Why Can't We Talk About Amanda's Mom? - Ep.3: The Serial Killer’s Highway

Episode Date: March 8, 2023

Interstate-10 is known as the serial killer’s highway among criminologists. Given the brutal nature of her injuries and the fact that she was found dead on a service road running parallel to the hig...hway, Sarah investigates the possibility that a serial killer might be responsible for Renée's death. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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Starting point is 00:00:00 You know what's crazy? I actually did a spirit box session in a cemetery I asked what do you miss the most in the spirit said sex? Yeah, right. I'm Dalyne Spratt on urban legends with the Ghost Brothers the podcast We get into the nitty and gritty of paranormal ghosts and urban legends and we have a good time I hear voices and I'm running up this mountain at some point lost my pants like running up Okay, that's fair. That's fair. Listen to urban legends with the Ghost Brothers,
Starting point is 00:00:28 wherever you get your podcasts. This podcast contains explicit language and graphic descriptions of violence. Please be advised. My initial reaction to the RNA Bergeron scene was very complicated. I knew it was going to be a complicated case because she was found without her head. That wasn't found for at least another day.
Starting point is 00:00:53 She was found without her tongue. That certainly meant something. And the injury to the body, the clothing, she didn't have all of her clothing. She was very clean. I knew at the time this was going to be a real challenge. To try to recreate what could have happened to this young woman. For ID and ARK media, I'm Sarah Kaelin. And this is why can't we talk about Amanda's mom?
Starting point is 00:01:22 A podcast documenting my three-year investigation into the 1993 murder of Renee Bergeron, a murder that has remained unsolved for nearly 30 years. Previously, on Why Can't We Talk About Amanda's mom? Did you have any knowledge about Maria King? Did it? No, sir. I'll take a lot of detective tests or whatever.
Starting point is 00:01:43 I have to do. I have no knowledge whatsoever. You look together again, me, she and her bad. I never will forget her, but I call her Maria. We'll refine our later name with Renee Bertrand. But she always be a real mountainist to me. If this had been a 60 year old lady that was at a grocery store shopping, I think Cookie would have put more focus on it a lot more time. I hate to say it this way, but she was just a whore. Who cares?
Starting point is 00:02:12 I actually feel that's the way he looked at it. It doesn't matter what you heard. The least was in her name that was her house. She wasn't living off of anybody. I think it's important to recognize that there were a lot of tales about her at the time that were not accurate. The injuries to the neck which involved the capitation meaning that her head had been physically removed from her body. These wounds, they're just indicative of someone who's in a state
Starting point is 00:02:40 of rage trying to do as much damage as they possibly could. Interstate 10. It runs through eight states from Santa Monica, California to Jacksonville, Florida. Almost 2,500 miles long. It's the fourth longest highway in the country. One of the flagship freeways of the American Interstate Highway system when construction first began in 1957. And according to some, Interstate 10 is the serial killer's highway.
Starting point is 00:03:21 Now there is no official designation. Reasonable educated people disagree, on which exact stretch of highway is the serial killer's highway, but the fact of the matter is that I-10 covers a lot of ground. It stretches from the Pacific to the Atlantic, along the way it hits a number of high-crime areas, including brushing up alongside the Mexican border at Juarez as it passes through El Paso. And while El Paso is a statistically very safe city, Juarez, with easy access to 10, is the third most dangerous in the world. I-10 also hits Los Angeles, Phoenix, Houston, New Orleans, and Mobile, Alabama.
