True Crime with Kendall Rae - Boat Accident or Murder? Did Nathan Carman Do It?

Episode Date: December 8, 2022

Early one morning in 2016, Nathan Carman and his mother went out on a fishing trip at sea. When something went wrong in the boat's engine compartment, Nathan inflated a life raft and abandoned ship, l...ooking for his mother all the while. Soon after, law enforcement became suspicious of the situation, especially once they found out that in the case of his mother’s death, Nathan would stand to inherit millions. This episode is sponsored by: Apostrophe - promo code: KENDALLRAE Check out Kendall's other podcasts: The Sesh & Mile Higher Follow Kendall! YouTube Twitter Instagram Facebook Mile Higher Zoo REQUESTS: General case suggestion form: https://bit.ly/32kwPly Form for people directly related/ close to the victim: https://bit.ly/3KqMZLj Discord: https://discord.com/invite/an4stY9BCN CONTACT: For Business Inquiries - kendall@INFAgency.com

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Starting point is 00:01:28 but he's either 25 or 26. He actually wasn't only child, his mom divorced his father when he was pretty young, and his father was not heavily involved in his life. Nathan's mother Linda worked as a nurse who worked with people on the autism spectrum, and her son Nathan actually was on the autism spectrum himself. The terminology when it comes to autism is changing all the time. He was originally diagnosed with asberger syndrome but that is now recognized just as being part of the autism spectrum. So he would be what some would call high functioning. So growing up Nathan didn't ever have
Starting point is 00:02:03 many friends. Unfortunately, autism is a social disorder and a lot of them have trouble communicating with people and making friendships. So he was really close with his mother, Linda. But sometimes they did have some turmoil in their relationship. They had, you know, simple fighting that all parent child relationships have. But for the most part, they got along really well and Nathan said that his mom was pretty much his best friend. One thing that they loved to do together was fish. Nathan really loved to fish and even though Linda didn't like fish, she enjoyed catching them, especially because it meant she could spend quality time with her son Nathan. They often spent time together fishing, it was really how they would connect with each other and that was really their favorite thing to do together. So in September of 2016, they decided that they wanted to go deep sea fishing. To be specific, it was September 17th, 2016, and they actually left right before midnight.
Starting point is 00:02:57 That sounds really scary to me going out on the ocean in the middle of the night, but hey, that's how you get the best fish. Nathan had a 31-foot aluminum boat that he had recently bought a couple months prior, and the boat was actually named the chicken pox. So it was a Saturday night, they packed up their boat, like I said, they left a little bit before midnight, and they let some friends know that they were going out fishing, and they wouldn't be returning until Sunday. Normally on these fishing trips, they would head out to Block Island, which is about 20 miles from shore. However, on this night, they decided head out to block island which is about 20 miles from shore. However, on this night they decided they wanted to go deep sea tuna fishing and this was
Starting point is 00:03:30 something that they had never done before. Nathan didn't have any experience so it's kind of scary to be doing this in the middle of the night but they went further out into an area called block canyon. This is so far out that it takes all night to get there. So the next day rolled around and back on shore, there was no sign of Linda and Nathan. Some friends actually alerted the Coast Guard that they had not come back yet. So the Coast Guard went out looking for them. They searched an area that covered 62 nautical miles off of Connecticut, Rhode Island and New York. They ended up searching for six days but could not find a trace of Linda or Nathan. So eventually they ended up calling off the search. But then on September 25th, eight days after
Starting point is 00:04:12 they initially left, Nathan was finally found. Someone on a Chinese freighter boat noticed someone out on the water on a raft in the middle of the ocean. Just like in the movie Castaway, Nathan was on this raft. It kind of had this tent over the top to protect him, and he happened to be spotted by this giant Chinese freighter boat, and he was super lucky that they saw him because they were able to pull him in, save him, and bring him on to the boat. He was just floating basically on a blow up raft
Starting point is 00:04:43 in the middle of the ocean for eight days. The boat's captains said that he looked tired when he came on board. A journal is much more than a book of blank pages. It's a personal journey, a place to gather thoughts, explore ideas, and become the best version of yourself. Papier creates quality journals, notebooks, and more to help you make each day noteworthy. Each product is thoughtfully crafted with gorgeous hand-drawn designs and details that inspire. Papier offers a range of journals from wellness and gratitude to recipes and travel and much more. They're perfectly curated pages, encourage you to focus on what's between the lines. And with undated pages, you can plan and track things at your own pace. Best of all, each product can be personalized for free,
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Starting point is 00:06:57 Our crew helped him to get on board the ship. Now Carmen says he spent eight days on a life raft after his boat sank. His mother, who was also on the boat, is still missing. Liam Martin joins us now with these new pictures. Liam. Lisa, we obtain photos and video from the crew of the freighter, the Orient Lucky. You can see here that he jumped from the life raft to swim over to the freighter. That's him in the water.
