exit gracefully. He just dubs overumquat guys let's move on let's just exit gracefully he just dubs over kumquat trisha i am so grateful that you took the time to come and do this and hang out with us and i want to know where like i know we've got sad boy music sad boy 2005.com yes the merch is there a new drop coming soon yeah we have a we have have another line coming out September and then we have like a store opening in November. Where? That's just me spending money. It's literally not going

to make any money. I'm just like wanting to have my own store. It's in Westlake Village. It's like Ventura County. It's a little out. I'm totally coming. I can't wait.

I think it's more for me to just have like meet and greets and feel special. Esther is going to work there. I'm going to work there. Just for merch. I would love that. For a discount.

Yeah. Yeah. I really, it'll be fun. It's like Playboy merch. It's kind of like that kind of stuff. The old school Playboy. I love like Girls Next Door. So we have like, ours is like a little bunny. Yeah.

I love the store. Oh my God. Come to the store. Come to everything. Esther, you should give Trisha some sleepover by Esther. I would love to. I have a loungewear. Oh, I love it.

I always see you for morning. I love it. It's so cute. Yeah. Oh my God. Yay. I would love a bus swap. Yes.

Merch swap. I have one shirt. I feel i feel like a loser oh is that your merch yeah i drew this oh that's i was looking at the whole time that's so cool i'm gonna pick a bone with both of you first both have merch i have none of them have given me one item of anything this is the only one i had to go to whitney's house this is the sister of the traveling shirt. I have one of my own shirt. And mine... She learned from Skims. Mine is held up in the factory. It's coming soon, okay?

I have high hopes. There's literally someone holding it up. I have high hopes because you asked for my size. I know. And then there was a production issue, but it's being handled. Okay. Thank you, Esther. And you also have Trish... You have your own skincare. Yeah. Tr trishskin.com that's in a collaboration with the ad for that was so good i know the proactive commercial or the the one miracle elixir yes miracle i had two ads i did one like jessica simpson proactive and then

i did the and it was like a filter on it and it was meant to be that way but everyone's like you have a filter on your skin i'm like oh it's supposed to be like 2000 okay and then yeah the miracle elixir which everyone's like it was pissing sweetie your skin i'm like oh it's supposed to be like 2000 okay and then yeah the miracle elixir which everyone's like it was pissing sweetie todd and i was like oh i didn't really like think about it i was just like oh it's cute i can like sell my miracle yeah it's uh it's just through a small business here she actually helped me clear up my acne and she goes do you want to like help me like promote and i was like yeah so then she kind of like i'm like the face of it but she did it all her name's uh charlotte with close skin enhancement she's here in the valley and she's like really good with like

skincare it's like good products people looked it up it's like manufactured here it's shipped here it's made here it's everything so wow yeah that's incredible yeah's like really good with like skincare. It's like good products. People looked it up. It's like manufactured here. It's shipped here. It's made here. It's everything. Wow. That's incredible. Yeah, it's really good. It's actually really good stuff. What else? What am I missing? Because I love that you're the entrepreneur. What am I missing? I think that's everything. Anything coming? Anything you can hint that might be coming?

Just the weddings. We're on a wedding tour this year. I think that's about it. The weddings. Some new positions in the morning and night. Some new positions. Yeah. If you want to see that, it's onlytrish.com. Five dollars. And your YouTube channel, your videos are always so entertaining.

And I love when you eat, when you review fast food. I love, yeah. Our original plan, which we'll maybe do down the road, was to give you all of your 7-Eleven favorites. But then we saw that you were on a current fitness journey and we didn't want to derail you. Oh, thank you. Yeah.

I just try and eat healthy like two of the three meals a day. Or I try and do like three of the seven days of the week. I try and eat healthy. I thought you were going to say three of the seven meals. I was like, yeah, three meals a day. I haven't done three meals a day for a long time. No, I'm trying. But I do eat like – I still eat still. Yeah, thank you. day for a long time. No, I'm trying, but I do eat,

like, I still eat still, so. Yeah, thank you. It was so much fun. Yeah, this was great. We'll see everybody next time.

Bye, guys. Bye, guys. You're going to come back? Thank you. Yeah, please. Yay. you