Starting point is 00:04:08 Why are highways so popular with serial killers? Logistics. That's the first answer. It's easy to kill and then disappear. We did see it in the past with trains as the railroads expanded. There are a number of unsolved ex-murters believed to have been committed by offenders who hopped on and off the trains to kill the same way we think of them doing now on the highways. Plus, highways offer anonymity. This is the greatest tool a serial killer has. Some killers choose the trucker professions specifically because of the ability to move about the country. Victims are often dumped nowhere near where they were picked up or killed. This is part of why there are so many John and Jane Does associated with these kinds of killings. In 2010, the FBI began tracking serial homicides specifically associated with highways and
Starting point is 00:04:58 major roadways. When you examine that data, the highest number of murders over the longest stretch of the highway does appear to be across the bottom quarter of the country, tracking along interstate 10, right where Renee's body was found. This certainly factors into my thinking when I first see the Renee Bergeron case, making me believe there's a strong chance that it is the work of a serial killer. making me believe there's a strong chance that it is the work of a serial killer. First, of course, it's unimaginably brutal. There's decapitation, mutilation, object rape. Not to mention the fact that whoever killed her drained her body of blood
Starting point is 00:05:37 and appears to have posed her in that prone position on the grass. Which brings me to the second reason why this could be the work of a serial killer. It looks ritualistic, obsessive, the kind of murder that someone with a sadistic compulsion would commit. And third, perhaps most relevant to this part of our story, she was found on a service road just off Interstate 10, unarguably the most popular highway for serial killers in the whole United States. Not only did many serial killers travel on highways to commit their murders, many also
Starting point is 00:06:15 disposed of their victims' bodies along the highway. Keith Jesterson is the most well-known, but there's Richard Rogers, who dumped his bodies at highway rest stops, and Jerry Lee John's who left his red-headed victims by the side of the road. It is my first impression. It is the very reason I am asked to look at this specific case,
Starting point is 00:06:39 so it is necessary to ask. Could a serial killer have been responsible for the murder of Renee Bergeron? Do you remember me approaching you about the case? Yes, you emailed me about the case. Yes, I was intrigued enough to say, come and let's meet. And so then we did get together when you came up to the cottage. This is Dr. Anne Bergers, a legendary researcher, professor, and consultant in the areas of trauma-informed rape victim interviews, serial predation, forensic psych nursing, homicide investigation, and psychological profiling.
Starting point is 00:07:17 You might recognize her work as that of the character Dr. Wendy Carr in the Netflix series Mind Hunter, which portrayed the FBI's behavioral science unit as they basically invented the psychological profiling of serial killers. Dr. Wendy Carr, so you're saying you don't think this us interviewing these killers is crazy? Just the opposite. I mean, crazy.
Starting point is 00:07:40 Wendy Carr is the fictionalized version of Dr. Burgess. I mean, imagine. I truly imagine what it takes to bludgeon someone to death. Now, here is what is so cool about Dr. Burgess. She is a leader in two fields, critical to solving unimaginable murders like what happened to Renee. Those fields are forensic nursing and victimology. Basically, what kind of a person commits this kind of crime,
Starting point is 00:08:08 and what clues can a victim and their life offer us about who may have killed them? To solve this case, I know that I need to understand both who Renee is and who the person who did this to Renee is. Without either, I'll be as lost as the original investigators. Before we can dive into René's case, it is important to rewind and give some more context to the work Dr. Burgess did on serial killers,
Starting point is 00:08:38 the work that was portrayed in Mindhunter. For Dr. Burgess, that work started with looking at sexual crimes. Back in the 1970s, Dr. Burgess, that work started with looking at sexual crimes. Back in the 1970s, Dr. Burgess was an assistant professor of nursing who focused on forensic psychology. And as part of her research, she conducted an extensive study with rape victims seeking treatment in emergency rooms. From that research, she was able to develop a comprehensive study on the impact of rape
Starting point is 00:09:04 on victims, as well as how best to interview and treat rape in a clinical setting. It's this work that led her to be invited to the FBI's behavioral science unit. William Webster was the head of the FBI out of Washington, DC. He was new. He was visionary. He was young, energetic, and he said, we will have our agents at the Behavioral Science Unit at the FBI Academy to teach law enforcement across the country. Not only did he say that law enforcement needed to be trained in the area of rape investigation,