Starting point is 00:07:18 He says he had spent a week in that raft and that the freighter happened to spot him. Here we see the crew hoisting him up onto the ship, eventually wrapping him in a blanket and then getting him food before bringing him to shore to eventually be questioned by the Coast Guard.
Starting point is 00:07:33 And now the question remains what happened in Nathan Carmen's mother? Nathan was able to survive off of these fresh water packs that he had in his emergency survival kit. And he also had this thing
Starting point is 00:07:44 that would turn ocean water into water that was safe to drink. So he was hydrated at least. He also had a few protein bars and he was able to make it through that eight days. The first person to, I guess, interview Nathan was the Coast Guard and they talked to him just on the boat. Nathan explained that when he and his mom left,
Starting point is 00:08:02 the ocean was really calm. And he didn't think he was gonna be a problem to get to block Canyon. He said when they first got to block Canyon, they got there just as the sun was rising. It was perfect time to start catching fish and they were about to have a great day. And then around mid day, he started hearing a strange noise coming from the engine compartment. The engine sounded different. He opened it up and he realized that it was spinning water and that water was filling the engine compartment. However, he said that at this point he thought he would still be able to remedy the situation and didn't realize that the boat was going to sink.
Starting point is 00:08:36 He thought he would be able to fix the problem and they would be headed back to shore soon. He started trying to work on it, but after not being able to fix the problem, he says he grabbed the emergency raft just in case. He opened it up, it was like one of those automatically inflating ones. He said the boats are just filling with water like crazy and it was all blur. He throws the raft in, jumps in the water, swims over to it and gets in. And according to him, his mom just basically disappeared. He said he tried to call her name hoping that she would swim over to the raft as well, but the boat was gone and so was his mom. And he said it happened so fast that he could barely figure out what happened. I assume that if she had been on the surface and conscious that she would have been calling out to me and I would have been able to find her, but I didn't know
Starting point is 00:09:21 why that hadn't happened. He started using his whistle that he had as emergency whistle trying to do the alert sounds for his mom and got no response. He said he was really confused because right before the boat started sinking which he said happened very quickly.
Starting point is 00:09:38 His mom was helping him try to remedy the situation. Mom and I, two people, myself and my mom for a session, blocked canyon, and for the funny noise in the engine compartment, I looked and saw a lot of water. When I saw the life raft, I did not see my mom. So I got to the life raft after I got my bearings and I was swithing and calling and looking
Starting point is 00:10:04 around and I didn't see her. Have you found her? No, we haven't been able to find her yet. So obviously officials were pretty confused by the story, so Nathan was brought to Boston for further questioning. Now when he arrived, people thought his behavior was odd because he was pretty emotionless for someone who had just been through this extremely traumatic situation and had lost their mother. Now like I mentioned, Nathan is on the autism spectrum and so a lot of people just were confused
Starting point is 00:10:34 by his approach to interviews, talking about his mom, explaining what happened. He comes across as very cold and calculated but that is just the way that he speaks It can be hard to understand that if you've never spent time around someone with autism But if you have you know exactly what I'm talking about people that are on the spectrum often have awkward Social behavior they are known for having very calculated measured speech patterns and sometimes their speech doesn't include a lot of emotion that most people feel you would have in a certain situation. So people were a bit confused by his statements and his tone and not sure how to take it. So later that night Nathan was taken back to his house in Vermont and that is where he made his first public statement. I would just like to thank the public for their prayers and for their concern for both my mother and myself. I've been through a huge amount and my request is just to be allowed to mourn naturally.
Starting point is 00:11:30 So obviously if you didn't know that Nathan had autism or if you've never had experience with someone with autism you might think that that interview clip was really odd. People immediately started thinking that Nathan was very suspicious in the situation. So investigators started looking into their whole family and Nathan's background. And they realized that their family had quite a bit of money. Investigators soon realized that Nathan would be inheriting 7 to 8 million dollars worth of his mom's estate. And so there's mode of right there. Best of all, you can personalize each product for free. Put pen to paper and start your journey today with Papier.