Starting point is 00:09:41 but they at the Academy needed to do research. And so because they had to do research, several of the agents were interested in interviewing criminals. As Bob Ressler told me, how can I teach criminal psychology if I haven't talked to any criminals? So the FBI had all of these imprisoned serial killers they could interview but no system for conducting those interviews. They didn't get into talking with the suspects. They usually would usually turn that over and they certainly didn't understand the victim. Victimology was not something in their
Starting point is 00:10:19 playbook at that particular time. So I happened to be at the right place at the right time. This is where Dr. Burgess came in. She was a professor and researcher. She knew that the only way this research could be comprehensive and systematic is if they put a methodology into place. Well, it would be nice if you had a set of questions that you asked each one and then we could take a look at whether that would make some sense, we could do some statistics, et cetera. And that really was how the study got started. She believed that the interviewers, that is the FBI agents sitting down to talk to the killers,
Starting point is 00:10:58 should ask a standard set of questions to known serial killers in order to build up a database of information. Even the order in which they asked the questions was important to how the answers would be compiled and interpreted. At one point she went so far as to color code the questionnaire in order to guarantee that the process was maintained across the board. And in fact the first book we wrote was an academic book for the Theals, so to speak, on patterns, the sexual killing, and of course what it was. But where did we get our sample?
Starting point is 00:11:31 Well, I asked Bob, Russ R2, please give us a list. And he was able to find, I think, 82 serial killers where they thought there had been multiple victims. And out of that, we paired it down to 36. And these were ones that we thought they could get interviews with. We really wanted them to go out and interview these men. So they did. And during those interviews, they focused on so many things you've probably heard of, probably even know by heart now yourself. How did they treat animals in their childhoods?
Starting point is 00:12:05 Did they have a penchant for starting fires? Had there been physical or sexual abuse growing up? Did they choose and stock victims? Or did they simply act on impulse in a momentary lapse of self-control? Did they know their victims? Or picked total strangers? And the men they interviewed.
Starting point is 00:12:23 Well, you know them too. Ed Kemper, John Wayne Gacy, Richard Speck, even Mobyles' own Thomas Wiesenhunt, to name a few. But Dr. Burgess had her own focus in those interviews. I was a more looking at the psychology and the psychiatric aspect and that had to do with the upbringing, the child development part went on in the family. We clearly saw the pattern of the absent father. That always intrigued me because up until that point, they often would talk about the
Starting point is 00:13:01 domineering mother and how bad the mother was and she did this and that to the child. But they said in fact, they're in that there's no father around. And so the mother was really having to do both the discipline as well as the nurturing part of parenting. But the absent father was important. And then the other, I think, important thing
Starting point is 00:13:21 that we found out is there was something in each one of these narratives of a very powerful Experience that maybe for other people other young boys wouldn't have mattered but it had some type of sexual Connotation to it and that seems to be what really hooked the young male child in. And it could be as young as five, six, seven years old. I can remember Jean-Jobair was clearly talked about at age five. He wanted to, quote, gobble up his babysitter.
Starting point is 00:13:58 And if you looked at his crimes, even the ones before he started killing, they would have bite marks that the victims in some way would be bitten. And then, of course, in his killing, he had targeted young boys. So, just to summarize, what Dr. Burgess finds in these studies is important.
Starting point is 00:14:19 Childhood development and factors in the child's surroundings played a role in sexual homicides. It wasn't just sociopathy or psychopathy, nurture played as much a role as nature. Remember at the time of this research, serial killers were on the rise, both in headlines and popular culture, a rise that continued from the 70s on through the end of the 90s. arise that continued from the 70s on through the end of the 90s. At the same time as pop culture was turning our attention to a new swath of slasher flanks, the newspapers were filled with more and more stories of horror movie-style killers walking amongst us in the real world. It was the golden age
Starting point is 00:15:00 of the serial killer. There are a number of theories as to why serial killers and serial sexual predators seem to rapidly burst forth from the broader population of your typical rapists and murderers, and why in particular, we experienced a sort of serial killer bubble in the 70s, 80s and 90s. Urbanization likely played a role, more people in one place
Starting point is 00:15:26 with greater anonymity. Led paint and buildings, led in gasoline too, and so much more of it everywhere with that ever-expanding highway system. There's also the fact that a whole generation of men grew up in homes plagued by unacknowledged and untreated PTSD in their fathers, veterans of World Wars I and II.