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Starting point is 00:13:02 This was also Nathan's first time deep sea fishing for tuna. Experts thought this was strange because tuna are so heavy that oftentimes you need three, four, sometimes even five people, especially if they are two amateurs who've never done it before. This is a cruel four and it's usually all experienced guys. It'd be smart about things. And they also said that the type of boat they had was just way too small to be going out deep sea fishing They said you would need a much bigger heavy duty type of boat to go out that far And it was also discovered that the boat had a radio system that could have called for help They thought it was really weird that Nathan never alerted anyone that the boat was sinking
Starting point is 00:13:41 It was confirmed that the system was working at the time and Nathan just never called for help. Nathan claims that he didn't use the radio because he didn't think they were sinking. He says that he thought he would be able to fix the situation and before he knew it, the boat was sinking. He said he didn't even have time to use the radio. I didn't know that we were sinking. I knew that we had a problem, but I didn't know that we were sinking until we sank. Specifically, when he was asked why he didn't put out his beacon to the coast guard to alert them that something was happening, he said he has a very strong aversion to pressing a button that is going to result in a helicopter coming out. Nathan also had told them that he was aware that, you know, it might be hard to go deep sea fishing for tuna and that his mom was nervous about doing it, but he ended up convincing her to go anyway.
Starting point is 00:14:30 You thank you. We also have some breaking news tonight on this search at sea. Just minutes ago, the U.S. Coast Guard released audio recordings of its conversations with Nathan Carman from Sunday before he was rescued at sea. Hello, this is Nathan Carman. from Sunday before he was rescued at sea. Hello, this is Nathan Carmen. Nathan, this is United States Coast Guard Boston. Hello. I think it's over Boston.
Starting point is 00:14:55 Yeah, right here, yeah. Yes, sir, I need to understand what happened over. What happened? What happened? Over. What happened? Over. Mom and I, two people, myself and my mom, were fishing, I had blocks, canyons,
Starting point is 00:15:17 and for the funny noise in the engine compartment, I looked and saw a lot of water. I was bringing, so I had my mom bring in the wheel. I brought the safety stuff forward, and it's bringing one of the safety bags forward that both dropped out from under my feet. When I saw the life raft, I did not see my mom. Have you found her? No, we haven't been able to find her yet. So I got to the life raft after I got my bearings and I was swithering and calling and looking around
Starting point is 00:16:01 and I didn't see her. Okay. So we're fishing around block Canyon. Right and when did that happen? Do you remember when they got coordinates? Yes, it was a week ago today around midday. Okay, so last Sunday.
Starting point is 00:16:18 Now it's really weird in this situation and seems to be a major red flag is that Nathan has no family support in this situation. His to be a major red flag is that Nathan has no family support in this situation. His mom has three sisters who he was somewhat close with before this all happened and they won't even talk to him. It would be great to have people embracing you, Sanville Glad, your home or Glad, your own line and also helping the idea with my mom's death. I want to have family.
Starting point is 00:16:45 I want them to be my family. It makes me feel like I have no family. They are convinced that something happened and they are more concerned with getting answers than they are, making sure their relationship with Nathan is good. I mean, when you hear that no one in his family is backing him up, it definitely makes you wonder about the family dynamic.
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Starting point is 00:17:48 So this particular time that Nathan went missing was not actually the first time that he has gone missing. When Nathan was a teenager, he had a horse named Cruz, who he really, really loved and connected with. And when Nathan was 17, Cruz passed away. This caused Nathan to become very upset and he actually ran away from home. And his family was so freaked out that they actually put together a search team.
Starting point is 00:18:10 Officers have all been briefed to keep a lookout for Nathan Carmen. Running away from home was something that I felt that I had to do with the time. And he was actually spotted on a camera, getting onto a bus. He eventually was found in a small town in Virginia, which was about 600 miles away from his home in Connecticut.
Starting point is 00:18:27 When he returned home, he had to go in for a mental health exam at the hospital. This clearly doesn't have anything to do with the disappearance of his mother, but it definitely made police freeze an eyebrow. So as police continued to look into Nathan, they realized that his grandfather had actually been murdered back in December
Starting point is 00:18:45 of 2013, and it was a super sketchy situation. Nathan was really, really close to his grandfather growing up. His grandfather, John, was a very wealthy and successful man, and Nathan really looked up to him. He spent a ton of time with him, and really enjoyed spending time with him. He loved his grandfather, and John ended up being found shot to death in his home in Connecticut. John Shaqlis was murdered in his Connecticut home in 2013, one month after his wife died from cancer.