Starting point is 00:15:49 Plus true crime and true detective magazines were widely available and very popular, marketed to and consumed by boys in their tweens and teens. They essentially were pornography filled with intensely sadistic imagery, linking sex and violence at a critical stage of development in the minds of some young boys who could buy it at will during a time when healthier forms of porn were simply inaccessible. None of these things acted on their own, but altogether created a perfect storm of developmental impacts. Add that to the important factors of nature, that is, the naturally occurring psychopathy or sociopathy, and the math is simple. More developmental impacts on the regularly occurring number of sociopaths and psychopaths in a population will likely create more serial killers versus, say, your garden variety ruthless sociopathic
Starting point is 00:16:47 CEOs. But this golden age and the newly popular image of the serial killer all led to the government investing considerable resources into groundbreaking research like the research that Dr. Burgess did. And that research has proved to be vitally important to our understanding of sexual homicides today. What do you wish the broader public knew about serial predation? I think the public needs to know how long the surveillance goes, how much that the offender gets out of stalking, silently stalking his victim.
Starting point is 00:17:26 It just take a store clerk, even if that offender comes in every day to buy a newspaper or something, that that can be setting up something and where the, I remember one clerk that would say, smile and say, hello every time and that would feed into his fantasy. But we had seen that in other kinds of cases. So I think that you cannot assume that the victim is a stranger to the offender, maybe a stranger to the victim, but that person may well have been watching and surveilling the victim for a while. It builds the fantasy. It builds into what he wants to do and how he's going to do it.
Starting point is 00:18:15 Which brings us to the Renee Bergeron case. When I presented the information to you, what was your initial reaction to Renee Seane? My initial reaction to the Renee Bergeron scene was very complicated. I knew it was gonna be a complicated case because she was found without her head. That wasn't found for at least another day. She was found without her tongue.
Starting point is 00:18:44 That certainly meant something and the injury to the body. The clothing, she didn't have all of her clothing. As she had nothing, she was very clean. There was not like a lot of blood smeared on her and later determined that she had no blood, that something had drained the blood. I mean, this was going to be, I knew at the time, this was going to be a real challenge, to try to recreate what could have happened to this young woman. What it renails seen to you presents as an indication of a sexual homicide or possibly at first glance the work of a serial predator. Well when you go to crime scene and you
Starting point is 00:19:30 want to look at a particular victim, sell the position, the victim is in, the clothing or not, the anything any markings on the body, any items that are there and items that are not there that you might not learn until you talk with someone. The vendor take anything off of the body, any markings, any souvenirs, things like that. When you only have the victim and you believe that it's a serial killing and even if you don't, how do you reestablish or re-evaluate the fantasy that was going on in the killer's head? That's really the hard thing is and it's easy if it's a robbery say because
Starting point is 00:20:19 the ball it's missing or items are taken. But when there's nothing like a robbery or anything also explained why the victim was killed, you have to think about a serial killing. There are a variety of indicators that you have a sexual homicide here, even without the presence of evidence of that. And one of the important things of understanding it
Starting point is 00:20:44 as a ritualistic crime is how much time that the offender spent at the crime scene. And that could be determined by the various things that are left at the crime scene, was the victim covered, was the victim just left without any type of attention to it. How much time the fenders spent at the scene, what he did to the body, why he did the things he did, all would point to the fantasy. So in its simplest terms,
Starting point is 00:21:17 the murder of Renee Bergeron and the subsequent crime scene I've studied through photos and the Medical Examiner's report is undoubtedly a sexual homicide. And by virtue of how extensive the wounds were, how grotesque they appear to the average person, how long the killer must have spent with the body, they certainly look like they could have been inflicted by someone who had done this before and would likely do it again.