Starting point is 00:19:12 His killer was never found. Police ruled it as a homicide and they actually originally thought possibly Linda could have done it. Apparently shortly before he died, he and Linda had a big fight and Linda got physical. However, there was no concrete evidence to tie her to his death, and she also took a polygraph and passed. So investigators kind of moved past her and started
Starting point is 00:19:34 looking at Nathan as a possibility because he was the last one to be with John that night. The night that John died, Nathan and John went to dinner together. This was something that they did quite often. Nathan liked spending time with his grandfather. However, after dinner, they were not able to confirm where Nathan was for the rest of the night. And since he was the last person to see him alive, they started thinking that maybe he had something to do with his death. And not only that,
Starting point is 00:19:58 police realized that the morning of John's death, Nathan actually took his computer hard drive and his car GPS and discarded both of that. And in addition to all of this, Nathan had recently purchased a rifle. That was the same type that was used to kill his grandfather. And police were never able to locate the murder weapon or Nathan's gun. Nathan claims that he lost that gun a while back. In 2017 the FBI was actually brought in to do a search of the family home as well as another property that the family owned as well. They were hoping to find the missing pieces of the story, hopefully locate that gun, but they were never able to find it. Now there was never enough evidence for them to convict Nathan of John's murder. But police say that he's still a suspect and it's still an
Starting point is 00:20:45 active investigation. As the investigation continued, police actually obtained a search warrant for Nathan's house. However, as far as we know, they didn't find anything that would help them solve this case. Now, this is probably the weirdest bit about all of this. Police got several reports from people who think that they may have saw Nathan attempting to make repairs or alterations on the boat before they left. A lot of people think that is possible that Nathan made a mistake when trying to make repairs on his boat and that was the reason that it's sank. You will fail. So what? Everybody does. But your gym, your watch, your yoga pants, they pretend you won't. So when you miss a day, eat the pancakes.
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Starting point is 00:22:41 off of the back of the boat. But the man thought it was weird because there was no reason to drill holes in the boat and that's what he claims he saw him doing. You don't have to drill a hole to take the trim tap, sure. Whatever he was doing was wrong. Nathan actually admitted that he did drill these holes, but he said that he patched up these holes with marine putty before he and his mom left the dock. So then a bunch of experts looked at the raft that Nathan was in for eight days. That is quite a long time to be on a tiny little raft
Starting point is 00:23:12 in the middle of the big ocean. And experts that looked at it said that there isn't pretty much no way that Nathan could have survived out there on that dinky ass raft. They said that there were at least 13 foot waves out there and that there was no way that Nathan's raft wouldn't have like flipped over or something They said that he could have even broken bones from the impact of the water being tossed around They said that Nathan was in an exceptionally good shape for someone who had been out on one of these rafts on the deep sea for eight days straight And they were never able to prove whether or not Nathan was really on the raft. But it's like where else would he have been? He clearly went out on the boat that specific night and he didn't show up for eight days. So Nathan did end up holding a memorial for his mother and sadly not that many people attended.
Starting point is 00:23:59 A lot of her family members, including all her sisters, didn't show up. And his family members have stated that they don't want to attend a memorial until they have all the answers for what actually happened. I'm very grateful to the friends and family who attended a memory of my mom. Nathan, you've been through so much. How have you been these last several weeks? It's been very difficult. How was this event?
Starting point is 00:24:24 How was the service? That was the service. We talked a little bit about it in the evening. The whole family was invited. I'm glad that many of my mom's friends chose to attend. And I think the service was a good time for us to come together and support one another. How many would you say were there? Several.
Starting point is 00:24:44 Are you sad to be answering the show? I wish very much that my whole family could have come together. I wish desperately that my mom was rescued. I hope that she will be found. And as difficult as this is, I'm glad that family and friends were had a chance and that friends came together to remember my mom to support each other in this very difficult time. Now I'm going to drive off. What about your grandpa? I need to close my door. Now look like everything was going to end there for Nathan.