Starting point is 00:21:43 By definition, this means it could be the work of a serial killer. So how do I begin to investigate whether a specific serial killer could be involved in this? Well, I need to turn to the very data set that Dr. Burgess first helped to create. Do you have a tattoo that says Pear and all pop? It's on his lower back. It is not.
Starting point is 00:22:11 It's in her thigh. I'm Dalyne Spratt and on Urban Legends with the Ghost Brothers, the podcast, we can it to some real stories of the Pear and normal. And we have a pretty good time doing it. I hear voices and I'm running up this mountain. At some point, lost my pants, like running up a mountain because I hear voices and I'm running up this mountain. At some point lost my pants like running up a mountain because I heard voices. Listen to urban legends with the Ghost Brothers, wherever you get your podcasts.
Starting point is 00:22:37 In order to find out whether a known serial killer could be responsible for the murder of Renee Burjran, I know that I need to get access to something called the Radford & FGCU database. Basically, the database aims to track every known or broadly suspected serial killer in the world, past and present. For each killer and victim, there are 185 possible characteristics, like murder weapon, gun, knife, rope, something
Starting point is 00:23:08 else, mutilation and its variations, like decapitation, and any other details relevant to the crime, like whether the victim's body was hidden or not, plus all of the other bullet point facts of the case, like where and when it happened and who the suspects are, if that is known. As you might imagine, this is a comprehensive collection, because we know cereals work in patterns an extensive record like this allows for comparisons to unsolved cases. As soon as I have access to this database, I start scouring for any relations to this case. Then as I have access to this database, I start scouring for any relations to this case. First, I look at the Gulf Coast region, South Alabama, Mississippi, Eastern Louisiana, the western panhandle of Florida.
Starting point is 00:23:56 What murders show up in this area? Then I look to see if any of those murders look similar to what happened to Renee. Are there any other sexual homicides? What about decapitations? The decapitation felt like the key to me. Even among sexual homicides, even among murders with mutilation, decapitation is quite rare. However, when I look at the data, there are not a lot of matches. But there's one match that looks promising, a serial killer by the name of Sean Vincent Gillis. Sean Gillis is a serial killer from Baton Rouge, Louisiana, less than a three-hour drive
Starting point is 00:24:38 from Mobile. As far as we know, Gillis killed four black women and four white women. He himself is white. Some of his victims were sex workers. One was an elderly lady living in an assisted living facility. One was a 52-year-old stay-at-home mom. One was his own housekeeper. His choice of victims is obviously quite varied, but his methods and signatures are not.
Starting point is 00:25:08 All of his murders look very similar, and one of them looks almost identical to Rene's, right down to the position the body had been left in for discovery. His MO, or the logistics used to find capture and subdue victims, was this. Generally, he tried to get women into his car where he would then strangle them with a zip tie. His signatures or the elements of the crime that brought alive the fantasy and satiated his compulsions were stabbing, slashing, mutilating,
Starting point is 00:25:39 exploring the victim's body post-mortem, and sometimes even necrophilia and cannibalism. Gillis is believed to have been active from March 1994 to February 2004, a 10-year run in which he tried to rack up a good number of victims in order to attract local media attention for his crimes. He was jealous that Derek Todd Lee was getting more attention as the local serial killer de jour.
Starting point is 00:26:08 Gillis' murders are not a perfect match for Renee's murder, but they also are not dissimilar enough to eliminate him based simply on scenes. Could Sean Gillis possibly be responsible for the murder of Renee? Could she be one more notch in his belt to achieve fame as a serial killer? Matt and I decide to call a friend at the FBI to see if she can help us out. Hey, Matt, what's going on? It's Melanie Friday. It is Melanie Friday, what you got?