Starting point is 00:25:25 Didn't seem like they had enough evidence to convict him of anything enough proof. I mean, I certainly don't think there's enough proof that he intentionally did that. And I just like to point out how weird it would be to make that decision if you wanted to murder someone. There's so many other ways that he could have done it other than risking his own life for eight days on a raft, sinking his brand new boat that he loves, risking his
Starting point is 00:25:49 own life. I mean, there seems like there could have been other ways to do it. You could have pushed her off or killed her on the boat and thrown her off. Like, what's the point of sinking the boat and then risking your life for all that time? And it's not like Nathan knew that a giant boat would come through and save him, you know, the timing of that had to have been perfect. And that's why I just don't know what to think. I think this whole situation is really weird.
Starting point is 00:26:11 Why was he tampering with the boat? The whole story of how it happened is really weird to me. I just don't get how it went from, you know, waters leaking into the boat to the boat is sinking and mom's gone immediately. The whole situation is so weird and I find it extremely hard to judge Nathan's behavior or the whole situation because of his autism. I definitely view him differently. I have someone in my life with autism and I look at Nathan differently because of that, but at the same time I know that people with autism are capable of committing murder. It is possible.
Starting point is 00:26:45 So it leaves me so confused and I truly can say that I don't know in this situation. I don't know if Nathan's guilty or innocent. I don't even know which way I really lean. I really want to know what you guys think for sure, but this case got even crazier in 2017. Obviously Nathan made an insurance claim for his boat. That was a nice boat that sank sank But the insurance company actually came back and ruled that the boat sank because of Nathan's own actions
Starting point is 00:27:11 So they refused to pay for it. The claim was $85,000 and Nathan was very angry about this So he took them to court and the judge actually ruled in favor of the insurance company that it was Nathan's fault that the boat sank. In court they even had the man who sold him the boat and Nathan's lawyers tried to blame him and said that the boat was old and faulty and he said that the boat was in great condition. It was an excellent boat. The survey proved excellent. He used it for many months before he had this problem. He altered the boat. I mean, ultimately he's, he sank the boat. A federal judge has determined Nathan Carmen's boat sank either directly or indirectly because of his faulty repairs.
Starting point is 00:27:54 The Boats Insurance Company refused to pay the $85,000 claim because their attorney said Nathan removed two bulkheads and trim tabs before the voyage, leaving holes in the boat above the waterline that were improperly repaired. The judge saying in his ruling, repairs and alterations, Mr. Carmen, made to this boat were faulty, causing the boat to become unseeworthy and directly or indirectly causing the loss. And they think claim that this isn't about money, this is about getting the truth out there that he does not want to be known as someone who purposely sunk this boat. This isn't about money.
Starting point is 00:28:27 It's an $85,000 claim. It's a contingency fee. I get a fraction of that if I win. I've put lots of time effort and frankly a lot of misery. And you know, the court ruling isn't saying that Nathan murdered his mom. Because he'd be in jail. They sided with the insurance company that the boats sank due to his actions whether or not they were intentional is Still up in the air and there won't be a trial for that
Starting point is 00:28:54 Just recently in December of 2019 Nathan requested a new trial and a reconsideration for the previous ruling Now his argument is that the insurance company didn't disclose that he wouldn't be entitled to any of the money from the boat if he had altered it And so that he should still be entitled to that money and when it comes to his family right now They are still in terrible terms in fact his ants are actually trying to block him from receiving millions of dollars from his mother's estate. His aunts believe that he was responsible for Linda's death and John's death and they don't want him getting any of their money and says that if they are able to, they will donate his portion to charity. Nathan Carmen appeared in court yesterday representing himself after firing his attorneys. Carmen's aunts believe he murdered his grandfather and his mother to receive the inheritance. I'll say that some of the
Starting point is 00:29:46 petitioners have awfully substantial. I have no idea who killed my grandfather. I know that I did not. I had nothing to do with my mother's death. I also want the public
Starting point is 00:30:02 to know that I don't hate my aunts. It's estimated that their entire estate is worth $42 million, and Nathan believes he's entitled to at least $7 million of that. So I just find that really interesting that his whole family clearly believes he murdered his grandfather and mother. Ah, that really gets me. Like, the people who know the situation best are the family members, right? And if they think that, then what does that tell us?
Starting point is 00:30:26 I mean, it certainly doesn't show us either way that he's guilty or innocent. And like I said, I still can't make up my mind. The whole situation when Nathan is weird, the whole thing with his grandfather is really weird. I think if I didn't know about everything with his grandfather, I probably would think there's no way this was an accident and everything, but that just really makes you look twice in the situation. Like I said, it would be really, really hard to plan something like this and it seems like a strange way to murder someone to put yourself at so much risk, but I don't know.
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