Starting point is 00:26:40 We're working on a code case. Okay. We're working on a cold case. I think I've mentioned it to you before that lady in 1993 was me headed and sexually mutilated and her body was dumped on the hot tin serous red and theodore. We've been working on this case for 15 months now and we're leading, we're not 100% sure, but in 92, 93, Shawn Gillis out of New Orleans, who is a portis serial killer who was operating heavily and doing the same things, beheading, sexual mutilating, positioning bodies, and he's in prison over there, and we know that we are assisted with their case in Louisiana.
Starting point is 00:27:23 Okay. And we don't know if we would have, we'd be able to get any access to crime scene fighters that you guys took or anything that could help us compare body positions or some little care. Yes, and fluently let me, the agency said that the FBI did not find it. Ma'am? What's the guy's name? The subject's name again? the agency said that the FBI did not find out. May I?
Starting point is 00:27:45 What's the guy's name? The subject's name again? Sean Gillis. Let me do some digging on this. It looks like this may have been shut up to Headquarters, but New Orleans is going to have these records. And if there's any photographs that all associated with anything that they may have processed, I should be.
Starting point is 00:28:04 Just to jump in for a second, we say New Orleans, not Baton Rouge. Don't worry, this is corrected with a quick email later on. Perfect, and no rush, don't, you don't have to try to push that through today obviously, but we're just, his name's coming up just because of his MO and the way his girls found. It's really coincidental. Absolutely, yeah, I mean, how many people, that's pretty heinous. this MO and the way this girl's found is really coincidental. Absolutely, yeah, I mean how many people, that's pretty heinous.
Starting point is 00:28:29 Yes, yeah. Bam. Yeah, it's crazy. Yeah, let me do something around. I'll get you what we can get you. All right, thanks, f***, I have a good weekend. All right, you two, you guys are fun. So we're now asking the FBI for a favor.
Starting point is 00:28:43 Can we find out if any extensive profile of Gillis was ever created by them? Have they gone back and looked at him for anything unsolved? Matt and I decide to also speak with the detectives in the East Baton Rouge Sheriff's Office. They are the team responsible for the bulk of the investigation into Sean Gillis. We don't record this conversation. According to the detectives, Gillis did not usually travel very far.
Starting point is 00:29:11 Going all the way to Mobile would be unusual for him. This is because Gillis liked to bring his victims back to his house. When he killed someone, he typically engaged in the mutilation and ex-anguination at his own home in Baton Rouge. He did this during the middle of the night while his live-in girlfriend was at work as a nurse on overnight shifts. To have done these acts, some place he didn't know or feel safe is extremely unlikely. But despite that, the team at East Baton Rouge has a hard time ignoring the ways in which the crime scenes and condition of the bodies were similar.
Starting point is 00:29:49 The way Renee was found strongly resembled the way one of Gillis' victims, a woman named Catherine Hall was found. Hall was discovered on a remote dirt road almost in the woodline. She was supine, arms outstretched in a nearly identical fashion to Renee. She had been slashed on her torso, and she had been exanguinated. Because of this, it's hard to not feel
Starting point is 00:30:17 like Renee's murder could be connected to Gillis. But as Matt and I dig into this, more and more evidence turns up that makes us question whether Gillis could actually have been involved. Yes, the crime scene looked like his work, but the drive between Mobile and Baton Rouge is three hours. This meant that Gillis would have to drive to Mobile, murder Renee, bring her back to Baton
Starting point is 00:30:44 Rouge, dismember and clean her body, then bring her back to Baton Rouge, dismember and clean her body, then drive it back to mobile where he would set her up on the road, a road that almost nobody even knew existed. That's at least six hours of driving, and many more hours of work that Gillis would have to do in a pretty narrow window of time between the end of his work day and the time when his girlfriend returned home.
Starting point is 00:31:09 Also, Gillis tended to fixate on his victims prior to killing them. There is no evidence that Renee passed through Baton Rouge in the week prior to her death or that Gillis passed through mobile. Significantly, once he was captured, Gillis confessed to his crimes and provided detail to back up his claims. This is part of his pathology, this desire to have the crimes recognized even lauded. But he's never confessed to killing Renee. If he did kill her, wouldn't he have owned up to it in order to claim more of the glory he saw in serial murder? So it seems pretty unlikely that Sean Gillis had anything
Starting point is 00:31:53 to do with Renee's murder. But if he didn't, who did? Could it have been the work of a previously unidentified serial killer? Or could it have been someone else who only committed brutal murder just this once? Here's the thing. We give a lot of attention to famous serial killers, but it is important to acknowledge that the same characteristics we see in serial killings are present in many sexual homicides, is often what defines them as such. Someone might have that same fixation, that same obsession with the victim. That is actually key to so much of Dr. Burgess's work. She's focused on the psychology of all sexual homicides,
Starting point is 00:32:38 not just the ones from the most famous headlines. And that psychology is critical to understanding a case like Rene's. Assuming you only know the crime scene in the state of the body, what might you hypothesize about what happened and who might be responsible? Well, we certainly know that rage was a part of that anger, rage, or such intensity, if you will, of injury
Starting point is 00:33:04 to this young woman, that you automatically think was conflict, argument, what happened, or why was she being targeted? You always wanted to know why, why was she at that time? Why did she become the victim? So somebody knew her. That is not going to be a stranger. I never thought a stranger would just do that. He could have just killed her. You know, he didn't have to do all the things we just described. So, um, the, the challenge was to start trying to recreate it. to start trying to recreate it. What was near there?
Starting point is 00:33:45 Why was she... there had to been some water because she had been washed or somehow. So that would be something to look at. What were the buildings nearby? Where could this have happened? It didn't look like it happened there. So that was not the original crime scene.
Starting point is 00:34:01 That she was killed or she was... something was done to her elsewhere and then she was killed and then she was moved into a vehicle of some type and and just thrown like I felt just discarded. So the not only was it the bridge and the anger but it was the misogyny maybe somebody was really angry at her for something. Yeah, the, in specific object rape with the blade in particular, can you talk a little bit about the indications that gives us? Yeah, there was, not only, there was insertion into her vaginal area, There was a march to her face that their her mouth had been cut
Starting point is 00:34:48 and interestingly enough as others had always said it reminded them of a very early 1940s case you. But there was such mutilation of the she was desexualized and that's often a finding that you make. So, Seventy had wanted to absolutely turn her into almost a manicun. It had no no person to her. That's really interesting. I think that that's actually really key that that the distaste for her sexuality, whether it was through sex work or whether it was her relationship with a black man, that there was something about her sexuality that was particularly offensive. Yes. I feel validated. I feel like I am at least pointed in the right direction. If what I saw in the initial scene was so similar to how Dr. Ann Burgess would interpret it.
Starting point is 00:35:54 Imposter syndrome is real and I struggle with it mightily. But at least for a little while, I feel as though I can handle this case. Do it justice. Everything I know about this type of crime, I truly believe I owe to the giants, the pioneers of the field who came well before me and made my work today possible. But especially that of Dr. Burgess. And that is what gives me even a glimmer of a chance at solving Renee's murder. Next time on Why Can't We Talk About A Man This Mom? And I remember my mom explaining to me the difference of love and being in love.
Starting point is 00:36:32 And I said, so you're not in love with David? And she said, no, I just love him as a friend. And it was because she said that he was a good friend and he was my dad's best friend. Hello? Hey, David? Yeah. Hey Detective Pig. How are you today? I never did ask if it was looking for. I don't know what to hell I was thinking. Man, I've been racking my brain for 25 years trying to figure that out.
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